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  StayinginLondonafterthecloseofmyuniversitypresidency,I
  wassubjecttoanotherinfluencewhichhaswroughtwithpoweruponsomestrongmen。Itwasmywonttoattendserviceinsomeoneofthechurchesinterestingfromahistoricalpointofvieworholdingouttheprospectofagoodsermon;but,probably,acombinationwhichIoccasionallymadewouldnotbeapprovedbymymoreorthodoxfellow—churchmen。ForattimesIfoundpleasureandprofitinattendingtheservicebeforesermononSundayafternoonatSt。Paul’s,andthengoingtotheneighboringPositivistConventicleinFetterLanetohearFredericHarrisonandothers。
  Harrison’sdiscourseswereadmirable,andoneuponRomancivilizationwasmostsuggestiveoffruitfulthought。Mytendencyhasalwaysbeenstronglytowardhero—worship,andthisfeatureofthePositivistcreedandpracticeespeciallyattractedme;whilethesuperbandennoblingmusicofSt。Paul’skeptmeinareligiousatmosphereduringanydiscoursewhichsucceededit。
  Myfavoritereadingatthisperiodwasthe"BibleforLearners,"
  abookmostthoughtfullyeditedbythreeoftheforemostscholarsofmodernEurope——Hooykaas,Oort,andKuenen。Simpleasthebookis,itmadeadeepimpressionuponme,rehabilitatingtheBibleinmymind,showingittobeacollectionofliteratureandmoraltruthsunspeakablyprecioustoallChristiannationsandtoeveryChristianman。Atalaterperiod,readingsintheworksofRenan,Pfleiderer,Cheyne,Harnack,Sayce,andothersstrengthenedmeinmyliberaltendencies,withoutdiminishingintheslightestmyreverenceforallthatisnobleinChristianity,pastorpresent。
  Anotherexperience,whileitdidnotperhapssetmeinanynewtrainsofthought,strengthenedmeinsomeofmyearlierviews。
  ThiswastherevelationtomeofMohammedanismduringmyjourneyintheEast。WhileMohammedanfanaticismseemstomeoneofthegreatmisfortunesoftheworld,Mohammedanworship,asIfirstsawit,madeadeepimpressiononme。OurtrainwasslowlymovingintoCairo,andstoppedforatimejustoutsidethecity;thePyramidswerevisibleinthedistance,butmythoughtswereturnedfromthembyapictureintheforeground。Underaspreadingpalm—tree,atallEgyptiansuddenlyarosetohisfullheight,tookoffanoutercoveringfromhisshoulders,laiditupontheground,andthensolemnlyprostratedhimselfandwentthroughhisprayers,addressingtheminthedirectionofMecca。
  Hewasutterlyobliviousofthecrowdabouthim,andthesimplicity,directness,andreverenceinhiswholemovementappealedtomestrongly。Atvariousothertimes,onthedesert,inthebazaars,inthemosques,andontheNileboats,I
  witnessedsimilarscenes,andmybroad—churchmanshipwastherebymadebroader。Norwasthisgeneraleffectdiminishedbymyvisittothehowlingandwhirlingdervishes。ThemanifestationsoftheirzealrangedthemselvesclearlyinthesamecategorywiththoseevidentinAmericancampmeetings,andInowunderstoodbetterthaneverwhattheRev。Dr。BaconofNewHavenmeantwhen,afterreturningfromtheEast,healludedtocertainChristian"revivalists"as"howlingdervishes。"
  Imustsay,too,thatwhileIlovedandadmiredmanyChristianmissionarieswhomIsawintheEast,andrejoicedintheworkoftheirschools,theutternarrownessofsomeofthemwasdiscouraging。Anythingmorecold,forbidding,andcertainofextinctionthantheworshipofthe"UnitedPresbyterians"atthemissionchurchatCairoIhaveneverseen,savepossiblythatofsundryCalvinistsatParis。NorhaveIeverheardanythingmoredefiantofsanethoughtandrightreasonthantheutterancesofsomeoftheseexcellentmen。
  Butthegeneraleffectofalltheseexperiences,asInowthink,wastoaidinahealthfulevolutionofmyreligiousideas。
  Itmaynowbeaskedwhatisthesummingupofmyrelationtoreligion,aslookeduponinthelastyearsofalonglife,duringwhichIhavehadmanysuggestionstothoughtuponit,manyopportunitiestoheareminentreligionistsofalmosteverycreeddiscussit,andmanychancestoobserveitsworkingsinthemultitudeofsystemsprevalentinvariouscountries。
  Asabeginning,Iwouldanswerthat,havingformanyyearssupplementedmyearlierobservationsandstudiesbyspecialresearchesintotherelationsbetweenscienceandreligion,myconvictionhasbeenstrengthenedthatreligioninitstruesense——namely,thebringingofhumanityintonormalrelationswiththatPower,notourselves,intheuniverse,whichmakesforrighteousness——isnow,asitalwayshasbeen,aneedabsolute,pressing,andincreasing。
  Astothecharacterofsuchnormalrelations,Ifeelthattheyinvolveasenseofneedforworship:forpraiseandprayer,publicandprivate。Iffine—spuntheoriesarepresentedastothenecessarysuperfluityofpraisetoaperfectBeing,andthenecessaryinutilityofprayerinaworldgovernedbylaws,myansweristhatlawisaslikelytoobtaininthespiritualasinthenaturalworld:thatwhileitmaynotbeinaccordancewithphysicallawstoprayfortheannihilationofacloudandthecessationofarain—storm,itmaywellbeinaccordancewithspirituallawsthatcommunicationtakeplacebetweentheInfiniteandfiniteminds;thathelpfulinspirationmaybethusobtained,——greaterpower,clearervision,higheraims。
  Astothequestionbetweenworshipbymanasanindividualbeing,facetofacewiththeDivinePower,andworshipbyhumanbeingsincommon,asbrethrenmovedtoexpresscommonideas,needs,hopes,efforts,aspirations,Iattributevastvaluetoboth。
  Astothefirst。Eachindividualofushasperhapsanevenmoreinadequateconceptionof"theGodandfatherofusall"thanaplanthasofaman;andyettheuniversalconsciousnessofourraceobligesahumanbeingundernormalconditionstofeeltheneedofbetterment,ofhelp,ofthankfulness。Itwouldseembestforeverymantocultivatethethoughts,relations,andpracticeswhichhefindsmostaccordantwithsuchfeelingsandmostsatisfyingtosuchneeds。
  Astothesecond。Theuniversalnormalconsciousnessofhumanityseemstodemandsomeformofworshipincommonwithone’sfellow—men。Allformsadoptedbymenundernormalconditions,whetherincathedrals,temples,mosques,orconventicles,clearlyhaveusesandbeautiesoftheirown。
  Ifitbesaidthatallformsofbelieforceremonialobscurethatworship,"inspiritandintruth,"whichaidshighaspiration,myansweristhattheincorporation,inbeliefsandformsofworship,ofwhatmanneedsforhisspiritualsustenanceseemstomeanalogoustotheincorporationinhisdailymaterialfoodofwhatheneedsforhisphysicalsustenance。Asarule,thetruthsnecessaryforthesustenanceanddevelopmentofhishighernaturewouldseembetterassimilatedwhenincorporatedinformsofbeliefandworship,publicorprivate,eventhoughthesebeliefsandformshaveimperfectionsorinadequacies。Wedonotsupportmateriallifebyconsumingpurecarbon,ornitrogen,orhydrogen:
  wetaketheseinsuchadmixturesasourexperienceshowstobebestforus。Wedonotlivebybreathingpureoxygen:wetakeitdilutedwithothergases,andmainlywithonewhich,iftakenbyitself,isdeadly。
  Thisisbutapoorandroughanalogy,butitseemsalegitimateillustrationofafactwhichwemusttakeaccountofinthewholehistoryofthehumanrace,past,present,andfuture。
  Itwill,inmyopinion,beasaddayforthisorforanypeoplewhenthereshallhavecomeinthemanatrophyofthereligiousnature;whentheyshallhavesuppressedtheneedofcommunication,nomatterhowvague,withasupremepowerintheuniverse;whenthetieswhichbindmenofsimilarmodesofthoughtinthevariousreligiousorganizationsshallbedissolved;whenmen,insteadofmeetingtheirfellow—meninassemblagesforpublicworshipwhichgivethemasenseofbrotherhood,shallloungeathomeorinclubs;whenmenandwomen,insteadofbringingthemselvesatstatedperiodsintoanatmosphereofprayer,praise,andaspiration,tohearthediscussionofhigherspiritualthemes,tobestirredbyappealstotheirnoblernatureinbehalfoffaith,hope,andcharity,andtobemovedbyacloserrealizationofthefatherhoodofGodandthebrotherhoodofman,shallstayathomeandgivetheirthoughtstotheSundaypapersortotheconductoftheirbusinessortothelanguidsearchforsomerefugefromboredom。
  Butthusrecognizingthenormalneedofreligiousideas,feelings,andobservances,Iseeinthehistoryoftheseanevolutionwhichhasslowlybroughtourraceoutoflowerformsofreligionintohigher,andwhichstillcontinues。Nowhereisthismoreclearlymirroredthaninourownsacredbooks;nowheremoredistinctlyseenthaninwhatisgoingonaboutus;andonefindsinthisevolution,justasinthedevelopmentofourraceinotherfields,survivalsofoutwornbeliefsandobservanceswhichremainasmile—stonestomarkhumanprogress。
  BeliefinaGodwhoisphysically,intellectually,andmorallybutanenlarged"averageman"——unjust,whimsical,revengeful,cruel,andsofarfromomnipotentthathehastomakeallsortsofinterferencestorectifyfaultsinhisoriginalscheme——ismoreandmorefadingawayamongtheracescontrollingtheworld。
  Moreandmorethethinkingandcontrollingracesaredevelopingthepowerofrightreason;andmoreandmoretheyareleavingtoinferioranddisappearingracestheme...完整阅读请扫描二维码下载丁香书院APP免费看

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