首页 >出版文学> Autobiography of Andrew Dickson White>第66章
  ButwhilethesegreatservicesatSt。Peter’sinthosehalcyondayswereperfectintheirkind,thesamecouldnotbesaidofmanyothers。TheworstthatIeversaw——onewhichespeciallydwellsinmymemory——wasatPisa。Ihadpreviouslyvisitedtheplaceandknewitwell,sothatwhen,oneSundaymorning,aCanadianclergymanatthehotelwishedtogotothecathedral,I
  offeredtoguidehim。Hewasevidentlyamanofdeepsincerity,and,aswassoonrevealedbyhisconversation,ofhigh—churchandevenritualistictendencies;but,tomygreatsurprise,heremarkedthathehadneverattendedserviceinaRomanCatholicchurch。Arrivingatthecathedraltoolateforthehighcelebration,wewalkeddownthenaveuntilwecametoasidealtarwhereapriestwasgoingthroughalowmass,withasmallcongregationofdelayedworshipers,andwetookourplacebackofthese。Thepriestracedthroughtheserviceatthehighestpossiblespeed。Hismotionswerelikethoseofanautomaton:hekeptturningquicklytoandfroasifonapivot;claspinghishandsbeforehisbreastasifbymachinery;bowinghisheadasifitmovedbyaspringinhisneck;mumblingandrattlinglikewindinachimney;thechoir—boywhoservedthemasswithhimjinglinghisbellasirreverentlyasifhewereconductingagreen—grocer’scart。MyAnglicancompanionimmediatelybegantobeunhappy,andwassoondeeplydistressed。Hegroanedagainandagain。Hewhispered,"Goodheavens,isitlikethis?Isthisthewaytheydoit?Thisisfearful!"Aswecamefromthechurchhewasverysorrowful,andIadministeredtohimsuchcomfortasI
  could,butnothingcouldremedythismostpainfuldisenchantment。
  AndhereImaysaythatIhaveneverbeenabletounderstandhowanyAnglicanchurchmancanfeelanyinsufficiencyintheLord’sSupperasadministeredinhisownbranchofthechurch。Ihavenevertakenpartinit,butmorethanonceIhavelingeredtoseeit,andeveninitssimplestformithasalwaysgreatlyimpressedme。Itisaservicewhichallcanunderstand;itswordshavecomedownthroughtheages;itsceremonialiscalm,comprehensible,touching;andthewholeideaofcommunioninmemoryofthelastsceneintheSaviour’slife,whichbringstheworshiperintolovingrelationnotonlywithhim,butwithallthechurch,militantandtriumphant,is,tomymind,infinitelynoblerandmorereligiousthanallparaphernalia,genuflexions,andman—millinery。HowanyProtestant,however"high"inhistendencies,canfeelotherwiseisincomprehensibletome。
  AtthatfirstofmymanyvisitstoRome,therehadcomeoneexperiencewhichhadgreatlysoftenedanyofmyinheritedProtestantprejudices。OurpartyhadbeenlumberingalongalldayontheroadfromCivitaVecchia,whensuddenlytheredashedbyusafinetraveling—coachdrawnbyfourhorsesriddenbypostilions。
  Hardlyhaditpassedwhentherecameascream,andourcarriagestopped。Weatfirsttookitforgrantedthatitwasanattackbybandits,but,ongettingoutandapproachingtheothercoach,foundthatoneofthepostilions,abeautifulItalianboyofsixteen,injauntycostume,hadbeenthrownfromhishorse,hadbeenrunoverbythewheelsofthecoach,andnowlayattheroadsidegaspinghislast。Westoodabouthim,tryingtoeasehispain,whenayoungpriestcamerunningfromaneighboringchurch。
  Heshowednodeferencetothegorgeouslydressedpersonageswhohaddescendedfromthecoach;hewasregardlessofallconventionalities,obliviousofallsurroundings,hisonethoughtbeingevidentlyofhisdutytothepoorsuffererstretchedoutbeforehim。Heknelt,tenderlykissedtheboy,administeredextremeunction,andrepeatedsoftlyandearnestlytheprayersforthedying,towhichferventresponsescamefromthepeasantskneelingabouthim。Thewholescenedidmuchtotonedownthefeelingswhichhadbeenarousedthepreviousdaybythefilthandbeggaryatthepapalportwherewehadlanded,andtopreparemeforamorecharitablejudgmentofwhatIwastoseeinthepapalcity。
  ButanearlyexperienceinRomeshowedalessbeautifulmanifestationofChristianzeal。Wewereabandofstudents,sixinnumber,whohadjustclosedayearofstudyattheUniversityofBerlin;andtheyoungest,whomIwillcallJackSmith,wasabrightyoungfellow,sonofawealthyNewEnglandmanufacturer。
  TheeveningafterarrivinginRome,Jack,callingonanAmericanaunt,wasintroducedtoapriestwhohappenedtobemakingheravisit。Itwasinstantlyevidentthatthepriest,FatherCataldi,knewwhatJack’sworldlyprospectswere;forfromthefirsthewasexcessivelypolitetotheyouth,andwhenthelatterremarkedthatduringhisstayinRomehewouldliketotakeItalianlessons,thepriestvolunteeredtosendhimateacher。Nextday,attheappointedhour,theteacherappeared,andinthepersonofthepriesthimself。ThenceforwardhestucktotheyoungAmericanlikeabrother,kepthimawayfromtherestofusasmuchaspossible,andservednotonlyashisteacher,butashiscicerone。
  AmongvariousdignitariestowhomhepresentedtheyoungAmericanwashisEminenceCardinalTosti;andwhenthecardinalextendedhishandtobekissed,Jackgraspedandcordiallyshookit。Thetwoclericalgentlemenwereevidentlydisconcerted;butthepriestsaidtothecardinal,inanundertone,"eunprincipeAmericano,"whereuponthecardinalseemedrelievedandshookhandsheartily。
  Oneday,whenthepriestwasnotwithourcompanion,weallvisitedoneofthebasilicas,wheresomegreatfunctionwasgoingon,and,thoughwefoundacrowdatthedoors,obtainedasightofthehighaltar,——andthere,inmagnificentattire,inthemidstofthegreatprelates,wasapersonwhoboreamoststrikingresemblancetoJack’sclericalguide。Wewereallstruckbythiscuriouscoincidence,butconcludedthatinthedistanceandthroughthecloudsofincensewehadsimplyseenachanceresemblance,andinthemultitudeofmatterswesoonforgotit。A
  monthafterward,aswewereleavingRome,Jackaskedhisnewfriendforhisbill,whereuponthepriestdrewhimselfupwithasuperbgestureand,presentinghiscard,said:"YouevidentlydonotknowwhoIam。"Thecardboretheinscription,"MonsignorCataldi,MasterofthePapalCeremonies。"TheyoungAmericanwasquiteconfounded,butlistenedsubmissivelywhilethisdignitaryexpressedthehopethattheymightyetmeetwithinthepaleofthatchurchwhichalonecouldgiveaclaimtosalvation。
  TheconditionofRomeatthatperiodwasnotsuchastoinducemuchrespectforpriestlygovernment。Anythingmoredirty,slipshod,andwretchedcouldhardlybeimagined。Norailwayshadyetbeenallowed;theVaticanmonsignorifeelingbyinstinctthetruthstatedbyBuckle,thatrailwayspromotethecominginofnewideas。Nordidthemoralconditionofthepeopleseemtobeanybetter。
  AnyonewhovisitsRometo—day,withthearmyofmonkssweptoutoftheplace,withstreetswellcleaned,withtheexcavationsscientificallyconducted,withagovernmentwhich,whateveritsfaults,isatanyratepatriotic,findsitdifficulttoimaginethevilenessofthecityundertheoldregime。
  But,badaswasRome,Napleswasworse。ThewretchedBourbonthenonthethrone,"KingBomba,"wastheworstofhiskind。Ourministerofthatperiod,Mr。RobertDaleOwen,gavemesomeaccountsoftheconditionofthings。Hetoldme,asamatteroffact,thatanyyoungmanshowingearnestpurposeofanysortwasimmediatelysuspectedanddiscouraged,whileworthlessyoungdebaucheeswereregardedasharmless,andthereforefavored。
  ThemostcherishedcounseloroftheKingwasApuzzo,ArchbishopofSorrento。InadditiontowhatIhavealreadysaidofLeopardi’spoliticalcatechism,whichthearchbishopforceduponthepeople,Imaynotethatthisworktookgreatpainstoshowthatnoeducationwasneededsavejustenoughtoenableeachmantoaccomplishhisdutieswithinthelittlesphereinwhichhewasborn,andthatforthegreatbodyofthepeopleeducationwasacurseratherthanablessing。Theresultofthispolicywasevident:thenumberofpersonsunabletoreadorwrite,whichwasfromfortytofiftypercent。inPiedmont,wasfromsixtytosixty—fivepercent。inRome,fromeightytoeighty—fivepercent。inthePapalStates,andaboveeighty—fivepercent。inNaplesandSicily。[38]
  [38]SeemapsinVol。II,of"L’ItalisEconomicanel1873"(Roma,TipografiaBarbera,1873)。Thisworkwastheresultofofficialsurveysandmostcarefulstudiesmadebyleadingeconomistsandstatisticians。ForacopyofitIamindebtedtoMr。H。N。Gay,FellowofHarvardUniversity。
  IalsohadtheadvantageofbeingpresentatthegreatreligiousfunctionofNaples——theliquefactionofthebloodofSt。
  Januarius,patronofthecity。ItwasinthegorgeouschapelofthesaintwhichformspartoftheCathedralofNaples,andtheplacewasfilledwithdevoutworshipersofeveryclass,fromtheofficialsincourtdress,representingtheBourbonking,downtothelowestlazzaroni。Thereliquaryofsilvergilt,shapedlikealargehumanhead,andsupposedtocontaintheskullofthesaint,wasfirstplaceduponthealtar;next,twovials,containingadarksubstancesaidtobehisblood,werealsoplaceduponthealtar,nearthehead。Asthepriestssaidprayers,theyturnedthevialsfromtimetotime;and,theliquefactionbeingsomewhatdelayed,thegreatcrowdofpeopleburstoutintomoreandmoreimpassionedexpostulationsandpetitionstothesaint。Justinfrontofthealtarwerethelazzaroniwhoclaimedtobedescendantsofthesaint’sfamily,andthesewereespeciallyimportunate:atsuchtimestheybeg,theyscold,theyeventhreaten;theyhavebeenknowntoabusethesaintroundly,andtotellhimthat,ifhedoesnotcaretoshowhisfavortothecitybyliquefyinghisblood,St。CosmoandSt。Damianarejustasgoodsaintsashe,andwill,nodoubt,beverygladtohavethecitydevoteitselftothem。Atlast,aswewerebeginningtobeimpatient,thepriest,turningthevialssuddenly,announcedthatthesainthadperformedthemiracle,andinstantlypriests,people,choir,andorganburstforthintoagreat"TeDeum";
  bellsrangandcannonroared;aprocessionwasformed,andtheshrinecontainingthesaint’srelicswascarriedthroughthestreets,thepeopleprostratingthemselvesonbothsidesofthewayandshoweringrose—leavesupontheshrineanduponthepathbeforeit。Thecontentsofthesepreciousvialsareaninterestingrelicindeed,fortheyrepresenttousvividlythatperiodwhenmenwhowerewillingtogotothestakefortheirreligiousopinionsthoughtitnotwrongto"savesouls"bypiousmendacityandconsecratedfraud。Tothescientificeyethismiracleisverysimple:thevialscontain,nodoubt,oneofthosewaxymixturesfusingatlowtemperature,which,whilekeptinitsplacewithinthecoldstonewallsofthechurch,remainssolid,butwhich,uponbeingbroughtoutintothehot,crowdedchapelandfondledbythewarmhandsofthepriests,graduallysoftensandbecomesliquid。Itwascurioustonote,atthetimeabovementioned,thateventhehighfunctionariesrepresentingtheKinglookedatthemiraclewithawe:theyevidentlyfound"joyinbelieving,"andoneofthemassuredmethattheonlythingwhichCOULDcauseitwasthedirectexerciseofmiraculouspower。
  So,too,Ihadhereanopportunitytostudyoneofthefundamentalideasoftheprevalenttheology——namely,thedoctrineof"intercession,"whichhasplayedsuchapartnotonlyinCatholicbutinProtestantcountries,——theideathat,justasinanearthlycourtback—stairsinfluenceisnecessarytosecurefavor,soitmustbeintheheavenlycourts。IwasmuchedifiedbythewayinwhichthisdoctrinewaspresentedincertaingreatpicturesrepresentingtheinterventionoftheAlmightytosaveNaplesfromtheplague。Oneofthem,asIrememberit,represented,onanenormouscanvas,thewholetransactionasfollows:IntheimmediateforegroundthepeopleofNapleswererepresentedontheirkneesbeforetheirmagistrates,beggingthemtorescuethecityfromthepestilence;fartherbackthemagistrateswererepresentedasontheirkneesbeforethemonks,beggingfortheirprayers;themonkswereontheirkneesbeforeSt。Januarius,begginghimtointervene;St。JanuariuswasthenrepresentedasonhiskneesbeforetheBlessedVirgin;theBlessedVirginwasthenpicturedasbeseechingherdivineSon;
  andheatlastwasrepresentedaspresentingthepetitiontoatriangleintheheavensbehindwhichappearedthelineamentsofavenerableface。
  Onecanunderstand,afterseeingpicturesofthiskind,whatErasmuswasthinkingof,fivehundredyearsago,whenhewrotehiscolloquyof"TheShipwreck,"themostexquisitesatireonmediaevaldoctrineevermade。Afteramostcomicalaccountofthepetitionsandpromisesmadebytheshipwreckedtovarioussaints,Adolphussays:"Towhichofthesaintsdidyoupray?"Antonyanswers,"Tonotoneofthemall,Iassureyou。Idon’tlikeyourwayofbargainingwiththesaints:’DothisandI’lldothat。
  Hereissomuchforsomuch。SavemeandIwillgiveyouataperorgoonapilgrimage。’Justthinkofit!IshouldcertainlyhaveprayedtoSt。Peter,iftoanysaint;forhestandsatthedoorofheaven,andsowouldbelikeliesttohear。ButbeforehecouldgototheAlmightyandtellhimmycondition,Imightbefiftyfathomsunderwater。"Adolphus:"Whatdidyoudothen?"Antony:
  "IwentstraighttoGodhimself,andsaidmyprayertohim;thesaintsneitherhearsoreadilynorgivesowillingly。"
  Inthecityitselfwerefilth,blasphemy,andobscenityunspeakable。NostrangercouldtakehisseatatacafewithouthavingproposalsopenlymadetohimwhichwouldhavedisgracedPompeii。Cheateryandlyingprevailedonallsides。Outsidethecitywasbrigandage,——somuchsothatvariouspartiesgoingtoPaestumtookpainstocombinetheirforcesandtobeararms。
  This,then,wastheoutcomeoffifteenhundredyearsofChristiancivilizationinalandwhichhadbeenentirelyinthehandsofthechurchauthoritieseversincethedownfalloftheRomanEmpire;acountryinwhicheducation,intellectual,moral,andreligious,hadbeenfromthefirstinthehandsofabody,claiminginfallibilityinitsteachingoffaithandmorals,whichhadmoldedrulersandpeopleatitsownwillduringallthesecenturies。Thiswastheresult!Itseemedtomethen,asitseemstomenow,areductioadabsurdumoftheclaimsofanychurchtosuperintendtheeducationofapeople;andifitbeinsistedthatthereisanythingexceptionalinItaly,onemaypointforexamplesofthesameresultstoSpain,theSpanishrepublics,Poland,andsundryothercountries。
  BeforegoingtoItaly,Ihadtakenpainstoreadasmuchaspossibleofthehistoryofthecountry,and,amongotherworks,hadwadedthroughthetenoctavovolumesofSismondi’s"HistoryoftheItalianRepublics,"aswellasGibbon’s"DeclineandFalloftheRomanEmpire";andthishistoryhadservedtoshowmewhatanybodyofecclesiastics,notresponsibletosoundlayopinion,maybecome。InlookingoverthepasthistoryandpresentconditionofItaly,thereconstantlyranginmyearsthatgreatwarningbyChristhimself,"Bytheirfruitsyeshallknowthem。"
  CHAPTERLXI
  INLATERYEARS——1856—1905
  OnmyreturntoAmericaIremainedforashorttimeasaresidentgraduateatNewHaven,andtheregainedafriendwhoinfluencedmemosthappily。ThiswasProfessorGeorgeParkFisher,atthattimeinchargeoftheuniversitypulpit,anadmirablescholarandhistorian。Hisreligiousnature,rootedinNewEnglandorthodoxy,hadcometoabroadandnoblebloomandfruitage。Wittyandhumorous,whiledeeplythoughtful,hisdiscussionswereofgreatvaluetome,andourlongwalkstogetherremainamongthemostpleasingrecollectionsofmylife。Hehadageniusforconversation;infact,hewasoneofthetwoorthreebestconversationistsIhaveeverknown,andhisinfluenceonmythinking,bothasregardsreligiousandsecularquestions,wasthoroughlygood。Whilewedidnotbyanymeansfullyagree,I
  cametoseemoreclearlythaneverwhatareallyenlightenedChristianitycandoforaman。
  IhadreturnedtoAmericainthehopeofinfluencingopinionfromaprofessor’schair,andmydearoldfriendProfessor——afterwardPresident——PorterurgedmetoremaininNewHaven,assuringmethattheprofessorshipofhistoryforwhichIhadbeenpreparingmyselfabroadwouldbeopentomethere。AfewyearslateraprofessorshipatYalewasofferedme,andinawayforwhichI
  shallalwaysbegrateful;butitwasnottheprofessorshipofhistory:fromthatIwasdebarredbymyreligiousviews,andthereforeitwasthat,havingbeenelectedtoaprofessorshipinthatdepartmentattheStateUniversityofMichigan,I
  immediatelyandgladlyentereduponitsduties。
  InstalledinthisnewpositionatAnnArbor,Inotonlythrewmyselfveryheartilyintomywork,butbecameinterestedinchurchandothergoodworkasitwentonaboutme。Fromtheforceofoldassociations,andbecausemyfamilyhadalsobeenbroughtupintheEpiscopalChurch,Iattendeditsservicesregularly;
  and,whileitrepresentedmuchthatIcouldnotaccept,therewerenoblemeninitwhobecamemyverydearfriends,withwhomI
  wasgladtowork。
  Ithasalwaysseemedtomeratheranamusingepisodeinmylifeduringthisperiodthat,inspiteofgravedoubtsregardingmyorthodoxy,myfriendselectedmevestrymanofSt。Andrew’sChurchatAnnArbor,andgavemefullpowertoselectandcallarectorfortheparishatmynextvacationexcursionintheEast。ThisinduetimeIproceededtodo。AttendingtheconventionoftheEpiscopalChurchinthedioceseofWesternNewYork,Iconsultedwithvariousclericalfriends,visitedoneortwoplacesinordertohearsundryclergymenwhowererecommendedtome,andatlastcalledtoourrectorateamanwhoprovedtobenotonlyablessingtothatparish,buttotheStateatlarge。IntheannalsofAmericancharitableworkhisnameiswritlarge,thoughprobablythereneverlivedamanmoreaversetopublicity。Hehassincebeenmadeabishop,andinthatcapacityhasshownthesameself—sacrificeanddevotiontoworksofmercywhichmarkedhiscareeraspastor。
  Astomyreligiousideasingeneral,theywereatthattimeinfluencedinvariousways。Ireadmuchecclesiasticalhistoryasgivenbyleadingauthorities,ProtestantandCatholic,andinvariousoriginaltreatisesbythinkerseminentinthehistoryofthechurch。Amarkedinfluencewasexerciseduponmebyreadingsundrylivesofthemediaevalsaints:eventhequaintestoftheseshowedmehow,inspiteofchildlikecredulity,mostnobleliveshadbeenled,wellworthytobeponderedoverintheselatercenturies。
  Thegeneraleffectofthisreadingwastoarouseinmeadmirationforthemenwhohavetakenleadingpartsindevelopingthegreatreligionsoftheworld,andespeciallyChristianity,whetherCatholicorProtestant;butitalsocausedmetodistrust,moreandmore,everysortoftheologicaldogmatism。Moreandmoreclearitbecamethatecclesiasticaldogmasarebutstepsintheevolutionofvariousreligions,andthat,inviewofthefactthatthemainunderlyingideasarecommontoall,abeneficentevolutionistocontinue。
  ThislatterideawasstrengthenedbymycarefulreadingofSale’stranslationoftheKoran,whichshowedmethatevenMohammedanismisnotwhollythetissueoffollyandimposturewhichinthosedaysitwasgenerallyrepresentedtobe。
  Influencewasalsoexerteduponmebyvariousotherbooks,andespeciallybyFraPaoloSarpi’s"HistoryoftheCouncilofTrent,"probablythemostracyandpungentpieceofecclesiasticalhistoryeverwritten;andthoughIalsoreadasantidotesthehistoryoftheCouncilbyPallavicini,andcopiousextractsfromBossuet,ArchbishopSpalding,andBalmez,FatherPaultaughtme,asanItalianhistorianphrasesit,"howtheHolySpiritconductschurchcouncils。"AtalaterperiodDeanStanleymadeasimilarrevelationinhisaccountoftheCouncilofNicaea。
  TheworksofBuckle,Lecky,andDraper,whichwerethenappearing,laidopenmuchtome。Alltheseauthorsshowedmehowtemporary,inthesumofthings,isanypopulartheology;and,finally,thedawnoftheDarwinianhypothesiscametorevealawholeneworbofthoughtabsolutelyfataltotheclaimsofvariouschurches,sects,andsacredbookstocontaintheonlyorthefinalwordofGodtoman。Theolddogmaof"thefallofman"
  hadsoonfullydisappeared,andinitsplacethererosemoreandmoreintoviewtheideaoftheriseofman。
  Butwhilemyviewwasthusbroadened,nohostilitytoreligionfoundlodgmentinmymind:ofallthebookswhichIreadatthattime,Stanley’slifeofArnoldexercisedthegreatestinfluenceuponme。Itshowedthatamanmightcastasidemuchwhichchurchesregardasessential,andmightstriveforbreadthandcomprehensioninChristianity,whileyetremaininginhealthfulrelationswiththechurch。IalsoreadwithprofitandpleasuretheRev。ThomasBeecher’sbook,"OurSevenChurches,"whichshowedthateachChristiansectinAmericahasacertainworktodo,anddoesitwell;also,thesermonsofRobertson,PhillipsBrooks,andTheodoreMunger,whichrevealedabeautyinChristianitybeforeunknowntome。
  Anotherinfluencewasofaverydifferentsort。FromtimetotimeIwentonhuntingexcursionswiththepastoroftheMethodistEpiscopalchurchatAnnArbor;andthoughhemadenoparadeofreligion,therewasinhimagenial,manlypietywhichbetteredme。
  ButIcannotsaythatthisgoodinfluencewasalwaysexerciseduponmebyhiscoreligionists。Therewasespeciallyone,whorosetobea"presidingelder,"verynarrow,veryshrewd,andverybitteragainsttheStateUniversity,yetconstantlyplacinghimselfincomicaldilemmas。Ononeoccasion,whenIaskedhimregardinghisrelationswithclergymenofotherreligiousbodies,hespokeoftheRomanCatholicsandsaidthathehadmadeadeterminedefforttoconverttheBishopofDetroit。Onmyaskingforparticulars,heansweredthat,callinguponthebishop,hehadspokenverysolemnlytohimandtoldhimthathewasendangeringhisownsalvationaswellasthatofhisflock;thatatfirstthebishopwasevidentlyinclinedtobeharsh;butthat,onfindingthathe——theMethodistbrother——dislikedthePresbyterianDr。Duffield,whohadrecentlyattackedCatholicdoctrine,asmuchasthebishopdid,therelationsbetweenthemgrewbetter,sothattheytalkedtogetherveryamicably。
  Atthispointinourconversationapuzzledexpressionoverspreadtheelder’sfaceandhesaid,"ThemostsingularexperienceI
  everhadwaswithaFrenchCatholicpriestinMonroe。Beinginthattownandhavingadayortwoofvacation,Ifeltitmydutytogoandremonstratewithhim。Ifoundhimverypolite,especiallyafterIhadtoldhimthathisbishophadreceivedmeanddiscussedreligiousquestionswithme。Presently,wishingtomakeanimpressiononthepriest,IfixedmyeyesonhimveryearnestlyandsaidassolemnlyasIcould,’Doyouknowthatyouareleadingyourflockstraightdowntohell?’Tothisthepriestmadeaverysingularanswer,——verysingular,indeed。Hesaid,’Didyoutalklikethattothebishop?’Ianswered,’Yes,Idid。’
  ’Didn’thekickyououtofhishouse?’’No,hedidn’t。’’Then,’
  saidthepriest,’_I_won’t。’"Andthegoodelder,duringthewholeofthisstory,evidentlythoughtthatthepointofitwas,somehow,againstthePRIEST!
  AsaprofessorattheUniversityofMichiganlecturinguponmodernhistory,I,ofcourse,showedmyfeelingsinoppositiontoslavery,whichwasthencompletelydominantinthenation,and,toallappearance,intrenchedinourinstitutionsforever。FromtimetotimeIalsosaidsomethingswhichmadethemoresensitiveorthodoxbrethrenuneasy;though,asIlookbackuponthemnow,theyseemtomeverymildindeed。Inthesedaystheycouldbesaid,andwouldbesaid,bygreatnumbersofdevotedmembersofallChristianchurches。TheseexpressionsofminefavoredtolerationanddweltupontheabsurdityofdistinctionsbetweenChristiansonaccountofbeliefswhichindividualsorcommunitieshavehappenedtoinherit。NothinglikeanattackuponChristianityitself,oruponanythingvitaltoit,didIevermake;indeed,myinclinationswerenotinthatdirection:mygreatestdesirewastosetmenandwomenatthinking,forIfeltsurethatiftheywouldreallythink,inthelightofhumanhistory,theywouldmoreandmoredwellonwhatispermanentinChristianityandlessandlessonwhatistransient;moreandmoreonitsuniversaltruths,lessandlessuponthecreeds,forms,andobservancesinwhichthesegemsareset;moreandmoreonwhatdrawsmentogether,lessandlessonthatwhichkeepsthemapart。
  Ibecameconvincedthatwhattheworldneededwasmorereligionratherthanless;moredevotiontohumanityandlesspreachingofdogmas。WheneverIspokeofreligion,itwasnottosayawordagainstanyexistingform;butIespeciallyreferred,asmyidealsofreligiousconduct,tothedeclarationofMicah,beginningwiththewords,"WhatdoththeLordrequireofthee?";
  totheSermonontheMount;tothedefinitionof"purereligionandundefiled"givenbySt。James;andtosomeofthewonderfulutterancesofSt。Paul。Buteventhisalarmedtwoorthreeverygoodmen;theyweremuchexercisedoverwhattheycalledmy"indifferentism";andwhenIwaschosen,somewhatlater,tothepresidencyofCornellUniversity,Ifoundthattheyhadthoughtittheirdutytowritelettersurgingvarioustrusteestopreventtheelectionofsodangerousaheretic。
  ScatteredthroughtheMichiganuniversitytownwereanumberofpeoplewhohadbrokenfromtheoldfaithandweregropingabouttofindanewone,but,asarule,withsuchinsufficientknowledgeoftherealbasisofbelieforskepticismthatthereligiontheyfoundseemedlessvaluabletothemthantheonetheyhadleft。Thiers,Voltairianthoughhewas,haswellsaid,"Theonlyaltarswhicharenotridiculousaretheoldaltars。"
  Someofthebestofthesepeople,havinglostverydearchildren,hadtakenrefugeinwhatwascalled"spiritualism";andIwasinvitedtowitnesssomeofthe"manifestationsfromthespirit—land,"andassuredthattheywouldleavenodoubtinmymindastotheirtremendousreality。Amongthosewhothusinvitedmewereacountyjudgeofhighstanding,andhiswife,oneofthemostlovelyandaccomplishedofwomen。Theyhadlosttheironlydaughter,abeautifulcreaturejustbuddingintowomanhood,andtheythoughtthat"spiritualism"hadgivenherbacktothem。Astheytoldmewonderfulthingsregardingtherevelationsmadebysundryeminentmediums,Iacceptedtheirinvitationtowitnesssomeofthese,andwenttotheseanceswithaperfectlyopenandimpartialmind。Isawnothingantecedentlyimprobableinphenomenaofthatsort;indeed,itseemedtomethatitmightbeablessedthingiftherewerereallysomethinginitall;butexaminationshowedmeinthis,asinallothercaseswhereIhaveinvestigatedso—called"spiritrevelations,"nothingsavetheworthlessnessofhumantestimonytothemiraculous。Thesemiracleswerethecheapestandpoorestofjugglery,andthemediumswere,withoutexception,ofatypebelowcontempt。Therewas,indeed,arevelationtome,notofaspirit—worldbeyondthegrave,butofaspirit—worldaboutme,peopledwiththespiritsofgoodandlovingmenandwomenwhofind"joyinbelieving"whattheywishtobelieve。Comparedwiththisnewworship,Ifeltthattheoldwasinfinitelymorehonest,substantial,andhealthful;
  andneversincehaveIdesiredtopromoterevolutionarychangesinreligion。Suchchanges,tobegood,mustbeevolutionary,gradual,andinobediencetoslowlyincreasingknowledge:suchachangeisnowevidentlygoingon,irresistibly,andquiteasrapidlyasisdesirable。
  Therewereothersingularexperiences。Onedayastudentsaidtomethatanoldmanlivingnotfarfromtheuniversitygroundswasveryillandwishedtoseeme。Icalledatonce,andfoundhimstretchedoutonhisbedandgreatlyemaciatedwithconsumption。
  HewasaHicksiteQuaker。AsIenteredtheroomhesaid,"Friend,Iheargoodthingsofthee:thouarttellingthetruth;letmebearmytestimonybeforethee。IbelieveinGodandinafuturelife,butinlittleelsewhichthechurchesteach。Iamdying。
  Withintwoorthreedays,atfurthest,Ishallbeinmycoffin。
  YetIlookonthefuturewithnoanxiety;IaminthehandsofmylovingFather,andhavenomorefearofpassingthroughthegateofdeathintothefuturelifethanofpassingthroughyonderdoorintothenextroom。"AfterkindlytalkIlefthim,andnextdaylearnedthathehadquietlypassedaway。
  AfteraboutfiveyearsofdutyintheUniversityofMichigan,I
  wasbroughtintothemainchargeofthenewlyestablishedCornellUniversity;andinthisnewposition,whilenorealchangetookplaceinmyfundamentalreligiousideas,therewereconflictinginfluences,sometimesunfortunate,butinthemainhappy。InotherchaptersofthesereminiscencesIhaveshowntowhatunjustattacksthenewinstitutionandallconnectedwithitweresubjectedbytheagentsandvotariesofvariousdenominationalcolleges。Attimesthisembitteredme,buttheultimateresultalwayswasthatitstirredmetonewefforts。WhateverillfeelingsarosefromtheseonslaughtsweremorethanmadeupaftertheestablishmentoftheSageChapelpulpit。Ihaveshownelsewherehow,atmyinstance,provisionwasmadebyapublic—spiritedmanforcallingthemostdistinguishedpreachersofalldenominations,andhow,theselectionofthesehavingbeenlefttome,IchosethemfromthemosteminentmeninthevariousChristianbodies。Myintercoursewiththese,aswellasmyhearingtheirdiscourses,broadenedanddeepenedmyreligiousfeeling,andIregardthisasamongtheespeciallyhappythingsofmylife。
  Anotherfeatureoftheuniversitywasnotsohelpfultome。I
  havespokeninanotherchapterregardingtheestablishmentofBarnesHallatCornellasacenterofworkfortheChristianAssociationandotherreligiousorganizationsoftheuniversity,andofmypleasureinaidingtheworktheredoneandinnotingitsgoodresults。AtvarioustimesIattendedtheservicesoftheYoungMen’sChristianAssociation;andwhiletheyoftentouchedme,Icannotsaythattheyalwaysedifiedme。IamespeciallyfondofthepsalmsattributedtoDavid,whichare,forme,thehighestofpoetry;andIamalsoveryfondofthegreatandnoblehymnsofthechurch,CatholicandProtestant,andespeciallysusceptibletothebestchurchmusic,fromBachandHandeltoMasonandNeale:butthesortofrevivalhymnswhicharegenerallysunginChristianAssociations,andwhichdatemainlyfromtheMoodyandSankeyperiod,donotappealtomybestfeelingsinanyrespect。Theyseemtomeverythinandgushy。
  Thisfeelingofmineisnotessentiallyunorthodox,forIoncehearditexpressedbyaneminentorthodoxclergymanintermsmuchstrongerthananywhichIhaveeverused。Saidhe,"WhenIwasyoung,congregationsusedtosingsuchpsalmsasthis:
  "TheLorddescendedfromabove,Andbowedtheheavensmosthigh;
  AndunderneathHisfeetHecastThedarknessofthesky。
  "OncherubimandseraphimRightroyallyHerode,AndonthewingsofmightywindsCameflyingallabroad。
  "Hisseatisonthemightyfloods,Theirfurytorestrain;
  AndHe,oureverlastingLord,Forevermoreshallreign。
  "Butnow,"hecontinued,"thecongregationgetstogetherandalotofboysandgirlssing:
  "Lawd,howoftIlongtoknow——
  Oftitgivesmeanxiousthought——
  DoIloveThee,Lawd,orno;
  AmIThine,oramInawt!
  "There,"saidhe,"isthedifferencebetweenareligionwhichbelievesinarighteoussovereignRuleroftheuniverse,andamaudlinsentimentincapableofanyreal,continued,determinedeffort。"
  Imustconfessthatthisviewofmyorthodoxfriendstrikesmeasjust。ItseemstomethatoneofthefirstneedsoflargebranchesoftheChristianChurchistoweedoutagreatmassofsickly,sentimentalworshipofnooneknowswhat,andtoreplaceitwithpsalmsandhymnswhichshowafirmrelianceupontheLordGodAlmighty。
  ItiswiththisviewthatIpromotedintheuniversitychapelthesimpleantiphonalreadingofthepsalmsbythewholecongregation。BestofallwoulditbetochantthePsalter;theclergyman,withaportionofthechoir,leadingononeside,andtheothersectionofthechoirandthecongregationatlargechantingtheresponses。Butthisis,asregardsmostProtestantchurches,acounselofperfection。