Modesteexistedforsometimeonacomprehension,notonlyoftheworks,butofthecharactersofherfavoriteauthors,——Goldsmith,theauthorofObermann,CharlesNodier,Maturin。Thepoorestandthemostsufferingamongthemwereherdeities;sheguessedtheirtrials,initiatedherselfintoadestitutionwherethethoughtsofgeniusbrooded,andpoureduponitthetreasuresofherheart;shefanciedherselfthegiverofmaterialcomforttothesegreatmen,martyrstotheirownfaculty。Thisnoblecompassion,thisintuitionofthestrugglesoftoilers,thisworshipofgenius,areamongthechoicestperceptionsthatflutterthroughthesoulsofwomen。Theyare,inthefirstplace,asecretbetweenthewomanandGod,fortheyarehidden;
inthemthereisnothingstriking,nothingthatgratifiesthevanity,——thatpowerfulauxiliarytoallactionamongtheFrench。
Outofthisthirdperiodofthedevelopmentofherideas,therecametoModesteapassionatedesiretopenetratetotheheartofoneoftheseabnormalbeings;tounderstandtheworkingofthethoughtsandthehiddengriefsofgenius,——toknownotonlywhatitwantedbutwhatitwas。Attheperiodwhenthisstorybegins,thesevagariesoffancy,theseexcursionsofhersoulintothevoid,thesefeelersputforthintothedarknessofthefuture,theimpatienceofanungivenlovetofinditsgoal,thenobilityofallherthoughtsoflife,thedecisionofhermindtosufferinasphereofhigherthingsratherthanflounderinthemarshesofprovinciallifelikehermother,thepledgeshehadmadetoherselfnevertofailinconduct,buttorespectherfather’shearthandbringithappiness,——allthisworldoffeelingandsentimenthadlatelycometoaclimaxandtakenshape。Modestewishedtobethefriendandcompanionofapoet,anartist,amaninsomewaysuperiortothecrowdofmen。Butsheintendedtochoosehim,——nottogivehimherheart,herlife,herinfinitetendernessfreedfromthetrammelsofpassion,untilshehadcarefullyanddeeplystudiedhim。
Shebeganthisprettyromancebysimplyenjoyingit。Profoundtranquillitysettleddownuponhersoul。Hercheekstookonasoftcolor;andshebecamethebeautifulandnobleimageofGermany,suchaswehavelatelyseenher,thegloryoftheChalet,theprideofMadameLatournelleandtheDumays。Modestewaslivingadoubleexistence。Sheperformedwithhumble,lovingcarealltheminutedutiesofthehomelylifeattheChalet,usingthemasareintoguidethepoetryofherideallife,liketheCarthusianmonkswholabormethodicallyonmaterialthingstoleavetheirsoulsthefreertodevelopinprayer。Allgreatmindshaveboundthemselvestosomeformofmechanicaltoiltoobtaingreatermasteryofthought。Spinosagroundglassesforspectacles;Baylecountedthetilesontheroof;
Montesquieugardened。Thebodybeingthussubdued,thesoulcouldspreaditswingsinallsecurity。
MadameMignon,readingherdaughter’ssoul,wasthereforeright。
Modesteloved;shelovedwiththatrareplatoniclove,solittleunderstood,thefirstillusionofayounggirl,themostdelicateofallsentiments,averydaintyoftheheart。Shedrankdeepdraughtsfromthechaliceoftheunknown,thevague,thevisionary。Sheadmiredtheblueplumageofthebirdthatsingsafarintheparadiseofyounggirls,whichnohandcantouch,noguncancover,asitflitsacrossthesight;shelovedthosemagiccolors,likesparklingjewelsdazzlingtotheeye,whichyouthcansee,andneverseesagainwhenReality,thehideoushag,appearswithwitnessesaccompaniedbythemayor。Tolivetheverypoetryofloveandnottoseethelover——ah,whatsweetintoxication!whatvisionaryrapture!achimerawithflowingmanandoutspreadwings!
Thefollowingisthepuerileandevensillyeventwhichdecidedthefuturelifeofthisyounggirl。
Modestehappenedtoseeinabookseller’swindowalithographicportraitofoneofherfavorites,Canalis。Weallknowwhatliessuchpicturestell,——beingastheyaretheresultofashamelessspeculation,whichseizesuponthepersonalityofcelebratedindividualsasiftheirfaceswerepublicproperty。
InthisinstanceCanalis,sketchedinaByronicpose,wasofferingtopublicadmirationhisdarklocksfloatinginthebreeze,abarethroat,andtheunfathomablebrowwhicheverybardoughttopossess。
VictorHugo’sforeheadwillmakemorepersonsshavetheirheadsthanthenumberofincipientmarshalseverkilledbythegloryofNapoleon。
ThisportraitofCanalis(poeticthroughmercantilenecessity)caughtModeste’seye。ThedayonwhichitcaughthereyeoneofArthez’sbestbookshappenedtobepublished。Wearecompelledtoadmit,thoughitmaybetoModeste’sinjury,thatshehesitatedlongbetweentheillustriouspoetandtheillustriousprose—writer。Whichofthesecelebratedmenwasfree?——thatwasthequestion。
Modestebeganbysecuringtheco—operationofFrancoiseCochet,amaidtakenfromHavreandbroughtbackagainbypoorBettina,whomMadameMignonandMadameDumaynowemployedbytheday,andwholivedinHavre。Modestetookhertoherownroomandassuredherthatshewouldnevercauseherparentsanygrief,neverpasstheboundsofayounggirl’spropriety,andthatastoFrancoiseherselfshewouldbewellprovidedforafterthereturnofMonsieurMignon,onconditionthatshewoulddoacertainserviceandkeepitaninviolablesecret。Whatwasit?Why,anothing——perfectlyinnocent。AllthatModestewantedofheraccomplicewastoputcertainlettersintothepostatHavreandtobringsomebackwhichwouldbedirectedtoherself,FrancoiseCochet。Thetreatyconcluded,ModestewroteapolitenotetoDauriat,publisherofthepoemsofCanalis,asking,intheinterestofthatgreatpoet,forsomeparticularsabouthim,amongothersifheweremarried。SherequestedthepublishertoaddresshisanswertoMademoiselleFrancoise,"posterestante,"Havre。
Dauriat,incapableoftakingtheepistleseriously,wroteareplyinpresenceoffourorfivejournalistswhohappenedtobeinhisofficeatthetime,eachofwhomaddedhisparticularstrokeofwittotheproduction。
Mademoiselle,——Canalis(Baronof),ConstantCysMelchior,memberoftheFrenchAcademy,bornin1800,atCanalis(Correze),fivefeetfourinchesinheight,ofgoodstanding,vaccinated,spotlessbirth,hasgivenasubstitutetotheconscription,enjoysperfecthealth,ownsasmallpatrimonialestateintheCorreze,andwishestomarry,buttheladymustberich。
Hebearethperpale,gulesanaxeor,sablethreeescallopsargent,surmountedbyabaron’scoronet;supporters,twolarches,vert。Motto:"Oretfer"(noallusiontoOphirorauriferous)。
TheoriginalCanalis,whowenttotheHolyLandwiththeFirstCrusade,iscitedinthechroniclesofAuvergneasbeingarmedwithanaxeonaccountofthefamilyindigence,whichtothisdayweighsheavilyontherace。Thisnoblebaron,famousfordiscomfitingavastnumberofinfidels,died,without"or"or"fer,"asnakedasaworm,nearJerusalem,ontheplainsofAscalon,ambulancesnotbeingtheninvented。
ThechateauofCanalis(thedomainyieldsafewchestnuts)
consistsoftwodismantledtowers,unitedbyapieceofwallcoveredbyafineivy,andistaxedattwenty—twofrancs。
Theundersigned(publisher)callsattentiontothefactthathepaystenthousandfrancsforeveryvolumeofpoetrywrittenbyMonsieurdeCanalis,whodoesnotgivehisshells,orhisnutseither,fornothing。
ThechanticleroftheCorrezelivesintheruedeParadis—
Poissoniere,number29,whichisahighlysuitablelocationforapoetoftheangelicschool。LettersmustbePOST—PAID。
NobledamesofthefaubourgSaint—GermainaresaidtotakethepathtoParadiseandprotectitsgod。Theking,CharlesX。,thinkssohighlyofthisgreatpoetastobelievehimcapableofgoverningthecountry;hehaslatelymadehimofficeroftheLegionofhonor,and(whatpayshimbetter)presidentofthecourtofClaimsattheforeignoffice。Thesefunctionsdonothinderthisgreatgeniusfromdrawinganannuityoutofthefundfortheencouragementoftheartsandbellesletters。
ThelasteditionoftheworksofCanalis,printedonvellum,royal8vo,fromthepressofDidot,withillustrationsbyBixiou,JosephBridau,Schinner,Sommervieux,etc。,isinfivevolumes,price,ninefrancspost—paid。
Thisletterfelllikeacobble—stoneonatulip。Apoet,secretaryofclaims,gettingastipendinapublicoffice,drawinganannuity,seekingadecoration,adoredbythewomenofthefaubourgSaint—
Germain——wasthatthemuddyminstrellingeringalongthequays,sad,dreamy,wornwithtoil,andre—enteringhisgarretfraughtwithpoetry?However,Modesteperceivedtheironyoftheenviousbookseller,whodaredtosay,"IinventedCanalis;ImadeNathan!"
Besides,shere—readherhero’spoems,——versesextremelyseductive,insincere,andhypocritical,whichrequireawordofanalysis,wereitonlytoexplainherinfatuation。
CanalismaybedistinguishedfromLamartine,chiefoftheangelicschool,byawheedlingtonelikethatofasick—nurse,atreacheroussweetness,andadelightfulcorrectnessofdiction。Ifthechiefwithhisstridentcryisaneagle,Canalis,roseandwhite,isaflamingo。
Inhimwomenfindthefriendtheyseek,theirinterpreter,abeingwhounderstandsthem,whoexplainsthemtothemselves,andasafeconfidant。ThewidemarginsgivenbyDidottothelasteditionwerecrowdedwithModeste’spencilledsentiments,expressinghersympathywiththistenderanddreamyspirit。Canalisdoesnotpossessthegiftoflife;hecannotbreatheexistenceintohiscreations;butheknowshowtocalmvaguesufferingslikethosewhichassailedModeste。Hespeakstoyounggirlsintheirownlanguage;hecanallaytheanguishofableedingwoundandlullthemoans,eventhesobsofwoe。Hisgiftliesnotinstirringwords,norintheremedyofstrongemotions,hecontentshimselfwithsayinginharmonioustoneswhichcompelbelief,"Isufferwithyou;Iunderstandyou;comewithme;letusweeptogetherbesidethebrook,beneaththewillows。"Andtheyfollowhim!
Theylistentohisemptyandsonorouspoetrylikeinfantstoanurse’slullaby。Canalis,likeNodier,enchantsthereaderbyanartlessnesswhichisgenuineintheprosewriterandartificialinthepoet,byhistact,hissmile,thesheddingofhisrose—leaves,inshortbyhisinfantilephilosophy。Heimitatessowellthelanguageofourearlyyouththatheleadsusbacktotheprairie—landofourillusions。Wecanbepitilesstotheeagles,requiringfromthemthequalityofthediamond,incorruptibleperfection;butasforCanalis,wetakehimforwhatheisandlettherestgo。Heseemsagoodfellow;theaffectationsoftheangelicschoolhaveansweredhispurposeandsucceeded,justasawomansucceedswhensheplaystheingenuecleverly,andsimulatessurprise,youth,innocencebetrayed,inshort,thewoundedangel。
Modeste,recoveringherfirstimpression,renewedherconfidenceinthatsoul,inthatcountenanceasravishingasthefaceofBernadindeSaint—Pierre。Shepaidnofurtherattentiontothepublisher。Andso,aboutthebeginningofthemonthofAugustshewrotethefollowinglettertothisDoratofthesacristy,whostillranksasastarofthemodernPleiades。
ToMonsieurdeCanalis,——Manyatime,monsieur,Ihavewishedtowritetoyou;andwhy?Surelyyouguesswhy,——totellyouhowmuchIadmireyourgenius。Yes,Ifeeltheneedofexpressingtoyoutheadmirationofapoorcountrygirl,lonelyinherlittlecorner,whoseonlyhappinessistoreadyourthoughts。IhavereadRene,andIcometoyou。Sadnessleadstoreverie。Howmanyotherwomenaresendingyouthehomageoftheirsecretthoughts?WhatchancehaveIfornoticeamongsomany?Thispaper,filledwithmysoul,——canitbemoretoyouthantheperfumedletterswhichalreadybesetyou。Icometoyouwithlessgracethanothers,forIwishtoremainunknownandyettoreceiveyourentireconfidence——asthoughyouhadlongknownme。
Answermyletterandbefriendlywithme。Icannotpromisetomakemyselfknowntoyou,thoughIdonotpositivelysayIwillnotsomedaydoso。
WhatshallIadd?Readbetweenthelinesofthisletter,monsieur,thegreateffortwhichIammaking:permitmetoofferyoumyhand,——thatofafriend,ah!atruefriend。
Yourservant,O。d’EsteM。
P。S。——Ifyoudomethefavortoanswerthisletteraddressyourreply,ifyouplease,toMademoiselleF。Cochet,"posterestante,"
Havre。
CHAPTERVII
APOETOFTHEANGELICSCHOOL
Allyounggirls,romanticorotherwise,canimaginetheimpatienceinwhichModestelivedforthenextfewdays。Theairwasfulloftonguesoffire。Thetreeswerelikeaplumage。Shewasnotconsciousofabody;shehoveredinspace,theearthmeltedawayunderherfeet。Fullofadmirationforthepost—office,shefollowedherlittlesheetofpaperonitsway;shewashappy,asweallarehappyattwentyyearsofage,inthefirstexerciseofourwill。Shewaspossessed,asinthemiddleages。Shemadepicturesinhermindofthepoet’sabode,ofhisstudy;shesawhimunsealingherletter;andthenfollowedmyriadsofsuppositions。
Aftersketchingthepoetrywecannotdolessthangivetheprofileofthepoet。Canalisisashort,spareman,withanairofgood—breeding,adark—complexioned,moon—shapedface,andarathermeanheadlikethatofamanwhohasmorevanitythanpride。Helovesluxury,rank,andsplendor。Moneyisofmoreimportancetohimthantomostmen。
Proudofhisbirth,evenmorethanofhistalent,hedestroysthevalueofhisancestorsbymakingtoomuchoftheminthepresentday,——afterall,theCanalisarenotNavarreins,norCadignans,norGrandlieus。Nature,however,helpshimoutinhispretensions。HehasthoseeyesofEasterneffulgencewhichwedemandinapoet,adelicatecharmofmanner,andavibrantvoice;yetataintofnaturalcharlatanismdestroystheeffectofnearlyalltheseadvantages;heisaborncomedian。Ifheputsforwardhiswell—shapedfoot,itisbecausetheattitudehasbecomeahabit;ifheusesexclamatorytermstheyarepartofhimself;ifheposeswithhighdramaticactionhehasmadethatdeportmenthissecondnature。Suchdefectsasthesearenotincompatiblewithageneralbenevolenceandacertainqualityoferrantandpurelyidealchivalry,whichdistinguishesthepaladinfromtheknight。CanalishasnotdevotionenoughforaDonQuixote,buthehastoomuchelevationofthoughtnottoputhimselfonthenoblersideofquestionsandthings。Hispoetry,whichtakesthetownbystormonallprofitableoccasions,reallyinjuresthemanasapoet;
forheisnotwithoutmind,buthistalentpreventshimfromdevelopingit;heisoverweightedbyhisreputation,andisalwaysaimingtomakehimselfappeargreaterthanhehasthecreditofbeing。
Thus,asoftenhappens,themanisentirelyoutofkeepingwiththeproductsofhisthought。Theauthorofthesenaive,caressing,tenderlittlelyrics,thesecalmidyllspureandcoldasthesurfaceofalake,theseversessoessentiallyfeminine,isanambitiouslittlecreatureinatightlybuttonedfrock—coat,withtheairofadiplomatseekingpoliticalinfluence,smellingofthemuskofaristocracy,fullofpretension,thirstingformoney,alreadyspoiledbysuccessintwodirections,andwearingthedoublewreathofmyrtleandoflaurel。A
governmentsituationwortheightthousandfrancs,threethousandfrancs’annuityfromtheliteraryfund,twothousandfromtheAcademy,threethousandmorefromthepaternalestate(lessthetaxesandthecostofkeepingitinorder),——atotalfixedincomeoffifteenthousandfrancs,plusthetenthousandboughtin,oneyearwithanother,byhispoetry;inalltwenty—fivethousandfrancs,——thisforModeste’sherowassoprecariousandinsufficientanincomethatheusuallyspentfiveorsixthousandfrancsmoreeveryyear;buttheking’sprivypurseandthesecretfundsoftheforeignofficehadhithertosuppliedthedeficit。Hewroteahymnfortheking’scoronationwhichearnedhimawholesilverservice,——havingrefusedasumofmoneyonthegroundthataCanalisowedhisdutytohissovereign。
ButaboutthistimeCanalishad,asthejournalistssay,exhaustedhisbudget。Hefelthimselfunabletoinventanynewformofpoetry;hislyredidnothavesevenstrings,ithadone;andhavingplayedonthatonestringsolong,thepublicallowedhimnootheralternativebuttohanghimselfwithit,ortoholdhistongue。DeMarsay,whodidnotlikeCanalis,madearemarkwhosepoisonedshafttouchedthepoettothequickofhisvanity。"Canalis,"hesaid,"alwaysremindsmeofthatbravemanwhomFrederictheGreatcalledupandcommendedafterabattlebecausehistrumpethadneverceasedtootingitsonelittletune。"Canalis’sambitionwastoenterpoliticallife,andhemadecapitalofajourneyhehadtakentoMadridassecretarytotheembassyoftheDucdeChaulieu,thoughitwasreallymade,accordingtoParisiangossip,inthecapacityof"attachetotheduchess。"Howmanytimesasarcasmorasinglespeechhasdecidedthewholecourseofaman’slife。Colla,thelatepresidentoftheCisalpinerepublic,andthebestlawyerinPiedmont,wastoldbyafriendwhenhewasfortyyearsofagethatheknewnothingofbotany。Hewaspiqued,becameasecondJussieu,cultivatedflowers,andcompiledandpublished"TheFloraofPiedmont,"inLatin,alaboroftenyears。
"I’llmasterDeMarsaysomeofthesedays!"thoughtthecrushedpoet;
"afterall,CanningandChateaubriandarebothinpolitics。"
Canaliswouldgladlyhavebroughtforthsomegreatpoliticalpoem,buthewasafraidoftheFrenchpress,whosecriticismsaresavageuponanywriterwhotakesfouralexandrinestoexpressoneidea。Ofallthepoetsofourdayonlythree,Hugo,TheophileGautier,andDeVigny,havebeenabletowinthedoublegloryofpoetandprose—writer,likeRacineandVoltaire,Moliere,andRabelais,——araredistinctionintheliteratureofFrance,whichoughttogiveamanarighttothecrowningtitleofpoet。
Sothen,thebardofthefaubourgSaint—Germainwasdoingawisethingintryingtohousehislittlechariotundertheprotectingroofofthepresentgovernment。WhenhebecamepresidentofthecourtofClaimsattheforeignoffice,hestoodinneedofasecretary,——afriendwhocouldtakehisplaceinvariousways;cookuphisinterestswithpublishers,seetohisgloryinthenewspapers,helphimifneedbeinpolitics,——inshort,acat’spawandsatellite。InParismanymenofcelebrityinart,science,andliteraturehaveoneormoretrain—
bearers,captainsoftheguard,chamberlainsasitwere,wholiveinthesunshineoftheirpresence,——aides—de—campentrustedwithdelicatemissions,allowingthemselvestobecompromisedifnecessary;workersroundthepedestaloftheidol;notexactlyhisservants,noryethisequals;boldinhisdefence,firstinthebreach,coveringallretreats,busywithhisbusiness,anddevotedtohimjustsolongastheirillusionslast,oruntilthemomentwhentheyhavegotalltheywanted。Someofthesesatellitesperceivetheingratitudeoftheirgreatman;othersfeelthattheyaresimplymadetoolsof;manywearyofthelife;veryfewremaincontentedwiththatsweetequalityoffeelingandsentimentwhichistheonlyrewardthatshouldbelookedforinanintimacywithasuperiorman,——arewardthatcontentedAliwhenMohammedraisedhimtohimself。
Manyofthesemen,misledbyvanity,thinkthemselvesquiteascapableastheirpatron。Puredevotion,suchasModesteconceivedit,withoutmoneyandwithoutprice,andmoreespeciallywithouthope,israre。
NeverthelessthereareMennevalstobefound,moreperhapsinParisthanelsewhere,menwhovaluealifeinthebackgroundwithitspeacefultoil;thesearethewanderingBenedictinesofoursocialworld,whichoffersthemnoothermonastery。Thesebrave,meekheartslive,bytheiractionsandintheirhiddenlives,thepoetrythatpoetsutter。Theyarepoetsthemselvesinsoul,intenderness,intheirlonelyvigilsandmeditations,——astrulypoetsasothersofthenameonpaper,whofatteninthefieldsofliteratureatsomuchaverse;likeLordByron,likeallwholive,alas,byink,theHippocrenewaterofto—day,forwantofabetter。
AttractedbythefameofCanalis,alsobytheprospectofpoliticalinterest,andadvisedtheretobyMadamed’Espard,whoactedinthematterfortheDuchessedeChaulieu,ayounglawyerofthecourtofClaimsbecamesecretaryandconfidentialfriendofthepoet,whowelcomedandpettedhimverymuchasabrokercaresseshisfirstdabblerinthefunds。Thebeginningofthiscompanionshipboreaveryfairresemblancetofriendship。Theyoungmanhadalreadyheldthesamerelationtoaminister,whowentoutofofficein1827,takingcarebeforehedidsotoappointhisyoungsecretarytoaplaceintheforeignoffice。ErnestdeLaBriere,thenabouttwenty—sevenyearsofage,wasdecoratedwiththeLegionofhonorbutwaswithoutothermeansthanhissalary;hewasaccustomedtothemanagementofbusinessandhadlearnedagooddealoflifeduringhisfouryearsinaminister’scabinet。Kindly,amiable,andover—modest,withaheartfullofpureandsoundfeelings,hewasaversetoputtinghimselfintheforeground。Helovedhiscountry,andwishedtoserveher,butnotorietyabashedhim。TohimtheplaceofsecretarytoaNapoleonwasfarmoredesirablethanthatoftheministerhimself。AssoonashebecamethefriendandsecretaryofCanalishedidagreatamountoflaborforhim,butbytheendofeighteenmonthshehadlearnedtounderstandthebarrennessofanaturethatwaspoeticthroughliteraryexpressiononly。Thetruthoftheoldproverb,"Thecowldoesn’tmakethemonk,"iseminentlyshowninliterature。Itisextremelyraretofindamongliterarymenanatureandatalentthatareinperfectaccord。Thefacultiesarenotthemanhimself。Thisdisconnection,whosephenomenaareamazing,proceedsfromanunexplored,possiblyanunexplorablemystery。Thebrainanditsproductsofallkinds(forinartthehandofmanisacontinuationofhisbrain)areaworldapart,whichflourishesbeneaththecraniuminabsoluteindependenceofsentiments,feelings,andallthatiscalledvirtue,thevirtueofcitizens,fathers,andprivatelife。This,howevertrue,isnotabsolutelyso;nothingisabsolutelytrueofman。Itiscertainthatadebauchedmanwilldissipatehistalent,thatadrunkardwillwasteitinlibations;while,ontheotherhand,nomancangivehimselftalentbywholesomeliving:nevertheless,itisallbutprovedthatVirgil,thepainteroflove,neverlovedaDido,andthatRousseau,themodelcitizen,hadenoughpridetohadfurnishedforthanaristocracy。OntheotherhandRaphaelandMichaelAngelodopresentthegloriousconjunctionofgeniuswiththelinesofcharacter。Talentinmenistherefore,inallmoralpoints,verymuchwhatbeautyisinwomen,——
simplyapromise。Letus,therefore,doublyadmirethemaninwhombothheartandcharacterequaltheperfectionofhisgenius。
WhenErnestdiscoveredwithinhispoetanambitiousegoist,theworstspeciesofegoist(fortherearesomeamiableformsofthevice),hefeltadelicacyinleavinghim。Honestnaturescannoteasilybreakthetiesthatbindthem,especiallyiftheyhavetiedthemvoluntarily。
ThesecretarywasthereforestilllivingindomesticrelationswiththepoetwhenModeste’sletterarrived,——insuchrelations,beitsaid,asinvolvedaperpetualsacrificeofhisfeelings。LaBriereadmittedthefranknesswithwhichCanalishadlaidhimselfbarebeforehim。Moreover,thedefectsoftheman,whowillalwaysbeconsideredagreatpoetduringhislifetimeandflatteredasMartmontelwasflattered,wereonlythewrongsideofhisbrilliantqualities。
Withouthisvanityandhismagniloquenceitispossiblethathemightneverhaveacquiredthesonorouselocutionwhichissousefulandevennecessaryaninstrumentinpoliticallife。Hiscold—bloodednesstouchedatcertainpointsonrectitudeandloyalty;hisostentationhadaliningofgenerosity。Results,wemustremember,aretotheprofitofsociety;motivesconcernGod。
ButafterthearrivalofModeste’sletterErnestdeceivedhimselfnolongerastoCanalis。Thepairhadjustfinishedbreakfastandweretalkingtogetherinthepoet’sstudy,whichwasontheground—floorofahousestandingbackinacourt—yard,andlookedintoagarden。
"There!"exclaimedCanalis,"IwastellingMadamedeChaulieutheotherdaythatIoughttobringoutanotherpoem;Iknewadmirationwasrunningshort,forIhavehadnoanonymouslettersforalongtime。"
"Isitfromanunknownwoman?"
"Unknown?yes!——aD’Este,inHavre;evidentlyafeignedname。"
CanalispassedthelettertoLaBriere。Thelittlepoem,withallitshiddenenthusiasms,inshort,poorModeste’sheart,wasdisdainfullyhandedover,withthegestureofaspoileddandy。
"Itisafinething,"saidthelawyer,"tohavethepowertoattractsuchfeelings;toforceapoorwomantostepoutofthehabitswhichnature,education,andtheworlddictatetoher,tobreakthroughconventions。Whatprivilegesgeniuswins!Alettersuchasthis,writtenbyayounggirl——agenuineyounggirl——withouthiddenmeanings,withrealenthusiasm——"
"Well,what?"saidCanalis。
"Why,amanmightsufferasmuchasTassoandyetfeelrecompensed,"
criedLaBriere。
"Sohemight,mydearfellow,byafirstletterofthatkind,andevenasecond;buthowaboutthethirtieth?Andsupposeyoufindoutthattheseyoungenthusiastsarelittlejades?Orimagineapoetrushingalongthebrilliantpathinsearchofher,andfindingattheendofitanoldEnglishwomansittingonamile—stoneandofferingyouherhand!Orsupposethispost—officeangelshouldreallybearatheruglygirlinquestofahusband?Ah,myboy!theeffervescencethengoesdown。"
"Ibegintoperceive,"saidLaBriere,smiling,"thatthereissomethingpoisonousinglory,asthereisincertaindazzlingflowers。"
"Andthen,"resumedCanalis,"allthesewomen,evenwhentheyaresimple—minded,haveideals,andyoucan’tsatisfythem。Theyneversaytothemselvesthatapoetisavainman,asIamaccusedofbeing;
theycan’tconceivewhatitisforanauthortobeatthemercyofafeverishexcitement,whichmakeshimdisagreeableandcapricious;theywanthimalwaysgrand,noble;itneveroccurstothemthatgeniusisadisease,orthatNathanliveswithFlorine;thatD’Arthezistoofat,andJosephBridauistoothin;thatBerangerlimps,andthattheirownparticulardeitymayhavethesnuffles!ALuciendeRubempre,poetandcupid,isaphoenix。AndwhyshouldIgoinsearchofcomplimentsonlytopullthestringofashower—bathofhorridlooksfromsomedisillusionedfemale?"
"Thenthetruepoet,"saidLaBriere,"oughttoremainhidden,likeGod,inthecentreofhisworlds,andbeonlyseeninhisowncreations。"
"Glorywouldcosttoodearinthatcase,"answeredCanalis。"Thereissomegoodinlife。Asforthatletter,"headded,takingacupoftea,"Iassureyouthatwhenanobleandbeautifulwomanlovesapoetshedoesnothideinthecornerboxes,likeaduchessinlovewithanactor;shefeelsthatherbeauty,herfortune,hernameareprotectionenough,andshedarestosayopenly,likeanepicpoem:’IamthenymphCalypso,enamoredofTelemachus。’Mysteryandfeignednamesaretheresourcesoflittleminds。FormypartInolongeranswermasks——"
"Ishouldloveawomanwhocametoseekme,"criedLaBriere。"ToallyousayIreply,mydearCanalis,thatitcannotbeanordinarygirlwhoaspirestoadistinguishedman;suchagirlhastoolittletrust,toomuchvanity;sheistoofaint—hearted。Onlyastar,a——"
"——princess!"criedCanalis,burstingintoashoutoflaughter;"onlyaprincesscandescendtohim。Mydearfellow,thatdoesn’thappenonceinahundredyears。Suchaloveislikethatflowerthatblossomseverycentury。Princesses,letmetellyou,iftheyareyoung,rich,andbeautiful,havesomethingelsetothinkof;theyaresurroundedlikerareplantsbyahedgeoffools,well—bredidiotsashollowaselder—bushes!Mydream,alas!thecrystalofmydream,garlandedfromhencetotheCorrezewithroses——ah!Icannotspeakofit——itisinfragmentsatmyfeet,andhaslongbeenso。No,no,allanonymouslettersarebeggingletters;andwhatsortofbegging?Writeyourselftothatyoungwoman,ifyousupposeheryoungandpretty,andyou’llfindout。Thereisnothinglikeexperience。Asforme,Ican’treasonablybeexpectedtoloveeverywoman;Apollo,atanyrateheofBelvedere,isadelicateconsumptivewhomusttakecareofhishealth。"
"Butwhenawomanwritestoyouinthiswayherexcusemustcertainlybeinherconsciousnessthatsheisabletoeclipseintendernessandbeautyeveryotherwoman,"saidErnest,"andIshouldthinkyoumightfeelsomecuriosity——"
"Ah,"saidCanalis,"permitme,myjuvenilefriend,toabidebythebeautifulduchesswhoisallmyjoy。"
"Youareright,youareright!"criedErnest。However,theyoungsecretaryreadandre—readModeste’sletter,strivingtoguessthemindofitshiddenwriter。
"Thereisnottheleastfine—writinghere,"hesaid,"shedoesnoteventalkofyourgenius;shespeakstoyourheart。InyourplaceI
shouldfeeltemptedbythisfragranceofmodesty,——thisproposedagreement——"
"Then,signit!"criedCanalis,laughing;"answertheletterandgototheendoftheadventureyourself。Youshalltellmetheresultsthreemonthshence——iftheaffairlastssolong。"
FourdayslaterModestereceivedthefollowingletter,writtenonextremelyfinepaper,protectedbytwoenvelopes,andsealedwiththearmsofCanalis。
Mademoiselle,——Theadmirationforfineworks(allowingthatmybooksaresuch)impliessomethingsoloftyandsincereastoprotectyoufromalllightjesting,andtojustifybeforethesternestjudgethestepyouhavetakeninwritingtome。
ButfirstImustthankyouforthepleasurewhichsuchproofsofsympathyafford,eventhoughwemaynotmeritthem,——forthemakerofversesandthetruepoetareequallycertainoftheintrinsicworthoftheirwritings,——soreadilydoesself—esteemlenditselftopraise。ThebestproofoffriendshipthatIcangivetoanunknownladyinexchangeforafaithwhichallaysthestingofcriticism,istosharewithhertheharvestofmyownexperience,evenattheriskofdispellinghermostvividillusions。
Mademoiselle,thenoblestadornmentofayounggirlistheflowerofapureandsaintlyandirreproachablelife。Areyoualoneintheworld?Ifyouare,thereisnoneedtosaymore。Butifyouhaveafamily,afatheroramother,thinkofallthesorrowthatmightcometothemfromsuchaletterasyoursaddressedtoapoetofwhomyouknownothingpersonally。Allwritersarenotangels;
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