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第4章

  MASHA。Itisjealousy。However,thatisnoneofmybusiness。[A
  pause。JACOBwalksthroughtheroomcarryingatrunk;NINAcomesinandstandsbythewindow]Thatschoolteacherofmineisnonetooclever,butheisverygood,poorman,andhelovesmedearly,andIamsorryforhim。However,letmesaygood—byeandwishyouapleasantjourney。Remembermekindlyinyourthoughts。
  [Sheshakeshandswithhim]Thanksforyourgoodwill。Sendmeyourbooks,andbesuretowritesomethinginthem;nothingformal,butsimplythis:"ToMasha,who,forgetfulofherorigin,forsomeunknownreasonislivinginthisworld。"Good—bye。[Shegoesout。]
  NINA。[HoldingoutherclosedhandtoTRIGORIN]Isitoddoreven?
  TRIGORIN。Even。
  NINA。[Withasigh]No,itisodd。Ihadonlyonepeainmyhand。
  IwantedtoseewhetherIwastobecomeanactressornot。Ifonlysomeonewouldadvisemewhattodo!
  TRIGORIN。Onecannotgiveadviceinacaselikethis。[Apause。]
  NINA。Weshallsoonpart,perhapsnevertomeetagain。Ishouldlikeyoutoacceptthislittlemedallionasaremembranceofme。
  Ihavehadyourinitialsengravedonit,andonthissideisthenameofoneofyourbooks:"DaysandNights。"
  TRIGORIN。Howsweetofyou![Hekissesthemedallion]Itisalovelypresent。
  NINA。Thinkofmesometimes。
  TRIGORIN。Ishallneverforgetyou。IshallalwaysrememberyouasIsawyouthatbrightday——doyourecallit?——aweekago,whenyouworeyourlightdress,andwetalkedtogether,andthewhiteseagulllayonthebenchbesideus。
  NINA。[Lostinthought]Yes,thesea—gull。[Apause]Ibegyoutoletmeseeyoualonefortwominutesbeforeyougo。
  Shegoesouttotheleft。AtthesamemomentARKADINAcomesinfromtheright,followedbySORINinalongcoat,withhisordersonhisbreast,andbyJACOB,whoisbusypacking。
  ARKADINA。Stayhereathome,youpooroldman。Howcouldyoupayvisitswiththatrheumatismofyours?[ToTRIGORIN]Wholefttheroomjustnow,wasitNina?
  TRIGORIN。Yes。
  ARKADINA。Ibegyourpardon;Iamafraidweinterruptedyou。[Shesitsdown]Ithinkeverythingispacked。Iamabsolutelyexhausted。
  TRIGORIN。[Readingtheinscriptiononthemedallion]"DaysandNights,page121,lines11and12。"
  JACOB。[Clearingthetable]ShallIpackyourfishing—rods,too,sir?
  TRIGORIN。Yes,Ishallneedthem,butyoucangivemybooksaway。
  JACOB。Verywell,sir。
  TRIGORIN。[Tohimself]Page121,lines11and12。[ToARKADINA]
  Havewemybookshereinthehouse?
  ARKADINA。Yes,theyareinmybrother’slibrary,inthecornercupboard。
  TRIGORIN。Page121——[Hegoesout。]
  SORIN。Youaregoingaway,andIshallbelonelywithoutyou。
  ARKADINA。Whatwouldyoudointown?
  SORIN。Oh,nothinginparticular,butsomehow——[Helaughs]Theyaresoontolaythecorner—stoneofthenewcourt—househere。HowIshouldliketoleapoutofthisminnow—pond,ifbutforanhourortwo!Iamtiredoflyingherelikeanoldcigarettestump。I
  haveorderedthecarriageforoneo’clock。Wecangoawaytogether。
  ARKADINA。[Afterapause]No,youmuststayhere。Don’tbelonely,anddon’tcatchcold。Keepaneyeonmyboy。Takegoodcareofhim;guidehimalongtheproperpaths。[Apause]Iamgoingaway,andsoshallneverfindoutwhyConstantineshothimself,butIthinkthechiefreasonwasjealousy,andthesoonerItakeTrigorinaway,thebetter。
  SORIN。Therewere——howshallIexplainittoyou?——otherreasonsbesidesjealousyforhisact。Hereisacleveryoungchaplivinginthedepthsofthecountry,withoutmoneyorposition,withnofutureaheadofhim,andwithnothingtodo。Heisashamedandafraidofbeingsoidle。Iamdevotedtohimandheisfondofme,butneverthelesshefeelsthatheisuselesshere,thatheislittlemorethanadependentinthishouse。Itistheprideinhim。
  ARKADINA。Heisamiserytome![Thoughtfully]Hemightpossiblyenterthearmy。
  SORIN。[Givesawhistle,andthenspeakswithhesitation]Itseemstomethatthebestthingforhimwouldbeifyouweretolethimhavealittlemoney。Foronething,heoughttobeallowedtodresslikeahumanbeing。Seehowhelooks!Wearingthesamelittleoldcoatthathehashadforthreeyears,andhedoesn’tevenpossessanovercoat![Laughing]Anditwouldn’thurttheyoungstertosowafewwildoats;lethimgoabroad,say,foratime。Itwouldn’tcostmuch。
  ARKADINA。Yes,but——However,IthinkImightmanageabouthisclothes,butIcouldn’tlethimgoabroad。Andno,Idon’tthinkIcanlethimhavehisclotheseven,now。[Decidedly]Ihavenomoneyatpresent。
  SORINlaughs。
  ARKADINA。Ihaven’tindeed。
  SORIN。[Whistles]Verywell。Forgiveme,darling;don’tbeangry。
  Youareanoble,generouswoman!
  ARKADINA。[Weeping]Ireallyhaven’tthemoney。
  SORIN。IfIhadanymoneyofcourseIshouldlethimhavesomemyself,butIhaven’tevenapenny。Thefarmmanagertakesmypensionfrommeandputsitallintothefarmorintocattleorbees,andinthatwayitisalwayslostforever。Thebeesdie,thecowsdie,theyneverletmehaveahorse。
  ARKADINA。OfcourseIhavesomemoney,butIamanactressandmyexpensesfordressaloneareenoughtobankruptme。
  SORIN。Youareadear,andIamveryfondofyou,indeedIam。
  Butsomethingisthematterwithmeagain。[Hestaggers]Ifeelgiddy。[Heleansagainstthetable]Ifeelfaint,andall。
  ARKADINA。[Frightened]Peter![Shetriestosupporthim]Peter!
  dearest![Shecalls]Help!Help!
  TREPLIEFFandMEDVIEDENKOcomein;TREPLIEFFhasabandagearoundhishead。
  ARKADINA。Heisfainting!
  SORIN。Iamallright。[Hesmilesanddrinkssomewater]Itisallovernow。
  TREPLIEFF。[Tohismother]Don’tbefrightened,mother,theseattacksarenotdangerous;myuncleoftenhasthemnow。[Tohisuncle]Youmustgoandliedown,Uncle。
  SORIN。Yes,IthinkIshall,forafewminutes。IamgoingtoMoscowallthesame,butIshallliedownabitbeforeIstart。
  [Hegoesoutleaningonhiscane。]
  MEDVIEDENKO。[Givinghimhisarm]Doyouknowthisriddle?Onfourlegsinthemorning;ontwolegsatnoon;andonthreelegsintheevening?
  SORIN。[Laughing]Yes,exactly,andonone’sbackatnight。Thankyou,Icanwalkalone。
  MEDVIEDENKO。Dearme,whatformality![HeandSORINgoout。]
  ARKADINA。Hegavemeadreadfulfright。
  TREPLIEFF。Itisnotgoodforhimtoliveinthecountry。Mother,ifyouwouldonlyuntieyourpurse—stringsforonce,andlendhimathousandroubles!Hecouldthenspendawholeyearintown。
  ARKADINA。Ihavenomoney。Iamanactressandnotabanker。[A
  pause。]
  TREPLIEFF。Pleasechangemybandageforme,mother,youdoitsogently。
  ARKADINAgoestothecupboardandtakesoutaboxofbandagesandabottleofiodoform。
  ARKADINA。Thedoctorislate。
  TREPLIEFF。Yes,hepromisedtobehereatnine,andnowitisnoonalready。
  ARKADINA。Sitdown。[Shetakesthebandageoffhishead]Youlookasifyouhadaturbanon。Astrangerthatwasinthekitchenyesterdayaskedtowhatnationalityyoubelonged。Yourwoundisalmosthealed。[Shekisseshishead]Youwon’tbeuptoanymoreofthesesillytricksagain,willyou,whenIamgone?
  TREPLIEFF。No,mother。Ididthatinamomentofinsanedespair,whenIhadlostallcontrolovermyself。Itwillneverhappenagain。[Hekissesherhand]Yourtouchisgolden。IrememberwhenyouwerestillactingattheStateTheatre,longago,whenIwasstillalittlechap,therewasafightonedayinourcourt,andapoorwasherwomanwasalmostbeatentodeath。Shewaspickedupunconscious,andyounursedhertillshewaswell,andbathedherchildreninthewashtubs。Haveyouforgottenit?
  ARKADINA。Yes,entirely。[Sheputsonanewbandage。]
  TREPLIEFF。Twoballetdancerslivedinthesamehouse,andtheyusedtocomeanddrinkcoffeewithyou。
  ARKADINA。Irememberthat。
  TREPLIEFF。Theywereverypious。[Apause]Iloveyouagain,theselastfewdays,astenderlyandtrustinglyasIdidasachild。Ihavenooneleftmenowbutyou。Why,whydoyouletyourselfbecontrolledbythatman?
  ARKADINA。Youdon’tunderstandhim,Constantine。Hehasawonderfullynoblepersonality。
  TREPLIEFF。Nevertheless,whenhehasbeentoldthatIwishtochallengehimtoaduelhisnobilitydoesnotpreventhimfromplayingthecoward。Heisabouttobeatanignominiousretreat。
  ARKADINA。Whatnonsense!Ihaveaskedhimmyselftogo。
  TREPLIEFF。Anoblepersonalityindeed!Herewearealmostquarrellingoverhim,andheisprobablyinthegardenlaughingatusatthisverymoment,orelseenlighteningNina’smindandtryingtopersuadeherintothinkinghimamanofgenius。
  ARKADINA。Youenjoysayingunpleasantthingstome。Ihavethegreatestrespectforthatman,andImustaskyounottospeakillofhiminmypresence。
  TREPLIEFF。Ihavenorespectforhimatall。Youwantmetothinkhimagenius,asyoudo,butIrefusetolie:hisbooksmakemesick。
  ARKADINA。Youenvyhim。Thereisnothingleftforpeoplewithnotalentandmightypretensionstodobuttocriticisethosewhoarereallygifted。Ihopeyouenjoytheconsolationitbrings。
  TREPLIEFF。[Withirony]Thosewhoarereallygifted,indeed!
  [Angrily]Iamclevererthananyofyou,ifitcomestothat![Hetearsthebandageoffhishead]Youaretheslavesofconvention,youhaveseizedtheupperhandandnowlaydownaslaweverythingthatyoudo;allelseyoustrangleandtrampleon。Irefusetoacceptyourpointofview,yoursandhis,Irefuse!
  ARKADINA。Thatisthetalkofadecadent。
  TREPLIEFF。Gobacktoyourbelovedstageandactthemiserableditch—waterplaysyousomuchadmire!
  ARKADINA。Ineveractedinaplaylikethatinmylife。Youcouldn’twriteeventhetrashiestmusic—hallfarce,youidlegood—for—nothing!
  TREPLIEFF。Miser!
  ARKADINA。Rag—bag!
  TREPLIEFFsitsdownandbeginstocrysoftly。
  ARKADINA。[Walkingupanddowningreatexcitement]Don’tcry!
  Youmustn’tcry![Sheburstsintotears]Youreallymustn’t。[Shekisseshisforehead,hischeeks,hishead]Mydarlingchild,forgiveme。Forgiveyourwickedmother。
  TREPLIEFF。[Embracingher]Oh,ifyoucouldonlyknowwhatitistohavelosteverythingunderheaven!Shedoesnotloveme。IseeIshallneverbeabletowrite。Everyhopehasdesertedme。
  ARKADINA。Don’tdespair。Thiswillallpass。Heisgoingawayto—day,andshewillloveyouoncemore。[Shewipesawayhistears]Stopcrying。Wehavemadepeaceagain。
  TREPLIEFF。[Kissingherhand]Yes,mother。
  ARKADINA。[Tenderly]Makeyourpeacewithhim,too。Don’tfightwithhim。Yousurelywon’tfight?
  TREPLIEFF。Iwon’t,butyoumustnotinsistonmyseeinghimagain,mother,Icouldn’tstandit。[TRIGORINcomesin]Thereheis;Iamgoing。[Hequicklyputsthemedicinesawayinthecupboard]Thedoctorwillattendtomyhead。
  TRIGORIN。[Lookingthroughthepagesofabook]Page121,lines11and12;hereitis。[Hereads]"Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。"
  TREPLIEFFpicksupthebandageoffthefloorandgoesout。
  ARKADINA。[Lookingatherwatch]Thecarriagewillsoonbehere。
  TRIGORIN。[Tohimself]Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。
  ARKADINA。Ihopeyourthingsareallpacked。
  TRIGORIN。[Impatiently]Yes,yes。[Indeepthought]WhydoIhearanoteofsadnessthatwringsmyheartinthiscryofapuresoul?Ifatanytimeyoushouldhaveneedofmylife,comeandtakeit。[ToARKADINA]Letusstayhereonemoreday!
  ARKADINAshakesherhead。
  TRIGORIN。Doletusstay!
  ARKADINA。Iknow,dearest,whatkeepsyouhere,butyoumustcontrolyourself。Besober;youremotionshaveintoxicatedyoualittle。
  TRIGORIN。Youmustbesober,too。Besensible;lookuponwhathashappenedasatruefriendwould。[Takingherhand]Youarecapableofself—sacrifice。Beafriendtomeandreleaseme!
  ARKADINA。[Indeepexcitement]Areyousomuchinlove?
  TRIGORIN。Iamirresistiblyimpelledtowardher。ItmaybethatthisisjustwhatIneed。
  ARKADINA。What,theloveofacountrygirl?Oh,howlittleyouknowyourself!
  TRIGORIN。Peoplesometimeswalkintheirsleep,andsoIfeelasifIwereasleep,anddreamingofherasIstandheretalkingtoyou。Myimaginationisshakenbythesweetestandmostgloriousvisions。Releaseme!
  ARKADINA。[Shuddering]No,no!Iamonlyanordinarywoman;youmustnotsaysuchthingstome。Donottormentme,Boris;youfrightenme。
  TRIGORIN。Youcouldbeanextraordinarywomanifyouonlywould。
  Lovealonecanbringhappinessonearth,lovetheenchanting,thepoeticalloveofyouth,thatsweepsawaythesorrowsoftheworld。IhadnotimeforitwhenIwasyoungandstrugglingwithwantandlayingsiegetotheliteraryfortress,butnowatlastthislovehascometome。Iseeitbeckoning;whyshouldIfly?
  ARKADINA。[Withanger]Youaremad!
  TRIGORIN。Releaseme。
  ARKADINA。Youhaveallconspiredtogethertotorturemeto—day。
  [Sheweeps。]
  TRIGORIN。[Clutchinghisheaddesperately]Shedoesn’tunderstandme!Shewon’tunderstandme!
  ARKADINA。AmIthensooldanduglyalreadythatyoucantalktomelikethiswithoutanyshameaboutanotherwoman?[Sheembracesandkisseshim]Oh,youhavelostyoursenses!Mysplendid,mygloriousfriend,myloveforyouisthelastchapterofmylife。
  [Shefallsonherknees]Youaremypride,myjoy,mylight。[Sheembraceshisknees]Icouldneverendureitshouldyoudesertme,ifonlyforanhour;Ishouldgomad。Oh,mywonder,mymarvel,myking!
  TRIGORIN。Someonemightcomein。[Hehelpshertorise。]
  ARKADINA。Letthemcome!Iamnotashamedofmylove。[Shekisseshishands]Myjewel!Mydespair!Youwanttodoafoolishthing,butIdon’twantyoutodoit。Ishan’tletyoudoit![Shelaughs]Youaremine,youaremine!Thisforeheadismine,theseeyesaremine,thissilkyhairismine。Allyourbeingismine。
  Youaresoclever,sowise,thefirstofalllivingwriters;youaretheonlyhopeofyourcountry。Youaresofresh,sosimple,sodeeplyhumourous。Youcanbringouteveryfeatureofamanorofalandscapeinasingleline,andyourcharactersliveandbreathe。Doyouthinkthatthesewordsarebuttheincenseofflattery?DoyouthinkIamnotspeakingthetruth?Come,lookintomyeyes;lookdeep;doyoufindliesthere?No,youseethatIaloneknowhowtotreasureyou。Ialonetellyouthetruth。Oh,myverydear,youwillgowithme?Youwill?Youwillnotforsakeme?
  TRIGORIN。Ihavenowillofmyown;Ineverhad。Iamtooindolent,toosubmissive,toophlegmatic,tohaveany。Isitpossiblethatwomenlikethat?Takeme。Takemeawaywithyou,butdonotletmestirastepfromyourside。
  ARKADINA。[Toherself]Nowheismine![Carelessly,asifnothingunusualhadhappened]Ofcourseyoumuststayhereifyoureallywantto。Ishallgo,andyoucanfollowinaweek’stime。Yes,really,whyshouldyouhurryaway?
  TRIGORIN。Letusgotogether。
  ARKADINA。Asyoulike。Letusgotogetherthen。[Apause。
  TRIGORINwritessomethinginhisnote—book]Whatareyouwriting?
  TRIGORIN。AhappyexpressionIheardthismorning:"Agroveofmaidenpines。"Itmaybeuseful。[Heyawns]Sowearereallyoffagain,condemnedoncemoretorailwaycarriages,tostationsandrestaurants,toHamburgersteaksandendlessarguments!
  SHAMRAEFFcomesin。
  SHAMRAEFF。Iamsorrytohavetoinformyouthatyourcarriageisatthedoor。Itistimetostart,honouredmadam,thetrainleavesattwo—five。Wouldyoubekindenough,madam,toremembertoinquireformewhereSuzdaltzefftheactorisnow?Ishestillalive,Iwonder?Ishewell?HeandIhavehadmanyajollytimetogether。Hewasinimitablein"TheStolenMail。"AtragediancalledIzmailoffwasinthesamecompany,Iremember,whowasalsoquiteremarkable。Don’thurry,madam,youstillhavefiveminutes。Theywerebothofthemconspiratorsonce,inthesamemelodrama,andonenightwheninthecourseoftheplaytheyweresuddenlydiscovered,insteadofsaying"Wehavebeentrapped!"
  Izmailoffcriedout:"Wehavebeenrapped!"[Helaughs]Rapped!
  WhilehehasbeentalkingJACOBhasbeenbusywiththetrunks,andthemaidhasbroughtARKADINAherhat,coat,parasol,andgloves。Thecooklookshesitatinglythroughthedoorontheright,andfinallycomesintotheroom。PAULINAcomesin。
  MEDVIEDENKOcomesin。
  PAULINA。[PresentingARKADINAwithalittlebasket]Herearesomeplumsforthejourney。Theyareverysweetones。Youmaywanttonibblesomethinggoodontheway。
  ARKADINA。Youareverykind,Paulina。
  PAULINA。Good—bye,mydearie。Ifthingshavenotbeenquiteasyoucouldhavewished,pleaseforgiveus。[Sheweeps。]
  ARKADINA。Ithasbeendelightful,delightful。Youmustn’tcry。
  SORINcomesinthroughthedoorontheleft,dressedinalongcoatwithacape,andcarryinghishatandcane。Hecrossestheroom。
  SORIN。Come,sister,itistimetostart,unlessyouwanttomissthetrain。Iamgoingtogetintothecarriage。[Hegoesout。]
  MEDVIEDENKO。Ishallwalkquicklytothestationandseeyouoffthere。[Hegoesout。]
  ARKADINA。Good—bye,all!Weshallmeetagainnextsummerifwelive。[Themaidservant,JACOB,andthecookkissherhand]Don’tforgetme。[Shegivesthecookarouble]Thereisaroubleforallthreeofyou。
  THECOOK。Thankyou,mistress;apleasantjourneytoyou。
  JACOB。Godblessyou,mistress。
  SHAMRAEFF。Sendusalinetocheerusup。[TOTRIGORIN]Good—bye,sir。
  ARKADINA。WhereisConstantine?TellhimIamstarting。Imustsaygood—byetohim。[ToJACOB]Igavethecookaroubleforallthreeofyou。
  Allgooutthroughthedoorontheright。Thestageremainsempty。Soundsoffarewellareheard。Themaidcomesrunningbacktofetchthebasketofplumswhichhasbeenforgotten。TRIGORIN
  comesback。
  TRIGORIN。Ihadforgottenmycane。IthinkIleftitontheterrace。[HegoestowardthedoorontherightandmeetsNINA,whocomesinatthatmoment]Isthatyou?Weareoff。
  NINA。Iknewweshouldmeetagain。[Withemotion]Ihavecometoanirrevocabledecision,thedieiscast:Iamgoingonthestage。Iamdesertingmyfatherandabandoningeverything。Iambeginninglifeanew。Iamgoing,asyouare,toMoscow。Weshallmeetthere。