首页 >出版文学> THE DAWN OF A TO—MORROW>第6章
  That’sthewaythewillisdonein’eaven。That’swotIarstforalldaylong——forittobedoneonearthasitisin’eaven。’WhatcouldIsay?CouldItellherthatthewilloftheDeityontheearthhecreatedwasonlythewilltodoevil——togivepain——tocrushthecreaturemadeinHisownimage。Whatelsedowemeanwhenwesayunderallhorrorandagonythatbefalls,`ItisGod’swill——God’swillbedone。’
  BaseunbelieverthoughIam,Icouldnotspeakthewords。Oh,shehassomethingwehavenot。Herpoor,littlemisspentlifehaschangeditselfintoashiningthing,thoughitshinesandglowsonlyinthishideousplace。
  Sheherselfdoesnotknowofitsshining。ButDrunkenBetwouldstaggeruptoherroomandasktobetoldwhatshecalledher`pantermine’
  stories。Ihaveseenhertheresittinglistening——listeningwithstrangequietonheranddullyearninginhersoddeneyes。Sowouldotherandworsewomengotoher,andI,whohadstruggledwiththem,couldseethatshehadreachedsomeremotelongingintheirbeingswhichIhadnevertouched。Intimetheseedwouldhavestirredtolife——itisbeginningtostirevennow。Duringthemonthssinceshecamebacktothecourt——thoughtheyhavelaughedather——bothmenandwomenhavebeguntoseeherasacreatureweirdlysetapart。Mostofthemfeelsomethinglikeaweofher;theyhalfbelieveherprayerstobebewitchments,buttheywantthemontheirside。
  Theyhaveneverwantedmine。ThatIhaveknown——KNOWN。ShebelievesthatherDeityisinAppleBlossomCourt——inthedireholesitspeoplelivein,onthebrokenstairway,ineverynookandawfulcrannyofit——
  agreatGlorywewillnotsee——onlywaitingtobecalledandtoanswer。
  Do_I_believeit——doyou——doanyofthoseanointedofuswhopreacheachdaysoglibly`GodisEVERYWHERE’?
  Whoistheonewhobelieves?IfthereweresuchamanhewouldgoaboutasMosesdidwhen`Hewistnotthathisfaceshone。’"
  Theyhadgoneouttogetherandwerestandinginthefoginthecourt。Thecurateremovedhishatandpassedhishandkerchiefoverhisdampforehead,hisbreathcomingandgoingalmostsobbingly,hiseyesstaringstraightbeforehimintotheyellownessofthehaze。
  "Who,"hesaidafteramomentofsingularsilence,"whoareyou?"
  AntonyDarthesitatedafewseconds,andattheendofhispauseheputhishandintohisovercoatpocket。
  "IfyouwillcomeupstairswithmetotheroomwherethegirlGladlives,Iwilltellyou,"hesaid,"butbeforewegoIwanttohandsomethingovertoyou。"
  Thecurateturnedanamazedgazeuponhim。
  "Whatisit?"heasked。
  Dartwithdrewhishandfromhispocket,andthepistolwasinit。
  "Icameoutthismorningtobuythis,"hesaid。"Iintended——nevermindwhatIintended。Awrongturntakeninthefogbroughtmehere。Takethisthingfrommeandkeepit。"
  Thecuratetookthepistolandputitintohisownpocketwithoutcomment。
  Inthecourseofhislaborshehadseendesperatemenanddesperatethingsmanytimes。Hehadevenbeen——atmoments——adesperatemanthinkingdesperatethingshimself,thoughnohumanbeinghadeversuspectedthefact。Thismanhadfacedsometragedy,hecouldsee。
  Hadhebeenonthevergeofacrime——hadhelookedmurderintheeyes?
  Whathadmadehimpause?WasitpossiblethatthedreamofJinnyMontaubynbeingintheairhadreachedhisbrain——hisbeing?
  Helookedalmostappealinglyathim,butheonlysaidaloud:
  "Letusgoupstairs,then。"
  Sotheywent。
  AstheypassedthedooroftheroomwherethedeadwomanlayDartwentinandspoketoMissMontaubyn,whowasstillthere。
  "Iftherearethingswantedhere,"
  hesaid,"thiswillbuythem。"Andheputsomemoneyintoherhand。
  Shedidnotseemsurprisedattheincongruityofhisshabbinessproducingmoney。
  "Well,now,"shesaid,"IWAS
  wonderin’an’askin’。I’dlike’ercleanan’nice,an’there’smilkwantedbadforthebiby。"
  IntheroomtheymountedtoGladwastryingtofeedthechildwithbreadsoftenedintea。Pollysatnearherlookingonwithrestless,eagereyes。Shehadneverseenanythingofherownbabybutitslimpnewbornanddeadbodybeingcarriedawayoutofsight。Shehadnotevendaredtoaskwhatwasdonewithsuchpoorlittlecarrion。Thetyrannyofthelawoflifemadeherwanttopawandtouchthislatelybornthing,asheragonyhadgivenhernofruitofherownbodytotouchandpawandnuzzleandcaressasmothercreatureswillwhethertheybewomenortigressesordovesorfemalecats。
  "Letmeholdher,Glad,"shehalfwhimpered。"Whenshe’sfedletmegethertosleep。"
  "Allright,"Gladanswered;"wecouldlookafter’erbetweenuswellenough。"
  Thethiefwasstillsittingonthehearth,butbeingfullfedandcomfortableforthefirsttimeinmanyaday,hehadrestedhisheadagainstthewallandfallenintoprofoundsleep。
  "Wot’sup?"saidGladwhenthetwomencamein。"Isanythin’
  ’appenin’?"
  "Ihavecomeupheretotellyousomething,"Dartanswered。"Letussitdownagainroundthefire。Itwilltakealittletime。"
  GladwitheagereyesonhimhandedthechildtoPollyandsatdownwithoutamoment’shesitance,avidofwhatwastocome。Shenudgedthethiefwithfriendlyelbowandhestartedupawake。
  "’E’sgotsomethin’totellus,"
  sheexplained。"Thecurick’scomeupto’earit,too。Sit’ere,Polly,"
  withelbowjerktowardthebundleofsacks。"It’sgotitsstummickfullan’it’llgotosleepfastenough。"
  Sotheysatagainintheweirdcircle。Neitherthestrangenessofthegroupnorthesqualorofthehearthwereofanaturetobenewthingstothecurate。HiseyesfixedthemselvesonDart’sface,asdidtheeyesofthethief,thebeggar,andtheyoungthingofthestreet。Nooneglancedawayfromhim。
  Histellingofhisstorywasalmostmonotonousinitssemi—reflectivequietnessoftone。Thestrangenesstohimself——thoughitwasastrangenessheacceptedabsolutelywithoutprotest——layinhistellingitatall,andinasenseofhisknowledgethateachofthesecreatureswouldunderstandandmysteriouslyknowwhatdepthshehadtouchedthisday。
  "JustbeforeIleftmylodgingsthismorning,"hesaid,"IfoundmyselfstandinginthemiddleofmyroomandspeakingtoSomethingaloud。IdidnotknowIwasgoingtospeak。IdidnotknowwhatI
  wasspeakingto。Iheardmyownvoicecryoutinagony,`Lord,Lord,whatshallIdotobesaved?’"
  Thecuratemadeasuddenmove—
  mentinhisplaceandhissallowyoungfaceflushed。Buthesaidnothing。
  Glad’ssmallandsharpcountenancebecamecurious。
  "`Speak,Lord,thyservant’eareth,’"shequotedtentatively。
  "No,"answeredDart;"itwasnotlikethat。Ihadneverthoughtofsuchthings。Ibelievednothing。
  IwasgoingouttobuyapistolandwhenIreturnedintendedtoblowmybrainsout。"
  "Why?"askedGlad,withpassionatelyintenteyes;"why?"
  "BecauseIwaswornoutanddonefor,andalltheworldseemedwornoutanddonefor。AndamongotherthingsIbelievedIwasbeginningslowlytogomad。"
  Fromthethiefthereburstforthalowgroanandheturnedhisfacetothewall。
  "I’vebeenthere,"hesaid;"I’mneartherenow。"
  Darttookupspeechagain。
  "Therewasnoanswer——none。
  AsIstoodwaiting——Godknowsforwhat——thedeadstillnessoftheroomwaslikethedeadstillnessofthegrave。
  AndIwentoutsayingtomysoul,`Thisiswhathappenstothefoolwhocriesaloudinhispain。’"
  "I’vecriedaloud,"saidthethief,"andsometimesitseemedasifananswerwascoming——butIalwaysknewitneverwould!"inatorturedvoice。
  "’Tain’tfairtoarstthatwye,"
  Gladputinwithshrewdlogic。
  "MissMontaubynsheallersknowsitWILLcome——an’itdoes。"
  "Something——notmyself——turnedmyfeettowardthisplace,"saidDart。
  "Iwasthrustfromonethingtoanother。Iwasforcedtoseeandhearthingscloseathand。IthasbeenasifIwasunderaspell。Thewomanintheroombelow——thewomanlyingdead!"Hestoppedasecond,andthenwenton:"Thereistoomuchthatiscryingoutaloud。AmansuchasIam——ithasFORCEDitselfuponme——cannotleavesuchthingsandgivehimselftothedust。IcannotexplainclearlybecauseIamnotthinkingasIamaccustomedtothink。Achangehascomeuponme。Ishallnotusethepistol——asImeanttouseit。"
  Gladmadeafriendlyclutchatthesleeveofhisshabbycoat。
  "RightO!"shecried。"That’sit!YoubuckupsimeasItoldyer。
  Y’ain’tstonybrokean’there’s’allersto—morrer。"
  AntonyDart’sexpressionwasweirdlyretrospective。
  "Ididnotthinksothismorning,"
  heanswered。
  "Butthereis,"saidthegirl。
  "Ain’ttherenow,curick?There’saloto’workinyeryet;yercoulddoallsortso’thingsify’ain’ttooproud。I’ll’elpyer。So’llthecurick。Y’ain’tfoundoutyetwhatalittlefolkscanliveontillluckturns。Me,I’mgoin’totryMissMontaubyn’swye。Le’sbothtry。Le’sbelievethingsiscomin’。
  Le’sget’ertotalktoussomemore。"
  Thecuratewasthinkingthethingoverdeeply。
  "Yersee,"Gladenlargedcheerfully,"yerlookalmostlikeagentleman。
  P’rapsyercanwriteagood’andan’spellallright。Canyer?"
  "Yes。"
  "Ithink,perhaps,"thecuratebeganreflectively,"particularlyifyoucanwritewell,Imightbeabletogetyousomework。"
  "Idonotwantwork,"Dartansweredslowly。"AtleastIdonotwantthekindyouwouldbelikelytoofferme。"
  Thecuratefeltashock,asifcoldwaterhadbeendashedoverhim。
  Somehowithadnotonceoccurredtohimthatthemancouldbeoneoftheeducateddegenerateviciousforwhomnopowertohelplayinanyhands——yethewasnotthecommonvagrant——andhewasplainlyonthepointofproducinganexcuseforrefusingwork。
  Theotherman,seeinghisstartandhisamazed,troubledflush,putoutahandandtouchedhisarmapologetically。
  "Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid。
  "OneofthethingsIwasgoingtotellyou——Ihadnotfinished——wasthatIAMwhatiscalledagentleman。
  Iamalsowhattheworldknowsasarichman。IamSirOliverHolt。"
  Eachmemberofthepartygazedathimaghast。Itwasanenormousnametoclaim。Eventhetwofemalecreaturesknewwhatitstoodfor。Itwasthenamewhichrepresentedthegreatestwealthandpowerintheworldoffinanceandschemesofbusiness。
  Itstoodforfinancialinfluencewhichcouldchangethefaceofnationalfortunesandbringaboutcrises。Itwasknownthroughouttheworld。YesterdaythenewspaperrumorthatitsownerhadmysteriouslyleftEnglandhadcausedmenon’Changetodiscusspossibilitiestogetherwithloweredvoices。
  Gladstaredatthecurate。Forthefirsttimeshelookeddisturbedandalarmed。
  "Blimme,"sheejaculated,"’e’sgoneoff’isnut,porechap!——’e’sgoneoffit!"
  "No,"themananswered,"youshallcometome"——hehesitatedasecondwhileashadepassedoverhiseyes——"TO—MORROW。Andyoushallsee。"
  Herosequietlytohisfeetandthecuraterosealso。Abnormalastheclimaxwas,itwastobeseenthattherewasnomistakeabouttherevelation。Themanwasacreatureofauthorityandusedtocarryingconvictionbyhisunsupportedword。
  Thatmadeitself,bysomeclear,unspokenmethod,plain。
  "YouareSirOliverHolt!Andafewhoursagoyouwereonthepointof——"
  "Endingitall——inanobscurelodging。Afterwardtheearthwouldhavebeenshovelledontoawork—
  housecoffin。Itwasanawfulthing。"
  Heshookoffapassionateshudder。
  "Therewasnowealthonearththatcouldgivemeamoment’sease——
  sleep——hope——life。ThewholeworldwasfullofthingsIloathedthesightandthoughtof。Thedoctorssaidmyconditionwasphysical。Perhapsitwas——perhapsto—dayhasstrangelygivenahealthfuljolttomynerves——perhapsIhavebeendraggedawayfromtheagonyofmorbidityandplungedintonewintenseemotionswhichhavesavedmefromthelastthingandtheworst——SAVED
  me!"
  Hestoppedsuddenlyandhisfaceflushed,andthenquiteslowlyturnedpale。
  "SAVEDME!"herepeatedthewordsasthecuratesawtheawedbloodcreepinglyrecede。"Whoknows,whoknows!Howmanyexplanationsoneisreadytogivebeforeonethinksofwhatwesaywebelieve。
  Perhapsitwas——theAnswer!"
  Thecuratebowedhisheadreverently。
  "Perhapsitwas。"
  ThegirlGladsatclingingtoherknees,hereyeswideandawedandwithasuddengushofhysterictearsrushingdownhercheeks。
  "That’sthewye!That’sthewye!"shegulpedout。"Noonewon’tneverbelieve——theywon’t,NEVER。That’swhatshesees,MissMontaubyn。Youdon’t,’Edon’t,"
  withajerktowardthecurate。"I
  ain’tnothin’butME,butblimmeifI
  don’t——blimme!"
  SirOliverHoltgrewpalerstill。
  HefeltashehaddonewhenJinnyMontaubyn’spoordresssweptagainsthim。Hisvoiceshookwhenhespoke。
  "SodoI,"hesaidwithasuddendeepcatchofthebreath;"itwastheAnswer。"
  InafewmomentsmorehewenttothegirlPollyandlaidahandonhershoulder。
  "Ishalltakeyouhometoyourmother,"hesaid。"Ishalltakeyoumyselfandcareforyouboth。Sheshallknownothingyouareafraidofherhearing。Ishallaskhertobringupthechild。Youwillhelpher。"
  Thenhetouchedthethief,whogotupwhiteandshakingandwitheyesmoistwithexcitement。
  "Youshallneverseeanothermanclaimyourthoughtbecauseyouhavenottimeormoneytoworkitout。
  Youwillgowithme。Thereareto—morrowsenoughforyou!"
  Gladstillsatclingingtoherkneesandwithtearsrunning,buttheuglinessofhersharp,smallfacewasathinganangelmighthavepausedtosee。
  "Youdon’twanttogoawayfromhere,"SirOliversaidtoher,andsheshookherhead。
  "No,notme。ItoldyerwotI
  wanted。Lemmedoit。"
  "Youshall,"heanswered,"andIwillhelpyou。"
  ThethingswhichdevelopedinAppleBlossomCourtlater,thethingswhichcametoeachofthosewhohadsatintheweirdcircleroundthefire,therevelationsofnewexistencewhichcametoherself,arousednoamazementinJinnyMontaubyn’smind。Shehadaskedandbelievedallthings——andallthiswasbutanotheroftheAnswers。