That’sthewaythewillisdonein’eaven。That’swotIarstforalldaylong——forittobedoneonearthasitisin’eaven。’WhatcouldIsay?CouldItellherthatthewilloftheDeityontheearthhecreatedwasonlythewilltodoevil——togivepain——tocrushthecreaturemadeinHisownimage。Whatelsedowemeanwhenwesayunderallhorrorandagonythatbefalls,`ItisGod’swill——God’swillbedone。’
BaseunbelieverthoughIam,Icouldnotspeakthewords。Oh,shehassomethingwehavenot。Herpoor,littlemisspentlifehaschangeditselfintoashiningthing,thoughitshinesandglowsonlyinthishideousplace。
Sheherselfdoesnotknowofitsshining。ButDrunkenBetwouldstaggeruptoherroomandasktobetoldwhatshecalledher`pantermine’
stories。Ihaveseenhertheresittinglistening——listeningwithstrangequietonheranddullyearninginhersoddeneyes。Sowouldotherandworsewomengotoher,andI,whohadstruggledwiththem,couldseethatshehadreachedsomeremotelongingintheirbeingswhichIhadnevertouched。Intimetheseedwouldhavestirredtolife——itisbeginningtostirevennow。Duringthemonthssinceshecamebacktothecourt——thoughtheyhavelaughedather——bothmenandwomenhavebeguntoseeherasacreatureweirdlysetapart。Mostofthemfeelsomethinglikeaweofher;theyhalfbelieveherprayerstobebewitchments,buttheywantthemontheirside。
Theyhaveneverwantedmine。ThatIhaveknown——KNOWN。ShebelievesthatherDeityisinAppleBlossomCourt——inthedireholesitspeoplelivein,onthebrokenstairway,ineverynookandawfulcrannyofit——
agreatGlorywewillnotsee——onlywaitingtobecalledandtoanswer。
Do_I_believeit——doyou——doanyofthoseanointedofuswhopreacheachdaysoglibly`GodisEVERYWHERE’?
Whoistheonewhobelieves?IfthereweresuchamanhewouldgoaboutasMosesdidwhen`Hewistnotthathisfaceshone。’"
Theyhadgoneouttogetherandwerestandinginthefoginthecourt。Thecurateremovedhishatandpassedhishandkerchiefoverhisdampforehead,hisbreathcomingandgoingalmostsobbingly,hiseyesstaringstraightbeforehimintotheyellownessofthehaze。
"Who,"hesaidafteramomentofsingularsilence,"whoareyou?"
AntonyDarthesitatedafewseconds,andattheendofhispauseheputhishandintohisovercoatpocket。
"IfyouwillcomeupstairswithmetotheroomwherethegirlGladlives,Iwilltellyou,"hesaid,"butbeforewegoIwanttohandsomethingovertoyou。"
Thecurateturnedanamazedgazeuponhim。
"Whatisit?"heasked。
Dartwithdrewhishandfromhispocket,andthepistolwasinit。
"Icameoutthismorningtobuythis,"hesaid。"Iintended——nevermindwhatIintended。Awrongturntakeninthefogbroughtmehere。Takethisthingfrommeandkeepit。"
Thecuratetookthepistolandputitintohisownpocketwithoutcomment。
Inthecourseofhislaborshehadseendesperatemenanddesperatethingsmanytimes。Hehadevenbeen——atmoments——adesperatemanthinkingdesperatethingshimself,thoughnohumanbeinghadeversuspectedthefact。Thismanhadfacedsometragedy,hecouldsee。
Hadhebeenonthevergeofacrime——hadhelookedmurderintheeyes?
Whathadmadehimpause?WasitpossiblethatthedreamofJinnyMontaubynbeingintheairhadreachedhisbrain——hisbeing?
Helookedalmostappealinglyathim,butheonlysaidaloud:
"Letusgoupstairs,then。"
Sotheywent。
AstheypassedthedooroftheroomwherethedeadwomanlayDartwentinandspoketoMissMontaubyn,whowasstillthere。
"Iftherearethingswantedhere,"
hesaid,"thiswillbuythem。"Andheputsomemoneyintoherhand。
Shedidnotseemsurprisedattheincongruityofhisshabbinessproducingmoney。
"Well,now,"shesaid,"IWAS
wonderin’an’askin’。I’dlike’ercleanan’nice,an’there’smilkwantedbadforthebiby。"
IntheroomtheymountedtoGladwastryingtofeedthechildwithbreadsoftenedintea。Pollysatnearherlookingonwithrestless,eagereyes。Shehadneverseenanythingofherownbabybutitslimpnewbornanddeadbodybeingcarriedawayoutofsight。Shehadnotevendaredtoaskwhatwasdonewithsuchpoorlittlecarrion。Thetyrannyofthelawoflifemadeherwanttopawandtouchthislatelybornthing,asheragonyhadgivenhernofruitofherownbodytotouchandpawandnuzzleandcaressasmothercreatureswillwhethertheybewomenortigressesordovesorfemalecats。
"Letmeholdher,Glad,"shehalfwhimpered。"Whenshe’sfedletmegethertosleep。"
"Allright,"Gladanswered;"wecouldlookafter’erbetweenuswellenough。"
Thethiefwasstillsittingonthehearth,butbeingfullfedandcomfortableforthefirsttimeinmanyaday,hehadrestedhisheadagainstthewallandfallenintoprofoundsleep。
"Wot’sup?"saidGladwhenthetwomencamein。"Isanythin’
’appenin’?"
"Ihavecomeupheretotellyousomething,"Dartanswered。"Letussitdownagainroundthefire。Itwilltakealittletime。"
GladwitheagereyesonhimhandedthechildtoPollyandsatdownwithoutamoment’shesitance,avidofwhatwastocome。Shenudgedthethiefwithfriendlyelbowandhestartedupawake。
"’E’sgotsomethin’totellus,"
sheexplained。"Thecurick’scomeupto’earit,too。Sit’ere,Polly,"
withelbowjerktowardthebundleofsacks。"It’sgotitsstummickfullan’it’llgotosleepfastenough。"
Sotheysatagainintheweirdcircle。Neitherthestrangenessofthegroupnorthesqualorofthehearthwereofanaturetobenewthingstothecurate。HiseyesfixedthemselvesonDart’sface,asdidtheeyesofthethief,thebeggar,andtheyoungthingofthestreet。Nooneglancedawayfromhim。
Histellingofhisstorywasalmostmonotonousinitssemi—reflectivequietnessoftone。Thestrangenesstohimself——thoughitwasastrangenessheacceptedabsolutelywithoutprotest——layinhistellingitatall,andinasenseofhisknowledgethateachofthesecreatureswouldunderstandandmysteriouslyknowwhatdepthshehadtouchedthisday。
"JustbeforeIleftmylodgingsthismorning,"hesaid,"IfoundmyselfstandinginthemiddleofmyroomandspeakingtoSomethingaloud。IdidnotknowIwasgoingtospeak。IdidnotknowwhatI
wasspeakingto。Iheardmyownvoicecryoutinagony,`Lord,Lord,whatshallIdotobesaved?’"
Thecuratemadeasuddenmove—
mentinhisplaceandhissallowyoungfaceflushed。Buthesaidnothing。
Glad’ssmallandsharpcountenancebecamecurious。
"`Speak,Lord,thyservant’eareth,’"shequotedtentatively。
"No,"answeredDart;"itwasnotlikethat。Ihadneverthoughtofsuchthings。Ibelievednothing。
IwasgoingouttobuyapistolandwhenIreturnedintendedtoblowmybrainsout。"
"Why?"askedGlad,withpassionatelyintenteyes;"why?"
"BecauseIwaswornoutanddonefor,andalltheworldseemedwornoutanddonefor。AndamongotherthingsIbelievedIwasbeginningslowlytogomad。"
Fromthethiefthereburstforthalowgroanandheturnedhisfacetothewall。
"I’vebeenthere,"hesaid;"I’mneartherenow。"
Darttookupspeechagain。
"Therewasnoanswer——none。
AsIstoodwaiting——Godknowsforwhat——thedeadstillnessoftheroomwaslikethedeadstillnessofthegrave。
AndIwentoutsayingtomysoul,`Thisiswhathappenstothefoolwhocriesaloudinhispain。’"
"I’vecriedaloud,"saidthethief,"andsometimesitseemedasifananswerwascoming——butIalwaysknewitneverwould!"inatorturedvoice。
"’Tain’tfairtoarstthatwye,"
Gladputinwithshrewdlogic。
"MissMontaubynsheallersknowsitWILLcome——an’itdoes。"
"Something——notmyself——turnedmyfeettowardthisplace,"saidDart。
"Iwasthrustfromonethingtoanother。Iwasforcedtoseeandhearthingscloseathand。IthasbeenasifIwasunderaspell。Thewomanintheroombelow——thewomanlyingdead!"Hestoppedasecond,andthenwenton:"Thereistoomuchthatiscryingoutaloud。AmansuchasIam——ithasFORCEDitselfuponme——cannotleavesuchthingsandgivehimselftothedust。IcannotexplainclearlybecauseIamnotthinkingasIamaccustomedtothink。Achangehascomeuponme。Ishallnotusethepistol——asImeanttouseit。"
Gladmadeafriendlyclutchatthesleeveofhisshabbycoat。
"RightO!"shecried。"That’sit!YoubuckupsimeasItoldyer。
Y’ain’tstonybrokean’there’s’allersto—morrer。"
AntonyDart’sexpressionwasweirdlyretrospective。
"Ididnotthinksothismorning,"
heanswered。
"Butthereis,"saidthegirl。
"Ain’ttherenow,curick?There’saloto’workinyeryet;yercoulddoallsortso’thingsify’ain’ttooproud。I’ll’elpyer。So’llthecurick。Y’ain’tfoundoutyetwhatalittlefolkscanliveontillluckturns。Me,I’mgoin’totryMissMontaubyn’swye。Le’sbothtry。Le’sbelievethingsiscomin’。
Le’sget’ertotalktoussomemore。"
Thecuratewasthinkingthethingoverdeeply。
"Yersee,"Gladenlargedcheerfully,"yerlookalmostlikeagentleman。
P’rapsyercanwriteagood’andan’spellallright。Canyer?"
"Yes。"
"Ithink,perhaps,"thecuratebeganreflectively,"particularlyifyoucanwritewell,Imightbeabletogetyousomework。"
"Idonotwantwork,"Dartansweredslowly。"AtleastIdonotwantthekindyouwouldbelikelytoofferme。"
Thecuratefeltashock,asifcoldwaterhadbeendashedoverhim。
Somehowithadnotonceoccurredtohimthatthemancouldbeoneoftheeducateddegenerateviciousforwhomnopowertohelplayinanyhands——yethewasnotthecommonvagrant——andhewasplainlyonthepointofproducinganexcuseforrefusingwork。
Theotherman,seeinghisstartandhisamazed,troubledflush,putoutahandandtouchedhisarmapologetically。
"Ibegyourpardon,"hesaid。
"OneofthethingsIwasgoingtotellyou——Ihadnotfinished——wasthatIAMwhatiscalledagentleman。
Iamalsowhattheworldknowsasarichman。IamSirOliverHolt。"
Eachmemberofthepartygazedathimaghast。Itwasanenormousnametoclaim。Eventhetwofemalecreaturesknewwhatitstoodfor。Itwasthenamewhichrepresentedthegreatestwealthandpowerintheworldoffinanceandschemesofbusiness。
Itstoodforfinancialinfluencewhichcouldchangethefaceofnationalfortunesandbringaboutcrises。Itwasknownthroughouttheworld。YesterdaythenewspaperrumorthatitsownerhadmysteriouslyleftEnglandhadcausedmenon’Changetodiscusspossibilitiestogetherwithloweredvoices。
Gladstaredatthecurate。Forthefirsttimeshelookeddisturbedandalarmed。
"Blimme,"sheejaculated,"’e’sgoneoff’isnut,porechap!——’e’sgoneoffit!"
"No,"themananswered,"youshallcometome"——hehesitatedasecondwhileashadepassedoverhiseyes——"TO—MORROW。Andyoushallsee。"
Herosequietlytohisfeetandthecuraterosealso。Abnormalastheclimaxwas,itwastobeseenthattherewasnomistakeabouttherevelation。Themanwasacreatureofauthorityandusedtocarryingconvictionbyhisunsupportedword。
Thatmadeitself,bysomeclear,unspokenmethod,plain。
"YouareSirOliverHolt!Andafewhoursagoyouwereonthepointof——"
"Endingitall——inanobscurelodging。Afterwardtheearthwouldhavebeenshovelledontoawork—
housecoffin。Itwasanawfulthing。"
Heshookoffapassionateshudder。
"Therewasnowealthonearththatcouldgivemeamoment’sease——
sleep——hope——life。ThewholeworldwasfullofthingsIloathedthesightandthoughtof。Thedoctorssaidmyconditionwasphysical。Perhapsitwas——perhapsto—dayhasstrangelygivenahealthfuljolttomynerves——perhapsIhavebeendraggedawayfromtheagonyofmorbidityandplungedintonewintenseemotionswhichhavesavedmefromthelastthingandtheworst——SAVED
me!"
Hestoppedsuddenlyandhisfaceflushed,andthenquiteslowlyturnedpale。
"SAVEDME!"herepeatedthewordsasthecuratesawtheawedbloodcreepinglyrecede。"Whoknows,whoknows!Howmanyexplanationsoneisreadytogivebeforeonethinksofwhatwesaywebelieve。
Perhapsitwas——theAnswer!"
Thecuratebowedhisheadreverently。
"Perhapsitwas。"
ThegirlGladsatclingingtoherknees,hereyeswideandawedandwithasuddengushofhysterictearsrushingdownhercheeks。
"That’sthewye!That’sthewye!"shegulpedout。"Noonewon’tneverbelieve——theywon’t,NEVER。That’swhatshesees,MissMontaubyn。Youdon’t,’Edon’t,"
withajerktowardthecurate。"I
ain’tnothin’butME,butblimmeifI
don’t——blimme!"
SirOliverHoltgrewpalerstill。
HefeltashehaddonewhenJinnyMontaubyn’spoordresssweptagainsthim。Hisvoiceshookwhenhespoke。
"SodoI,"hesaidwithasuddendeepcatchofthebreath;"itwastheAnswer。"
InafewmomentsmorehewenttothegirlPollyandlaidahandonhershoulder。
"Ishalltakeyouhometoyourmother,"hesaid。"Ishalltakeyoumyselfandcareforyouboth。Sheshallknownothingyouareafraidofherhearing。Ishallaskhertobringupthechild。Youwillhelpher。"
Thenhetouchedthethief,whogotupwhiteandshakingandwitheyesmoistwithexcitement。
"Youshallneverseeanothermanclaimyourthoughtbecauseyouhavenottimeormoneytoworkitout。
Youwillgowithme。Thereareto—morrowsenoughforyou!"
Gladstillsatclingingtoherkneesandwithtearsrunning,buttheuglinessofhersharp,smallfacewasathinganangelmighthavepausedtosee。
"Youdon’twanttogoawayfromhere,"SirOliversaidtoher,andsheshookherhead。
"No,notme。ItoldyerwotI
wanted。Lemmedoit。"
"Youshall,"heanswered,"andIwillhelpyou。"
ThethingswhichdevelopedinAppleBlossomCourtlater,thethingswhichcametoeachofthosewhohadsatintheweirdcircleroundthefire,therevelationsofnewexistencewhichcametoherself,arousednoamazementinJinnyMontaubyn’smind。Shehadaskedandbelievedallthings——andallthiswasbutanotheroftheAnswers。