首页 >出版文学> THE DAWN OF A TO—MORROW>第2章
  Insidetheshopmoredanglingspectreshungandtheplacewasalmostdark。Itwasashabbypawnshop,andthemanloungingbehindthecounterwasashabbymanwithanunshaven,unamiableface。
  "Iwanttolookatthatpistolintheright—handcornerofyourwindow,"
  AntonyDartsaid。
  Thepawnbrokerutteredasoundsomethingbetweenahalf—laughandagrunt。Hetooktheweaponfromthewindow。
  AntonyDartexamineditcritically。
  Hemustmakequitesureofit。Hemadenofurtherremark。
  Hefelthehaddonewithspeech。
  Beingtoldthepriceaskedforthepurchase,hedrewouthispurseandtookthemoneyfromit。Aftermakingthepaymenthenotedthathestillpossessedafive—poundnoteandsomesovereigns。Therepassedthroughhismindawonderastowhowouldspendit。Themostdecentthing,perhaps,wouldbetogiveitaway。Ifitwasinhisroom——to—morrow——theparishwouldnotburyhim,anditwouldbesaferthattheparishshould。
  Hewasthinkingofthisashelefttheshopandbegantocrossthestreet。Becausehismindwaswanderinghewaslesswatchful。Suddenlyarubber—tiredhansom,movingwithoutsound,appearedimmediatelyinhispath——thehorse’sheadloomedupabovehisown。Hemadetheinevitableinvoluntarywhirlasidetomoveoutoftheway,thehansompassed,andturningagain,hewenton。Hismovementhadbeentooswifttoallowofhisrealizingthedirectioninwhichhisturnhadbeenmade。Hewaswhollyunawarethatwhenhecrossedthestreethecrossedbackwardinsteadofforward。Heturnedacornerliterallyfeelinghisway,wenton,turnedanother,andafterwalkingthelengthofthestreet,suddenlyunderstoodthathewasinastrangeplaceandhadlosthisbearings。
  Thiswasexactlywhathadhappenedtopeopleonthedayofthememorablefogofthreeyearsbefore。
  Hehadheardthemtalkingofsuchexperiences,andofthecuriousandbafflingsensationstheygaverisetointhebrain。Nowheunderstoodthem。Hecouldnotbefarfromhislodgings,buthefeltlikeamanwhowasblind,andwhohadbeenturnedoutofthepathheknew。
  Hehadnottheresourceofthepeoplewhosestorieshehadheard。Hewouldnotstopandaddressanyone。
  Therecouldbenocertaintyastowhomhemightfindhimselfspeakingto。Hewouldspeaktonoone。
  Hewouldwanderaboutuntilhecameuponsomeclew。Evenifhecameuponnone,thefogwouldsurelyliftalittleandbecomeatriflelessdenseincourseoftime。Hedrewupthecollarofhisovercoat,pulledhishatdownoverhiseyesandwenton——hishandonthethinghehadthrustintoapocket。
  Hedidnotfindhisclewashehadhoped,andinsteadofliftingthefoggrewheavier。Hefoundhimselfatlastnolongerstrivingforanyend,butramblingalongmechanically,feelinglikeamaninadream——anightmare。Onceherecognizedaweirdsuggestioninthemysteryabouthim。To—morrowmightonebewanderingaboutaimlesslyinsomesuchhaze。Hehopednot。
  HislodgingswerenotfarfromtheEmbankment,andheknewatlastthathewaswanderingalongit,andhadreachedoneofthebridges。
  Hismoodledhimtoturninuponit,andwhenhereachedanembrasuretostopnearitandleanupontheparapetlookingdown。Hecouldnotseethewater,thefogwastoodense,buthecouldhearsomefaintsplashingagainststones。Hehadtakennofoodandwasratherfaint。
  Whatastrangethingitwastofeelfaintforwantoffood——tostandalone,cutofffromeveryotherhumanbeing——everythingdonefor。
  Nowonderthatsometimes,particularlyonsuchdaysasthese,therewereplungesmadefromtheparapet——nowonder。Heleanedfartheroverandstrainedhiseyestoseesomegleamofwaterthroughtheyellowness。Butitwasnottobedone。Hewasthinkingtheinevitablething,ofcourse;butsuchaplungewouldnotdoforhim。Theotherthingwoulddestroyalltraces。
  Ashedrewbackheheardsomethingfallwiththesolidtinklingsoundofcoinontheflagpavement。
  Whenhehadbeeninthepawnbroker’sshophehadtakenthegoldfromhispurseandthrustitcarelesslyintohiswaistcoatpocket,thinkingthatitwouldbeeasytoreachwhenhechosetogiveittoonebeggaroranother,ifheshouldseesomewretchwhowouldbethebetterforit。Somemovementhehadmadeinbendinghadcausedasovereigntoslipoutandithadfallenuponthestones。
  Hedidnotintendtopickitup,butinthemomentinwhichhestoodlookingdownatitheheardclosetohimashufflingmovement。
  Whathehadthoughtabundleofragsorrubbishcoveredwithsacking——sometramp’sdesertedorforgottenbelongings——wasstirring。Itwasalive,andashebenttolookatitthesackingdivideditself,andasmallhead,coveredwithashockofbrilliantredhair,thrustitselfout,ashrewd,smallfaceturningtolookupathimslylywithdeep—setblackeyes。
  Itwasahumangirlcreatureabouttwelveyearsold。
  "Areyergoin’todoit?"shesaidinahoarse,street—strainedvoice。
  "Yerwouldbeafoolifyerdid——
  withasmuchasthatonyer。"
  Shepointedwithareddened,chapped,anddirtyhandatthesovereign。
  "Pickitup,"hesaid。"Youmayhaveit。"
  Herwildshuffleforwardwasanactualleap。Thehandmadeasnatchingclutchatthecoin。Shewasevidentlyafraidthathewaseithernotinearnestorwouldrepent。Thenextsecondshewasonherfeetandreadyforflight。
  "Stop,"hesaid;"I’vegotmoretogiveaway。"
  Shehesitated——notbelievinghim,yetfeelingitmadnesstoloseachance。
  "MORE!"shegasped。Thenshedrewnearertohim,andasingularchangecameuponherface。Itwasachangewhichmadeherlookoddlyhuman。
  "Gawd,mister!"shesaid。"Yercangiveawayaquidlikeitwasnothin’——an’yer’vegotmore——an’
  yergoin’todoTHAT——jescosyer’adabittoomuchlarsnightan’there’safogthismornin’!Youtakeitstraightfromme——don’tyerdoit。
  Igiveyerthattipforthesuvrink。"
  Shewas,forheryears,souglyandsoancient,andhardenedinvoiceandskinandmannerthatshefascinatedhim。NotthatamanwhohasnoTo—morrowinviewislikelytobeparticularlyconsciousofmentalprocesses。Hewasdonefor,buthestoodandstaredather。WhatpartofthePowermovingtheschemeoftheuniversestoodnearandthrusthimoninthepathdesignedhedidnotknowthen——perhapsneverdid。Hewasstillholdingontothethinginhispocket,buthespoketoheragain。
  "Whatdoyoumean?"heaskedglumly。
  Shesidlednearer,hersharpeyesonhisface。
  "Ibinwatchin’yer,"shesaid。
  "Isatdownandpulledthesackoverme’eadtobreatheinsideitan’
  getabitwarm。An’Iseeyercome。
  Iknowedwotyerwasafter,Idid。
  Iwatchedyerthrougha’oleinmesack。Iwasn’tgoin’tocallacopper。
  Ishouldn’twantterbestoppedmeselfifImadeupmemind。I
  seedagaldraggedoutlas’weekan’
  it’dabrokeyer’arttosee’ertear’erclothesan’scream。Wotbusiness’adtheypreventin’’ergoin’offquiet?Iwouldn’t’a’stoppedyer——butw’enthequidfell,thatmadeitdifferent。"
  "I——"hesaid,feelingthefoolishnessofthestatement,butmakingit,nevertheless,"Iamill。"
  "Courseyerill。It’syer’ead。
  Comealongermean’getacupercawfeeatastand,an’buckup。Ifyer’vegivemethatquidstraight——
  wish—yer—may—die——I’llgowithyeran’getacupmyself。Iain’t’adabitesinceyesterday——an’’twa’n’tnothin’
  butasliceo’polonysossidgeIfoundonadust—’eap。Comeon,mister。"
  Shepulledhiscoatwithhercrackedhand。Heglanceddownatitmechanically,andsawthatsomeofthefissureshadbledandtheroughenedsurfacewassmearedwiththeblood。Theystoodtogetherinthesmallspaceinwhichthefogenclosedthem——heandshe——themanwithnoTo—morrowandthegirlthingwhoseemedasoldashimself,withhersharp,smallnoseandchin,hersharpeyesandvoice——andyet——perhapsthefogsenclosingdidit——somethingdrewthemtogetherinanuncannyway。
  Somethingmadehimforgetthelostclewtothelodging—house——
  somethingmadehimturnandgowithher——athingledinthedark。
  "Howcanyoufindyourway?"
  hesaid。"Ilostmine。"
  "Thereain’tnofogcanloseme,"
  sheanswered,shufflingalongbyhisside;"’sides,it’sgoin’tolift。
  Lookatthatmancomin’to’ardsus。"
  Itwastruethattheycouldseethroughtheorange—coloredmisttheapproachingfigureofamanwhowasatayard’sdistancefromthem。
  Yes,itwasliftingslightly——atleastenoughtoallowofone’smakingaguessatthedirectioninwhichonemoved。
  "Whereareyougoing?"heasked。
  "AppleBlossomCourt,"sheanswered。"Thecawfee—stand’sinastreetnearit——andthere’sashopwhereIcanbuythings。"
  "AppleBlossomCourt!"heejaculated。"Whataname!"
  "Thereain’tnoapple—blossomsthere,"chuckling;"nornosmellof’em。’Tain’tasniceasitsnimeis——AppleBlossomCourtain’t。"
  "Whatdoyouwanttobuy?A
  pairofshoes?"Theshoeshernakedfeetwerethrustintowereleprous—lookingthingsthroughwhichnearlyallhertoesprotruded。Butshechuckledwhenhespoke。
  "No,I’mgoin’tobuyadi’mondtirarertogototheoperyin,"shesaid,draggingheroldsackcloserroundherneck。"Iain’tadanoounsinceIwenttothelastDrorin’—
  room。"
  Itwasimpudentstreetchaff,buttherewascheerfulspiritinit,andcheerfulspirithassomeocculteffectuponmorbidity。AntonyDartdidnotsmile,buthefeltafaintstirringofcuriosity,whichwas,afterall,notabadthingforamanwhohadnotfeltaninterestforayear。
  "Whatisityouaregoingtobuy?"
  "I’mgoin’tofillmestummickfust,"withagrinofelation。"Threethicksliceso’breadan’drippin’an’
  amugo’cawfee。An’thenI’mgoin’togetsumethin’’eartytocarrytoPolly。Sheain’tnogood,porething!"
  "Whoisshe?"
  Stoppingamomenttodraguptheheelofherdreadfulshoe,sheansweredhimwithanunprejudiceddirectnesswhichmighthavebeenappallingifhehadbeeninthemoodtobeappalled。
  "Ain’teighteen,an’tryin’toearn’erlivin’onthestreet。Sheain’tmadeforit。Littlecountrything,allusfrightenedtodeathan’readytobustoutcryin’。Gentsain’tgoin’
  tostandthat。Alotof’emwantscheerin’upasmuchasshedoes。
  Gentaswasinliquorlastnightknocked’erdownan’give’erablackeye。’Twan’tillfeelin’,buthelosthistemper,an’give’eraknockcasual。Shecan’tgooutto—night,an’she’sbeen’uddledupalldaycryin’for’ermother。"
  "Whereishermother?"
  "Inthecountry——onafarm。
  Pollytookaplaceinalodgin’—’ousean’gotintrouble。Thebibywasdead,an’whenshecomeouto’
  QueenCharlotte’sshewastookinbyawomanan’kep’。Shekicked’eroutinaweek’cosofhercryin’。
  Thelifedidn’tsuit’er。Ifound’ercryin’fittosplit’erchistonenight——cornero’AppleBlossomCourt——
  an’Itookcareof’er。"
  "Where?"
  "Mechambers,"grinning;"toploftofa’ouseinthecourt。Ifanyoneelse’d’aveitIshouldbeturnedout。It’san’ole,Icantellyer——
  butit’sbetterthansleepin’underthebridges。"
  "Takemetoseeit,"saidAntonyDart。"Iwanttoseethegirl。"
  Thewordsspokethemselves。Whyshouldhecaretoseeeithercockloftorgirl?Hedidnot。Hewantedtogobacktohislodgingswiththatwhichhehadcomeouttobuy。
  Yethesaidthisthing。Hiscompanionlookedupathimwithanexpressionactuallyrelieved。
  "Wouldyertikeupwith’er?"
  witheagersharpness,asifconfrontingasimplebusinessproposition。
  "She’sprettyan’clean,an’shewon’tdrinkadropo’nothin’。Ifshewastreatedkindshe’dbecheerfler。She’sgotaroundficean’
  light’airan’eyes。’Er’air’scurly。
  P’rapsyer’dlike’er。"
  "Takemetoseeher。"
  "She’dlookbetterto—morrow,"
  cautiously,"whentheswellin’sgonedownround’ereye。"
  Dartstarted——anditwasbecausehehadforthelastfiveminutesforgottensomething。
  "Ishallnotbehereto—morrow,"
  hesaid。Hisgraspuponthethinginhispockethadloosened,andhetightenedit。
  "Ihavesomemoremoneyinmypurse,"hesaiddeliberately。"I
  meanttogiveitawaybeforegoing。
  Iwanttogiveittopeoplewhoneeditverymuch。"
  Shegavehimoneofthesly,squintingglances。
  "Deservin’cases?"Sheputittohiminbrazenmockery。
  "Idon’tcare,"heansweredslowlyandheavily。"Idon’tcareadamn。"
  Herfacechangedexactlyashehadseenitchangeonthebridgewhenshehaddrawnnearertohim。
  Itsuglyhardnesssuddenlylookedhuman。Andthatshecouldlookhumanwasfantastic。
  "’Owmuch’aveyer?"sheasked。
  "’Owmuchisit?"
  "Abouttenpounds。"
  Shestoppedandstaredathimwithopenmouth。
  "Gawd!"shebrokeout;"tenpounds’dsendAppleBlossomCourtto’eving。Leastways,it’dtakesomeofitouto’’ell。"
  "Takemetoit,"hesaidroughly。
  "Takeme。"
  Shebegantowalkquickly,breathingfast。Thefogwaslighter,anditwasnolongerablindingthing。
  AquestionoccurredtoDart。
  "Whydon’tyouaskmetogivethemoneytoyou?"hesaidbluntly。
  "Dunno,"sheansweredasbluntly。
  Butaftertakingafewstepsfarthershespokeagain。
  "I’mcheerflerthanmostof’em,"
  sheelaborated。"Ifyerborncheerfleyercanstandthings。WhenI
  getsajobnussin’women’sbibiestheydon’tcrywhenI’andles’em。
  Igetsmanyabitean’acopper’coso’that。Folkslikesyer。IshallgetonbetterthanPollywhenI’moldenoughtogoonthestreet。"
  Theorganofwhoselagging,sickpumpingsAntonyDarthadscarcelybeenawareformonthsgaveasuddenleapinhisbreast。Hisbloodactuallyhasteneditspace,andranthroughhisveinsinsteadofcrawling——adistinctphysicaleffectofanactualmentalcondition。Itwasproduceduponhimbythemerematter—of—factordinarinessofhertone。Hehadneverbeenasenti—
  mentalman,andhadlongceasedtobeafeelingone,butatthatmomentsomethingemotionalandnormalhappenedtohim。
  "Youexpecttoliveinthatway?"
  hesaid。
  "Ain’tnothin’elsefermetodo。
  WishtIwasbetterlookin’。ButI’vegotalotof’air,"clawinghermop,"an’it’sred。Oneday,"
  chuckling,"agentsestome——heses:`Oh!yer’lldo。Yeranuglylittledevil——butyeAREadevil。’"
  Shewasleadinghimthroughanarrow,filthybackstreet,andshestopped,grinningupinhisface。
  "Isay,mister,"shewheedled,"let’sstopatthecawfee—stand。
  It’supthisway。"
  Whenheaccededandfollowedher,shequicklyturnedacorner。
  Theywereinanotherlanethickwithfog,whichflaredwiththeflameoftorchesstuckincosters’
  barrowswhichstoodhereandthere。
  barrowswithfriedfishuponthem,barrowswithsecond—hand—lookingvegetablesandotherspiledwithmorethansecond—hand—lookinggarments。