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  TOMYMOTHER
  VIRGINIAWHITMOREMARQUIS
  CONTENTS
  PROEM
  DAYLIGHTHUMORS
  THISISANOTHERDAY
  APRILSONG
  THEEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR
  THENAME
  THEBIRTH
  AMOODOFPAVLOWA
  THEPOOL
  "THEYHADNOPOET"
  NEWYORK
  AHYMN
  THESINGER
  WORDSARENOTGUNS
  WITHTHESUBMARINES
  NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO
  DICKENS
  APOLITICIAN
  THEBAYONET
  THEBUTCHERSATPRAYER
  SHADOWS
  HAUNTED
  ANIGHTMARE
  THEMOTHER
  INTHEBAYOU
  THESAILOR’SWIFESPEAKS
  HUNTED
  ADREAMCHILD
  ACROSSTHENIGHT
  SEACHANGES
  THETAVERNOFDESPAIR
  COLORSANDSURFACES
  AGOLDENLAD
  THESAGEANDTHEWOMAN
  NEWSFROMBABYLON
  ARHYMEOFTHEROADS
  THELANDOFYESTERDAY
  OCTOBER
  CHANTOFTHECHANGINGHOURS
  DREAMSANDDUST
  SELVES
  THEWAGES
  INMARS,WHATAVATAR?
  THEGOD—MAKER,MAN
  UNREST
  THEPILTDOWNSKULL
  THESEEKER
  THEAWAKENING
  ASONGOFMEN
  THENOBLERLESSON
  ATLAST
  LYRICS
  "KINGPANDION,HEISDEAD"
  DAVIDTOBATHSHEBA
  THEJESTERS
  "MARY,MARY,QUITECONTRARY"
  THETRIOLET
  FROMTHEBRIDGE
  "PALADINS,PALADINS,YOUTHNOBLE—HEARTED"
  "MYLANDS,NOTTHINE"
  TOADANCINGDOLL
  LOWERNEWYORK——ASTORM
  ATSUNSET
  ACHRISTMASGIFT
  SILVIA
  THEEXPLORERS
  EARLYAUTUMN
  "TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE"
  THERONDEAU
  VISITORS
  THEPARTING
  ANOPENFIRE
  REALITIES
  REALITIES
  THESTRUGGLE
  THEREBEL
  THECHILDANDTHEMILL
  "SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI"
  THECOMRADE
  ENVOI
  PROEM
  "SOLETTHEMPASS,THESESONGSOFMINE"
  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine,Intooblivion,norrepine;
  Abandonedruinsoflargeschemes,Dimmedlightsadriftfromnoblerdreams,WeakwingsIspedonquestsdivine,Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。
  Theysoar,orsinkephemeral——
  Icarenotgreatlywhichbefall!
  ForifnosongIe’erhadwrought,StillhaveIlovedandlaughedandfought;
  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine;
  Istingtoohotwithlifetowhine!
  StillshallIstruggle,fail,aspire,LoseGod,andfindGodsinthemire,Anddrinkdream—deeplife’sheadywine——
  Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。
  DAYLIGHTHUMORS
  THISISANOTHERDAY
  IAMmineownpriest,andIshrivemyselfOfallmywastedyesterdays。ThoughsinAndslothandfoolishness,andallillweedsOferror,evil,andneglectgrowrankAnduglythere,IdareforgivemyselfThaterror,sin,andslothandfoolishness。
  GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedthefool;
  GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedtheknave;
  ButshallIthereforecloudthisnewdawno’erWithfogoffutilesighsandvainregrets?
  Thisisanotherday!AndflushedHopewalksAdownthesunwardslopeswithgoldenshoon。
  Thisisanotherday;anditsyoungstrengthIslaiduponthequiveringhillsuntil,LikeEgypt’sMemnon,theygrowquickwithsong。
  Thisisanotherday,andtheboldworldLeapsupandgraspsitslight,andlaughs,asleaptPrometheusupandwrenchedthefirefromZeus。
  Thisisanotherday——areitseyesblurredWithmaudlingriefforanywastedpast?
  Athousandthousandfailuresshallnotdaunt!
  Letdustclaspdust;death,death——Iamalive!
  AndoutofallthedustanddeathofmineOldselvesIdaretoliftasingingheartAndlivingfaith;myspiritdaresdrinkdeepOftheredmirthmantlinginthecupofmorn。
  APRILSONG
  FLEETacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring,Piping,ashepassesFleetacrossthegrasses,"Follow,ladsandlasses!
  Sing,world,sing!"
  FleetacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring!
  IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown,Talesofreedsthatquiver,Idlewindsdeliver,WheretherapidriverDragsthewillowsdown——
  IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown。
  InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooksAprilairshergraces;
  InthecountryplacesWaywardAprilpaces,Laughterinherlooks;
  InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooks。
  HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown;
  UrbanmusesstammerHintsofalienglamor,Butthecity’sclamorBeatsthevoicesdown;
  HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown。
  THISEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR
  WHEREthesingersofSaturnfindtongue,WheretheGalaxy’sloversembrace,Ourworldanditsbeautyaresung!
  TheyleanfromtheircasementstotraceIfourplanetstillspinsinitsplace;
  Faithfablesthethingthatweare,AndFantasylaughsandgiveschase:
  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
  Roundthesun,thatisfixed,andhungForalampinthedarknessofspaceWearewhirled,weareswirled,weareflung;
  SingingandshiningweraceAndourlightontheupliftedfaceOfdreamerorprophetafarMayfallasasymbolofgrace:
  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
  LookingoutwhereourplanetisswungDoubtloseshiswrithengrimace,Dryheartsdrinkthegleamsandareyoung;——
  Whereagony’sboughsinterlaceHisGardensomeJesusmaypace,Lifting,thewanavatar,Hissoultothislightasavase!
  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
  GreatspiritsinsorrowfulcaseYearntousthroughthevaporsthatbar:
  Canstthinkofthat,soul,andbebase?——
  Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
  THENAME
  ITshiftsandshiftsfromformtoform,Itdriftsanddarkles,gleamsandglows;
  Itisthepassionofthestorm,Thepoignanceoftherose;
  Throughchangingshapes,throughdeviousways,Bynoonornight,throughcloudorflame,MyhearthasfollowedallmydaysSomethingIcannotname。
  Insunlightonsomewoman’shair,Orstarlightinsomewoman’seyne,OrinlowlaughtersmotheredwhereHerredlipsweddedmine,Myhearthathknown,andthrilledtoknow,Thisunnamedpresencethatitsought;
  Andwhenmyhearthathfounditso,"Loveisthename,"Ithought。
  SometimeswhensuddenafterglowsInfutileglorystormtheskiesWithintheirtransientgoldandroseThesecretstirsanddies;
  Orwhenthetramplingmornwalkso’erThetroubledseas,withfeetofflame,Myawedheartwhispers,"Asknomore,ForBeautyisthename!"
  OrdreaminginoldchapelswhereThedimaislespulsewithmurmuringsThatpartaremusic,partareprayer——
  (Orrushofhiddenwings)
  SometimesIliftastartledheadTosomesaint’scarvencountenance,Halffancyingthatthelipshavesaid,AllnamesmeanGod,perchance!"
  THEBIRTH
  THEREisalegendthattheloveofGodSoquickenedunderMary’sheartitwroughtHerverymaidenhoodtoholierstuff……
  Howeverthatmaybe,thebirthbefellUponanightwhenalltheSyrianstarsSwayedtremulousbeforeonelordlierorbThatroseingradualsplendor,Paused,Floodingthefirmamentwithmysticlight,AnddroppeduponthebreathinghillsAsuddenmusicLikeadistillationfromitsgleams;
  Arainofspiritandadewofsong!
  AMOODOFPAVLOWA
  THEsouloftheSpringthroughitsbodyofearthBurstsinabloomoffire,Andthecrocusescomeinarainbowriotofmirth……
  Theyflutter,theyburn,theytakewing,theyaspire……
  Wings,motionandmusicandflame,Flower,womanandlaughter,andallthesethesame!
  Sheislightandfirstloveandtheyouthoftheworld,Sheissandaledwithjoy……sheisliftedandwhirled,Sheisflung,sheisswirled,sheisdrivenalongBythecarnivalwindsthathavetornherawayFromthecoronalbloomonthebrowoftheMay……
  Sheisyouth,sheisfoam,sheisflame,sheisvisibleSong!
  THEPOOL
  REACHover,myUndine,andclutchmeareed——
  Nymphofmineidleness,notchmeapipe——
  ForIamfulfilledofthesilence,andlongFortoutterthesenseofthesilenceinsong。
  Down—streamalltherapidsaretroubledwithpebblesThatfetterandfretwhatthewaterwouldutter,Anditrushesandsplashesintremuloustrebles;
  Itmakeshastethroughtheshallows,itssoulisaflutter;
  ButhereallthesoundissereneandoutspreadInthemurmurousmoodsofaslow—swirlingpool;
  Hereallthesoundsareunhurriedandcool;
  Everysilenceiskithtoasound;theyarewed,Theyaremated,aremingled,aretangled,arebound;
  Everyhushisinlovewithasound,everysoundBythelawofitslifetosomesilenceisbound。
  Thenherewillwehide;idlehereandabide,Inthecoverthere,closebythewaterside——
  Here,wheretheslimflatteredreedsareaquiverWiththeexquisitehintsofthereticentriver,Here,wherethelipsofthispoolarethelipsOfallpools,letuslistenandquestionandwait;
  Letusharktothewhispersofloveandofdeath,Letusharktothelispingsoflifeandoffate——
  InthisplacewherepalesilencesflowerintosoundLetusstriveforsomesecretofalltheprofoundDeepandcalmSilencethatmeshesmen’round!
  There’sasmuchofGodhintedinoneripple’splashes——
  There’sasmuchofTruthglintsinyondragon—
  fly’sflight——
  There’sasmuchPurposegleamswhereyondertroutflashesAsin——anybookelse!——couldwereadthingsaright。
  Thennymphofmineindolence,hereletushide,Learn,listen,andquestion;idlehereandabideWheretherushesandliliesleanlowtothetide。
  "THEYHADNOPOET……"
  "Vainwasthechief’s,thesage’spride!
  Theyhadnopoetandtheydied。"——POPE。
  ByTigris,orthestreamsofInd,EreColchisrose,orBabylon,Forgottenempiresdreamedandsinned,Settingtalltownsagainstthedawn,Which,whentheproudSunsmoteupon,Flashedfireforfireandprideforpride;
  Theirnameswere……Askoblivion!……
  "Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
  Queens,duskofhairandtawny—skinned,Thatlollwherefellowleopardsfawn……
  Theirheartsaredustbeforethewind,Theirloves,thatshooktheworld,arewan!
  Passionismighty……but,anon,StrongDeathhasRomanceforhisbride;
  Theirlegends……Askoblivion!……
  "Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
  Heroes,thebraggarttrumpsthatdinnedTheirfutiletriumphs,monarch,pawn,Wildtribesmen,kingdomsdisciplined,Passedlikeawhirlwindandweregone;
  Theybuiltwithbronzeandgoldandbrawn,TheinnerVisionstilldenied;
  Theirconquests……Askoblivion!……
  "Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
  Dumboracles,andpriestswithdrawn,Wasitbutfleshtheydeified?
  Theirgodswere……Askoblivion!……
  "Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
  NEWYORK
  SHEishottotheseathatcrouchesbeside,Humanandhottothecoolstarspeeringdown,Mypassionatecity,myquiveringtown,Andherdarkblood,tideuponpurpletide,Withthrobsasofthunderbeats,Withleapingrhythmsandvast,isswirledThroughtheshakenlengthsofherveinedstreets……
  Shepulses,theheartofaworld!
  Ihavethrilledwithherecstasy,agony,woe——
  HathsheamoodthatIdonotknow?
  Thewindsofhermusictumultuoushaveseizedmeandswayedme,Havelifted,haveswungmearoundIntheirwhorlsasofcyclonicsound;
  Herpassionshavetornmeandtossedmeandbrayedme;
  Drunkenandtrancedanddazzledwithvisionsandgleams,Ihavespunwithherdervishpriests;
  IhavesearchedtothesoulsofherhuntedbeastsAndfoundlovesleepingthere;
  Ihavesoaredonthewingsofherflashingdreams;
  Ihavesunkwithherdulldespair;
  Ihavesweatwithhertravailsandcursedwithherpains;
  Ihaveswelledwithherfoolishpride;
  IhaveragedthroughathickredmistatonewithherbrandedCains,WithherbrokenChristshavedied。
  Obeautifulhalf—godcityofvisionsandlove!
  Ohideoushalf—brutecityofhate!
  Owhollyhumanandbaffledandpassionatetown!
  Thethroesofthyburgeoning,stressofthyfight,Thybitter,blindstruggletogainforthybodyasoul,Ihaveknown,Ihavefelt,andbeenshakenthereby!
  Wakenedandshakenandbroken,ForIhearinthythundersterrificthatthrobthroughthyrapidveinsThebeatoftheheartofaworld。
  AHYMN
  (1914)
  CLOTHEDonwiththunderandwithsteelAndblackagainstthedawnThewhirlingarmiesclashandreel……
  Awind,andtheyaregoneLikemistswithdrawn,Likemistswithdrawn!
  Likecloudswithdrawn,likedrivensands,Earth’sbodyvanisheth:
  Onesolidthingunconqueredstands,Theghostthathumblesdeath。
  Allelseisbreath,Allelseisbreath!
  Manrosefromoutthestingingslime,Halfbrute,andsoughtasoul,Andupthestarrierwaysoftime,Halfgod,untohisgoal,Hestillmustclimb,Hestillmustclimb!
  Whatthoughworldsstagger,andthesunsSeemshakenintheirplace,TrustthoutheleapinglovethatrunsCreativeoverspace:
  Takeheartofgrace,Takeheartofgrace!
  WhatthoughgreatkingdomsfallondeathBeforethestabbingblade,Theirbrazenmightwasonlybreath,Theirsubstancebutashade——
  Benotdismayed,Benotdismayed!
  Man’sdreamwhichconqueredbruteandclodShallfailnot,butendure,Shallrise,thoughbeatentothesod,Shallholditsvantagesure——
  AssureasGod,AssureasGod!
  THESINGER
  ALITTLEwhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing:——
  Hefeltlife’spulseshotandstrongBeatallhisrapidveinsalong;
  Hewroughtlife’srhythmsintosong:
  Helaughed,hesangtheDawn!
  Soclose,soclosetolifehedweltThatatraretimesandrapthefeltThefleshlybarriersyieldandmelt;
  Hetrembled,lookingonCreationathermiracles;
  Hissoul—sightpiercedtheearthlyshellsAndsawthespiritweaveitsspells,Theveilofclaywithdrawn;——
  Alittlewhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing!
  Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming;——
  NomorethethunderandtheurgeOfearth’sfulltidesthatstormthevergeOfheavenwiththeirsweepandsurgeShalllift,shallbearhimon;
  WhereisthegoldenhopethatledHimcomradewiththemightydead?
  Thelovethataureoledhishead?——
  Thegloryiswithdrawn!
  Howshallonesoarwithbrokenwings?
  TheleaguedmightoffutilethingsWarswiththeheartthatdaresandsings;——
  ItisnotalwaysDawn!
  Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming。
  WORDSARENOTGUNS
  Putbythesword(adreamersaith),Theyearsofpeacedrawnigh!
  AlreadythemillennialdawnMakesredtheeasternsky!
  Benotdeceived。Itcomesnotyet!
  TheancientpassionskeepAlivebeneaththeirchangingmasks。
  Theyarenotdead。Theysleep。
  Surelypeacecomes。AssureasManRosefromprimevalslime。
  Thatwasnotyesterday。There’sstillAwearyheighttoclimb!
  AndwecandwelltoolongwithdreamsAndplaytoomuchwithwords,ForgettingourinheritanceWasboughtandheldwithswords。
  ButTruth(yousay)makestyrantsquail——
  BeatsdownembattledWrong?
  Iftruthbearmed!Benotdeceived。
  Thestrifeistothestrong。
  Wordsarenotguns。Wordsarenotships。
  Andshipsandgunsprevail。
  Ourliberties,thatbloodhasgained,Areguarded,ortheyfail。
  Truthdoesnottriumphwithoutblows,Errornottamelyyields。
  Butfalsehoodcloseswithquickfaith,Fierce,onathousandfields。
  Andsurely,somewhatofthatfaithOurfathersfoughtforclings!
  Whichcalledthisfreedom’shemisphere,DespiteEarth’sleaguedkings。
  Greatcreedsgrowthews,orelsetheydie。
  Thoughtclothedindeedislord。
  Whatarethygods?Thygodsbroughtlove?
  Theyalsobroughtasword。
  Unchallenged,shallwealwaysstand,Secure,apart,aloof?
  Benotdeceived。ThathourshallcomeWhichputsustotheproof。
  Then,thatweholdthetrustwehaveSafeguardedforoursons,Letusceasedreaming!LetushaveMoreships,moretroops,moreguns!
  WITHTHESUBMARINES
  ABOVE,thebaffledtwilightfails;beneath,theblindsnakescreep;
  Besideusglidesthecharnelshark,ourpilotthroughthedeep;
  And,lurkingwherelowheadlandsshieldfromcruisingscoutandspy,Webidethesignalthroughthegloomthatbidsusslayordie。
  Allwatchful,mute,thecrouchinggunsthatguardthestraitsealanes——
  Watchfulandhawklike,plumedwithhate,thedesperateaeroplanes——
  Andstillasdeathandswiftasfate,abovethedarklingcoasts,ThespyingWirelesssowsthenightwithtroopsofstealthyghosts,Whilehushedthroughallherhuddledstreetsthetide—walledcitywaitsThedrummingthundersthatannouncebrutebattleathergates。
  Southwardahundredwindyleagues,throughstormsthatblindandbar,Ourcheatedcruiserssearchthewaves,ourcap—
  tainsseekthewar;
  Butheretheportofperilis;thefoeman’sdread—
  noughtsrideSullenandblackagainstthemoon,uponasullentide。
  Andonlywetolaunchourselvesagainsttheirstarkadvance——
  Toguideuncertainlightningsthroughthesetreach—
  erousseasofchance!……
  Andnowawheelingsearchlightpaintsasignalonthenight;
  Andnowthebellowinggunsareloudwiththewildlustoffight……
  Andnow,herflanksofsteelapulsewithallthepowerofhell,Forthfromthedarknessleapsinprideahatefulmiracle,TheflagshipoftheirAdmiral——andnowGodhelpandsave!——
  WechallengeDeathatDeath’sowngame;wesinkbeneaththewave!……
  Ah,steadynow——andonegoodblow——onestraightstabthroughthegloom——
  Ah,good!——thethrustwenthome!——shefounders——
  flounderstoherdoom!——
  Fullspeedahead!——thosedamnedquick—firingguns——butletthembark——
  What’sthat——thedynamos?——they’vegotus,men!
  ——Christ!inthedark!
  NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO
  (1912)
  HEspeaksasstraightashisriflesshot,Asstraightasathrustingblade,WaitingthedeedthatshalltroublethetruceHissavagegunshavemade。
  "Youhavedaredthewrathofadozenstates,"
  Wasthechallengethatheheard;
  "Wecandiebutonce!"saidthegrimoldKingAshegrippedhismountainsword。
  "ForIpaidinbloodforthetownItook,Thebloodofmybravemenslain,——
  AndifyoucovetthetownItookYoumustbuyitwithbloodagain!"
  SternoldKingofthestark,blackhills,Wherethelean,fierceeaglesbreed,Yourspeechringstrueasyourgoodswordrings——
  Andyouareakingindeed!
  DICKENS
  "TheonlybookthatthepartyhadwasavolumeofDickens。
  Duringthesixmonthsthattheylayinthecavewhichtheyhadhackedintheice,waitingforspringtocome,theyreadthisvolumethroughagainandagain。"——Fromanewspaperreportofanantarcticexpedition。
  HUDDLEDwithintheirsavagelairTheyhearkenedtotheprowlingwind;
  Theyheardtheloudwingsofdespair……
  Andmadnessbeatagainstthemind……
  AsunlessworldstretchedstarkoutsideAsifithadcursedGodanddied;
  DumbplainslaypronebeneaththeweightOfcoldunutterablygreat;
  Ironiceboundallthebitterseas,Thebrutalhillswerebleakashate……
  HerenonebutDeathmightwalkatease!
  ThenDickensspoke,and,lo!thevastUnpeopledvoidstirredintolife;
  Thedeadworldquickened,themadblastHushedforanhouritsidiotstrifeWithnothingness……
  Andfromthegloom,Partingtheflapsoffrozenskin,Oldfriendsanddearcametroopingin,Andlightandlaughterfilledtheroom……
  Voicesandfaces,shapesbeloved,Babblinglipsandkindlyeyes,Notghosts,butfriendsthatlivedandmoved……
  Theybroughtthesunfromotherskies,TheywroughtthemagicthatdispelsThebittererpartofloneliness……
  AndwhentheyvanishedeachmandreamedHisdreamthereinthewilderness……
  OneheardthechimeofChristmasbells,And,staringdownacountrylane,Sawbrightagainstthewindow—paneThefirelightbeckonwarmandred……
  AndoneturnedfromthewatersideWhereThamesrollsdownhisslothfultideTobreastthehumanseathatbeatsThroughroaringLondon’sbatteredstreetsAndrevelinthemoodsofmen……
  AndonesawalltheAprilhillsMadegladwithgoldendaffodils,Andfoundandkissedhisloveagain……
  ByallthetroubledheartshecheersInhomelywaysorbylosttrails,ByalllightshedthroughalldarkyearsWhenhopegrowssickandcouragequails,Wehailhimfirstamonghispeers;
  Whetherwesorrow,sing,orfeast,He,too,hathknownandunderstood——
  Masterofmanymoods,highpriestOfmirthandlordofcleansingtears!
  APOLITICIAN
  LEADERnomore,bejudgedofus!
  HailedChief,andloved,ofyore——
  Youth,andthefaithofyouth,cryout:
  LeaderandChiefnomore!
  WedreamedaProphet,flushedwithfaith,ContenttotoilinpainIfthathissacrificemightbe,Somehow,hispeople’sgain。
  Wesawavision,andourbloodBeatredandhotandstrong:
  "Leadus(wecried)towaragainstSomefoul,embattledwrong!"
  WedreamedaWarriorwhoseswordWasedgedforshamandshame;
  WedreamedaStatesmanfaraboveThevulgarlustforfame。