TOMYMOTHER
VIRGINIAWHITMOREMARQUIS
CONTENTS
PROEM
DAYLIGHTHUMORS
THISISANOTHERDAY
APRILSONG
THEEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR
THENAME
THEBIRTH
AMOODOFPAVLOWA
THEPOOL
"THEYHADNOPOET"
NEWYORK
AHYMN
THESINGER
WORDSARENOTGUNS
WITHTHESUBMARINES
NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO
DICKENS
APOLITICIAN
THEBAYONET
THEBUTCHERSATPRAYER
SHADOWS
HAUNTED
ANIGHTMARE
THEMOTHER
INTHEBAYOU
THESAILOR’SWIFESPEAKS
HUNTED
ADREAMCHILD
ACROSSTHENIGHT
SEACHANGES
THETAVERNOFDESPAIR
COLORSANDSURFACES
AGOLDENLAD
THESAGEANDTHEWOMAN
NEWSFROMBABYLON
ARHYMEOFTHEROADS
THELANDOFYESTERDAY
OCTOBER
CHANTOFTHECHANGINGHOURS
DREAMSANDDUST
SELVES
THEWAGES
INMARS,WHATAVATAR?
THEGOD—MAKER,MAN
UNREST
THEPILTDOWNSKULL
THESEEKER
THEAWAKENING
ASONGOFMEN
THENOBLERLESSON
ATLAST
LYRICS
"KINGPANDION,HEISDEAD"
DAVIDTOBATHSHEBA
THEJESTERS
"MARY,MARY,QUITECONTRARY"
THETRIOLET
FROMTHEBRIDGE
"PALADINS,PALADINS,YOUTHNOBLE—HEARTED"
"MYLANDS,NOTTHINE"
TOADANCINGDOLL
LOWERNEWYORK——ASTORM
ATSUNSET
ACHRISTMASGIFT
SILVIA
THEEXPLORERS
EARLYAUTUMN
"TIMESTEALSFROMLOVE"
THERONDEAU
VISITORS
THEPARTING
ANOPENFIRE
REALITIES
REALITIES
THESTRUGGLE
THEREBEL
THECHILDANDTHEMILL
"SICTRANSITGLORIAMUNDI"
THECOMRADE
ENVOI
PROEM
"SOLETTHEMPASS,THESESONGSOFMINE"
Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine,Intooblivion,norrepine;
Abandonedruinsoflargeschemes,Dimmedlightsadriftfromnoblerdreams,WeakwingsIspedonquestsdivine,Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。
Theysoar,orsinkephemeral——
Icarenotgreatlywhichbefall!
ForifnosongIe’erhadwrought,StillhaveIlovedandlaughedandfought;
Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine;
Istingtoohotwithlifetowhine!
StillshallIstruggle,fail,aspire,LoseGod,andfindGodsinthemire,Anddrinkdream—deeplife’sheadywine——
Soletthempass,thesesongsofmine。
DAYLIGHTHUMORS
THISISANOTHERDAY
IAMmineownpriest,andIshrivemyselfOfallmywastedyesterdays。ThoughsinAndslothandfoolishness,andallillweedsOferror,evil,andneglectgrowrankAnduglythere,IdareforgivemyselfThaterror,sin,andslothandfoolishness。
GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedthefool;
GodknowsthatyesterdayIplayedtheknave;
ButshallIthereforecloudthisnewdawno’erWithfogoffutilesighsandvainregrets?
Thisisanotherday!AndflushedHopewalksAdownthesunwardslopeswithgoldenshoon。
Thisisanotherday;anditsyoungstrengthIslaiduponthequiveringhillsuntil,LikeEgypt’sMemnon,theygrowquickwithsong。
Thisisanotherday,andtheboldworldLeapsupandgraspsitslight,andlaughs,asleaptPrometheusupandwrenchedthefirefromZeus。
Thisisanotherday——areitseyesblurredWithmaudlingriefforanywastedpast?
Athousandthousandfailuresshallnotdaunt!
Letdustclaspdust;death,death——Iamalive!
AndoutofallthedustanddeathofmineOldselvesIdaretoliftasingingheartAndlivingfaith;myspiritdaresdrinkdeepOftheredmirthmantlinginthecupofmorn。
APRILSONG
FLEETacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring,Piping,ashepassesFleetacrossthegrasses,"Follow,ladsandlasses!
Sing,world,sing!"
FleetacrossthegrassesFlashthefeetofSpring!
IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown,Talesofreedsthatquiver,Idlewindsdeliver,WheretherapidriverDragsthewillowsdown——
IdlewindsdeliverRumorsthroughthetown。
InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooksAprilairshergraces;
InthecountryplacesWaywardAprilpaces,Laughterinherlooks;
InthecountryplacesBythesilverbrooks。
HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown;
UrbanmusesstammerHintsofalienglamor,Butthecity’sclamorBeatsthevoicesdown;
HintsofalienglamorEvenreachthetown。
THISEARTH,ITISALSOASTAR
WHEREthesingersofSaturnfindtongue,WheretheGalaxy’sloversembrace,Ourworldanditsbeautyaresung!
TheyleanfromtheircasementstotraceIfourplanetstillspinsinitsplace;
Faithfablesthethingthatweare,AndFantasylaughsandgiveschase:
Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
Roundthesun,thatisfixed,andhungForalampinthedarknessofspaceWearewhirled,weareswirled,weareflung;
SingingandshiningweraceAndourlightontheupliftedfaceOfdreamerorprophetafarMayfallasasymbolofgrace:
Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
LookingoutwhereourplanetisswungDoubtloseshiswrithengrimace,Dryheartsdrinkthegleamsandareyoung;——
Whereagony’sboughsinterlaceHisGardensomeJesusmaypace,Lifting,thewanavatar,Hissoultothislightasavase!
Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
GreatspiritsinsorrowfulcaseYearntousthroughthevaporsthatbar:
Canstthinkofthat,soul,andbebase?——
Thisearth,itisalsoastar!
THENAME
ITshiftsandshiftsfromformtoform,Itdriftsanddarkles,gleamsandglows;
Itisthepassionofthestorm,Thepoignanceoftherose;
Throughchangingshapes,throughdeviousways,Bynoonornight,throughcloudorflame,MyhearthasfollowedallmydaysSomethingIcannotname。
Insunlightonsomewoman’shair,Orstarlightinsomewoman’seyne,OrinlowlaughtersmotheredwhereHerredlipsweddedmine,Myhearthathknown,andthrilledtoknow,Thisunnamedpresencethatitsought;
Andwhenmyhearthathfounditso,"Loveisthename,"Ithought。
SometimeswhensuddenafterglowsInfutileglorystormtheskiesWithintheirtransientgoldandroseThesecretstirsanddies;
Orwhenthetramplingmornwalkso’erThetroubledseas,withfeetofflame,Myawedheartwhispers,"Asknomore,ForBeautyisthename!"
OrdreaminginoldchapelswhereThedimaislespulsewithmurmuringsThatpartaremusic,partareprayer——
(Orrushofhiddenwings)
SometimesIliftastartledheadTosomesaint’scarvencountenance,Halffancyingthatthelipshavesaid,AllnamesmeanGod,perchance!"
THEBIRTH
THEREisalegendthattheloveofGodSoquickenedunderMary’sheartitwroughtHerverymaidenhoodtoholierstuff……
Howeverthatmaybe,thebirthbefellUponanightwhenalltheSyrianstarsSwayedtremulousbeforeonelordlierorbThatroseingradualsplendor,Paused,Floodingthefirmamentwithmysticlight,AnddroppeduponthebreathinghillsAsuddenmusicLikeadistillationfromitsgleams;
Arainofspiritandadewofsong!
AMOODOFPAVLOWA
THEsouloftheSpringthroughitsbodyofearthBurstsinabloomoffire,Andthecrocusescomeinarainbowriotofmirth……
Theyflutter,theyburn,theytakewing,theyaspire……
Wings,motionandmusicandflame,Flower,womanandlaughter,andallthesethesame!
Sheislightandfirstloveandtheyouthoftheworld,Sheissandaledwithjoy……sheisliftedandwhirled,Sheisflung,sheisswirled,sheisdrivenalongBythecarnivalwindsthathavetornherawayFromthecoronalbloomonthebrowoftheMay……
Sheisyouth,sheisfoam,sheisflame,sheisvisibleSong!
THEPOOL
REACHover,myUndine,andclutchmeareed——
Nymphofmineidleness,notchmeapipe——
ForIamfulfilledofthesilence,andlongFortoutterthesenseofthesilenceinsong。
Down—streamalltherapidsaretroubledwithpebblesThatfetterandfretwhatthewaterwouldutter,Anditrushesandsplashesintremuloustrebles;
Itmakeshastethroughtheshallows,itssoulisaflutter;
ButhereallthesoundissereneandoutspreadInthemurmurousmoodsofaslow—swirlingpool;
Hereallthesoundsareunhurriedandcool;
Everysilenceiskithtoasound;theyarewed,Theyaremated,aremingled,aretangled,arebound;
Everyhushisinlovewithasound,everysoundBythelawofitslifetosomesilenceisbound。
Thenherewillwehide;idlehereandabide,Inthecoverthere,closebythewaterside——
Here,wheretheslimflatteredreedsareaquiverWiththeexquisitehintsofthereticentriver,Here,wherethelipsofthispoolarethelipsOfallpools,letuslistenandquestionandwait;
Letusharktothewhispersofloveandofdeath,Letusharktothelispingsoflifeandoffate——
InthisplacewherepalesilencesflowerintosoundLetusstriveforsomesecretofalltheprofoundDeepandcalmSilencethatmeshesmen’round!
There’sasmuchofGodhintedinoneripple’splashes——
There’sasmuchofTruthglintsinyondragon—
fly’sflight——
There’sasmuchPurposegleamswhereyondertroutflashesAsin——anybookelse!——couldwereadthingsaright。
Thennymphofmineindolence,hereletushide,Learn,listen,andquestion;idlehereandabideWheretherushesandliliesleanlowtothetide。
"THEYHADNOPOET……"
"Vainwasthechief’s,thesage’spride!
Theyhadnopoetandtheydied。"——POPE。
ByTigris,orthestreamsofInd,EreColchisrose,orBabylon,Forgottenempiresdreamedandsinned,Settingtalltownsagainstthedawn,Which,whentheproudSunsmoteupon,Flashedfireforfireandprideforpride;
Theirnameswere……Askoblivion!……
"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
Queens,duskofhairandtawny—skinned,Thatlollwherefellowleopardsfawn……
Theirheartsaredustbeforethewind,Theirloves,thatshooktheworld,arewan!
Passionismighty……but,anon,StrongDeathhasRomanceforhisbride;
Theirlegends……Askoblivion!……
"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
Heroes,thebraggarttrumpsthatdinnedTheirfutiletriumphs,monarch,pawn,Wildtribesmen,kingdomsdisciplined,Passedlikeawhirlwindandweregone;
Theybuiltwithbronzeandgoldandbrawn,TheinnerVisionstilldenied;
Theirconquests……Askoblivion!……
"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
Dumboracles,andpriestswithdrawn,Wasitbutfleshtheydeified?
Theirgodswere……Askoblivion!……
"Theyhadnopoet,andtheydied。"
NEWYORK
SHEishottotheseathatcrouchesbeside,Humanandhottothecoolstarspeeringdown,Mypassionatecity,myquiveringtown,Andherdarkblood,tideuponpurpletide,Withthrobsasofthunderbeats,Withleapingrhythmsandvast,isswirledThroughtheshakenlengthsofherveinedstreets……
Shepulses,theheartofaworld!
Ihavethrilledwithherecstasy,agony,woe——
HathsheamoodthatIdonotknow?
Thewindsofhermusictumultuoushaveseizedmeandswayedme,Havelifted,haveswungmearoundIntheirwhorlsasofcyclonicsound;
Herpassionshavetornmeandtossedmeandbrayedme;
Drunkenandtrancedanddazzledwithvisionsandgleams,Ihavespunwithherdervishpriests;
IhavesearchedtothesoulsofherhuntedbeastsAndfoundlovesleepingthere;
Ihavesoaredonthewingsofherflashingdreams;
Ihavesunkwithherdulldespair;
Ihavesweatwithhertravailsandcursedwithherpains;
Ihaveswelledwithherfoolishpride;
IhaveragedthroughathickredmistatonewithherbrandedCains,WithherbrokenChristshavedied。
Obeautifulhalf—godcityofvisionsandlove!
Ohideoushalf—brutecityofhate!
Owhollyhumanandbaffledandpassionatetown!
Thethroesofthyburgeoning,stressofthyfight,Thybitter,blindstruggletogainforthybodyasoul,Ihaveknown,Ihavefelt,andbeenshakenthereby!
Wakenedandshakenandbroken,ForIhearinthythundersterrificthatthrobthroughthyrapidveinsThebeatoftheheartofaworld。
AHYMN
(1914)
CLOTHEDonwiththunderandwithsteelAndblackagainstthedawnThewhirlingarmiesclashandreel……
Awind,andtheyaregoneLikemistswithdrawn,Likemistswithdrawn!
Likecloudswithdrawn,likedrivensands,Earth’sbodyvanisheth:
Onesolidthingunconqueredstands,Theghostthathumblesdeath。
Allelseisbreath,Allelseisbreath!
Manrosefromoutthestingingslime,Halfbrute,andsoughtasoul,Andupthestarrierwaysoftime,Halfgod,untohisgoal,Hestillmustclimb,Hestillmustclimb!
Whatthoughworldsstagger,andthesunsSeemshakenintheirplace,TrustthoutheleapinglovethatrunsCreativeoverspace:
Takeheartofgrace,Takeheartofgrace!
WhatthoughgreatkingdomsfallondeathBeforethestabbingblade,Theirbrazenmightwasonlybreath,Theirsubstancebutashade——
Benotdismayed,Benotdismayed!
Man’sdreamwhichconqueredbruteandclodShallfailnot,butendure,Shallrise,thoughbeatentothesod,Shallholditsvantagesure——
AssureasGod,AssureasGod!
THESINGER
ALITTLEwhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing:——
Hefeltlife’spulseshotandstrongBeatallhisrapidveinsalong;
Hewroughtlife’srhythmsintosong:
Helaughed,hesangtheDawn!
Soclose,soclosetolifehedweltThatatraretimesandrapthefeltThefleshlybarriersyieldandmelt;
Hetrembled,lookingonCreationathermiracles;
Hissoul—sightpiercedtheearthlyshellsAndsawthespiritweaveitsspells,Theveilofclaywithdrawn;——
Alittlewhile,withloveandyouth,Hewandered,singing!
Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming;——
NomorethethunderandtheurgeOfearth’sfulltidesthatstormthevergeOfheavenwiththeirsweepandsurgeShalllift,shallbearhimon;
WhereisthegoldenhopethatledHimcomradewiththemightydead?
Thelovethataureoledhishead?——
Thegloryiswithdrawn!
Howshallonesoarwithbrokenwings?
TheleaguedmightoffutilethingsWarswiththeheartthatdaresandsings;——
ItisnotalwaysDawn!
Alittlewhile,withageanddeath,Hewanders,dreaming。
WORDSARENOTGUNS
Putbythesword(adreamersaith),Theyearsofpeacedrawnigh!
AlreadythemillennialdawnMakesredtheeasternsky!
Benotdeceived。Itcomesnotyet!
TheancientpassionskeepAlivebeneaththeirchangingmasks。
Theyarenotdead。Theysleep。
Surelypeacecomes。AssureasManRosefromprimevalslime。
Thatwasnotyesterday。There’sstillAwearyheighttoclimb!
AndwecandwelltoolongwithdreamsAndplaytoomuchwithwords,ForgettingourinheritanceWasboughtandheldwithswords。
ButTruth(yousay)makestyrantsquail——
BeatsdownembattledWrong?
Iftruthbearmed!Benotdeceived。
Thestrifeistothestrong。
Wordsarenotguns。Wordsarenotships。
Andshipsandgunsprevail。
Ourliberties,thatbloodhasgained,Areguarded,ortheyfail。
Truthdoesnottriumphwithoutblows,Errornottamelyyields。
Butfalsehoodcloseswithquickfaith,Fierce,onathousandfields。
Andsurely,somewhatofthatfaithOurfathersfoughtforclings!
Whichcalledthisfreedom’shemisphere,DespiteEarth’sleaguedkings。
Greatcreedsgrowthews,orelsetheydie。
Thoughtclothedindeedislord。
Whatarethygods?Thygodsbroughtlove?
Theyalsobroughtasword。
Unchallenged,shallwealwaysstand,Secure,apart,aloof?
Benotdeceived。ThathourshallcomeWhichputsustotheproof。
Then,thatweholdthetrustwehaveSafeguardedforoursons,Letusceasedreaming!LetushaveMoreships,moretroops,moreguns!
WITHTHESUBMARINES
ABOVE,thebaffledtwilightfails;beneath,theblindsnakescreep;
Besideusglidesthecharnelshark,ourpilotthroughthedeep;
And,lurkingwherelowheadlandsshieldfromcruisingscoutandspy,Webidethesignalthroughthegloomthatbidsusslayordie。
Allwatchful,mute,thecrouchinggunsthatguardthestraitsealanes——
Watchfulandhawklike,plumedwithhate,thedesperateaeroplanes——
Andstillasdeathandswiftasfate,abovethedarklingcoasts,ThespyingWirelesssowsthenightwithtroopsofstealthyghosts,Whilehushedthroughallherhuddledstreetsthetide—walledcitywaitsThedrummingthundersthatannouncebrutebattleathergates。
Southwardahundredwindyleagues,throughstormsthatblindandbar,Ourcheatedcruiserssearchthewaves,ourcap—
tainsseekthewar;
Butheretheportofperilis;thefoeman’sdread—
noughtsrideSullenandblackagainstthemoon,uponasullentide。
Andonlywetolaunchourselvesagainsttheirstarkadvance——
Toguideuncertainlightningsthroughthesetreach—
erousseasofchance!……
Andnowawheelingsearchlightpaintsasignalonthenight;
Andnowthebellowinggunsareloudwiththewildlustoffight……
Andnow,herflanksofsteelapulsewithallthepowerofhell,Forthfromthedarknessleapsinprideahatefulmiracle,TheflagshipoftheirAdmiral——andnowGodhelpandsave!——
WechallengeDeathatDeath’sowngame;wesinkbeneaththewave!……
Ah,steadynow——andonegoodblow——onestraightstabthroughthegloom——
Ah,good!——thethrustwenthome!——shefounders——
flounderstoherdoom!——
Fullspeedahead!——thosedamnedquick—firingguns——butletthembark——
What’sthat——thedynamos?——they’vegotus,men!
——Christ!inthedark!
NICHOLASOFMONTENEGRO
(1912)
HEspeaksasstraightashisriflesshot,Asstraightasathrustingblade,WaitingthedeedthatshalltroublethetruceHissavagegunshavemade。
"Youhavedaredthewrathofadozenstates,"
Wasthechallengethatheheard;
"Wecandiebutonce!"saidthegrimoldKingAshegrippedhismountainsword。
"ForIpaidinbloodforthetownItook,Thebloodofmybravemenslain,——
AndifyoucovetthetownItookYoumustbuyitwithbloodagain!"
SternoldKingofthestark,blackhills,Wherethelean,fierceeaglesbreed,Yourspeechringstrueasyourgoodswordrings——
Andyouareakingindeed!
DICKENS
"TheonlybookthatthepartyhadwasavolumeofDickens。
Duringthesixmonthsthattheylayinthecavewhichtheyhadhackedintheice,waitingforspringtocome,theyreadthisvolumethroughagainandagain。"——Fromanewspaperreportofanantarcticexpedition。
HUDDLEDwithintheirsavagelairTheyhearkenedtotheprowlingwind;
Theyheardtheloudwingsofdespair……
Andmadnessbeatagainstthemind……
AsunlessworldstretchedstarkoutsideAsifithadcursedGodanddied;
DumbplainslaypronebeneaththeweightOfcoldunutterablygreat;
Ironiceboundallthebitterseas,Thebrutalhillswerebleakashate……
HerenonebutDeathmightwalkatease!
ThenDickensspoke,and,lo!thevastUnpeopledvoidstirredintolife;
Thedeadworldquickened,themadblastHushedforanhouritsidiotstrifeWithnothingness……
Andfromthegloom,Partingtheflapsoffrozenskin,Oldfriendsanddearcametroopingin,Andlightandlaughterfilledtheroom……
Voicesandfaces,shapesbeloved,Babblinglipsandkindlyeyes,Notghosts,butfriendsthatlivedandmoved……
Theybroughtthesunfromotherskies,TheywroughtthemagicthatdispelsThebittererpartofloneliness……
AndwhentheyvanishedeachmandreamedHisdreamthereinthewilderness……
OneheardthechimeofChristmasbells,And,staringdownacountrylane,Sawbrightagainstthewindow—paneThefirelightbeckonwarmandred……
AndoneturnedfromthewatersideWhereThamesrollsdownhisslothfultideTobreastthehumanseathatbeatsThroughroaringLondon’sbatteredstreetsAndrevelinthemoodsofmen……
AndonesawalltheAprilhillsMadegladwithgoldendaffodils,Andfoundandkissedhisloveagain……
ByallthetroubledheartshecheersInhomelywaysorbylosttrails,ByalllightshedthroughalldarkyearsWhenhopegrowssickandcouragequails,Wehailhimfirstamonghispeers;
Whetherwesorrow,sing,orfeast,He,too,hathknownandunderstood——
Masterofmanymoods,highpriestOfmirthandlordofcleansingtears!
APOLITICIAN
LEADERnomore,bejudgedofus!
HailedChief,andloved,ofyore——
Youth,andthefaithofyouth,cryout:
LeaderandChiefnomore!
WedreamedaProphet,flushedwithfaith,ContenttotoilinpainIfthathissacrificemightbe,Somehow,hispeople’sgain。
Wesawavision,andourbloodBeatredandhotandstrong:
"Leadus(wecried)towaragainstSomefoul,embattledwrong!"
WedreamedaWarriorwhoseswordWasedgedforshamandshame;
WedreamedaStatesmanfaraboveThevulgarlustforfame。
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