`Hue!Hi—eee!'cameasuddenloudshoutfromtheedgeofthegrove。
Thecattlebrokeandfellbackquitespontaneously,wentrunningupthehill,theirfleecewavinglikefiretotheirmotion。Gudrunstoodsuspendedoutonthegrass,Ursularosetoherfeet。
ItwasGeraldandBirkincometofindthem,andGeraldhadcriedouttofrightenoffthecattle。
`Whatdoyouthinkyou'redoing?'henowcalled,inahigh,wonderingvexedtone。
`Whyhaveyoucome?'camebackGudrun'sstridentcryofanger。
`Whatdoyouthinkyouweredoing?'Geraldrepeated,auto—matically。
`Weweredoingeurythmics,'laughedUrsula,inashakenvoice。
Gudrunstoodalooflookingatthemwithlargedarkeyesofresentment,suspendedforafewmoments。Thenshewalkedawayupthehill,afterthecattle,whichhadgatheredinalittle,spell—boundclusterhigherup。
`Whereareyougoing?'Geraldcalledafterher。Andhefollowedherupthehill—side。Thesunhadgonebehindthehill,andshadowswereclingingtotheearth,theskyabovewasfulloftravellinglight。
`Apoorsongforadance,'saidBirkintoUrsula,standingbeforeherwithasardonic,flickeringlaughonhisface。Andinanothersecond,hewassingingsoftlytohimself,anddancingagrotesquestep—danceinfrontofher,hislimbsandbodyshakingloose,hisfaceflickeringpalely,aconstantthing,whilsthisfeetbeatarapidmockingtattoo,andhisbodyseemedtohangalllooseandquakinginbetween,likeashadow。
`Ithinkwe'veallgonemad,'shesaid,laughingratherfrightened。
`Pitywearen'tmadder,'heanswered,ashekeptuptheincessantshakingdance。Thensuddenlyheleaneduptoherandkissedherfingerslightly,puttinghisfacetohersandlookingintohereyeswithapalegrin。Shesteppedback,affronted。
`Offended——?'heaskedironically,suddenlygoingquitestillandreservedagain。`Ithoughtyoulikedthelightfantastic。'
`Notlikethat,'shesaid,confusedandbewildered,almostaffronted。
Yetsomewhereinsidehershewasfascinatedbythesightofhisloose,vibratingbody,perfectlyabandonedtoitsowndroppingandswinging,andbythepallid,sardonic—smilingfaceabove。Yetautomaticallyshestiffenedherselfaway,anddisapproved。Itseemedalmostanobscenity,inamanwhotalkedasarulesoveryseriously。
`Whynotlikethat?'hemocked。Andimmediatelyhedroppedagainintotheincrediblyrapid,slack—wagglingdance,watchinghermalevolently。
Andmovingintherapid,stationarydance,hecamealittlenearer,andreachedforwardwithanincrediblymocking,satiricgleamonhisface,andwouldhavekissedheragain,hadshenotstartedback。
`No,don't!'shecried,reallyafraid。
`Cordeliaafterall,'hesaidsatirically。Shewasstung,asifthiswereaninsult。Sheknewheintendeditassuch,anditbewilderedher。
`Andyou,'shecriedinretort,`whydoyoualwaystakeyoursoulinyourmouth,sofrightfullyfull?'
`SothatIcanspititoutthemorereadily,'hesaid,pleasedbyhisownretort。
GeraldCrich,hisfacenarrowingtoanintentgleam,followedupthehillwithquickstrides,straightafterGudrun。Thecattlestoodwiththeirnosestogetheronthebrowofaslope,watchingthescenebelow,themeninwhitehoveringaboutthewhiteformsofthewomen,watchingaboveallGudrun,whowasadvancingslowlytowardsthem。Shestoodamoment,glancingbackatGerald,andthenatthecattle。
Theninasuddenmotion,sheliftedherarmsandrushedsheeruponthelong—hornedbullocks,inshudderingirregularruns,pausingforasecondandlookingatthem,thenliftingherhandsandrunningforwardwithaflash,tilltheyceasedpawingtheground,andgaveway,snortingwithterror,liftingtheirheadsfromthegroundandflingingthemselvesaway,gallopingoffintotheevening,becomingtinyinthedistance,andstillnotstopping。
Gudrunremainedstaringafterthem,withamask—likedefiantface。
`Whydoyouwanttodrivethemmad?'askedGerald,comingupwithher。
Shetooknonoticeofhim,onlyavertedherfacefromhim。`It'snotsafe,youknow,'hepersisted。`They'renasty,whentheydoturn。'
`Turnwhere?Turnaway?'shemockedloudly。
`No,'hesaid,`turnagainstyou。'
`Turnagainstme?'shemocked。
Hecouldmakenothingofthis。
`Anyway,theygoredoneofthefarmer'scowstodeath,theotherday,'
hesaid。
`WhatdoIcare?'shesaid。
`Icaredthough,'hereplied,`seeingthatthey'remycattle。'
`Howaretheyyours!Youhaven'tswallowedthem。Givemeoneofthemnow,'shesaid,holdingoutherhand。
`Youknowwheretheyare,'hesaid,pointingoverthehill。`Youcanhaveoneifyou'dlikeitsenttoyoulateron。'
Shelookedathiminscrutably。
`YouthinkI'mafraidofyouandyourcattle,don'tyou?'sheasked。
Hiseyesnarroweddangerously。Therewasafaintdomineeringsmileonhisface。
`WhyshouldIthinkthat?'hesaid。
Shewaswatchinghimallthetimewithherdark,dilated,inchoateeyes。
Sheleanedforwardandswungroundherarm,catchinghimalightblowonthefacewiththebackofherhand。
`That'swhy,'shesaid,mocking。
Andshefeltinhersoulanunconquerabledesirefordeepviolenceagainsthim。Sheshutoffthefearanddismaythatfilledherconsciousmind。Shewantedtodoasshedid,shewasnotgoingtobeafraid。
Herecoiledfromtheslightblowonhisface。Hebecamedeadlypale,andadangerousflamedarkenedhiseyes。Forsomesecondshecouldnotspeak,hislungsweresosuffusedwithblood,hisheartstretchedalmosttoburstingwithagreatgushofungovernableemotion。Itwasasifsomereservoirofblackemotionhadburstwithinhim,andswampedhim。
`Youhavestruckthefirstblow,'hesaidatlast,forcingthewordsfromhislungs,inavoicesosoftandlow,itsoundedlikeadreamwithinher,notspokenintheouterair。
`AndIshallstrikethelast,'sheretortedinvoluntarily,withconfidentassurance。Hewassilent,hedidnotcontradicther。
Shestoodnegligently,staringawayfromhim,intothedistance。Ontheedgeofherconsciousnessthequestionwasaskingitself,automatically:
`Whyareyoubehavinginthisimpossibleandridiculousfashion。'Butshewassullen,shehalfshovedthequestionoutofherself。
Shecouldnotgetitcleanaway,soshefeltself—conscious。
Gerald,verypale,waswatchingherclosely。Hiseyeswerelitupwithintentlights,absorbedandgleaming。Sheturnedsuddenlyonhim。
`It'syouwhomakemebehavelikethis,youknow,'shesaid,almostsuggestive。
`I?How?'hesaid。
Butsheturnedaway,andsetofftowardsthelake。Below,onthewater,lanternswerecomingalight,faintghostsofwarmflamefloatinginthepallorofthefirsttwilight。Theearthwasspreadwithdarkness,likelacquer,overheadwasapalesky,allprimrose,andthelakewaspaleasmilkinonepart。Awayatthelandingstage,tiniestpointsofcolouredrayswerestringingthemselvesinthedusk。Thelaunchwasbeingilluminated。
Allround,shadowwasgatheringfromthetrees。
Gerald,whitelikeapresenceinhissummerclothes,wasfollowingdowntheopengrassyslope。Gudrunwaitedforhimtocomeup。Thenshesoftlyputoutherhandandtouchedhim,sayingsoftly:
`Don'tbeangrywithme。'
Aflameflewoverhim,andhewasunconscious。Yethestammered:
`I'mnotangrywithyou。I'minlovewithyou。'
Hismindwasgone,hegraspedforsufficientmechanicalcontrol,tosavehimself。Shelaughedasilverylittlemockery,yetintolerablycaressive。
`That'sonewayofputtingit,'shesaid。
Theterribleswooningburdenonhismind,theawfulswooning,thelossofallhiscontrol,wastoomuchforhim。Hegraspedherarminhisonehand,asifhishandwereiron。
`It'sallright,then,isit?'hesaid,holdingherarrested。
Shelookedatthefacewiththefixedeyes,setbeforeher,andherbloodrancold。
`Yes,it'sallright,'shesaidsoftly,asifdrugged,hervoicecrooningandwitch—like。
Hewalkedonbesideher,astriding,mindlessbody。Butherecoveredalittleashewent。Hesufferedbadly。Hehadkilledhisbrotherwhenaboy,andwassetapart,likeCain。
TheyfoundBirkinandUrsulasittingtogetherbytheboats,talkingandlaughing。BirkinhadbeenteasingUrsula。
`Doyousmellthislittlemarsh?'hesaid,sniffingtheair。Hewasverysensitivetoscents,andquickinunderstandingthem。
`It'srathernice,'shesaid。
`No,'hereplied,`alarming。'
`Whyalarming?'shelaughed。
`Itseethesandseethes,ariverofdarkness,'hesaid,`puttingforthliliesandsnakes,andtheignisfatuus,androllingallthetimeonward。
That'swhatwenevertakeintocount——thatitrollsonwards。'
`Whatdoes?'
`Theotherriver,theblackriver。Wealwaysconsiderthesilverriveroflife,rollingonandquickeningalltheworldtoabrightness,onandontoheaven,flowingintoabrighteternalsea,aheavenofangelsthronging。
Buttheotherisourrealreality——'
`Butwhatother?Idon'tseeanyother,'saidUrsula。
`Itisyourreality,nevertheless,'hesaid;`thatdarkriverofdissolution。
Youseeitrollsinusjustastheotherrolls——theblackriverofcorruption。
Andourflowersareofthis——oursea—bornAphrodite,allourwhitephosphorescentflowersofsensuousperfection,allourreality,nowadays。'
`YoumeanthatAphroditeisreallydeathly?'askedUrsula。
`Imeansheisthefloweringmysteryofthedeath—process,yes,'hereplied。`Whenthestreamofsyntheticcreationlapses,wefindourselvespartoftheinverseprocess,thebloodofdestructivecreation。Aphroditeisborninthefirstspasmofuniversaldissolution——thenthesnakesandswansandlotus——marsh—flowers——andGudrunandGerald——bornintheprocessofdestructivecreation。'
`Andyouandme——?'sheasked。
`Probably,'hereplied。`Inpart,certainly。Whetherwearethat,intoto,Idon'tyetknow。'
`Youmeanweareflowersofdissolution——fleursdumal?Idon'tfeelasifIwere,'sheprotested。
Hewassilentforatime。
`Idon'tfeelasifwewere,altogether,'hereplied。`Somepeoplearepureflowersofdarkcorruption——lilies。Butthereoughttobesomeroses,warmandflamy。YouknowHerakleitossays"adrysoulisbest。"
Iknowsowellwhatthatmeans。Doyou?'
`I'mnotsure,'Ursulareplied。`Butwhatifpeopleareallflowersofdissolution——whenthey'reflowersatall——whatdifferencedoesitmake?'
`Nodifference——andallthedifference。Dissolutionrollson,justasproductiondoes,'hesaid。`Itisaprogressiveprocess——anditendsinuniversalnothing——theendoftheworld,ifyoulike。Butwhyisn'ttheendoftheworldasgoodasthebeginning?'
`Isupposeitisn't,'saidUrsula,ratherangry。
`Ohyes,ultimately,'hesaid。`Itmeansanewcycleofcreationafter——butnotforus。Ifitistheend,thenweareoftheend——fleursdumalifyoulike。Ifwearefleursdumal,wearenotrosesofhappiness,andthereyouare。'
`ButIthinkIam,'saidUrsula。`IthinkIamaroseofhappiness。'
`Ready—made?'heaskedironically。
`No——real,'shesaid,hurt。
`Ifwearetheend,wearenotthebeginning,'hesaid。
`Yesweare,'shesaid。`Thebeginningcomesoutoftheend。'
`Afterit,notoutofit。Afterus,notoutofus。'
`Youareadevil,youknow,really,'shesaid。`Youwanttodestroyourhope。Youwantustobedeathly。'
`No,'hesaid,`Ionlywantustoknowwhatweare。'
`Ha!'shecriedinanger。`Youonlywantustoknowdeath。'
`You'requiteright,'saidthesoftvoiceofGerald,outoftheduskbehind。
Birkinrose。GeraldandGudruncameup。Theyallbegantosmoke,inthemomentsofsilence。Oneafteranother,Birkinlightedtheircigarettes。
Thematchflickeredinthetwilight,andtheywereallsmokingpeacefullybythewater—side。Thelakewasdim,thelightdyingfromoffit,inthemidstofthedarkland。Theairallroundwasintangible,neitherherenorthere,andtherewasanunrealnoiseofbanjoes,orsuchlikemusic。
Asthegoldenswimoflightoverheaddiedout,themoongainedbrightness,andseemedtobegintosmileforthherascendancy。Thedarkwoodsontheoppositeshoremeltedintouniversalshadow。Andamidthisuniversalunder—shadow,therewasascatteredintrusionoflights。Fardownthelakewerefantasticpalestringsofcolour,likebeadsofwanfire,greenandredandyellow。
Themusiccameoutinalittlepuff,asthelaunch,allilluminated,veeredintothegreatshadow,stirringheroutlinesofhalf—livinglights,puffingouthermusicinlittledrifts。
Allwerelightingup。Hereandthere,closeagainstthefaintwater,andatthefarendofthelake,wherethewaterlaymilkyinthelastwhitenessofthesky,andtherewasnoshadow,solitary,frailflamesoflanternsfloatedfromtheunseenboats。Therewasasoundofoars,andaboatpassedfromthepallorintothedarknessunderthewood,whereherlanternsseemedtokindleintofire,hanginginruddylovelyglobes。Andagain,inthelake,shadowyredgleamshoveredinreflectionabouttheboat。Everywherewerethesenoiselessruddycreaturesoffiredriftingnearthesurfaceofthewater,caughtatbytherarest,scarcevisiblereflections。
Birkinbroughtthelanternsfromthebiggerboat,andthefourshadowywhitefiguresgatheredround,tolightthem。Ursulaheldupthefirst,Birkinloweredthelightfromtherosy,glowingcupofhishands,intothedepthsofthelantern。Itwaskindled,andtheyallstoodbacktolookatthegreatbluemoonoflightthathungfromUrsula'shand,castingastrangegleamonherface。Itflickered,andBirkinwentbendingoverthewelloflight。Hisfaceshoneoutlikeanapparition,sounconscious,andagain,somethingdemoniacal。Ursulawasdimandveiled,loomingoverhim。
`Thatisallright,'saidhisvoicesoftly。
Sheheldupthelantern。Ithadaflightofstorksstreamingthroughaturquoiseskyoflight,overadarkearth。
`Thisisbeautiful,'shesaid。
`Lovely,'echoedGudrun,whowantedtoholdonealso,andliftitupfullofbeauty。
`Lightoneforme,'shesaid。Geraldstoodbyher,incapacitated。Birkinlitthelanternsheheldup。Herheartbeatwithanxiety,toseehowbeautifulitwouldbe。Itwasprimroseyellow,withtallstraightflowersgrowingdarklyfromtheirdarkleaves,liftingtheirheadsintotheprimroseday,whilebutterflieshoveredaboutthem,inthepureclearlight。
Gudrungavealittlecryofexcitement,asifpiercedwithdelight。
`Isn'titbeautiful,oh,isn'titbeautiful!'
Hersoulwasreallypiercedwithbeauty,shewastranslatedbeyondherself。
Geraldleanedneartoher,intoherzoneoflight,asiftosee。Hecameclosetoher,andstoodtouchingher,lookingwithherattheprimrose—shiningglobe。Andsheturnedherfacetohis,thatwasfaintlybrightinthelightofthelantern,andtheystoodtogetherinoneluminousunion,closetogetherandringedroundwithlight,alltherestexcluded。
Birkinlookedaway,andwenttolightUrsula'ssecondlantern。Ithadapaleruddysea—bottom,withblackcrabsandsea—weedmovingsinuouslyunderatransparentsea,thatpassedintoflamyruddinessabove。
`You'vegottheheavensabove,andthewatersundertheearth,'saidBirkintoher。
`Anythingbuttheearthitself,'shelaughed,watchinghislivehandsthathoveredtoattendtothelight。
`I'mdyingtoseewhatmysecondoneis,'criedGudrun,inavibratingratherstridentvoice,thatseemedtorepeltheothersfromher。
Birkinwentandkindledit。Itwasofalovelydeepbluecolour,witharedfloor,andagreatwhitecuttle—fishflowinginwhitesoftstreamsalloverit。Thecuttle—fishhadafacethatstaredstraightfromtheheartofthelight,veryfixedandcoldlyintent。
`Howtrulyterrifying!'exclaimedGudrun,inavoiceofhorror。Gerald,atherside,gavealowlaugh。
`Butisn'titreallyfearful!'shecriedindismay。
Againhelaughed,andsaid:
`ChangeitwithUrsula,forthecrabs。'
Gudrunwassilentforamoment。
`Ursula,'shesaid,`couldyoubeartohavethisfearfulthing?'
`Ithinkthecolouringislovely,'saidUrsula。
`SodoI,'saidGudrun。`Butcouldyoubeartohaveitswingingtoyourboat?Don'tyouwanttodestroyitatonce?'
`Ohno,'saidUrsula。`Idon'twanttodestroyit。'
`Welldoyoumindhavingitinsteadofthecrabs?Areyousureyoudon'tmind?'
Gudruncameforwardtoexchangelanterns。
`No,'saidUrsula,yieldingupthecrabsandreceivingthecuttle—fish。
YetshecouldnothelpfeelingratherresentfulatthewayinwhichGudrunandGeraldshouldassumearightoverher,aprecedence。
`Comethen,'saidBirkin。`I'llputthemontheboats。'
HeandUrsulaweremovingawaytothebigboat。
`Isupposeyou'llrowmeback,Rupert,'saidGerald,outofthepaleshadowoftheevening。
`Won'tyougowithGudruninthecanoe?'saidBirkin。`It'llbemoreinteresting。'
Therewasamoment'spause。BirkinandUrsulastooddimly,withtheirswinginglanterns,bythewater'sedge。Theworldwasallillusive。
`Isthatallright?'saidGudruntohim。
`It'llsuitmeverywell,'hesaid。`Butwhataboutyou,andtherowing?Idon'tseewhyyoushouldpullme。'
`Whynot?'shesaid。`IcanpullyouaswellasIcouldpullUrsula。'
Byhertonehecouldtellshewantedtohavehimintheboattoherself,andthatshewassubtlygratifiedthatsheshouldhavepoweroverthemboth。Hegavehimself,inastrange,electricsubmission。
Shehandedhimthelanterns,whilstshewenttofixthecaneattheendofthecanoe。Hefollowedafterher,andstoodwiththelanternsdanglingagainsthiswhite—flannelledthighs,emphasisingtheshadowaround。
`Kissmebeforewego,'camehisvoicesoftlyfromoutoftheshadowabove。
Shestoppedherworkinreal,momentaryastonishment。
`Butwhy?'sheexclaimed,inpuresurprise。
`Why?'heechoed,ironically。
Andshelookedathimfixedlyforsomemoments。Thensheleanedforwardandkissedhim,withaslow,luxuriouskiss,lingeringonthemouth。Andthenshetookthelanternsfromhim,whilehestoodswooningwiththeperfectfirethatburnedinallhisjoints。
Theyliftedthecanoeintothewater,Gudruntookherplace,andGeraldpushedoff。
`Areyousureyoudon'thurtyourhand,doingthat?'sheasked,solicitous。
`BecauseIcouldhavedoneitperfectly。'
`Idon'thurtmyself,'hesaidinalow,softvoice,thatcaressedherwithinexpressiblebeauty。
Andshewatchedhimashesatnearher,veryneartoher,inthesternofthecanoe,hislegscomingtowardshers,hisfeettouchinghers。Andshepaddledsoftly,lingeringly,longingforhimtosaysomethingmeaningfultoher。Butheremainedsilent。
`Youlikethis,doyou?'shesaid,inagentle,solicitousvoice。
Helaughedshortly。
`Thereisaspacebetweenus,'hesaid,inthesamelow,unconsciousvoice,asifsomethingwerespeakingoutofhim。Andshewasasifmagicallyawareoftheirbeingbalancedinseparation,intheboat。Sheswoonedwithacutecomprehensionandpleasure。
`ButI'mverynear,'shesaidcaressively,gaily。
`Yetdistant,distant,'hesaid。
Againshewassilentwithpleasure,beforesheanswered,speakingwithareedy,thrilledvoice:
`Yetwecannotverywellchange,whilstweareonthewater。'Shecaressedhimsubtlyandstrangely,havinghimcompletelyathermercy。
Adozenormoreboatsonthelakeswungtheirrosyandmoon—likelanternslowonthewater,thatreflectedasfromafire。Inthedistance,thesteamertwangedandthrummedandwashedwithherfaintly—splashingpaddles,trailingherstringsofcolouredlights,andoccasionallylightingupthewholesceneluridlywithaneffusionoffireworks,Romancandlesandsheafsofstarsandothersimpleeffects,illuminatingthesurfaceofthewater,andshowingtheboatscreepinground,lowdown。Thenthelovelydarknessfellagain,thelanternsandthelittlethreadedlightsglimmeredsoftly,therewasamuffledknockingofoarsandawavingofmusic。
Gudrunpaddledalmostimperceptibly。Geraldcouldsee,notfarahead,therichblueandtheroseglobesofUrsula'slanternsswayingsoftlycheektocheekasBirkinrowed,andiridescent,evanescentgleamschasinginthewake。Hewasaware,too,ofhisowndelicatelycolouredlightscastingtheirsoftnessbehindhim。
Gudrunrestedherpaddleandlookedround。Thecanoeliftedwiththelightestebbingofthewater。Gerald'swhitekneeswereveryneartoher。
`Isn'titbeautiful!'shesaidsoftly,asifreverently。
Shelookedathim,asheleanedbackagainstthefaintcrystalofthelantern—light。Shecouldseehisface,althoughitwasapureshadow。Butitwasapieceoftwilight。Andherbreastwaskeenwithpassionforhim,hewassobeautifulinhismalestillnessandmystery。Itwasacertainpureeffluenceofmaleness,likeanaromafromhissoftly,firmlymouldedcontours,acertainrichperfectionofhispresence,thattouchedherwithanecstasy,athrillofpureintoxication。Shelovedtolookathim。Forthepresentshedidnotwanttotouchhim,toknowthefurther,satisfyingsubstanceofhislivingbody。Hewaspurelyintangible,yetsonear。Herhandslayonthepaddlelikeslumber,sheonlywantedtoseehim,likeacrystalshadow,tofeelhisessentialpresence。
`Yes,'hesaidvaguely。`Itisverybeautiful。'
Hewaslisteningtothefaintnearsounds,thedroppingofwater—dropsfromtheoar—blades,theslightdrummingofthelanternsbehindhim,astheyrubbedagainstoneanother,theoccasionalrustlingofGudrun'sfullskirt,analienlandnoise。Hismindwasalmostsubmerged,hewasalmosttransfused,lapsedoutforthefirsttimeinhislife,intothethingsabouthim。Forhealwayskeptsuchakeenattentiveness,concentratedandunyieldinginhimself。Nowhehadletgo,imperceptiblyhewasmeltingintoonenesswiththewhole。Itwaslikepure,perfectsleep,hisfirstgreatsleepoflife。Hehadbeensoinsistent,soguarded,allhislife。
Butherewassleep,andpeace,andperfectlapsingout。
`ShallIrowtothelanding—stage?'askedGudrunwistfully。
`Anywhere,'heanswered。`Letitdrift。'
`Tellmethen,ifwearerunningintoanything,'shereplied,inthatveryquiet,tonelessvoiceofsheerintimacy。
`Thelightswillshow,'hesaid。
Sotheydriftedalmostmotionless,insilence。Hewantedsilence,pureandwhole。Butshewasuneasyyetforsomeword,forsomeassurance。
`Nobodywillmissyou?'sheasked,anxiousforsomecommunication。
`Missme?'heechoed。`No!Why?'
`Iwonderedifanybodywouldbelookingforyou。'
`Whyshouldtheylookforme?'Andthenherememberedhismanners。`Butperhapsyouwanttogetback,'hesaid,inachangedvoice。
`No,Idon'twanttogetback,'shereplied。`No,Iassureyou。'
`You'requitesureit'sallrightforyou?'
`Perfectlyallright。'
Andagaintheywerestill。Thelaunchtwangedandhooted,somebodywassinging。Thenasifthenightsmashed,suddenlytherewasagreatshout,aconfusionofshouting,warringonthewater,thenthehorridnoiseofpaddlesreversedandchurnedviolently。
Geraldsatup,andGudrunlookedathiminfear。
`Somebodyinthewater,'hesaid,angrily,anddesperately,lookingkeenlyacrossthedusk。`Canyourowup?'
`Where,tothelaunch?'askedGudrun,innervouspanic。
`Yes。'
`You'lltellmeifIdon'tsteerstraight,'shesaid,innervousapprehension。
`Youkeepprettylevel,'hesaid,andthecanoehastenedforward。
Theshoutingandthenoisecontinued,soundinghorridthroughthedusk,overthesurfaceofthewater。
`Wasn'tthisboundtohappen?'saidGudrun,withheavyhatefulirony。Buthehardlyheard,andsheglancedoverhershouldertoseeherway。Thehalf—darkwatersweresprinkledwithlovelybubblesofswayinglights,thelaunchdidnotlookfaroff。Shewasrockingherlightsintheearlynight。Gudrunrowedashardasshecould。Butnowthatitwasaseriousmatter,sheseemeduncertainandclumsyinherstroke,itwasdifficulttopaddleswiftly。Sheglancedathisface。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothedarkness,verykeenandalertandsingleinhimself,instrumental。
Herheartsank,sheseemedtodieadeath。`Ofcourse,'shesaidtoherself,`nobodywillbedrowned。Ofcoursetheywon't。Itwouldbetooextravagantandsensational。'Butherheartwascold,becauseofhissharpimpersonalface。Itwasasifhebelongednaturallytodreadandcatastrophe,asifhewerehimselfagain。
Thentherecameachild'svoice,agirl'shigh,piercingshriek:
`Di——Di——Di——Di——OhDi——OhDi——OhDi!'
ThebloodrancoldinGudrun'sveins。
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