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第14章

  `Hue!Hi—eee!'cameasuddenloudshoutfromtheedgeofthegrove。
  Thecattlebrokeandfellbackquitespontaneously,wentrunningupthehill,theirfleecewavinglikefiretotheirmotion。Gudrunstoodsuspendedoutonthegrass,Ursularosetoherfeet。
  ItwasGeraldandBirkincometofindthem,andGeraldhadcriedouttofrightenoffthecattle。
  `Whatdoyouthinkyou'redoing?'henowcalled,inahigh,wonderingvexedtone。
  `Whyhaveyoucome?'camebackGudrun'sstridentcryofanger。
  `Whatdoyouthinkyouweredoing?'Geraldrepeated,auto—matically。
  `Weweredoingeurythmics,'laughedUrsula,inashakenvoice。
  Gudrunstoodalooflookingatthemwithlargedarkeyesofresentment,suspendedforafewmoments。Thenshewalkedawayupthehill,afterthecattle,whichhadgatheredinalittle,spell—boundclusterhigherup。
  `Whereareyougoing?'Geraldcalledafterher。Andhefollowedherupthehill—side。Thesunhadgonebehindthehill,andshadowswereclingingtotheearth,theskyabovewasfulloftravellinglight。
  `Apoorsongforadance,'saidBirkintoUrsula,standingbeforeherwithasardonic,flickeringlaughonhisface。Andinanothersecond,hewassingingsoftlytohimself,anddancingagrotesquestep—danceinfrontofher,hislimbsandbodyshakingloose,hisfaceflickeringpalely,aconstantthing,whilsthisfeetbeatarapidmockingtattoo,andhisbodyseemedtohangalllooseandquakinginbetween,likeashadow。
  `Ithinkwe'veallgonemad,'shesaid,laughingratherfrightened。
  `Pitywearen'tmadder,'heanswered,ashekeptuptheincessantshakingdance。Thensuddenlyheleaneduptoherandkissedherfingerslightly,puttinghisfacetohersandlookingintohereyeswithapalegrin。Shesteppedback,affronted。
  `Offended——?'heaskedironically,suddenlygoingquitestillandreservedagain。`Ithoughtyoulikedthelightfantastic。'
  `Notlikethat,'shesaid,confusedandbewildered,almostaffronted。
  Yetsomewhereinsidehershewasfascinatedbythesightofhisloose,vibratingbody,perfectlyabandonedtoitsowndroppingandswinging,andbythepallid,sardonic—smilingfaceabove。Yetautomaticallyshestiffenedherselfaway,anddisapproved。Itseemedalmostanobscenity,inamanwhotalkedasarulesoveryseriously。
  `Whynotlikethat?'hemocked。Andimmediatelyhedroppedagainintotheincrediblyrapid,slack—wagglingdance,watchinghermalevolently。
  Andmovingintherapid,stationarydance,hecamealittlenearer,andreachedforwardwithanincrediblymocking,satiricgleamonhisface,andwouldhavekissedheragain,hadshenotstartedback。
  `No,don't!'shecried,reallyafraid。
  `Cordeliaafterall,'hesaidsatirically。Shewasstung,asifthiswereaninsult。Sheknewheintendeditassuch,anditbewilderedher。
  `Andyou,'shecriedinretort,`whydoyoualwaystakeyoursoulinyourmouth,sofrightfullyfull?'
  `SothatIcanspititoutthemorereadily,'hesaid,pleasedbyhisownretort。
  GeraldCrich,hisfacenarrowingtoanintentgleam,followedupthehillwithquickstrides,straightafterGudrun。Thecattlestoodwiththeirnosestogetheronthebrowofaslope,watchingthescenebelow,themeninwhitehoveringaboutthewhiteformsofthewomen,watchingaboveallGudrun,whowasadvancingslowlytowardsthem。Shestoodamoment,glancingbackatGerald,andthenatthecattle。
  Theninasuddenmotion,sheliftedherarmsandrushedsheeruponthelong—hornedbullocks,inshudderingirregularruns,pausingforasecondandlookingatthem,thenliftingherhandsandrunningforwardwithaflash,tilltheyceasedpawingtheground,andgaveway,snortingwithterror,liftingtheirheadsfromthegroundandflingingthemselvesaway,gallopingoffintotheevening,becomingtinyinthedistance,andstillnotstopping。
  Gudrunremainedstaringafterthem,withamask—likedefiantface。
  `Whydoyouwanttodrivethemmad?'askedGerald,comingupwithher。
  Shetooknonoticeofhim,onlyavertedherfacefromhim。`It'snotsafe,youknow,'hepersisted。`They'renasty,whentheydoturn。'
  `Turnwhere?Turnaway?'shemockedloudly。
  `No,'hesaid,`turnagainstyou。'
  `Turnagainstme?'shemocked。
  Hecouldmakenothingofthis。
  `Anyway,theygoredoneofthefarmer'scowstodeath,theotherday,'
  hesaid。
  `WhatdoIcare?'shesaid。
  `Icaredthough,'hereplied,`seeingthatthey'remycattle。'
  `Howaretheyyours!Youhaven'tswallowedthem。Givemeoneofthemnow,'shesaid,holdingoutherhand。
  `Youknowwheretheyare,'hesaid,pointingoverthehill。`Youcanhaveoneifyou'dlikeitsenttoyoulateron。'
  Shelookedathiminscrutably。
  `YouthinkI'mafraidofyouandyourcattle,don'tyou?'sheasked。
  Hiseyesnarroweddangerously。Therewasafaintdomineeringsmileonhisface。
  `WhyshouldIthinkthat?'hesaid。
  Shewaswatchinghimallthetimewithherdark,dilated,inchoateeyes。
  Sheleanedforwardandswungroundherarm,catchinghimalightblowonthefacewiththebackofherhand。
  `That'swhy,'shesaid,mocking。
  Andshefeltinhersoulanunconquerabledesirefordeepviolenceagainsthim。Sheshutoffthefearanddismaythatfilledherconsciousmind。Shewantedtodoasshedid,shewasnotgoingtobeafraid。
  Herecoiledfromtheslightblowonhisface。Hebecamedeadlypale,andadangerousflamedarkenedhiseyes。Forsomesecondshecouldnotspeak,hislungsweresosuffusedwithblood,hisheartstretchedalmosttoburstingwithagreatgushofungovernableemotion。Itwasasifsomereservoirofblackemotionhadburstwithinhim,andswampedhim。
  `Youhavestruckthefirstblow,'hesaidatlast,forcingthewordsfromhislungs,inavoicesosoftandlow,itsoundedlikeadreamwithinher,notspokenintheouterair。
  `AndIshallstrikethelast,'sheretortedinvoluntarily,withconfidentassurance。Hewassilent,hedidnotcontradicther。
  Shestoodnegligently,staringawayfromhim,intothedistance。Ontheedgeofherconsciousnessthequestionwasaskingitself,automatically:
  `Whyareyoubehavinginthisimpossibleandridiculousfashion。'Butshewassullen,shehalfshovedthequestionoutofherself。
  Shecouldnotgetitcleanaway,soshefeltself—conscious。
  Gerald,verypale,waswatchingherclosely。Hiseyeswerelitupwithintentlights,absorbedandgleaming。Sheturnedsuddenlyonhim。
  `It'syouwhomakemebehavelikethis,youknow,'shesaid,almostsuggestive。
  `I?How?'hesaid。
  Butsheturnedaway,andsetofftowardsthelake。Below,onthewater,lanternswerecomingalight,faintghostsofwarmflamefloatinginthepallorofthefirsttwilight。Theearthwasspreadwithdarkness,likelacquer,overheadwasapalesky,allprimrose,andthelakewaspaleasmilkinonepart。Awayatthelandingstage,tiniestpointsofcolouredrayswerestringingthemselvesinthedusk。Thelaunchwasbeingilluminated。
  Allround,shadowwasgatheringfromthetrees。
  Gerald,whitelikeapresenceinhissummerclothes,wasfollowingdowntheopengrassyslope。Gudrunwaitedforhimtocomeup。Thenshesoftlyputoutherhandandtouchedhim,sayingsoftly:
  `Don'tbeangrywithme。'
  Aflameflewoverhim,andhewasunconscious。Yethestammered:
  `I'mnotangrywithyou。I'minlovewithyou。'
  Hismindwasgone,hegraspedforsufficientmechanicalcontrol,tosavehimself。Shelaughedasilverylittlemockery,yetintolerablycaressive。
  `That'sonewayofputtingit,'shesaid。
  Theterribleswooningburdenonhismind,theawfulswooning,thelossofallhiscontrol,wastoomuchforhim。Hegraspedherarminhisonehand,asifhishandwereiron。
  `It'sallright,then,isit?'hesaid,holdingherarrested。
  Shelookedatthefacewiththefixedeyes,setbeforeher,andherbloodrancold。
  `Yes,it'sallright,'shesaidsoftly,asifdrugged,hervoicecrooningandwitch—like。
  Hewalkedonbesideher,astriding,mindlessbody。Butherecoveredalittleashewent。Hesufferedbadly。Hehadkilledhisbrotherwhenaboy,andwassetapart,likeCain。
  TheyfoundBirkinandUrsulasittingtogetherbytheboats,talkingandlaughing。BirkinhadbeenteasingUrsula。
  `Doyousmellthislittlemarsh?'hesaid,sniffingtheair。Hewasverysensitivetoscents,andquickinunderstandingthem。
  `It'srathernice,'shesaid。
  `No,'hereplied,`alarming。'
  `Whyalarming?'shelaughed。
  `Itseethesandseethes,ariverofdarkness,'hesaid,`puttingforthliliesandsnakes,andtheignisfatuus,androllingallthetimeonward。
  That'swhatwenevertakeintocount——thatitrollsonwards。'
  `Whatdoes?'
  `Theotherriver,theblackriver。Wealwaysconsiderthesilverriveroflife,rollingonandquickeningalltheworldtoabrightness,onandontoheaven,flowingintoabrighteternalsea,aheavenofangelsthronging。
  Buttheotherisourrealreality——'
  `Butwhatother?Idon'tseeanyother,'saidUrsula。
  `Itisyourreality,nevertheless,'hesaid;`thatdarkriverofdissolution。
  Youseeitrollsinusjustastheotherrolls——theblackriverofcorruption。
  Andourflowersareofthis——oursea—bornAphrodite,allourwhitephosphorescentflowersofsensuousperfection,allourreality,nowadays。'
  `YoumeanthatAphroditeisreallydeathly?'askedUrsula。
  `Imeansheisthefloweringmysteryofthedeath—process,yes,'hereplied。`Whenthestreamofsyntheticcreationlapses,wefindourselvespartoftheinverseprocess,thebloodofdestructivecreation。Aphroditeisborninthefirstspasmofuniversaldissolution——thenthesnakesandswansandlotus——marsh—flowers——andGudrunandGerald——bornintheprocessofdestructivecreation。'
  `Andyouandme——?'sheasked。
  `Probably,'hereplied。`Inpart,certainly。Whetherwearethat,intoto,Idon'tyetknow。'
  `Youmeanweareflowersofdissolution——fleursdumal?Idon'tfeelasifIwere,'sheprotested。
  Hewassilentforatime。
  `Idon'tfeelasifwewere,altogether,'hereplied。`Somepeoplearepureflowersofdarkcorruption——lilies。Butthereoughttobesomeroses,warmandflamy。YouknowHerakleitossays"adrysoulisbest。"
  Iknowsowellwhatthatmeans。Doyou?'
  `I'mnotsure,'Ursulareplied。`Butwhatifpeopleareallflowersofdissolution——whenthey'reflowersatall——whatdifferencedoesitmake?'
  `Nodifference——andallthedifference。Dissolutionrollson,justasproductiondoes,'hesaid。`Itisaprogressiveprocess——anditendsinuniversalnothing——theendoftheworld,ifyoulike。Butwhyisn'ttheendoftheworldasgoodasthebeginning?'
  `Isupposeitisn't,'saidUrsula,ratherangry。
  `Ohyes,ultimately,'hesaid。`Itmeansanewcycleofcreationafter——butnotforus。Ifitistheend,thenweareoftheend——fleursdumalifyoulike。Ifwearefleursdumal,wearenotrosesofhappiness,andthereyouare。'
  `ButIthinkIam,'saidUrsula。`IthinkIamaroseofhappiness。'
  `Ready—made?'heaskedironically。
  `No——real,'shesaid,hurt。
  `Ifwearetheend,wearenotthebeginning,'hesaid。
  `Yesweare,'shesaid。`Thebeginningcomesoutoftheend。'
  `Afterit,notoutofit。Afterus,notoutofus。'
  `Youareadevil,youknow,really,'shesaid。`Youwanttodestroyourhope。Youwantustobedeathly。'
  `No,'hesaid,`Ionlywantustoknowwhatweare。'
  `Ha!'shecriedinanger。`Youonlywantustoknowdeath。'
  `You'requiteright,'saidthesoftvoiceofGerald,outoftheduskbehind。
  Birkinrose。GeraldandGudruncameup。Theyallbegantosmoke,inthemomentsofsilence。Oneafteranother,Birkinlightedtheircigarettes。
  Thematchflickeredinthetwilight,andtheywereallsmokingpeacefullybythewater—side。Thelakewasdim,thelightdyingfromoffit,inthemidstofthedarkland。Theairallroundwasintangible,neitherherenorthere,andtherewasanunrealnoiseofbanjoes,orsuchlikemusic。
  Asthegoldenswimoflightoverheaddiedout,themoongainedbrightness,andseemedtobegintosmileforthherascendancy。Thedarkwoodsontheoppositeshoremeltedintouniversalshadow。Andamidthisuniversalunder—shadow,therewasascatteredintrusionoflights。Fardownthelakewerefantasticpalestringsofcolour,likebeadsofwanfire,greenandredandyellow。
  Themusiccameoutinalittlepuff,asthelaunch,allilluminated,veeredintothegreatshadow,stirringheroutlinesofhalf—livinglights,puffingouthermusicinlittledrifts。
  Allwerelightingup。Hereandthere,closeagainstthefaintwater,andatthefarendofthelake,wherethewaterlaymilkyinthelastwhitenessofthesky,andtherewasnoshadow,solitary,frailflamesoflanternsfloatedfromtheunseenboats。Therewasasoundofoars,andaboatpassedfromthepallorintothedarknessunderthewood,whereherlanternsseemedtokindleintofire,hanginginruddylovelyglobes。Andagain,inthelake,shadowyredgleamshoveredinreflectionabouttheboat。Everywherewerethesenoiselessruddycreaturesoffiredriftingnearthesurfaceofthewater,caughtatbytherarest,scarcevisiblereflections。
  Birkinbroughtthelanternsfromthebiggerboat,andthefourshadowywhitefiguresgatheredround,tolightthem。Ursulaheldupthefirst,Birkinloweredthelightfromtherosy,glowingcupofhishands,intothedepthsofthelantern。Itwaskindled,andtheyallstoodbacktolookatthegreatbluemoonoflightthathungfromUrsula'shand,castingastrangegleamonherface。Itflickered,andBirkinwentbendingoverthewelloflight。Hisfaceshoneoutlikeanapparition,sounconscious,andagain,somethingdemoniacal。Ursulawasdimandveiled,loomingoverhim。
  `Thatisallright,'saidhisvoicesoftly。
  Sheheldupthelantern。Ithadaflightofstorksstreamingthroughaturquoiseskyoflight,overadarkearth。
  `Thisisbeautiful,'shesaid。
  `Lovely,'echoedGudrun,whowantedtoholdonealso,andliftitupfullofbeauty。
  `Lightoneforme,'shesaid。Geraldstoodbyher,incapacitated。Birkinlitthelanternsheheldup。Herheartbeatwithanxiety,toseehowbeautifulitwouldbe。Itwasprimroseyellow,withtallstraightflowersgrowingdarklyfromtheirdarkleaves,liftingtheirheadsintotheprimroseday,whilebutterflieshoveredaboutthem,inthepureclearlight。
  Gudrungavealittlecryofexcitement,asifpiercedwithdelight。
  `Isn'titbeautiful,oh,isn'titbeautiful!'
  Hersoulwasreallypiercedwithbeauty,shewastranslatedbeyondherself。
  Geraldleanedneartoher,intoherzoneoflight,asiftosee。Hecameclosetoher,andstoodtouchingher,lookingwithherattheprimrose—shiningglobe。Andsheturnedherfacetohis,thatwasfaintlybrightinthelightofthelantern,andtheystoodtogetherinoneluminousunion,closetogetherandringedroundwithlight,alltherestexcluded。
  Birkinlookedaway,andwenttolightUrsula'ssecondlantern。Ithadapaleruddysea—bottom,withblackcrabsandsea—weedmovingsinuouslyunderatransparentsea,thatpassedintoflamyruddinessabove。
  `You'vegottheheavensabove,andthewatersundertheearth,'saidBirkintoher。
  `Anythingbuttheearthitself,'shelaughed,watchinghislivehandsthathoveredtoattendtothelight。
  `I'mdyingtoseewhatmysecondoneis,'criedGudrun,inavibratingratherstridentvoice,thatseemedtorepeltheothersfromher。
  Birkinwentandkindledit。Itwasofalovelydeepbluecolour,witharedfloor,andagreatwhitecuttle—fishflowinginwhitesoftstreamsalloverit。Thecuttle—fishhadafacethatstaredstraightfromtheheartofthelight,veryfixedandcoldlyintent。
  `Howtrulyterrifying!'exclaimedGudrun,inavoiceofhorror。Gerald,atherside,gavealowlaugh。
  `Butisn'titreallyfearful!'shecriedindismay。
  Againhelaughed,andsaid:
  `ChangeitwithUrsula,forthecrabs。'
  Gudrunwassilentforamoment。
  `Ursula,'shesaid,`couldyoubeartohavethisfearfulthing?'
  `Ithinkthecolouringislovely,'saidUrsula。
  `SodoI,'saidGudrun。`Butcouldyoubeartohaveitswingingtoyourboat?Don'tyouwanttodestroyitatonce?'
  `Ohno,'saidUrsula。`Idon'twanttodestroyit。'
  `Welldoyoumindhavingitinsteadofthecrabs?Areyousureyoudon'tmind?'
  Gudruncameforwardtoexchangelanterns。
  `No,'saidUrsula,yieldingupthecrabsandreceivingthecuttle—fish。
  YetshecouldnothelpfeelingratherresentfulatthewayinwhichGudrunandGeraldshouldassumearightoverher,aprecedence。
  `Comethen,'saidBirkin。`I'llputthemontheboats。'
  HeandUrsulaweremovingawaytothebigboat。
  `Isupposeyou'llrowmeback,Rupert,'saidGerald,outofthepaleshadowoftheevening。
  `Won'tyougowithGudruninthecanoe?'saidBirkin。`It'llbemoreinteresting。'
  Therewasamoment'spause。BirkinandUrsulastooddimly,withtheirswinginglanterns,bythewater'sedge。Theworldwasallillusive。
  `Isthatallright?'saidGudruntohim。
  `It'llsuitmeverywell,'hesaid。`Butwhataboutyou,andtherowing?Idon'tseewhyyoushouldpullme。'
  `Whynot?'shesaid。`IcanpullyouaswellasIcouldpullUrsula。'
  Byhertonehecouldtellshewantedtohavehimintheboattoherself,andthatshewassubtlygratifiedthatsheshouldhavepoweroverthemboth。Hegavehimself,inastrange,electricsubmission。
  Shehandedhimthelanterns,whilstshewenttofixthecaneattheendofthecanoe。Hefollowedafterher,andstoodwiththelanternsdanglingagainsthiswhite—flannelledthighs,emphasisingtheshadowaround。
  `Kissmebeforewego,'camehisvoicesoftlyfromoutoftheshadowabove。
  Shestoppedherworkinreal,momentaryastonishment。
  `Butwhy?'sheexclaimed,inpuresurprise。
  `Why?'heechoed,ironically。
  Andshelookedathimfixedlyforsomemoments。Thensheleanedforwardandkissedhim,withaslow,luxuriouskiss,lingeringonthemouth。Andthenshetookthelanternsfromhim,whilehestoodswooningwiththeperfectfirethatburnedinallhisjoints。
  Theyliftedthecanoeintothewater,Gudruntookherplace,andGeraldpushedoff。
  `Areyousureyoudon'thurtyourhand,doingthat?'sheasked,solicitous。
  `BecauseIcouldhavedoneitperfectly。'
  `Idon'thurtmyself,'hesaidinalow,softvoice,thatcaressedherwithinexpressiblebeauty。
  Andshewatchedhimashesatnearher,veryneartoher,inthesternofthecanoe,hislegscomingtowardshers,hisfeettouchinghers。Andshepaddledsoftly,lingeringly,longingforhimtosaysomethingmeaningfultoher。Butheremainedsilent。
  `Youlikethis,doyou?'shesaid,inagentle,solicitousvoice。
  Helaughedshortly。
  `Thereisaspacebetweenus,'hesaid,inthesamelow,unconsciousvoice,asifsomethingwerespeakingoutofhim。Andshewasasifmagicallyawareoftheirbeingbalancedinseparation,intheboat。Sheswoonedwithacutecomprehensionandpleasure。
  `ButI'mverynear,'shesaidcaressively,gaily。
  `Yetdistant,distant,'hesaid。
  Againshewassilentwithpleasure,beforesheanswered,speakingwithareedy,thrilledvoice:
  `Yetwecannotverywellchange,whilstweareonthewater。'Shecaressedhimsubtlyandstrangely,havinghimcompletelyathermercy。
  Adozenormoreboatsonthelakeswungtheirrosyandmoon—likelanternslowonthewater,thatreflectedasfromafire。Inthedistance,thesteamertwangedandthrummedandwashedwithherfaintly—splashingpaddles,trailingherstringsofcolouredlights,andoccasionallylightingupthewholesceneluridlywithaneffusionoffireworks,Romancandlesandsheafsofstarsandothersimpleeffects,illuminatingthesurfaceofthewater,andshowingtheboatscreepinground,lowdown。Thenthelovelydarknessfellagain,thelanternsandthelittlethreadedlightsglimmeredsoftly,therewasamuffledknockingofoarsandawavingofmusic。
  Gudrunpaddledalmostimperceptibly。Geraldcouldsee,notfarahead,therichblueandtheroseglobesofUrsula'slanternsswayingsoftlycheektocheekasBirkinrowed,andiridescent,evanescentgleamschasinginthewake。Hewasaware,too,ofhisowndelicatelycolouredlightscastingtheirsoftnessbehindhim。
  Gudrunrestedherpaddleandlookedround。Thecanoeliftedwiththelightestebbingofthewater。Gerald'swhitekneeswereveryneartoher。
  `Isn'titbeautiful!'shesaidsoftly,asifreverently。
  Shelookedathim,asheleanedbackagainstthefaintcrystalofthelantern—light。Shecouldseehisface,althoughitwasapureshadow。Butitwasapieceoftwilight。Andherbreastwaskeenwithpassionforhim,hewassobeautifulinhismalestillnessandmystery。Itwasacertainpureeffluenceofmaleness,likeanaromafromhissoftly,firmlymouldedcontours,acertainrichperfectionofhispresence,thattouchedherwithanecstasy,athrillofpureintoxication。Shelovedtolookathim。Forthepresentshedidnotwanttotouchhim,toknowthefurther,satisfyingsubstanceofhislivingbody。Hewaspurelyintangible,yetsonear。Herhandslayonthepaddlelikeslumber,sheonlywantedtoseehim,likeacrystalshadow,tofeelhisessentialpresence。
  `Yes,'hesaidvaguely。`Itisverybeautiful。'
  Hewaslisteningtothefaintnearsounds,thedroppingofwater—dropsfromtheoar—blades,theslightdrummingofthelanternsbehindhim,astheyrubbedagainstoneanother,theoccasionalrustlingofGudrun'sfullskirt,analienlandnoise。Hismindwasalmostsubmerged,hewasalmosttransfused,lapsedoutforthefirsttimeinhislife,intothethingsabouthim。Forhealwayskeptsuchakeenattentiveness,concentratedandunyieldinginhimself。Nowhehadletgo,imperceptiblyhewasmeltingintoonenesswiththewhole。Itwaslikepure,perfectsleep,hisfirstgreatsleepoflife。Hehadbeensoinsistent,soguarded,allhislife。
  Butherewassleep,andpeace,andperfectlapsingout。
  `ShallIrowtothelanding—stage?'askedGudrunwistfully。
  `Anywhere,'heanswered。`Letitdrift。'
  `Tellmethen,ifwearerunningintoanything,'shereplied,inthatveryquiet,tonelessvoiceofsheerintimacy。
  `Thelightswillshow,'hesaid。
  Sotheydriftedalmostmotionless,insilence。Hewantedsilence,pureandwhole。Butshewasuneasyyetforsomeword,forsomeassurance。
  `Nobodywillmissyou?'sheasked,anxiousforsomecommunication。
  `Missme?'heechoed。`No!Why?'
  `Iwonderedifanybodywouldbelookingforyou。'
  `Whyshouldtheylookforme?'Andthenherememberedhismanners。`Butperhapsyouwanttogetback,'hesaid,inachangedvoice。
  `No,Idon'twanttogetback,'shereplied。`No,Iassureyou。'
  `You'requitesureit'sallrightforyou?'
  `Perfectlyallright。'
  Andagaintheywerestill。Thelaunchtwangedandhooted,somebodywassinging。Thenasifthenightsmashed,suddenlytherewasagreatshout,aconfusionofshouting,warringonthewater,thenthehorridnoiseofpaddlesreversedandchurnedviolently。
  Geraldsatup,andGudrunlookedathiminfear。
  `Somebodyinthewater,'hesaid,angrily,anddesperately,lookingkeenlyacrossthedusk。`Canyourowup?'
  `Where,tothelaunch?'askedGudrun,innervouspanic。
  `Yes。'
  `You'lltellmeifIdon'tsteerstraight,'shesaid,innervousapprehension。
  `Youkeepprettylevel,'hesaid,andthecanoehastenedforward。
  Theshoutingandthenoisecontinued,soundinghorridthroughthedusk,overthesurfaceofthewater。
  `Wasn'tthisboundtohappen?'saidGudrun,withheavyhatefulirony。Buthehardlyheard,andsheglancedoverhershouldertoseeherway。Thehalf—darkwatersweresprinkledwithlovelybubblesofswayinglights,thelaunchdidnotlookfaroff。Shewasrockingherlightsintheearlynight。Gudrunrowedashardasshecould。Butnowthatitwasaseriousmatter,sheseemeduncertainandclumsyinherstroke,itwasdifficulttopaddleswiftly。Sheglancedathisface。Hewaslookingfixedlyintothedarkness,verykeenandalertandsingleinhimself,instrumental。
  Herheartsank,sheseemedtodieadeath。`Ofcourse,'shesaidtoherself,`nobodywillbedrowned。Ofcoursetheywon't。Itwouldbetooextravagantandsensational。'Butherheartwascold,becauseofhissharpimpersonalface。Itwasasifhebelongednaturallytodreadandcatastrophe,asifhewerehimselfagain。
  Thentherecameachild'svoice,agirl'shigh,piercingshriek:
  `Di——Di——Di——Di——OhDi——OhDi——OhDi!'
  ThebloodrancoldinGudrun'sveins。