Hestersilencedhercuriosityfromthattime。Butherheartwasnotquiteatease,andshekeptonwonderingwhetherPhilipthoughthislittlecousinprettyuntilshesawherandhimtogether,onthatoccasionofwhichwehavespoken,whenSylviacametotheshoptobuyhernewcloak;andafterthatHesterneverwonderedwhetherPhilipthoughthiscousinprettyorno,forsheknewquitewell。BellRobsonhadherownanxietiesonthesubjectofherdaughter'sincreasingattractions。Sheapprehendedthedangersconsequentuponcertainfacts,byamentalprocessmoreakintointuitionthanreason。Shewasuncomfortable,evenwhilehermotherlyvanitywasflattered,attheadmirationSylviareceivedfromtheothersex。Thisadmirationwasmadeevidenttohermotherinmanyways。WhenSylviawaswithheratmarket,itmighthavebeenthoughtthatthedoctorshadprescribedadietofbutterandeggstoallthemenunderfortyinMonkshaven。AtfirstitseemedtoMrsRobsonbutanaturaltributetothesuperiormeritofherfarmproduce;butbydegreessheperceivedthatifSylviaremainedathome,shestoodnobetterchancethanherneighboursofanearlysale。Thereweremorecustomersthanformerlyforthefleecesstoredinthewool—loft;
comelyyoungbutcherscameafterthecalfalmostbeforeithadbeendecidedtosellit;inshort,excuseswereseldomwantingtothosewhowishedtoseethebeautyofHaytersbankFarm。AllthismadeBelluncomfortable,thoughshecouldhardlyhavetoldwhatshedreaded。Sylviaherselfseemedunspoiltbyitasfarasherhomerelationswereconcerned。Alittlethoughtlessshehadalwaysbeen,andthoughtlessshewasstill;but,ashermotherhadoftensaid,'Yo'cannaputoldheadsonyoungshoulders;'andifblamedforhercarelessnessbyherparents,Sylviawasalwaysaspenitentasshecouldbeforthetimebeing。Tobesure,itwasonlytoherfatherandmotherthatsheremainedthesameasshehadbeenwhenanawkwardlassieofthirteen。Outofthehousetherewerethemostcontradictoryopinionsofher,especiallyifthevoicesofwomenweretobelistenedto。Shewas'anill—favoured,overgrownthing;''justasbonnyasthefirstrosei'
June,andassweeti'hernatureast'honeysucklea—climbingroundit;'
shewas'avixen,withatonguesharpenoughtomakeyerveryheartbleed;'
shewas'justabito'sunshinewherivershewent;'shewassulky,lively,witty,silent,affectionate,orcold—hearted,accordingtothepersonwhospokeabouther。Infact,herpeculiarityseemedtobethis——thateveryonewhoknewhertalkedabouthereitherinpraiseorblame;inchurch,orinmarket,sheunconsciouslyattractedattention;theycouldnotforgetherpresence,astheycouldthatofothergirlsperhapsmorepersonallyattractive。Nowallthiswasacauseofanxietytohermother,whobegantofeelasifshewouldratherhavehadherchildpassedbyinsilencethansomuchnoticed。Bell'sopinionwas,thatitwascredit—abletoawomantogothroughlifeintheshadowofobscurity,——nevernamedexceptinconnexionwithgoodhousewifery,husband,orchildren。Toomuchtalkingaboutagirl,eveninthewayofpraise,disturbedMrsRobson'sopinionofher;andwhenherneighbourstoldherhowherowndaughterwasadmired,shewouldreplycoldly,'She'sjustwellenough,'andchangethesubjectofconversation。Butitwasquitedifferentwithherhusband。Tohislooser,less—restrainedmind,itwasagreeabletohearof,andstillmoretosee,theattentionwhichhisdaughter'sbeautyreceived。Hefeltitasreflectingconsequenceonhimself。Hehadnevertroubledhismindwithspeculationsastowhetherhehimselfwaspopular,stilllesswhetherhewasrespected。
Hewasprettywelcomewhereverhewent,asajovialgood—naturedman,whohaddoneadventurousandillegalthingsinhisyouth,whichinsomemeasureentitledhimtospeakouthisopinionsonlifeingeneralintheauthoritativemannerhegenerallyused;but,ofthetwo,hepreferredconsortingwithyoungermen,totakingasoberstandofrespectabilitywiththeeldersoftheplace;andheperceived,withoutreasoninguponit,thatthegaydaringspiritsweremoredesirousofhiscompanywhenSylviawasbyhissidethanatanyothertime。OneortwoofthesewouldsaunteruptoHaytersbankonaSundayafternoon,andloungeroundhisfieldswiththeoldfarmer。
Bellkeptherselffromthenapwhichhadbeenherweeklysolaceforyears,inordertolookafterSylvia,andonsuchoccasionsshealwaysturnedascoldashouldertothevisitorsashersenseofhospitalityandofdutytoherhusbandwouldpermit。Butiftheydidnotenterthehouse,oldRobsonwouldalwayshaveSylviawithhimwhenhewenttheroundofhisland。Bellcouldseethemfromtheupperwindowtheyoungmenstandingintheattitudesoflisteners,whileDaniellaiddownthelawonsomepoint,enforcinghiswordsbypantomimicactionswithhisthickstick;andSylvia,halfturningawayasiffromsometooadmiringgaze,waspossiblypickingflowersoutofthehedgebank。TheseSundayafternoonstrollsweretheplagueofBell'slifethatwholesummer。Thenittookasmuchofartificeaswasinthesimplewoman'snaturetokeepDanielfrominsistingonhavingSylvia'scompanyeverytimehewentdowntoMonkshaven。Andhere,again,cameaperplexity,theacknowledgementofwhichindistinctthoughtwouldhavebeenanactofdisloyalty,accordingtoBell'sconscience。IfSylviawentwithherfather,heneverdranktoexcess;andthatwasagoodgaintohealthatanyrate(drinkingwashardlyasinagainstmoralsinthosedays,andinthatplace);so,occasionally,shewasallowedtoaccompanyhimtoMonkshavenasacheckuponhisfolly;forhewastoofondandproudofhisdaughtertodisgraceherbyanyopenexcess。ButoneSundayafternoonearlyinNovember,Philipcameupbeforethetimeatwhichheusuallypaidhisvisits。Helookedgraveandpale;andhisauntbegan,——
'Why,lad!what'sbeenado?Thou'rtlookingaspeakedandpinedasaMethodypreacherafteralove—feast,whenhe'stalkedhisselftoDeath'sdoor。Theedostna'getgoodmilkenow,that'swhatitis,——suchstuffasMonkshavenfolksputupwi'!'
'No,aunt;I'mquitewell。OnlyI'mabitputout——vexedlikeatwhatI'veheerdaboutSylvie。'
Hisaunt'sfacechangedimmediately。
'Andwhattenfolksayofher,nextthing?'
'Oh,'saidPhilip,struckbythedifferenceoflookandmannerinhisaunt,andsubduedbyseeinghowinstantlyshetookalarm。'Itwereonlymyuncle;——heshouldna'takeagirllikehertoapublic。Shewerewi'
himatt'"Admiral'sHead"upo'AllSouls'Day——thatwereall。Thereweremanyaonetherebeside,——itwerestatutefair;butsuchaoneasourSylvieoughtnottobecheapenedwi't'rest。'
'Andhetookherthere,didhe?'saidBell,inseveremeditation。'I
hadnevernoopiniono'th'wenchesas'llsettheirselvestobehiredforservantsi'th'fair;they'reabadlot,ascannotfindplacesfortheirselves——'boutgoingandstannin'tobestaredatbyfolk,andgrinnin'
wi'th'plough—ladswhennoone'slooking;it'sabadlook—outfort'missusastakesoneo'thesewenchesforaservant;anddosttameantosayasmySylviewentanddemeanedhersel'todanceandmarlockwi'a'th'fair—folkatth'"Admiral'sHead?"'
'No,no,shedidna'dance;shebarelysetfooti'th'room;butitwereherownprideassavedher;unclewouldniverha'keptherfromit,forhehadfalleninwi'Hayleyo'Seaburnandoneortwoothers,andtheywerehavingaglassi't'bar,andMrsLawson,t'landlady,knewhowtherewasthemwhowouldcomeanddanceamongparish'prenticesifneedwere,justtogetawordoralookwi'Sylvie!Soshetemptsherin,sayingthattheroomwereallsmartenedandfinewi'flags;andtherewasthemintheroomastoldmethattheyneverweresostartledaswhentheysawourSylvie'sfacepeepinginamongallt'flusteredmaidsandmen,roughandredwi'
weatheranddrink;andJemMacbean,hesaidshewerejustlikeabito'
apple—blossomamongpeonies;andsomeman,hedidn'tknowwho,wentupandspoketoher;an'eitheratthat,oratsomeo't'wordssheheard——forthey'dgotagoodwayonaforethattime——shewentquitewhiteandmad,asiffirewerecomingoutofhereyes,andthensheturnedredandlefttheroom,forallt'landladytriedtolaughitoffandkeepherin。
'I'llbedowntoMonkshavenbeforeI'madayolder,andtellMargaretLawsonsomeonmymindasshe'llnotforgetinahurry。'
Bellmovedasthoughshewouldputonhercloakandhoodthereandthen。
'Nay,it'snotinreasonasawomani'thatlineo'lifeshouldn'ttrytomakeherhouseagreeable,'saidPhilip。
'Notwi'mywench,'saidBell,inadeterminedvoice。
Philip'sinformationhadmadeadeeperimpressiononhisauntthanheintended。HehimselfhadbeenannoyedmoreattheideathatSylviawouldbespokenofashavingbeenataroughpieceofrusticgaiety——ayearlyfestivalforthelowerclassesofYorkshireservants,out—dooraswellasin—door——thanattheaffairitself,forhehadlearntfromhisinformanthowinstantaneousherappearancehadbeen。Hestoodwatchinghisaunt'stroubledface,andalmostwishingthathehadnotspoken。Atlastsheheavedadeepsigh,andstirringthefire,asifbythislittlehouseholdOccupationtocomposehermind,shesaid——
'It'sapityaswenchesaren'tlads,ormarriedfolk。Icouldha'wished——butitweretheLord'swill——Itwouldha'beensummuttolookto,ifshe'dhadabrother。Mymasterissofullonhisownthoughts,yo'see,he'snomindleftforthinkingonher,whatwi'th'oats,andth'wool,andth'youngcolt,andhisventurei'th'LuckyMary。'
Shereallybelievedherhusbandtohavetheseriousandimportantoccupationforhismindthatshehadbeentaughttoconsiderbefittingthesuperiorintellectofthemasculinegender;shewouldhavetaxedherselfseverely,if,eveninthought,shehadblamedhim,andPhiliprespectedherfeelingstoomuchtosaythatSylvia'sfatheroughttolookafterhermorecloselyifhemadesuchaprettycreaturesoconstantlyhiscompanion;yetsomesuchspeechwasonlyjustpentwithinPhilip'sclosedlips。Againhisauntspoke——
'Iusedtothinkassheandyo'mightfancyoneanother,butthou'rttooold—fashionedlikeforher;yewouldna'suit;andit'saswell,fornowIcansaytothee,thatIwouldtakeitverykindlyifthouwould'stlookafterherabit。'
Philip'scountenancefellintogloom。Hehadtogulpdowncertainfeelingsbeforehecouldmakeanswerwithdiscretion。
'HowcanIlookafterher,andmetiedtotheshopmoreandmoreeveryday?'
'IcouldsendheronabitofanerrandtoFoster's,andthen,forsure,yo'mightkeepaneyeuponherwhenshe'sinth'town;andjustwalkabitwaywithherwhenshe'sinth'street,andkeept'otherfellowsoffher——NedSimpson,t'butcher,in'special,forfolksdosayhemeansnogoodbyanygirlhegoeswi'——andI'llaskfathertoleaveherabitmorewi'me。They'recomingdownth'brow,andNedSimpsonwi'them。Now,Philip,Ilooktotheetodoabrother'spartbymywench,andwarnoffallasisn'tfit。'
Thedooropened,andthecoarsestrongvoiceofSimpsonmadeitselfheard。Hewasastoutman,comelyenoughastoformandfeature,butwithadepthofcolourinhisfacethatbetokenedthecomingonofthehabitsofthesot。HisSundayhatwasinhishand,andhesmoothedthelongnapofit,ashesaid,withamixtureofshynessandfamiliarity——
'Sarvant,missus。Yo'rmeasterisfainthatIshouldcomeinan'haveadrop;nooffence,Ihope?'
Sylviapassedquicklythroughthehouse—place,andwentupstairswithoutspeakingtohercousinPhiliportoanyone。Hesaton,dislikingthevisitor,andalmostdislikinghishospitableuncleforhavingbroughtSimpsonintothehouse,sympathizingwithhisauntinthespiritwhichpromptedhercurtanswers,andintheintervalsofallthesefeelingswonderingwhatgroundshehadforspeakingasifshehadnowgivenupallthoughtofSylviaandhimeverbeingmarried,andinwhatwayhewastoo'old—fashioned。'
RobsonwouldgladlyhavepersuadedPhiliptojoinhimandSimpsonintheirdrink,butPhilipwasinnosociablemood,andsatealittlealoof,watchingthestaircasedownwhichsoonerorlaterSylviamustcome,for,asperhapshasbeenalreadysaid,thestairswentupstraightoutofthekitchen。Andatlengthhisyearningwatchwasrewarded;first,thelittlepointedtoecamedaintilyinsight,thenthetrimankleinthetightbluestocking,thewoolofwhichwasspunandthewebofwhichwasknittedbyhermother'scarefulhands;thenthefullbrownstuffpetticoat,thearmholdingthepetticoatbackindecentfolds,soasnottoencumber'thedescendingfeet;theslenderneckandshouldershiddenunderthefoldedsquareoffreshwhitemuslin;thecrowningbeautyofthesoftinnocentfaceradiantincolour,andwiththelightbrowncurlsclusteringaround。
ShemadeherwayquicklytoPhilip'sside;howhisheartbeatatherapproach!
andevenmorewhensheenteredintoalow—voicedtete—a—tete。
'Isn'thegoneyet?'saidshe。'Icannotabidehim;Icouldha'pinchedfatherwhenheaskedhimfort'comein。'
'Maybe,he'llnotstaylong,'saidPhilip,hardlyunderstandingthemeaningofwhathesaid,sosweetwasittohavehermakingherwhisperedconfidencestohim。
ButSimpsonwasnotgoingtoletheraloneinthedarkcornerbetweenthedoorandthewindow。Hebeganpayinghersomecoarsecountrycompliments——toostrongintheirdirectflatteryforevenherfather'staste,moreespeciallyashesawbyhiswife'ssetlipsandfrowningbrowhowmuchshedisapprovedoftheirvisitor'sstyleofconversation。
'Come,measter,leavet'lassalone;she'ssetupenougha'ready,hermothermakessuchadealonher。Yo'an'me'smenforsensibletalkatourtimeo'life。An',asIwassaying,t'horsewasaweaverifiveronewas,asanyonecouldha'toldashadcomewithinamileonhim。'
Andinthiswaytheoldfarmerandthebluffbutcherchattedonabouthorses,whilePhilipandSylviasatetogether,heturningoverallmannerofhopesandprojectsforthefuture,inspiteofhisaunt'sopinionthathewastoo'old—fashioned'forherdainty,bloomingdaughter。Perhaps,too,MrsRobsonsawsomereasonforchanginghermindonthisheadasshewatchedSylviathisnight,forsheaccompaniedPhiliptothedoor,whenthetimecameforhimtostarthomewards,andbadehim'good—night'withunusualfervour,adding——
'Thou'stbeenadealo'comforttome,lad——a'mostasoneasifthouwertachildo'myown,asattimesIcouldwellythinkthouarttobe。
Anyways,Itrusttotheetolookafterthelilelass,ashasnobrothertoguideheramongmen——andmen'sverykittleforawomantodealwi;butifthou'lthaveaneyeonwhomsheconsortswi',mymind'llbeeasier。'
Philip'sheartbeatfast,buthisvoicewasascalmasusualwhenhereplied——
'I'djustkeepherabitalooffromMonkshavenfolks;alassisalwaysthemorethoughtonforbeingcharyofherself;andasfort'rest,I'llhaveaneyetothefolksshegoesamong,andifIseethattheydon'tbefither,I'lljustgiveherawarning,forshe'snotonetolikesuchchapsasyonSimpsonthere;shecanseewhat'sbecominginamantosaytoalass,andwhat'snot。'
Philipsetoutonhistwo—milewalkhomewithatumultofhappinessinhisheart。Hewasnotoftencarriedawaybydelusionsofhisowncreating;
to—nighthethoughthehadgoodgroundforbelievingthatbypatientself—restrainthemightwinSylvia'slove。Ayearagohehadnearlyearnedherdislikebyobtrudinguponherlooksandwordsbetokeninghispassionatelove。Healarmedhergirlishcoyness,aswellasweariedherwiththewishhehadthenfeltthatsheshouldtakeaninterestinhispursuits。But,withunusualwisdom,hehadperceivedhismistake;itwasmanymonthsnowsincehehadbetrayed,bywordorlook,thatshewasanythingmoretohimthanalittlecousintobecaredforandprotectedwhenneedwas。Theconsequencewasthatshehadbecometamed,justasawildanimalistamed;hehadremainedtranquilandimpassive,almostasifhedidnotperceivehershyadvancestowardsfriendliness。Theseadvancesweremadebyherafterthelessonshadceased。Shewasafraidlesthewasdispleasedwithherbehaviourinrejectinghisinstructions,andwasnoteasytillshewasatpeacewithhim;andnow,toallappearance,heandshewereperfectfriends,butnothingmore。Inhisabsenceshewouldnotallowheryoungcompanionstolaughathisgravesobrietyofcharacter,andsomewhatprimdemeanour;shewouldevengoagainstherconscience,anddenythatsheperceivedanypeculiarity。
Whenshewantedit,shesoughthisadviceonsuchsmallsubjectsascameupinherdailylife;andshetriednottoshowsignsofwearinesswhenheusedmorewords——andmoredifficultwords——thanwerenecessarytoconveyhisideas。ButheridealhusbandwasdifferentfromPhilipineverypoint,thetwoimagesneverforaninstantmergedintoone。ToPhilipshewastheonlywomanintheworld;itwastheonesubjectonwhichhedarednotconsider,forfearthatbothconscienceandjudgmentshoulddecideagainsthim,andthatheshouldbeconvincedagainsthiswillthatshewasanunfitmateforhim,thatsheneverwouldbehis,andthatitwaswasteoftimeandlifetokeephershrinedinthedearestsanctuaryofhisbeing,totheexclusionofalltheseriousandreligiousaimswhich,inanyothercase,hewouldhavebeenthefirsttoacknowledgeastheobjectheoughttopursue。ForhehadbeenbroughtupamongtheQuakers,andsharedintheirausteredistrustofaself—seekingspirit;yetwhatelsebutself—seekingwashispassionateprayer,'GivemeSylvia,orelse,Idie?'Noothervisionhadevercrossedhismasculinefancyforamoment;hiswasarareandconstantlovethatdeservedabetterfatethanitmetwith。Atthistimehishopeswerehigh,asIhavesaid,notmerelyastothegrowthofSylvia'sfeelingstowardshim,butastotheprobabilityofhissoonbeinginapositiontoplaceherinsuchcomfort,ashiswife,asshehadneverenjoyedbefore。
ForthebrothersFosterwerethinkingofretiringfrombusiness,andrelinquishingtheshoptotheirtwoshopmen,PhilipHepburnandWilliamCoulson。Tobesure,itwasonlybylookingbackforafewmonths,andnoticingchanceexpressionsandsmallindications,thatthisintentionoftheirscouldbediscovered。Buteverysteptheytooktendedthisway,andPhilipknewtheirusualpracticeofdeliberationtoowelltofeelintheleastimpatientforthequickerprogressoftheendwhichhesawsteadilyapproaching。ThewholeatmosphereoflifeamongtheFriendsatthisdatepartookofthischaracterofself—repression,andbothCoulsonandHepburnsharedinit。CoulsonwasjustasmuchawareoftheprospectopeningbeforehimasHepburn;buttheyneverspoketogetheronthesubject,althoughtheirmutualknowledgemightbeoccasionallyimpliedintheirconversationontheirfuturelives。MeanwhiletheFosterswereimpartingmoreofthebackgroundoftheirbusinesstotheirsuccessors。Forthepresent,atleast,thebrothersmeanttoretainaninterestintheshop,evenaftertheyhadgivenuptheactivemanagement;andtheysometimesthoughtofsettingupaseparateestablishmentasbankers。Theseparationofthebusiness,——theintroductionoftheirshopmentothedistantmanufacturerswhofurnishedtheirgoods(inthosedaysthesystemof'travellers'wasnotsowidelyorganizedasitisatpresent),——allthesestepswereingradualprogress;
andalreadyPhilipsawhimselfinimaginationinthedignifiedpositionofjointmasteroftheprincipalshopinMonkshaven,withSylviainstalledashiswife,withcertainlyasilkgown,andpossiblyagigatherdisposal。
InallPhilip'svisionsoffutureprosperity,itwasSylviawhowastobeaggrandizedbythem;hisownlifewastobespentasitwasnow,prettymuchbetweenthefourshopwalls。
chapter12CHAPTERXIINEWYEAR'SFETEAllthisenlargementofinterestintheshopoccupiedPhilipfullyforsomemonthsaftertheperiodreferredtointheprecedingchapter。Rememberinghislastconversationwithhisaunt,hemighthavebeenuneasyathisinabilitytoperformhispromiseandlookafterhisprettycousin,butthataboutthemiddleofNovemberBellRobsonhadfallenillofarheumaticfever,andthatherdaughterhadbeenentirelyabsorbedinnursingher。NothoughtofcompanyorgaietywasinSylvia'smindaslongashermother'sillnesslasted;vehementinallherfeelings,shediscoveredinthedreadoflosinghermotherhowpassionatelyshewasattachedtoher。Hithertoshehadsupposed,aschildrensooftendo,thatherparentswouldliveforever;andnowwhenitwasaquestionofdays,whetherbythattimethefollowingweekhermothermightnotbeburiedoutofhersightforever,sheclungtoeverysemblanceofservicetoberendered,oraffectionshown,asifshehopedtocondensetheloveandcareofyearsintothefewdaysonlythatmightremain。MrsRobsonlingeredon,beganslowlytorecover,andbeforeChristmaswasagainsittingbythefiresideinthehouse—place,wanandpulleddown,muffledupwithshawlsandblankets,butstillthereoncemore,wherenotlongbeforeSylviahadscarcelyexpectedtoseeheragain。
PhilipcameupthateveningandfoundSylviainwildspirits。Shethoughtthateverythingwasdone,nowthathermotherhadoncecomedownstairsagain;shelaughedwithglee;shekissedhermother;sheshookhandswithPhilip,shealmostsubmittedtoaspeechofmorethanusualtendernessfromhim;but,inthemidstofhiswords,hermother'spillowswantedarrangingandshewenttoherchair,payingnomoreheedtohiswordsthaniftheyhadbeenaddressedtothecat,thatlyingontheinvalid'skneewaspurringoutherwelcometotheweakhandfeeblystrokingherback。Robsonhimselfsooncamein,lookingolderandmoresubduedsincePhiliphadseenhimlast。Hewasveryurgentthathiswifeshouldhavesomespiritsandwater;
butonherrefusal,almostasifsheloathedthethoughtofthesmell,hecontentedhimselfwithsharinghertea,thoughhekeptabusingthebeverageas'washingtheheartoutofaman,'andattributingallthedegeneracyoftheworld,growingupabouthiminhisoldage,tothedrinkingofsuchslop。Atthesametime,hislittleself—sacrificeputhiminanunusuallygoodtemper;and,mingledwithhisrealgladnessathavinghiswifeoncemoreonthewaytorecovery,broughtbacksomeoftheoldcharmoftendernesscombinedwithlight—heartedness,whichhadwonthesoberIsabellaPrestonlongago。Hesatbyherside,holdingherhand,andtalkingofoldtimestotheyoungcoupleopposite;ofhisadventuresandescapes,andhowhehadwonhiswife。She,faintlysmilingattheremembranceofthosedays,yethalf—ashamedathavingthelittledetailsofhercourtshiprevealed,fromtimetotimekeptsaying,——
'Forshamewi'thee,Dannel——Ineverdid,'andfaintdenialsofasimilarkind。
'Niverbelieveher,Sylvie。Shewereawoman,andthere'sniverawomanbutlikestohaveasweetheart,andcantellwhenachap'scastin'sheep's—eyesather;ay,an'aforeheknowswhathe'sabouthissen。Shewereaprettyonethen,wasmyold'ooman,an'likedthemasthoughtherso,thoughshedidcockherheadhigh,asbein'aPreston,whichwereafamilyo'standin'
andmeans1thosepartsaforetime。There'sPhilipthere,I'llwarrant,isasproudo'bein'Prestonbyt'mother'sside,foritrunsi't'blood,lass。AcantellwhenachildofaPrestontak'stobeingproudo'theirkin,byt'cuto'theirnose。NowPhilip'sandmymissushasaturnbeyondcommoni'theirnostrils,asiftheywassniffin'att'restofusworld,an'seein'ifwewasgoodenoughfor'emtoconsortwi'。Theean'me,lass,isRobsons——oat—cakefolk,whilethey'spie—crust。LordhowBellusedtospeaktome,asshortasthoughawasn'taChristian,an'a't'timeshelovedmeasherverylife,an'wellaknewit,tho'a'dtomak'astho'
adidn't。Philip,whenthougoescourtin',comet'me,anda'llgivetheemanyawrinkle。A'veshown'too,asaknowwellhowt'chooseagoodwifebytokensan'signs,hannota,missus?Comet'me,mylad,andshowmet'lass,an'a'lljusttak'asquintather,an'tellyo'ifshe'lldoornot;an'ifshe'lldo,a'llteachyo'howtowinher。'
'Theysayanothero'yonCorneygirlsisgoingtobemarried,'saidMrsRobson,inherfaintdeliberatetones。
'Bygoshan'it'swellthou'stspokeon'em;awasascleanforgettin'
itasivercouldbe。AmetNannyCorneyi'Monkshavenlastneet,andsheaxedmefort'letourSylviacomeo'NewYear'sEve,an'seeMollyan'
herman,that'nasiswedbeyondNewcassel,they'llbeoveratherfeyther's,fort'NewYear,an'there'stobeamerry—making。'
Sylvia'scolourcame,hereyesbrightened,shewouldhavelikedtogo;
butthethoughtofhermothercameacrossher,andherfeaturesfell。Hermother'seyecaughtthelookandthechange,andknewwhatbothmeantaswellasifSylviahadspokenout。
'Thursdayse'nnight,'saidshe。'I'llberareandstrongbythen,andSylvieshallgoplayhersen;she'sbeennurse—tendinglongenough。'
'You'rebutweaklyyet,'saidPhilipshortly;hedidnotintendtosayit,butthewordsseemedtocomeoutinspiteofhimself。
'Asaidasourlassshouldcome,Godwillin',ifsheonlycameandwent,an'theegoin'onsprightly,old'ooman。An'a'llturnnurse—tendermysenfort'occasion,'specialifthoucanstandt'goodhonestsmello'whiskybythen。So,mylass,getupthysmartclothes,andcutt'beston'emout,asbecomesaPreston。Maybe,a'llfetchtheehome,an'maybePhilipwillconvoythee,forNannyCorneybadetheetot'merry—making,aswell。
Shesaidhermeasterwouldbeseem'theeaboutt'woolaforethen。'
'Idon'tthinkasIcango,'saidPhilip,secretlypleasedtoknowthathehadtheopportunityinhispower;'I'mhalfboundtogoWi'HesterRoseandhermothertot'watch—night。'
'IsHesteraMethodee?'askedSylviainsurprise。
'No!she'sneitheraMethodee,noraFriend,noraChurchperson;butshe'saturnforseriousthings,choosewhereverthey'refound。'
'Well,then,'saidgood—naturedfarmerRobson,onlyseeingthesurfaceofthings,'a'llmakeshifttofetchSylviebackfra't'merry—making,andtheean'thyyoungwomancangotot'prayer—makin';it'severymantohistaste,sayI。'
Butinspiteofhishalf—promise,nayagainsthisnaturalinclination,PhilipwasluredtotheCorneys'bythethoughtofmeetingSylvia,ofwatchingherandexultinginhersuperiorityinprettylooksandwaystoalltheothergirlslikelytobeassembled。Besides(hetoldhisconscience)hewaspledgedtohisaunttowatchoverSylvialikeabrother。SointheintervalbeforeNewYear'sEve,hesilentlyrevelledasmuchasanyyounggirlintheanticipationofthehappycomingtime。
Atthishour,alltheactorsinthisstoryhavingplayedouttheirpartsandgonetotheirrest,thereissomethingtouchinginrecordingthefutileeffortsmadebyPhiliptowinfromSylviatheloveheyearnedfor。But,atthetime,anyonewhohadwatchedhimmighthavebeenamusedtoseethegrave,awkward,plainyoungmanstudyingpatternsandcoloursforanewwaistcoat,withhisheadalittleononeside,afterthemeditativemannercommontothosewhoarechoosinganewarticleofdress。Theymighthavesmiledcouldtheyhavereadinhisimaginationthefrequentrehearsalsofthecomingevening,whenheandsheshouldeachbedressedintheirgalaattire,tospendafewhoursunderabright,festiveaspect,amongpeoplewhosecompanywouldobligethemtoassumeanewdemeanourtowardseachother,notsofamiliarastheireverydaymanner,butallowingmorescopefortheexpressionofrusticgallantry。Philiphadsoseldombeentoanythingofthekind,that,evenhadSylvianotbeengoing,hewouldhavefeltakindofshyexcitementattheprospectofanythingsounusual。
But,indeed,ifSylviahadnotbeengoing,itisveryprobablethatPhilip'srigidconsciencemighthavebeenarousedtothequestionwhethersuchpartiesdidnotsavourtoomuchoftheworldforhimtoformoneinthem。
Asitwas,however,thefactstohimweresimplythese。Hewasgoingandshewasgoing。Thedaybefore,hehadhurriedofftoHaytersbankFarmwithasmallpaperparcelinhispocket——aribbonwithalittlebriar—rosepatternrunninguponitforSylvia。Itwasthefirstthinghehadeverventuredtogiveher——thefirstthingofthekindwould,perhaps,bemoreaccurate;forwhenhehadfirstbeguntoteachheranylessons,hehadgivenherMavor'sSpelling—book,butthathemighthavedone,outofzealforknowledge,toanydunceofalittlegirlofhisacquaintance。Thisribbonwasquiteadifferentkindofpresent;hetouchedittenderly,asifhewerecaressingit,whenhethoughtofherwearingit;thebriar—rose(sweetnessandthorns)seemedtobetheveryflowerforher;thesoft,greengroundonwhichthepinkandbrownpatternran,wasjustthecolourtoshowoffhercomplexion。Andshewouldinawaybelongtohimhercousin,hermentor,herchaperon'herlover!Whileothersonlyadmired,hemighthopetoappropriate;foroflatetheyhadbeensuchhappyfriends!Hermotherapprovedofhim,herfatherlikedhim。Afewmonths,perhapsonlyafewweeksmoreofself—restraint,andthenhemightgoandspeakopenlyofhiswishes,andwhathehadtooffer。Forhehadresolved,withthequietforceofhischaracter,towaituntilallwasfinallysettledbetweenhimandhismasters,beforehedeclaredhimselftoeitherSylviaorherparents。Theintervalwasspentinpatient,silentendeavourstorecommendhimselftoher。
HehadtogivehisribbontohisauntinchargeforSylvia,andthatwasadisappointmenttohisfancy,althoughhetriedtoreasonhimselfintothinkingthatitwasbetterso。Hehadnottimetowaitforherreturnfromsomeerrandonwhichshehadgone,forhewasdailymoreandmoreoccupiedwiththeaffairsoftheshop。
Sylviamademanyapromisetohermother,andmoretoherself,thatshewouldnotstaylateattheparty,butshemightgoasearlyassheliked;andbeforetheDecemberdaylighthadfadedaway,SylviapresentedherselfattheCorneys'。Shewastocomeearlyinordertohelptosetoutthesupper,whichwasarrangedinthelargeoldflaggedparlour,whichservedasbestbed—roomaswell。Itopenedoutofthehouse—place,andwasthesacredroomofthehouse,aschambersofasimilardescriptionarestillconsideredinretiredfarmhousesinthenorthofEngland。Theyareusedonoccasionsliketheonenowdescribedforpurposesofhospitality;
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