manyagoodfellowtoo;butahadt'lookaftermysel',anawereuphighi't'air,aforeIcouldsayJackRobinson,an'athowtaweresafeforanotherdiveint'sautwater;but,i'steadacomesdownplumpont'backo't'whale。Ay!yo'maystare,masterbuttheereawere,an'mainan'
slipperyitwere,onlyasticksmyharpoonintilheran'steadiesmysel',an'looksabroado'ert'vasto'waves,andgetssea—sickinamanner,an'putsupaprayerasshemayn'tdive,anditwereasgoodaprayerforwishin'itmightcometrueasivert'clargymanan't'clerktooputsupi'Monkshavenchurch。Well,areckonitwereheerd,forallawerei'themnorthlatitudes,forshekeepssteady,an'adoesmybestfort'keepsteady;
an''deedawastoosteady,forawasfastwi't'harpoonline,allknottedandtangledaboutme。T'captain,hesingsoutformetocutit;butit'seasysingin'out,andit'snoanesoeasyfumblin'foryourknifei't'
pocketo'yourdrawers,whenyo'vet'holdhardwi't'otherhandont'
backofawhale,swimmin'fourteenknotsanhour。Atlastathinkstomysel'
acan'tgetfreeo't'line,andt'lineisfasttot'harpoon,andt'
harpoonisfasttot'whale;andt'whalemaygodownfathomsdeepwhenivert'maggotstirsi'herhead;an't'watter'scold,annoanegoodfordrownin'
in;acan'tgetfreeo't'line,andaconnotgetmyknifeouto'mybreechespocketthought'captainshouldca'itmutinytodisobeyorders,andt'
line'sfasttot'harpoon——let'sseeift'harpoon'sfasttot'whale。
Soatugged,andalugged,andt'whaledidn'tmistakeitforticklin',butshecocksuphertail,andthrowsoutshowerso'wateraswereiceoriverittouchedme;butapullsonatt'shank,an'awereonlyafeardasshewouldn'tkeepatt'topwi'itstickinginher;butatlastt'harpoonbroke,an'justi'time,forareckonshewasnearastiredo'measawereonher,anddownshewent;an'ahadhardworktomakefort'boatsaswasnearenoughtocatchme;forwhatwi't'whale'sbeingbutslipperyan't'watterbeingcold,an'mehamperedwi't'linean't'pieceo'harpoon,it'sachance,missus,asthouhadstoppedanoudmaid。''Ehdeara'me!'saidBell,'howwellImindyo'rtellingmethattale!
Itweretwenty—fouryearagocomeOctober。IthoughtInevercouldthinkenoughonamanashadrodeonawhale'sback!''Yo'maylearnt'wayofwinnin't'women,'saidDaniel,winkingatthespecksioneer。AndKinraidimmediatelylookedatSylvia。Itwasnopremeditatedaction;
itcameasnaturallyaswakeninginthemorningwhenhissleepwasended;
butSylviacolouredasredasanyroseathissuddenglance,——colouredsodeeplythathelookedawayuntilhethoughtshehadrecoveredhercomposure,andthenhesatgazingatheragain。Butnotforlong,forBellsuddenlystartingup,didallbutturnhimoutofthehouse。Itwaslate,shesaid,andhermasterwastired,andtheyhadaharddaybeforethemnextday;
anditwaskeepingEllenCorneyup;andtheyhadhadenoughtodrink,——morethanwasgoodforthem,shewassure,fortheyhadbothbeentakingherinwiththeirstorieswhichshehadbeenfoolishenoughtobelieve。Noonesawtherealmotiveofallthisalmostinhospitablehastetodismissherguest,howthesuddenfearhadtakenpossessionofherthatheandSylviawere'fancyingeachother。'Kinraidhadsaidearlyintheeveningthathehadcometothankherforherkindnessinsendingthesausages,ashewasofftohisownhomenearNewcastleinadayortwo。Butnowhesaid,inreplytoDanielRobson,thathewouldstepinanothernightbeforelongandhearsomemoreoftheoldman'syarns。Danielhadjusthadenoughdrinktomakehimverygood—tempered,orelsehiswifewouldnothavedaredtohaveactedasshedid;andthismaudlinamiabilitytooktheshapeofhospitableurgencythatKinraidshouldcomeasoftenashelikedtoHaytersbank;comeandmakeithishomewhenhewasintheseparts;staytherealtogether,andsoon,tillBellfairlyshuttheouterdoorto,andlockeditbeforethespecksioneerhadwellgotoutoftheshadowoftheirroof。AllnightlongSylviadreamedofburningvolcanoesspringingoutoficysouthernseas。But,asinthespecksioneer'staletheflameswerepeopledwithdemons,therewasnohumaninterestforherinthewondroussceneinwhichshewasnoactor,onlyaspectator。Withdaylightcamewakeningandlittlehomelyeverydaywonders。DidKinraidmeanthathewasgoingawayreallyandentirely,ordidhenot?WasheMollyCorney'ssweetheart,orwashenot?Whenshehadarguedherselfintocertaintyononeside,shesuddenlywheeledabout,andwasjustoftheoppositeopinion。AtlengthshesettledthatitcouldnotbesettleduntilshesawMollyagain;so,byastronggulpingeffort,sheresolutelydeterminedtothinknomoreabouthim,onlyaboutthemarvelshehadtold。Shemightthinkalittleaboutthemwhenshesatatnight,spinninginsilencebythehouseholdfire。orwhenshewentoutinthegloamingtocallthecattlehometobemilked,andsaunteredbackbehindthepatient,slow—gaitedcreatures;andattimesonfuturesummerdays,when,asinthepast,shetookherknittingoutforthesakeofthefreshnessofthefaintsea—breeze,anddroppingdownfromledgetoledgeoftherocksthatfacedtheblueocean,establishedherselfinaperilousnookthathadbeenherhaunteversinceherparentshadcometoHaytersbankFarm。Fromthenceshehadoftenseenthedistantshipspasstoandfro,withacertainsortoflazypleasureinwatchingtheirswifttranquillityofmotion,butnothoughtastowheretheywereboundto,orwhatstrangeplacestheywouldpenetratetobeforetheyturnedagain,homewardbound。
chapter10CHAPTERXAREFRACTORYPUPILSylviawasstillfullofthespecksioneerandhisstories,whenHepburncameuptogiveherthenextlesson。Buttheprospectofalittlesensiblecommendationforwritingawholepagefullofflourishing'Abednegos,'
hadlostalltheslightcharmithadeverpossessed。Shewasmuchmoreinclinedtotryandelicitsomesympathyinherinterestintheperilsandadventuresofthenorthernseas,thantobendandcontrolhermindtotherightformationofletters。Unwiselyenough,sheendeavouredtorepeatoneofthenarrativesthatshehadheardfromKinraid;andwhenshefoundthatHepburn(if,indeed,hedidnotlookuponthewholeasasillyinvention)considereditonlyasaninterruptiontotherealbusinessinhand,towhichhewouldtrytolistenaspatientlyashecould,inthehopeofSylvia'sapplyingherselfdiligentlytohercopy—bookwhenshehadclearedhermind,shecontractedherprettylips,asiftocheckthemfrommakinganyfurtherappealsforsympathy,andsetaboutherwriting—lessoninaveryrebelliousframeofmind,onlyrestrainedbyhermother'spresencefromspokenmutiny。'Afterail,'saidshe,throwingdownherpen,andopeningandshuttingherweary,crampedhand,'Iseenogoodintiringmyselfwi'learningfort'writeletterswhenI'senevergotoneinamylife。WhatforshouldIwriteanswers,whenthere'sniveraonewritestome?andifIhadone,Icouldn'treadit;it'sbadenoughwi'abooko'printasI'veniverseenafore,forthere'ssuretobenew—fangledwordsin't。I'msureIwishthemanwerefarredwhoplagueshisbrainswi'strikingoutnewwords。
Whycan'tfolksjustha'aseton'emforgoodanda'?''Why!you'llbeafterusingtwoorthreehundredyoursel'everydayasyoulive,Sylvie;andyetImustuseagreatmanyasyouneverthinkonaboutt'shop;andt'folksint'fieldswanttheirset,letalonethehighEnglishthatparsonsandlawyersspeak。''Well,it'swearyworkisreadingandwriting。Cannotyoulearnmesomethingelse,ifwemundolessons?''There'ssums——andgeography,'saidHepburn,slowlyandgravely。'Geography!'saidSylvia,brightening,andperhapsnotpronouncingthewordquitecorrectly,'I'dlikeyo'tolearnmegeography。There'sadealo'placesIwanttohearallabout。''Well,I'llbringupabookandamapnexttime。ButIcantellyousomethingnow。There'sfourquartersintheglobe。''What'sthat?'askedSylvia。'Theglobeistheearth;theplaceweliveon。''Goon。WhichquarterisGreenland?''Greenlandisnoquarter。Itisonlyapartofone。''Maybeit'sahalfquarter。''No,notsomuchasthat。''Halfagain?''No!'hereplied,smilingalittle。Shethoughthewasmakingitintoaverysmallplaceinordertoteaseher;soshepoutedalittle,andthensaid,——'Greenlandisallt'geographyIwanttoknow。Except,perhaps,York。I'dliketolearnaboutYork,becauseoft'races,andLondon,becauseKingGeorgelivesthere。''Butifyoulearngeographyatall,youmustlearn'boutallplaces:whichofthemishot,andwhichiscold,andhowmanyinhabitantsisineach,andwhat'stherivers,andwhichistheprincipaltowns。''I'msure,Sylvie,ifPhilipwilllearntheeallthat,thou'ltbesuchasighto'knowledgeasne'eraoneo'th'Prestonshasbeensin'mygreat—grandfatherlosthisproperty。Ishouldbemainproudo'thee;'twouldseemasifwewasPrestonso'Slaideburnoncemore。''I'ddoadealtopleasureyo',mammy;butwearybefa'richesandland,iffolksthathas'emistowrite,"Abednegos"byt'score,andtogethardwordsint'theirbrains,tilltheyworklikebarm,andendwi'cracking'em。'ThisseemedtobeSylvia'slastprotestagainstlearningforthenight,forafterthissheturneddocile,andreallytookpainstounderstandallthatPhilipcouldteachher,bymeansofthenotunskilful,thoughrude,mapwhichhedrewforherwithapieceofcharredwoodonhisaunt'sdresser。
Hehadaskedhisaunt'sleavebeforebeginningwhatSylviacalledhis'dirtywork;'butby—and—byevenshebecamealittleinterestedinstartingfromagreatblackspotcalledMonkshaven,andintheshapingoflandandseaaroundthatonecentre。Sylviaheldherroundchininthepalmsofherhands,supportingherelbowsonthedresser;lookingdownattheprogressoftheroughdrawingingeneral,butnowandthenglancingupathimwithsuddeninquiry。Allalonghewasnotsomuchabsorbedinhisteachingastobeunconsciousofhersweetproximity。Shewasinherbestmoodtowardshim;neithermutinousnorsaucy;andhewasstrivingwithallhismighttoretainherinterest,speakingbetterthaneverhehaddonebefore(suchbrightnessdidlovecallforth!)——understandingwhatshewouldcaretohearandtoknow;when,inthemiddleofanattemptatexplainingthecauseofthelongpolardays,ofwhichshehadheardfromherchildhood,hefeltthatherattentionwasnolongerhis;thatadiscordhadcomeinbetweentheirminds;thatshehadpassedoutofhispower。Thiscertaintyofintuitionlastedoutforaninstant;hehadnotimetowonderortospeculateastowhathadaffectedhersoadverselytohiswishesbeforethedooropenedandKinraidcamein。ThenHepburnknewthatshemusthaveheardhiscomingfootsteps,andrecognizedthem。Heangrilystiffenedhimselfupintocoldnessofdemeanour。Almosttohissurprise,Sylvia'sgreetingtothenewcomerwasascoldashisown。Shestoodratherbehindhim;soperhapsshedidnotseethehandwhichKinraidstretchedouttowardsher,forshedidnotplaceherownlittlepalminit,asshehaddonetoPhilipanhourago。Andshehardlyspoke,butbegantoporeovertheroughblackmap,asifseizedwithstronggeographicalcuriosity,ordeterminedtoimpressPhilip'slessondeeponhermemory。StillPhilipwasdismayedbyseeingthewarmwelcomewhichKinraidreceivedfromthemasterofthehouse,whocameinfromthebackpremisesalmostatthesametimeasthespecksioneerenteredatthefront。Hepburnwasuneasy,too,atfindingKinraidtakehisseatbythefireside,likeoneaccustomedtothewaysofthehouse。Pipesweresoonproduced。Philipdislikedsmoking。PossiblyKinraiddidsotoo,buthetookapipeatanyrate,andlightedit,thoughhehardlyuseditatall,butkepttalkingtofarmerRobsononseaaffairs。Hehadtheconversationprettymuchtohimself。
Philipsatgloomilyby;Sylviaandhisauntweresilent,andoldRobsonsmokedhislongclaypipe,fromtimetotimetakingitoutofhismouthtospitintothebrightcopperspittoon,andtoshakethewhiteashesoutofthebowl。Beforehereplacedit,hewouldgiveashortlaughofrelishinginterestinKinraid'sconversation;andnowandthenheputinaremark。'
Sylviaperchedherselfsidewaysontheendofthedresser,andmadepretencetosew;butPhilipcouldseehowoftenshepausedinherworktolisten。By—and—by,hisauntspoketohim,andtheykeptupalittlesideconversation,morebecauseBellRobsonfeltthathernephew,herownfleshandblood,wasputout,thanforanyspecialinteresttheyeitherofthemfeltinwhattheyweresaying。Perhaps,also,theyneitherofthemdislikedshowingthattheyhadnogreatfaithinthestoriesKinraidwastelling。MrsRobson,atanyrate,knewsolittleastobeafraidofbelievingtoomuch。PhilipwassittingonthatsideofthefirewhichwasnearesttothewindowandtoSylvia,andoppositetothespecksioneer。Atlengthheturnedtohiscousinandsaidinalowvoice——'Isupposewecant'goonwithourspellatgeographytillthatfellow'sgone?'ThecolourcameintoSylvia'scheekatthewords'thatfellow;'butsheonlyrepliedwithacarelessair——'Well,I'moneasthinksenoughisasgoodasafeast;andI'vehadenoughofgeographythisonenight,thankyoukindlyallthesame。'Philiptookrefugeinoffendedsilence。Hewasmaliciouslypleasedwhenhisauntmadesomuchnoisewithherpreparationforsupperasquitetopreventthesoundofthesailor'swordsfromreachingSylvia'sears。Shesawthathewasgladtoperceivethathereffortstoreachtheremainderofthestorywerebaulked!thisnettledher,and,determinednottolethimhavehismalicioustriumph,andstillmoretoputastoptoanyattemptatprivateconversation,shebegantosingtoherselfasshesatatherwork;till,suddenlyseizedwithadesiretohelphermother,shedexterouslyslippeddownfromherseat,passedHepburn,andwasonherkneestoastingcakesrightinfrontofthefire,andjustclosetoherfatherandKinraid。
AndnowthenoisethatHepburnhadsorejoicedinprovedhisfoe。Hecouldnothearthelittlemerryspeechesthatdartedbackwardsandforwardsasthespecksioneertriedtotakethetoasting—forkoutofSylvia'shand。'Howcomesthatsailorchaphere?'askedHepburnofhisaunt。'He'snonefittobewhereSylviais。''Nay,Idunnotknow,'saidshe;'theCorneysmadeusacquaintfirst,andmymasterisquitefainofhiscompany。''Anddoyoulikehim,too,aunt?'askedHepburn,almostwistfully;hehadfollowedMrsRobsonintothedairyonpretenceofhelpingher。'I'mnonefondonhim;Ithinkhetellsustraveller'stales,bywayo'
seeinghowmuchwecanswallow。ButthemasterandSylviathinkthatthereneverwassuchaone。''Icouldshowthemascoreasgoodashedownonthequayside。''Well,laddie,keepacalmsough。Somefolklikesomefolkandothersdon't。
WhereverIamthere'llallaysbeawelcomeforthee。'Forthegoodwomanthoughtthathehadbeenhurtbytheevidentabsorptionofherhusbandanddaughterwiththeirnewfriend,andwishedtomakealleasyandstraight。Butdowhatshewould,hedidnotrecoverhistemperallevening:hewasuncomfortable,putout,notenjoyinghimself,andyethewouldnotgo。HewasdeterminedtoasserthisgreaterintimacyinthathousebyoutstayingKinraid。Atlengththelattergotuptogo;butbeforehewent,hemustneedsbendoverSylviaandsaysomethingtoherinsolowatonethatPhilipcouldnothearit;andshe,seizedwithasuddenfitofdiligence,neverlookedupfromhersewing;onlynoddedherheadbywayofreply。Atlasthetookhisdeparture,aftermanyalittledelay,andmanyaquickreturn,whichtothesuspiciousPhilipseemedonlypretencesfortakingstolenglancesatSylvia。Assoonashewasdecidedlygone,shefoldedupherwork,anddeclaredthatshewassomuchtiredthatshemustgotobedthereandthen。Hermother,too,hadbeendozingforthelasthalf—hour,andwasonlytoogladtoseesignsthatshemightbetakeherselftohernaturalplaceofslumber。'Takeanotherglass,Philip,'saidfarmerRobson。ButHepburnrefusedtheofferratherabruptly。HedrewneartoSylviainstead。
Hewantedtomakeherspeaktohim,andhesawthatshewishedtoavoidit。Hetookupthereadiestpretext。Itwasanunwiseoneasitproved,foritdeprivedhimofhischancesofoccasionallyobtainingherundividedattention。'Idon'tthinkyoucaremuchforlearninggeography,Sylvie?''Notmuchto—night,'saidshe,makingapretencetoyawn,yetlookingtimidlyupathiscountenanceofdispleasure。'Noratanytime,'saidhe,withgrowinganger;'norforanykindoflearning。
IdidbringsomebookslasttimeIcame,meaningtoteachyoumanyathingbutnowI'lljusttroubleyouformybooks;IputthemonyonshelfbytheBible。'Hehadamindthatsheshouldbringthemtohim;that,atanyrate,heshouldhavethepleasureofreceivingthemoutofherhands。Sylviadidnotreply,butwentandtookdownthebookswithalanguid,indifferentair。'Andsoyouwon'tlearnanymoregeography,'saidHepburn。Somethinginhistonestruckher,andshelookedupinhis。face。Thereweremarksofsternoffenceuponhiscountenance,andyetinittherewasalsoanairofwistfulregretandsadnessthattouchedher。'Yo'reniverangrywithme,Philip?Soonerthanvexyo',I'lltryandlearn。
Only,I'mjuststupid;anditmunbesuchatroubletoyou。'Hepburnwouldfainhavesnatchedatthishalfproposalthatthelessonsshouldbecontinued,buthewastoostubbornandproudtosayanything。
Heturnedawayfromthesweet,pleadingfacewithoutaword,towrapuphisbooksinapieceofpaper。Heknewthatshewasstandingquitestillbyhisside,thoughhemadeasifhedidnotperceiveher。Whenhehaddoneheabruptlywishedthemall'good—night,'andtookhisleave。ThereweretearsinSylvia'seyes,althoughthefeelinginherheartwasratheroneofrelief。Shehadmadeafairoffer,andithadbeentreatedwithsilentcontempt。Afewdaysafterwards,herfathercameinfromMonkshavenmarket,anddroppedout,amongotherpiecesofnews,thathehadmetKinraid,whowasboundforhisownhomeatCullercoats。HehaddesiredhisrespectstoMrsRobsonandherdaughter;andhadbidRobsonsaythathewouldhavecomeuptoHaytersbanktowishthemgood—by,butthatashewaspressedfortime,hehopedtheywouldexcusehim。ButRobsondidnotthinkitworthwhiletogivethislongmessageofmerepoliteness。Indeed,asitdidnotrelatetobusiness,andwasonlysenttowomen,Robsonforgotallaboutit,prettynearlyassoonasitwasuttered。SoSylviawentaboutfrettingherselfforoneortwodays,atherhero'sapparentcarelessnessofthosewhohadatanyratetreatedhimmorelikeafriendthananacquaintanceofonlyafewweeks'standing;andthen,herangerquenchingherincipientregard,shewentaboutherdailybusinessprettymuchasthoughhehadneverbeen。Hehadgoneawayoutofhersightintothethickmistofunseenlifefromwhichhehademerged——goneawaywithoutaword,andshemightneverseehimagain。ButstilltherewasachanceofherseeinghimwhenhecametomarryMollyCorney。Perhapssheshouldbebridesmaid,andthenwhatapleasantmerrytimethewedding—daywouldbe!TheCorneyswereallsuchkindpeople,andintheirfamilythereneverseemedtobethechecksandrestraintsbywhichherownmotherhedgedherround。Thentherecameanoverwhelmingself—reproachingburstofloveforthat'ownmother;'ahumiliationbeforeherslightestwish,aspenanceforthemoment'sunspokentreason;andthusSylviawasledtorequesthercousinPhiliptoresumehislessonsinsomeekamanner,thatheslowlyandgraciouslyaccededtoarequestwhichhewasyearningtofulfilallthetime。Duringtheensuingwinter,allwentoninmonotonousregularityatHaytersbankFarmformanyweeks。Hepburncameandwent,andthoughtSylviawonderfullyimprovedindocilityandsobriety;andperhapsalsohenoticedtheimprovementinherappearance。Forshewasatthatagewhenagirlchangesrapidly,andgenerallyforthebetter。Sylviashotupintoatallyoungwoman;hereyesdeepenedincolour,herfaceincreasedinexpression,andasortofconsciousnessofunusualgoodlooksgaveheraslighttingeofcoquettishshynesswiththefewstrangerswhomsheeversaw。Philiphailedherinterestingeographyasanothersignofimprovement。Hehadbroughtbackhisbookofmapstothefarm;andtherehesatonmanyaneveningteachinghiscousin,whohadstrangefanciesrespectingtheplacesaboutwhichshewishedtolearn,andwascoollyindifferenttotheveryexistenceofothertowns,andcountries,andseasfarmorefamousinstory。Shewasoccasionallywilful,andattimesverycontemptuousastothesuperiorknowledgeofherinstructor;but,inspiteofitall,PhilipwentregularlyontheappointedeveningstoHaytersbank——throughkeenblackeastwind,ordrivingsnow,orslushingthaw;forhelikeddearlytositalittlebehindher,withhisarmonthebackofherchair,shestoopingovertheoutspreadmap,withhereyes,couldhehaveseenthem,agooddealfixedononespotinthemap,notNorthumberland,whereKinraidwasspendingthewinter,butthosewildnorthernseasaboutwhichhehadtoldthemsuchwonders。Onedaytowardsspring,shesawMollyCorneycomingtowardsthefarm。Thecompanionshadnotmetformanyweeks,forMollyhadbeenfromhomevisitingherrelationsinthenorth。Sylviaopenedthedoor,andstoodsmilingandshiveringonthethreshold,gladtoseeherfriendagain。Mollycalledout,whenafewpacesoff,——'Why,Sylvia,isthatthee!Why,howthou'rtgrowed,tobesure!Whatabonnylassthouis!''Dunnottalknonsensetomylass,'saidBellRobson,hospitablyleavingherironingandcomingtothedoor;butthoughthemothertriedtolookasifshethoughtitnonsense,shecouldhardlykeepdownthesmilethatshoneoutofhereyes,assheputherhandonSylvia'sshoulder,withafondsenseofproprietorshipinwhatwasbeingpraised。'Oh!butsheis,'persistedMolly。'She'sgrownquiteabeautysin'Isawher。AndifIdon'ttellherso,themenwill。''Bequietwi'thee,'saidSylvia,morethanhalfoffended,andturningawayinahuffattheopenbarefacedadmiration。'Ay;buttheywill,'perseveredMolly。'Yo'llnotkeepherlong,MistressRobson。Andasmothersays,yo'dfeelitadealmoretohaveyerdaughtersleftonhand。''Thymotherhasmany,Ihavebutthisone,'saidMrsRobson,withseveresadness;fornowMollywasgettingtotalkasshedisliked。ButMolly'spurposewastobringtheconversationroundtoherownaffairs,ofwhichshewasveryfull。'Yes!Itellmotherthatwi'somanyasshehas,sheoughttobethankfultot'oneasgetsoffquickest。''Who?whichisit?'askedSylvia,alittleeagerly,seeingthattherewasnewsofaweddingbehindthetalk。'Why!whoshoulditbebutme?'saidMolly,laughingagooddeal,andreddeningalittle。'I'venotgonefra'homefornought;I'sepickedupameasteronmytravels,leastwaysoneasistobe。''CharleyKinraid,'saidSylviasmiling,asshefoundthatnowshemightrevealMolly'ssecret,whichhithertoshehadkeptsacred。'CharleyKinraidbehung!'saidMolly,withatossofherhead。'Whattengood'sahusbandwho'satseahalft'year?Haha,mymeasterisacannyNewcasselshopkeeper,ont'Side。Areckona'vedoneprettywellformysel',anda'llwishyo'asgoodluck,Sylvia。Foryo'see,'(turningtoBellRobson,who,perhaps,shethoughtwouldmoreappreciatethesubstantialadvantagesofherengagementthanSylvia,)'thoughMeasterBruntonisnearuponfortyifhe'saday,yetheturnsoveramatteroftwohundredpoundeveryyear;anhe'sagood—lookingmanofhisyearstoo,an'akind,good—temperedfellerint't'bargain。He'sbeenmarriedonce,tobesure;buthischilderaredeada''ceptone;an'Idon'tmislikechildereither;an'a'llfeed'emwell,an'get'emtobedearly,outo't'road。'MrsRobsongaveherhergravegoodwishes;butSylviawassilent。Shewasdisappointed;itwasacomingdownfromtheromancewiththespecksioneerforitshero。Mollylaughedawkwardly,understandingSylvia'sthoughtsbetterthanthelatterimagined。'Sylvia'snoanesowellpleased。Why,lass!it'sa't'betterforthee。
There'sCharleytot'forenow,whichifa'dmarriedhim,he'dnotha'
been;andhe'ssaidmorenoroncewhataprettylassyo'dgrowintoby—and—by。'Molly'sprosperitywasgivingheranindependenceandfearlessnessoftalksuchashadseldomappearedhitherto;andcertainlyneverbeforeMrsRobson。
SylviawasannoyedatMolly'swholetoneandmanner,whichwereloud,laughing,andboisterous;buttohermothertheywerepositivelyrepugnant。Shesaidshortlyandgravely,——'Sylvia'snonesosetupo'matrimony;she'scontenttobidewi'meandherfather。Letabesuchtalking,it'snoti'myway。'Mollywasalittlesubdued;butstillherelationattheprospectofbeingsowellmarriedkeptcroppingoutofalltheothersubjectswhichwereintroduced;andwhenshewentaway,MrsRobsonbrokeoutinanunwontedstrainofdepreciation。'That'sthewaywi'somelasses。They'relikeacockonadunghill,whenthey'veteasedasillychapintowedding'em。It'scock—a—doodle—do,I'vecotchedahusband,cock—a—doodle—doowi''em。I'venopatiencewi'suchlike;Ibeg,Sylvie,thou'ltnotgettoothickwi'Molly。She'snotprettybehaved,makingsuchanadoaboutmen—kind,asiftheyweretwo—headedcalvestoberunafter。''ButMolly'sagood—heartedlass,mother。OnlyIneverdreamtbutwhatshewastroth—plightedwi'CharleyKinraid,'saidSylvia,meditatively。'Thatwench'llbetroth—plighttoth'firstmanas'llwedherandkeepheri'plenty;that'sa'shethinksabout,'repliedBell,scornfully。EndofPartOnechapter11CHAPTERXIVISIONSOFTHEFUTUREBeforeMaywasout,MollyCorneywasmarriedandhadlefttheneighbourhoodforNewcastle。AlthoughCharleyKinraidwasnotthebridegroom,Sylvia'spromisetobebridesmaidwasclaimed。ButthefriendshipbroughtonbythecircumstancesofneighbourhoodandparityofagehadbecomeverymuchweakenedinthetimethatelapsedbetweenMolly'sengagementandwedding。
Inthefirstplace,sheherselfwassoabsorbedinherpreparations,soelatedbyhergoodfortuneingettingmarried,andmarried,too,beforehereldersister,thatallherfaultsblossomedoutfullandstrong。Sylviafelthertobeselfish;MrsRobsonthoughthernotmaidenly。AyearbeforeshewouldhavebeenfarmoremissedandregrettedbySylvia;nowitwasalmostarelieftothelattertobefreedfromtheperpetualcallsuponhersympathy,fromtheconstantdemandsuponhercongratulations,madebyonewhohadnothoughtorfeelingtobestowonothers;atleast,notintheseweeksof'cock—a—doodle—dooing,'asMrsRobsonpersistedincallingit。ItwasseldomthatBellwastakenwithahumorousidea;butthisoncehavinghatchedasolitaryjoke,shewasalwayscluckingitintonotice——togoonwithherownpoultrysimile。
EverytimeduringthatsummerthatPhilipsawhiscousin,hethoughtherprettierthanshehadeverbeenbefore;somenewtouchofcolour,somefreshsweetcharm,seemedtohavebeenadded,justaseverysummerdaycallsoutnewbeautyintheflowers。AndthiswasnottheadditionofPhilip'sfancy。HesterRose,whometSylviaonrareoccasions,camebackeachtimewithacandid,sadacknowledgementinherheartthatitwasnowonderthatSylviawassomuchadmiredandloved。
OnedayHesterhadseenhersittingnearhermotherinthemarket—place;
therewasabasketbyher,andoverthecleancloththatcoveredtheyellowpoundsofbutter,shehadlaidthehedge—rosesandhoneysucklesshehadgatheredonthewayintoMonkshaven;herstrawhatwasonherknee,andshewasbusyplacingsomeoftheflowersintheribbonthatwentroundit。Thenshehelditonherhand,andturneditroundabout,puttingherheadononeside,thebettertoviewtheeffect;andallthistime,Hester,peepingatherthroughthefoldsofthestuffsdisplayedinFoster'swindows,sawherwithadmiring,wistfuleyes;wondering,too,ifPhilip,attheothercounter,wereawareofhiscousin'sbeingthere,soneartohim。
ThenSylviaputonherhat,and,lookingupatFoster'swindows,caughtHester'sfaceofinterest,andsmiledandblushedattheconsciousnessofhavingbeenwatchedoverherlittlevanities,andHestersmiledback,butrathersadly。Thenacustomercamein,andshehadtoattendtoherbusiness,which,onthisasonallmarketdays,wasgreat。InthemidstshewasawareofPhiliprushingbare—headedoutoftheshop,eageranddelightedatsomethinghesawoutside。Therewasalittlelooking—glasshungagainstthewallonHester'sside,placedinthatretiredcorner,inorderthatthegoodwomenwhocametopurchasehead—gearofanykindmightseetheeffectthereofbeforetheyconcludedtheirbargain。Inapauseofcustom,Hester,half—ashamed,stoleintothiscorner,andlookedatherselfintheglass。Whatdidshesee?acolourlessface,darksofthairwithnolightgleamsinit,eyesthatweremelancholyinsteadofsmiling,amouthcompressedwithasenseofdissatisfaction。Thiswaswhatshehadtocomparewiththebrightbonnyfaceinthesunlightoutside。Shegaveagulptocheckthesighthatwasrising,andcameback,evenmorepatientthanshehadbeenbeforethisdishearteningpeep,toserveallthewhimsandfanciesofpurchasers。
SylviaherselfhadbeenratherputoutbyPhilip'swayofcomingtoher。'Itmadeherlooksosilly,'shethought;and'whatformusthemakeasightofhimself,comingamongthemarketfolkinthat—a—way;'andwhenhetooktoadmiringherhat,shepulledouttheflowersinapet,andthrewthemdown,andtrampledthemunderfoot。
'Whatforartthoudoingthat,Sylvie?'saidhermother。'Theflowersiswellenough,thoughmaybethyhatmightha'beenstained。'
'Idon'tlikePhiliptospeaktomeso,'saidSylvia,pouting。
'How?'askedhermother。
ButSylviacouldnotrepeathiswords。Shehungherhead,andlookedredandpre—occupied,anythingbutpleased。Philiphadaddressedhisfirstexpressionofpersonaladmirationatanunfortunatetune。
Itjustshowswhatdifferentviewsdifferentmenandwomentakeoftheirfellow—creatures,whenIsaythatHesterlookeduponPhilipasthebestandmostagreeablemanshehadeverknown。Hewasnotonetospeakofhimselfwithoutbeingquestionedonthesubject,sohisHaytersbankrelations,onlycomeintotheneighborhoodinthelastyearortwo,knewnothingofthetrialshehadsurmounted,orthedifficultdutieshehadperformed。
Hisaunt,indeed,hadstrongfaithinhim,bothfrompartialknowledgeofhischaracter,andbecausehewasofherowntribeandkin;butshehadneverlearntthesmalldetailsofhispastlife。Sylviarespectedhimashermother'sfriend,andtreatedhimtolerablywellaslongashepreservedhisusualself—restraintofdemeanour,buthardlyeverthoughtofhimwhenhewasabsent。
NowHester,whohadwatchedhimdailyforalltheyearssincehehadfirstcomeasanerrand—boyintoFoster'sshop——watchingwithquiet,modest,yetobservanteyes——hadseenhowdevotedhewastohismaster'sinterests,hadknownofhiscarefulandpunctualministrationtohisabsentmother'scomforts,aslongasshewaslivingtobenefitbyhissilent,frugalself—denial。
HismethodicalappropriationofthefewhourshecouldcallhisownwasnotwithoutitscharmstotheequallymethodicalHester;thewayinwhichhereproducedanylatelyacquiredpieceofknowledge——knowledgesowearisometoSylvia——wasdelightfullyinstructivetoHester——although,asshewashabituallysilent,itwouldhaverequiredanobservermoreinterestedindiscoveringherfeelingsthanPhilipwastohaveperceivedthelittleflushonthepalecheek,andthebrightnessinthehalf—veiledeyeswheneverhewastalking。Shehadnotthoughtofloveoneitherside。Lovewasavanity,aworldlinessnottobespokenabout,oreventhoughtabout。OnceortwicebeforetheRobsonscameintotheneighbourhood,anideahadcrossedhermindthatpossiblythequiet,habitualwayinwhichsheandPhiliplivedtogether,mightdriftthemintomatrimonyatsomedistantperiod;
andshecouldnotbearthehumbleadvanceswhichCoulson,Philip'sfellow—lodger,sometimesmade。Theyseemedtodisgustherwithhim。
ButaftertheRobsonssettledatHaytersbank,Philip'seveningsweresooftenspenttherethatanyunconscioushopesHestermight,unawares,haveentertained,diedaway。AtfirstshehadfeltapangakintojealousywhensheheardofSylvia,thelittlecousin,whowaspassingoutofchildhoodintowomanhood。Once——earlyinthosedays——shehadventuredtoaskPhilipwhatSylviawaslike。Philiphadnotwarmedupatthequestion,andhadgivenratheradrycatalogueofherfeatures,hair,andheight,butHester,almosttoherownsurprise,persevered,andjerkedoutthefinalquestion。
'Isshepretty?'
Philip'ssallowcheekgrewdeeperbytwoorthreeshades;butheansweredwithatoneofindifference,——
'Ibelievesomefolksthinkherso。'
'Butdoyou?'perseveredHester,inspiteofherbeingawarethathesomehowdislikedthequestion。
'There'snoneedfortalkingo'suchthings,'heanswered,withabruptdispleasure。
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