AlthoughDanielhimselfwasunreasoning,hasty,impulsive——inaword,oftenthinkingandactingveryfoolishly——yet,somehow,eitherfromsomequalityinhischaracter,orfromtheloyaltyofnatureinthosewithwhomhehadtodealinhisevery—daylife,hehadmadehisplaceandpositionclearasthearbiterandlaw—giverofhishousehold。Onhisdecision,asthatofhusband,father,master,perhapssuperiornatureswaited。Sonowthathewasgoneandhadlefttheminsuchstrangenewcircumstancessosuddenly,itseemedasthoughneitherBellnorSylviaknewexactlywhattodowhentheirgriefwasspent,somuchhadeveryhouseholdactionandplanbeenregulatedbythethoughtofhim。MeanwhilePhiliphadslowlybeenarrivingattheconclusionthathewasmorewantedatMonkshaventolookafterDaniel'sinterests,tolearnwhatwerethelegalprobabilitiesinconsequenceoftheoldman'sarrest,andtoarrangeforhisfamilyaccordingly,thanstandingstillandsilentintheHaytersbankkitchen,toofulloffellow—feelingandheavyforebodingtocomfort,awkwardlyunsympatheticinappearancefromtheveryachingofhisheart。
Sowhenhisaunt,withinstinctivesenseofregularityandpropriety,begantoputawaythescarcelytasteddinner,andSylvia,blindedwithcrying,andconvulsivelysobbing,wasyettryingtohelphermother,Philiptookhishat,andbrushingitroundandroundwiththesleeveofhiscoat,said,——
'IthinkI'lljustgoback,andseehowmattersstand。'Hehadamoredistinctplaninhisheadthanthesewordsimplied,butitdependedonsomanycontingenciesofwhichhewasignorantthathesaidonlythesefewwords;andwithasilentresolutiontoseethemagainthatday,butadreadofbeingcompelledtoexpresshisfears,sofarbeyondtheirs,hewentoffwithoutsayinganythingmore。ThenSylvialifteduphervoicewithagreatcry。Somehowshehadexpectedhimtodosomething——what,shedidnotknow;buthewasgone,andtheywereleftwithoutstayorhelp。
'Hushthee,hushthee,'saidhermother,tremblingalloverherself;
'it'sforthebest。TheLordknows。'
'ButIniverthoughthe'dleaveus,'moanedSylvia,halfinhermother'sarms,andthinkingofPhilip。HermothertookthewordsasappliedtoDaniel。
'Andhe'dniverha'leftus,mywench,ifhecouldha'stayed。'
'Oh,mother,mother,it'sPhilipashasleftus,andhecouldha'stayed。'
'He'llcomeback,ormebbesend,I'llbebound。Leastwayshe'llbegonetoseefeyther,andhe'llneedcomfortmostonall,inafremdplace——inBridewell——andniveramorselofvictualorapieceo'money。'Andnowshesatedown,andweptthedryhottearsthatcomewithsuchdifficultytotheeyesoftheaged。Andso——firstonegrieving,andthentheother,andeachdrainingherownheartofeverypossiblehopebywayofcomfort,alternatelytryingtocheerandconsole——theFebruaryafternoonpassedaway;thecontinuousrainclosinginthedaylightevenearlierthanusual,andaddingtothedreariness,withthenaturalaccompanimentsofwailingwinds,comingwithlongsweepsoverthemoors,andmakingthesobbingsatthewindowsthatalwayssoundlikethegaspsofsomeoneingreatagony。
MeanwhilePhiliphadhastenedbacktoMonkshaven。Hehadnoumbrella,hehadtofacethedrivingrainforthegreaterpartoftheway;buthewasthankfultotheweather,foritkeptmenindoors,andhewantedtomeetnoone,buttohavetimetothinkandmaturehisplans。Thetownitselfwas,sotospeak,inmourning。Therescueofthesailorswasadistinctlypopularmovement;thesubsequentviolence(whichhad,indeed,gonemuchfurtherthanhasbeendescribed,afterDanielleftit)was,ingeneral,consideredasonlyakindofduepunishmentinflictedinwildjusticeonthepress—gangandtheirabettors。ThefeelingoftheMonkshavenpeoplewas,therefore,indecidedoppositiontothevigorousstepstakenbythecountymagistrates,who,inconsequenceofanappealfromthenavalofficersinchargeoftheimpressmentservice,hadcalledoutthemilitia(fromadistantandinlandcounty)stationedwithinafewmiles,andhadthussummarilyquenchedtheriotsthatwerecontinuingontheSundaymorningafterasomewhatlanguidfashion;thegreaterpartofthedestructionofpropertyhavingbeenaccomplishedduringthepreviousnight。Stilltherewaslittledoubtbutthattheviolencewouldhavebeenrenewedaseveningdrewon,andthemoredesperatepartofthepopulationandtheenragedsailorshadhadtheSabbathleisuretobroodovertheirwrongs,andtoencourageeachotherinapassionateattemptatredress,orrevenge。Sotheauthoritieswerequitejustifiedinthedecidedstepstheyhadtaken,bothintheirownestimationthen,andnow,inours,lookingbackontheaffairincoldblood。Butatthetimefeelingranstronglyagainstthem;
andallmeansofexpressingitselfinactionbeingprevented,menbroodedsullenlyintheirownhouses。Philip,astherepresentativeofthefamily,theheadofwhichwasnowsufferingforhisdeedsinthepopularcause,wouldhavemetwithmoresympathy,ay,andmorerespectthanheimagined,ashewentalongthestreets,glancingfromsidetoside,fearfulofmeetingsomewhowouldshyhimastherelationofonewhohadbeenignominiouslytakentoBridewellafewhoursbefore。ButinspiteofthiswincingofPhilip'sfromobservationandremark,heneverdreamedofactingotherwisethanasbecameabravetruefriend。Andthishedid,andwouldhavedone,fromanaturalfaithfulnessandconstancyofdisposition,withoutanyspecialregardforSylvia。
Heknewhisserviceswereneededintheshop;businesswhichhehadleftatamoment'swarningawaitedhim,unfinished;butatthistimehecouldnotbearthetortureofgivingexplanations,andallegingreasonstothelanguidintelligenceandslowsympathiesofCoulson。
HewenttotheofficesofMrDonkin,theoldestestablishedandmostrespectedattorneyinMonkshaven——hewhohadbeenemployedtodrawupthelawpapersanddeedsofpartnershipconsequentonHepburnandCoulsonsucceedingtotheshopofJohnandJeremiahFoster,Brothers。
MrDonkinknewPhilipfromthiscircumstance。But,indeed,nearlyeveryoneinMonkshavenkneweachother;ifnotenoughtospeakto,atleastenoughtobeacquaintedwiththepersonalappearanceandreputationofmostofthosewhomtheymetinthestreets。ItsohappenedthatMrDonkinhadafavourableopinionofPhilip;andperhapsforthisreasonthelatterhadashortertimetowaitbeforeheobtainedaninterviewwiththeheadofthehouse,thanmanyoftheclientswhocameforthatpurposefromtownorcountryformanymilesround。
Philipwasusheredin。MrDonkinsatewithhisspectaclespusheduponhisforehead,readytowatchhiscountenanceandlistentohiswords。
'Goodafternoon,MrHepburn!'
'Goodafternoon,sir。'Philiphesitatedhowtobegin。MrDonkinbecameimpatient,andtappedwiththefingersofhislefthandonhisdesk。Philip'ssensitivenervesfeltandrightlyinterpretedtheaction。
'Please,sir,I'mcometospeaktoyouaboutDanielRobson,ofHaytersbankFarm。'
'DanielRobson?'saidMrDonkin,afterashortpause,totryandcompelPhilipintospeedinhisstory。
'Yes,sir。He'sbeentakenuponaccountofthisaffair,sir,aboutthepress—gangonSaturdaynight。'
'Tobesure!IthoughtIknewthename。'AndMrDonkin'sfacebecamegrayer,andtheexpressionmoreconcentrated。LookingupsuddenlyatPhilip,hesaid,'YouareawarethatIamtheclerktothemagistrates?'
'No,sir,'inatonethatindicatedtheunexpressed'Whatthen?'
'Well,butIam。Andsoofcourse,ifyouwantmyservicesoradviceinfavourofaprisonerwhomtheyhavecommitted,oraregoingtocommit,youcan'thavethem,that'sall。'
'Iamverysorry——very!'saidPhilip;andthenhewasagainsilentforaperiod;longenoughtomakethebusyattorneyimpatient。
'Well,MrHepburn,haveyouanythingelsetosaytome?'
'Yes,sir。I'veadealtoaskofyou;foryouseeIdon'trightlyunderstandwhattodo;andyetI'mallasDaniel'swifeanddaughterhastolookto;
andI'vetheirgriefheavyonmyheart。YoucouldnottellmewhatistobedonewithDaniel,couldyou,sir?'
'He'llbebroughtupbeforethemagistratesto—morrowmorningforfinalexamination,alongwiththeothers,youknow,beforehe'ssenttoYorkCastletotakehistrialatthespringassizes。'
'ToYorkCastle,sir?'
MrDonkinnodded,asifwordsweretooprecioustowaste。
'Andwhenwillhego?'askedpoorPhilip,indismay。
'To—morrow:mostprobablyassoonastheexaminationisover。Theevidenceisclearastohisbeingpresent,aidingandabetting,——indictedonthe4thsectionof1GeorgeI。,statute1,chapter5。I'mafraidit'sabadlook—out。Isheafriendofyours,MrHepburn?'
'Onlyanuncle,sir,'saidPhilip,hisheartgettingfull;morefromMrDonkin'smannerthanfromhiswords。'Butwhatcantheydotohim,sir?'
'Do?'MrDonkinhalfsmiledattheignorancedisplayed。'Why,hanghim,tobesure;ifthejudgeisinahangingmood。He'sbeeneitheraprincipalintheoffence,oraprincipalintheseconddegree,and,assuch,liabletothefullpunishment。Idrewupthewarrantmyselfthismorning,thoughIlefttheexactnametobefilledupbymyclerk。'
'Oh,sir!canyoudonothingforme?'askedPhilip,withsharpbeseechinginhisvoice。Hehadneverimaginedthatitwasacapitaloffence;andthethoughtofhisaunt'sandSylvia'signoranceofthepossiblefateawaitinghimwhomtheysomuchloved,waslikeastabtohisheart。
'No,mygoodfellow。I'msorry;but,yousee,it'smydutytodoallIcantobringcriminalstojustice。'
'Myunclethoughthewasdoingsuchafinedeed。'
'Demolishingandpullingdown,destroyingandburningdwelling—housesandouthouses,'saidMrDonkin。'Hemusthavesomepeculiarnotions。'
'Thepeopleissomadwiththepress—gang,andDanielhasbeenatseahisself;andtookitsotoheartwhenheheardofmarinersandseafaringfolkbeingcarriedoff,andjustcheatedintodoingwhatwaskindandhelpful——leastways,whatwouldhavebeenkindandhelpful,iftherehadbeenafire。I'magainstviolenceandriotsmyself,sir,I'msure;butIcannothelpthinkingasDanielhadadealtojustifyhimonSaturdaynight,sir。'
'Well;youmusttryandgetagoodlawyertobringoutallthatsideofthequestion。There'sagooddealtobesaidonit,butit'smydutytogetupalltheevidencetoprovethatheandotherswerepresentonthenightinquestion;so,asyou'llperceive,Icangiveyounohelpindefendinghim。'
'Butwhocan,sir?Icametoyouasafriendwho,Ithought,wouldseemethroughit。AndIdon'tknowanyotherlawyer;leastways,tospeakto。'
MrDonkinwasreallymoreconcernedforthemisguidedriotersthanhewasaware;andhewasawareofmoreinterestthanhecaredtoexpress。
Sohesoftenedhistonealittle,andtriedtogivethebestadviceinhispower。
'You'dbettergotoEdwardDawsonontheothersideoftheriver;hethatwasarticledclerkwithmetwoyearsago,youknow。He'sacleverfellow,andhasnottoomuchpractice;he'lldothebesthecanforyou。
He'llhavetobeatthecourt—house,tellhim,to—morrowmorningatten,whenthejusticesmeet。He'llwatchthecaseforyou;andthenhe'llgiveyouhisopinion,andtellyouwhattodo。Youcan'tdobetterthanfollowhisadvice。ImustdoallIcantocollectevidenceforaconviction,youknow。'
Philipstoodup,lookedathishat,andthencameforwardandlaiddownsixandeightpenceonthedeskinablushing,awkwardway。
'Pooh!pooh!'saidMrDonkin,pushingthemoneyaway。'Don'tbeafool;
you'llneeditallbeforethetrial'sover。I'vedonenothing,man。Itwouldbeaprettythingformetobefeedbybothparties。'
Philiptookupthemoney,andlefttheroom。Inaninstanthecamebackagain,glancedfurtivelyatMrDonkin'sface,andthen,oncemorehavingrecoursetobrushinghishat,hesaid,inalowvoice——
'You'llnotbeharduponhim,sir,Ihope?'
'Imustdomyduty,'repliedMrDonkin,alittlesternly,'withoutanyquestionofhardness。'
Philip,discomfited,lefttheroom;aninstantofthoughtandMrDonkinhadjumpedup,andhasteningtothedoorheopeneditandcalledafterPhilip。
'Hepburn——Hepburn——Isay,he'llbetakentoYorkassoonasmaybeto—morrowmorning;ifanyonewantstoseehimbeforethen,they'dbetterlooksharpaboutit。'
PhilipwentquicklyalongthestreetstowardsMrDawson's,ponderinguponthemeaningofallthathehadheard,andwhathehadbetterdo。HehadmadehisplansprettyclearlyoutbythetimehearrivedatMrDawson'ssmartdoorinoneofthenewstreetsontheothersideoftheriver。A
clerkassmartasthedooransweredPhilip'shesitatingknock,andrepliedtohisinquiryastowhetherMrDawsonwasathome,inthenegative,adding,afteramoment'spause——
'He'llbeathomeinlessthananhour;he'sonlygonetomakeMrsDawson'swill——MrsDawson,ofCollyton——she'snotexpectedtogetbetter。'
Probablytheclerkofanolder—establishedattorneywouldnothavegivensomanyparticularsastothenatureofhismaster'semployment;but,asithappeneditwasofnoconsequence,theunnecessaryinformationmadenoimpressiononPhilip'smind;hethoughtthematteroverandthensaid——
'I'llbebackinanhour,then。It'sgoneaquartertofour;I'llbebackbeforefive,tellMrDawson。'
HeturnedonhisheelandwentbacktotheHighStreetasfastashecould,withafarmorepromptanddecidedstepthanbefore。Hehastenedthroughthestreets,emptiedbythebadweather,totheprincipalinnofthetown,theGeorge——thesignofwhichwasfastenedtoapieceofwoodstretchedacrossthenarrowstreet;andgoinguptothebarwithsometimidity(fortheinnwasfrequentedbythegentryofMonkshavenandtheneighbourhood,andwasconsideredasatouchabovesuchcustomersasPhilip),heaskedifhecouldhaveatax—cartmadereadyinaquarterofanhour,andsentuptothedoorofhisshop。
'Tobesurehecould;howfarwasittogo?'
Philiphesitatedbeforehereplied——
'UptheKnottingLane,tothestileleadingdowntoHaytersbankFarm;
they'llhavetowaitthereforsomeasarecoming。'
'Theymustnotwaitlongsuchaneveningasthis;standinginsuchrainandwindasthere'llbeupthere,isenoughtokillahorse。'
'Theyshan'twaitlong,'saidPhilip,decisively:'inaquarterofanhour,mind。'
Henowwentbacktotheshop,beatingagainstthestorm,whichwasincreasingasthetidecameinandthenighthoursapproached。
Coulsonhadnowordforhim,buthelookedreproachfullyathispartnerforhislong,unexplainedabsence。Hesterwasputtingawaytheribbonsandhandkerchiefs,andbright—colouredthingswhichhadbeenusedtodeckthewindow;fornomorecustomerswerelikelytocomethisnightthroughtheblusteringweathertoashopdimlylightedbytwotallowcandlesandaninefficientoil—lamp。Philipcameuptoher,andstoodlookingatherwithunseeingeyes;butthestrangeconsciousnessofhisfixedstaremadeheruncomfortable,andcalledthefaintflushtoherpalecheeks,andatlengthcompelledher,asitwere,tospeak,andbreakthespellofthesilence。So,curiouslyenough,allthreespokeatonce。Hesterasked(withoutlookingatPhilip)——
'Yo'resadlywet,I'mfeared?'
Coulsonsaid——
'Thoumighthaveabito'newstotelloneafterbeingonthegadallafternoon。'
PhilipwhisperedtoHester——
'Wiltcomeintot'parlour?Iwantawordwi'theebyoursel's。'
Hesterquietlyfinishedrollinguptheribbonshehadinherhandswhenhespoke,andthenfollowedhimintotheroombehindtheshopbeforespokenof。
Philipsetdownonthetablethecandlewhichhehadbroughtoutoftheshop,andturningroundtoHester,tookhertremblinghandintobothofhis,andgrippingitnervously,said——
'Oh!Hester,thoumusthelpme——thouwill,willnotthou?'
Hestergulpeddownsomethingthatseemedtoriseinherthroatandchokeher,beforesheanswered。
'Anything,thouknows,Philip。'
'Yes,yes,Iknow。Thouseesthematteristhis:DanielRobson——hewhomarriedmyaunt——istakenupforyonriotonSaturdaynightatt'Mariners'
Arms————'
'Theyspokeonitthisafternoon;theysaidthewarrantwasout,'saidHester,fillingupthesentenceasPhiliphesitated,lostforaninstantinhisownthoughts。
'Ay!thewarrantisout,andhe'sint'lock—up,andwillbecarriedtoYorkCastleto—morrowmorn;andI'mafeareditwillgobadwithhim;
andtheyatHaytersbankisnotprepared,andtheymustseehimagainbeforehegoes。Now,Hester,willthougoinatax—cartaswillbehereinlessthantenminutesfromt'George,andbringthembackhere,andtheymuststayallnightfortobereadytoseehimto—morrowbeforehegoes?It'sdreeweatherforthem,butthey'llnotmindthat。'
HehadusedwordsasifhewasmakingarequesttoHester;buthedidnotseemtoawaitheranswer,sosurewashethatshewouldgo。Shenoticedthis,andnoticedalsothattherainwasspokenofinreferencetothem,nottoher。Acoldshadowpassedoverherheart,thoughitwasnothingmorethanshealreadyknew——thatSylviawastheonecentreofhisthoughtsandhislove。
'I'llgoputonmythingsatonce,'saidshe,gently。
Philippressedherhandtenderly,aglowofgratitudeoverspreadhim。
'Thou'sarealgoodone,Godblessthee!'saidhe。'Thoumusttakecareofthyself,too,'continuedhe;'there'swrapsandplentyi'th'house,andiftherearenot,there'sthosei'theshopas'llbenonetheworseforoncewearingatsuchatimeasthis;andwraptheewellup,andtakeshawlsandcloaksforthem,andmindastheyput'emon。Thou'llhavetogetoutatastile,I'lltellt'driverwhere;andthoumustgetovert'
stileandfollowt'pathdowntwofields,andth'houseisrightbeforeye,andbid'emmakehasteandlockupth'house,fortheymunstayallnighthere。Kester'lllookafterthings。'
AllthistimeHesterwashastilyputtingonherhatandcloak,whichshehadfetchedfromtheclosetwheretheyusuallyhungthroughtheday;
nowshestoodlistening,asitwere,forfinaldirections。
'Butsupposetheywillnotcome,'saidshe;'theydunnotknowme,andmayn'tbelievemywords。'
'Theymust,'saidhe,impatiently。'Theydon'tknowwhatawaits'em,'
hecontinued。'I'lltellthee,becausethou'llnotletout,anditseemsasifImuntellsomeone——itweresuchashock——he'stobetriedfor'slife。Theyknownotit'ssoserious;and,Hester,'saidhe,goingoninhissearchaftersympathy,'she'slikeasifshewasboundupinherfather。'
HislipsquiveredashelookedwistfullyintoHester'sfaceatthesewords。Noneedtotellherwhowasshe。Noneedtoputintowordsthefact,toldplainerthanwordscouldhavespokenit,thathisheartwasboundupinSylvia。
Hester'sface,insteadofrespondingtohislook,contractedalittle,and,forthelifeofher,shecouldnothavehelpedsaying,——
'Whydon'tyo'goyourself,Philip?'
'Ican't,Ican't,'saidhe,impatiently。I'dgivetheworldtogo,forImightbeabletocomforther;butthere'slawyerstosee,andiversomuchtodo,andthey'veniveramanfriendbutmetodoitall。You'lltellher,'saidPhilip,insinuatingly,asifafreshthoughthadstruckhim,'ashowIwouldha'come。Iwouldfainha'comefor'em,myself,butIcouldn't,becauseofth'lawyer——mindyo'saybecauseofth'lawyer。
I'dbeloathforhertothinkIwasmindinganybusinessofmyownatthistime;and,whateveryo'do,speakhopeful,and,fort'lifeofyo',don'tspeakofth'hanging,it'slikelyit'samistakeo'Donkin's;andanyhow——there'st'cart——anyhowIshouldperhapsnotha'telledthee,butit'sacomforttomakeacleanbreasttoafriendattimes。Godblessthee,Hester。I
don'tknowwhatIshouldha'donewithoutthee,'saidhe,ashewrappedherwellupinthecart,andplacedthebundlesofcloaksandthingsbyherside。
Alongthestreet,inthejoltingcart,aslongasHestercouldseethemistylightstreamingoutoftheshopdoor,solongwasPhilipstandingbareheadedintherainlookingafterher。Butsheknewthatitwasnotherownpoorselfthatattractedhislingeringgaze。Itwasthethoughtofthepersonshewasboundto。
chapter26CHAPTERXXVIADREARYVIGILThroughthedarkrain,againstthecoldwind,shakenovertheroughstones,wentHesterinthelittletax—cart。Herheartkeptrisingagainstherfate;
thehottearscameunbiddentohereyes。Butrebelliousheartwassoothed,andhottearsweresentbacktotheirsourcebeforethetimecameforheralighting。
Thedriverturnedhishorseinthenarrowlane,andshoutedafterheraninjunctiontomakehasteas,withherheadbentlow,shestruggleddowntothepathtoHaytersbankFarm。Shesawthelightinthewindowfromthetopofthebrow,andinvoluntarilysheslackenedherpace。ShehadneverseenBellRobson,andwouldSylviarecollecther?Ifshedidnot,howawkwarditwouldbetogivetheexplanationofwhoshewas,andwhathererrandwas,andwhyshewassent。Nevertheless,itmustbedone;soonshewent,andstandingwithinthelittleporch,sheknockedfaintlyatthedoor;
butintheblusteroftheelementsthesoundwaslost。Againsheknocked,andnowthemurmurofwomen'svoicesinsidewashushed,andsomeonecamequicklytothedoor,andopeneditsharply。
ItwasSylvia。Althoughherfacewascompletelyinshadow,ofcourseHesterknewherwell;butshe,ifindeedshewouldhaverecognizedHesterlessdisguised,didnotknowintheleastwhothewoman,muffledupinagreatcloak,withherhattieddownwithasilkhandkerchief,standingintheporchatthistimeofnight,couldbe。Nor,indeed,wassheinamoodtocareortoinquire。Shesaidhastily,inavoicerenderedhoarseandaridwithgrief:
'Goaway。Thisisnohouseforstrangerstocometo。We'veenoughonourowntothinkon;'andshehastilyshutthedoorinHester'sface,beforethelattercouldputtogethertherightwordsinwhichtoexplainhererrand。
Hesterstoodoutsideinthedark,wetporchdiscomfited,andwonderinghownexttoobtainahearingthroughtheshutandbolteddoor。Notlongdidshestand,however;someonewasagainatthedoor,talkinginavoiceofdistressandremonstranceandslowlyunbarringthebolts。Atall,thinfigureofanelderlywomanwasseenagainstthewarmfire—lightinsideassoonasthedoorwasopened;ahandwasputout,likethatwhichtookthedoveintotheark,andHesterwasdrawnintothewarmthandthelight,whileBell'svoicewentonspeakingtoSylviabeforeaddressingthedrippingstranger——
'It'snotanighttoturnadogfra't'door;it'silllettingourgriefhardenourhearts。Butoh!missus'(toHester),'yo'munforgiveus,foragreatsorrowhasfallenuponusthisday,an'we'relikebesideourselveswi'cryingan'plaining。'
Bellsatedown,andthrewherapronoverherpoorwornface,asifdecentlytoshieldthesignsofhermiseryfromastranger'sgaze。Sylvia,alltear—swollen,andlookingaskanceandalmostfiercelyatthestrangerwhohadmadegoodherintrusion,wasdrawn,asitwere,tohermother'sside,and,kneelingdownbyher,putherarmsroundherwaist,andalmostlayacrossherlap,stillgazingatHesterwithcold,distrustfuleyes,theexpressionofwhichrepelledanddauntedthatpoor,unwillingmessenger,andmadehersilentforaminuteorsoafterherentrance。Bellsuddenlyputdownherapron。
'Yo'recoldanddrenched,'saidshe。'Comeneartot'fireandwarmyo'rsel';yo'munpardonusifwedunnotthinkoneverythingatonest。'
'Yo'reverykind,verykindindeed,'saidHester,touchedbythepoorwoman'sevidentefforttoforgetherowngriefinthedutiesofhospitality,andlovingBellfromthatmoment。
'I'mHesterRose,'shecontinued,halfaddressingSylvia,whoshethoughtmightrememberthename,'andPhilipHepburnhassentmeinatax—carttot'stileyonder,tofetchbothonyo'backtoMonkshaven。'SylviaraisedherheadandlookedintentlyatHester。Bellclaspedherhandstighttogetherandleantforwards。
'It'smymasteraswantsus?'saidshe,inaneager,questioningtone。
'It'sfortoseeyo'rmaster,'saidHester。'Philipsayshe'llbesenttoYorkto—morrow,andyo'llbefaintoseehimbeforehegoes;andifyou'llcomedowntoMonkshaventonight,yo'llbeont'spotagain'thetimecomeswhent'justiceswillletye。'
Bellwasupandabout,makingfortheplacewhereshekeptherout—goingthings,almostbeforeHesterhadbeguntospeak。Shehardlyunderstoodaboutherhusband'sbeingsenttoYork,inthepossessionoftheideathatshemightgoandseehim。Shedidnotunderstandorcarehow,inthiswildnight,shewastogettoMonkshaven;allshethoughtofwas,thatshemightgoandseeherhusband。ButSylviatookinmorepointsthanhermother,and,almostsuspiciously,begantoquestionHester。
'WhyaretheysendinghimtoYork?WhatmadePhilipleaveus?Whydidn'thecomehissel'?'
'Hecouldn'tcomehissel',hebademesay;becausehewasboundtobeatthelawyer'satfive,aboutyo'rfather'sbusiness。Ithinkyo'mightha'knownhewouldha'comeforanybusinessofhisown;and,aboutYork,it'sPhilipastelledme,andIneveraskedwhy。Ineverthoughtonyo'raskingmesomanyquestions。Ithoughtyo'dbereadytoflyonanychanceo'seeingyourfather。'Hesterspokeoutthesadreproachthatranfromherhearttoherlips。TodistrustPhilip!tolingerwhenshemighthasten!
'Oh!'saidSylvia,breakingoutintoawildcry,thatcarriedwithitmoreconvictionofagonythanmuchweepingcouldhavedone。'Imayberudeandhard,andImayaskstrangequestions,asifIcaredfort'answersyo'maygi'me;an',inmyhearto'hearts,Icarefornoughtbuttohavefatherbackwi'us,aslovehimsodear。IcanhardlytellwhatIsay,muchlesswhyIsayit。Motherissopatient,itputsmepastmysel',forIcouldfightwi't'verywalls,I'msomadwi'grieving。Sure,they'lllethimcomebackwi'usto—morrow,whentheyhearfromhisownsel'whyhedidit?'
ShelookedeagerlyatHesterforananswertothislastquestion,whichshehadputinasoft,entreatingtone,asifwithHesterherselfthedecisionrested。Hestershookherhead。Sylviacameuptoherandtookherhands,almostfondlingthem。
'Yo'dunnotthinkthey'llbehardwi'himwhentheyhearallaboutit,doneyo'?Why,YorkCastle'st'placetheysenda't'thievesandrobbersto,nothonestmenlikefeyther。'
HesterputherhandonSylvia'sshoulderwithasoft,caressinggesture。
'Philipwillknow,'shesaid,usingPhilip'snameasakindofspell——itwouldhavebeensotoher。'ComeawaytoPhilip,'saidsheagain,urgingSylvia,byherlooksandmanner,toprepareforthelittlejourney。Sylviamovedawayforthispurpose,sayingtoherself,——
'It'sgoingtoseefeyther:hewilltellmeail。'
PoorMrs。Robsonwascollectingafewclothesforherhusbandwithaneager,tremblinghand,sotremblingthatarticleafterarticlefelltothefloor,anditwasHesterwhopickedthemup;andatlast,aftermanyvainattemptsbythegrief—shakenwoman,itwasHesterwhotiedthebundle,andarrangedthecloak,andfasteneddownthehood;Sylviastandingby,notunobservant,thoughapparentlyabsorbedinherownthoughts。
Atlength,allwasarranged,andthekeygivenovertoKester。Astheypassedoutintothestorm,SylviasaidtoHester,——
'Thou'sarealgoodwench。Thou'sfittertobeaboutmotherthanme。
I'mbutacross—patchatbest,an'nowit'slikeasifIwasnogoodtonobody。'
Sylviabegantocry,butHesterhadnotimetoattendtoher,evenhadshetheinclination:allhercarewasneededtohelpthehasty,totteringstepsofthewifewhowasfeeblyspeedingupthewetandslipperybrowtoherhusband。AllBellthoughtofwasthat'he'wasattheendofhertoil。Shehardlyunderstoodwhenshewastoseehim;herwearyheartandbrainhadonlyreceivedoneidea——thateachstepshewasnowtakingwasleadinghertohim。Tiredandexhaustedwithherquickwalkuphill,battlingailthewaywithwindandrain,shecouldhardlyhaveheldupanotherminutewhentheyreachedthetax—cartinthelane,andHesterhadalmosttoliftherontothefrontseatbythedriver。Shecoveredandwrappedupthepooroldwoman,andafterwardsplacedherselfinthestrawatthebackofthecart,packedupclosebytheshivering,weepingSylvia。Neitherofthemspokeawordatfirst;butHester'stenderconsciencesmoteherforhersilencebeforetheyhadreachedMonkshaven。ShewantedtosaysomekindwordtoSylvia,andyetknewnothowtobegin。Somehow,withoutknowingwhy,orreasoninguponit,shehituponPhilip'smessageasthebestcomfortinherpowertogive。Shehaddelivereditbefore,butithadbeenapparentlylittleheeded。
'Philipbademesayitwasbusinessaskepthimfromfetchin'yo'hissel'——businesswi'thelawyer,about——aboutyo'rfather。'
'Whatdotheysay?'saidSylvia,suddenly,liftingherbowedhead,asthoughshewouldreadhercompanion'sfaceinthedimlight。
'Idunnotknow,'saidHester,sadly。Theywerenowjoltingoverthepavedstreets,andnotawordcouldbespoken。TheywerenowatPhilip'sdoor,whichwasopenedtoreceivethemevenbeforetheyarrived,asifsomeonehadbeenwatchingandlistening。Theoldservant,Phoebe,thefixtureinthehouse,whohadbelongedtoitandtotheshopforthelasttwentyyears,cameout,holdingacandleandshelteringitinherhandfromtheweather,whilePhiliphelpedthetotteringstepsofMrsRobsonasshedescendedbehind。AsHesterhadgotinlast,soshehadnowtobethefirsttomove。Justasshewasmoving,Sylvia'scoldlittlehandwaslaidonherarm。
'Iammainandthankfultoyo'。Iaskyo'rpardonforspeakingcross,but,indeed,myheart'sa'mostbrokenwi'fearaboutfeyther。'
Thevoicewassoplaintive,sofulloftears,thatHestercouldnotbutyearntowardsthespeaker。Shebentoverandkissedhercheek,andthenclamberedunaideddownbythewheelonthedarksideofthecart。
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