'Indeed,buthewould,'repliedCharley,ratherannoyed;'whenI'vesaidathing,Idoit。Ipromisedlastnighttogoseehim;besides,I
liketheoldman。'
'Well!whenshallwetellmotheryo'recomin'whoam?'
'Towardeighto'clock——maybesooner。'
'Whyit'sbarefivenow!blesst'lad,doeshethinko'stayingtheerea'neet,andtheyupsolatelastnight,andMrsRobsonailingbeside?
Mother'llnotthinkitkindonyo'either,willshe,Bess?'
'Idunno。Charleymundoashelikes;Idaresaynoone'llmisshimifhedoesbideawaytilleight。'
'Well,well!Ican'ttellwhatIshalldo;butyo'dbestnotstoplingeringhere,forit'sgettingon,andthere'llbeakeenfrostbyt'looko'thestars。'
Haytersbankwasclosedforthenightasfarasiteverwasclosed;therewerenoshutterstothewindows,nordidtheycaretodrawtheinsidecurtains,sofewwerethepassers—by。Thehousedoorwasfastened;buttheshippendooralittleoninthesamelonglowblockofbuildingstoodopen,andadimlightmadeanoblonguponthesnowygroundoutside。AsKinraiddrewnearheheardtalkingthere,andawomansvoice;hethrewapassingglancethroughthewindowintothefire—lithouse—place,andseeingMrsRobsonasleepbythefiresideinhereasy—chair,hewenton。
Therewastheintermittentsoundofthesharpwhistlingofmilkintothepail,andKester,sittingonathree—leggedstool,cajolingacapriciouscowintolettingherfragrantburdenflow。Sylviastoodnearthefartherwindow—ledge,onwhichahornlanternwasplaced,pretendingtoknitatagrayworstedstocking,butinrealitylaughingatKester'sfutileendeavours,andfindingquiteenoughtodowithhereyes,inkeepingherselfuntouchedbythewhiskingtail,ortheoccasionalkick。Thefrostyairwasmellowedbythewarmandodorousbreathofthecattlebreaththathungabouttheplaceinfaintmistyclouds。Therewasonlyadimlight;suchasitwas,itwasnotdearlydefinedagainstthedarkheavyshadowinwhichtheoldblackraftersandmangerandpartitionswereenveloped。
AsCharleycametothedoor,Kesterwassaying,'Quietwi'thee,wench!
Theerenow,she'sabeauty,ifshe'llstandstill。There'sniversuchacowi't'Riding;ifshe'llonlybehavehersel'。She'sabonnylass,sheis;letdownhermilk,theere'sapretty!'
'Why,Kester,'laughedSylvia,'thou'rtaskingherforhermilkwi'
asmanyprettyspeechesasifthouwertwooingawife!'
'Hey,lass!'saidKester,turningabittowardsher,andshuttingoneeyetococktheotherthebetteruponher;anoperationwhichpuckereduphisalreadywrinkledfaceintoathousandnewlinesandfolds。'An'
howdoestheeknowhowamanwoosawife,thattheetalkssoknowin'aboutit?That'stellin'。Someun'sbeentryin'itonthee。'
'There'sniveraonebeensoimpudent,'saidSylvia,reddeningandtossingherheadalittle;'I'dliketosee'emtryme!'
'Well,well!'saidKester,wilfullymisunderstandinghermeaning,'thoumunbepatient,wench;andifthou'sagoodlass,maybethyturn'llcomeandthey'lltryit。'
'Iwishthou'dtalkofwhatthou'ssomeknowledgeon,Kester,i'steadofi'thatsillyway,'repliedSylvia。
'Thenamuntalknomore'boutwomenforthey'repastknowin',an'druve'enKingSolomonsilly。'
AtthismomentCharleysteppedin。Sylviagavealittlestartanddroppedherballofworsted。KestermadeasthoughabsorbedinhistaskofcajolingBlackNell;buthiseyesandearswerebothvigilant。
'Iwasgoingintothehouse,butIsawyo'rmotherasleep,andIdidn'tliketowakenher,soIjustcameonhere。Isyo'rfathertothefore?'
'No,'saidSylvia,hangingdownherheadalittle,wonderingifhecouldhaveheardthewayinwhichsheandKesterhadbeentalking,andthinkingoverherlittlefoolishjokeswithangeragainstherself。'FatherisgonetoWinthropaboutsomepigsashe'sheerdon。He'llnotbebacktillseveno'clockorso。'
Itwasbuthalf—pastfive,andSylviaintheirritationofthemomentbelievedthatshewishedKinraidwouldgo。Butshewouldhavebeenextremelydisappointedifhehad。Kinraidhimselfseemedtohavenothoughtofthekind。Hesawwithhisquickeyes,notunaccustomedtowomen,thathiscomingsounexpectedlyhadflutteredSylvia,andanxioustomakeherquiteathereasewithhim,andnotunwillingtoconciliateKester,headdressedhisnextspeechtohim,withthesamekindofairofinterestintheoldman'spursuitthatayoungmanofadifferentclasssometimesputsonwhentalkingtothechaperoneofaprettygirlinaball—room。
'That'sahandsomebeastyo'vejustbeenmilking,master。'
'Ay;buthandsomeisashandsomedoes。Itwereonlyyesterdayassheaimedherlegrightatt'pailwi't'afteringsin。SheknoweditwereafteringsaswellasanyChristian,andt'moret'mischieft'bettershelikesit;an'ifahadn'tbeentooquickforher,itwouldhavea'goneswashdowni't'litter。This'n'safarbettercowi't'longrun,she'sjustasteadygoer,'asthemilkydown—pourcamemusicalandevenfromthestallnexttoBlackNell's。
Sylviawasknittingawayvigorously,thinkingallthewhilethatitwasagreatpityshehadnotputonabettergown,orevenacapwithbrighterribbon,andquiteunconscioushowveryprettyshelookedstandingagainstthefaintlight,herheadalittlebentdown;herhaircatchingbrightgoldentouches,asitfellfromunderherlittlelinencap;herpinkbedgown,confinedbyherapron—string,givingasortofeasygracetoherfigure;
herdarkfulllinseypetticoatshortabovehertrimancles,lookingfarmoresuitabletotheplacewhereshewasstandingthanherlonggownofthenightbeforewouldhavedone。Kinraidwaswantingtotalktoher,andtomakehertalk,butwasuncertainhowtobegin。InthemeantimeKesterwentonwiththesubjectlastspokenabout。
'BlackNell'satherfourthcalfnow,sosheoughttoha'leftoffhertricksandturnedsober—like。Butblessyo',there'ssomecowsas'llbeskittishtillthey'refatfort'butcher。Notbutwhatalikemilkingherbetternorasteadygoer;amanhasallayssummattobewatchin'for;anda'mkindo'setupwhena'vemasteredheratlast。T'youngmissustheere,she'smightyfondo'comin't'seeBlackNellathertantrums。She'dnivercomenearmeifa'cowswerelikethis'n。'
'Doyouoftencomeandseethecowsmilked?'askedKinraid,'Manyatime,'saidSylvia,smilingalittle。'Why,whenwe'rethrong,IhelpKester;butnowwe'veonlyBlackNellandDaisygivingmilk。KesterknowsasIcanmilkBlackNellquiteeasy,'shecontinued,halfvexedthatKesterhadnotnamedthisaccomplishment。
'Ay!whenshe'sinagoodframeo'mind,assheissome—times。Butt'
difficultyistomilkheratalltimes。'
'IwishI'dcomeabitsooner。Ishouldliket'haveseenyoumilkBlackNell,'addressingSylvia。
'Yo'dbettercometo—morrowe'en,andseewhatahandshe'llmak'onher,'saidKester。
'To—morrownightIshallbefaronmyroadbacktoShields。'
'To—morrow!'saidSylvia,suddenlylookingupathim,andthendroppinghereyes,asshefoundhehadbeenwatchingfortheeffectofhisintelligenceonher。
'Imunbebackatt'whaler,whereI'mengaged,'continuedhe。'She'sfittingupafterafreshfashion,andasI'vebeenoneaswantednewways,Imunbeonthespotfort'lookafterher。MaybeIshalltakearundownhereaforesailinginMarch。I'msureIshalltry。'
Therewasagooddealmeantandunderstoodbytheselastfewwords。
Thetoneinwhichtheywerespokengavethematenderintensitynotlostuponeitherofthehearers。Kestercockedhiseyeoncemore,butwithaslittleobtrusivenessashecould,andponderedthesailor'slooksandways。
Herememberedhiscomingabouttheplacethewinterbefore,andhowtheoldmasterhadthenappearedtohavetakentohim;butatthattimeSylviahadseemedtoKestertoolittleremovedfromachildtohaveeitherartorpartinKinraid'svisits;now,however,thecasewasdifferent。Kesterinhissphere——amonghiscircleofacquaintancenarrowthoughitwas——hadheardwithmuchprideofSylvia'sbearingawaythebellatchurchandatmarket,wherevergirlsofheragewerecongregated。Hewasanorthcountryman,sohegaveoutnofurthersignofhisfeelingsthanhismistressandSylvia'smotherhaddoneonalikeoccasion。
'T'lassisweelenough,'saidhe;buthegrinnedtohimself,andlookedabout,andlistenedtothehearsayofeverylad,wonderingwhowashandsome,andbrave,andgoodenoughtobeSylvia'smate。Now,oflate,ithadseemedtothecannyfarm—servantprettyclearthatPhilipHepburnwas'afterher;'
andtoPhilip,Kesterhadaninstinctiveobjection,akindofnaturalantipathysuchashasexistedinallagesbetweenthedwellersinatownandthoseinthecountry,betweenagricultureandtrade。So,whileKinraidandSylviakeptuptheirhalf—tender,half—jestingconversation,Kesterwasmakinguphisslowpersistentmindastothedesirabilityoftheyoungmanthenpresentasahusbandforhisdarling,asmuchfromhisbeingotherthanPhilipineveryrespect,asfromtheindividualgoodqualitieshepossessed。
Kester'sfirstopportunityoffavouringKinraid'ssuitconsistedinbeingaslongaspossibleoverhismilking;soneverwerecowsthatrequiredsuch'stripping,'orwereexpectedtoyieldsuch'afterings,'asBlackNellandDaisythatnight。Butallthingsmustcometoanend;andatlengthKestergotupfromhisthree—leggedstool,onseeingwhattheothersdidnot——thatthedip—candleinthelanternwascomingtoanend——andthatintwoorthreeminutesmoretheshippenwouldbeindarkness,andsohispailsofmilkbeendangered。InaninstantSylviahadstartedoutofherdeliciousdreamland,herdroopingeyeswereraised,andrecoveredtheirpowerofobservation,herruddyarmswerefreedfromtheaproninwhichshehadenfoldedthem,asaprotectionfromthegatheringcold,andshehadseizedandadjustedthewoodenyokeacrosshershoulders,readytobearthebrimmingmilk—pailstothedairy。
'Lookyo'ather!'exclaimedKestertoCharley,asheadjustedthefragrantpailsontheyoke。'Shethinksshe'smissusaready,andshe'sallaysforcarryingint'milksincet'rhumatizcotchedmyshoutheri't'backend;
andwhenshesays"Yea,"it'sasmuchasmyheed'sworthtosay"Nay。"'
Andalongthewall,roundthecorner,downtheroundslipperystonesoftheramblingfarmyard,behindthebuildings,didSylviatrip,safeandwell—poised,thoughthegroundworeallonecoatingofwhitesnow,andinmanyplaceswassoslipperyastoobligeKinraidtolingernearKester,thelantern—bearer。Kesterdidnotlosehisopportunity,thoughthecoldmistynightairprovokedhisasthmaticcoughwhen—everhebreathed,andofteninterruptedhiswords。
'She'sagoodwench——agoodwenchasiverwas——ancomeonagoodstock,an'that'ssummat,whetherinacoworawoman。A'veknownherfromababby;
she'sareetdowngoodun。'
Bythistimetheyhadreachedthebackkitchendoor,justasSylviahadunladenherself,andwasstrikingalightwithflintandtinder。Thehouseseemedwarmandinvitingafterthepiercingouterair,althoughthekitchenintowhichtheyenteredcontainedonlyarakedandslumberingfireatoneend,overwhich,onacrook,hungtheimmensepanofpotatoescookingfortheeveningmealofthepigs。TothispanKesterimmediatelyaddressedhimself,swingingitroundwithease,owingtotheadmirablesimplicityoftheold—fashionedmachinery。KinraidstoodbetweenKesterandthedoorintothedairy,throughwhichSylviahadvanishedwiththemilk。HehalfwishedtoconciliateKesterbyhelpinghim,butheseemedalsoattracted,byaforcewhichannihilatedhiswill,tofollowherwherevershewent。
Kesterreadhismind。
'Letalone,letalone,'saidhe;'pigs'vittletakesnoansuchdaintycarryin'asmilk。Amaysetitdownan'niverspilladrop;she'snoanfitfort'serveswine,noryo'other,mester;betterhelphert'teemt'milk。'
SoKinraidfollowedthelight——hislight——intotheicychillofthedairy,wherethebrightpolishedtincanswerequicklydimmedwiththewarm,sweet—smellingmilk,thatSylviawasemptyingoutintothebrownpans。Inhishastetohelpher,Charleytookuponeofthepails。
'Eh?that'n'stobestrained。Yo'havea'thecow'shairin。Mother'sveryparticular,andcannotabideahair。'
Soshewentovertoherawkwarddairymaid,andbeforeshe——butnotbeforehe——wasawareofthesweetproximity,shewasadjustinghishappyawkwardarmstothenewofficeofholdingamilk—straineroverthebowl,andpouringthewhiteliquidthroughit。
'There!'saidshe,lookingupforamoment,andhalfblushing;'nowyo'llknowhowtodoitnexttime。'
'Iwishnexttimewastocomenow,'saidKinraid;butshehadreturnedtoherownpail,andseemednottohearhim。Hefollowedhertohersideofthedairy。'I'vebutashortmemory,canyo'notshowmeagainhowt'
holdt'strainer?'
'No,'saidshe,halflaughing,butholdingherstrainerfastinspiteofhisinsinuatingeffortstounlockherfingers。'Butthere'snoneedtotellmeyo'vegettenashortmemory。'
'Why?whathaveIdone?howdunyouknowit?'
'Lastnight,'shebegan,andthenshestopped,andturnedawayherhead,pretendingtobebusyinherdairydutiesofrinsingandsuchlike。
'Well!'saidhe,halfconjecturinghermeaning,andflatteredbyit,ifhisconjecturewereright。'Lastnight——what?'
'Oh,yo'know!'saidshe,asifimpatientatbeingbothliterallyandmetaphoricallyfollowedabout,anddrivenintoacorner。
'No;tellme,'persistedhe。
'Well,'saidshe,'ifyo'willhaveit,Ithinkyo'showedyo'dbutashortmemorywhenyo'didn'tknowmeagain,andyo'werefivetimesatthishouselastwinter,andthat'snotsolongsin'。ButIsupposeyo'
seeavasto'thingsonyo'rvoyagesbylandorbysea,andthenit'sbutnaturalyo'shouldforget。'Shewishedshecouldgoontalking,butcouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosayjustthen;for,inthemiddleofhersentence,theflatteringinterpretationhemightputuponherwords,onherknowingsoexactlythenumberoftimeshehadbeentoHaytersbank,flasheduponher,andshewantedtoleadtheconversationalittlefartherafield——tomakeitalittlelesspersonal。Thiswasnothiswish,however。
Inatonewhichthrilledthroughher,eveninherowndespite,hesaid,——
'Doyo'thinkthatcaneverhappenagain,Sylvia?'
Shewasquitesilent;almosttrembling。Herepeatedthequestionasiftoforcehertoanswer。Driventobay,sheequivocated。
'Whathappenagain?Letmego,Idunnowhatyo'retalkingabout,andI'ma'mostnumbedwi'cold。'
Forthefrostyaircamesharpinthroughtheopenlatticewindow,andtheicewasalreadyformingonthemilk。Kinraidwouldhavefoundareadywayofkeepinghiscousins,orindeedmostyoungwomen,warm;buthepausedbeforehedaredputhisarmroundSylvia;shehadsomethingsoshyandwildinherlookandmanner;andherveryinnocenceofwhatherwords,spokenbyanothergirl,mightleadto,inspiredhimwithrespect,andkepthimincheck。Sohecontentedhimselfwithsaying,——
'I'llletyo'gointot'warmkitchenifyo'lltellmeifyo'thinkIcaneverforgetyo'again。'
Shelookedupathimdefiantly,andsetherredlipsfirm。Heenjoyedherdeterminationnottoreplytothisquestion;itshowedshefeltitssignificance。Herpureeyeslookedsteadilyintohis;norwastheexpressioninhissuchastodauntherormakeherafraid。Theywereliketwochildrendefyingeachother;eachdeterminedtoconquer。Atlastsheunclosedherlips,andnoddingherheadasifintriumph,said,asshefoldedherarmsoncemoreinhercheckapron,——
'Yo'llhavetogohomesometime。'
'Notforacoupleofhoursyet,'saidhe;'andyo'llbefrozenfirst;
soyo'dbettersayifIcaneverforgetyo'again,withoutmoreado。'
Perhapsthefreshvoicesbreakingonthesilence,——perhapsthetoneswerelessmodulatedthantheyhadbeenbefore,butanyhowBellRobson'svoicewasheardcallingSylviathroughtheseconddoor,whichopenedfromthedairytothehouse—place,inwhichhermotherhadbeentillthismomentasleep。Sylviadartedoffinobediencetothecall;gladtoleavehim,asatthemomentKinraidresentfullyimagined。Throughtheopendoorheheardtheconversationbetweenmotheranddaughter,almostunconsciousofitsmeaning,sodifficultdidhefindittowrenchhisthoughtsfromtheideashehadjustbeenformingwithSylvia'sbrightlovelyfacerightunderhiseyes。
'Sylvia!'saidhermother,'who'syonder?'Bellwassittingupintheattitudeofonestartledoutofslumberintointensityoflistening;herhandsoneachofthechair—arms,asifjustgoingtorise。'There'safremdmani't'house。Iheerdhisvoice!'
'It'sonly——it'sjustCharleyKinraid;hewasa—talkingtomei't'
dairy。'
'I't'dairy,lass!andhowcom'dhei't'dairy?'
'Hecom'dtoseefeyther。Feytheraskedhimlastnight,'saidSylvia,consciousthathecouldoverheareverywordthatwassaid,andalittlesuspectingthathewasnogreatfavouritewithhermother。
'Thyfeyther'sout;howcom'dhei't'dairy?'perseveredBell。
'Hecom'dpastthiswindow,andsawyo'asleep,anddidn'tlikefort'wakenyo';sohecom'dontot'shippen,andwhenIcarriedt'milkin————'
ButnowKinraidcamein,feelingtheawkwardnessofhissituationalittle,yetwithanexpressionsopleasantandmanlyinhisopenface,andinhisexculpatorymanner,thatSylvialosthisfirstwordsinastrangekindofprideofpossessioninhim,aboutwhichshedidnotreasonnorcaretodefinethegrounds。Buthermotherrosefromherchairsomewhatformally,asifshedidnotintendtositdownagainwhilehestayed,yetwastooweaktobekeptinthatstandingattitudelong。
'I'mafeared,sir,Sylviehasn'ttoldyo'thatmymaster'sout,andnotliketobeintilllate。He'llbemainandsorrytohavemissedyo'。'
Therewasnothingforitafterthisbuttogo。HisonlycomfortwasthatonSylvia'srosyfacehecouldreadunmistakablesignsofregretanddismay。Hissailor'slife,inbringinghimsuddenlyfacetofacewithunexpectedevents,hadgivenhimsomethingofthatself—possessionwhichweconsidertheattributeofagentleman;andwithanapparentcalmnesswhichalmostdisappointedSylvia,whoconstrueditintoasymptomofindifferenceastowhetherhewentorstayed,hebadehermothergood—night,andonlysaid,inholdingherhandaminutelongerthanwasabsolutelynecessary,——
'I'mcomingbackereIsail,andthen,maybe,you'llansweryonquestion。'
Hespokelow,andhermotherwasrearrangingherselfinherchair,elseSylviawouldhavehadtorepeatthepreviouswords。Asitwas,withsoftthrillingideasringingthroughher,shecouldgetherwheel,andsitdowntoherspinningbythefire;waitingforhermothertospeakfirst,Sylviadreamtherdreams。
BellRobsonwaspartlyawareofthestateofthings,asfarasitlayonthesurface。Shewasnotawarehowdeepdowncertainfeelingshadpenetratedintothegirl'sheartwhosatontheothersideofthefire,withalittlesadairdiffusedoverherfaceandfigure。BelllookeduponSylviaasstillachild,tobewarnedoffforbiddenthingsbythreatsofdanger。Buttheforbiddenthingwasalreadytasted,andpossibledangerinitsfullacquisitiononlyservedtomakeitmoreprecious—sweet。
Bellsatuprightinherchair,gazingintothefire。Hermilk—whitelinenmob—capfringedroundandsoftenedherface,fromwhichtheusualapple—redwasbanishedbyillness,andthefeatures,fromthesamecause,renderedmoreprominentandstern。Shehadacleanbuffkerchiefroundherneck,andstuffedintothebosomofherSundaywoollengownofdarkblue,——ifshehadbeeninworking—trimshewouldhavewornabedgownlikeSylvia's。Hersleeveswerepinnedbackattheelbows,andherbrownarmsandhard—workinghandslaycrossedinunwontedidlenessonhercheckapron。
Herknittingwasbyherside;andifshehadbeengoingthroughanyaccustomedcalculationorconsiderationshewouldhavehaditbusilyclinkinginherfingers。Butshehadsomethingquitebeyondcommontothinkabout,and,perhaps,tospeakabout;andfortheminuteshewasnotequaltoknitting。
'Sylvie,'shebeganatlength,'didIe'ertelltheeonNancyHartleyasIknewwhenIwereachild?I'mthinkingadealonherto—night;maybeit'sbecauseI'vebeendreamingonyonoldtimes。Shewasabonnylassaseverwereseen,I'veheerdfolksay;butthatwereaforeIknewher。
WhenIknewhershewerecrazy,poorwench;wi'herblackhaira—streamingdownherback,andhereyes,aswerea'mostasblack,allayscryingoutforpity,thoughneverawordshespokebut"Heoncewashere。"Justthato'erando'eragain,whethershewerecoldorhot,fullorhungry,"Heoncewashere,"wereallherspeech。Shehadbeenfarm—servanttomymother'sbrother——JamesHepburn,thygreat—uncleaswas;shewereapoor,friendlesswench,aparish'prentice,buthonestandgaum—like,tillalad,asnobodyknowed,comeo'erthehillsonesheep—shearingfra'Whitehaven;hehadsummattodowi'th'sea,thoughnotrightlytobecalledasailor:andhemadeadealonNancyHartley,justtobeguilethetimelike;andhewentawayandne'ersentathoughtafterhermore。It'sthewayasladshave;andthere'snoholding'emwhenthey'refellowsasnobodyknows——neitherwheretheycomefro',norwhatthey'vebeendoinga'theirlives,tilltheycomeathwartsomepoorwenchlikeNancyHartley。Shewerebutasoftyafterall:forsheleftoffdoingherworkinapropermanner。I'veheerdmyauntsayasshefoundoutassummatwaswrongwi'Nancyassoonasth'
milkturnedbingy,fortherene'erhadbeensuchacleanlassabouthermilk—cansaforethat;andfrombaditgrewtoworse,andshewouldsitanddonothingbutplaywi'herfingersfro'morntillnight,andiftheyaskedherwhatailedher,shejustsaid,"Heoncewashere;"andiftheybidhergoaboutherwork,itwerea'thesame。Andwhentheyscoldedher,andprettysharptoo,shewouldstandupandputherhairfromhereyes,andlookaboutherlikeacrazythingsearchingforherwits,andne'erfindingthem,forallshecouldthinkonwasjust,"Heoncewashere。"
Itwereacautiontomeagainthinkingamant'meanwhathesayswhenhe'sa—talkingtoayoungwoman。'
'ButwhatbecameonpoorNancy?'askedSylvia。
'Whatshouldbecomeonheroronanylassasgiveshersel'uptothinkingonamanwhocaresnoughtforher?'repliedhermother,alittleseverely。
'Shewerecrazed,andmyauntcouldn'tkeepheron,couldshe?Shedidkeepheralongwearytime,thinkingasshewould,maybe,cometohersel',and,anyhow,shewereamotherlesswench。Butatlengthshehadfort'
gowhereshecamefro'——backtoKeswickwork—house:andwhenlastIheerdonhershewerechainedtoth'greatkitchendresseri't'workhouse;they'dbeatenhertillsheweretaughttobesilentandquieti'th'daytime,butatnight,whenshewereleftalone,shewouldtakeupth'oudcry,tillitwrungtheirheart,sothey'dmanyatimetocomedownandbeatheragaintogetanypeace。Itwereacautiontome,asIsaidafore,tokeepfro'thinkingonmenasthoughtnoughtonme。'
'PoorcrazyNancy!'sighedSylvia。Themotherwonderedifshehadtakenthe'caution'toherself,orwasonlyfullofpityforthemadgirl,deadlongbefore。
chapter16CHAPTERXVITHEENGAGEMENT'Asthedaylengthenssothecoldstrengthens。'Itwassothatyear;thehardfrostwhichbeganonNewYear'sEvelastedonandonintolateFebruary,blackandbitter,butwelcomeenoughtothefarmers,asitkeptbackthetooearlygrowthofautumn—sownwheat,andgavethemtheopportunityofleadingmanure。Butitdidnotsuitinvalidsaswell,andBellRobson,thoughnotgettingworse,didnotmakeanyprogresstowardsamendment。
Sylviawaskeptverybusy,notwithstandingthatshehadtheassistanceofapoorwidow—womanintheneighbourhoodoncleaning,orwashing,orchurningdays。Herlifewasquietandmonotonous,althoughhardworking;
andwhileherhandsmechanicallyfoundanddidtheiraccustomedlabour,thethoughtsthatroseinherheadalwayscentredonCharleyKinraid,hisways,hiswords,hislooks,whethertheyallmeantwhatshewouldfainbelievetheydid,andwhether,meaningloveatthetime,suchafeelingwaslikelytoendure。Hermother'sstoryofcrazyNancyhadtakenholdofher;butnotasa'caution,'ratherasaparallelcasetoherown。LikeNancy,andborrowingthepoorgirl'sownwords,shewouldsaysoftlytoherself,'Heoncewashere;'butallalongshebelievedinherhearthewouldcomebackagaintoher,thoughittouchedherstrangelytoimaginetheagoniesofforsakenlove。
Philipknewlittleofallthis。Hewasverybusywithfactsandfigures,doggedlyfightingthroughthenecessarybusiness,andonlynowandthenallowinghimselfthedeliciousrelaxationofgoingtoHaytersbankinanevening,toinquireafterhisaunt'shealth,andtoseeSylvia;forthetwoFosterswerepunctiliouslyanxioustomaketheirshopmentestalltheirstatements;insistingonanexaminationofthestock,asifHepburnandCoulsonwerestrangerstotheshop;havingtheMonkshavenauctioneerintoappraisethefixturesandnecessaryfurniture;goingovertheshopbooksforthelasttwentyyearswiththeirsuccessors,anemploymentwhichtookupeveningafterevening;andnotunfrequentlytakingoneoftheyoungmenonthelongcommercialjourneyswhichweretediouslymadeinagig。
BydegreesbothHepburnandCoulsonwereintroducedtodistantmanufacturersandwhole—saledealers。TheywouldhavebeenwillingtotaketheFosters'
wordforeverystatementthebrothershadmadeonNewYear'sDay;butthis,itwasevident,wouldnothavesatisfiedtheirmasters,whowerescrupulousininsistingthatwhateveradvantagetherewereshouldalwaysfallonthesideoftheyoungermen。
WhenPhilipsawSylviashewasalwaysquietandgentle;perhapsmoresilentthanshehadbeenayearago,andshedidnotattendsobrisklytowhatwaspassingaroundher。Shewasratherthinnerandpaler;butwhateverchangetherewasinherwasalwaysanimprovementinPhilip'seyes,solongasshespokegraciouslytohim。Hethoughtshewassufferingfromlong—continuedanxietyabouthermother,orthatshehadtoomuchtodo;
andeithercausewasenoughtomakehimtreatherwithagraveregardanddeferencewhichhadarepressedtendernessinit,ofwhichshe,otherwiseoccupied,wasquiteunaware。Shelikedhimbetter,too,thanshehaddoneayearortwobefore,becausehedidnotshowheranyoftheeagerattentionwhichteasedherthen,althoughitsmeaningwasnotfullyunderstood。
Thingsweremuchinthisstatewhenthefrostbroke,andmilderweathersucceeded。Thiswasthetimesolonglookedforwardtobytheinvalidandherfriends,asfavouringthedoctor'srecommendationofchangeofair。
Herhusbandwastotakehertospendafortnightwithakindlyneighbour,wholivednearthefarmtheyhadoccupied,fortymilesorsoinland,beforetheycametoHaytersbank。Thewidow—womanwastocomeandstayinthehouse,tokeepSylviacompany,duringhermother'sabsence。Daniel,indeed,wastoreturnhomeafterconveyinghiswifetoherdestination;buttherewassomuchtobedoneonthelandatthistimeoftheyear,thatSylviawouldhavebeenalonealldayhaditnotbeenforthearrangementjustmentioned。
TherewasactivestirringinMonkshavenharbouraswellasonshore。
Thewhalerswerefinishingtheirfittings—outfortheGreenlandseas。Itwasa'close'season,thatistosay,therewouldbedifficultyinpassingthebarrieroficewhichlaybetweentheshipsandthewhaling—grounds;
andyetthesemustbereachedbeforeJune,ortheyear'sexpeditionwouldbeoflittleavail。Everyblacksmith'sshoprungwiththerhythmicalclangofbusyhammers,beatingoutoldiron,suchashorseshoes,nailsorstubs,intothegreatharpoons;thequayswerethrongedwithbusyandimportantsailors,rushinghitherandthither,consciousofthedemandinwhichtheywereheldatthisseasonoftheyear。Itwaswartime,too。ManycaptainsunabletoprocuremeninMonkshavenwouldhavetocompletetheircrewsintheShetlands。Theshopsinthetownwereequallybusy;storeshadtobepurchasedbythewhaling—masters,warmclothingofallsortstobeprovided。
Thesewerethelargerwholesaleorders;butmanyaman,andwoman,too,broughtouttheirsmallhoardstopurchaseextracomforts,orpreciouskeepsakesforsomebelovedone。Itwasthetimeofthegreathalf—yearlytrafficoftheplace;anotherimpetuswasgiventobusinesswhenthewhalersreturnedintheautumn,andthemenwereflushofmoney,andfullofdelightatoncemoreseeingtheirhomesandtheirfriends。
TherewasmuchtobedoneinFosters'shop,andlaterhourswerekeptthanusual。SomeperplexityorotherwasoccupyingJohnandJeremiahFoster;
theirmindswerenotsomuchonthealertasusual,beingengagedonsomeweightymatterofwhichtheyhadasyetspokentonoone。Butitthushappenedthattheydidnotgivethepromptassistancetheywereaccustomedtorenderatsuchtimes;andCoulsonhadbeenawayonsomeofthenewexpeditionsdevolvingonhimandPhilipasfuturepartners。Oneeveningaftertheshopwasclosed,whiletheywereexaminingthegoods,andcomparingthesaleswiththeentriesintheday—book,Coulsonsuddenlyinquired——
'Bytheway,Hester,doestheeknowwheretheparcelofbestbandanasisgone?Therewasfourleft,asI'mprettysure,whenIsetofftoSandsend;
andto—dayMarkAldersoncamein,andwouldfainhavehadone,andIcouldfindnonenowhere。'
'Isoldt'lastto—day,toyonsailor,thespecksioneer,whofoughtthepress—gangsametimeaspoorDarleywerekilled。Hetookit,andthreeyardsofyonpinkribbonwi't'blackandyellowcrossesonit,asPhilipcouldneverabide。Philiphasgot'emi't'book,ifhe'llonlylook。'
'Ishehereagain?'saidPhilip;'Ididn'tseehim。Whatbringshimhere,wherehe'snoanwanted?'
'T'shopwerethrongwi'folk,'saidHester,'andheknewhisownmindaboutthehandkercher,anddidn'ttarrylong。Justashewasleaving,hiseyecaughtont'ribbon,andhecamebackforit。Itwerewhenyo'wereservingMaryDarbyandtherewasavasto'folkaboutyo'。'
'IwishI'dseenhim,'saidCoulson。'I'dha'gi'enhimawordandalookhe'dnotha'forgotteninahurry。'
'Why,what'sup?'saidPhilip,surprisedatWilliam'sunusualmanner,and,atthesametime,rathergratifiedtofindareflectionofhisownfeelingsaboutKinraid。Coulson'sfacewaspalewithanger,butforamomentortwoheseemeduncertainwhetherhewouldreplyornot。
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