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第5章

  Shedreamed,reflected,puzzled,wept,consumedbyfearsandsuspicions。Thenherjoyousyoungsoulreassuringitself,shebegantoplananadventure,toimagineanabnormalanddramaticsituation,foundedontherecollectionsofallthepoeticalromancesshehadread。Sherecalledallthemovingcatastrophes,orsadandtouchingstories;shejumbledthemtogether,andconcoctedastoryofherownwithwhichsheinterpretedthehalf-understoodmysterywhichenvelopedherlife。
  Shewasnolongercastdown。Shedreamed,sheliftedveils,sheimaginedunlikelycomplications,athousandsingular,terriblethings,seductive,nevertheless,bytheirverystrangeness。Couldshebe,bychance,thenaturaldaughterofaprince?Hadherpoormother,betrayedanddeserted,madeMarquisebysomeking,perhapsKingVictorEmmanuel,beenobligedtotakeflightbeforetheangerofthefamily?Wasshenotratherachildabandonedbyitsrelations,whowerenobleandillustrious,thefruitofaclandestinelove,takeninbytheMarquise,whohadadoptedandbroughtherup?
  Stillothersuppositionspassedthroughhermind。Sheacceptedorrejectedthemaccordingtothedictatesofherfancy。Shewasmovedtopityoverherowncase,happyatthebottomofherheart,andsadalso,takingasortofsatisfactioninbecomingasortofaheroineofabookwhomust:assumeanobleattitude,worthyofherself。
  Shelaidoutthepartshemustplay,accordingtoeventsatwhichsheguessed。Shevaguelyoutlinedthisrole,likeoneofScribe'sorofGeorgeSand's。Itshouldbeenduedwithdevotion,self-
  abnegation,greatnessofsoul,tenderness;andfinewords。Herpliantnaturealmostrejoicedinthisnewattitude。Sheponderedalmosttilleveningwhatsheshoulddo,wonderinghowsheshouldmanagetowrestthetruthfromtheMarquise。
  Andwhennightcame,favorabletotragicsituations,shehadthoughtoutasimpleandsubtiletricktoobtainwhatshewanted:itwas,brusquely,tosaythatServignyhadaskedforherhandinmarriage。
  Atthisnews,MadameObardi,takenbysurprise,wouldcertainlyletawordescapeherlips,acrywhichwouldthrowlightintothemindofherdaughter。AndYvettehadaccomplishedherplan。
  Sheexpectedanexplosionofastonishment,anexpansionoflove,aconfidencefullofgesturesandtears。But,insteadofthis,hermother,withoutappearingstupefiedorgrieved,hadonlyseemedbored;andfromtheconstrained,discontented,andworriedtoneinwhichshehadreplied,theyounggirl,inwhomtheresuddenlyawakedalltheastuteness,keenness,andsharpnessofawoman,understandingthatshemustnotinsist,thatthemysterywasofanothernature,thatitwouldbepainfultohertolearnit,andthatshemustpuzzleitoutallalone,hadgonebacktoherroom,herheartoppressed,hersoulindistress,possessednowwiththeapprehensionsofarealmisfortune,withoutknowingexactlyeitherwhenceorwhythisemotioncametoher。Soshewept,leaningatthewindow。
  Sheweptlong,notdreamingofanythingnow,notseekingtodiscoveranythingmore,andlittlebylittle,wearinessovercomingher,sheclosedhereyes。Shedozedforafewminutes,withthatdeepsleepofpeoplewhoaretiredoutandhavenottheenergytoundressandgotobed,thatheavysleep,brokenbydreams,whentheheadnodsuponthebreast。
  Shedidnotgotobeduntilthefirstbreakofday,whenthecoldofthemorning,chillingher,compelledhertoleavethewindow。
  Thenextdayandthedayafter,shemaintainedareservedandmelancholyattitude。Herthoughtswerebusy;shewaslearningtospyout,toguessatconclusions,toreason。Alight,stillvague,seemedtoilluminemenandthingsaroundherinanewmanner;shebegantoentertainsuspicionsagainstall,againsteverythingthatshehadbelieved,againsthermother。Sheimaginedallsortsofthingsduringthesetwodays。Sheconsideredallthepossibilities,takingthemostextremeresolutionswiththesuddennessofherchangeableandunrestrainednature。Wednesdayshehituponaplan,anentirescheduleofconductandasystemofspying。SheroseThursdaymorningwiththeresolvetobeverysharpandarmedagainsteverybody。
  Shedeterminedeventotakeforhermottothesetwowords:"Myselfalone,"andsheponderedformorethananhourhowsheshouldarrangethemtoproduceagoodeffectengravedabouthercrest,onherwritingpaper。
  SavalandServignyarrivedatteno'clock。Theyounggirlgaveherhandwithreserve,withoutembarrassment,andinatone,familiarthoughgrave,shesaid:
  "Goodmorning,Muscade,areyouwell?""Goodmorning,Mam'zelle,fairly,thanks,andyou?"Hewaswatchingher。"Whatcomedywillsheplayme,"hesaidtohimself。
  TheMarquisehavingtakenSaval'sarm,hetookYvette's,andtheybegantostrollaboutthelawn,appearinganddisappearingeveryminute,behindtheclumpsoftrees。
  Yvettewalkedwithathoughtfulair,lookingatthegravelofthepathway,appearinghardlytohearwhathercompanionsaidandscarcelyansweringhim。
  Suddenlysheasked:"Areyoutrulymyfriend,Muscade?"
  "Why,ofcourse,Mam'zelle。"
  "Buttruly,truly,now?"
  "Absolutelyyourfriend,Mam'zelle,bodyandsoul。"
  "Evenenoughofafriendnottolietomeonce,justonce?"
  "Eventwice,ifnecessary。"
  "Evenenoughtotellmetheabsolute,exacttruth?"
  "Yes,Mam'zelle。"
  "Well,whatdoyouthink,waydowninyourheart,ofthePrinceofKravalow?"
  "Ah,thedevil!"
  "Youseethatyouarealreadypreparingtolie。"
  "Notatall,butIamseekingthewords,theproperwords。GreatHeavens,PrinceKravalowisaRussian,whospeaksRussian,whowasborninRussia,whohasperhapshadapassporttocometoFrance,andaboutwhomthereisnothingfalsebuthisnameandtitle。"
  Shelookedhimintheeyes:"Youmeanthatheis——?"
  "Anadventurer,Mam'zelle。"
  "Thankyou,andChevalierValrealiisnobetter?""Youhavehitit。"
  "AndMonsieurdeBelvigne?"
  "Withhimitisadifferentthing。Heisofprovincialsociety,honorableuptoacertainpoint,butonlyalittlescorchedfromhavinglivedtoorapidly。"
  "Andyou?"
  "Iamwhattheycallabutterfly,amanofgoodfamily,whohadintelligenceandwhohassquandereditinmakingphrases,whohadgoodhealthandwhohasinjureditbydissipation,whohadsomeworthperhapsandwhohasscattereditbydoingnothing。Thereislefttomeacertainknowledgeoflife,acompleteabsenceofprejudice,alargecontemptformankind,includingwomen,averydeepsentimentoftheuselessnessofmyactsandavasttoleranceforthemob。"
  "Nevertheless,attimes,Icanbefrank,andIamevencapableofaffection,asyoucouldsee,ifyouwould。WiththesedefectsandqualitiesIplacemyselfatyourorders,Mam'zelle,morallyandphysically,todowhatyoupleasewithme。"
  Shedidnotlaugh;shelistened,weighinghiswordsandhisintentions;thensheresumed:
  "WhatdoyouthinkoftheCountessdeLammy?"
  Hereplied,vivaciously:"Youwillpermitmenottogivemyopinionaboutthewomen。"
  "Aboutnoneofthem?"
  "Aboutnoneofthem。""Thenyoumusthaveabadopinionofthemall。
  Come,think;won'tyoumakeasingleexception?"
  Hesneeredwiththatinsolentairwhichhegenerallywore;andwiththatbrutalaudacitywhichheusedasaweapon,hesaid:"Presentcompanyisalwaysexcepted。"
  Sheblushedalittle,butcalmlyasked:"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?"
  "Youwantmetotell。Well,sobeit。Ithinkyouareayoungpersonofgoodsense,andpracticalness,orifyouprefer,ofgoodpracticalsense,whoknowsverywellhowtoarrangeherpastime,toamusepeople,tohideherviews,tolayhersnares,andwho,withouthurrying,awaitsevents。"
  "Isthatall?"sheasked。
  "That'sall。"
  Thenshesaidwithaseriousearnestness:"Ishallmakeyouchangethatopinion,Muscade。"
  Thenshejoinedhermother,whowasproceedingwithshortsteps,herheaddown,withthatmannerassumedintalkingverylow,whilewalking,ofveryintimateandverysweetthings。Assheadvancedshedrewshapesinthesand,lettersperhaps,withthepointofhersunshade,andshespoke,withoutlookingatSaval,long,softly,leaningonhisarm,pressedagainsthim。
  Yvettesuddenlyfixedhereyesuponher,andasuspicion,ratherafeelingthanadoubt,passedthroughhermindasashadowofaclouddrivenbythewindpassesovertheground。
  Thebellrangforbreakfast。Itwassilentandalmostgloomy。Therewasastormintheair。Greatsolidcloudsresteduponthehorizon,muteandheavy,butchargedwithatempest。Assoonastheyhadtakentheircoffeeontheterrace,theMarquiseasked:
  "Well,darling,areyougoingtotakeawalktodaywithyourfriendServigny?Itisagoodtimetoenjoythecoolnessunderthetrees。"
  Yvettegaveheraquickglance。
  "No,mamma,Iamnotgoingoutto-day。"
  TheMarquiseappearedannoyed,andinsisted。"Oh,goandtakeastroll,mychild,itisexcellentforyou。"
  ThenYvettedistinctlysaid:"No,mamma,Ishallstayinthehouseto-day,andyouknowverywellwhy,becauseItoldyoutheotherevening。"
  MadameObardigaveitnofurtherthought,preoccupiedwiththethoughtofremainingalonewithSaval。Sheblushedandwasannoyed,disturbedonherownaccount,notknowinghowshecouldfindafreehourortwo。Shestammered:
  "Itistrue。Iwasnotthinkingofit。Idon'tknowwheremyheadis。"
  AndYvettetakingupsomeembroidery,whichshecalled"thepublicsafety,"andatwhichsheworkedfiveorsixtimesayear,ondulldays,seatedherselfonalowchairnearhermother,whilethetwoyoungmen,astridefolding-chairs,smokedtheircigars。
  Thehourspassedinalanguidconversation。TheMarquisefidgety,castlongingglancesatSaval,seekingsomepretext,somemeans,ofgettingridofherdaughter。Shefinallyrealizedthatshewouldnotsucceed,andnotknowingwhatrusetoemploy,shesaidtoServigny:
  "Youknow,mydearDuke,thatIamgoingtokeepyouboththisevening。To-morrowweshallbreakfastattheFournaiserestaurant,atChaton。"
  Heunderstood,smiled,andbowed:"Iamatyourorders,Marquise。"
  Thedayworeonslowlyandpainfullyunderthethreateningsofthestorm。Thehourfordinnergraduallyapproached。Theheavyskywasfilledwithslowandheavyclouds。Therewasnotabreathofairstirring。Theeveningmealwassilent,too。Anoppression,anembarrassment,asortofvaguefear,seemedtomakethetwomenandthetwowomenmute。
  Whenthecoverswereremoved,theysatlongupontheterrace;onlyspeakingatlongintervals。Nightfell,asultrynight。Suddenlythehorizonwastornbyanimmenseflashoflightning,whichilluminedwithadazzlingandwanlightthefourfacesshroudedindarkness。
  Thenafar-offsound,heavyandfeeble,liketherumblingofacarriageuponabridge,passedovertheearth;anditseemedthattheheatoftheatmosphereincreased,thattheairsuddenlybecamemoreoppressive,andthesilenceoftheeveningdeeper。
  Yvetterose。"Iamgoingtobed,"shesaid,"thestormmakesmeill。"
  AndsheofferedherbrowtotheMarquise,gaveherhandtothetwoyoungmen,andwithdrew。
  Asherroomwasjustabovetheterrace,theleavesofagreatchestnut-treegrowingbeforethedoorsoongleamedwithagreenhue,andServignykepthiseyesfixedonthispalelightinthefoliage,inwhichattimeshethoughthesawashadowpass。Butsuddenlythelightwentout。MadameObardigaveagreatsigh。
  "Mydaughterhasgonetobed,"shesaid。
  Servignyrose,saying:"Iamgoingtodoasmuch,Marquise,ifyouwillpermitme。"Hekissedthehandsheheldouttohimanddisappearedinturn。
  ShewasleftalonewithSaval,inthenight。Inamomentshewasclaspedinhisarms。Then,althoughhetriedtopreventher,shekneeledbeforehimmurmuring:"Iwanttoseeyoubythelightningflashes。"
  ButYvette,hercandlesnuffedout,hadreturnedtoherbalcony,barefoot,glidinglikeashadow,andshelistened,consumedbyanunhappyandconfusedsuspicion。Shecouldnotsee,asshewasabovethem,ontheroofoftheterrace。
  Sheheardnothingbutamurmurofvoices,andherheartbeatsofastthatshecouldactuallyhearitsthrobbing。Awindowclosedontheflooraboveher。Servigny,then,musthavejustgoneuptohisroom。
  Hermotherwasalonewiththeotherman。
  Asecondflashoflightning,clearingthesky;lightedupforasecondallthelandscapesheknewsowell,withastartlingandsinistergleam,andshesawthegreatriver,withthecolorofmeltedlead,asariverappearsindreamsinfantasticscenes。
  Justthenavoicebelowherutteredthewords:"Iloveyou!"Andsheheardnothingmore。Astrangeshudderpassedoverherbody,andhersoulshiveredinfrightfuldistress。Aheavy,infinitesilence,whichseemedeternal,hungovertheworld。Shecouldnolongerbreathe,herbreastoppressedbysomethingunknownandhorrible。
  Anotherflashoflightningilluminedspace,lightingupthehorizonforaninstant,thenanotheralmostimmediatelycame,followedbystillothers。Andthevoice,whichshehadalreadyheard,repeatedmoreloudly:"Oh!howIloveyou!howIloveyou!"AndYvetterecognizedthevoice;itwashermother's。
  Alargedropofwarmrainfelluponherbrow,andaslightandalmostimperceptiblemotionranthroughtheleaves,thequiveringoftherainwhichwasnowbeginning。Thenanoisecamefromafar,aconfusedsound,likethatofthewindinthebranches:itwasthedelugedescendinginsheetsonearthandriverandtrees。Inafewminutesthewaterpouredabouther,coveringher,drenchingherlikeashower-bath。Shedidnotmove,thinkingonlyofwhatwashappeningontheterrace。
  Sheheardthemgetupandgototheirrooms。Doorswereclosedwithinthehouse;andtheyounggirl,yieldingtoanirresistibledesiretolearnwhatwasgoingon,adesirewhichmaddenedandtorturedher,glideddownstairs,softlyopenedtheouterdoor,and,crossingthelawnunderthefuriousdownpour,ranandhidinaclumpoftrees,tolookatthewindows。
  Onlyonewindowwaslighted,hermother's。Andsuddenlytwoshadowsappearedintheluminoussquare,twoshadows,sidebyside。Thendistracted,withoutreflection,withoutknowingwhatshewasdoing,shescreamedwithallhermight,inashrillvoice:"Mamma!"asapersonwouldcryouttowarnpeopleindangerofdeath。
  Herdesperatecrywaslostinthenoiseoftherain,butthecoupleseparated,disturbed。Andoneoftheshadowsdisappeared,whiletheothertriedtodiscoversomething,peeringthroughthedarknessofthegarden。
  Fearingtobesurprised,ortomeethermotheratthatmoment,Yvetterushedbacktothehouse,ranupstairs,drippingwet,andshutherselfinherroom,resolvedtoopenherdoortonoone。
  Withouttaking,offherstreamingdress,whichclungtoherform,shefellonherknees,withclaspedhands,inherdistressimploringsomesuperhumanprotection,themysteriousaidofHeaven,theunknownsupportwhichapersonseeksinhoursoftearsanddespair。
  Thegreatlightningflashesthrewforaninstanttheirlividreflectionsintoherroom,andshesawherselfinthemirrorofherwardrobe,withherwetanddisheveledhair,lookingsostrangethatshedidnotrecognizeherself。Sheremainedtheresolongthatthestormabatedwithoutherperceivingit。Therainceased,alightfilledthesky,stillobscuredwithclouds,andamild,balmy,deliciousfreshness,afreshnessofgrassandwetleaves,cameinthroughtheopenwindow。
  Yvetterose,tookoffherwet,coldgarments,withoutthinkingwhatshewasdoing,andwenttobed。Shestaredwithfixedeyesatthedawningday。Thensheweptagain,andthenshebegantothink。
  Hermother!Alover!Whatashame!Shehadreadsomanybooksinwhichwomen,evenmothers,hadoversteppedtheboundsofpropriety,toregaintheirhonoratthepagesoftheclimax,thatshewasnotastonishedbeyondmeasureatfindingherselfenvelopedinadramasimilartoallthoseofherreading。Theviolenceofherfirstgrief,thecruelshockofsurprise,hadalreadywornoffalittle,intheconfusedremembranceofanalogoussituations。Hermindhadrambledamongsuchtragicadventures,paintedbythenovel-writers,thatthehorriblediscoveryseemed,littlebylittle,likethenaturalcontinuationofsomeserialstory,beguntheeveningbefore。
  Shesaidtoherself:"Iwillsavemymother。"Andalmostreassuredbythisheroicresolution,shefeltherselfstrengthened,readyatonceforthedevotionandthestruggle。Shereflectedonthemeanswhichmustbeemployed。Asingleoneseemedgood,whichwasquiteinkeepingwithherromanticnature。AndsherehearsedtheinterviewwhichsheshouldhavewiththeMarquise,asanactorrehearsesthescenewhichheisgoingtoplay。
  Thesunhadrisen。Theservantswerestirringaboutthehouse。Thechambermaidcamewiththechocolate。Yvetteputthetrayonthetableandsaid:
  "YouwillsaytomymotherthatIamnotwell,thatIamgoingtostayinbeduntilthosegentlemenleave,thatIcouldnotsleeplastnight,andthatIdonotwanttobedisturbedbecauseIamgoingtotrytorest。"
  Theservant,surprised,lookedatthewetdress,whichhadfallenlikearagonthecarpet。
  "SoMademoisellehasbeenout?"shesaid。
  "Yes,Iwentoutforawalkintheraintorefreshmyself。"
  Themaidpickeduptheskirts,stockings,andwetshoes;thenshewentawaycarryingonherarm,withfastidiousprecautions,thesegarments,soakedastheclothesofadrownedperson。AndYvettewaited,wellknowingthathermotherwouldcometoher。
  TheMarquiseentered,havingjumpedfromherbedatthefirstwordsofthechambermaid,forasuspicionhadpossessedher,heartsincethatcry:"Mamma!"heardinthedark。
  "Whatisthematter?"shesaid。
  Yvettelookedatherandstammered:"I——I——"Thenoverpoweredbyasuddenandterribleemotion,shebegantochoke。
  TheMarquise,astonished,againasked:"Whatintheworldisthematterwithyou?"
  Then,forgettingallherplansandpreparedphrases,theyounggirlhidherfaceinbothhandsandstammered:
  "Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!"
  MadameObardistoodbythebed,toomuchaffectedthoroughlytounderstand,butguessingalmosteverything,withthatsubtileinstinctwhenceshederivedherstrength。AsYvettecouldnotspeak,chokedwithtears,hermother,wornoutfinallyandfeelingsomefearfulexplanationcoming,brusquelyasked:
  "Come,willyoutellmewhatthematteris?"
  Yvettecouldhardlyutterthewords:"Oh!lastnight——Isaw——yourwindow。"
  TheMarquise,verypale;said:"Well?whatofit?"
  Herdaughterrepeated,stillsobbing:"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!"
  MadameObardi,whosefearandembarrassmentturnedtoanger,shruggedhershouldersandturnedtogo。"Ireallybelievethatyouarecrazy。Whenthisends,youwillletmeknow。"
  Buttheyounggirl,suddenlytookherhandsfromherface,whichwasstreamingwithtears。
  "No,listen,Imustspeaktoyou,listen。Youmustpromiseme——wemustbothgo,away,veryfaroff,intothecountry,andwemustlivelikethecountrypeople;andnoonemustknowwhathasbecomeofus。
  Sayyouwill,mamma;Ibegyou,Iimploreyou;willyou?"
  TheMarquise,confused,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom。Shehadinherveinstheirasciblebloodofthecommonpeople。Thenasenseofshame,amother'smodesty,mingledwithavaguesentimentoffearandtheexasperationofapassionatewomanwhoseloveisthreatened,andsheshuddered,readytoaskforpardon,ortoyieldtosomeviolence。
  "Idon'tunderstandyou,"shesaid。