Shedreamed,reflected,puzzled,wept,consumedbyfearsandsuspicions。Thenherjoyousyoungsoulreassuringitself,shebegantoplananadventure,toimagineanabnormalanddramaticsituation,foundedontherecollectionsofallthepoeticalromancesshehadread。Sherecalledallthemovingcatastrophes,orsadandtouchingstories;shejumbledthemtogether,andconcoctedastoryofherownwithwhichsheinterpretedthehalf-understoodmysterywhichenvelopedherlife。
Shewasnolongercastdown。Shedreamed,sheliftedveils,sheimaginedunlikelycomplications,athousandsingular,terriblethings,seductive,nevertheless,bytheirverystrangeness。Couldshebe,bychance,thenaturaldaughterofaprince?Hadherpoormother,betrayedanddeserted,madeMarquisebysomeking,perhapsKingVictorEmmanuel,beenobligedtotakeflightbeforetheangerofthefamily?Wasshenotratherachildabandonedbyitsrelations,whowerenobleandillustrious,thefruitofaclandestinelove,takeninbytheMarquise,whohadadoptedandbroughtherup?
Stillothersuppositionspassedthroughhermind。Sheacceptedorrejectedthemaccordingtothedictatesofherfancy。Shewasmovedtopityoverherowncase,happyatthebottomofherheart,andsadalso,takingasortofsatisfactioninbecomingasortofaheroineofabookwhomust:assumeanobleattitude,worthyofherself。
Shelaidoutthepartshemustplay,accordingtoeventsatwhichsheguessed。Shevaguelyoutlinedthisrole,likeoneofScribe'sorofGeorgeSand's。Itshouldbeenduedwithdevotion,self-
abnegation,greatnessofsoul,tenderness;andfinewords。Herpliantnaturealmostrejoicedinthisnewattitude。Sheponderedalmosttilleveningwhatsheshoulddo,wonderinghowsheshouldmanagetowrestthetruthfromtheMarquise。
Andwhennightcame,favorabletotragicsituations,shehadthoughtoutasimpleandsubtiletricktoobtainwhatshewanted:itwas,brusquely,tosaythatServignyhadaskedforherhandinmarriage。
Atthisnews,MadameObardi,takenbysurprise,wouldcertainlyletawordescapeherlips,acrywhichwouldthrowlightintothemindofherdaughter。AndYvettehadaccomplishedherplan。
Sheexpectedanexplosionofastonishment,anexpansionoflove,aconfidencefullofgesturesandtears。But,insteadofthis,hermother,withoutappearingstupefiedorgrieved,hadonlyseemedbored;andfromtheconstrained,discontented,andworriedtoneinwhichshehadreplied,theyounggirl,inwhomtheresuddenlyawakedalltheastuteness,keenness,andsharpnessofawoman,understandingthatshemustnotinsist,thatthemysterywasofanothernature,thatitwouldbepainfultohertolearnit,andthatshemustpuzzleitoutallalone,hadgonebacktoherroom,herheartoppressed,hersoulindistress,possessednowwiththeapprehensionsofarealmisfortune,withoutknowingexactlyeitherwhenceorwhythisemotioncametoher。Soshewept,leaningatthewindow。
Sheweptlong,notdreamingofanythingnow,notseekingtodiscoveranythingmore,andlittlebylittle,wearinessovercomingher,sheclosedhereyes。Shedozedforafewminutes,withthatdeepsleepofpeoplewhoaretiredoutandhavenottheenergytoundressandgotobed,thatheavysleep,brokenbydreams,whentheheadnodsuponthebreast。
Shedidnotgotobeduntilthefirstbreakofday,whenthecoldofthemorning,chillingher,compelledhertoleavethewindow。
Thenextdayandthedayafter,shemaintainedareservedandmelancholyattitude。Herthoughtswerebusy;shewaslearningtospyout,toguessatconclusions,toreason。Alight,stillvague,seemedtoilluminemenandthingsaroundherinanewmanner;shebegantoentertainsuspicionsagainstall,againsteverythingthatshehadbelieved,againsthermother。Sheimaginedallsortsofthingsduringthesetwodays。Sheconsideredallthepossibilities,takingthemostextremeresolutionswiththesuddennessofherchangeableandunrestrainednature。Wednesdayshehituponaplan,anentirescheduleofconductandasystemofspying。SheroseThursdaymorningwiththeresolvetobeverysharpandarmedagainsteverybody。
Shedeterminedeventotakeforhermottothesetwowords:"Myselfalone,"andsheponderedformorethananhourhowsheshouldarrangethemtoproduceagoodeffectengravedabouthercrest,onherwritingpaper。
SavalandServignyarrivedatteno'clock。Theyounggirlgaveherhandwithreserve,withoutembarrassment,andinatone,familiarthoughgrave,shesaid:
"Goodmorning,Muscade,areyouwell?""Goodmorning,Mam'zelle,fairly,thanks,andyou?"Hewaswatchingher。"Whatcomedywillsheplayme,"hesaidtohimself。
TheMarquisehavingtakenSaval'sarm,hetookYvette's,andtheybegantostrollaboutthelawn,appearinganddisappearingeveryminute,behindtheclumpsoftrees。
Yvettewalkedwithathoughtfulair,lookingatthegravelofthepathway,appearinghardlytohearwhathercompanionsaidandscarcelyansweringhim。
Suddenlysheasked:"Areyoutrulymyfriend,Muscade?"
"Why,ofcourse,Mam'zelle。"
"Buttruly,truly,now?"
"Absolutelyyourfriend,Mam'zelle,bodyandsoul。"
"Evenenoughofafriendnottolietomeonce,justonce?"
"Eventwice,ifnecessary。"
"Evenenoughtotellmetheabsolute,exacttruth?"
"Yes,Mam'zelle。"
"Well,whatdoyouthink,waydowninyourheart,ofthePrinceofKravalow?"
"Ah,thedevil!"
"Youseethatyouarealreadypreparingtolie。"
"Notatall,butIamseekingthewords,theproperwords。GreatHeavens,PrinceKravalowisaRussian,whospeaksRussian,whowasborninRussia,whohasperhapshadapassporttocometoFrance,andaboutwhomthereisnothingfalsebuthisnameandtitle。"
Shelookedhimintheeyes:"Youmeanthatheis——?"
"Anadventurer,Mam'zelle。"
"Thankyou,andChevalierValrealiisnobetter?""Youhavehitit。"
"AndMonsieurdeBelvigne?"
"Withhimitisadifferentthing。Heisofprovincialsociety,honorableuptoacertainpoint,butonlyalittlescorchedfromhavinglivedtoorapidly。"
"Andyou?"
"Iamwhattheycallabutterfly,amanofgoodfamily,whohadintelligenceandwhohassquandereditinmakingphrases,whohadgoodhealthandwhohasinjureditbydissipation,whohadsomeworthperhapsandwhohasscattereditbydoingnothing。Thereislefttomeacertainknowledgeoflife,acompleteabsenceofprejudice,alargecontemptformankind,includingwomen,averydeepsentimentoftheuselessnessofmyactsandavasttoleranceforthemob。"
"Nevertheless,attimes,Icanbefrank,andIamevencapableofaffection,asyoucouldsee,ifyouwould。WiththesedefectsandqualitiesIplacemyselfatyourorders,Mam'zelle,morallyandphysically,todowhatyoupleasewithme。"
Shedidnotlaugh;shelistened,weighinghiswordsandhisintentions;thensheresumed:
"WhatdoyouthinkoftheCountessdeLammy?"
Hereplied,vivaciously:"Youwillpermitmenottogivemyopinionaboutthewomen。"
"Aboutnoneofthem?"
"Aboutnoneofthem。""Thenyoumusthaveabadopinionofthemall。
Come,think;won'tyoumakeasingleexception?"
Hesneeredwiththatinsolentairwhichhegenerallywore;andwiththatbrutalaudacitywhichheusedasaweapon,hesaid:"Presentcompanyisalwaysexcepted。"
Sheblushedalittle,butcalmlyasked:"Well,whatdoyouthinkofme?"
"Youwantmetotell。Well,sobeit。Ithinkyouareayoungpersonofgoodsense,andpracticalness,orifyouprefer,ofgoodpracticalsense,whoknowsverywellhowtoarrangeherpastime,toamusepeople,tohideherviews,tolayhersnares,andwho,withouthurrying,awaitsevents。"
"Isthatall?"sheasked。
"That'sall。"
Thenshesaidwithaseriousearnestness:"Ishallmakeyouchangethatopinion,Muscade。"
Thenshejoinedhermother,whowasproceedingwithshortsteps,herheaddown,withthatmannerassumedintalkingverylow,whilewalking,ofveryintimateandverysweetthings。Assheadvancedshedrewshapesinthesand,lettersperhaps,withthepointofhersunshade,andshespoke,withoutlookingatSaval,long,softly,leaningonhisarm,pressedagainsthim。
Yvettesuddenlyfixedhereyesuponher,andasuspicion,ratherafeelingthanadoubt,passedthroughhermindasashadowofaclouddrivenbythewindpassesovertheground。
Thebellrangforbreakfast。Itwassilentandalmostgloomy。Therewasastormintheair。Greatsolidcloudsresteduponthehorizon,muteandheavy,butchargedwithatempest。Assoonastheyhadtakentheircoffeeontheterrace,theMarquiseasked:
"Well,darling,areyougoingtotakeawalktodaywithyourfriendServigny?Itisagoodtimetoenjoythecoolnessunderthetrees。"
Yvettegaveheraquickglance。
"No,mamma,Iamnotgoingoutto-day。"
TheMarquiseappearedannoyed,andinsisted。"Oh,goandtakeastroll,mychild,itisexcellentforyou。"
ThenYvettedistinctlysaid:"No,mamma,Ishallstayinthehouseto-day,andyouknowverywellwhy,becauseItoldyoutheotherevening。"
MadameObardigaveitnofurtherthought,preoccupiedwiththethoughtofremainingalonewithSaval。Sheblushedandwasannoyed,disturbedonherownaccount,notknowinghowshecouldfindafreehourortwo。Shestammered:
"Itistrue。Iwasnotthinkingofit。Idon'tknowwheremyheadis。"
AndYvettetakingupsomeembroidery,whichshecalled"thepublicsafety,"andatwhichsheworkedfiveorsixtimesayear,ondulldays,seatedherselfonalowchairnearhermother,whilethetwoyoungmen,astridefolding-chairs,smokedtheircigars。
Thehourspassedinalanguidconversation。TheMarquisefidgety,castlongingglancesatSaval,seekingsomepretext,somemeans,ofgettingridofherdaughter。Shefinallyrealizedthatshewouldnotsucceed,andnotknowingwhatrusetoemploy,shesaidtoServigny:
"Youknow,mydearDuke,thatIamgoingtokeepyouboththisevening。To-morrowweshallbreakfastattheFournaiserestaurant,atChaton。"
Heunderstood,smiled,andbowed:"Iamatyourorders,Marquise。"
Thedayworeonslowlyandpainfullyunderthethreateningsofthestorm。Thehourfordinnergraduallyapproached。Theheavyskywasfilledwithslowandheavyclouds。Therewasnotabreathofairstirring。Theeveningmealwassilent,too。Anoppression,anembarrassment,asortofvaguefear,seemedtomakethetwomenandthetwowomenmute。
Whenthecoverswereremoved,theysatlongupontheterrace;onlyspeakingatlongintervals。Nightfell,asultrynight。Suddenlythehorizonwastornbyanimmenseflashoflightning,whichilluminedwithadazzlingandwanlightthefourfacesshroudedindarkness。
Thenafar-offsound,heavyandfeeble,liketherumblingofacarriageuponabridge,passedovertheearth;anditseemedthattheheatoftheatmosphereincreased,thattheairsuddenlybecamemoreoppressive,andthesilenceoftheeveningdeeper。
Yvetterose。"Iamgoingtobed,"shesaid,"thestormmakesmeill。"
AndsheofferedherbrowtotheMarquise,gaveherhandtothetwoyoungmen,andwithdrew。
Asherroomwasjustabovetheterrace,theleavesofagreatchestnut-treegrowingbeforethedoorsoongleamedwithagreenhue,andServignykepthiseyesfixedonthispalelightinthefoliage,inwhichattimeshethoughthesawashadowpass。Butsuddenlythelightwentout。MadameObardigaveagreatsigh。
"Mydaughterhasgonetobed,"shesaid。
Servignyrose,saying:"Iamgoingtodoasmuch,Marquise,ifyouwillpermitme。"Hekissedthehandsheheldouttohimanddisappearedinturn。
ShewasleftalonewithSaval,inthenight。Inamomentshewasclaspedinhisarms。Then,althoughhetriedtopreventher,shekneeledbeforehimmurmuring:"Iwanttoseeyoubythelightningflashes。"
ButYvette,hercandlesnuffedout,hadreturnedtoherbalcony,barefoot,glidinglikeashadow,andshelistened,consumedbyanunhappyandconfusedsuspicion。Shecouldnotsee,asshewasabovethem,ontheroofoftheterrace。
Sheheardnothingbutamurmurofvoices,andherheartbeatsofastthatshecouldactuallyhearitsthrobbing。Awindowclosedontheflooraboveher。Servigny,then,musthavejustgoneuptohisroom。
Hermotherwasalonewiththeotherman。
Asecondflashoflightning,clearingthesky;lightedupforasecondallthelandscapesheknewsowell,withastartlingandsinistergleam,andshesawthegreatriver,withthecolorofmeltedlead,asariverappearsindreamsinfantasticscenes。
Justthenavoicebelowherutteredthewords:"Iloveyou!"Andsheheardnothingmore。Astrangeshudderpassedoverherbody,andhersoulshiveredinfrightfuldistress。Aheavy,infinitesilence,whichseemedeternal,hungovertheworld。Shecouldnolongerbreathe,herbreastoppressedbysomethingunknownandhorrible。
Anotherflashoflightningilluminedspace,lightingupthehorizonforaninstant,thenanotheralmostimmediatelycame,followedbystillothers。Andthevoice,whichshehadalreadyheard,repeatedmoreloudly:"Oh!howIloveyou!howIloveyou!"AndYvetterecognizedthevoice;itwashermother's。
Alargedropofwarmrainfelluponherbrow,andaslightandalmostimperceptiblemotionranthroughtheleaves,thequiveringoftherainwhichwasnowbeginning。Thenanoisecamefromafar,aconfusedsound,likethatofthewindinthebranches:itwasthedelugedescendinginsheetsonearthandriverandtrees。Inafewminutesthewaterpouredabouther,coveringher,drenchingherlikeashower-bath。Shedidnotmove,thinkingonlyofwhatwashappeningontheterrace。
Sheheardthemgetupandgototheirrooms。Doorswereclosedwithinthehouse;andtheyounggirl,yieldingtoanirresistibledesiretolearnwhatwasgoingon,adesirewhichmaddenedandtorturedher,glideddownstairs,softlyopenedtheouterdoor,and,crossingthelawnunderthefuriousdownpour,ranandhidinaclumpoftrees,tolookatthewindows。
Onlyonewindowwaslighted,hermother's。Andsuddenlytwoshadowsappearedintheluminoussquare,twoshadows,sidebyside。Thendistracted,withoutreflection,withoutknowingwhatshewasdoing,shescreamedwithallhermight,inashrillvoice:"Mamma!"asapersonwouldcryouttowarnpeopleindangerofdeath。
Herdesperatecrywaslostinthenoiseoftherain,butthecoupleseparated,disturbed。Andoneoftheshadowsdisappeared,whiletheothertriedtodiscoversomething,peeringthroughthedarknessofthegarden。
Fearingtobesurprised,ortomeethermotheratthatmoment,Yvetterushedbacktothehouse,ranupstairs,drippingwet,andshutherselfinherroom,resolvedtoopenherdoortonoone。
Withouttaking,offherstreamingdress,whichclungtoherform,shefellonherknees,withclaspedhands,inherdistressimploringsomesuperhumanprotection,themysteriousaidofHeaven,theunknownsupportwhichapersonseeksinhoursoftearsanddespair。
Thegreatlightningflashesthrewforaninstanttheirlividreflectionsintoherroom,andshesawherselfinthemirrorofherwardrobe,withherwetanddisheveledhair,lookingsostrangethatshedidnotrecognizeherself。Sheremainedtheresolongthatthestormabatedwithoutherperceivingit。Therainceased,alightfilledthesky,stillobscuredwithclouds,andamild,balmy,deliciousfreshness,afreshnessofgrassandwetleaves,cameinthroughtheopenwindow。
Yvetterose,tookoffherwet,coldgarments,withoutthinkingwhatshewasdoing,andwenttobed。Shestaredwithfixedeyesatthedawningday。Thensheweptagain,andthenshebegantothink。
Hermother!Alover!Whatashame!Shehadreadsomanybooksinwhichwomen,evenmothers,hadoversteppedtheboundsofpropriety,toregaintheirhonoratthepagesoftheclimax,thatshewasnotastonishedbeyondmeasureatfindingherselfenvelopedinadramasimilartoallthoseofherreading。Theviolenceofherfirstgrief,thecruelshockofsurprise,hadalreadywornoffalittle,intheconfusedremembranceofanalogoussituations。Hermindhadrambledamongsuchtragicadventures,paintedbythenovel-writers,thatthehorriblediscoveryseemed,littlebylittle,likethenaturalcontinuationofsomeserialstory,beguntheeveningbefore。
Shesaidtoherself:"Iwillsavemymother。"Andalmostreassuredbythisheroicresolution,shefeltherselfstrengthened,readyatonceforthedevotionandthestruggle。Shereflectedonthemeanswhichmustbeemployed。Asingleoneseemedgood,whichwasquiteinkeepingwithherromanticnature。AndsherehearsedtheinterviewwhichsheshouldhavewiththeMarquise,asanactorrehearsesthescenewhichheisgoingtoplay。
Thesunhadrisen。Theservantswerestirringaboutthehouse。Thechambermaidcamewiththechocolate。Yvetteputthetrayonthetableandsaid:
"YouwillsaytomymotherthatIamnotwell,thatIamgoingtostayinbeduntilthosegentlemenleave,thatIcouldnotsleeplastnight,andthatIdonotwanttobedisturbedbecauseIamgoingtotrytorest。"
Theservant,surprised,lookedatthewetdress,whichhadfallenlikearagonthecarpet。
"SoMademoisellehasbeenout?"shesaid。
"Yes,Iwentoutforawalkintheraintorefreshmyself。"
Themaidpickeduptheskirts,stockings,andwetshoes;thenshewentawaycarryingonherarm,withfastidiousprecautions,thesegarments,soakedastheclothesofadrownedperson。AndYvettewaited,wellknowingthathermotherwouldcometoher。
TheMarquiseentered,havingjumpedfromherbedatthefirstwordsofthechambermaid,forasuspicionhadpossessedher,heartsincethatcry:"Mamma!"heardinthedark。
"Whatisthematter?"shesaid。
Yvettelookedatherandstammered:"I——I——"Thenoverpoweredbyasuddenandterribleemotion,shebegantochoke。
TheMarquise,astonished,againasked:"Whatintheworldisthematterwithyou?"
Then,forgettingallherplansandpreparedphrases,theyounggirlhidherfaceinbothhandsandstammered:
"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!"
MadameObardistoodbythebed,toomuchaffectedthoroughlytounderstand,butguessingalmosteverything,withthatsubtileinstinctwhenceshederivedherstrength。AsYvettecouldnotspeak,chokedwithtears,hermother,wornoutfinallyandfeelingsomefearfulexplanationcoming,brusquelyasked:
"Come,willyoutellmewhatthematteris?"
Yvettecouldhardlyutterthewords:"Oh!lastnight——Isaw——yourwindow。"
TheMarquise,verypale;said:"Well?whatofit?"
Herdaughterrepeated,stillsobbing:"Oh!mamma!Oh!mamma!"
MadameObardi,whosefearandembarrassmentturnedtoanger,shruggedhershouldersandturnedtogo。"Ireallybelievethatyouarecrazy。Whenthisends,youwillletmeknow。"
Buttheyounggirl,suddenlytookherhandsfromherface,whichwasstreamingwithtears。
"No,listen,Imustspeaktoyou,listen。Youmustpromiseme——wemustbothgo,away,veryfaroff,intothecountry,andwemustlivelikethecountrypeople;andnoonemustknowwhathasbecomeofus。
Sayyouwill,mamma;Ibegyou,Iimploreyou;willyou?"
TheMarquise,confused,stoodinthemiddleoftheroom。Shehadinherveinstheirasciblebloodofthecommonpeople。Thenasenseofshame,amother'smodesty,mingledwithavaguesentimentoffearandtheexasperationofapassionatewomanwhoseloveisthreatened,andsheshuddered,readytoaskforpardon,ortoyieldtosomeviolence。
"Idon'tunderstandyou,"shesaid。
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