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第4章

  EnterALBOVINE。
  ALBOVINE。
  Artthousickathearttoseeme?
  ROSAMUND。
  No。
  ALBOVINE。
  ThouartsweetandwiseaseverGodhathmadeWoman。IwouldnotturnthineheartfrommeOrsetthyspiritagainstthesenseofmineFormorethanRome'soldempire。
  ROSAMUND。
  That,albeitThouwouldst,besurethoucanstnot。GodnormanCouldwakewithinmetowardmylordthekingAnewstrangeloveorloathing。Fearnotthis。
  ALBOVINE。
  FromtheecanIfearnothing。NowIknowHowhighthyheartis,andhowtruetome。
  ROSAMUND。
  Thouknowestitnow。
  ALBOVINE。
  IknownotifIshouldRepentme,orrepentnot,thatItriedAheartsohighsosorelyprovedsotrue。
  ROSAMUND。
  Donotrepent。IwouldnothavetheenowRepent。
  ALBOVINE。
  ByChrist,ifGodforbadeitnot,Iwouldhavesaidwithinmineownfool'sheart,OfallvilethingsthatfoolthesoulofmanThevilestandthepriestliesthathtonameRepentance。Coulditblotonehour'sworkout,Awisethingandamanfulthingitwere,Andprofitwereitnoneforprieststopreach。
  ThiswillItellthee:whatlastnightbefellRejoicesnotbutirksme。
  ROSAMUND。
  LetitnotRejoicenorirkthee。VexthounotthysoulWithanythoughtthereon,ifnonemaybidtheeRejoice:andthatwereharshandhardofheart。
  ALBOVINE。
  Iwillnot。Queenandwife,helldurstnotsayIdonotlovethee。
  ROSAMUND。
  HeavenhasheardandI。
  ALBOVINE。
  Forgetthenallthisfoolishness,andprayGodmayforgetit。
  ROSAMUND。
  GodforgetsasI。[ExitALBOVINE。
  Andhadrepentancehelpedhim?ShallIthinkItmighthavemolteninmyburningheartThethriceretemperedironofresolve?
  YetwellitistoknowthatpenitenceLiesfurtherfromthatfrozenheartofhisThanmercyfromthetiger's。Ay,Godknows,IhadscornedhimtoohadpenitencebowedhimdownBeforeme:nowIdobuthate。IamnotAbasedaswholly,sosupremelyshamed,AsthoughIhadweddedoneashardasheWhoyetmightthinktosoftendownwithwordsWhathardlymightbecleansedwithtearsofblood,ThemonumentalmemorygravenonsteelThatburnsthenakedspiritofsensewithinmeLiketheardentstingofkeenedgedice,whichmakesThenakedfleshfeelfireuponit。
  EnterALMACHILDES。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Queen,Icometocraveawordofthee。
  ROSAMUND。
  Ihear。
  ALMACHILDES。
  ThouknowestIlovethynobleHildegard:
  AndratherwouldIgivemysoultoburnThanwronginthoughtherflawlessmaidenhood。
  AndnowshehathtoldmewhatIdarenotthinkTruth。AndIdarenotthinkherlipsmaylie。
  ROSAMUND。
  Ihaveheard。Andwhatisthistome?ShehathnotSaidhathnottoldthee,norwouldstthoubelieve
  ThatIhavebreathedalieuponherlipsOrtaughtthemshamelessnessbylesson?
  ALMACHILDES。
  No。
  Butshecameforthfromtheetomefromthee
  AndspakewithquiveringmouthandquailingeyesAndfacewhosefireturnedashen,andagainRekindlingfromthatashenagonyFlamed,whatnoheartcouldthinktohearherspeak,Mineleastofall,wholoveher。
  ROSAMUND。
  Ay?
  ALMACHILDES。
  Notshe,IknowitassureasnightisknownfromdayAndsurelierthanIknowmineownsoul'struth,SpakewhatshespakeinbrokenburstsofbreathOutofherownheartanditsloveforme。
  ROSAMUND。
  Didstthousoanswerher?
  ALMACHILDES。
  ImightnotwellAnsweratall。
  ROSAMUND。
  Poormaid,shehathlovedamiss。
  Belikeshethoughttofindintheeaman'sLove。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Thatshehathfound;noughtmeanerthanaman's;
  NowolfishlustofravenousinsolenceTosoilandspoilherofhernoblestname。
  ROSAMUND。
  Idonotasktheewhatshesaid。Iknow。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Iknewthoudidst。
  ROSAMUND。
  TomakeyourbridalsureShebadetheemakethybrideofhertonight。
  ALMACHILDES。
  ShebademeasaslavemightbidthescourgeFall。
  ROSAMUND。
  Suchascourgenoslavemightshrinkfrom;nay,Nofreebornwoman,Almachildes。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Queen,IcravethyqueenlymercythoughIsayMymaid,mybridethatwillbe,shrank,andshowedInalltherosebrightanguishofherfaceAshudderingshamethatwrungmyheart。AndthouHastsurelysetthereonthatsealofshame。
  Iknowitasthoudost。
  ROSAMUND。
  Ay,andmoreshesaid,Surely:shesaidIwouldnotyieldherupTothearmsofonemyhusbandlovesandholdsHonouredatheartIhatemyhusbandso,ShetoldtheeweretheneedavoidableSavebyhersacrificetoshame。
  ALMACHILDES。
  ThouknowestAll,asIknew,andlackednotfromthylipsConfession。
  ROSAMUND。
  Warriorthoughthoube,andboyThoughmylordcallthee,brainlessartthounot
  Noswordwithman'sfacecarvenontheheftFormockerymorethantruthorhelpinfight。
  IdonotandIdurstnotplaywiththee。
  Thybridespaketruth:IknewnotshemightneedSomuchoftruthtotempttheetowardher。NowThouknowest,andIknow。IfthisimminentnightMakenotthydarklingbrideofher,bydayThybrideshemaybenever。Shehathsworn。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Whywouldstthoushameher?
  ROSAMUND。
  ShamedshecannotbeIfthoubefoundnotshameless。PleadnomoreAgainstthineownlove'ssurety。DoubtthounotIwishtheewell,andloveher。MakenotthouOutofhershamefastmaidenhoodandfearAswordtocleaveyourhappinessintwain。
  Whatifsomeoathconstrainme,sworninhaste,Infrangibleforshame'ssake,sealedinheavenInevitable?Asknownomoreofme。
  Nightfallishereuponus。NoughtonearthMaysettheseasonofyourbridalbackIfthoubetrueasshemust。WaitawhileHeretillasignbesenttheetillabellStrikesoftlyfromthischamberhereathand。
  Ihavesworntohersheshallnotseethyface,Sosoresheprayedshemightnot:andfortheeIsworethaterethedarklingairgrewgreyThoushouldstariseandleaveher,andbeholdThymidnightbridebutwhenthouartbiddenagainTomeetherheretomorrow。Strangeitwere,Morestrangethanaughtofall,thatthoushouldstproveDishonourable:andexceptthoube,thesethingsMustallbewroughtinthiswise,lestheroathAndmine,atperilofhersoulandlife,BypassionateforgetfulnessofthineDisloyallybebroken。SweartousnowThouwiltnotbreakouroathandthine,orthinkTolooktonightuponthybride。