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第3章

  ALMACHILDES。
  Ishallnot,king,ALBOVINE。
  Shewillnot。Sirs,goodnightifnightmaybeGood。Hardlymaythedaybe,here。AndyetForyouitmaybeHildegardandthee。
  Godgiveyoujoy。
  ALMACHILDES。
  Godgivetheecomfort,king。
  [Exeunt。
  ACTII
  AroomintheQueen'sapartments。
  EnterROSAMUND。
  ROSAMUND。
  IamyetalivetoquestionifIliveAndwonderwhatmayeverbidmedie。
  ButliveIwill,beingyetnotdeadwiththee,Father。ThouknowestinParadisemyheart。
  Ifeelthykissesbreathingonmylips,WheretothedeadcoldrelicofthyfaceWaspressedatbiddingofthyslayerlastnight,Andyettheywerenotwithered:nay,theyareredAsbloodisbloodbutnewlyspiltnotthine。
  Howgoodthouwastandsweetofspirithowdear,Father!Nonelivesthatknewtheenowsaveone,AndnonelovesmebutthounortheebutI,Thatwastillyesternightthydaughter:nowThatverynameistainted,andmytongueTastespoisonasIspeakit。ThereisnoughtLeftintherangeandrecordoftheworldFormethatisnotpoisoned:evenmyheartIsallenvenomedinme。Deathislife,Orpriesthoodliesthatswearsit:thenIgiveThemanmyhusbandandthyhomicideLife,ifIslayhimthelifehegavethee。
  EnterHILDEGARD。
  Girl,Isentforthee,Ithink:standnearme。Child,Thouartfairerthanthouknowest,Idoubt:thouartfairAstheawlessmaidenhoodofmorning:truthShouldliveuponthylips,thoughtruthweredeadOnallmen'stonguesandwomen'sbornsavethine。
  Dawnliesnotwhenitlaughsonus。ThyqueenIamnotnow:thyfriendIwouldbe。TellThyfriendiflovesleeporawakeintheeTowardanyman。Thouartsilent。Tellmethis,Dostthounotthink,wherethoughtscarceknowsitself
  Thinkinthesubtlesensetoodeepforthought
  ThatAlmachildeslovesthee?
  HILDEGARD。
  MorethanI
  LoveAlmachildes。
  ROSAMUND。
  Thusamaidshouldspeak。
  Dostthouloveme?
  HILDEGARD。
  Thouknowestit,queen。
  ROSAMUND。
  ItliesNowinthypowertoshowmemoreofloveThaneveryethathmanorwoman。Swear,Ifthoudostloveme,thouwiltshowit。
  HILDEGARD。
  Iswear。
  ROSAMUND。
  Byallourfathers'greatforsakengodsWhosmiledonalltheirbattles,andbyhimWhoclomborcreptorleaptupontheirthroneAndsignedusChristian,swearit,then。
  HILDEGARD。
  Iswear。
  ROSAMUND。
  WhatifIbidtheegivethyselftoshame
  YieldupthysoulandbodyplaysuchpartsAsshamelessfamerecordsofwomencrownedImperialinthetaleoflustandRome?
  HILDEGARD。
  Thoucouldstnotbidmedoit。
  ROSAMUND。
  Thouhastsworn。
  HILDEGARD。
  Ihavesworn。
  Queen,Iwoulddoit,anddie。
  ROSAMUND。
  Thoushaltnot。YetThismustthoudo,andlive。ThoushaltnotbeShamed。ThoushaltbidthineAlmachildescomeAndspeakwiththeebynightfall。Say,thequeenWillgivenotupthemaidensobelovedAndtruthitis,IlovetheewillinglyTothearmsofoneherhusbandloves:butwereitShame,uttershame,thatheshouldwednother,Theshamefastqueencouldchoosenot。ThenshallhePlead。ThenshaltthouturngentlerthanthesnowThatsoftensatthestrongsun'skiss,andyield。
  ButneedsmustnightbecloseaboutyourloveAnddarknesswhetyourkisses。Lightweredeath。
  Hastthounohearttoguessnow?Fearnotthen。
  NotthoubutImustputonshame。IlackAhandforminetograspandstrikewith。HisIhavechosen。
  HILDEGARD。
  Iseebutasbylightning。Queen,WhatshouldIdobutwarnthekingorhim?
  ROSAMUND。
  Thouhastsworn。Iholdtheebythyword。
  HILDEGARD。
  MyChrist,Helpme!
  ROSAMUND。
  NoGodcanbreakthineoathintwainAndleavetheelessthanperjured。ThoumustbidhimMaketheetonighthisbride。
  HILDEGARD。
  Icouldnotsayit。
  ROSAMUND。
  Thoushalt,orGodshallsmitetheedowntohell。
  What,artthougodless?
  HILDEGARD。
  Artnotthou?
  ROSAMUND。
  NotI。
  Ifindhimjustandgracious,girl:hegivesmeMyrightbymightsetfastonthineandthee。
  HILDEGARD。
  Forloveofmercy,queenforhonour'ssake,Bidmenotshamemyselfbeforeaman
  ThemanIlovewhogivesmebackatleastHonour,iflovehegivesnot。
  ROSAMUND。
  Ay,mymaid?
  Andyethelovesthee,orthymaidenthoughtErrswithnograciouserror,morethanthouHim?
  HILDEGARD。
  Artthouwomanborn,tocastmebackMymaidenshameforshameuponmyface?
  IwouldnotsayIlovedhimmorethanmanLovedeverwomansincethelightofloveLitthemalivetogether。Letusbe。
  ROSAMUND。
  Iwillnot。MinearebothbyGod'sowngift。
  Iwillnotcastitfromme。YemayliveHereafterhappy:nevernowshallI。
  HILDEGARD。
  Havemercy。Nay,Icannotdoit。Andthou,Albeitthineheartbehotwithhateashell,Couldstsaynot,norfoldroundwithfairerspeech,ThosefoulthreewordstheEgyptianwomansaidWhotemptedandcouldtemptnotJoseph。
  ROSAMUND。
  No。
  Hewouldnothearken。JosephlovednotherMorethanthineAlmachildesme。ButthouShalt。NownomoremayIdebatewiththee。
  Go。
  HILDEGARD。
  Godrequitethee!
  ROSAMUND。
  ThatshallheandI,Notthou,makeproofof。IfIpleadwithhim,IcraveofGodbutwrong'srequital。Go。
  [ExitHILDEGARD。
  Andyet,Godhelpme!CanIdoit?God'swillMaynomanthwart,orleavehisrighteousnessBaffled。Iwouldnotsay,'Mywillbedone,'
  WereGod'swillnotforrighteousnessasmine,Ifrightberighteous,wrongbewrong,mustbe。
  HowelsemayGodworkwrong'srequital?I
  Mustbeornonemaybehisminister。
  AndyetwhatrighteousnessishistocastAthwartmywaytowardrightthiswrongtome,Asinagainstthesoulandhonour?WhyMustthisvilewordofYETcrossallmythoughtAlways,adriftingdoomordoubtthatstillStrikesupandfloatsagainstmypurpose?God,Helpmetoknowit!Thisweaponchosenofme,ThisAlmachildes,werehisfacenotfair,Werenothisfamebrightwerehisaspectfoul,Hisnamedishonourable,hislinethroughlifeAloathingandaspittingstockforscorn,CouldIdothis?AmIthenevenastheyWhoqueeneditonceinRome'sabhorrentfaceAnempresseach,andeachbyrightofsinProstitute?AllthelifeIhavelivedorlovedHathbeen,ifsnowsorseasorwellspringsbe,PureasthespiritoflovetowardheavenischasteAschildren'seyesormothers'。ThoughIsinnedAsyetmysoulhathsinnednot,AlbovineMustbear,ifGodabhorunrighteousness,Theweightofpenanceheaviestlaidonsin,Shame。Notonmemayshamebeset,thoughhellTakeholduponmedying。IwouldthedeedWeredone,thewreakofwrathwerewroken,andI
  Dead。