首页 >出版文学> Within the Tides>第3章
  CHAPTERVIII
  Atlast,onemorning,inaclearspotofaglassyhorizonchargedwithheraldicmassesofblackvapours,theislandgrewoutfromthesea,showinghereandthereitsnakedmembersofbasalticrockthroughtherentsofheavyfoliage。Later,inthegreatspillingofalltherichesofsunset,Malatastoodoutgreenandrosybeforeturningintoavioletshadowintheautumnallightoftheexpiringday。Thencamethenight。Inthefaintairstheschoonercreptonpastasturdysquatheadland,anditwaspitchdarkwhenherheadsailsrandown,sheturnedshortonherheel,andheranchorbitintothesandybottomontheedgeoftheouterreef;foritwastoodangerousthentoattemptenteringthelittlebayfullofshoals。AfterthelastsolemnflutterofthemainsailthemurmuringvoicesoftheMoorsompartylingered,veryfrail,intheblackstillness。
  Theyweresittingaft,onchairs,andnobodymadeamove。Earlyintheday,whenithadbecomeevidentthatthewindwasfailing,Renouard,basinghisadviceontheshortcomingsofhisbachelorestablishment,hadurgedontheladiestheadvisabilityofnotgoingashoreinthemiddleofthenight。Nowheapproachedtheminaconstrainedmanneritwasastonishingtheconstraintthathadreignedbetweenhimandhisguestsallthroughthepassageandrenewedhisarguments。Nooneashorewoulddreamofhisbringinganyvisitorswithhim。Nobodywouldeventhinkofcomingoff。
  Therewasonlyoneoldcanoeontheplantation。Andlandingintheschooner'sboatswouldbeawkwardinthedark。Therewastheriskofgettingagroundonsomeshallowpatches。Itwouldbebesttospendtherestofthenightonboard。
  Therewasreallynoopposition。Theprofessorsmokingapipe,andverycomfortableinanulsterbuttonedoverhistropicalclothes,wasthefirsttospeakfromhislongchair。
  "Mostexcellentadvice。"
  NexttohimMissMoorsomassentedbyalongsilence。Theninavoiceasofonecomingoutofadream-
  "AndsothisisMalata,"shesaid。"Ihaveoftenwondered……"
  AshiverpassedthroughRenouard。Shehadwondered!Whatabout?
  Malatawashimself。HeandMalatawereone。Andshehadwondered!
  Shehad……
  Theprofessor'ssisterleanedovertowardsRenouard。Throughallthesedaysatseatheman's-thefoundman's-existencehadnotbeenalludedtoonboardtheschooner。Thatreticencewaspartofthegeneralconstraintlyinguponthemall。She,herself,certainlyhadnotbeenexactlyelatedbythisfinding-poorArthur,withoutmoney,withoutprospects。Butshefeltmovedbythesentimentandromanceofthesituation。
  "Isn'titwonderful,"shewhisperedoutofherwhitewrap,"tothinkofpoorArthursleepingthere,soneartoourdearlovelyFelicia,andnotknowingtheimmensejoyinstoreforhimto-
  morrow。"
  Therewassuchartificialityinthewax-flowerladythatnothinginthisspeechtouchedRenouard。Itwasbutthesimpleanxietyofhisheartthathewasvoicingwhenhemutteredgloomily-
  "Nooneintheworldknowswhatto-morrowmayholdinstore。"
  Thematureladyhadarecoilasthoughhehadsaidsomethingimpolite。Whataharshthingtosay-insteadoffindingsomethingniceandappropriate。Onboard,wheresheneversawhimineveningclothes,Renouard'sresemblancetoaduke'ssonwasnotsoapparenttoher。Nothingbuthis-ah-bohemianismremained。Sherosewithasortofostentation。
  "It'slate-andsincewearegoingtosleeponboardto-night……"shesaid。"Butitdoesseemsocruel。"
  Theprofessorstartedupeagerly,knockingtheashesoutofhispipe。"Infinitelymoresensible,mydearEmma。"
  RenouardwaitedbehindMissMoorsom'schair。
  Shegotupslowly,movedonestepforward,andpausedlookingattheshore。Theblacknessoftheislandblottedoutthestarswithitsvaguemasslikealowthundercloudbroodingoverthewatersandreadytoburstintoflameandcrashes。
  "Andso-thisisMalata,"sherepeateddreamily,movingtowardsthecabindoor。Theclearcloakhangingfromhershoulders,theivoryface-forthenighthadputoutnothingofherbutthegleamsofherhair-madeherresembleashiningdream-womanutteringwordsofwistfulinquiry。Shedisappearedwithoutasign,leavingRenouardpenetratedtotheverymarrowbythesoundsthatcamefromherbodylikeamysteriousresonanceofanexquisiteinstrument。
  Hestoodstockstill。Whatwasthisaccidentaltouchwhichhadevokedthestrangeaccentofhervoice?Hedarednotanswerthatquestion。Buthehadtoanswerthequestionofwhatwastobedonenow。Hadthemomentofconfessioncome?Thethoughtwasenoughtomakeone'sbloodruncold。
  Itwasasifthosepeoplehadapremonitionofsomething。Inthetaciturndaysofthepassagehehadnoticedtheirreserveevenamongstthemselves。Theprofessorsmokedhispipemoodilyinretiredspots。RenouardhadcaughtMissMoorsom'seyesrestingonhimselfmorethanonce,withapeculiarandgraveexpression。Hefanciedthatsheavoidedallopportunitiesofconversation。Themaidenladyseemedtonurseagrievance。Andnowwhathadhetodo?
  Thelightsonthedeckhadgoneoutoneaftertheother。Theschoonerslept。
  AboutanhourafterMissMoorsomhadgonebelowwithoutasignorawordforhim,Renouardgotoutofhishammockslunginthewaistunderthemidshipawning-forhehadgivenupalltheaccommodationbelowtohisguests。Hegotoutwithasuddenswiftmovement,flungoffhissleepingjacket,rolledhispyjamasuphisthighs,andstoleforward,unseenbytheoneKanakaoftheanchor-
  watch。Hiswhitetorso,nakedlikeastrippedathlete's,glimmered,ghostly,inthedeepshadowsofthedeck。Unnoticedhegotoutoftheshipovertheknight-heads,ranalongthebackrope,andseizingthedolphin-strikerfirmlywithbothhands,loweredhimselfintotheseawithoutasplash。
  Heswamaway,noiselesslikeafish,andthenstruckboldlyfortheland,sustained,embraced,bythetepidwater。Thegentle,voluptuousheaveofitsbreastswunghimupanddownslightly;
  sometimesawaveletmurmuredinhisears;fromtimetotime,loweringhisfeet,hefeltforthebottomonashallowpatchtorestandcorrecthisdirection。Helandedatthelowerendofthebungalowgarden,intothedeadstillnessoftheisland。Therewerenolights。Theplantationseemedtosleep,asprofoundlyastheschooner。Onthepathasmallshellcrackedunderhisnakedheel。
  Thefaithfulhalf-casteforemangoinghisroundscockedhisearsatthesharpsound。Hegaveoneenormousstartoffearatthesightoftheswiftwhitefigureflyingathimoutofthenight。Hecrouchedinterror,andthensprangupandclickedhistongueinamazedrecognition。
  "Tse!Tse!Themaster!"
  "Bequiet,Luiz,andlistentowhatIsay。"
  Yes,itwasthemaster,thestrongmasterwhowasneverknowntoraisehisvoice,themanblindlyobeyedandneverquestioned。Hetalkedlowandrapidlyinthequietnight,asifeveryminutewereprecious。OnlearningthatthreeguestswerecomingtostayLuizclickedhistonguerapidly。Theseclicksweretheuniform,stenographicsymbolsofhisemotions,andhecouldgivethemaninfinitevarietyofmeaning。Helistenedtotherestinadeepsilencehardlyaffectedbythelow,"Yes,master,"wheneverRenouardpaused。
  "Youunderstand?"thelatterinsisted。"Nopreparationsaretobemadetillwelandinthemorning。AndyouaretosaythatMr。
  Walterhasgoneoffinatradingschooneronaroundoftheislands。"
  "Yes,master。"
  "Nomistakes-mind!"
  "No,master。"
  Renouardwalkedbacktowardsthesea。Luiz,followinghim,proposedtocallouthalfadozenboysandmanthecanoe。
  "Imbecile!"
  "Tse!Tse!Tse!"
  "Don'tyouunderstandthatyouhaven'tseenme?"
  "Yes,master。Butwhatalongswim。Supposeyoudrown。"
  "ThenyoucansayofmeandofMr。Walterwhatyoulike。Thedeaddon'tmind。"
  Renouardenteredtheseaandheardafaint"Tse!Tse!Tse!"ofconcernfromthehalf-caste,whohadalreadylostsightofthemaster'sdarkheadontheovershadowedwater。
  Renouardsethisdirectionbyabigstarthat,dippingonthehorizon,seemedtolookcuriouslyintohisface。Onthisswimbackhefeltthemournfulfatigueofallthatlengthofthetraversedroad,whichbroughthimnonearertohisdesire。Itwasasifhislovehadsappedtheinvisiblesupportsofhisstrength。Therecameamomentwhenitseemedtohimthathemusthaveswumbeyondtheconfinesoflife。Hehadasensationofeternitycloseathand,demandingnoeffort-offeringitspeace。Itwaseasytoswimlikethisbeyondtheconfinesoflifelookingatastar。Butthethought:"TheywillthinkIdarednotfacethemandcommittedsuicide,"causedarevoltofhismindwhichcarriedhimon。Hereturnedonboard,ashehadleft,unheardandunseen。Helayinhishammockutterlyexhaustedandwithaconfusedfeelingthathehadbeenbeyondtheconfinesoflife,somewherenearastar,andthatitwasveryquietthere。
  CHAPTERIX
  Shelteredbythesquatheadlandfromthefirstmorningsparkleoftheseathelittlebaybreathedadeliciousfreshness。Thepartyfromtheschoonerlandedatthebottomofthegarden。Theyexchangedinsignificantwordsinstudiouslycasualtones。Theprofessor'ssisterputupalong-handledeye-glassasiftoscanthenovelsurroundings,butinrealitysearchingforpoorArthuranxiously。Havingneverseenhimotherwisethaninhistownclothesshehadnoideawhathewouldlooklike。IthadbeenlefttotheprofessortohelphisladiesoutoftheboatbecauseRenouard,asifintentongivingdirections,hadsteppedforwardatoncetomeetthehalf-casteLuizhurryingdownthepath。Inthedistance,infrontofthedazzlinglysunlitbungalow,arowofdark-facedhouse-boysunequalinstatureandvariedincomplexionpreservedtheimmobilityofaguardofhonour。
  Luizhadtakenoffhissoftfelthatbeforecomingwithinearshot。
  Renouardbenthisheadtohisrapidtalkofdomesticarrangementshemeanttomakeforthevisitors;anotherbedinthemaster'sroomfortheladiesandacotforthegentlemantobehungintheroomoppositewhere-whereMr。Walter-herehegaveascaredlookallround-Mr。Walter-haddied。
  "Verygood,"assentedRenouardinanevenundertone。"Andrememberwhatyouhavetosayofhim。"
  "Yes,master。Only"-hewriggledslightlyandputonebarefootontheotherforamomentinapologeticembarrassment-"onlyI-I-
  don'tliketosayit。"
  Renouardlookedathimwithoutanger,withoutanysortofexpression。"Frightenedofthedead?Eh?Well-allright。I
  willsayitmyself-Isupposeonceforall……Immediatelyheraisedhisvoiceverymuch。
  "Sendtheboysdowntobringuptheluggage。"
  "Yes,master。"
  Renouardturnedtohisdistinguishedguestswho,likeapersonallyconductedpartyoftourists,hadstoppedandwerelookingaboutthem。
  "Iamsorry,"hebeganwithanimpassiveface。"MymanhasjusttoldmethatMr。Walter……"hemanagedtosmile,butdidn'tcorrecthimself……"hasgoneinatradingschooneronashorttouroftheislands,tothewestward。"
  Thiscommunicationwasreceivedinprofoundsilence。
  Renouardforgothimselfinthethought:"It'sdone!"Butthesightofthestringofboysmarchinguptothehousewithsuit-
  casesanddressing-bagsrescuedhimfromthatappallingabstraction。
  "AllIcandoistobegyoutomakeyourselvesathome……withwhatpatienceyoumay。"
  Thiswassoobviouslytheonlythingtodothateverybodymovedonatonce。TheprofessorwalkedalongsideRenouard,behindthetwoladies。
  "Ratherunexpected-thisabsence。"
  "Notexactly,"mutteredRenouard。"Atriphastobemadeeveryyeartoengagelabour。"
  "Isee……Andhe……Howvexinglyelusivethepoorfellowhasbecome!I'llbegintothinkthatsomewickedfairyisfavouringthislovetalewithunpleasantattentions。"
  Renouardnoticedthatthepartydidnotseemweigheddownbythisnewdisappointment。Onthecontrarytheymovedwithafreerstep。
  Theprofessor'ssisterdroppedhereye-glasstotheendofitschain。MissMoorsomtookthelead。Theprofessor,hislipsunsealed,lingeredintheopen:butRenouarddidnotlistentothatman'stalk。Helookedafterthatman'sdaughter-ifindeedthatcreatureofirresistibleseductionswereadaughterofmortals。Theveryintensityofhisdesire,asifhissoulwerestreamingafterherthroughhiseyes,defeatedhisobjectofkeepingholdofheraslongaspossiblewith,atleast,oneofhissenses。Hermovingoutlinesdissolvedintoamistycolouredshimmerofawomanmadeofflameandshadows,crossingthethresholdofhishouse。
  ThedayswhichfollowedwerenotexactlysuchasRenouardhadfeared-yettheywerenotbetterthanhisfears。Theywereaccursedinallthemoodstheybroughthim。Butthegeneralaspectofthingswasquiet。Theprofessorsmokedinnumerablepipeswiththeairofaworkeronhisholiday,alwaysinmovementandlookingatthingswiththatmysteriouslysagaciousaspectofmenwhoareadmittedlywiserthantherestoftheworld。Hiswhiteheadofhair-whiterthananythingwithinthehorizonexceptthebrokenwateronthereefs-wasglimpsedineverypartoftheplantationalwaysonthemoveunderthewhiteparasol。Andonceheclimbedtheheadlandandappearedsuddenlytothosebelow,awhitespeckelevatedintheblue,withadiminutivebutstatuesqueeffect。
  FeliciaMoorsomremainednearthehouse。Sometimesshecouldbeseenwithadespairingexpressionscribblingrapidlyinherlock-updairy。Butonlyforamoment。AtthesoundofRenouard'sfootstepsshewouldturntowardshimherbeautifulface,adorableinthatcalmwhichwaslikeawilful,likeacruelignoringofhertremendouspower。Whenevershesatontheverandah,onachairmorespeciallyreservedforheruse,Renouardwouldstrollupandsitonthestepsnearher,mostlysilent,andoftennottrustinghimselftoturnhisglanceonher。She,verystillwithhereyeshalf-closed,lookeddownonhishead-sothattoabeholdersuchasProfessorMoorsom,forinstanceshewouldappeartobeturningoverinhermindprofoundthoughtsaboutthatmansittingatherfeet,hisshouldersbowedalittle,hishandslistless-asifvanquished。And,indeed,themoralpoisonoffalsehoodhassuchadecomposingpowerthatRenouardfelthisoldpersonalityturntodeaddust。Often,intheevening,whentheysatoutsideconversinglanguidlyinthedark,hefeltthathemustresthisforeheadonherfeetandburstintotears。
  Theprofessor'ssistersufferedfromsomelittlestraincausedbytheunstabilityofherownfeelingstowardRenouard。Shecouldnottellwhethershereallydiddislikehimornot。Attimesheappearedtohermostfascinating;and,thoughhegenerallyendedbysayingsomethingshockinglycrude,shecouldnotresistherinclinationtotalkwithhim-atleastnotalways。Onedaywhenherniecehadleftthemaloneontheverandahsheleanedforwardinherchair-speckless,resplendent,and,inherway,almostasstrikingapersonalityasherniece,whodidnotresembleherintheleast。"DearFeliciahasinheritedherhairandthegreatestpartofherappearancefromhermother,"themaidenladyusedtotellpeople。
  Sheleanedforwardthen,confidentially。
  "Oh!Mr。Renouard!Haven'tyousomethingcomfortingtosay?"
  Helookedup,assurprisedasifavoicefromheavenhadspokenwiththisperfectsocietyintonation,andbythepuzzledprofundityofhisblueeyesflutteredthewax-flowerofrefinedwomanhood。
  Shecontinued。"For-Icanspeaktoyouopenlyonthistiresomesubject-onlythinkwhataterriblestrainthishopedeferredmustbeforFelicia'sheart-forhernerves。"
  "Whyspeaktomeaboutit,"hemutteredfeelinghalfchokedsuddenly。
  "Why!Asafriend-awell-wisher-thekindestofhosts。Iamafraidwearereallyeatingyououtofhouseandhome。"Shelaughedalittle。"Ah!When,whenwillthissuspenseberelieved!
  ThatpoorlostArthur!IconfessthatIamalmostafraidofthegreatmoment。Itwillbelikeseeingaghost。"
  "Haveyoueverseenaghost?"askedRenouard,inadullvoice。
  Sheshiftedherhandsalittle。Herposewasperfectinitseaseandmiddle-agedgrace。
  "Notactually。Onlyinaphotograph。Butwehavemanyfriendswhohadtheexperienceofapparitions。"
  "Ah!TheyseeghostsinLondon,"mumbledRenouard,notlookingather。
  "Frequently-inacertainveryinterestingset。Butallsortsofpeopledo。Wehaveafriend,averyfamousauthor-hisghostisagirl。Oneofmybrother'sintimatesisaverygreatmanofscience。Heisfriendlywithaghost……Ofagirltoo,"sheaddedinavoiceasifstruckforthefirsttimebythecoincidence。"ItisthephotographofthatapparitionwhichIhaveseen。Verysweet。Mostinteresting。Alittlecloudynaturally……Mr。Renouard!Ihopeyouarenotasceptic。It'ssoconsolingtothink……"
  "Thoseplantationboysofmineseeghoststoo,"saidRenouardgrimly。
  Thesisterofthephilosophersatupstiffly。Whatcrudeness!Itwasalwayssowiththisstrangeyoungman。
  "Mr。Renouard!Howcanyoucomparethesuperstitiousfanciesofyourhorriblesavageswiththemanifestations……"
  Wordsfailedher。Shebrokeoffwithaveryfaintprimlyangrysmile。Shewasperhapsthemoreoffendedwithhimbecauseofthatflutteratthebeginningoftheconversation。Andinamomentwithperfecttactanddignityshegotupfromherchairandlefthimalone。
  Renouarddidn'tevenlookup。Itwasnotthedispleasureoftheladywhichdeprivedhimofhissleepthatnight。Hewasbeginningtoforgetwhatsimple,honestsleepwaslike。Hishammockfromtheshiphadbeenhungforhimonasideverandah,andhespenthisnightsinitonhisback,hishandsfoldedonhischest,inasortofhalfconscious,oppressedstupor。Inthemorninghewatchedwithunseeingeyestheheadlandcomeoutashapelessinkblotagainstthethinlightofthefalsedawn,passthroughallthestagesofdaybreaktothedeeppurpleofitsoutlinedmassnimbedgloriouslywiththegoldoftherisingsun。Helistenedtothevaguesoundsofwakingwithinthehouse:andsuddenlyhebecameawareofLuizstandingbythehammock-obviouslytroubled。
  "What'sthematter?"
  "Tse!Tse!Tse!"
  "Well,whatnow?Troublewiththeboys?"
  "No,master。ThegentlemanwhenItakehimhisbathwaterhespeaktome。Heaskme-heask-when,when,IthinkMr。Walter,hecomeback。"
  Thehalf-caste'steethchatteredslightly。Renouardgotoutofthehammock。
  "Andheishereallthetime-eh?"
  Luiznoddedascaredaffirmative,butatonceprotested,"Inoseehim。Inever。NotI!Theignorantwildboyssaytheysee……
  Something!Ough!"
  Heclappedhisteethonanothershortrattle,andstoodthere,shrunk,blighted,likeamaninafreezingblast。
  "Andwhatdidyousaytothegentleman?"
  "IsayIdon'tknow-andIclearout。I-Idon'tliketospeakofhim。"
  "Allright。Weshalltrytolaythatpoorghost,"saidRenouardgloomily,goingofftoasmallhutnearbytodress。Hewassayingtohimself:"Thisfellowwillendbygivingmeaway。ThelastthingthatI……No!Thatmustn'tbe。"Andfeelinghishandbeingforcedhediscoveredthewholeextentofhiscowardice。
  CHAPTERX
  Thatmorningwanderingabouthisplantation,morelikeafrightenedsoulthanitscreatorandmaster,hedodgedthewhiteparasolbobbinguphereandtherelikeabuoyadriftonaseaofdark-greenplants。Thecroppromisedtobemagnificent,andthefashionablephilosopheroftheagetookotherthanamerelyscientificinterestintheexperiment。Hisinvestmentswerejudicious,buthehadalwayssomelittlemoneylyingby,forexperiments。
  Afterlunch,beingleftalonewithRenouard,hetalkedalittleofcultivationandsuchmatters。Thensuddenly:
  "Bytheway,isittruewhatmysistertellsme,thatyourplantationboyshavebeendisturbedbyaghost?"
  Renouard,whosincetheladieshadleftthetablewasnotkeepingsuchastrictwatchonhimself,cameoutofhisabstractionwithastartandastiffsmile。
  "Myforemanhadsometroublewiththemduringmyabsence。Theyfunkworkinginacertainfieldontheslopeofthehill。"
  "Aghosthere!"exclaimedtheamusedprofessor。"Thenourwholeconceptionofthepsychologyofghostsmustberevised。Thisislandhasbeenuninhabitedprobablysincethedawnofages。Howdidaghostcomehere。Byairorwater?Andwhydiditleaveitsnativehaunts。Wasitfrommisanthropy?Washeexpelledfromsomecommunityofspirits?"
  Renouardessayedtorespondinthesametone。Thewordsdiedonhislips。Wasitamanorawomanghost,theprofessorinquired。
  "Idon'tknow。"Renouardmadeanefforttoappearatease。Hehad,hesaid,acoupleofTahitianamongsthisboys-aghost-
  riddenrace。Theyhadstartedthescare。Theyhadprobablybroughttheirghostwiththem。
  "Letusinvestigatethematter,Renouard,"proposedtheprofessorhalfinearnest。"Wemaymakesomeinterestingdiscoveriesastothestateofprimitiveminds,atanyrate。"
  Thiswastoomuch。Renouardjumpedupandleavingtheroomwentoutandwalkedaboutinfrontofthehouse。Hewouldallownoonetoforcehishand。Presentlytheprofessorjoinedhimoutside。Hecarriedhisparasol,buthadneitherhisbooknorhispipewithhim。Amiablyserioushelaidhishandonhis"dearyoungfriend's"
  arm。
  "Weareallofusalittlestrungup,"hesaid。"FormypartI
  havebeenlikesisterAnneinthestory。ButIcannotseeanythingcoming。Anythingthatwouldbetheleastgoodforanybody-I
  mean。"
  Renouardhadrecoveredsufficientlytomurmurcoldlyhisregretofthiswasteoftime。Forthatwaswhat,hesupposed,theprofessorhadinhismind。
  "Time,"musedProfessorMoorsom。"Idon'tknowthattimecanbewasted。ButIwilltellyou,mydearfriend,whatthisis:itisanawfulwasteoflife。Imeanforallofus。Evenformysister,whohasgotaheadacheandisgonetoliedown。"
  HeshookgentlyRenouard'sarm。"Yes,forallofus!Onemaymeditateonlifeendlessly,onemayevenhaveapooropinionofit-butthefactremainsthatwehaveonlyonelifetolive。Anditisshort。Thinkofthat,myyoungfriend。"
  HereleasedRenouard'sarmandsteppedoutoftheshadeopeninghisparasol。Itwasclearthattherewassomethingmoreinhismindthanmereanxietyaboutthedateofhislecturesforfashionableaudiences。Whatdidthemanmeanbyhisconfoundedplatitudes?ToRenouard,scaredbyLuizinthemorningforhefeltthatnothingcouldbemorefatalthantohavehisdeceptionunveiledotherwisethanbypersonalconfession,thistalksoundedlikeencouragementorawarningfromthatmanwhoseemedtohimtobeverybrazenandverysubtle。Itwaslikebeingbulliedbythedeadandcajoledbythelivingintoathrowofdiceforasupremestake。
  Renouardwentawaytosomedistancefromthehouseandthrewhimselfdownintheshadeofatree。Helaythereperfectlystillwithhisforeheadrestingonhisfoldedarms,light-headedandthinking。Itseemedtohimthathemustbeonfire,thenthathehadfallenintoacoolwhirlpool,asmoothfunnelofwaterswirlingaboutwithnauseatingrapidity。Andthenitmusthavebeenareminiscenceofhisboyhoodhewaswalkingonthedangerousthiniceofariver,unabletoturnback……Suddenlyitpartedfromshoretoshorewithaloudcracklikethereportofagun。
  Withoneleaphefoundhimselfonhisfeet。Allwaspeace,stillness,sunshine。Hewalkedawayfromthereslowly。Hadhebeenagamblerhewouldhaveperhapsbeensupportedinameasurebythemereexcitement。Buthewasnotagambler。Hehadalwaysdisdainedthatartificialmannerofchallengingthefates。Thebungalowcameintoview,brightandpretty,andallabouteverythingwaspeace,stillness,sunshine……
  Whilehewasploddingtowardsithehadadisagreeablesenseofthedeadman'scompanyathiselbow。Theghost!Heseemedtobeeverywherebutinhisgrave。Couldoneevershakehimoff?hewondered。AtthatmomentMissMoorsomcameoutontheverandah;
  andatonce,asifbyamysteryofradiatingwaves,sherousedagreattumultinhisheart,shookearthandskytogether-butheploddedon。Thenlikeagravesong-noteinthestormhervoicecametohimominously。
  "Ah!Mr。Renouard……"Hecameupandsmiled,butshewasveryserious。"Ican'tkeepstillanylonger。Istheretimetowalkupthisheadlandandbackbeforedark?"
  Theshadowswerelyinglengthenedontheground;allwasstillnessandpeace。"No,"saidRenouard,feelingsuddenlyassteadyasarock。"ButIcanshowyouaviewfromthecentralhillwhichyourfatherhasnotseen。Aviewofreefsandofbrokenwaterwithoutend,andofgreatwheelingcloudsofsea-birds。"
  Shecamedowntheverandahstepsatonceandtheymovedoff。"Yougofirst,"heproposed,"andI'lldirectyou。Totheleft。"
  Shewaswearingashortnankinskirt,amuslinblouse;hecouldseethroughthethinstufftheskinofhershoulders,ofherarms。Thenobledelicacyofherneckcausedhimasortoftransport。"Thepathbeginswherethesethreepalmsare。Theonlypalmsontheisland。"
  "Isee。"
  Sheneverturnedherhead。Afterawhilesheobserved:"Thispathlooksasifithadbeenmaderecently。"
  "Quiterecently,"heassentedverylow。
  Theywentonclimbingsteadilywithoutexchanginganotherword;andwhentheystoodonthetopshegazedalongtimebeforeher。Theloweveningmistveiledthefurtherlimitofthereefs。Abovetheenormousandmelancholyconfusion,asofafleetofwreckedislands,therestlessmyriadsofsea-birdsrolledandunrolleddarkribbonsonthesky,gatheredinclouds,soaredandstoopedlikeaplayofshadows,fortheyweretoofarforthemtoheartheircries。
  Renouardbrokethesilenceinlowtones。
  "They'llbesettlingforthenightpresently。"Shemadenosound。
  Roundthemallwaspeaceanddecliningsunshine。Nearby,thetopmostpinnacleofMalata,resemblingthetopofaburiedtower,rosearock,weather-worn,grey,wearyofwatchingthemonotonouscenturiesofthePacific。Renouardleanedhisshouldersagainstit。FeliciaMoorsomfacedhimsuddenly,hersplendidblackeyesfullonhisfaceasthoughshehadmadeuphermindatlasttodestroyhiswitsonceandforall。Dazzled,heloweredhiseyelidsslowly。
  "Mr。Renouard!Thereissomethingstrangeinallthis。Tellmewhereheis?"
  Heanswereddeliberately。
  "Ontheothersideofthisrock。Iburiedhimtheremyself。"
  Shepressedherhandstoherbreast,struggledforherbreathforamoment,then:"Ohhh!……Youburiedhim!……Whatsortofmanareyou?……Youdarednottell!……Heisanotherofyourvictims?……Youdarednotconfessthatevening……Youmusthavekilledhim。Whatcouldhehavedonetoyou?……Youfastenedonhimsomeatrociousquarreland……"
  Hervengefulaspect,herpoignantcrieslefthimasunmovedasthewearyrockagainstwhichheleaned。Heonlyraisedhiseyelidstolookatherandloweredthemslowly。Nothingmore。Itsilencedher。Andasifashamedshemadeagesturewithherhand,puttingawayfromherthatthought。Hespoke,quietlyironicatfirst。
  "Ha!thelegendaryRenouardofsensitiveidiots-theruthlessadventurer-theogrewithafuture。Thatwasaparrotcry,MissMoorsom。Idon'tthinkthatthegreatestfoolofthemalleverdaredhintsuchastupidthingofmethatIkilledmenfornothing。
  No,Ihadnoticedthismaninahotel。HehadcomefromupcountryIwastold,andwasdoingnothing。Isawhimsittingtherelonelyinacornerlikeasickcrow,andIwentoveroneeveningtotalktohim。Justonimpulse。Hewasn'timpressive。Hewaspitiful。
  Myworstenemycouldhavetoldyouhewasn'tgoodenoughtobeoneofRenouard'svictims。Itdidn'ttakemelongtojudgethathewasdrugginghimself。Notdrinking。Drugs。"
  "Ah!It'snowthatyouaretryingtomurderhim,"shecried。
  "Really。AlwaystheRenouardofshopkeepers'legend。Listen!I
  wouldneverhavebeenjealousofhim。AndyetIamjealousoftheairyoubreathe,ofthesoilyoutreadon,oftheworldthatseesyou-movingfree-notmine。Butnevermind。Iratherlikedhim。
  ForacertainreasonIproposedheshouldcometobemyassistanthere。Hesaidhebelievedthiswouldsavehim。Itdidnotsavehimfromdeath。Itcametohimasitwerefromnothing-justafall。Amereslipandtumbleoftenfeetintoaravine。Butitseemshehadbeenhurtbeforeup-country-byahorse。Heailedandailed。No,hewasnotasteel-tippedman。Andhispoorsoulseemedtohavebeendamagedtoo。Itgavewayverysoon。"
  "Thisistragic!"FeliciaMoorsomwhisperedwithfeeling。
  Renouard'slipstwitched,buthislevelvoicecontinuedmercilessly。
  "That'sthestory。Heralliedalittleonenightandsaidhewantedtotellmesomething。I,beingagentleman,hesaid,hecouldconfideinme。Itoldhimthathewasmistaken。Thattherewasagooddealofaplebeianinme,thathecouldn'tknow。Heseemeddisappointed。Hemutteredsomethingabouthisinnocenceandsomethingthatsoundedlikeacurseonsomewoman,thenturnedtothewalland-justgrewcold。"
  "Onawoman,"criedMissMoorsomindignantly。"Whatwoman?"
  "Iwonder!"saidRenouard,raisinghiseyesandnotingthecrimsonofherear-lobesagainstthelivewhitenessofhercomplexion,thesombre,asifsecret,night-splendourofhereyesunderthewrithingflamesofherhair。"Somewomanwhowouldn'tbelieveinthatpoorinnocenceofhis……Yes。Youprobably。Andnowyouwillnotbelieveinme-noteveninmewhomustintruthbewhatI
  am-eventodeath。No!Youwon't。Andyet,Felicia,awomanlikeyouandamanlikemedonotoftencometogetheronthisearth。"
  Theflameofhergloriousheadscorchedhisface。Heflunghishatfaraway,andhissuddenlyloweredeyelidsbroughtoutstartlinglyhisresemblancetoantiquebronze,theprofileofPallas,still,austere,bowedalittleintheshadowoftherock。"Oh!Ifyoucouldonlyunderstandthetruththatisinme!"headded。
  Shewaited,asiftooastoundedtospeak,tillhelookedupagain,andthenwithunnaturalforceasifdefendingherselffromsomeunspokenaspersion,"It'sIwhostandfortruthhere!Believeinyou!Inyou,whobyaheartlessfalsehood-andnothingelse,nothingelse,doyouhear?-havebroughtmehere,deceived,cheated,asinsomeabominablefarce!"Shesatdownonaboulder,restedherchininherhands,intheposeofsimplegrief-
  mourningforherself。
  "Itonlywantedthis。Why!Oh!Whyisitthatugliness,ridicule,andbasenessmustfallacrossmypath。"
  Onthatheight,alonewiththesky,theyspoketoeachotherasiftheearthhadfallenawayfromundertheirfeet。
  "Areyougrievingforyourdignity?Hewasamediocresoulandcouldhavegivenyoubutanunworthyexistence。"
  Shedidnotevensmileatthosewords,but,superb,asifliftingacorneroftheveil,sheturnedonhimslowly。
  "AnddoyouimagineIwouldhavedevotedmyselftohimforsuchapurpose!Don'tyouknowthatreparationwasduetohimfromme?A
  sacreddebt-afineduty。Toredeemhimwouldnothavebeeninmypower-Iknowit。Buthewasblameless,anditwasformetocomeforward。Don'tyouseethatintheeyesoftheworldnothingcouldhaverehabilitatedhimsocompletelyashismarriagewithme?NowordofevilcouldbewhisperedofhimafterIhadgivenhimmyhand。Astogivingmyselfuptoanythinglessthantheshapingofaman'sdestiny-ifIthoughtIcoulddoitIwouldabhormyself……"Shespokewithauthorityinherdeepfascinating,unemotionalvoice。Renouardmeditated,gloomy,asifoversomesinisterriddleofabeautifulsphinxmetonthewildroadofhislife。
  "Yes。Yourfatherwasright。Youareoneofthesearistocrats……"
  Shedrewherselfuphaughtily。
  "Whatdoyousay?Myfather!……Ianaristocrat。"
  "Oh!Idon'tmeanthatyouarelikethemenandwomenofthetimeofarmours,castles,andgreatdeeds。Oh,no!Theystoodonthenakedsoil,hadtraditionstobefaithfulto,hadtheirfeetonthisearthofpassionsanddeathwhichisnotahothouse。Theywouldhavebeentooplebeianforyousincetheyhadtolead,tosufferwith,tounderstandthecommonesthumanity。No,youaremerelyofthetopmostlayer,disdainfulandsuperior,themerepurefrothandbubbleontheinscrutabledepthswhichsomedaywilltossyououtofexistence。Butyouareyou!Youareyou!Youaretheeternalloveitself-only,ODivinity,itisn'tyourbody,itisyoursoulthatismadeoffoam。"
  Shelistenedasifinadream。Hehadsucceededsowellinhisefforttodrivebackthefloodofhispassionthathislifeitselfseemedtorunwithitoutofhisbody。Atthatmomenthefeltasonedeadspeaking。Buttheheadlongwavereturningwithtenfoldforceflunghimonhersuddenly,withopenarmsandblazingeyes。
  Shefoundherselflikeafeatherinhisgrasp,helpless,unabletostruggle,withherfeetofftheground。Butthiscontactwithher,maddeningliketoomuchfelicity,destroyeditsownend。Fireranthroughhisveins,turnedhispassiontoashes,burnthimoutandlefthimempty,withoutforce-almostwithoutdesire。Helethergobeforeshecouldcryout。Andshewassousedtotheformsofrepressionenveloping,softeningthecrudeimpulsesofoldhumanitythatshenolongerbelievedintheirexistenceasifitwereanexplodedlegend。Shedidnotrecognisewhathadhappenedtoher。
  Shecamesafeoutofhisarms,withoutastruggle,notevenhavingfeltafraid。
  "What'sthemeaningofthis?"shesaid,outragedbutcalminascornfulway。
  Hegotdownonhiskneesinsilence,bentlowtoherveryfeet,whileshelookeddownathim,alittlesurprised,withoutanimosity,asifmerelycurioustoseewhathewoulddo。Then,whileheremainedbowedtothegroundpressingthehemofherskirttohislips,shemadeaslightmovement。Hegotup。
  "No,"hesaid。"WereyoueversomuchminewhatcouldIdowithyouwithoutyourconsent?No。Youdon'tconquerawraith,coldmist,stuffofdreams,illusion。Itmustcometoyouandclingtoyourbreast。Andthen!Oh!Andthen!"
  Allecstasy,allexpressionwentoutofhisface。
  "Mr。Renouard,"shesaid,"thoughyoucanhavenoclaimonmyconsiderationafterhavingdecoyedmehereforthevilepurpose,apparently,ofgloatingovermeasyourpossibleprey,IwilltellyouthatIamnotperhapstheextraordinarybeingyouthinkIam。
  Youmaybelieveme。HereIstandfortruthitself。"
  "What'sthattomewhatyouare?"heanswered。"AtasignfromyouIwouldclimbuptotheseventhheaventobringyoudowntoearthformyown-andifIsawyousteepedtothelipsinvice,incrime,inmud,Iwouldgoafteryou,takeyoutomyarms-wearyouforanincomparablejewelonmybreast。Andthat'slove-truelove-thegiftandthecurseofthegods。Thereisnoother。"
  Thetruthvibratinginhisvoicemadeherrecoilslightly,forshewasnotfittohearit-notevenalittle-notevenonesingletimeinherlife。Itwasrevoltingtoher;andinhertrouble,perhapspromptedbythesuggestionofhisnameortosoftentheharshnessofexpression,forshewasobscurelymoved,shespoketohiminFrench。
  "ASSEZ!J'AIHORREURDETOUTCELA,"shesaid。
  Hewaswhitetohisverylips,buthewastremblingnomore。Thedicehadbeencast,andnotevenviolencecouldalterthethrow。
  Shepassedbyhimunbendingly,andhefollowedherdownthepath。
  Afteratimesheheardhimsaying:
  "Andyourdreamistoinfluenceahumandestiny?"
  "Yes!"sheansweredcurtly,unabashed,withawoman'scompleteassurance。
  "Thenyoumayrestcontent。Youhavedoneit。"
  Sheshruggedhershouldersslightly。Butjustbeforereachingtheendofthepathsherelented,stopped,andwentbacktohim。
  "Idon'tsupposeyouareveryanxiousforpeopletoknowhownearyoucametoabsoluteturpitude。Youmayresteasyonthatpoint。
  Ishallspeaktomyfather,ofcourse,andwewillagreetosaythathehasdied-nothingmore。"
  "Yes,"saidRenouardinalifelessvoice。"Heisdead。Hisveryghostshallbedonewithpresently。"
  Shewenton,butheremainedstandingstockstillinthedusk。Shehadalreadyreachedthethreepalmswhensheheardbehindheraloudpealoflaughter,cynicalandjoyless,suchasisheardinsmoking-roomsattheendofascandalousstory。Itmadeherfeelpositivelyfaintforamoment。
  CHAPTERXI
  SlowlyacompletedarknessenvelopedGeoffreyRenouard。Hisresolutionhadfailedhim。InsteadoffollowingFeliciaintothehouse,hehadstoppedunderthethreepalms,andleaningagainstasmoothtrunkhadabandonedhimselftoasenseofanimmensedeceptionandthefeelingofextremefatigue。Thiswalkupthehillanddownagainwaslikethesupremeeffortofanexplorertryingtopenetratetheinteriorofanunknowncountry,thesecretofwhichistoowelldefendedbyitscruelandbarrennature。
  Decoyedbyamirage,hehadgonetoofar-sofarthattherewasnogoingback。Hisstrengthwasatanend。Forthefirsttimeinhislifehehadtogiveup,andwithasortofdespairingself-
  possessionhetriedtounderstandthecauseofthedefeat。Hedidnotascribeittothatabsurddeadman。
  ThehesitatingshadowofLuizapproachedhimunnoticedtillitspoketimidly。Renouardstarted。
  "Eh?What?Dinnerwaiting?YoumustsayIbegtobeexcused。I
  can'tcome。ButIshallseethemto-morrowmorning,atthelandingplace。Takeyourordersfromtheprofessorastothesailingoftheschooner。Gonow。"
  Luiz,dumbfounded,retreatedintothedarkness。Renouarddidnotmove,buthoursafterwards,likethebitterfruitofhisimmobility,thewords:"Ihadnothingtooffertohervanity,"
  camefromhislipsinthesilenceoftheisland。Anditwasthenonlythathestirred,onlytowearthenightoutinrestlesstrampingupanddownthevariouspathsoftheplantation。Luiz,whosesleepwasmadelightbytheconsciousnessofsomeimpendingchange,heardfootstepspassingbyhishut,thefirmtreadofthemaster;andturningonhismatsemittedafaintTse!Tse!Tse!ofdeepconcern。