首页 >出版文学> Within the Tides>第2章
  "Doyouthenregardyourselfasimmortal?"
  "No,myboy。Iamnotimmortal。Butthevoiceofthepressgoesonforever……Anditwillsaythatthiswasthesecretofyourgreatsuccessinataskwherebettermenthanyou-meaningnooffence-didfailrepeatedly。"
  "Success,"mutteredRenouard,pulling-totheofficedoorafterhimwithconsiderableenergy。AndthelettersofthewordPRIVATElikearowofwhiteeyesseemedtostareafterhisbacksinkingdownthestaircaseofthattempleofpublicity。
  Renouardhadnodoubtthatallthemeansofpublicitywouldbeputattheserviceofloveandusedforthediscoveryofthelovedman。
  Hedidnotwishhimdead。Hedidnotwishhimanyharm。Weareallequippedwithafundofhumanitywhichisnotexhaustedwithoutmanyandrepeatedprovocations-andthismanhaddonehimnoevil。
  ButbeforeRenouardhadleftoldDunster'shouse,attheconclusionofthecallhemadetherethatveryafternoon,hehaddiscoveredinhimselfthedesirethatthesearchmightlastlong。Heneverreallyflatteredhimselfthatitmightfail。Itseemedtohimthattherewasnoothercourseinthisworldforhimself,forallmankind,butresignation。AndhecouldnothelpthinkingthatProfessorMoorsomhadarrivedatthesameconclusiontoo。
  ProfessorMoorsom,slightframeofmiddleheight,athoughtfulkeenheadunderthethickwavyhair,veileddarkeyesunderstraighteyebrows,andwithaninwardgazewhichwhendisengagedandarrivingatoneseemedtoissuefromanobscuredreamofbooks,fromthelimboofmeditation,showedhimselfextremelygracioustohim。Renouardguessedinhimamanwhomanincurablehabitofinvestigationandanalysishadmadegentleandindulgent;inaptforaction,andmoresensitivetothethoughtsthantotheeventsofexistence。Withalnotcrushed,sub-ironicwithoutatraceofacidity,andwithasimplemannerwhichputpeopleateasequickly。
  Theyhadalongconversationontheterracecommandinganextendedviewofthetownandtheharbour。
  Thesplendidimmobilityofthebayrestingunderhisgaze,withitsgreyspursandshiningindentations,helpedRenouardtoregainhisself-possession,whichhehadfeltshaken,incomingoutontheterrace,intothesettingofthemostpowerfulemotionofhislife,whenhehadsatwithinafootofMissMoorsomwithfireinhisbreast,ahumminginhisears,andinacompletedisorderofhismind。Therewastheverygardenseatonwhichhehadbeenenvelopedintheradiantspell。Andpresentlyhewassittingonitagainwiththeprofessortalkingofher。NearbythepatriarchalDunsterleanedforwardinawickerarm-chair,benignandalittledeaf,hisbighandtohisearwiththeinnocenteagernessofhisadvancedagerememberingthefiresoflife。
  ItwaswithasortofapprehensionthatRenouardlookedforwardtoseeingMissMoorsom。Andstrangelyenoughitresembledthestateofmindofamanwhofearsdisenchantmentmorethansortilege。Butheneednothavebeenafraid。Directlyhesawherinadistanceattheotherendoftheterraceheshudderedtotherootsofhishair。
  Withherapproachthepowerofspeechlefthimforatime。Mrs。
  Dunsterandherauntwereaccompanyingher。Allthesepeoplesatdown;itwasanintimatecircleintowhichRenouardfelthimselfcordiallyadmitted;andthetalkwasofthegreatsearchwhichoccupiedalltheirminds。Discretionwasexpectedbythesepeople,butofreticenceastotheobjectofthejourneytherecouldbenoquestion。Nothingbutwaysandmeansandarrangementscouldbetalkedabout。
  Byfixinghiseyesobstinatelyontheground,whichgavehimanairofreflectivesadness,Renouardmanagedtorecoverhisself-
  possession。Heusedittokeephisvoiceinalowkeyandtomeasurehiswordsonthegreatsubject。Andhetookcarewithagreatinwardefforttomakethemreasonablewithoutgivingthemadiscouragingcomplexion。Forhedidnotwantthequesttobegivenup,sinceitwouldmeanhergoingawaywithhertwoattendantgrey-
  headstotheothersideoftheworld。
  Hewasaskedtocomeagain,tocomeoftenandtakepartinthecounselsofallthesepeoplecaptivatedbythesentimentalenterpriseofadeclaredlove。OntakingMissMoorsom'shandhelookedup,wouldhavelikedtosaysomething,butfoundhimselfvoiceless,withhislipssuddenlysealed。Shereturnedthepressureofhisfingers,andheleftherwithhereyesvaguelystaringbeyondhim,anairoflisteningforanexpectedsound,andthefaintestpossiblesmileonherlips。Asmilenotforhim,evidently,butthereflectionofsomedeepandinscrutablethought。
  CHAPTERIV
  Hewentonboardhisschooner。Shelaywhite,andasifsuspended,inthecrepuscularatmosphereofsunsetminglingwiththeashygleamofthevastanchorage。Hetriedtokeephisthoughtsassober,asreasonable,asmeasuredashiswordshadbeen,lesttheyshouldgetawayfromhimandcausesomesortofmoraldisaster。
  Whathewasafraidofinthecomingnightwassleeplessnessandtheendlessstrainofthatwearisometask。Ithadtobefacedhowever。
  Helayonhisback,sighingprofoundlyinthedark,andsuddenlybeheldhisveryownself,carryingasmallbizarrelamp,reflectedinalongmirrorinsidearoominanemptyandunfurnishedpalace。
  Inthisstartlingimageofhimselfherecognisedsomebodyhehadtofollow-thefrightenedguideofhisdream。Hetraversedendlessgalleries,noendofloftyhalls,innumerabledoors。Helosthimselfutterly-hefoundhiswayagain。Roomsucceededroom。Atlastthelampwentout,andhestumbledagainstsomeobjectwhich,whenhestoopedforit,hefoundtobeverycoldandheavytolift。
  Thesicklywhitelightofdawnshowedhimtheheadofastatue。
  Itsmarblehairwasdoneintheboldlinesofahelmet,onitslipsthechiselhadleftafaintsmile,anditresembledMissMoorsom。
  Whilehewasstaringatitfixedly,theheadbegantogrowlightinhisfingers,todiminishandcrumbletopieces,andatlastturnedintoahandfulofdust,whichwasblownawaybyapuffofwindsochillythathewokeupwithadesperateshiverandleapedheadlongoutofhisbed-place。Thedayhadreallycome。Hesatdownbythecabintable,andtakinghisheadbetweenhishands,didnotstirforaverylongtime。
  Veryquiet,hesethimselftoreviewthisdream。Thelamp,ofcourse,heconnectedwiththesearchforaman。ButoncloserexaminationheperceivedthatthereflectionofhimselfinthemirrorwasnotreallythetrueRenouard,butsomebodyelsewhosefacehecouldnotremember。Inthedesertedpalaceherecognisedasinisteradaptationbyhisbrainofthelongcorridorswithmanydoors,inthegreatbuildinginwhichhisfriend'snewspaperwaslodgedonthefirstfloor。ThemarbleheadwithMissMoorsom'sface!Well!Whatotherfacecouldhehavedreamedof?AndhercomplexionwasfairerthanParianmarble,thantheheadsofangels。
  Thewindattheendwasthemorningbreezeenteringthroughtheopenportholeandtouchinghisfacebeforetheschoonercouldswingtothechillygust。
  Yes!Andallthisrationalexplanationofthefantasticmadeitonlymoremysteriousandweird。Therewassomethingdaemonicinthatdream。Itwasoneofthoseexperienceswhichthrowamanoutofconformitywiththeestablishedorderofhiskindandmakehimacreatureofobscuresuggestions。
  Henceforth,withoutevertryingtoresist,hewenteveryafternoontothehousewhereshelived。Hewentthereaspassivelyasifinadream。HecouldnevermakeouthowhehadattainedthefootingofintimacyintheDunstermansionabovethebay-whetheronthegroundofpersonalmeritorasthepioneerofthevegetablesilkindustry。Itmusthavebeenthelast,becauseheremembereddistinctly,asdistinctlyasinadream,hearingoldDunsteroncetellinghimthathisnextpublictaskwouldbeacarefulsurveyoftheNorthernDistrictstodiscovertractssuitableforthecultivationofthesilkplant。Theoldmanwaggedhisbeardathimsagely。Itwasindeedasabsurdasadream。
  Willieofcoursewouldbethereintheevening。Buthewasmoreofafigureoutofanightmare,hoveringaboutthecircleofchairsinhisdress-clotheslikeagigantic,repulsive,andsentimentalbat。
  "Doawaywiththebeastlycocoonsallovertheworld,"hebuzzedinhisblurred,water-loggedvoice。Heaffectedagreathorrorofinsectsofallkinds。Oneeveningheappearedwitharedflowerinhisbutton-hole。Nothingcouldhavebeenmoredisgustinglyfantastic。AndhewouldalsosaytoRenouard:"Youmayyetchangethehistoryofourcountry。Foreconomicconditionsdoshapethehistoryofnations。Eh?What?"AndhewouldturntoMissMoorsomforapproval,loweringprotectinglyhisspatulousnoseandlookingupwithfeelingfromunderhisabsurdeyebrows,whichgrewthin,inthemannerofcanebrakes,outofhisspongyskin。Forthislarge,biliouscreaturewasaneconomistandasentimentalist,faciletotears,andamemberoftheCobdenClub。
  InordertoseeaslittleofhimaspossibleRenouardbegancomingearliersoastogetawaybeforehisarrival,withoutcurtailingtoomuchthehoursofsecretcontemplationforwhichhelived。Hehadgivenuptryingtodeceivehimself。Hisresignationwaswithoutbounds。Heacceptedtheimmensemisfortuneofbeinginlovewithawomanwhowasinsearchofanothermanonlytothrowherselfintohisarms。Withsuchdesperateprecisionhedefinedinhisthoughtsthesituation,theconsciousnessofwhichtraversedlikeasharparrowthesuddensilencesofgeneralconversation。
  Theonlythoughtbeforewhichhequailedwasthethoughtthatthiscouldnotlast;thatitmustcometoanend。Hefeareditinstinctivelyasasickmanmayfeardeath。Foritseemedtohimthatitmustbethedeathofhimfollowedbyalightless,bottomlesspit。Buthisresignationwasnotsparedthetormentsofjealousy:thecruel,insensate,poignant,andimbecilejealousy,whenitseemsthatawomanbetraysussimplybythisthatsheexists,thatshebreathes-andwhenthedeepmovementsofhernervesorhersoulbecomeamatterofdistractingsuspicion,ofkillingdoubt,ofmortalanxiety。
  InthepeculiarconditionoftheirsojournMissMoorsomwentoutverylittle。SheacceptedthisseclusionattheDunsters'mansionasinahermitage,andlivedthere,watchedoverbyagroupofoldpeople,withtheloftyenduranceofacondescendingandstrong-
  headedgoddess。Itwasimpossibletosayifshesufferedfromanythingintheworld,andwhetherthiswastheinsensibilityofagreatpassionconcentratedonitself,oraperfectrestraintofmanner,ortheindifferenceofsuperioritysocompleteastobesufficienttoitself。ButitwasvisibletoRenouardthatshetooksomepleasureintalkingtohimattimes。Wasitbecausehewastheonlypersonnearherage?Wasthis,then,thesecretofhisadmissiontothecircle?
  Headmiredhervoiceaswellpoisedashermovements,asherattitudes。Hehimselfhadalwaysbeenamanoftranquiltones。
  Butthepoweroffascinationhadtornhimoutofhisverynaturesocompletelythattopreservehishabitualcalmnessfromgoingtopieceshadbecomeaterribleeffort。
  Heusedtogofromheronboardtheschoonerexhausted,broken,shakenup,asthoughhehadbeenputtothemostexquisitetorture。
  Whenhesawherapproachinghealwayshadamomentofhallucination。Shewasamistyandfaircreature,fittedforinvisiblemusic,fortheshadowsoflove,forthemurmursofwaters。Afteratimehecouldnotbealwaysstaringatthegroundhewouldsummonupallhisresolutionandlookather。
  Therewasasparkleintheclearobscurityofhereyes;andwhensheturnedthemonhimtheyseemedtogiveanewmeaningtolife。
  Hewouldsaytohimselfthatanothermanwouldhavefoundlongbeforethehappyreleaseofmadness,hiswitsburnttocindersinthatradiance。Butnosuchluckforhim。Hiswitshadcomeunscathedthroughthefurnacesofhotsuns,ofblazingdeserts,offlamingangersagainsttheweaknessesofmenandtheobstinatecrueltiesofhostilenature。
  Beingsanehehadtobeconstantlyonhisguardagainstfallingintoadoringsilencesorbreakingoutintowildspeeches。Hehadtokeepwatchonhiseyes,hislimbs,onthemusclesofhisface。
  Theirconversationsweresuchastheycouldbebetweenthesetwopeople:sheayoungladyfreshfromthethicktwilightoffourmillionpeopleandtheartificialityofseveralLondonseasons;hethemanofdefiniteconqueringtasks,thefamiliarofwidehorizons,andinhisveryreposeholdingalooffromtheseagglomerationsofunitsinwhichonelosesone'simportanceeventooneself。Theyhadnocommonconversationalsmallchange。Theyhadtousethegreatpiecesofgeneralideas,buttheyexchangedthemtrivially。Itwasnoseriouscommerce。Perhapsshehadnotmuchofthatcoin。Nothingsignificantcamefromher。Itcouldnotbesaidthatshehadreceivedfromthecontactsoftheexternalworldimpressionsofapersonalkind,differentfromotherwomen。Whatwasravishinginherwasherquietnessand,inhergraveattitudes,theunfailingbrillianceofherfemininity。Hedidnotknowwhattherewasunderthativoryforeheadsosplendidlyshaped,sogloriouslycrowned。Hecouldnottellwhatwereherthoughts,herfeelings。Herreplieswerereflective,alwaysprecededbyashortsilence,whilehehungonherlipsanxiously。Hefelthimselfinthepresenceofamysteriousbeinginwhomspokeanunknownvoice,likethevoiceoforacles,bringingeverlastingunresttotheheart。
  Hewasthankfulenoughtositinsilencewithsecretlyclenchedteeth,devouredbyjealousy-andnobodycouldhaveguessedthathisquietdeferentialbearingtoallthesegrey-headswasthesupremeeffortofstoicism,thatthemanwasengagedinkeepingasinisterwatchonhistortureslesthisstrengthshouldfailhim。
  Asbefore,whengrapplingwithotherforcesofnature,hecouldfindinhimselfallsortsofcourageexceptthecouragetorunaway。
  ItwasperhapsfromthelackofsubjectstheycouldhaveincommonthatMissMoorsommadehimsooftenspeakofhisownlife。Hedidnotshrinkfromtalkingabouthimself,forhewasfreefromthatexacerbated,timidvanitywhichsealssomanyvain-gloriouslips。
  Hetalkedtoherinhisrestrainedvoice,gazingatthetipofhershoe,andthinkingthatthetimewasboundtocomesoonwhenherveryinattentionwouldgetwearyofhim。Andindeedonstealingaglancehewouldseeherdazzlingandperfect,hereyesvague,staringinmournfulimmobility,withadroopingheadthatmadehimthinkofatragicVenusarisingbeforehim,notfromthefoamofthesea,butfromadistant,stillmoreformless,mysterious,andpotentimmensityofmankind。
  CHAPTERV
  OneafternoonRenouardsteppingoutontheterracefoundnobodythere。Itwasforhim,atthesametime,amelancholydisappointmentandapoignantrelief。
  Theheatwasgreat,theairwasstill,allthelongwindowsofthehousestoodwideopen。Atthefurtherend,groupedroundalady'swork-table,severalchairsdisposedsociablysuggestedinvisibleoccupants,acompanyofconversingshades。Renouardlookedtowardsthemwithasortofdread。Amostelusive,faintsoundofghostlytalkissuingfromoneoftheroomsaddedtotheillusionandstoppedhisalreadyhesitatingfootsteps。Heleanedoverthebalustradeofstonenearasquatvaseholdingatropicalplantofabizarreshape。ProfessorMoorsomcomingupfromthegardenwithabookunderhisarmandawhiteparasolheldoverhisbarehead,foundhimthereand,closingtheparasol,leanedoverbyhissidewitharemarkontheincreasingheatoftheseason。Renouardassentedandchangedhispositionalittle;theother,afterashortsilence,administeredunexpectedlyaquestionwhich,liketheblowofaclubonthehead,deprivedRenouardofthepowerofspeechandeventhought,but,morecruel,lefthimquiveringwithapprehension,notofdeathbutofeverlastingtorment。Yetthewordswereextremelysimple。
  "Somethingwillhavetobedonesoon。Wecan'tremaininastateofsuspendedexpectationforever。Tellmewhatdoyouthinkofourchances?"
  Renouard,speechless,producedafaintsmile。Theprofessorconfessedinajoculartonehisimpatiencetocompletethecircuitoftheglobeandbedonewithit。ItwasimpossibletoremainquarteredonthedearexcellentDunstersforanindefinitetime。
  AndthentherewerethelectureshehadarrangedtodeliverinParis。Aseriousmatter。
  ThatlecturesbyProfessorMoorsomwereaEuropeaneventandthatbrilliantaudienceswouldgathertohearthemRenouarddidnotknow。Allhewasawareofwastheshockofthishintofdeparture。
  Themenaceofseparationfellonhisheadlikeathunderbolt。Andhesawtheabsurdityofhisemotion,forhadn'thelivedallthesedaysundertheverycloud?Theprofessor,hiselbowsspreadout,lookeddownintothegardenandwentonunburdeninghismind。Yes。
  Thedepartmentofsentimentwasdirectedbyhisdaughter,andshehadplentyofvolunteeredmoralsupport;buthehadtolookafterthepracticalsideoflifewithoutassistance。
  "Ihavethelesshesitationinspeakingtoyouaboutmyanxiety,becauseIfeelyouarefriendlytousandatthesametimeyouaredetachedfromallthesesublimities-confoundthem。"
  "Whatdoyoumean?"murmuredRenouard。
  "Imeanthatyouarecapableofcalmjudgment。Heretheatmosphereissimplydetestable。Everybodyhasknuckledundertosentiment。
  Perhapsyourdeliberateopinioncouldinfluence……"
  "YouwantMissMoorsomtogiveitup?"Theprofessorturnedtotheyoungmandismally。
  "HeavenonlyknowswhatIwant。"
  Renouardleaninghisbackagainstthebalustradefoldedhisarmsonhisbreast,appearedtomeditateprofoundly。Hisface,shadedsoftlybythebroadbrimofaplanter'sPanamahat,withthestraightlineofthenoselevelwiththeforehead,theeyeslostinthedepthofthesetting,andthechinwellforward,hadsuchaprofileasmaybeseenamongstthebronzesofclassicalmuseums,pureunderacrestedhelmet-recalledvaguelyaMinerva'shead。
  "ThisisthemosttroublesometimeIeverhadinmylife,"
  exclaimedtheprofessortestily。
  "Surelythemanmustbeworthit,"mutteredRenouardwithapangofjealousytraversinghisbreastlikeaself-inflictedstab。
  Whetherenervatedbytheheatorgivingwaytopentupirritationtheprofessorsurrenderedhimselftothemoodofsincerity。
  "Hebeganbybeingapleasantlydullboy。Hedevelopedintoapointlesslycleveryoungman,without,Isuspect,evertryingtounderstandanything。Mydaughterknewhimfromchildhood。Iamabusyman,andIconfessthattheirengagementwasacompletesurprisetome。Iwishtheirreasonsforthatstephadbeenmorenaive。Butsimplicitywasoutoffashionintheirset。Fromaworldlypointofviewheseemstohavebeenamerebaby。Ofcourse,now,Iamassuredthatheisthevictimofhisnobleconfidenceintherectitudeofhiskind。Butthat'smereidealisingofasadreality。FormypartIwilltellyouthatfromtheverybeginningIhadthegravestdoubtsofhisdishonesty。
  Unfortunatelymycleverdaughterhadn't。Andnowwebeholdthereaction。No。Tobeearnestlydishonestonemustbereallypoor。
  Thiswasonlyamanifestationofhisextremelyrefinedcleverness。
  Thecomplicatedsimpleton。Hehadanawfulawakeningthough。"
  InsuchwordsdidProfessorMoorsomgivehis"youngfriend"tounderstandthestateofhisfeelingstowardthelostman。ItwasevidentthatthefatherofMissMoorsomwishedhimtoremainlost。
  PerhapstheunprecedentedheatoftheseasonmadehimlongforthecoolspacesofthePacific,thesweepoftheocean'sfreewindalongthepromenadedecks,cumberedwithlongchairs,ofashipsteamingtowardstheCaliforniancoast。ToRenouardthephilosopherappearedsimplythemosttreacherousoffathers。Hewasamazed。Buthewasnotattheendofhisdiscoveries。
  "Hemaybedead,"theprofessormurmured。
  "Why?Peopledon'tdieheresoonerthaninEurope。IfhehadgonetohideinItaly,forinstance,youwouldn'tthinkofsayingthat。"
  "Well!Andsupposehehasbecomemorallydisintegrated。Youknowhewasnotastrongpersonality,"theprofessorsuggestedmoodily。
  "Mydaughter'sfutureisinquestionhere。"
  Renouardthoughtthattheloveofsuchawomanwasenoughtopullanybrokenmantogether-todragamanoutofhisgrave。Andhethoughtthiswithinwarddespair,whichkepthimsilentasmuchalmostashisastonishment。Atlasthemanagedtostammeroutagenerous-
  "Oh!Don'tletusevensuppose……"
  Theprofessorstruckinwithasadderaccentthanbefore-
  "It'sgoodtobeyoung。Andthenyouhavebeenamanofaction,andnecessarilyabelieverinsuccess。ButIhavebeenlookingtoolongatlifenottodistrustitssurprises。Age!Age!HereI
  standbeforeyouamanfullofdoubtsandhesitation-SPELENTUS,TIMIDUSFUTURI。"
  HemadeasigntoRenouardnottointerrupt,andinaloweredvoice,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,eventhere,inthesolitudeoftheterrace-
  "AndtheworstisthatIamnotevensurehowfarthissentimentalpilgrimageisgenuine。Yes。Idoubtmyownchild。It'struethatshe'sawoman……"
  Renouarddetectedwithhorroratoneofresentment,asiftheprofessorhadneverforgivenhisdaughterfornotdyinginsteadofhisson。Thelatternoticedtheyoungman'sstonystare。
  "Ah!youdon'tunderstand。Yes,she'sclever,open-minded,popular,and-well,charming。Butyoudon'tknowwhatitistohavemoved,breathed,existed,andeventriumphedinthemeresmotherandfrothoflife-thebrilliantfroth。Therethoughts,sentiments,opinions,feelings,actionstoo,arenothingbutagitationinemptyspace-toamuselife-asortofsuperiordebauchery,excitingandfatiguing,meaningnothing,leadingnowhere。Sheisthecreatureofthatcircle。AndIaskmyselfifsheisobeyingtheuneasinessofaninstinctseekingitssatisfaction,orisitarevulsionoffeeling,orisshemerelydeceivingherownheartbythisdangeroustriflingwithromanticimages。Andeverythingispossible-exceptsincerity,suchasonlystark,strugglinghumanitycanknow。Nowomancanstandthatmodeoflifeinwhichwomenrule,andremainaperfectlygenuine,simplehumanbeing。Ah!There'ssomepeoplecomingout。"
  Hemovedoffapace,thenturninghishead:"Uponmyword!I
  wouldbeinfinitelyobligedtoyouifyoucouldthrowalittlecoldwater……"andatavaguelydismayedgestureofRenouard,headded:"Don'tbeafraid。Youwouldn'tbeputtingoutasacredfire。"
  Renouardcouldhardlyfindwordsforaprotest:"IassureyouthatInevertalkwithMissMoorsom-on-on-that。Andifyou,herfather……"
  "Ienvyyouyourinnocence,"sighedtheprofessor。"Afatherisonlyaneverydayperson。Flat。Stale。Moreover,mychildwouldnaturallymistrustme。Webelongtothesameset。Whereasyoucarrywithyoutheprestigeoftheunknown。Youhaveprovedyourselftobeaforce。"
  ThereupontheprofessorfollowedbyRenouardjoinedthecircleofalltheinmatesofthehouseassembledattheotherendoftheterraceaboutatea-table;threewhiteheadsandthatresplendentvisionofwoman'sglory,thesightofwhichhadthepowertoflutterhisheartlikeareminderofthemortalityofhisframe。
  HeavoidedtheseatbythesideofMissMoorsom。Theothersweretalkingtogetherlanguidly。Unnoticedhelookedatthatwomansomarvellousthatcenturiesseemedtoliebetweenthem。Hewasoppressedandovercomeatthethoughtofwhatshecouldgivetosomemanwhoreallywouldbeaforce!Whatagloriousstrugglewiththisamazon。Whatnobleburdenforthevictoriousstrength。
  DearoldMrs。Dunsterwasdispensingtea,lookingfromtimetotimewithinteresttowardsMissMoorsom。Theagedstatesmanhavingeatenarawtomatoanddrunkaglassofmilkahabitofhisearlyfarmingdays,longbeforepolitics,when,pioneerofwheat-growing,hedemonstratedthepossibilityofraisingcropsongroundlookingbarrenenoughtodiscourageamagician,smoothedhiswhitebeard,andstrucklightlyRenouard'skneewithhisbigwrinkledhand。
  "Youhadbettercomebackto-nightanddinewithusquietly。"
  Helikedthisyoungman,apioneer,too,inmorethanonedirection。Mrs。Dunsteradded:"Do。Itwillbeveryquiet。I
  don'tevenknowifWilliewillbehomefordinner。"Renouardmurmuredhisthanks,andlefttheterracetogoonboardtheschooner。Whilelingeringinthedrawing-roomdoorwayheheardtheresonantvoiceofoldDunsterutteringoracularly-
  "……theleadingmanheresomeday……Likeme。"
  Renouardletthethinsummerportiereofthedoorwayfallbehindhim。ThevoiceofProfessorMoorsomsaid-
  "Iamtoldthathehasmadeanenemyofalmosteverymanwhohadtoworkwithhim。"
  "That'snothing。Hedidhiswork……Likeme。"
  "Henevercountedthecosttheysay。Notevenoflives。"
  Renouardunderstoodthattheyweretalkingofhim。Beforehecouldmoveaway,Mrs。Dunsterstruckinplacidly-
  "Don'tletyourselfbeshockedbythetalesyoumayhearofhim,mydear。Mostofitisenvy。"
  ThenheheardMissMoorsom'svoicereplyingtotheoldlady-
  "Oh!Iamnoteasilydeceived。IthinkImaysayIhaveaninstinctfortruth。"
  Hehastenedawayfromthathousewithhisheartfullofdread。
  CHAPTERVI
  Onboardtheschooner,lyingonthesetteeonhisbackwiththeknucklesofhishandspressedoverhiseyes,hemadeuphismindthathewouldnotreturntothathousefordinner-thathewouldnevergobackthereanymore。Hemadeuphismindsometwentytimes。Theknowledgethathehadonlytogouponthequarterdeck,utterquietlythewords:"Manthewindlass,"andthattheschoonerspringingintolifewouldrunahundredmilesouttoseabeforesunrise,deceivedhisstrugglingwill。Nothingeasier!
  Yet,intheend,thisyoungman,almostill-famedforhisruthlessdaring,theinflexibleleaderoftwotragicallysuccessfulexpeditions,shrankfromthatactofsavageenergy,andbegan,instead,tohuntforexcuses。
  No!Itwasnotforhimtorunawaylikeanincurablewhocutshisthroat。Hefinisheddressingandlookedathisownimpassivefaceinthesaloonmirrorscornfully。Whilebeingpulledonshoreinthegig,herememberedsuddenlythewildbeautyofawaterfallseenwhenhardlymorethanaboy,yearsago,inMenado。Therewasalegendofagovernor-generaloftheDutchEastIndies,onofficialtour,committingsuicideonthatspotbyleapingintothechasm。
  Itwassupposedthatapainfuldiseasehadmadehimwearyoflife。
  Butwasthereeveravisitationlikehisown,atthesametimebindingonetolifeandsocruellymortal!
  Thedinnerwasindeedquiet。Willie,givenhalfanhour'sgrace,failedtoturnup,andhischairremainedvacantbythesideofMissMoorsom。Renouardhadtheprofessor'ssisteronhisleft,dressedinanexpensivegownbecomingherage。ThatmaidenladyinherwonderfulpreservationremindedRenouardsomehowofawaxflowerunderglass。Therewerenotracesofthedustoflife'sbattlesonheranywhere。Shedidnotlikehimverymuchintheafternoons,inhiswhitedrillsuitandplanter'shat,whichseemedtoheranundulyBohemiancostumeforcallinginahousewheretherewereladies。Butintheevening,litheandelegantinhisdressclothesandwithhispleasant,slightlyveiledvoice,healwaysmadeherconquestafresh。Hemighthavebeenanybodydistinguished-thesonofaduke。Fallingunderthatcharmprobablyandalsobecauseherbrotherhadgivenherahint,sheattemptedtoopenherhearttoRenouard,whowaswatchingwithallthepowerofhissoulhernieceacrossthetable。Shespoketohimasfranklyasthoughthatmiserablemortalenvelope,emptiedofeverythingbuthopelesspassion,wereindeedthesonofaduke。
  Inattentive,heheardheronlyinsnatches,tillthefinalconfidentialburst:"……gladifyouwouldexpressanopinion。
  Lookather,socharming,suchagreatfavourite,sogenerallyadmired!Itwouldbetoosad。Weallhopedshewouldmakeabrilliantmarriagewithsomebodyveryrichandofhighposition,haveahouseinLondonandinthecountry,andentertainusallsplendidly。She'ssoeminentlyfittedforit。Shehassuchhostsofdistinguishedfriends!Andthen-thisinstead!……Myheartreallyaches。"
  Herwell-bredifanxiouswhisperwascoveredbythevoiceofprofessorMoorsomdiscoursingsubtlydowntheshortlengthofthedinnertableontheImpermanencyoftheMeasurabletohisvenerabledisciple。ItmighthavebeenachapterinanewandpopularbookofMoorsonianphilosophy。Patriarchalanddelighted,oldDunsterleanedforwardalittle,hiseyesshiningyouthfully,twospotsofcolourattherootsofhiswhitebeard;andRenouard,glancingatthesenileexcitement,recalledthewordsheardonthosesubtlelips,adoptedtheirscornforhisown,sawtheirtruthbeforethismanreadytobeamusedbythesideofthegrave。Yes!
  Intellectualdebaucheryinthefrothofexistence!Frothandfraud!
  OnthesamesideofthetableMissMoorsomneveroncelookedtowardsherfather,allhergraceasiffrozen,herredlipscompressed,thefaintestrosinessunderherdazzlingcomplexion,herblackeyesburningmotionless,andtheverycopperygleamsoflightlyingstillonthewavesandundulationofherhair。
  Renouardfanciedhimselfoverturningthetable,smashingcrystalandchina,treadingfruitandflowersunderfoot,seizingherinhisarms,carryingheroffinatumultofshrieksfromallthesepeople,asilentfrightenedmortal,intosomeprofoundretreatasintheageofCavernmen。Suddenlyeverybodygotup,andhehastenedtorisetoo,findinghimselfoutofbreathandquiteunsteadyonhisfeet。
  Ontheterracethephilosopher,afterlightingacigar,slippedhishandcondescendinglyunderhis"dearyoungfriend's"arm。Renouardregardedhimnowwiththeprofoundestmistrust。Butthegreatmanseemedreallytohavealikingforhisyoungfriend-oneofthosemysterioussympathies,disregardingthedifferencesofageandposition,whichinthiscasemighthavebeenexplainedbythefailureofphilosophytomeetaveryrealworryofapracticalkind。
  Afteraturnortwoandsomecasualtalktheprofessorsaidsuddenly:"Mylatesonwasinyourschool-doyouknow?Icanimaginethathadhelivedandyouhadevermetyouwouldhaveunderstoodeachother。Hetoowasinclinedtoaction。"
  Hesighed,then,shakingoffthemournfulthoughtandwithanodattheduskypartoftheterracewherethedressofhisdaughtermadealuminousstain:"Ireallywishyouwoulddropinthatquarterafewsensible,discouragingwords。"
  Renouarddisengagedhimselffromthatmostperfidiousofmenunderthepretenceofastonishment,andsteppingbackapace-
  "Surelyyouaremakingfunofme,ProfessorMoorsom,"hesaidwithalowlaugh,whichwasreallyasoundofrage。
  "Mydearyoungfriend!It'snosubjectforjokes,tome……Youdon'tseemtohaveanynotionofyourprestige,"headded,walkingawaytowardsthechairs。
  "Humbug!"thoughtRenouard,standingstillandlookingafterhim。
  "Andyet!Andyet!Whatifitweretrue?"
  HeadvancedthentowardsMissMoorsom。Posedontheseatonwhichtheyhadfirstspokentoeachother,itwasherturntowatchhimcomingon。Butmanyofthewindowswerenotlightedthatevening。
  Itwasdarkoverthere。Sheappearedtohimluminousinhercleardress,afigurewithoutshape,afacewithoutfeatures,awaitinghisapproach,tillhegotquiteneartoher,satdown,andtheyhadexchangedafewinsignificantwords。Graduallyshecameoutlikeamagicpaintingofcharm,fascination,anddesire,glowingmysteriouslyonthedarkbackground。Somethingimperceptibleinthelinesofherattitude,inthemodulationsofhervoice,seemedtosoftenthatsuggestionofcalmunconsciouspridewhichenvelopedheralwayslikeamantle。He,sensitivelikeabondslavetothemoodsofthemaster,wasmovedbythesubtlerelentingofhergracetoaninfinitetenderness。Hefoughtdowntheimpulsetoseizeherbythehand,leadherdownintothegardenawayunderthebigtrees,andthrowhimselfatherfeetutteringwordsoflove。Hisemotionwassostrongthathehadtocoughslightly,andnotknowingwhattotalktoherabouthebegantotellherofhismotherandsisters。AllthefamilywerecomingtoLondontolivethere,forsomelittletimeatleast。
  "Ihopeyouwillgoandtellthemsomethingofme。Somethingseen,"hesaidpressingly。
  Bythismiserablesubterfuge,likeamanabouttopartwithhislife,hehopedtomakeherrememberhimalittlelonger。
  "Certainly,"shesaid。"I'llbegladtocallwhenIgetback。Butthat'when'maybealongtime。"
  Heheardalightsigh。Acrueljealouscuriositymadehimask-
  "Areyougrowingweary,MissMoorsom?"
  Asilencefellonhislowspokenquestion。
  "Doyoumeanheart-weary?"soundedMissMoorsom'svoice。"Youdon'tknowme,Isee。"
  "Ah!Neverdespair,"hemuttered。
  "This,Mr。Renouard,isaworkofreparation。Istandfortruthhere。Ican'tthinkofmyself。"
  Hecouldhavetakenherbythethroatforeverywordseemedaninsulttohispassion;butheonlysaid-
  "Ineverdoubtedthe-the-nobilityofyourpurpose。"
  "Andtohearthewordwearinesspronouncedinthisconnectionsurprisesme。Andfromamantoowho,Iunderstand,hasnevercountedthecost。"
  "Youarepleasedtoteaseme,"hesaid,directlyhehadrecoveredhisvoiceandhadmasteredhisanger。ItwasasifProfessorMoorsomhaddroppedpoisoninhisearwhichwasspreadingnowandtaintinghispassion,hisveryjealousy。Hemistrustedeverywordthatcamefromthoselipsonwhichhislifehung。"Howcanyouknowanythingofmenwhodonotcountthecost?"heaskedinhisgentlesttones。
  "Fromhearsay-alittle。"
  "Well,Iassureyoutheyareliketheothers,subjecttosuffering,victimsofspells……"
  "Oneofthem,atleast,speaksverystrangely。"
  Shedismissedthesubjectafterashortsilence。"Mr。Renouard,I
  hadadisappointmentthismorning。Thismailbroughtmealetterfromthewidowoftheoldbutler-youknow。Iexpectedtolearnthatshehadheardfrom-fromhere。Butno。Noletterarrivedhomesinceweleft。"
  Hervoicewascalm。Hisjealousycouldn'tstandmuchmoreofthissortoftalk;buthewasgladthatnothinghadturneduptohelpthesearch;gladblindly,unreasonably-onlybecauseitwouldkeepherlongerinhissight-sinceshewouldn'tgiveup。
  "Iamtoonearher,"hethought,movingalittlefurtherontheseat。Hewasafraidintherevulsionoffeelingofflinginghimselfonherhands,whichwerelyingonherlap,andcoveringthemwithkisses。Hewasafraid。Nothing,nothingcouldshakethatspell-notifshewereeversofalse,stupid,ordegraded。
  Shewasfateitself。Theextentofhismisfortuneplungedhiminsuchastuporthathefailedatfirsttohearthesoundofvoicesandfootstepsinsidethedrawing-room。Williehadcomehome-andtheEditorwaswithhim。
  Theyburstoutontheterracebabblingnoisily,andthenpullingthemselvestogetherstoodstill,surprising-andasifthemselvessurprised。
  CHAPTERVII
  Theyhadbeenfeastingapoetfromthebush,thelatestdiscoveryoftheEditor。Suchdiscoverieswerethebusiness,thevocation,theprideanddelightoftheonlyapostleoflettersinthehemisphere,thesolitarypatronofculture,theSlaveoftheLamp-
  ashesubscribedhimselfatthebottomoftheweeklyliterarypageofhispaper。HehadhadnodifficultyinpersuadingthevirtuousWilliewhohadfestiveinstinctstohelpinthegoodwork,andnowtheyhadleftthepoetlyingasleeponthehearthrugoftheeditorialroomandhadrushedtotheDunstermansionwildly。TheEditorhadanotherdiscoverytoannounce。Swayingalittlewherehestoodheopenedhismouthverywidetoshouttheoneword"Found!"BehindhimWillieflungbothhishandsabovehisheadandletthemfalldramatically。Renouardsawthefourwhite-headedpeopleattheendoftheterracerisealltogetherfromtheirchairswithaneffectofsuddenpanic。
  "Itellyou-he-is-found,"thepatronoflettersshoutedemphatically。
  "Whatisthis!"exclaimedRenouardinachokedvoice。MissMoorsomseizedhiswristsuddenly,andatthatcontactfireranthroughallhisveins,ahotstillnessdescendeduponhiminwhichheheardtheblood-orthefire-beatinginhisears。Hemadeamovementasiftorise,butwasrestrainedbytheconvulsivepressureonhiswrist。
  "No,no。"MissMoorsom'seyesstaredblackasnight,searchingthespacebeforeher。FarawaytheEditorstruttedforward,Williefollowingwithhisostentatiousmannerofcarryinghisbulkyandoppressivecarcasswhich,however,didnotremainexactlyperpendicularfortwosecondstogether。
  "TheinnocentArthur……Yes。We'vegothim,"theEditorbecameverybusiness-like。"Yes,thisletterhasdoneit。"
  Heplungedintoaninsidepocketforit,slappedthescrapofpaperwithhisopenpalm。"Fromthatoldwoman。WilliamhaditinhispocketsincethismorningwhenMissMoorsomgaveittohimtoshowme。Forgotallaboutittillanhourago。Thoughtitwasofnoimportance。Well,no!Nottillitwasproperlyread。"
  RenouardandMissMoorsomemergedfromtheshadowssidebyside,awell-matchedcouple,animatedyetstatuesqueintheircalmnessandintheirpallor。Shehadletgohiswrist。OncatchingsightofRenouardtheEditorexclaimed:
  "What-youhere!"inaquiteshrillvoice。
  Therecameadeadpause。Allthefaceshadinthemsomethingdismayedandcruel。
  "He'stheverymanwewant,"continuedtheEditor。"Excusemyexcitement。Youaretheveryman,Renouard。Didn'tyoutellmethatyourassistantcalledhimselfWalter?Yes?Thoughtso。Buthere'sthatoldwoman-thebutler'swife-listentothis。Shewrites:AllIcantellyou,Miss,isthatmypoorhusbanddirectedhisletterstothenameofH。Walter。"
  Renouard'sviolentbutrepressedexclamationwaslostinageneralmurmurandshuffleoffeet。TheEditormadeastepforward,bowedwithcreditablesteadiness。
  "MissMoorsom,allowmetocongratulateyoufromthebottomofmyheartonthehappy-er-issue……"
  "Wait,"mutteredRenouardirresolutely。
  TheEditorjumpedonhiminthemanneroftheiroldfriendship。
  "Ah,you!Youareafinefellowtoo。Withyoursolitarywaysoflifeyouwillendbyhavingnomorediscriminationthanasavage。
  Fancylivingwithagentlemanformonthsandneverguessing。A
  man,Iamcertain,accomplished,remarkable,outofthecommon,sincehehadbeendistinguished"hebowedagain"byMissMoorsom,whomwealladmire。"
  Sheturnedherbackonhim。
  "Ihopetogoodnessyouhaven'tbeenleadinghimadog'slife,Geoffrey,"theEditoraddressedhisfriendinawhisperedaside。
  Renouardseizedachairviolently,satdown,andproppinghiselbowonhiskneeleanedhisheadonhishand。Behindhimthesisteroftheprofessorlookeduptoheavenandwrungherhandsstealthily。
  Mrs。Dunster'shandswereclaspedforciblyunderherchin,butshe,dearsoul,waslookingsorrowfullyatWillie。Themodelnephew!
  Inthisstrangestate!Soverymuchflushed!ThecarefuldispositionofthethinhairsacrossWillie'sbaldspotwasdeplorablydisarranged,andthespotitselfwasredand,asitwere,steaming。
  "What'sthematter,Geoffrey?"TheEditorseemeddisconcertedbythesilentattitudesroundhim,asthoughhehadexpectedallthesepeopletoshoutanddance。"Youhavehimontheisland-haven'tyou?"
  "Oh,yes:Ihavehimthere,"saidRenouard,withoutlookingup。
  "Well,then!"TheEditorlookedhelplesslyaroundasifbeggingforresponseofsomesort。Buttheonlyresponsethatcamewasveryunexpected。Annoyedatbeingleftinthebackground,andalsobecauseverylittledrinkmadehimnasty,theemotionalWillieturnedmalignantallatonce,andinabibuloustonesurprisinginamanabletokeephisbalancesowell-
  "Aha!Butyouhaven'tgothimhere-notyet!"hesneered。"No!
  Youhaven'tgothimyet。"
  ThisoutrageousexhibitionwastotheEditorlikethelashtoajadedhorse。Hepositivelyjumped。
  "Whatofthat?Whatdoyoumean?We-haven't-got-him-here。
  Ofcourseheisn'there!ButGeoffrey'sschoonerishere。Shecanbesentatoncetofetchhimhere。No!Stay!There'sabetterplan。Whyshouldn'tyouallsailovertoMalata,professor?Savetime!IamsureMissMoorsomwouldprefer……"
  WithagallantflourishofhisarmhelookedforMissMoorsom。Shehaddisappeared。Hewastakenabacksomewhat。
  "Ah!H'm。Yes……Whynot。Apleasurecruise,delightfulship,delightfulseason,delightfulerrand,del……No!Therearenoobjections。Geoffrey,Iunderstand,hasindulgedinabungalowthreesizestoolargeforhim。Hecanputyouallup。Itwillbeapleasureforhim。Itwillbethegreatestprivilege。
  Anymanwouldbeproudofbeinganagentofthishappyreunion。I
  amproudofthelittlepartI'veplayed。Hewillconsideritthegreatesthonour。Geoff,myboy,youhadbetterbestirringto-
  morrowbrightandearlyaboutthepreparationsforthetrip。Itwouldbecriminaltoloseasingleday。"
  HewasasflushedasWillie,theexcitementkeepinguptheeffectofthefestivedinner。ForatimeRenouard,silent,asifhehadnotheardawordofallthatbabble,didnotstir。ButwhenhegotupitwastoadvancetowardstheEditorandgivehimsuchaheartyslaponthebackthattheplumplittlemanreeledinhistracksandlookedquitefrightenedforamoment。
  "Youareaheaven-borndiscovererandafirst-ratemanager……
  He'sright。It'stheonlyway。Youcan'tresisttheclaimofsentiment,andyoumustevenriskthevoyagetoMalata……"
  Renouard'svoicesank。"Alonelyspot,"headded,andfellintothoughtunderalltheseeyesconvergingonhiminthesuddensilence。Hisslowglancepassedoverallthefacesinsuccession,remainingarrestedonProfessorMoorsom,stonyeyed,asmoulderingcigarinhisfingers,andwithhissisterstandingbyhisside。
  "Ishallbeinfinitelygratifiedifyouconsenttocome。But,ofcourse,youwill。Weshallsailto-morroweveningthen。Andnowletmeleaveyoutoyourhappiness。"
  Hebowed,verygrave,pointedsuddenlyhisfingeratWilliewhowasswayingaboutwithasleepyfrown……"Lookathim。He'sovercomewithhappiness。Youhadbetterputhimtobed……"anddisappearedwhileeveryheadontheterracewasturnedtoWilliewithvariedexpressions。
  Renouardranthroughthehouse。Avoidingthecarriageroadhefleddownthesteepshortcuttotheshore,wherehisgigwaswaiting。
  AthisloudshoutthesleepingKanakasjumpedup。Heleapedin。
  "Shoveoff。Giveway!"andthegigdartedthroughthewater。
  "Giveway!Giveway!"Sheflewpastthewool-clipperssleepingattheiranchorseachwiththeopenunwinkingeyeofthelampintherigging;sheflewpasttheflagshipofthePacificsquadron,agreatmassalldarkandsilent,heavywiththeslumbersoffivehundredmen,andwheretheinvisiblesentriesheardhisurgent"Giveway!Giveway!"inthenight。TheKanakas,panting,roseoffthethwartsateverystroke。Nothingcouldbefastenoughforhim!Andheranupthesideofhisschoonershakingtheladdernoisilywithhisrush。
  Ondeckhestumbledandstoodstill。
  Whereforethishaste?Towhatend,sinceheknewwellbeforehestartedthathehadapursuerfromwhomtherewasnoescape。
  Ashisfoottouchedthedeckhiswill,hispurposehehadbeenhurryingtosave,diedoutwithin。Ithadbeennothinglessthangettingtheschoonerunder-way,lettinghervanishsilentlyinthenightfromamongstthesesleepingships。Andnowhewascertainhecouldnotdoit。Itwasimpossible!Andhereflectedthatwhetherhelivedordiedsuchanactwouldlayhimunderadarksuspicionfromwhichheshrank。No,therewasnothingtobedone。
  Hewentdownintothecabinand,beforeevenunbuttoninghisovercoat,tookoutofthedrawertheletteraddressedtohisassistant;thatletterwhichhehadfoundinthepigeon-holelabelled"Malata"inyoungDunster'souteroffice,whereithadbeenwaitingforthreemonthssomeoccasionforbeingforwarded。
  Fromthemomentofdroppingitinthedrawerhehadutterlyforgottenitsexistence-tillnow,whentheman'snamehadcomeoutsoclamorously。Heglancedatthecommonenvelope,notedtheshakyandlaborioushandwriting:H。Walter,Esqre。Undoubtedlytheverylastlettertheoldbutlerhadpostedbeforehisillness,andinanswerclearlytoonefrom"MasterArthur"instructinghimtoaddressinthefuture:"CareofMessrs。W。DunsterandCo。"
  Renouardmadeasiftoopentheenvelope,butpaused,and,instead,toretheletterdeliberatelyintwo,infour,ineight。Withhishandfullofpiecesofpaperhereturnedondeckandscatteredthemoverboardonthedarkwater,inwhichtheyvanishedinstantly。
  Hediditslowly,withouthesitationorremorse。H。Walter,Esqre,inMalata。TheinnocentArthur-Whatwashisname?Themansoughtforbythatwomanwhoasshewentbyseemedtodrawallthepassionoftheearthtoher,withouteffort,notdeigningtonotice,naturally,asotherwomenbreathedtheair。ButRenouardwasnolongerjealousofherveryexistence。Whateveritsmeaningitwasnotforthatmanhehadpickedupcasuallyonobscureimpulse,togetridofthetiresomeexpostulationsofaso-calledfriend;amanofwhomhereallyknewnothing-andnowadeadman。
  InMalata。Oh,yes!Hewastheresecureenough,untroubledinhisgrave。InMalata。ToburyhimwasthelastserviceRenouardhadrenderedtohisassistantbeforeleavingtheislandonthistriptotown。
  LikemanymenreadyenoughforarduousenterprisesRenouardwasinclinedtoevadethesmallcomplicationsofexistence。Thistraitofhischaracterwascomposedofalittleindolence,somedisdain,andashrinkingfromcontestswithcertainformsofvulgarity-
  likeamanwhowouldfacealionandgooutofhiswaytoavoidatoad。Hisintercoursewiththemeddlesomejournalistwasthatmerelyoutwardintimacywithoutsympathysomeyoungmengetdrawnintoeasily。Ithadamusedhimrathertokeepthat"friend"inthedarkaboutthefateofhisassistant。Renouardhadneverneededothercompanythanhisown,fortherewasinhimsomethingofthesensitivenessofadreamerwhoiseasilyjarred。Hehadsaidtohimselfthattheall-knowingonewouldonlypreachagainabouttheevilsofsolitudeandworryhisheadoffinfavourofsomeforlornlyuselessprotegeofhis。AlsotheinquisitivenessoftheEditorhadirritatedhimandhadclosedhislipsinsheerdisgust。
  Andnowhecontemplatedthenooseofconsequencesdrawingtightaroundhim。
  Itwasthememoryofthatdiplomaticreticencewhichontheterracehadstiffledhisfirstcrywhichwouldhavetoldthemallthatthemansoughtforwasnottobemetonearthanymore。Heshrankfromtheabsurdityofhearingtheall-knowingone,andnotverysoberatthat,turningonhimwithrighteousreproaches-
  "Younevertoldme。Yougavemetounderstandthatyourassistantwasalive,andnowyousayhe'sdead。Whichisit?Wereyoulyingthenorareyoulyingnow?"No!thethoughtofsuchascenewasnottobeborne。Hehadsatdownappalled,thinking:"WhatshallIdonow?"
  Hiscouragehadoozedoutofhim。SpeakingthetruthmeanttheMoorsomsgoingawayatonce-whileitseemedtohimthathewouldgivethelastshredofhisrectitudetosecureadaymoreofhercompany。Hesaton-silent。Slowly,fromconfusedsensations,fromhistalkwiththeprofessor,themannerofthegirlherself,theintoxicatingfamiliarityofhersuddenhand-clasp,therehadcometohimahalfglimmerofhope。Theothermanwasdead。Then!……Madness,ofcourse-buthecouldnotgiveitup。Hehadlistenedtothatconfoundedbusybodyarrangingeverything-whileallthesepeoplestoodaroundassenting,underthespellofthatdeadromance。Hehadlistenedscornfulandsilent。Theglimmersofhope,ofopportunity,passedbeforehiseyes。Hehadonlytositstillandsaynothing。Thatandnomore。Andwhatwastruthtohiminthefaceofthatgreatpassionwhichhadflunghimprostrateinspiritatheradoredfeet!
  Andnowitwasdone!Fatalityhadwilledit!Withtheeyesofamortalstruckbythemaddeningthunderboltofthegods,Renouardlookeduptothesky,animmenseblackpalldustedoverwithgold,onwhichgreatshuddersseemedtopassfromthebreathoflifeaffirmingitssway。