首页 >出版文学> Travels with a Donkey in the Cevennes>第2章
  Whatthedevil,indeed!ButthereIwas。
  'Thegreatthing,'saidI,'istomakeanendofit';andoncemoreproposedthatheshouldhelpmetofindaguide。
  'C'ESTQUE,'hesaidagain,'C'ESTQUE-ILFAITNOIR。'
  'Verywell,'saidI;'takeoneofyourlanterns。'
  'No,'hecried,drawingathoughtbackward,andagainintrenchinghimselfbehindoneofhisformerphrases;'Iwillnotcrossthedoor。'
  Ilookedathim。Isawunaffectedterrorstrugglingonhisfacewithunaffectedshame;hewassmilingpitifullyandwettinghislipwithhistongue,likeadetectedschoolboy。Idrewabriefpictureofmystate,andaskedhimwhatIwastodo。
  'Idon'tknow,'hesaid;'Iwillnotcrossthedoor。'
  HerewastheBeastofGevaudan,andnomistake。
  'Sir,'saidI,withmymostcommandingmanners,'youareacoward。'
  AndwiththatIturnedmybackuponthefamilyparty,whohastenedtoretirewithintheirfortifications;andthefamousdoorwasclosedagain,butnottillIhadoverheardthesoundoflaughter。
  FILIABARBARAPATERBARBARIOR。Letmesayitintheplural:theBeastsofGevaudan。
  Thelanternshadsomewhatdazzledme,andIplougheddistressfullyamongstonesandrubbish-heaps。Alltheotherhousesinthevillagewerebothdarkandsilent;andthoughIknockedathereandthereadoor,myknockingwasunanswered。Itwasabadbusiness;I
  gaveupFouzilhacwithmycurses。Therainhadstopped,andthewind,whichstillkeptrising,begantodrymycoatandtrousers。
  'Verywell,'thoughtI,'waterornowater,Imustcamp。'ButthefirstthingwastoreturntoModestine。IamprettysureIwastwentyminutesgropingformyladyinthedark;andifithadnotbeenfortheunkindlyservicesofthebog,intowhichIoncemorestumbled,Imighthavestillbeengropingforheratthedawn。Mynextbusinesswastogaintheshelterofawood,forthewindwascoldaswellasboisterous。How,inthiswell-woodeddistrict,I
  shouldhavebeensolonginfindingone,isanotheroftheinsolublemysteriesofthisday'sadventures;butIwilltakemyoaththatIputnearanhourtothediscovery。
  Atlastblacktreesbegantoshowuponmyleft,and,suddenlycrossingtheroad,madeacaveofunmitigatedblacknessrightinfront。Icallitacavewithoutexaggeration;topassbelowthatarchofleaveswaslikeenteringadungeon。Ifeltaboutuntilmyhandencounteredastoutbranch,andtothisItiedModestine,ahaggard,drenched,despondingdonkey。ThenIloweredmypack,laiditalongthewallonthemarginoftheroad,andunbuckledthestraps。Iknewwellenoughwherethelanternwas;butwherewerethecandles?Igropedandgropedamongthetumbledarticles,and,whileIwasthusgroping,suddenlyItouchedthespirit-lamp。
  Salvation!Thiswouldservemyturnaswell。Thewindroaredunwearyinglyamongthetrees;Icouldheartheboughstossingandtheleaveschurningthroughhalfamileofforest;yetthesceneofmyencampmentwasnotonlyasblackasthepit,butadmirablysheltered。Atthesecondmatchthewickcaughtflame。Thelightwasbothlividandshifting;butitcutmeofffromtheuniverse,anddoubledthedarknessofthesurroundingnight。
  ItiedModestinemoreconvenientlyforherself,andbrokeuphalftheblackbreadforhersupper,reservingtheotherhalfagainstthemorning。ThenIgatheredwhatIshouldwantwithinreach,tookoffmywetbootsandgaiters,whichIwrappedinmywaterproof,arrangedmyknapsackforapillowundertheflapofmysleeping-
  bag,insinuatedmylimbsintotheinterior,andbuckledmyselfinlikeabambino。IopenedatinofBolognasausageandbrokeacakeofchocolate,andthatwasallIhadtoeat。Itmaysoundoffensive,butIatethemtogether,bitebybite,bywayofbreadandmeat。AllIhadtowashdownthisrevoltingmixturewasneatbrandy:arevoltingbeverageinitself。ButIwasrareandhungry;atewell,andsmokedoneofthebestcigarettesinmyexperience。ThenIputastoneinmystrawhat,pulledtheflapofmyfurcapovermyneckandeyes,putmyrevolverreadytomyhand,andsnuggledwelldownamongthesheepskins。
  IquestionedatfirstifIweresleepy,forIfeltmyheartbeatingfasterthanusual,asifwithanagreeableexcitementtowhichmymindremainedastranger。Butassoonasmyeyelidstouched,thatsubtleglueleapedbetweenthem,andtheywouldnomorecomeseparate。Thewindamongthetreeswasmylullaby。Sometimesitsoundedforminutestogetherwithasteady,evenrush,notrisingnorabating;andagainitwouldswellandburstlikeagreatcrashingbreaker,andthetreeswouldpattermealloverwithbigdropsfromtherainoftheafternoon。Nightafternight,inmyownbedroominthecountry,Ihavegiveneartothisperturbingconcertofthewindamongthewoods;butwhetheritwasadifferenceinthetrees,orthelieoftheground,orbecauseIwasmyselfoutsideandinthemidstofit,thefactremainsthatthewindsangtoadifferenttuneamongthesewoodsofGevaudan。Ihearkenedandhearkened;andmeanwhilesleeptookgradualpossessionofmybodyandsubduedmythoughtsandsenses;butstillmylastwakingeffortwastolistenanddistinguish,andmylastconsciousstatewasoneofwonderattheforeignclamourinmyears。
  Twiceinthecourseofthedarkhours-oncewhenastonegalledmeunderneaththesack,andagainwhenthepoorpatientModestine,growingangry,pawedandstampedupontheroad-Iwasrecalledforabriefwhiletoconsciousness,andsawastarortwooverhead,andthelace-likeedgeofthefoliageagainstthesky。WhenIawokeforthethirdtimeWednesday,September25th,theworldwasfloodedwithabluelight,themotherofthedawn。Isawtheleaveslabouringinthewindandtheribbonoftheroad;and,onturningmyhead,therewasModestinetiedtoabeech,andstandinghalfacrossthepathinanattitudeofinimitablepatience。I
  closedmyeyesagain,andsettothinkingovertheexperienceofthenight。Iwassurprisedtofindhoweasyandpleasantithadbeen,eveninthistempestuousweather。Thestonewhichannoyedmewouldnothavebeenthere,hadInotbeenforcedtocampblindfoldintheopaquenight;andIhadfeltnootherinconvenience,exceptwhenmyfeetencounteredthelanternorthesecondvolumeofPeyrat'sPASTORSOFTHEDESERTamongthemixedcontentsofmysleeping-bag;nay,more,Ihadfeltnotatouchofcold,andawakenedwithunusuallylightsomeandclearsensations。
  Withthat,Ishookmyself,gotoncemoreintomybootsandgaiters,and,breakinguptherestofthebreadforModestine,strolledabouttoseeinwhatpartoftheworldIhadawakened。Ulysses,leftonIthaca,andwithamindunsettledbythegoddess,wasnotmorepleasantlyastray。Ihavebeenafteranadventureallmylife,apuredispassionateadventure,suchasbefellearlyandheroicvoyagers;andthustobefoundbymorninginarandomwoodsidenookinGevaudan-notknowingnorthfromsouth,asstrangetomysurroundingsasthefirstmanupontheearth,aninlandcastaway-wastofindafractionofmyday-dreamsrealised。
  Iwasontheskirtsofalittlewoodofbirch,sprinkledwithafewbeeches;behind,itadjoinedanotherwoodoffir;andinfront,itbrokeupandwentdowninopenorderintoashallowandmeadowydale。Allaroundtherewerebarehilltops,somenear,somefaraway,astheperspectiveclosedoropened,butnoneapparentlymuchhigherthantherest。Thewindhuddledthetrees。Thegoldenspecksofautumninthebirchestossedshiveringly。Overheadtheskywasfullofstringsandshredsofvapour,flying,vanishing,reappearing,andturningaboutanaxisliketumblers,asthewindhoundedthemthroughheaven。Itwaswildweatherandfamishingcold。Iatesomechocolate,swallowedamouthfulofbrandy,andsmokedacigarettebeforethecoldshouldhavetimetodisablemyfingers。AndbythetimeIhadgotallthisdone,andhadmademypackandbounditonthepack-saddle,thedaywastiptoeonthethresholdoftheeast。Wehadnotgonemanystepsalongthelane,beforethesun,stillinvisibletome,sentaglowofgoldoversomecloudmountainsthatlayrangedalongtheeasternsky。
  Thewindhadusonthestern,andhurriedusbitinglyforward。I
  buttonedmyselfintomycoat,andwalkedoninapleasantframeofmindwithallmen,whensuddenly,atacorner,therewasFouzilhiconcemoreinfrontofme。Noronlythat,buttherewastheoldgentlemanwhohadescortedmesofarthenightbefore,runningoutofhishouseatsightofme,withhandsupraisedinhorror。
  'Mypoorboy!'hecried,'whatdoesthismean?'
  Itoldhimwhathadhappened。Hebeathisoldhandslikeclappersinamill,tothinkhowlightlyhehadletmego;butwhenheheardofthemanofFouzilhac,angeranddepressionseizeduponhismind。
  'Thistime,atleast,'saidhe,'thereshallbenomistake。'
  Andhelimpedalong,forhewasveryrheumatic,forabouthalfamile,anduntilIwasalmostwithinsightofCheylard,thedestinationIhadhuntedforsolong。
  CHEYLARDANDLUC
  CANDIDLY,itseemedlittleworthyofallthissearching。Afewbrokenendsofvillage,withnoparticularstreet,butasuccessionofopenplacesheapedwithlogsandfagots;acoupleoftiltedcrosses,ashrinetoOurLadyofallGracesonthesummitofalittlehill;andallthis,uponarattlinghighlandriver,inthecornerofanakedvalley。Whatwentyeoutfortosee?thoughtI
  tomyself。Buttheplacehadalifeofitsown。Ifoundaboard,commemoratingtheliberalitiesofCheylardforthepastyear,hungup,likeabanner,inthediminutiveandtotteringchurch。In1877,itappeared,theinhabitantssubscribedforty-eightfrancstencentimesforthe'WorkofthePropagationoftheFaith。'Someofthis,Icouldnothelphoping,wouldbeappliedtomynativeland。CheylardscrapestogetherhalfpenceforthedarkenedsoulsinEdinburgh;whileBalquhidderandDunrossnessbemoantheignoranceofRome。Thus,tothehighentertainmentoftheangels,dowepelteachotherwithevangelists,likeschoolboysbickeringinthesnow。
  Theinnwasagainsingularlyunpretentious。Thewholefurnitureofanotill-to-dofamilywasinthekitchen:thebeds,thecradle,theclothes,theplate-rack,themeal-chest,andthephotographoftheparishpriest。Therewerefivechildren,oneofwhomwassettoitsmorningprayersatthestair-footsoonaftermyarrival,andasixthwoulderelongbeforthcoming。Iwaskindlyreceivedbythesegoodfolk。Theyweremuchinterestedinmymisadventure。
  ThewoodinwhichIhadsleptbelongedtothem;themanofFouzilhactheythoughtamonsterofiniquity,andcounselledmewarmlytosummonhimatlaw-'becauseImighthavedied。'Thegoodwifewashorror-strickentoseemedrinkoverapintofuncreamedmilk。
  'Youwilldoyourselfanevil,'shesaid。'Permitmetoboilitforyou。'
  AfterIhadbegunthemorningonthisdelightfulliquor,shehavinganinfinityofthingstoarrange,Iwaspermitted,nayrequested,tomakeabowlofchocolateformyself。Mybootsandgaiterswerehunguptodry,and,seeingmetryingtowritemyjournalonmyknee,theeldestdaughterletdownahingedtableinthechimney-
  cornerformyconvenience。HereIwrote,drankmychocolate,andfinallyateanomelettebeforeIleft。Thetablewasthickwithdust;for,astheyexplained,itwasnotusedexceptinwinterweather。Ihadaclearlookupthevent,throughbrownagglomerationsofsootandbluevapour,tothesky;andwheneverahandfuloftwigswasthrownontothefire,mylegswerescorchedbytheblaze。
  Thehusbandhadbegunlifeasamuleteer,andwhenIcametochargeModestineshowedhimselffulloftheprudenceofhisart。'Youwillhavetochangethispackage,'saidhe;'itoughttobeintwoparts,andthenyoumighthavedoubletheweight。'
  IexplainedthatIwantednomoreweight;andfornodonkeyhithertocreatedwouldIcutmysleeping-bagintwo。
  'Itfatiguesher,however,'saidtheinnkeeper;'itfatigueshergreatlyonthemarch。Look。'
  Alas,therewerehertwoforelegsnobetterthanrawbeefontheinside,andbloodwasrunningfromunderhertail。TheytoldmewhenIstarted,andIwasreadytobelieveit,thatbeforeafewdaysIshouldcometoloveModestinelikeadog。Threedayshadpassed,wehadsharedsomemisadventures,andmyheartwasstillascoldasapotatotowardsmybeastofburden。Shewasprettyenoughtolookat;butthenshehadgivenproofofdeadstupidity,redeemedindeedbypatience,butaggravatedbyflashesofsorryandill-judgedlight-heartedness。AndIownthisnewdiscoveryseemedanotherpointagainsther。Whatthedevilwasthegoodofashe-
  assifshecouldnotcarryasleeping-bagandafewnecessaries?I
  sawtheendofthefablerapidlyapproaching,whenIshouldhavetocarryModestine。AEsopwasthemantoknowtheworld!IassureyouIsetoutwithheavythoughtsuponmyshortday'smarch。
  ItwasnotonlyheavythoughtsaboutModestinethatweightedmeupontheway;itwasaleadenbusinessaltogether。Forfirst,thewindblewsorudelythatIhadtoholdonthepackwithonehandfromCheylardtoLuc;andsecond,myroadlaythroughoneofthemostbeggarlycountriesintheworld。ItwasliketheworstoftheScottishHighlands,onlyworse;cold,naked,andignoble,scantofwood,scantofheather,scantoflife。Aroadandsomefencesbroketheunvaryingwaste,andthelineoftheroadwasmarkedbyuprightpillars,toserveintimeofsnow。
  WhyanyoneshoulddesiretovisiteitherLucorCheylardismorethanmymuch-inventingspiritcansuppose。Formypart,Itravelnottogoanywhere,buttogo。Itravelfortravel'ssake。Thegreataffairistomove;tofeeltheneedsandhitchesofourlifemorenearly;tocomedownoffthisfeather-bedofcivilisation,andfindtheglobegraniteunderfootandstrewnwithcuttingflints。
  Alas,aswegetupinlife,andaremorepreoccupiedwithouraffairs,evenaholidayisathingthatmustbeworkedfor。Toholdapackuponapack-saddleagainstagaleoutofthefreezingnorthisnohighindustry,butitisonethatservestooccupyandcomposethemind。Andwhenthepresentissoexacting,whocanannoyhimselfaboutthefuture?
  IcameoutatlengthabovetheAllier。
  Amoreunsightlyprospectatthisseasonoftheyearitwouldbehardtofancy。Shelvinghillsroserounditonallsides,heredabbledwithwoodandfields,thererisingtopeaksalternatelynakedandhairywithpines。Thecolourthroughoutwasblackorashen,andcametoapointintheruinsofthecastleofLuc,whichprickedupimpudentlyfrombelowmyfeet,carryingonapinnacleatallwhitestatueofOurLady,which,Iheardwithinterest,weighedfiftyquintals,andwastobededicatedonthe6thofOctober。ThroughthissorrylandscapetrickledtheAllierandatributaryofnearlyequalsize,whichcamedowntojoinitthroughabroadnudevalleyinVivarais。Theweatherhadsomewhatlightened,andthecloudsmassedinsquadron;butthefiercewindstillhuntedthemthroughheaven,andcastgreatungainlysplashesofshadowandsunlightoverthescene。
  Lucitselfwasastragglingdoublefileofhouseswedgedbetweenhillandriver。Ithadnobeauty,norwasthereanynotablefeature,savetheoldcastleoverheadwithitsfiftyquintalsofbrand-newMadonna。Buttheinnwascleanandlarge。Thekitchen,withitstwobox-bedshungwithcleancheckcurtains,withitswidestonechimney,itschimney-shelffouryardslongandgarnishedwithlanternsandreligiousstatuettes,itsarrayofchestsandpairoftickingclocks,wastheverymodelofwhatakitchenoughttobe;amelodramakitchen,suitableforbanditsornoblemenindisguise。
  Norwasthescenedisgracedbythelandlady,ahandsome,silent,darkoldwoman,clothedandhoodedinblacklikeanun。Eventhepublicbedroomhadacharacterofitsown,withthelongdealtablesandbenches,wherefiftymighthavedined,setoutasforaharvest-home,andthethreebox-bedsalongthewall。Inoneofthese,lyingonstrawandcoveredwithapairoftable-napkins,didIdopenanceallnightlongingoose-fleshandchatteringteeth,andsigh,fromtimetotimeasIawakened,formysheepskinsackandtheleeofsomegreatwood。
  OURLADYOFTHESNOWS
  'IbeholdTheHouse,theBrotherhoodaustere-
  AndwhatamI,thatIamhere?'
  MATTHEWARNOLD。
  FATHERAPOLLINARIS
  NEXTmorningThursday,20thSeptemberItooktheroadinaneworder。Thesackwasnolongerdoubled,buthungatfulllengthacrossthesaddle,agreensausagesixfeetlongwithatuftofbluewoolhangingoutofeitherend。Itwasmorepicturesque,itsparedthedonkey,and,asIbegantosee,itwouldensurestability,blowhigh,blowlow。ButitwasnotwithoutapangthatIhadsodecided。ForalthoughIhadpurchasedanewcord,andmadeallasfastasIwasable,Iwasyetjealouslyuneasylesttheflapsshouldtumbleoutandscattermyeffectsalongthelineofmarch。
  Mywaylayupthebaldvalleyoftheriver,alongthemarchofVivaraisandGevaudan。ThehillsofGevaudanontherightwerealittlemorenaked,ifanything,thanthoseofVivaraisupontheleft,andtheformerhadamonopolyofalowdottyunderwoodthatgrewthicklyinthegorgesanddiedoutinsolitaryburrsupontheshouldersandthesummits。Blackbricksoffir-woodwereplasteredhereandthereuponbothsides,andhereandtherewerecultivatedfields。Arailwayranbesidetheriver;theonlybitofrailwayinGevaudan,althoughtherearemanyproposalsafootandsurveysbeingmade,andeven,astheytellme,astationstandingreadybuiltinMende。Ayearortwohenceandthismaybeanotherworld。Thedesertisbeleaguered。NowmaysomeLanguedocianWordsworthturnthesonnetintoPATOIS:'Mountainsandvalesandfloods,heardYE
  thatwhistle?'
  AtaplacecalledLaBastideIwasdirectedtoleavetheriver,andfollowaroadthatmountedontheleftamongthehillsofVivarais,themodernArdeche;forIwasnowcomewithinalittlewayofmystrangedestination,theTrappistmonasteryofOurLadyoftheSnows。ThesuncameoutasIlefttheshelterofapine-wood,andIbeheldsuddenlyafinewildlandscapetothesouth。Highrockyhills,asblueassapphire,closedtheview,andbetweentheselayridgeuponridge,heathery,craggy,thesunglitteringonveinsofrock,theunderwoodclamberinginthehollows,asrudeasGodmadethematthefirst。Therewasnotasignofman'shandinalltheprospect;andindeednotatraceofhispassage,savewheregenerationaftergenerationhadwalkedintwistedfootpaths,inandoutamongthebeeches,andupanddownuponthechannelledslopes。
  Themists,whichhadhithertobesetme,werenowbrokenintoclouds,andfledswiftlyandshonebrightlyinthesun。Idrewalongbreath。Itwasgratefultocome,aftersolong,uponasceneofsomeattractionforthehumanheart。IownIlikedefiniteforminwhatmyeyesaretorestupon;andiflandscapesweresold,likethesheetsofcharactersofmyboyhood,onepennyplainandtwopencecoloured,Ishouldgothelengthoftwopenceeverydayofmylife。
  Butifthingshadgrownbettertothesouth,itwasstilldesolateandinclementnearathand。Aspiderycrossoneveryhill-topmarkedtheneighbourhoodofareligioushouse;andaquarterofamilebeyond,theoutlooksouthwardopeningoutandgrowingbolderwitheverystep,awhitestatueoftheVirginatthecornerofayoungplantationdirectedthetravellertoOurLadyoftheSnows。
  Here,then,Istruckleftward,andpursuedmyway,drivingmyseculardonkeybeforeme,andcreakinginmysecularbootsandgaiters,towardstheasylumofsilence。
  Ihadnotgoneveryfarerethewindbroughttometheclangingofabell,andsomehow,Icanscarcetellwhy,myheartsankwithinmeatthesound。IhaverarelyapproachedanythingwithmoreunaffectedterrorthanthemonasteryofOurLadyoftheSnows。
  ThisitistohavehadaProtestanteducation。Andsuddenly,onturningacorner,feartookholdonmefromheadtofoot-slavish,superstitiousfear;andthoughIdidnotstopinmyadvance,yetI
  wentonslowly,likeamanwhoshouldhavepassedabourneunnoticed,andstrayedintothecountryofthedead。Forthere,uponthenarrownew-maderoad,betweenthestriplingpines,wasamediaevalfriar,fightingwithabarrowfulofturfs。EverySundayofmychildhoodIusedtostudytheHermitsofMarcoSadeler-
  enchantingprints,fullofwoodandfieldandmediaevallandscapes,aslargeasacounty,fortheimaginationtogoa-travellingin;
  andhere,sureenough,wasoneofMarcoSadeler'sheroes。Hewasrobedinwhitelikeanyspectre,andthehoodfallingback,intheinstancyofhiscontentionwiththebarrow,disclosedapateasbaldandyellowasaskull。Hemighthavebeenburiedanytimethesethousandyears,andallthelivelypartsofhimresolvedintoearthandbrokenupwiththefarmer'sharrow。
  Iwastroubledbesidesinmymindastoetiquette。DurstIaddressapersonwhowasunderavowofsilence?Clearlynot。Butdrawingnear,Idoffedmycaptohimwithafar-awaysuperstitiousreverence。Henoddedback,andcheerfullyaddressedme。WasI
  goingtothemonastery?WhowasI?AnEnglishman?Ah,anIrishman,then?
  'No,'Isaid,'aScotsman。'
  AScotsman?Ah,hehadneverseenaScotsmanbefore。Andhelookedmeallover,hisgood,honest,brawnycountenanceshiningwithinterest,asaboymightlookuponalionoranalligator。
  FromhimIlearnedwithdisgustthatIcouldnotbereceivedatOurLadyoftheSnows;Imightgetameal,perhaps,butthatwasall。
  Andthen,asourtalkranon,anditturnedoutthatIwasnotapedlar,butaliteraryman,whodrewlandscapesandwasgoingtowriteabook,hechangedhismannerofthinkingastomyreceptionforIfeartheyrespectpersonseveninaTrappistmonastery,andtoldmeImustbesuretoaskfortheFatherPrior,andstatemycasetohiminfull。Onsecondthoughtshedeterminedtogodownwithmehimself;hethoughthecouldmanageformebetter。MighthesaythatIwasageographer?
  No;Ithought,intheinterestsoftruth,hepositivelymightnot。
  'Verywell,then'withdisappointment,'anauthor。'
  ItappearedhehadbeeninaseminarywithsixyoungIrishmen,allpriestslongsince,whohadreceivednewspapersandkepthiminformedofthestateofecclesiasticalaffairsinEngland。AndheaskedmeeagerlyafterDr。Pusey,forwhoseconversionthegoodmanhadcontinuedeversincetopraynightandmorning。
  'Ithoughthewasverynearthetruth,'hesaid;'andhewillreachityet;thereissomuchvirtueinprayer。'
  Hemustbeastiff,ungodlyProtestantwhocantakeanythingbutpleasureinthiskindandhopefulstory。Whilehewasthusnearthesubject,thegoodfatheraskedmeifIwereaChristian;andwhenhefoundIwasnot,ornotafterhisway,heglosseditoverwithgreatgood-will。
  Theroadwhichwewerefollowing,andwhichthisstalwartfatherhadmadewithhisowntwohandswithinthespaceofayear,cametoacorner,andshowedussomewhitebuildingsalittlefartheronbeyondthewood。Atthesametime,thebelloncemoresoundedabroad。Wewereharduponthemonastery。FatherApollinarisforthatwasmycompanion'snamestoppedme。
  'Imustnotspeaktoyoudownthere,'hesaid。'AskfortheBrotherPorter,andallwillbewell。Buttrytoseemeasyougooutagainthroughthewood,whereImayspeaktoyou。Iamcharmedtohavemadeyouracquaintance。'
  Andthensuddenlyraisinghisarms,flappinghisfingers,andcryingouttwice,'Imustnotspeak,Imustnotspeak!'heranawayinfrontofme,anddisappearedintothemonasterydoor。
  Iownthissomewhatghastlyeccentricitywentagoodwaytorevivemyterrors。Butwhereonewassogoodandsimple,whyshouldnotallbealike?Itookheartofgrace,andwentforwardtothegateasfastasModestine,whoseemedtohaveadisaffectionformonasteries,wouldpermit。Itwasthefirstdoor,inmyacquaintanceofher,whichshehadnotshownanindecenthastetoenter。Isummonedtheplaceinform,thoughwithaquakingheart。
  FatherMichael,theFatherHospitaller,andapairofbrown-robedbrotherscametothegateandspokewithmeawhile。Ithinkmysackwasthegreatattraction;ithadalreadybeguiledtheheartofpoorApollinaris,whohadchargedmeonmylifetoshowittotheFatherPrior,Butwhetheritwasmyaddress,orthesack,ortheideaspeedilypublishedamongthatpartofthebrotherhoodwhoattendonstrangersthatIwasnotapedlarafterall,Ifoundnodifficultyastomyreception。Modestinewasledawaybyalaymantothestables,andIandmypackwerereceivedintoOurLadyoftheSnows。
  THEMONKS
  FATHERMICHAEL,apleasant,fresh-faced,smilingman,perhapsofthirty-five,tookmetothepantry,andgavemeaglassofliqueurtostaymeuntildinner。Wehadsometalk,orratherIshouldsayhelistenedtomyprattleindulgentlyenough,butwithanabstractedair,likeaspiritwithathingofclay。Andtruly,whenIrememberthatIdescantedprincipallyonmyappetite,andthatitmusthavebeenbythattimemorethaneighteenhourssinceFatherMichaelhadsomuchasbrokenbread,Icanwellunderstandthathewouldfindanearthlysavourinmyconversation。Buthismanner,thoughsuperior,wasexquisitelygracious;andIfindI
  havealurkingcuriosityastoFatherMichael'spast。
  Thewhetadministered,Iwasleftaloneforalittleinthemonasterygarden。Thisisnomorethanthemaincourt,laidoutinsandypathsandbedsofparti-coloureddahlias,andwithafountainandablackstatueoftheVirgininthecentre。Thebuildingsstandarounditfour-square,bleak,asyetunseasonedbytheyearsandweather,andwithnootherfeaturesthanabelfryandapairofslatedgables。Brothersinwhite,brothersinbrown,passedsilentlyalongthesandedalleys;andwhenIfirstcameout,threehoodedmonkswerekneelingontheterraceattheirprayers。A
  nakedhillcommandsthemonasteryupononeside,andthewoodcommandsitontheother。Itliesexposedtowind;thesnowfallsoffandonfromOctobertoMay,andsometimesliessixweeksonend;butiftheystoodinEden,withaclimatelikeheaven's,thebuildingsthemselveswouldofferthesamewintryandcheerlessaspect;andformypart,onthiswildSeptemberday,beforeIwascalledtodinner,Ifeltchillyinandout。
  WhenIhadeatenwellandheartily,BrotherAmbrose,aheartyconversibleFrenchmanforallthosewhowaitonstrangershavethelibertytospeak,ledmetoalittleroominthatpartofthebuildingwhichissetapartforMM。LESRETRAITANTS。Itwascleanandwhitewashed,andfurnishedwithstrictnecessaries,acrucifix,abustofthelatePope,theIMITATIONinFrench,abookofreligiousmeditations,andtheLIFEOFELIZABETHSETON,evangelist,itwouldappear,ofNorthAmericaandofNewEnglandinparticular。
  Asfarasmyexperiencegoes,thereisafairfieldforsomemoreevangelisationinthesequarters;butthinkofCottonMather!I
  shouldliketogivehimareadingofthislittleworkinheaven,whereIhopehedwells;butperhapsheknowsallthatalready,andmuchmore;andperhapsheandMrs。Setonarethedearestfriends,andgladlyunitetheirvoicesintheeverlastingpsalm。Overthetable,toconcludetheinventoryoftheroom,hungasetofregulationsforMM。LESRETRAITANTS:whatservicestheyshouldattend,whentheyweretotelltheirbeadsormeditate,andwhentheyweretoriseandgotorest。AtthefootwasanotableN。B。:
  'LETEMPSLIBREESTEMPLOYEAL'EXAMENDECONSCIENCE,ALA
  CONFESSION,AFAIREDEBONNESRESOLUTIONS,ETC。'Tomakegoodresolutions,indeed!Youmighttalkasfruitfullyofmakingthehairgrowonyourhead。
  IhadscarceexploredmynichewhenBrotherAmbrosereturned。AnEnglishboarder,itappeared,wouldliketospeakwithme。I
  professedmywillingness,andthefriarusheredinafresh,young,littleIrishmanoffifty,adeaconoftheChurch,arrayedinstrictcanonicals,andwearingonhisheadwhat,indefaultofknowledge,Icanonlycalltheecclesiasticalshako。HehadlivedsevenyearsinretreatataconventofnunsinBelgium,andnowfiveatOurLadyoftheSnows;heneversawanEnglishnewspaper;hespokeFrenchimperfectly,andhadhespokenitlikeanative,therewasnotmuchchanceofconversationwherehedwelt。Withthis,hewasamaneminentlysociable,greedyofnews,andsimple-mindedlikeachild。IfIwaspleasedtohaveaguideaboutthemonastery,hewasnolessdelightedtoseeanEnglishfaceandhearanEnglishtongue。
  Heshowedmehisownroom,wherehepassedhistimeamongbreviaries,HebrewBibles,andtheWaverleyNovels。Thenceheledmetothecloisters,intothechapter-house,throughthevestry,wherethebrothers'gownsandbroadstrawhatswerehangingup,eachwithhisreligiousnameuponaboard-namesfulloflegendarysuavityandinterest,suchasBasil,Hilarion,Raphael,orPacifique;intothelibrary,wherewerealltheworksofVeuillotandChateaubriand,andtheODESETBALLADES,ifyouplease,andevenMoliere,tosaynothingofinnumerablefathersandagreatvarietyoflocalandgeneralhistorians。ThencemygoodIrishmantookmeroundtheworkshops,wherebrothersbakebread,andmakecartwheels,andtakephotographs;whereonesuperintendsacollectionofcuriosities,andanotheragalleryofrabbits。ForinaTrappistmonasteryeachmonkhasanoccupationofhisownchoice,apartfromhisreligiousdutiesandthegenerallaboursofthehouse。Eachmustsinginthechoir,ifhehasavoiceandear,andjoininthehaymakingifhehasahandtostir;butinhisprivatehours,althoughhemustbeoccupied,hemaybeoccupiedonwhathelikes。ThusIwastoldthatonebrotherwasengagedwithliterature;whileFatherApollinarisbusieshimselfinmakingroads,andtheAbbotemployshimselfinbindingbooks。ItisnotsolongsincethisAbbotwasconsecrated,bytheway;andonthatoccasion,byaspecialgrace,hismotherwaspermittedtoenterthechapelandwitnesstheceremonyofconsecration。Aprouddayforhertohaveasonamitredabbot;itmakesyougladtothinktheyletherin。
  Inallthesejourneyingstoandfro,manysilentfathersandbrethrenfellinourway。Usuallytheypaidnomoreregardtoourpassagethanifwehadbeenacloud;butsometimesthegooddeaconhadapermissiontoaskofthem,anditwasgrantedbyapeculiarmovementofthehands,almostlikethatofadog'spawsinswimming,orrefusedbytheusualnegativesigns,andineithercasewithloweredeyelidsandacertainairofcontrition,asofamanwhowassteeringveryclosetoevil。
  Themonks,byspecialgraceoftheirAbbot,werestilltakingtwomealsaday;butitwasalreadytimefortheirgrandfast,whichbeginssomewhereinSeptemberandlaststillEaster,andduringwhichtheyeatbutonceinthetwenty-fourhours,andthatattwointheafternoon,twelvehoursaftertheyhavebegunthetoilandvigiloftheday。Theirmealsarescanty,butevenofthesetheyeatsparingly;andthougheachisallowedasmallcarafeofwine,manyrefrainfromthisindulgence。Withoutdoubt,themostofmankindgrosslyovereatthemselves;ourmealsservenotonlyforsupport,butasaheartyandnaturaldiversionfromthelabouroflife。Yet,thoughexcessmaybehurtful,IshouldhavethoughtthisTrappistregimendefective。AndIamastonished,asIlookback,atthefreshnessoffaceandcheerfulnessofmannerofallwhomIbeheld。AhappiernorahealthiercompanyIshouldscarcesupposethatIhaveeverseen。Asamatteroffact,onthisbleakupland,andwiththeincessantoccupationofthemonks,lifeisofanuncertaintenure,anddeathnoinfrequentvisitor,atOurLadyoftheSnows。This,atleast,waswhatwastoldme。Butiftheydieeasily,theymustlivehealthilyinthemeantime,fortheyseemedallfirmoffleshandhighincolour;andtheonlymorbidsignthatIcouldobserve,anunusualbrilliancyofeye,wasonethatservedrathertoincreasethegeneralimpressionofvivacityandstrength。
  ThosewithwhomIspokeweresingularlysweet-tempered,withwhatI
  canonlycallaholycheerfulnessinairandconversation。Thereisanote,inthedirectiontovisitors,tellingthemnottobeoffendedatthecurtspeechofthosewhowaituponthem,sinceitispropertomonkstospeaklittle。Thenotemighthavebeenspared;toamanthehospitallerswereallbrimmingwithinnocenttalk,and,inmyexperienceofthemonastery,itwaseasiertobeginthantobreakoffaconversation。WiththeexceptionofFatherMichael,whowasamanoftheworld,theyshowedthemselvesfullofkindandhealthyinterestinallsortsofsubjects-inpolitics,invoyages,inmysleeping-sack-andnotwithoutacertainpleasureinthesoundoftheirownvoices。
  Asforthosewhoarerestrictedtosilence,Icanonlywonderhowtheybeartheirsolemnandcheerlessisolation。Andyet,apartfromanyviewofmortification,Icanseeacertainpolicy,notonlyintheexclusionofwomen,butinthisvowofsilence。Ihavehadsomeexperienceoflayphalansteries,ofanartistic,nottosayabacchanaliancharacter;andseenmorethanoneassociationeasilyformedandyetmoreeasilydispersed。WithaCistercianrule,perhapstheymighthavelastedlonger。Intheneighbourhoodofwomenitisbutatouch-and-goassociationthatcanbeformedamongdefencelessmen;thestrongerelectricityissuretotriumph;
  thedreamsofboyhood,theschemesofyouth,areabandonedafteraninterviewoftenminutes,andtheartsandsciences,andprofessionalmalejollity,desertedatoncefortwosweeteyesandacaressingaccent。Andnextafterthis,thetongueisthegreatdivider。
  Iamalmostashamedtopursuethisworldlycriticismofareligiousrule;butthereisyetanotherpointinwhichtheTrappistorderappealstomeasamodelofwisdom。Bytwointhemorningtheclappergoesuponthebell,andsoon,hourbyhour,andsometimesquarterbyquarter,tilleight,thehourofrest;soinfinitesimallyisthedaydividedamongdifferentoccupations。
  Themanwhokeepsrabbits,forexample,hurriesfromhishutchestothechapel,thechapter-room,ortherefectory,alldaylong:
  everyhourhehasanofficetosing,adutytoperform;fromtwo,whenherisesinthedark,tilleight,whenhereturnstoreceivethecomfortablegiftofsleep,heisuponhisfeetandoccupiedwithmanifoldandchangingbusiness。Iknowmanypersons,worthseveralthousandsintheyear,whoarenotsofortunateinthedisposaloftheirlives。Intohowmanyhouseswouldnotthenoteofthemonasterybell,dividingthedayintomanageableportions,bringpeaceofmindandhealthfulactivityofbody!Wespeakofhardships,butthetruehardshipistobeadullfool,andpermittedtomismanagelifeinourowndullandfoolishmanner。
  Fromthispointofview,wemayperhapsbetterunderstandthemonk'sexistence。Alongnovitiateandeveryproofofconstancyofmindandstrengthofbodyisrequiredbeforeadmissiontotheorder;butIcouldnotfindthatmanywerediscouraged。Inthephotographer'sstudio,whichfiguressostrangelyamongtheoutbuildings,myeyewasattractedbytheportraitofayoungfellowintheuniformofaprivateoffoot。Thiswasoneofthenovices,whocameoftheageforservice,andmarchedanddrilledandmountedguardforthepropertimeamongthegarrisonofAlgiers。Herewasamanwhohadsurelyseenbothsidesoflifebeforedeciding;yetassoonashewassetfreefromservicehereturnedtofinishhisnovitiate。
  Thisaustereruleentitlesamantoheavenasbyright。WhentheTrappistsickens,hequitsnothishabit;heliesinthebedofdeathashehasprayedandlabouredinhisfrugalandsilentexistence;andwhentheLiberatorcomes,attheverymoment,evenbeforetheyhavecarriedhiminhisrobetoliehislittlelastinthechapelamongcontinualchantings,joy-bellsbreakforth,asifforamarriage,fromtheslatedbelfry,andproclaimthroughouttheneighbourhoodthatanothersoulhasgonetoGod。
  Atnight,undertheconductofmykindIrishman,ItookmyplaceinthegallerytohearcomplineandSALVEREGINA,withwhichtheCisterciansbringeverydaytoaconclusion。TherewerenoneofthosecircumstanceswhichstriketheProtestantaschildishorastawdryinthepublicofficesofRome。Asternsimplicity,heightenedbytheromanceofthesurroundings,spokedirectlytotheheart。Irecallthewhitewashedchapel,thehoodedfiguresinthechoir,thelightsalternatelyoccludedandrevealed,thestrongmanlysinging,thesilencethatensued,thesightofcowledheadsbowedinprayer,andthenthecleartrenchantbeatingofthebell,breakingintoshowthatthelastofficewasoverandthehourofsleephadcome;andwhenIremember,IamnotsurprisedthatImademyescapeintothecourtwithsomewhatwhirlingfancies,andstoodlikeamanbewilderedinthewindystarrynight。
  ButIwasweary;andwhenIhadquietedmyspiritswithElizabethSeton'smemoirs-adullwork-thecoldandtheravingofthewindamongthepinesformyroomwasonthatsideofthemonasterywhichadjoinsthewoodsdisposedmereadilytoslumber。Iwaswakenedatblackmidnight,asitseemed,thoughitwasreallytwointhemorning,bythefirststrokeuponthebell。Allthebrotherswerethenhurryingtothechapel;thedeadinlife,atthisuntimelyhour,werealreadybeginningtheuncomfortedlaboursoftheirday。Thedeadinlife-therewasachillreflection。
  AndthewordsofaFrenchsongcamebackintomymemory,tellingofthebestofourmixedexistence:
  'Quet'asdebellesfilles,Girofle!
  Girofla!
  Quet'asdebellesfilles,L'AMOURLETCOMPTERA!'
  AndIblessedGodthatIwasfreetowander,freetohope,andfreetolove。
  THEBOARDERS
  BUTtherewasanothersidetomyresidenceatOurLadyoftheSnows。Atthislateseasontherewerenotmanyboarders;andyetI
  wasnotaloneinthepublicpartofthemonastery。Thisitselfishardbythegate,withasmalldining-roomontheground-floorandawholecorridorofcellssimilartomineupstairs。IhavestupidlyforgottentheboardforaregularRETRAITANT;butitwassomewherebetweenthreeandfivefrancsaday,andIthinkmostprobablythefirst。Chancevisitorslikemyselfmightgivewhattheychoseasafree-willoffering,butnothingwasdemanded。I
  maymentionthatwhenIwasgoingaway,FatherMichaelrefusedtwentyfrancsasexcessive。Iexplainedthereasoningwhichledmetoofferhimsomuch;buteventhen,fromacuriouspointofhonour,hewouldnotacceptitwithhisownhand。'Ihavenorighttorefuseforthemonastery,'heexplained,'butIshouldpreferifyouwouldgiveittooneofthebrothers。'
  Ihaddinedalone,becauseIarrivedlate;butatsupperIfoundtwootherguests。Onewasacountryparishpriest,whohadwalkedoverthatmorningfromtheseatofhiscurenearMendetoenjoyfourdaysofsolitudeandprayer。Hewasagrenadierinperson,withthehalecolourandcircularwrinklesofapeasant;andashecomplainedmuchofhowhehadbeenimpededbyhisskirtsuponthemarch,Ihaveavividfancyportraitofhim,stridingalong,upright,big-boned,withkiltedcassock,throughthebleakhillsofGevaudan。Theotherwasashort,grizzling,thick-setman,fromforty-fivetofifty,dressedintweedwithaknittedspencer,andtheredribbonofadecorationinhisbutton-hole。Thislastwasahardpersontoclassify。Hewasanoldsoldier,whohadseenserviceandrisentotherankofcommandant;andheretainedsomeofthebriskdecisivemannersofthecamp。Ontheotherhand,assoonashisresignationwasaccepted,hehadcometoOurLadyoftheSnowsasaboarder,and,afterabriefexperienceofitsways,haddecidedtoremainasanovice。Alreadythenewlifewasbeginningtomodifyhisappearance;alreadyhehadacquiredsomewhatofthequietandsmilingairofthebrethren;andhewasasyetneitheranofficernoraTrappist,butpartookofthecharacterofeach。Andcertainlyherewasamaninaninterestingnickoflife。Outofthenoiseofcannonandtrumpets,hewasintheactofpassingintothisstillcountryborderingonthegrave,wheremensleepnightlyintheirgrave-clothes,and,likephantoms,communicatebysigns。
  Atsupperwetalkedpolitics。Imakeitmybusiness,whenIaminFrance,topreachpoliticalgood-willandmoderation,andtodwellontheexampleofPoland,muchassomealarmistsinEnglanddwellontheexampleofCarthage。ThepriestandthecommandantassuredmeoftheirsympathywithallIsaid,andmadeaheavysighingoverthebitternessofcontemporaryfeeling。
  'Why,youcannotsayanythingtoamanwithwhichhedoesnotabsolutelyagree,'saidI,'buthefliesupatyouinatemper。'
  Theybothdeclaredthatsuchastateofthingswasantichristian。
  Whilewewerethusagreeing,whatshouldmytonguestumbleuponbutawordinpraiseofGambetta'smoderation。Theoldsoldier'scountenancewasinstantlysuffusedwithblood;withthepalmsofhishandshebeatthetablelikeanaughtychild。
  'COMMENT,MONSIEUR?'heshouted。'COMMENT?Gambettamoderate?
  Willyoudaretojustifythesewords?'
  Butthepriesthadnotforgottenthetenorofourtalk。Andsuddenly,intheheightofhisfury,theoldsoldierfoundawarninglookdirectedonhisface;theabsurdityofhisbehaviourwasbroughthometohiminaflash;andthestormcametoanabruptend,withoutanotherword。
  Itwasonlyinthemorning,overourcoffeeFriday,September27th,thatthiscouplefoundoutIwasaheretic。IsupposeIhadmisledthembysomeadmiringexpressionsastothemonasticlifearoundus;anditwasonlybyapoint-blankquestionthatthetruthcameout。IhadbeentolerantlyusedbothbysimpleFatherApollinarisandastuteFatherMichael;andthegoodIrishdeacon,whenheheardofmyreligiousweakness,hadonlypattedmeupontheshoulderandsaid,'YoumustbeaCatholicandcometoheaven。'
  ButIwasnowamongadifferentsectoforthodox。Thesetwomenwerebitteranduprightandnarrow,liketheworstofScotsmen,andindeed,uponmyheart,Ifancytheywereworse。Thepriestsnortedaloudlikeabattle-horse。
  'ETVOUSPRETENDEZMOURIRDANSCETTEESPECEDECROYANCE?'hedemanded;andthereisnotypeusedbymortalprinterslargeenoughtoqualifyhisaccent。
  IhumblyindicatedthatIhadnodesignofchanging。
  Buthecouldnotawaywithsuchamonstrousattitude。'No,no,'hecried;'youmustchange。Youhavecomehere,Godhasledyouhere,andyoumustembracetheopportunity。'
  Imadeaslipinpolicy;Iappealedtothefamilyaffections,thoughIwasspeakingtoapriestandasoldier,twoclassesofmencircumstantiallydivorcedfromthekindandhomelytiesoflife。
  'Yourfatherandmother?'criedthepriest。'Verywell;youwillconvertthemintheirturnwhenyougohome。'
  IthinkIseemyfather'sface!IwouldrathertackletheGaetulianlioninhisdenthanembarkonsuchanenterpriseagainstthefamilytheologian。
  Butnowthehuntwasup;priestandsoldierwereinfullcryformyconversion;andtheWorkofthePropagationoftheFaith,forwhichthepeopleofCheylardsubscribedforty-eightfrancstencentimesduring1877,wasbeinggallantlypursuedagainstmyself。Itwasanoddbutmosteffectiveproselytising。Theyneversoughttoconvincemeinargument,whereImighthaveattemptedsomedefence;
  buttookitforgrantedthatIwasbothashamedandterrifiedatmyposition,andurgedmesolelyonthepointoftime。Now,theysaid,whenGodhadledmetoOurLadyoftheSnows,nowwastheappointedhour。
  'Donotbewithheldbyfalseshame,'observedthepriest,formyencouragement。
  Foronewhofeelsverysimilarlytoallsectsofreligion,andwhohasneverbeenable,evenforamoment,toweighseriouslythemeritofthisorthatcreedontheeternalsideofthings,howevermuchhemayseetopraiseorblameuponthesecularandtemporalside,thesituationthuscreatedwasbothunfairandpainful。I
  committedmysecondfaultintact,andtriedtopleadthatitwasallthesamethingintheend,andwewerealldrawingnearbydifferentsidestothesamekindandundiscriminatingFriendandFather。That,asitseemstolayspirits,wouldbetheonlygospelworthyofthename。Butdifferentmenthinkdifferently;andthisrevolutionaryaspirationbroughtdownthepriestwithalltheterrorsofthelaw。Helaunchedintoharrowingdetailsofhell。
  Thedamned,hesaid-ontheauthorityofalittlebookwhichhehadreadnotaweekbefore,andwhich,toaddconvictiontoconviction,hehadfullyintendedtobringalongwithhiminhispocket-weretooccupythesameattitudethroughalleternityinthemidstofdismaltortures。Andashethusexpatiated,hegrewinnobilityofaspectwithhisenthusiasm。
  AsaresultthepairconcludedthatIshouldseekoutthePrior,sincetheAbbotwasfromhome,andlaymycaseimmediatelybeforehim。
  'C'ESTMONCONSEILCOMMEANCIENMILITAIRE,'observedthecommandant;'ETCELUIDEMONSIEURCOMMEPRETRE。'
  'OUI,'addedtheCURE,sententiouslynodding;'COMMEANCIEN
  MILITAIRE-ETCOMMEPRETRE。'
  Atthismoment,whilstIwassomewhatembarrassedhowtoanswer,incameoneofthemonks,alittlebrownfellow,aslivelyasagrig,andwithanItalianaccent,whothrewhimselfatonceintothecontention,butinamilderandmorepersuasivevein,asbefittedoneofthesepleasantbrethren。LookatHIM,hesaid。Therulewasveryhard;hewouldhavedearlylikedtostayinhisowncountry,Italy-itwaswellknownhowbeautifulitwas,thebeautifulItaly;butthentherewerenoTrappistsinItaly;andhehadasoultosave;andherehewas。
  IamafraidImustbeatbottom,whatacheerfulIndiancritichasdubbedme,'afaddlinghedonist,'forthisdescriptionofthebrother'smotivesgavemesomewhatofashock。Ishouldhavepreferredtothinkhehadchosenthelifeforitsownsake,andnotforulteriorpurposes;andthisshowshowprofoundlyIwasoutofsympathywiththesegoodTrappists,evenwhenIwasdoingmybesttosympathise。ButtotheCUREtheargumentseemeddecisive。
  'Hearthat!'hecried。'AndIhaveseenamarquishere,amarquis,amarquis'-herepeatedtheholywordthreetimesover-'andotherpersonshighinsociety;andgenerals。Andhere,atyourside,isthisgentleman,whohasbeensomanyyearsinarmies-
  decorated,anoldwarrior。Andhereheis,readytodedicatehimselftoGod。'
  IwasbythistimesothoroughlyembarrassedthatIpledcoldfeet,andmademyescapefromtheapartment。Itwasafuriouswindymorning,withaskymuchcleared,andlongandpotentintervalsofsunshine;andIwandereduntildinnerinthewildcountrytowardstheeast,sorelystaggeredandbeatenuponbythegale,butrewardedwithsomestrikingviews。
  AtdinnertheWorkofthePropagationoftheFaithwasrecommenced,andonthisoccasionstillmoredistastefullytome。Thepriestaskedmemanyquestionsastothecontemptiblefaithofmyfathers,andreceivedmyreplieswithakindofecclesiasticaltitter。
  'Yoursect,'hesaidonce;'forIthinkyouwilladmititwouldbedoingittoomuchhonourtocallitareligion。'
  'Asyouplease,monsieur,'saidI。'LAPAROLEESTAVOUS。'
  AtlengthIgrewannoyedbeyondendurance;andalthoughhewasonhisowngroundand,whatismoretothepurpose,anoldman,andsoholdingaclaimuponmytoleration,Icouldnotavoidaprotestagainstthisuncivilusage。Hewassadlydiscountenanced。
  'Iassureyou。'hesaid,'Ihavenoinclinationtolaughinmyheart。Ihavenootherfeelingbutinterestinyoursoul。'
  Andthereendedmyconversion。Honestman!hewasnodangerousdeceiver;butacountryparson,fullofzealandfaith。LongmayhetreadGevaudanwithhiskiltedskirts-amanstrongtowalkandstrongtocomforthisparishionersindeath!Idaresayhewouldbeatbravelythroughasnowstormwherehisdutycalledhim;anditisnotalwaysthemostfaithfulbelieverwhomakesthecunningestapostle。