MyDearSidneyColvin,Thejourneywhichthislittlebookistodescribewasveryagreeableandfortunateforme。Afteranuncouthbeginning,Ihadthebestoflucktotheend。ButwearealltravellersinwhatJohnBunyancallsthewildernessofthisworld-all,too,travellerswithadonkey:andthebestthatwefindinourtravelsisanhonestfriend。Heisafortunatevoyagerwhofindsmany。Wetravel,indeed,tofindthem。Theyaretheendandtherewardoflife。Theykeepusworthyofourselves;andwhenwearealone,weareonlynearertotheabsent。
Everybookis,inanintimatesense,acircularlettertothefriendsofhimwhowritesit。Theyalonetakehismeaning;theyfindprivatemessages,assurancesoflove,andexpressionsofgratitude,droppedforthemineverycorner。Thepublicisbutagenerouspatronwhodefraysthepostage。Yetthroughtheletterisdirectedtoall,wehaveanoldandkindlycustomofaddressingitontheoutsidetoone。Ofwhatshallamanbeproud,ifheisnotproudofhisfriends?Andso,mydearSidneyColvin,itiswithpridethatIsignmyselfaffectionatelyyours,R。L。S。
VELAY
Manyarethemightythings,andnoughtismoremightythanman……Hemastersbyhisdevicesthetenantofthefields。
SOPHOCLES。
Whohathloosedthebandsofthewildass?
JOB。
THEDONKEY,THEPACK,ANDTHEPACK-SADDLE
INalittleplacecalledLeMonastier,inapleasanthighlandvalleyfifteenmilesfromLePuy,Ispentaboutamonthoffinedays。Monastierisnotableforthemakingoflace,fordrunkenness,forfreedomoflanguage,andforunparalleledpoliticaldissension。ThereareadherentsofeachofthefourFrenchparties-Legitimists,Orleanists,Imperialists,andRepublicans-inthislittlemountain-town;andtheyallhate,loathe,decry,andcalumniateeachother。Exceptforbusinesspurposes,ortogiveeachotherthelieinatavernbrawl,theyhavelaidasideeventhecivilityofspeech。'TisameremountainPoland。InthemidstofthisBabylonIfoundmyselfarallying-
point;everyonewasanxioustobekindandhelpfultothestranger。Thiswasnotmerelyfromthenaturalhospitalityofmountainpeople,norevenfromthesurprisewithwhichIwasregardedasamanlivingofhisownfreewillinLeMonastier,whenhemightjustaswellhavelivedanywhereelseinthisbigworld;
itaroseagooddealfrommyprojectedexcursionsouthwardthroughtheCevennes。Atravellerofmysortwasathinghithertounheardofinthatdistrict。Iwaslookeduponwithcontempt,likeamanwhoshouldprojectajourneytothemoon,butyetwitharespectfulinterest,likeonesettingforthfortheinclementPole。Allwerereadytohelpinmypreparations;acrowdofsympathiserssupportedmeatthecriticalmomentofabargain;notastepwastakenbutwasheraldedbyglassesroundandcelebratedbyadinnerorabreakfast。
ItwasalreadyharduponOctoberbeforeIwasreadytosetforth,andatthehighaltitudesoverwhichmyroadlaytherewasnoIndiansummertobelookedfor。Iwasdetermined,ifnottocampout,atleasttohavethemeansofcampingoutinmypossession;
forthereisnothingmoreharassingtoaneasymindthanthenecessityofreachingshelterbydusk,andthehospitalityofavillageinnisnotalwaystobereckonedsurebythosewhotrudgeonfoot。Atent,aboveallforasolitarytraveller,istroublesometopitch,andtroublesometostrikeagain;andevenonthemarchitformsaconspicuousfeatureinyourbaggage。A
sleeping-sack,ontheotherhand,isalwaysready-youhaveonlytogetintoit;itservesadoublepurpose-abedbynight,aportmanteaubyday;anditdoesnotadvertiseyourintentionofcampingouttoeverycuriouspasser-by。Thisisahugepoint。Ifacampisnotsecret,itisbutatroubledresting-place;youbecomeapubliccharacter;theconvivialrusticvisitsyourbedsideafteranearlysupper;andyoumustsleepwithoneeyeopen,andbeupbeforetheday。Idecidedonasleeping-sack;andafterrepeatedvisitstoLePuy,andadealofhighlivingformyselfandmyadvisers,asleeping-sackwasdesigned,constructed,andtriumphantlybroughthome。
Thischildofmyinventionwasnearlysixfeetsquare,exclusiveoftwotriangularflapstoserveasapillowbynightandasthetopandbottomofthesackbyday。Icallit'thesack,'butitwasneverasackbymorethancourtesy:onlyasortoflongrollorsausage,greenwaterproofcart-clothwithoutandbluesheep'sfurwithin。Itwascommodiousasavalise,warmanddryforabed。
Therewasluxuriousturningroomforone;andatapinchthethingmightservefortwo。Icouldburymyselfinituptotheneck;formyheadItrustedtoafurcap,withahoodtofolddownovermyearsandabandtopassundermynoselikearespirator;andincaseofheavyrainIproposedtomakemyselfalittletent,ortentlet,withmywaterproofcoat,threestones,andabentbranch。
ItwillreadilybeconceivedthatIcouldnotcarrythishugepackageonmyown,merelyhuman,shoulders。Itremainedtochooseabeastofburden。Now,ahorseisafineladyamonganimals,flighty,timid,delicateineating,oftenderhealth;heistoovaluableandtoorestivetobeleftalone,sothatyouarechainedtoyourbruteastoafellowgalley-slave;adangerousroadputshimoutofhiswits;inshort,he'sanuncertainandexactingally,andaddsthirty-foldtothetroublesofthevoyager。WhatI
requiredwassomethingcheapandsmallandhardy,andofastolidandpeacefultemper;andalltheserequisitespointedtoadonkey。
TheredweltanoldmaninMonastier,ofratherunsoundintellectaccordingtosome,muchfollowedbystreet-boys,andknowntofameasFatherAdam。FatherAdamhadacart,andtodrawthecartadiminutiveshe-ass,notmuchbiggerthanadog,thecolourofamouse,withakindlyeyeandadeterminedunder-jaw。Therewassomethingneatandhigh-bred,aquakerishelegance,abouttheroguethathitmyfancyonthespot。OurfirstinterviewwasinMonastiermarket-place。Toprovehergoodtemper,onechildafteranotherwassetuponherbacktoride,andoneafteranotherwentheadoverheelsintotheair;untilawantofconfidencebegantoreigninyouthfulbosoms,andtheexperimentwasdiscontinuedfromadearthofsubjects。Iwasalreadybackedbyadeputationofmyfriends;butasifthiswerenotenough,allthebuyersandsellerscameroundandhelpedmeinthebargain;andtheassandIandFatherAdamwerethecentreofahubbubfornearhalfanhour。Atlengthshepassedintomyservicefortheconsiderationofsixty-
fivefrancsandaglassofbrandy。Thesackhadalreadycosteightyfrancsandtwoglassesofbeer;sothatModestine,asI
instantlybaptizedher,wasuponallaccountsthecheaperarticle。
Indeed,thatwasasitshouldbe;forshewasonlyanappurtenanceofmymattress,orself-actingbedsteadonfourcastors。
IhadalastinterviewwithFatherAdaminabilliard-roomatthewitchinghourofdawn,whenIadministeredthebrandy。Heprofessedhimselfgreatlytouchedbytheseparation,anddeclaredhehadoftenboughtwhitebreadforthedonkeywhenhehadbeencontentwithblackbreadforhimself;butthis,accordingtothebestauthorities,musthavebeenaflightoffancy。Hehadanameinthevillageforbrutallymisusingtheass;yetitiscertainthatheshedatear,andthetearmadeacleanmarkdownonecheek。
Bytheadviceofafallaciouslocalsaddler,aleatherpadwasmadeformewithringstofastenonmybundle;andIthoughtfullycompletedmykitandarrangedmytoilette。Bywayofarmouryandutensils,Itookarevolver,alittlespirit-lampandpan,alanternandsomehalfpennycandles,ajack-knifeandalargeleatherflask。Themaincargoconsistedoftwoentirechangesofwarmclothing-besidesmytravellingwearofcountryvelveteen,pilot-coat,andknittedspencer-somebooks,andmyrailway-rug,which,beingalsointheformofabag,mademeadoublecastleforcoldnights。ThepermanentlarderwasrepresentedbycakesofchocolateandtinsofBolognasausage。Allthis,exceptwhatI
carriedaboutmyperson,waseasilystowedintothesheepskinbag;
andbygoodfortuneIthrewinmyemptyknapsack,ratherforconvenienceofcarriagethanfromanythoughtthatIshouldwantitonmyjourney。FormoreimmediateneedsItookalegofcoldmutton,abottleofBeaujolais,anemptybottletocarrymilk,anegg-beater,andaconsiderablequantityofblackbreadandwhite,likeFatherAdam,formyselfanddonkey,onlyinmyschemeofthingsthedestinationswerereversed。
Monastrians,ofallshadesofthoughtinpolitics,hadagreedinthreateningmewithmanyludicrousmisadventures,andwithsuddendeathinmanysurprisingforms。Cold,wolves,robbers,aboveallthenocturnalpracticaljoker,weredailyandeloquentlyforcedonmyattention。Yetinthesevaticinations,thetrue,patentdangerwasleftout。LikeChristian,itwasfrommypackIsufferedbytheway。Beforetellingmyownmishaps,letmeintwowordsrelatethelessonofmyexperience。Ifthepackiswellstrappedattheends,andhungatfulllength-notdoubled,foryourlife-acrossthepack-saddle,thetravellerissafe。Thesaddlewillcertainlynotfit,suchistheimperfectionofourtransitorylife;itwillassuredlytoppleandtendtooverset;buttherearestonesoneveryroadside,andamansoonlearnstheartofcorrectinganytendencytooverbalancewithawell-adjustedstone。
OnthedayofmydepartureIwasupalittleafterfive;bysix,webegantoloadthedonkey;andtenminutesafter,myhopeswereinthedust。ThepadwouldnotstayonModestine'sbackforhalfamoment。Ireturnedittoitsmaker,withwhomIhadsocontumeliousapassagethatthestreetoutsidewascrowdedfromwalltowallwithgossipslookingonandlistening。Thepadchangedhandswithmuchvivacity;perhapsitwouldbemoredescriptivetosaythatwethrewitateachother'sheads;and,atanyrate,wewereverywarmandunfriendly,andspokewithadealoffreedom。
Ihadacommondonkeypack-saddle-aBARDE,astheycallit-
fitteduponModestine;andoncemoreloadedherwithmyeffects。
Thedoubledsack,mypilot-coatforitwaswarm,andIwastowalkinmywaistcoat,agreatbarofblackbread,andanopenbasketcontainingthewhitebread,themutton,andthebottles,wereallcordedtogetherinaveryelaboratesystemofknots,andIlookedontheresultwithfatuouscontent。Insuchamonstrousdeck-
cargo,allpoisedabovethedonkey'sshoulders,withnothingbelowtobalance,onabrand-newpack-saddlethathadnotyetbeenworntofittheanimal,andfastenedwithbrand-newgirthsthatmightbeexpectedtostretchandslackenbytheway,evenaverycarelesstravellershouldhaveseendisasterbrewing。Thatelaboratesystemofknots,again,wastheworkoftoomanysympathiserstobeveryartfullydesigned。Itistruetheytightenedthecordswithawill;asmanyasthreeatatimewouldhaveafootagainstModestine'squarters,andbehaulingwithclenchedteeth;butI
learnedafterwardsthatonethoughtfulperson,withoutanyexerciseofforce,canmakeamoresolidjobthanhalf-a-dozenheatedandenthusiasticgrooms。Iwasthenbutanovice;evenafterthemisadventureofthepadnothingcoulddisturbmysecurity,andI
wentforthfromthestabledoorasanoxgoethtotheslaughter。
THEGREENDONKEY-DRIVER
THEbellofMonastierwasjuststrikingnineasIgotquitofthesepreliminarytroublesanddescendedthehillthroughthecommon。AslongasIwaswithinsightofthewindows,asecretshameandthefearofsomelaughabledefeatwithheldmefromtamperingwithModestine。Shetrippedalonguponherfoursmallhoofswithasoberdaintinessofgait;fromtimetotimesheshookherearsorhertail;andshelookedsosmallunderthebundlethatmymindmisgaveme。Wegotacrossthefordwithoutdifficulty-therewasnodoubtaboutthematter,shewasdocilityitself-andonceontheotherbank,wheretheroadbeginstomountthroughpine-woods,Itookinmyrighthandtheunhallowedstaff,andwithaquakingspiritappliedittothedonkey。Modestinebriskedupherpaceforperhapsthreesteps,andthenrelapsedintoherformerminuet。
Anotherapplicationhadthesameeffect,andsowiththethird。I
amworthythenameofanEnglishman,anditgoesagainstmyconsciencetolaymyhandrudelyonafemale。Idesisted,andlookedheralloverfromheadtofoot;thepoorbrute'skneesweretremblingandherbreathingwasdistressed;itwasplainthatshecouldgonofasteronahill。Godforbid,thoughtI,thatIshouldbrutalisethisinnocentcreature;lethergoatherownpace,andletmepatientlyfollow。
Whatthatpacewas,thereisnowordmeanenoughtodescribe;itwassomethingasmuchslowerthanawalkasawalkisslowerthanarun;itkeptmehangingoneachfootforanincrediblelengthoftime;infiveminutesitexhaustedthespiritandsetupafeverinallthemusclesoftheleg。AndyetIhadtokeepcloseathandandmeasuremyadvanceexactlyuponhers;forifIdroppedafewyardsintotherear,orwentonafewyardsahead,Modestinecameinstantlytoahaltandbegantobrowse。ThethoughtthatthiswastolastfromheretoAlaisnearlybrokemyheart。Ofallconceivablejourneys,thispromisedtobethemosttedious。I
triedtotellmyselfitwasalovelyday;Itriedtocharmmyforebodingspiritwithtobacco;butIhadavisioneverpresenttomeofthelong,longroads,uphillanddowndale,andapairoffigureseverinfinitesimallymoving,footbyfoot,ayardtotheminute,and,likethingsenchantedinanightmare,approachingnonearertothegoal。
Inthemeantimetherecameupbehindusatallpeasant,perhapsfortyyearsofage,ofanironicalsnuffycountenance,andarrayedinthegreentail-coatofthecountry。Heovertookushandoverhand,andstoppedtoconsiderourpitifuladvance。
'Yourdonkey,'sayshe,'isveryold?'
Itoldhim,Ibelievednot。
Then,hesupposed,wehadcomefar。
Itoldhim,wehadbutnewlyleftMonastier。
'ETVOUSMARCHEZCOMMECA!'criedhe;and,throwingbackhishead,helaughedlongandheartily。Iwatchedhim,halfpreparedtofeeloffended,untilhehadsatisfiedhismirth;andthen,'Youmusthavenopityontheseanimals,'saidhe;and,pluckingaswitchoutofathicket,hebegantolaceModestineaboutthestern-works,utteringacry。Therogueprickedupherearsandbrokeintoagoodroundpace,whichshekeptupwithoutflagging,andwithoutexhibitingtheleastsymptomofdistress,aslongasthepeasantkeptbesideus。Herformerpantingandshakinghadbeen,Iregrettosay,apieceofcomedy。
MyDEUSEXMACHINA,beforeheleftme,suppliedsomeexcellent,ifinhumane,advice;presentedmewiththeswitch,whichhedeclaredshewouldfeelmoretenderlythanmycane;andfinallytaughtmethetruecryormasonicwordofdonkey-drivers,'Proot!'Allthetime,heregardedmewithacomical,incredulousair,whichwasembarrassingtoconfront;andsmiledovermydonkey-driving,asI
mighthavesmiledoverhisorthography,orhisgreentail-coat。
Butitwasnotmyturnforthemoment。
Iwasproudofmynewlore,andthoughtIhadlearnedthearttoperfection。AndcertainlyModestinedidwondersfortherestofthefore-noon,andIhadabreathingspacetolookaboutme。ItwasSabbath;themountain-fieldswereallvacantinthesunshine;
andaswecamedownthroughSt。MartindeFrugeres,thechurchwascrowdedtothedoor,therewerepeoplekneelingwithoutuponthesteps,andthesoundofthepriest'schantingcameforthoutofthediminterior。Itgavemeahomefeelingonthespot;forIamacountrymanoftheSabbath,sotospeak,andallSabbathobservances,likeaScottishaccent,strikeinmemixedfeelings,gratefulandthereverse。Itisonlyatraveller,hurryingbylikeapersonfromanotherplanet,whocanrightlyenjoythepeaceandbeautyofthegreatasceticfeast。Thesightoftherestingcountrydoeshisspiritgood。Thereissomethingbetterthanmusicinthewideunusualsilence;anditdisposeshimtoamiablethoughts,likethesoundofalittleriverorthewarmthofsunlight。
InthispleasanthumourIcamedownthehilltowhereGoudetstandsinagreenendofavalley,withChateauBeaufortoppositeuponarockysteep,andthestream,asclearascrystal,lyinginadeeppoolbetweenthem。Aboveandbelow,youmayhearitwimplingoverthestones,anamiablestriplingofariver,whichitseemsabsurdtocalltheLoire。Onallsides,Goudetisshutinbymountains;
rockyfootpaths,practicableatbestfordonkeys,joinittotheouterworldofFrance;andthemenandwomendrinkandswear,intheirgreencorner,orlookupatthesnow-cladpeaksinwinterfromthethresholdoftheirhomes,inanisolation,youwouldthink,likethatofHomer'sCyclops。Butitisnotso;thepostmanreachesGoudetwiththeletter-bag;theaspiringyouthofGoudetarewithinaday'swalkoftherailwayatLePuy;andhereintheinnyoumayfindanengravedportraitofthehost'snephew,RegisSenac,'ProfessorofFencingandChampionofthetwoAmericas,'adistinctiongainedbyhim,alongwiththesumoffivehundreddollars,atTammanyHall,NewYork,onthe10thApril1876。
Ihurriedovermymiddaymeal,andwasearlyforthagain。But,alas,asweclimbedtheinterminablehillupontheotherside,'Proot!'seemedtohavelostitsvirtue。Iprootedlikealion,I
prootedmellifluouslylikeasucking-dove;butModestinewouldbeneithersoftenednorintimidated。Shehelddoggedlytoherpace;
nothingbutablowwouldmoveher,andthatonlyforasecond。I
mustfollowatherheels,incessantlybe-labouring。Amoment'spauseinthisignobletoil,andsherelapsedintoherownprivategait。IthinkIneverheardofanyoneinasmeanasituation。I
mustreachthelakeofBouchet,whereImeanttocamp,beforesundown,and,tohaveevenahopeofthis,Imustinstantlymaltreatthisuncomplaininganimal。Thesoundofmyownblowssickenedme。Once,whenIlookedather,shehadafaintresemblancetoaladyofmyacquaintancewhoformerlyloadedmewithkindness;andthisincreasedmyhorrorofmycruelty。
Tomakemattersworse,weencounteredanotherdonkey,rangingatwillupontheroadside;andthisotherdonkeychancedtobeagentleman。HeandModestinemetnickeringforjoy,andIhadtoseparatethepairandbeatdowntheiryoungromancewitharenewedandfeverishbastinado。Iftheotherdonkeyhadhadtheheartofamaleunderhishide,hewouldhavefallenuponmetoothandhoof;
andthiswasakindofconsolation-hewasplainlyunworthyofModestine'saffection。Buttheincidentsaddenedme,asdideverythingthatspokeofmydonkey'ssex。
Itwasblazinghotupthevalley,windless,withvehementsunuponmyshoulders;andIhadtolaboursoconsistentlywithmystickthatthesweatranintomyeyes。Everyfiveminutes,too,thepack,thebasket,andthepilot-coatwouldtakeanuglyslewtoonesideortheother;andIhadtostopModestine,justwhenIhadgothertoatolerablepaceofabouttwomilesanhour,totug,push,shoulder,andreadjusttheload。Andatlast,inthevillageofUssel,saddleandall,thewholehypothecturnedroundandgrovelledinthedustbelowthedonkey'sbelly。She,nonebetterpleased,incontinentlydrewupandseemedtosmile;andapartyofoneman,twowomen,andtwochildrencameup,and,standingroundmeinahalf-circle,encouragedherbytheirexample。
Ihadthedevil'sowntroubletogetthethingrighted;andtheinstantIhaddoneso,withouthesitation,ittoppledandfelldownupontheotherside。JudgeifIwashot!Andyetnotahandwasofferedtoassistme。Theman,indeed,toldmeIoughttohaveapackageofadifferentshape。Isuggested,ifheknewnothingbettertothepointinmypredicament,hemightholdhistongue。
Andthegood-natureddogagreedwithmesmilingly。Itwasthemostdespicablefix。ImustplainlycontentmyselfwiththepackforModestine,andtakethefollowingitemsformyownshareoftheportage:acane,aquart-flask,apilot-jacketheavilyweightedinthepockets,twopoundsofblackbread,andanopenbasketfullofmeatsandbottles。IbelieveImaysayIamnotdevoidofgreatnessofsoul;forIdidnotrecoilfromthisinfamousburden。
Idisposedit,Heavenknowshow,soastobemildlyportable,andthenproceededtosteerModestinethroughthevillage。Shetried,aswasindeedherinvariablehabit,toentereveryhouseandeverycourtyardinthewholelength;and,encumberedasIwas,withoutahandtohelpmyself,nowordscanrenderanideaofmydifficulties。Apriest,withsixorsevenothers,wasexaminingachurchinprocessofrepair,andheandhisacolyteslaughedloudlyastheysawmyplight。
IrememberedhavinglaughedmyselfwhenIhadseengoodmenstrugglingwithadversityinthepersonofajackass,andtherecollectionfilledmewithpenitence。Thatwasinmyoldlightdays,beforethistroublecameuponme。GodknowsatleastthatI
shallneverlaughagain,thoughtI。Butoh,whatacruelthingisafarcetothoseengagedinit!
Alittleoutofthevillage,Modestine,filledwiththedemon,setherheartuponaby-road,andpositivelyrefusedtoleaveit。I
droppedallmybundles,and,Iamashamedtosay,struckthepoorsinnertwiceacrosstheface。Itwaspitifultoseeherliftherheadwithshuteyes,asifwaitingforanotherblow。Icameverynearcrying;butIdidawiserthingthanthat,andsatsquarelydownbytheroadsidetoconsidermysituationunderthecheerfulinfluenceoftobaccoandanipofbrandy。Modestine,inthemeanwhile,munchedsomeblackbreadwithacontritehypocriticalair。ItwasplainthatImustmakeasacrificetothegodsofshipwreck。Ithrewawaytheemptybottledestinedtocarrymilk;I
threwawaymyownwhitebread,and,disdainingtoactbygeneralaverage,kepttheblackbreadforModestine;lastly,Ithrewawaythecoldlegofmuttonandtheegg-whisk,althoughthislastwasdeartomyheart。ThusIfoundroomforeverythinginthebasket,andevenstowedtheboating-coatonthetop。BymeansofanendofcordIslungitunderonearm;andalthoughthecordcutmyshoulder,andthejackethungalmosttotheground,itwaswithaheartgreatlylightenedthatIsetforthagain。
IhadnowanarmfreetothrashModestine,andcruellyIchastisedher。IfIweretoreachthelakesidebeforedark,shemustbestirherlittleshankstosometune。Alreadythesunhadgonedownintoawindy-lookingmist;andalthoughtherewerestillafewstreaksofgoldfarofftotheeastonthehillsandtheblackfir-woods,allwascoldandgreyaboutouronwardpath。Aninfinityoflittlecountryby-roadsledhitherandthitheramongthefields。Itwasthemostpointlesslabyrinth。Icouldseemydestinationoverhead,orratherthepeakthatdominatesit;butchooseasIpleased,theroadsalwaysendedbyturningawayfromit,andsneakingbacktowardsthevalley,ornorthwardalongthemarginofthehills。
Thefailinglight,thewaningcolour,thenaked,unhomely,stonycountrythroughwhichIwastravelling,threwmeintosomedespondency。Ipromiseyou,thestickwasnotidle;IthinkeverydecentstepthatModestinetookmusthavecostmeatleasttwoemphaticblows。Therewasnotanothersoundintheneighbourhoodbutthatofmyunwearyingbastinado。
Suddenly,inthemidstofmytoils,theloadoncemorebitthedust,and,asbyenchantment,allthecordsweresimultaneouslyloosened,andtheroadscatteredwithmydearpossessions。Thepackingwastobeginagainfromthebeginning;andasIhadtoinventanewandbettersystem,IdonotdoubtbutIlosthalfanhour。ItbegantobeduskinearnestasIreachedawildernessofturfandstones。Ithadtheairofbeingaroadwhichshouldleadeverywhereatthesametime;andIwasfallingintosomethingnotunlikedespairwhenIsawtwofiguresstalkingtowardsmeoverthestones。Theywalkedonebehindtheotherliketramps,buttheirpacewasremarkable。Thesonledtheway,atall,ill-made,sombre,Scottish-lookingman;themotherfollowed,allinherSunday'sbest,withanelegantlyembroideredribbontohercap,andanewfelthatatop,andproffering,asshestrodealongwithkiltedpetticoats,astringofobsceneandblasphemousoaths。
Ihailedtheson,andaskedhimmydirection。Hepointedlooselywestandnorth-west,mutteredaninaudiblecomment,and,withoutslackeninghispaceforaninstant,stalkedon,ashewasgoing,rightathwartmypath。Themotherfollowedwithoutsomuchasraisingherhead。Ishoutedandshoutedafterthem,buttheycontinuedtoscalethehillside,andturnedadeafeartomyoutcries。Atlast,leavingModestinebyherself,Iwasconstrainedtorunafterthem,hailingthewhile。TheystoppedasIdrewnear,themotherstillcursing;andIcouldseeshewasahandsome,motherly,respectable-lookingwoman。Thesononcemoreansweredmeroughlyandinaudibly,andwasforsettingoutagain。ButthistimeIsimplycollaredthemother,whowasnearestme,and,apologisingformyviolence,declaredthatIcouldnotletthemgountiltheyhadputmeonmyroad。Theywereneitherofthemoffended-rathermollifiedthanotherwise;toldmeIhadonlytofollowthem;andthenthemotheraskedmewhatIwantedbythelakeatsuchanhour。Ireplied,intheScottishmanner,byinquiringifshehadfartogoherself。Shetoldme,withanotheroath,thatshehadanhourandahalf'sroadbeforeher。Andthen,withoutsalutation,thepairstrodeforwardagainupthehillsideinthegatheringdusk。
IreturnedforModestine,pushedherbrisklyforward,and,afterasharpascentoftwentyminutes,reachedtheedgeofaplateau。Theview,lookingbackonmyday'sjourney,wasbothwildandsad。
MountMezencandthepeaksbeyondSt。Julienstoodoutintrenchantgloomagainstacoldglitterintheeast;andtheinterveningfieldofhillshadfallentogetherintoonebroadwashofshadow,excepthereandtheretheoutlineofawoodedsugar-loafinblack,hereandthereawhiteirregularpatchtorepresentacultivatedfarm,andhereandthereablotwheretheLoire,theGazeille,ortheLaussonnewanderedinagorge。
Soonwewereonahigh-road,andsurpriseseizedonmymindasI
beheldavillageofsomemagnitudecloseathand;forIhadbeentoldthattheneighbourhoodofthelakewasuninhabitedexceptbytrout。Theroadsmokedinthetwilightwithchildrendrivinghomecattlefromthefields;andapairofmountedstride-leggedwomen,hatandcapandall,dashedpastmeatahammeringtrotfromthecantonwheretheyhadbeentochurchandmarket。IaskedoneofthechildrenwhereIwas。AtBouchetSt。Nicolas,hetoldme。
Thither,aboutamilesouthofmydestination,andontheothersideofarespectablesummit,hadtheseconfusedroadsandtreacherouspeasantryconductedme。Myshoulderwascut,sothatithurtsharply;myarmachedliketoothachefromperpetualbeating;Igaveupthelakeandmydesigntocamp,andaskedfortheAUBERGE。
IHAVEAGOAD
THEAUBERGEofBouchetSt。NicolaswasamongtheleastpretentiousIhaveevervisited;butIsawmanymoreofthelikeuponmyjourney。Indeed,itwastypicaloftheseFrenchhighlands。
Imagineacottageoftwostories,withabenchbeforethedoor;thestableandkitcheninasuite,sothatModestineandIcouldheareachotherdining;furnitureoftheplainest,earthernfloors,asinglebedchamberfortravellers,andthatwithoutanyconveniencebutbeds。Inthekitchencookingandeatinggoforwardsidebyside,andthefamilysleepatnight。Anyonewhohasafancytowashmustdosoinpublicatthecommontable。Thefoodissometimesspare;hardfishandomelettehavebeenmyportionmorethanonce;thewineisofthesmallest,thebrandyabominabletoman;andthevisitofafatsow,groutingunderthetableandrubbingagainstyourlegs,isnoimpossibleaccompanimenttodinner。
Butthepeopleoftheinn,inninecasesoutoften,showthemselvesfriendlyandconsiderate。Assoonasyoucrossthedoorsyouceasetobeastranger;andalthoughthesepeasantryarerudeandforbiddingonthehighway,theyshowatinctureofkindbreedingwhenyousharetheirhearth。AtBouchet,forinstance,I
uncorkedmybottleofBeaujolais,andaskedthehosttojoinme。
Hewouldtakebutlittle。
'Iamanamateurofsuchwine,doyousee?'hesaid,'andIamcapableofleavingyounotenough。'
Inthesehedge-innsthetravellerisexpectedtoeatwithhisownknife;unlessheask,nootherwillbesupplied:withaglass,awhangofbread,andanironfork,thetableiscompletelylaid。MyknifewascordiallyadmiredbythelandlordofBouchet,andthespringfilledhimwithwonder。
'Ishouldneverhaveguessedthat,'hesaid。'Iwouldbet,'headded,weighingitinhishand,'thatthiscostyounotlessthanfivefrancs。'
WhenItoldhimithadcostmetwenty,hisjawdropped。
Hewasamild,handsome,sensible,friendlyoldman,astonishinglyignorant。Hiswife,whowasnotsopleasantinhermanners,knewhowtoread,althoughIdonotsupposesheeverdidso。Shehadashareofbrainsandspokewithacuttingemphasis,likeonewhoruledtheroast。
'Mymanknowsnothing,'shesaid,withanangrynod;'heislikethebeasts。'
Andtheoldgentlemansignifiedacquiescencewithhishead。Therewasnocontemptonherpart,andnoshameonhis;thefactswereacceptedloyally,andnomoreaboutthematter。
Iwastightlycross-examinedaboutmyjourney;andtheladyunderstoodinamoment,andsketchedoutwhatIshouldputintomybookwhenIgothome。'Whetherpeopleharvestornotinsuchorsuchaplace;iftherewereforests;studiesofmanners;what,forexample,Iandthemasterofthehousesaytoyou;thebeautiesofNature,andallthat。'Andsheinterrogatedmewithalook。
'Itisjustthat,'saidI。
'Yousee,'sheaddedtoherhusband,'Iunderstoodthat。'
Theywerebothmuchinterestedbythestoryofmymisadventures。
'Inthemorning,'saidthehusband,'Iwillmakeyousomethingbetterthanyourcane。Suchabeastasthatfeelsnothing;itisintheproverb-DURCOMMEUNANE;youmightbeatherinsensiblewithacudgel,andyetyouwouldarrivenowhere。'
Somethingbetter!Ilittleknewwhathewasoffering。
Thesleeping-roomwasfurnishedwithtwobeds。Ihadone;andI
willownIwasalittleabashedtofindayoungmanandhiswifeandchildintheactofmountingintotheother。Thiswasmyfirstexperienceofthesort;andifIamalwaystofeelequallysillyandextraneous,IprayGoditbemylastaswell。Ikeptmyeyestomyself,andknownothingofthewomanexceptthatshehadbeautifularms,andseemednowhitembarrassedbymyappearance。
Asamatteroffact,thesituationwasmoretryingtomethantothepair。Apairkeepeachotherincountenance;itisthesinglegentlemanwhohastoblush。ButIcouldnothelpattributingmysentimentstothehusband,andsoughttoconciliatehistolerancewithacupofbrandyfrommyflask。HetoldmethathewasacooperofAlaistravellingtoSt。Etienneinsearchofwork,andthatinhissparemomentshefollowedthefatalcallingofamakerofmatches。Mehereadilyenoughdivinedtobeabrandymerchant。
IwasupfirstinthemorningMonday,September23rd,andhastenedmytoiletteguiltily,soastoleaveaclearfieldformadam,thecooper'swife。Idrankabowlofmilk,andsetofftoexploretheneighbourhoodofBouchet。Itwasperishingcold,agrey,windy,wintrymorning;mistycloudsflewfastandlow;thewindpipedoverthenakedplatform;andtheonlyspeckofcolourwasawaybehindMountMezencandtheeasternhills,wheretheskystillworetheorangeofthedawn。
Itwasfiveinthemorning,andfourthousandfeetabovethesea;
andIhadtoburymyhandsinmypocketsandtrot。Peopleweretroopingouttothelaboursofthefieldbytwosandthrees,andallturnedroundtostareuponthestranger。Ihadseenthemcomingbacklastnight,Isawthemgoingafieldagain;andtherewasthelifeofBouchetinanutshell。
WhenIcamebacktotheinnforabitofbreakfast,thelandladywasinthekitchencombingoutherdaughter'shair;andImadehermycomplimentsuponitsbeauty。
'Ohno,'saidthemother;'itisnotsobeautifulasitoughttobe。Look,itistoofine。'
Thusdoesawisepeasantryconsoleitselfunderadversephysicalcircumstances,and,byastartlingdemocraticprocess,thedefectsofthemajoritydecidethetypeofbeauty。
'Andwhere,'saidI,'ismonsieur?'
'Themasterofthehouseisupstairs,'sheanswered,'makingyouagoad。'
Blessedbethemanwhoinventedgoads!BlessedtheinnkeeperofBouchetSt。Nicolas,whointroducedmetotheiruse!Thisplainwand,withaneighthofaninchofpin,wasindeedasceptrewhenheputitinmyhands。ThenceforwardModestinewasmyslave。A
prick,andshepassedthemostinvitingstabledoor。Aprick,andshebrokeforthintoagallantlittletrotletthatdevouredthemiles。Itwasnotaremarkablespeed,whenallwassaid;andwetookfourhourstocovertenmilesatthebestofit。Butwhataheavenlychangesinceyesterday!Nomorewieldingoftheuglycudgel;nomoreflailingwithanachingarm;nomorebroadswordexercise,butadiscreetandgentlemanlyfence。AndwhatalthoughnowandthenadropofbloodshouldappearonModestine'smouse-
colouredwedge-likerump?Ishouldhavepreferreditotherwise,indeed;butyesterday'sexploitshadpurgedmyheartofallhumanity。Theperverselittledevil,sinceshewouldnotbetakenwithkindness,mustevengowithpricking。
Itwasbleakandbittercold,and,exceptacavalcadeofstride-
leggedladiesandapairofpost-runners,theroadwasdeadsolitaryallthewaytoPradelles。Iscarcerememberanincidentbutone。Ahandsomefoalwithabellabouthisneckcamecharginguptousuponastretchofcommon,sniffedtheairmartiallyasoneabouttodogreatdeeds,andsuddenlythinkingotherwiseinhisgreenyoungheart,putaboutandgallopedoffashehadcome,thebelltinklinginthewind。ForalongwhileafterwardsIsawhisnobleattitudeashedrewup,andheardthenoteofhisbell;andwhenIstruckthehigh-road,thesongofthetelegraph-wiresseemedtocontinuethesamemusic。
Pradellesstandsonahillside,highabovetheAllier,surroundedbyrichmeadows。Theywerecuttingaftermathonallsides,whichgavetheneighbourhood,thisgustyautumnmorning,anuntimelysmellofhay。OntheoppositebankoftheAllierthelandkeptmountingformilestothehorizon:atannedandsallowautumnlandscape,withblackblotsoffir-woodandwhiteroadswanderingthroughthehills。Overallthisthecloudsshedauniformandpurplishshadow,sadandsomewhatmenacing,exaggeratingheightanddistance,andthrowingintostillhigherreliefthetwistedribbonsofthehighway。Itwasacheerlessprospect,butonestimulatingtoatraveller。ForIwasnowuponthelimitofVelay,andallthatIbeheldlayinanothercounty-wildGevaudan,mountainous,uncultivated,andbutrecentlydisforestedfromterrorofthewolves。
Wolves,alas,likebandits,seemtofleethetraveller'sadvance;
andyoumaytrudgethroughallourcomfortableEurope,andnotmeetwithanadventureworththename。Buthere,ifanywhere,amanwasonthefrontiersofhope。Forthiswasthelandoftheever-
memorableBEAST,theNapoleonBonaparteofwolves。Whatacareerwashis!HelivedtenmonthsatfreequartersinGevaudanandVivarais;heatewomenandchildrenand'shepherdessescelebratedfortheirbeauty';hepursuedarmedhorsemen;hehasbeenseenatbroadnoondaychasingapost-chaiseandoutrideralongtheking'shigh-road,andchaiseandoutriderfleeingbeforehimatthegallop。Hewasplacardedlikeapoliticaloffender,andtenthousandfrancswereofferedforhishead。Andyet,whenhewasshotandsenttoVersailles,behold!acommonwolf,andevensmallforthat。'ThoughIcouldreachfrompoletopole,'sangAlexanderPope;theLittleCorporalshookEurope;andifallwolveshadbeenasthiswolf,theywouldhavechangedthehistoryofman。M。ElieBerthethasmadehimtheheroofanovel,whichIhaveread,anddonotwishtoreadagain。
Ihurriedovermylunch,andwasproofagainstthelandlady'sdesirethatIshouldvisitourLadyofPradelles,'whoperformedmanymiracles,althoughshewasofwood';andbeforethree-quartersofanhourIwasgoadingModestinedownthesteepdescentthatleadstoLangogneontheAllier。Onbothsidesoftheroad,inbigdustyfields,farmerswerepreparingfornextspring。Everyfiftyyardsayokeofgreat-neckedstolidoxenwerepatientlyhalingattheplough。Isawoneofthesemildformidableservantsoftheglebe,whotookasuddeninterestinModestineandme。Thefurrowdownwhichhewasjourneyinglayatanangletotheroad,andhisheadwassolidlyfixedtotheyokelikethoseofcaryatidesbelowaponderouscornice;buthescrewedroundhisbighonesteyesandfolloweduswitharuminatinglook,untilhismasterbadehimturntheploughandproceedtoreascendthefield。Fromallthesefurrowingploughshares,fromthefeetofoxen,fromalabourerhereandtherewhowasbreakingthedryclodswithahoe,thewindcarriedawayathindustlikesomuchsmoke。Itwasafine,busy,breathing,rusticlandscape;andasIcontinuedtodescend,thehighlandsofGevaudankeptmountinginfrontofmeagainstthesky。
IhadcrossedtheLoirethedaybefore;nowIwastocrosstheAllier;soneararethesetwoconfluentsintheiryouth。JustatthebridgeofLangogne,asthelong-promisedrainwasbeginningtofall,alassieofsomesevenoreightaddressedmeinthesacramentalphrase,'D'OU'ST-CE-QUEVOUSVENEZ?'Shediditwithsohighanairthatshesetmelaughing;andthiscuthertothequick。Shewasevidentlyonewhoreckonedonrespect,andstoodlookingaftermeinsilentdudgeon,asIcrossedthebridgeandenteredthecountyofGevaudan。
UPPERGEVAUDAN
Thewayalsoherewasverywearisomethroughdirtandslabbiness;
norwasthereonallthisgroundsomuchasoneinnorvictualling-
housewhereintorefreshthefeeblersort。
PILGRIM'SPROGRESS。
ACAMPINTHEDARK
THEnextdayTuesday,September24th,itwastwoo'clockintheafternoonbeforeIgotmyjournalwrittenupandmyknapsackrepaired,forIwasdeterminedtocarrymyknapsackinthefutureandhavenomoreadowithbaskets;andhalfanhourafterwardsI
setoutforLeCheylardl'Eveque,aplaceonthebordersoftheforestofMercoire。Aman,Iwastold,shouldwalkthereinanhourandahalf;andIthoughtitscarcetooambitioustosupposethatamanencumberedwithadonkeymightcoverthesamedistanceinfourhours。
AllthewayupthelonghillfromLangogneitrainedandhailedalternately;thewindkeptfresheningsteadily,althoughslowly;
plentifulhurryingclouds-somedraggingveilsofstraightrain-
shower,othersmassedandluminousasthoughpromisingsnow-
careeredoutofthenorthandfollowedmealongmyway。IwassoonoutofthecultivatedbasinoftheAllier,andawayfromtheploughingoxen,andsuch-likesightsofthecountry。Moor,heatherymarsh,tractsofrockandpines,woodsofbirchalljewelledwiththeautumnyellow,hereandthereafewnakedcottagesandbleakfields,-thesewerethecharactersofthecountry。Hillandvalleyfollowedvalleyandhill;thelittlegreenandstonycattle-trackswanderedinandoutofoneanother,splitintothreeorfour,diedawayinmarshyhollows,andbeganagainsporadicallyonhillsidesoratthebordersofawood。
TherewasnodirectroadtoCheylard,anditwasnoeasyaffairtomakeapassageinthisunevencountryandthroughthisintermittentlabyrinthoftracks。ItmusthavebeenaboutfourwhenIstruckSagnerousse,andwentonmywayrejoicinginasurepointofdeparture。Twohoursafterwards,theduskrapidlyfalling,inalullofthewind,Iissuedfromafir-woodwhereIhadlongbeenwandering,andfound,notthelooked-forvillage,butanothermarishbottomamongrough-and-tumblehills。ForsometimepastI
hadheardtheringingofcattle-bellsahead;andnow,asIcameoutoftheskirtsofthewood,Isawnearuponadozencowsandperhapsasmanymoreblackfigures,whichIconjecturedtobechildren,althoughthemisthadalmostunrecognisablyexaggeratedtheirforms。Thesewereallsilentlyfollowingeachotherroundandroundinacircle,nowtakinghands,nowbreakingupwithchainsandreverences。Adanceofchildrenappealstoveryinnocentandlivelythoughts;but,atnightfallonthemarshes,thethingwaseerieandfantastictobehold。EvenI,whoamwellenoughreadinHerbertSpencer,feltasortofsilencefallforaninstantonmymind。
Thenext,IwasprickingModestineforward,andguidingherlikeanunrulyshipthroughtheopen。Inapath,shewentdoggedlyaheadofherownaccord,asbeforeafairwind;butonceontheturforamongheather,andthebrutebecamedemented。Thetendencyoflosttravellerstogoroundinacirclewasdevelopedinhertothedegreeofpassion,andittookallthesteeringIhadinmetokeepevenadecentlystraightcoursethroughasinglefield。
WhileIwasthusdesperatelytackingthroughthebog,childrenandcattlebegantodisperse,untilonlyapairofgirlsremainedbehind。FromtheseIsoughtdirectiononmypath。Thepeasantryingeneralwerebutlittledisposedtocounselawayfarer。Oneolddevilsimplyretiredintohishouse,andbarricadedthedooronmyapproach;andImightbeatandshoutmyselfhoarse,heturnedadeafear。Another,havinggivenmeadirectionwhich,asIfoundafterwards,Ihadmisunderstood,complacentlywatchedmegoingwrongwithoutaddingasign。HedidnotcareastalkofparsleyifIwanderedallnightuponthehills!Asforthesetwogirls,theywereapairofimpudentslysluts,withnotathoughtbutmischief。
Oneputouthertongueatme,theotherbademefollowthecows;
andtheybothgiggledandjoggedeachother'selbows。TheBeastofGevaudanateaboutahundredchildrenofthisdistrict;Ibegantothinkofhimwithsympathy。
Leavingthegirls,Ipushedonthroughthebog,andgotintoanotherwoodanduponawell-markedroad。Itgrewdarkeranddarker。Modestine,suddenlybeginningtosmellmischief,betteredthepaceofherownaccord,andfromthattimeforwardgavemenotrouble。ItwasthefirstsignofintelligenceIhadoccasiontoremarkinher。Atthesametime,thewindfreshenedintohalfagale,andanotherheavydischargeofraincameflyingupoutofthenorth。AttheothersideofthewoodIsightedsomeredwindowsinthedusk。ThiswasthehamletofFouzilhic;threehousesonahillside,nearawoodofbirches。HereIfoundadelightfuloldman,whocamealittlewaywithmeintheraintoputmesafelyontheroadforCheylard。Hewouldhearofnoreward;butshookhishandsabovehisheadalmostasifinmenace,andrefusedvolublyandshrilly,inunmitigatedPATOIS。
Allseemedrightatlast。Mythoughtsbegantoturnupondinnerandafireside,andmyheartwasagreeablysoftenedinmybosom。
Alas,andIwasonthebrinkofnewandgreatermiseries!
Suddenly,atasingleswoop,thenightfell。Ihavebeenabroadinmanyablacknight,butneverinablacker。Aglimmerofrocks,aglimmerofthetrackwhereitwaswellbeaten,acertainfleecydensity,ornightwithinnight,foratree,-thiswasallthatI
coulddiscriminate。Theskywassimplydarknessoverhead;eventheflyingcloudspursuedtheirwayinvisiblytohumaneyesight。I
couldnotdistinguishmyhandatarm's-lengthfromthetrack,normygoad,atthesamedistance,fromthemeadowsorthesky。
SoontheroadthatIwasfollowingsplit,afterthefashionofthecountry,intothreeorfourinapieceofrockymeadow。SinceModestinehadshownsuchafancyforbeatenroads,Itriedherinstinctinthispredicament。Buttheinstinctofanassiswhatmightbeexpectedfromthename;inhalfaminuteshewasclamberingroundandroundamongsomeboulders,aslostadonkeyasyouwouldwishtosee。IshouldhavecampedlongbeforehadIbeenproperlyprovided;butasthiswastobesoshortastage,Ihadbroughtnowine,nobreadformyself,andlittleoverapoundformyladyfriend。Addtothis,thatIandModestinewerebothhandsomelywettedbytheshowers。Butnow,ifIcouldhavefoundsomewater,Ishouldhavecampedatonceinspiteofall。Water,however,beingentirelyabsent,exceptintheformofrain,I
determinedtoreturntoFouzilhic,andaskaguidealittlefartheronmyway-'alittlefartherlendthyguidinghand。'
Thethingwaseasytodecide,hardtoaccomplish。InthissensibleroaringblacknessIwassureofnothingbutthedirectionofthewind。TothisIsetmyface;theroadhaddisappeared,andIwentacrosscountry,nowinmarshyopens,nowbaffledbywallsunscalabletoModestine,untilIcameoncemoreinsightofsomeredwindows。Thistimetheyweredifferentlydisposed。ItwasnotFouzilhic,butFouzilhac,ahamletlittledistantfromtheotherinspace,butworldsawayinthespiritofitsinhabitants。ItiedModestinetoagate,andgropedforward,stumblingamongrocks,plungingmid-leginbog,untilIgainedtheentranceofthevillage。Inthefirstlightedhousetherewasawomanwhowouldnotopentome。Shecoulddonothing,shecriedtomethroughthedoor,beingaloneandlame;butifIwouldapplyatthenexthouse,therewasamanwhocouldhelpmeifhehadamind。
Theycametothenextdoorinforce,aman,twowomen,andagirl,andbroughtapairoflanternstoexaminethewayfarer。Themanwasnotill-looking,buthadashiftysmile。Heleanedagainstthedoorpost,andheardmestatemycase。AllIaskedwasaguideasfarasCheylard。
'C'ESTQUE,VOYEZ-VOUS,ILFAITNOIR,'saidhe。
Itoldhimthatwasjustmyreasonforrequiringhelp。
'Iunderstandthat,'saidhe,lookinguncomfortable;'MAIS-C'EST-
DELAPEINE。'
Iwaswillingtopay,Isaid。Heshookhishead。Iroseashighastenfrancs;buthecontinuedtoshakehishead。'Nameyourownprice,then,'saidI。
'CEN'ESTPASCA,'hesaidatlength,andwithevidentdifficulty;
'butIamnotgoingtocrossthedoor-MAISJENESORTIRAIPASDE
LAPORTE。'
Igrewalittlewarm,andaskedhimwhatheproposedthatIshoulddo。
'WhereareyougoingbeyondCheylard?'heaskedbywayofanswer。
'Thatisnoaffairofyours,'Ireturned,forIwasnotgoingtoindulgehisbestialcuriosity;'itchangesnothinginmypresentpredicament。'
'C'ESTVRAI,CA,'heacknowledged,withalaugh;'OUI,C'ESTVRAI。
ETD'OUVENEZ-VOUS?'
AbettermanthanImighthavefeltnettled。
'Oh,'saidI,'Iamnotgoingtoansweranyofyourquestions,soyoumayspareyourselfthetroubleofputtingthem。Iamlateenoughalready;Iwanthelp。Ifyouwillnotguidemeyourself,atleasthelpmetofindsomeoneelsewhowill。'
'Holdon,'hecriedsuddenly。'Wasitnotyouwhopassedinthemeadowwhileitwasstillday?'
'Yes,yes,'saidthegirl,whomIhadnothithertorecognised;'itwasmonsieur;Itoldhimtofollowthecow。'
'Asforyou,mademoiselle,'saidI,'youareaFARCEUSE。'
'And,'addedtheman,'whatthedevilhaveyoudonetobestillhere?'