"Well,"saidVizard,"youmustadmititishardheshouldlosehisownmoney。AndyetIownIammostanxioustogethimawayfromthisplace。
Indeed,Ihaveaproject;Iwanthimtorusticateafewmonthsatourplace,whileIsetmylawyertolookintohisaffairsandseeifhisestatecannotbecleared。I'llbeboundthefarmsareunderlet。WhatdoestheAdmirableCrichtonknowaboutsuchtrifles?"
FannylookedatZoe,whosecolorwasrisinghighatallthis。"Well!"
saidshe,"whenyougentlemenfallinlove_witheachother,_youcertainlyarefaithfulcreatures。"
"Becausewecancountonfidelityinreturn,"saidVizard。Hethoughtalittle,andsaid,"Well,astotheotherthing——youleaveittome。Letusunderstandoneanother。Nothingwesawatthegambling-tableistobementionedbyus。"
"No。"
"CrichtonistobetakentoEnglandforhisgood。"
"Yes。"
"AndIamtobegratefultoyouforyourco-operationinthis。"
"Youcan,ifyoulike。"
"Andyouwillsecureanagreeablecompanionfortherestofthetour,eh?——mydiplomaticcousinandmysilentsister。"
"Yes;butitistoobadofyoutoseethroughapoorgirl,andherlittlegame,likethat。Iownheisacharmingcompanion。"
Fanny'scunningeyestwinkled,andZoeblushedcrimsontoseehernoblebrothermanipulatedbythisartfulminxandthenflatteredforhisperspicacity。
Fromthatmomentarevulsiontookplaceinhermind,andpridefoughtfuriouslywithlove——foratime。
ThiswassoonmadeapparenttoFannyDover。Whentheyretired,Zoelookedverygloomy;soFannyasked,rathersharply,"Well,whatisthematternow?Didn'tIdoitcleverly?"
"Yes,yes,toocleverly。Oh,Fanny,Ibegintorevoltagainstmyself。"
"Thisisnice!"saidFanny。"Goon,dear。ItisjustwhatIoughttohaveexpected。Youwerethere。Youhadonlytointerfere。Youdidn't。Andnowyouarediscontented。"
"Notwithyou。Spareme。Youarenottoblame,andIamveryunhappy。I
amlosingmyself-respect。Oh,ifthisgoeson,Ishallhatehim!"
"Yes,dear——forfiveminutes,andthenlovehimdouble。Come,don'tdeceiveyourself,anddon'ttormentyourself。Allyourtrouble,weshallleaveitbehindusto-morrow,andeveryhourwilltakeusfurtherfromit。"
Withthispracticalviewofmatters,shekissedZoeandhurriedtobed。
ButZoescarcelyclosedhereyesallnight。
Severnedidnotreachthehoteltillpasteleveno'clock,andwentstraighttohisownroom。
CHAPTERX。
ASHMEADaccompaniedMademoiselleKloskingtoherapartment。Itwaslighted,andtheclothlaidforsupperunderthechandelier,asnow-whiteHamburgdamask。Ashmeadtookthewinningsoutofhispocket,andproudlypiledthegoldandcrumplednotesinoneprodigiousmassuponthelinen,thatshonelikesatin,andmadethegoldlookdoublyinviting。Thenhedrewbackandgloatedonit。TheKlosking,too,stoodandeyedthepileofwealthwithamazementandacertainreverence。"Letmecountit,"saidAshmead。Hedidso,anditcametofourthousandninehundredandeighty-onepounds,Englishmoney。"Andtothink,"saidhe,"ifyouhadtakenmyadviceyouwouldnothaveapennyofthis!"
"I'lltakeyouradvicenow,"saidshe。"Iwillnevergambleagain。"
"Well,takemyadvice,andlockuptheswagbeforeacreatureseesit。
Homburgisfullofthieves。"
Shecomplied,andtookawaythemoneyinanapkin。
Ashmeadcalledafterhertoknowmightheordersupper。
"Ifyouwillbesokind。"
Ashmeadrejoicedatthisunguardedpermission,andorderedasupperthatmadeKarlstare。
TheKloskingreturnedinabouthalfanhour,cladinacrisp_peignoir。_
Ashmeadconfrontedher。"Ihaveorderedabottleofchampagne,"saidhe。
Heranswersurprisedhim。"Youhavedonewell。Wemustnowbegintoprovethetruthoftheoldproverb,'Cequivientdelaflutes'envaautambour。'"
AtsupperMr。Ashmeadwasthechiefdrinker,and,byanaturalconsequence,thechiefspeaker:heheldoutbrilliantprospects;hefavoredtheKloskingwithadiscourseonadvertising。Notalentavailedwithoutit;largeposters,pictures,window-cards,etc。;butashertalentwassuperlative,hemustnowendeavortokeepupwithitbyinventioninhisline——thepuffcircumstantial,thepuffpoetic,thepuffanecdotal,thepuffcontroversial,alltendingtoblowthefameoftheKloskingineveryeye,andringitineveryear。"Youtakemyadvice,"
saidhe,"anddevotethismoney,everypennyofit,toPublicity。Don'tyoutouchasingleshinerforanythingthatdoesnotreturnahundredpercent。Publicitydoes,whenthearticleisprime。"
"Youforget,"saidshe,"thismoneydoesnotallbelongtome。Anothercanclaimhalf;thegentlemanwithwhomweareinpartnership。"
Ashmeadlookedliterallyblue。"Nonsense!"saidhe,roughly。"Hecanonlyclaimhisfiftypounds。"
"Nay,myfriend。Itooktwoequalsums:onewashis,onemine。"
"Thathasnothingtodowithit。Hetoldmetobetforhim。Ididn't;andIshalltakehimbackhisfiftypoundsandsayso。Iknowwheretofindhim。"
"Where?"
"Thatismybusiness。Don'tyougomadnow,andbreakmyheart。"
"Well,myfriend,wewilltalkofittomorrowmorning。Itcertainlyisnotveryclear;andperhaps,afterIhaveprayedandslept,Imayseemoreplainlywhatisright。"
Ashmeadobservedshewaspale,andaskedher,withconcern,ifshewasill。
"No,notill,"saidshe,"butwornout。Myfriend,Iknewnotatthetimehowgreatwasmyexcitement;butnowIamconsciousthatthisafternoonI
havelivedaweek。Myverykneesgivewayunderme。"
Uponthisadmission,Ashmeadhurriedhertobed。
Shesleptsoundlyforsomehours;but,havingonceawakened,shefellintoahalf-sleeplessstate,andwasfullofdreamsandfancies。Thesepreyedonherso,thatsheroseanddispatchedaservanttoAshmead,withalineinpencilbegginghimtotakeanearlybreakfastwithher,atnineo'clock。
Assoonaseverhecameshebeganuponthetopicoflastnight。Shehadthoughtitover,andsaid,frankly,shewasnotwithouthopesthegentleman,ifhewasreallyagentleman,mightbecontentedwithsomethinglessthanhalf。Butshereallydidnotseehowshecouldrefusehimsomeshareofherwinnings,shouldhedemandit。"Thinkofit,"saidshe。"Thepoormanloses——fourhundredpounds,Ithinkyousaid。Thenhesays,'Betyouforme,'andgoesaway,trustingtoyourhonor。Hisluckchangesinmyhands。Ishetoloseallwhenheloses,andwinnothingwhenhewins,merelybecauseIamsofortunateastowinmuch?However,weshallhearwhat_he_says。Yougavehimyouraddress。"
"IsaidIwasat'TheGoldenStar,'"growledAshmead,inatonethatplainlyshowedhewasvexedwithhimselfforbeingsocommunicative。
"Thenhewillpayusavisitassoonashehears:soIneedgivemyselfnofurthertrouble。"
"Whyshouldyou?Waittillhecomes,"saidcraftyAshmead。
InaKloskingcolored。Shefeltherfriendwastemptingher,andfeltshewasnotquitebeyondthepoweroftemptation。
"Whatwashelike?"saidshe,toturntheconversation。
"ThehandsomestyoungfellowIeversaw。"
"Young,ofcourse?"
"Yes,quiteaboy。Atleast,helookedaboy。Tobesure,histalkwasnotlikeaboy's;veryprecocious,Ishouldsay。"
"Whatapity,tobegingamblingsoyoung!"
"Oh,heisallright。Ifheloseseveryfarthingofhisown,hewillmarrymoney。Anywomanwouldhavehim。Youneversawsuchacurleddarling。"
"Darkorfair?"
"Fair。Pink-and-white,likeagirl;ahandlikealady。"
"Indeed。Fineeyes?"
"Splendid!"
"Whatcolor?"
"Idon'tknow。Lordblessyou,amandoesnotexamineanotherman'seyes,likeyouladies。However,nowIthinkofit,therewasonecuriousthingIshouldknowhimbyanywhere。"
"Andwhatwasthat?"
"Well,yousee,hishairwasbrown;butjustabovetheforeheadhehadgotonelockthatwaslikeyourown——golditself。"
Whilehesaidthis,theKlosking'sfaceunderwentthemostrapidandstrikingchanges,andatlastshesatlookingathimwildly。
Itwassometimebeforehenoticedher,andthenhewasquitealarmedatherstrangeexpression。"Whatisthematter?"saidhe。"Areyouill?"
"No,no,no。Onlyalittle——astonished。Suchathingasthatisveryrare。"
"Thatitis。Ineversawacasebefore。"
"Notone,inallyourlife?"askedshe,eagerly。
"Well,no;notthatIremember。"
"Excusemeaminute,"saidInaKlosking,andwenthurriedlyfromtheroom。
Ashmeadthoughthermannerverystrange,butconcludedshewasalittleunhingedbyyesterday'sexcitement。Moreover,therefacedhimanomeletofenormoussize,andsavory。Hethoughtthisworthytodivideaman'sattentionevenwiththegreatcreature'stantrums。Hedevotedhimselftoit,anditoccupiedhimsoagreeablythathedidnotobservetheconductofMademoiselleKloskingonherreturn。Sheplacedthreephotographssoftlyonthetable,notveryfarfromhim,andthenresumedherseat;
buthereyeneverlefthim:andshegavemonosyllabicandalmostimpatientrepliestoeverythinghemumbledwithhismouthfullofomelet。
Whenhehaddonehisomelet,henoticedthephotographs。Theywereallcolored。Hetookoneup。Itwasanelderlywoman,sweet,venerable,andfair-haired。HelookedatIna,andatthephotograph,andsaid,"Thisisyourmother。"
"Itis。"
"Itisangelic——asmightbeexpected。"
Hetookupanother。
"Thisisyourbrother,Isuppose。Stop。Haloo!——whatisthis?Aremyeyesmakingafoolofme?"
Heheldoutthephotographatarm'slength,andstaredfromittoher。
"Why,madam,"saidhe,inanawestruckvoice,"thisisthegentleman——theplayer——I'dsweartohim。"
Inastartedfromherseatwhilehespoke。"Ah!"shecried,"Ithoughtso——myEdward!"andsatdown,tremblingviolently。
Ashmeadrantoher,andsprinkledwaterinherface,forsheseemedreadytofaint:butshemurmured,"No,no!"andsoonthecolorrushedintoherface,andsheclaspedherhandstogether,andcried,"Ihavefoundhim!"
andsoonthestormofvaryingemotionsendedintearsthatgaveherrelief。
Itwasalongtimebeforeshespoke;butwhenshedid,herspiritandhernaturalstrengthofcharactertooktheupperhand。
"Whereishe?"saidshe,firmly。
"Hetoldmehewasatthe'Russie。'"
"Wewillgothereatonce。Whenisthenexttrain?"
Ashmeadlookedathiswatch。"Intenminutes。Wecanhardlydoit。"
"Yes,wecan。Orderacarriagethisinstant。Iwillbereadyinoneminute。"
Theycaughtthetrain,andstarted。
Astheyglidedalong,Ashmeadbeggedhernottoacttoohurriedly,andexposeherselftoinsult。
"Whowilldareinsultme?"
"Nobody,Ihope。Still,Icannotbearyoutogointoastrangehotelhuntingthisman。Itismonstrous;butIamafraidyouwillnotbewelcome。Somethinghasjustoccurredtome;thereasonheranoffsosuddenlywas,hesawyoucoming。Therewasamirroropposite。Ah,weneednothavefearedhewouldcomebackforhiswinnings。Idiot——villain!"
"Youstabmetotheheart,"saidIna。"Heranawayatsightofme?Ah,Jesu,pityme!WhathaveIdonetohim?"
HonestAshmeadhadmuchadonottoblubberatthispatientcryofanguish,thoughthewomanherselfshednotearjustthen。Buthisjudgmentwasundimmedbypassion,andhegaveherthebenefit。"Takemyadvice,"saidhe,"andworkitthisway。ComeinaclosecarriagetothesidestreetthatisnearesttheRussie。I'llgointothehotelandaskforhimbyhisname——whatishisname?"
"Mr。EdwardSeverne。"
"AndsaythatIwasafraidtostakehismoney,butafriendofmine,thatisaboldplayer,undertookit,andhadagreatrunofluck。'Thereismoneyowingyou,'saysI,'andmyfriendhasbroughtit。'Thenheissuretocome。Youwillhaveyourveildown,I'llopenthecarriage-door,andtellhimtojumpin,and,whenyouhavegothimyoumustmakehimhearreason。I'llgiveyouagoodchance——I'llshutthecarriage-door。"
Inasmiledathisingenuity——herfirstsmilethatday。"Youareindeedafriend,"saidshe。"Hefearsreproaches,but,whenhefindsheiswelcome,hewillstaywithme;andheshallhavemoneytoplaywith,andamusehimselfhowhelikes。Ikepttootightareinonhim,poorfellow!
Mygoodmothertaughtmeprudence。"
"Yes,but,"saidAshmead,"youmustpromisemeonething:nottolethimknowhowmuchmoneyyouhavewon,andnottogo,likeagoose,andgivehimalotatonce。Itneverpaystopartwithpowerinthiswickedworld。
Yougivehimtwentypoundsadaytoplaywithwheneverheiscleanedout。
Thenthemoneywilllastyourtime,andhewillneverleaveyou。"
"Oh,howcold-heartedandwiseyouare!"saidshe。"Butsuchahumiliatingpositionfor_him!"_
"Don'tyoubesilly。Youwon'tkeephimanyotherway。"
"IwillbeaswiseasIcan,"sighedIna。"Ihavehadabitterlesson。
Onlybringhimtome,andthen,whoknows?Iamachange:mylovemayrevivehis,andnoneofthesepitiableprecautionsmaybeneeded。Theywouldlowerusboth。"
Ashmeadgroanedaloud。"Isee,"saidhe。"He'llsooncleanyouout。Ah,well!hecan'trobyouofyourvoice,andhecan'trobyouofyourAshmead。"
TheysoonreachedFrankfort。Ashmeadputherintoacarriageasagreed,andwenttotheRussie。
Inasat,withherveildown,inthecarriage,andwaitedAshmead'sreturnwithSeverne。Hewasalongtimecoming。Shebegantodoubt,andthentofear,andwonderwhyhewassolong。
Atlasthecameinsight。
Hewasalone。
Ashedrewnearershesawhisfacewasthoroughlydowncast。
"Mydearfriend,"hefaltered,"youareoutofluckto-day。"
"Hewillnotcomewithyou?"
"Oh,hewouldcomefastenough,ifhewasthere;butheisgone。"
"Gone!ToHomburg?"
"No。Unfortunately,heisgonetoEngland。Wentoff,bythefasttrain,anhourago。"
Inafellbackinsilence,justasifshehadbeenstruckintheface。
"HeistravelingwithanEnglishfamily,andtheyhavegonestraighthome。Herearetheirnames。Ilookedinthevisitors'book,andtalkedtotheservant,andall。Mr。Vizard,MissVizard——"
"Vizard?"
"Yes——MissMaitland,MissDover。See,Iwrotethemalldown。"
"Oh,Iamunfortunate!WhywasIeverborn?"
"Don'tsaythat,don'tsaythat。Itisannoying:butweshallbeabletotracehimnow;and,besides,Iseeotherwaysofgettingholdofhim。"
Inabrokeinuponhistalk。"Takemetothenearestchurch,"shecried。
"Man'swordsarevain。Ah,Jesu,letmecrytothee!"
Hetookhertothenearestchurch。Shewentin,andprayedforfulltwohours。Shecameout,paleandlistless,andAshmeadgotherhomehowhecould。Herverybodyseemedallcrushedandlimp。Ashmeadlefther,sadathearthimself。
SolongasshewasinsightAshmeadcouldthinkonlyofhermisery:butthemomentshewasoutofsight,herememberedthetheater。ShewasannouncedforRosinathatverynight。Hesawtroubleofallsortsbeforehim。Herantothetheater,ingreatalarm,andtoldthemanagershehadbeentakenveryill。Hemustchangethebill。
"Impossible!"wasthereply。"Ifshecan'tsing,Iclose。"
Ashmeadwentbackto"TheStar。"
Inawasinherbedroom。
Hesentinaline,"Canyousingtonight?Ifnothesayshemustclose。"
Thereplycamebackinratheratremblinghand。"Isuffertoomuchbyfalsehoodtobreakfaithmyself。Ishallpraytillnight:andthenI
shallsing。IfIdieonthestage,allthebetterforme。"
Wasnotthisagreatsoul?
CHAPTERXI。
THATsamemorningourEnglishpartysnatchedahastybreakfastintravelingattire。Severnewasnotthere;butsentwordtoVizardheshouldbethereintime。
Thisfilledthecup。Zoe'swoundedpridehadbeenrisinghigherandhigherallthenight,andshecamedownratherpale,frombrokenrest,andsternlyresolved。ShehadafewseriouswordswithFanny,andsketchedheroutalittlemapofconduct,whichshowedthatshehadthoughtthematterwellover。
Butherplanbidfairtobederanged:Severnewasnotatthestation:
thencameachange。Zoewasrestless,andcastanxiousglances。
Butatthesecondbellhedartedintothecarriage,asifhehadjustdispatchedsomewonderfulbusinesstogetthereintime。Whilethetrainwasstarting,hebusiedhimselfinarranginghisthings;but,oncestarted,heputonhissunnylookandpreparedtobe,asusual,thelifeandsouloftheparty。
But,foronce,hemetafrost。Zoewaswrappedinimpenetrable_hauteur,_
andFannyinpoliteindifference。Neverwaslossoffavormoreablymarkedwithouttheleastill-breeding,andnogoodhandlegiventoseekanexplanation。
Nodoubtastraightforwardman,withjusticeonhisside,wouldhaveaskedthemplumplywhetherhehadbeensounfortunateastooffend,andhow;andthiswaswhatZoesecretlywished,howevershemightseemtorepelit。ButSevernewastoocraftyforthat。Hehadlearnedtheartofwaiting。
Afterafeweffortsatconversationandsmoothrebuffs,heputonasurprised,mortified,andsorrowfulair,andawaitedtheattack,whichhefeltwouldcomesoonorlate。
Thisskillfulinertiabaffledthefair,inaman;inawoman,theymighthaveexpectedit;and,afterafewhours,Zoe'spatiencebegantowearout。
Thetrainstoppedfortwentyminutes,and,evenwhiletheyweresnatchingalittlerefreshment,thedarklocksandtheblondecameveryclosetogether;andZoe,exasperatedbyherownwoundedprideandthesullentorporofherlover,gaveFannyfreshinstructions,whichnobodywasbetterqualifiedtocarryoutthanthatyounglady,asnobodywasbetterabletobafflefemalestrategythanthegentleman。
Thistime,however,theladieshadcertainadvantages,tobalancehissubtletyandhishabitofstatinganything,trueorfalse,thatsuitedhisimmediatepurpose。
Theyopenedverycat-like。Fannyaffectedtobeoutgrowingherill-humor,andvolunteeredacivilwordortwotoSeverne。ThereuponZoeturnedsharplyawayfromFanny,asifshedisapprovedherconduct,andtookabook。Thiswasprettysly,anddone,Isuppose,toremoveallideaofconcertbetweenthefairassailants;whereasitwasasecretsignalfortheconcerttocomeintooperation,itbeingFanny'sparttoplayuponSeverne,andZoe'stowatch,fromhercorner,everylineamentofhisfaceunderfire。
"By-the-way,Mr。Severne,"saidFanny,aproposofachurchonahilltheywereadmiring,"didyougetyourwinnings?"
"Mywinnings!Youaresarcastical。"
"AmI?ReallyIdidnotintendtobe。"
"No,no;forgiveme;butthatdidseemalittlecruel。MissDover,Iwasaheavyloser。"
"Notwhilewewerethere。Theladyandgentlemanwhoplayedwithyourmoneywon,oh,suchadeal!"
"Thedeviltheydid!"
"Yes。Didyounotstaybehind,lastnight,togetit?WeneversawyouattheRussie。"
"Iwasveryill。"
"Bleedingatthenose?"
"No。Thatalwaysrelievesmewhenitcomes。Iamsubjecttofaintingfits:onceIlayinsensiblesolongtheyweregoingtoburyme。Now,dopraytellmewhatmakesyoufancyanybodywonalotwithmymoney。"
"Well,Iwill。Youknowyouleftfiftypoundsforafriendtobetwith。"
Severnestared;butwastooeagerforinformationtoquestionherhowsheknewthis。"Yes,Idid,"saidhe。
"Andyoureallydon'tknowwhatfollowed?"
"Goodheavens!howcanI?"
"Well,then,asyouranout——tofaint,MademoiselleKloskingcamein,justasshedidattheopera,youknow,thetimebefore,whenyouranout——tobleed。Sheslippedintoyourchair,theverymomentyouleftit;
andyourfriendwiththeflamingneck-tietoldheryouhadsethimtobetwithyourmoney。By-the-by,Mr。Severne,howonearthdoyouandMademoiselleKlosking,whohavebothsomuchtasteindress,cometohaveamutualfriend,vulgarityinperson,withavelveteencoatandanimpossibleneck-tie?"
"Whatareyoutalkingabout,MissDover?IdojustknowMademoiselleKlosking;ImetherinsocietyinVienna,twoyearsago:butthatcadI
commissionedtobetformeIneversawbeforeinmylife。Youarekeepingmeontenter-hooks。Mymoney——mymoney——mymoney!Ifyouhaveaheartinyourbosom,tellmewhatbecameofmymoney。"
Hewasviolent,forthefirsttimesincetheyhadknownhim,andhiseyesflashedfire。
"Well,"saidFanny,beginningtobepuzzledandratherfrightened,"thisman,whoyou_say_wasanewacquaintance——"
"WhomI_say?_DoyoumeantotellmeIamaliar?"Hefumbledeagerlyinhisbreast-pocket,andproducedacard。"There,"saidhe,"thisisthecardhegaveme,'Mr。JosephAshmead。'Now,maythistraindashoverthenextviaduct,andtakeyouandMissVizardtoheaven,andmetohell,ifIeversawMr。JosephAshmead'sfacebefore。THEMONEY!——THEMONEY!"
Heutteredthisfuriously,and,itisacuriousfact;butZoeturnedred,andFannypale。ItwasreallyinquiteacowedvoiceMissDoverwentontosay,"La!don'tflyoutlikethat。Well,then,themanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney;sothenMademoiselleKloskingsaidshewould;andsheplayed——oh,howshedidplay!Shedoubled,anddoubled,anddoubled,hundredsuponhundreds。Shemadeamountainofgoldandapyramidofbank-notes;andsheneverstoppedtillshebrokethebank——there!"
"Withmymoney?"gaspedSeverne。
"Yes;withyourmoney。Yourfriendwiththeloudtiepocketedit;Ibegyourpardon,notyourfriend——onlyhers。Harringtonsaysheisher_cherami。"_
"Themoneyismine!"heshrieked。"Idon'tcarewhoplayedwithit,itismine。AndthefellowhadtheimpudencetosendmebackmyfiftypoundstotheRussie。"
"What!yougavehimyouraddress?"thiswithaninvoluntaryglanceofsurpriseatZoe。
"Ofcourse。DoyouthinkIleaveamanfiftypoundstoplaywith,anddon'tgivehimmyaddress?Hehaswonthousandswithmymoney,andsentmebackmyfifty,forablind,thethief!"
"Well,reallyitistoobad,"saidFanny。"But,there——I'mafraidyoumustmakethebestofit。Ofcourse,theirsendingbackyourfiftypoundsshowstheymeantokeeptheirwinnings。"
"Youtalklikeawoman,"saidhe;then,grindinghisteeth,andstretchingoutalongmusculararm,hesaid,"I'lltaketheblackguardbythethroatandtearitoutofhim,thoughItearhislifeoutalongwithit。"
AllthistimeZoehadbeenlookingathimwithconcern,andevenwithadmiration。Heseemedmorebeautifulthanever,toher,undertheinfluenceofpassion,andmoreofaman。
"Mr。Severne,"saidshe,"becalm。Fannyhasmisledyou,withoutintendingit。Shedidnothearallthatpassedbetweenthosetwo;Idid。
Thevelveteenandneck-tiemanrefusedtobetwithyourmoney。ItwasMademoiselleKloskingwhobet,andwithherownmoney。Shetooktwenty-fivepoundsofherown,andtwenty-fivepoundsofyours,andwontwoorthreehundredinafewmoments。Surely,asagentleman,youcannotaskaladytodomorethanrepayyouyourtwenty-fivepounds。"
SevernewasalittlecowedbyZoe'sinterference。Hestoodhisground;
butsullenly,insteadofviolently。
"MissVizard,ifIwereweakenoughtotrustaladywithmymoneyatagamblingtable,Ishouldexpectfoulplay;forIneverknewaladyyetwhowouldnotcheat_atcards,_ifshecould。Itrustedmymoneytoatradesmantobetwith。Ifhetakesafemalepartner,thatisnobusinessofmine;heisresponsibleallthesame,andI'llhavemymoney。"
Hejumpedupattheword,andlookedoutatthewindow;heevenfumbledwiththedoor,andtriedtoopenit。
"Youhadbetterjumpout,"saidFanny。
"Andthentheywouldkeepmymoneyforgood。No;"saidhe,"I'llwaitfortheneareststation。"Hesunkbackintohisseat,lookingunutterablethings。
Fannylookedratherruefulatfirst;thenshesaid,spitefully,"Youmustbeverysureofyourinfluencewithyouroldsweetheart。Youforgetshehasgotanothernow——atradesman,too。Hewillsticktothemoney,andmakehersticktoit。Theirsendingthefiftypoundsshowsthat。"
Zoe'seyeswereonhimwithmicroscopicpower,and,withallhisself-command,shesawhimwinceandchangecolor,andgiveothersignsthatthisshafthadtoldinmanyways。
Heshuthiscountenancethenextmoment;butithadopened,andZoewasonfirewithjealousyandsuspicion。
FluctuatingFannyregrettedtheturnthingshadtaken。Shedidnotwanttoloseapleasantmalecompanion,andshefeltsureZoewouldbeunhappy,andcrosstoher,ifhewent。"Surely,Mr。Severne,"shesaid,"youwillnotdesertusandgobackforsosmallachance。Why,weareahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg,andallthenearertodearoldEngland。There,there——wemustbekindertoyou,andmakeyouforgetthismisfortune。"
Thusspokethetrimmer。Thereplytookherbysurprise。
"AndwhosefaultisitthatIamobligedtogetoutahundredandfiftymilesfromHomburg?Youknewallthis。Youcouldhavegotmeadelayofafewhourstogoandgetmydue。YouknowIamapoorman。Withallyourcleverness,youdon'tknowwhatmademepoor,oryouwouldfeelsomeremorse,perhaps;butyouknowIampoorwhenmostIcouldwishIwererich。Youhaveheardthatoldwomanthereflingmypovertyinmyteeth;
yetyoucouldkeepthisfromme——justtoassistacheatandplayuponthefeelingsofafriend。Now,whatgoodhasthatdoneyou,toinflictmiseryonmeinsport,onamanwhonevergaveyouamoment'spainifhecouldhelpit?"
Fannylookedruefullythiswayandthat,herfacebegantowork,andshelaiddownherarms,ifaladycanbesaidtodothatwholaysdownastrongweaponandtakesupastronger;inotherwords,sheburstoutcrying,andsaidnomore。Yousee,shewaspoorherself。
Severnetooknonoticeofher;hewasaccustomedtomakewomencry。Hethrusthisheadoutofthewindowinhopesofseeingastationnear,andhiswholebeingwasrestlessasifhewouldliketojumpout。
Whilehewasinthisconditionofmindandbody,thehandhehadoncekissedsotenderly,andshockedMissMaitland,passedanenvelopeoverhisshoulder,withtwolineswrittenonitinpencil:
"IfyouGOBACKTOHOMBURG,obligeMEBYREMAININGthere。"
Thisdemandsanexplanation;butitshallbebrief。
Fanny'sshrewdhint,thatthemoneycouldonlybeobtainedfromMdlle。
Klosking,hadpiercedZoethroughandthrough。Hermindgraspedallthathadhappened,allthatimpended,and,wiselydecliningtotryandaccountfor,orreconcile,allthejarringdetails,shesettled,withawoman'sbroadinstinct,that,somehoworother,hisgoingbacktoHomburgmeantgoingbacktoMademoiselleKlosking。Whetherthatladywouldbuyhimornot,shedidnotknow。Butgoingbacktohermeantgoingajourneytoseearival,withconsequencesillimitable。
Shehadcourage;shehadpride;shehadjealousy。Sheresolvedtoloseherlover,orhavehimalltoherself。Sharehimshewouldnot,norevenendurethetortureofthedoubt。
Shetookanenvelopeoutofhersatchel,andwiththepencilattachedtoherchatelainewrotethefatalwords,"IfyougobacktoHomburg,obligemebyremainingthere。"
Atthismomentshewasnotgoadedbypiqueoranypettyfeeling。Indeed,hisreproachtoFannyhadtouchedheralittle,anditwaswiththetearinhereyeshecametotheresolution,andhandedhimthatline,whichtoldhimsheknewhervalue,and,costwhatitmight,wouldpartwithanymanforeverratherthansharehimwiththeKloskingoranyotherwoman。
Severnetooktheline,eyedit,realizedit,fellbackfromthewindow,anddroppedintohisseat。ThisgaveZoeaconsolingsenseofpower。Shehadseenherloverragingandrestless,andwantingtojumpout,yetnowbeheldhimliterallyfelledwithawordfromherhand。
Heleanedhisheadinhishandinasortofbroken-down,collapsed,doggedwaythatmovedherpity,thoughhardlyherrespect。
By-and-byitstruckherasaverygravethingthathedidnotreplybyword,norevenbylook。Hecoulddecidewithaglance,andwhydidhehesitate?WashereallybalancingheragainstMademoiselleKloskingweightedwithashareofhiswinnings?
Thisdoubtwaswormwoodtoherprideandself-respect;buthiscrushedattitudeallayedinsomedegreethemereirritationhisdoubtcaused。
Theminutespassedandthemiles:stillthatbrokenfiguresatbeforeher,withhisfacehiddenbyhiswhitehand。
Zoe'scouragebegantofalter。Misgivingsseizedher。Shehadmadethatamatteroflovewhich,afterall,toaman,mightbeamerematterofbusiness。Hewaspoor,too,andshehadthrustherjealousybetweenhimandmoney。Hemighthavehispridetoo,andrebelagainstheraffront。
Asforhisthoughts,underthatcrushedexterior,whichheputonforablind,theyweresodeliberateandcalculatingthatIshallnotmixthemonthispagewiththatpureandgenerouscreature's。Anothertimewilldotorevealhissordidarithmetic。AsforZoe,shesettleddownintowishing,withallherheart,shehadnotsubmittedherloversoimperiouslytoatest,theseverityofwhichshenowsawshehadunderrated。
Presentlythespeedofthetrainbegantoslacken——alltoosoon。Shenowdreadedtolearnherfate。Wasshe,orwasshenot,worthafewthousandpoundsreadymoney?
Asignal-postwaspast,provingthattheywereabouttoenterastation。
Yetanother。Nowthewheelswerehardlyturning。Nowtheplatformwasvisible。Yethenevermovedhiswhite,delicate,womanishfingersfromhisforehead,butremainedstillabsorbed,andlookedundecided。
Atlastthemotionentirelyceased。Then,assheturnedherheadtoglean,ifpossible,thenameoftheplace,hestoleafurtiveglanceather。Shewaspallid,agitated。Heresolveduponhiscourse。
Assoonasthetrainstopped,heopenedthedoorandjumpedout,withoutawordtoZoe,orevenalook。
Zoeturnedpaleasdeath。"Ihavelosthim,"saidshe。
"No,no,"criedFanny。"See,hehasnottakenhiscaneandumbrella。"
_"They_willnotkeephimfromflyingtohismoneyandher,"moanedZoe。
"Didyounotsee?Heneveroncelookedatme。Hecouldnot。Iamsickatheart。"
ThissetFannyfluttering。"There,letmeouttospeaktohim。"
"Sitquiet,"saidZoe,sternly。
"No;no。Ifyoulovehim——"
"Idolovehim——passionately。And_therefore_I'lldieratherthansharehimwithanyone。"
"Butitisdreadfultobefixedhere,andnotallowedtomovehandorfoot。"
"Itisthelotofwomen。Letmefeelthehandofafriend,thatisall;
forIamsickatheart。"
Fannygaveherherhand,andallthesympathyhershallownaturehadtobestow。
Zoesatmotionless,grippingherfriend'shandalmostconvulsively,astatueoffemalefortitude。
Thissuspensecouldnotlastlong。Theofficialsorderedthetravelerstothecarriages;doorswereopenedandslammed;theenginegaveasnort,andonlyatthatmomentdidMr。EdwardSevernetearthedooropenandboltintothecarriage。
Oh,itwaspitiable,butlovely,toseethebloodrushintoZoe'sface,andthefireintohereye,andthesweetmouthexpandinasmileofjoyandtriumph!
Shesatamoment,almostparalyzedwithpleasure,andthencasthereyesdown,lesttheirfireshouldproclaimherfeelingstooplainly。
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