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第22章

  "Naturally。Especiallyateachnewplace。Onlyconceive:oneisalwaysanxiousonthestage;anditisonethingtocomebeforeapublicallstrangers,andnearlyallpoorjudges;itisanothertosee,allreadyforyourfirstnote,anoblefacebrightwithintelligenceandadmiration——thefaceofafriend。OftenthatonefaceistheonlyoneI
  allowmyselftosee。Ithidesthewholepublic。"
  "Thendon'tyoubesillyandsenditaway。I'lltellyoutheonefaultofyourcharacter:youthinktoomuchofotherpeople,andtoolittleofyourself。Now,thatiscontrarytotheschemeofnature。Wearesentintotheworldtotakecareofnumberone。"
  "What!"saidIna;"arewetobeallself-indulgence?Istheretobenoprinciple,nowomanlyprudence,foresight,discretion?No;Ifeelthesacrifice:butnopowershallhindermefrommakingit。Ifyoucannotpersuadehim,I'lldolikeothersingers。Iwillbeill,andquitthecompany。"
  "Don'tdothat,"saidRhoda。"Nowyouhaveputonyourironlook,itisnousearguing——Iknowthattomycost。There——Iwilltalktohim。Onlydon'thurryme;letmetakemyopportunity。"
  Thisbeingunderstood,Inawouldnotpartwithherforthepresent,buttookhertothetheater。Shedismissedherdresser,atRhoda'srequest,andRhodafilledthatoffice。Sotheycouldtalkfreely。
  Rhodahadneverbeenbehindthescenesofatheaterbefore,andshewentpryingabout,ignoringthemusic,forshewasalmostearless。Presently,whomshouldsheencounterbutEdwardSeverne。Shestartedandlookedathimlikeabasilisk。Heremovedhishatanddrewbackastepwithagreatairofrespectandhumility。ShewasshockedandindignantwithInaforlettinghimbeabouther。Shefollowedheroffthestageintoherdressingroom,andtookhertotask。"IhaveseenMr。Severnehere。"
  "Hecomeseverynight。"
  "Andyouallowhim?"
  "Itisthemanager。"
  "Buthewouldnotadmithim,ifyouobjected。"
  "Iamafraidtodothat。"
  "Why?"
  "Weshouldhavean_esclandre。_Ifindhehashadsomuchconsiderationformeastotellnooneourrelation;andashehasneverspokentome,IdothemostprudentthingIcan,andtakenonotice。Shouldheattempttointrudehimselfonme,thenitwillbetimetohavehimstoppedinthehall,andIshalldoit_cou'tequecou'te。_Ah,mydearfriend,mineisadifficultandtryingposition。"
  Afteraverylongwait,Inawentdownandsungherprincipalsong,withtheusualbravasandthundersofapplause。Shewascalledontwice,andassheretired,Severnesteppedforward,and,withalow,obsequiousbow,handedherabeautifulbouquet。Shetookitwithastatelycourtesy,butneverlookednorsmiled。
  Rhodasawthatandwondered。Shethoughttoherself,"Thatiscarryingpolitenessalongway。Tobesure,sheishalfaforeigner。"
  Havingdonehisnightlyhomage,Severneleftthetheater,andsoonafterwardtheperformanceconcluded,andInatookherfriendhome。
  Ashmeadwasinthehalltoshowhispatronesstohercarriage——adutyheneverfailedin。Rhodashookhandswithhim,andhesaid,"Delightedtoseeyouhere,miss。Youwillbeagreatcomforttoher。"
  Thetwofriendscommunedtilltwoo'clockinthemorning:butthelimitsofmytaleforbidmetorepeatwhatpassed。
  SufficeittosaythatRhodawasfairlypuzzledbythesituation;but,havingagreatregardforVizard,sawclearlyenoughthatheoughttobesentbacktoIslip。Shethoughtthatperhapstheverysightofherwouldwoundhispride,and,findinghismaniadiscoveredbyathirdperson,hewouldgoofhisownaccord:soshecalledonhim。
  Mylordreceivedherwithfriendlycomposure,andallhistalkwasaboutIslip。HedidnotcondescendtoexplainhispresenceatCarlisle。Heknewthat_quis'excuses'accuse,_andlefthertoremonstrate。Shehadhardlycourageforthat,andhopeditmightbeunnecessary。
  ShetoldInawhatshehaddone。Buthervisitwasfutile:atnighttherewasVizardinhisbox。
  NextdaythecompanyopenedinManchester。Vizardwasinhisboxthere——Severneinfront,tillIna'sprincipalsong。Thenhecameroundandpresentedhisbouquet。ButthistimehecameuptoRhodaGale,andaskedherwhetherapenitentmanmightpayhisrespectstoherinthemorning。
  Shesaidshebelievedtherewereveryfewpenitentsintheworld。
  "Iknowone,"saidhe。
  "Well,Idon't,then,"saidthevirago。"But_you_cancome,ifyouarenotafraid。"
  OfcourseInaKloskingknewofthisappointmenttwominutesafteritwasmade。Shemerelysaid,"Donotlethimtalkyouover。"
  "Heisnotsolikelytotalkmeoverasyou,"saidRhoda。
  "Youaremistaken,"wasIna'sreply。"Iamtheonepersonhewillneverdeceiveagain。"
  RhodaGalereceivedhisvisit:hedidnotbeataboutthebush,norfenceatall。Hedeclaredatoncewhathecamefor。Hesaid,"Atthefirstsightofyou,whomIhavebeensoungratefulto,Icouldnotspeak;butnowIthrowmyselfonyourforgiveness。Ithinkyoumusthaveseenthatmyingratitudehasneversatlightonme。"
  "Ihaveseenthatyouwereterriblyafraidofme,"saidshe。
  "IdaresayIwas。ButIamnotafraidofyounow;andhere,onmyknees,Iimploreyoutoforgivemybaseness,myingratitude。Oh,MissGale,youdon'tknowwhatitistobemadlyinlove;onehasnoprinciple,norightfeeling,againstarealpassion:andIwasmadlyinlovewithher。ItwasthroughfearoflosingherIdisownedmyphysician,mybenefactress,whohadsavedmylife。Miserablewretch!ItwasthroughfearoflosingherthatIbehavedlikearuffiantomyangelwife,andwouldhavecommittedbigamy,andbeenafelon。Whatwasallthisbutmadness?You,whoaresowise,willyounotforgivemeacrimethatdownrightinsanitywasthecauseof?"
  "Humph!ifIunderstandright,youwishmetoforgiveyouforlookinginmyface,andsayingtothewomanwhohadsavedyourlife,'Idon'tknowyou?'"
  "Yes——ifyoucan。No:nowyouputitinplainwords,Iseeitisnottobeforgiven。"
  "Youaremistaken。Itwaslikeastabtomyheart,andIcriedbitterlyoverit。"
  "ThenIdeservetobehanged;thatisall。"
  "But,onconsideration,IbelieveitisasmuchyournaturetobewickedasitismyangelIna'stobegood。SoIforgiveyouthatonething,youcharmingvillain。"Sheheldoutherhandtohiminproofofhergoodfaith。
  Hethrewhimselfonhiskneesdirectly,andkissedandmumbledherhand,andbedeweditwithhystericaltears。
  "Oh,don'tdothat,"saidshe;"orI'mboundtogiveyouagoodkick。I
  hateshemen。"
  "Givemeamoment,"saidhe,"andIwillbeamanagain。"
  Hesatwithhisfaceinhishands,gulpingalittle。
  "Come,"saidshe,cockingherheadlikeakeenjackdaw;"nowletushavetherealobjectofyourvisit。"
  "No,no,"saidhe,inadvertently——"anothertimewilldoforthat。Iamcontentwithyourforgiveness。NowIcanwait。"
  "Whatfor?"
  "Canyouask?Doyouconsiderthisahappystateofthings?"
  "Certainlynot。Butitcan'tbehelped:andwehavetothankyouforit。"
  "Itcouldbehelpedintime。Ifyouwouldpersuadehertotakethefirststep。"
  "Whatstep?"
  "Nottodisownherhusband。Tolethimatleastbeherfriend——herpenitent,humblefriend。Wearemanandwife。IfIweretosaysopublicly,shewouldadmitit。InthisrespectatleastIhavebeengenerous:willshenotbegeneroustoo?Whatharmcoulditdoherifwelivedunderthesameroof,andItookhertothetheater,andfetchedherhome,anddidlittlefriendlyofficesforher?"
  "Andsogotthethinedgeofthewedgein,eh?Mr。Severne,Ideclineallinterferenceinamattersodelicate,andinfavorofapersonwhowoulduseherasillasever,ifheoncesucceededinrecoveringheraffections。"
  Sothenshedismissedhimperemptorily。
  But,truetoVizard'sinterest,shecalledonhimagain,and,afterafewpreliminaries,lethimknowthatSevernewaseverynightbehindthescenes。
  Aspasmcrossedhisface。"Iamquiteawareofthat,"saidhe。"Butheisneveradmittedintoherhouse。"
  "Howdoyouknow?"
  "Heisunderconstantsurveillance。"
  "Spies?"
  "No。Thief-takers。AllfromScotlandYard。"
  "Andlovebringsmendowntothis。Whatisitfor?"
  "WhenIamsureofyourco-operation,Iwillletyouknowmyhopes。"
  "Hedoubtsmyfriendship,"saidRhodasorrowfully。
  "No;onlyyourdiscretion。"
  "Iwillbediscreet。"
  "Well,then,soonerorlater,heissuretoformsomeimproperconnectionorother;andthenIhopeyouwillaidmeinpersuadinghertodivorcehim。"
  "Thatisnotsoeasyinthiscountry。ItisnotlikeourWesternStates,where,thesayingis,theygiveyoufiveminutesatarailwaystationfordi——vorce。"
  "YouforgetsheisaGermanProtestantandthemarriagewasinthatcountry。Itwillbeeasyenough。"
  "Verywell;dismissitfromyourmind。Shewillnevercomebeforethepublicinthatway。NothingyounorIcouldurgewouldinduceher。"
  Vizardreplied,doggedly,"Iwillneverdespair,solongasshekeepshimoutofherhouse。"
  RhodatoldInaKloskingthis,andsaid,"Nowitisinyourownhands。Youhaveonlytoletyourcharmingvillainintoyourhouse,andMr。VizardwillreturntoIslip。"
  InaKloskingburiedherfaceinherhands,andthought。
  Atnight,Vizardinhisbox,asusual。Severnebehindthesceneswithhisbouquet。Butthisnighthestayedfortheballet,toseeaFrenchdanseusewhohadjoinedthem。Hewasacquaintedwithherbefore,andhadasprightlyconversationwithher。Inotherwords,herenewedanoldflirtation。
  Thenextoperanightallwentasusual。Vizardinthebox,lookingsadderthanusual。Rhoda'sgoodsensehadnotbeenentirelywasted。Severne,withhisbouquet,andhisgravehumility,untiltheplayended,andLaKloskingpassedoutintothehall。HerbackwashardlyturnedwhenMademoiselleLafontaine,dressedfortheballet,inamostspicycostume,danceduptoheroldfriend,andslappedhisfaceverysoftlywitharose,thensprungawayandstoodonherdefense。
  "I'llhavethatrose,"criedSeverne。
  "Nenni。"
  "Andakissintothebargain。"
  "Jamais。"
  "C'estcequenousverrons。"
  Hechasedher。Sheutteredafeigned"Ah!"anddartedaway。Hefollowedher;shecrossedthesceneattheback,whereitwasdark,boundedoveranopentrap,whichshesawjustintime,butSeverne,notseeingit,becauseshewasbetweenhimandit,fellthroughit,and,strikingthemazarine,fellintothecellar,fifteenfeetbelowthestage。
  Thescreamsofthedancerssoonbroughtacrowdroundthetrap,andreachedMademoiselleKloskingjustasshewasgoingouttohercarriage。
  "There!"shecried。"Anotheraccident!"andshecameback,makingsureitwassomepoorcarpentercometogrief,asusual。Onsuchoccasionsherpursewasalwaysready。
  TheybroughtSeverneupsensible,butmoaning,andbleedingatthetemple,andlookingallstreakyabouttheface。
  Theyweregoingtotakehimtotheinfirmary;butMademoiselleKlosking,withafaceofangelicpity,said,"No;hebleeds,hebleeds。Hemustgotomyhouse。"
  Theystaredalittle;butittakesagooddealtoastonishpeopleinatheater。
  Severnewascarriedout,hisheadhastilybandaged,andhewasliftedintoLaKlosking'scarriage。Oneofthepeopleofthetheaterwasdirectedtogoonthebox,andLaKloskingandAshmeadsupportedhim,andhewastakentoherlodgings。Shedirectedhimtobelaidonacouch,andaphysiciansentfor,MissGalenothavingyetreturnedfromLiverpool,whithershehadgonetoattendalecture。
  Ashmeadwentforthephysician。ButalmostatthedoorhemetMissGaleandMr。Vizard。
  "Miss,"saidhe,"youarewanted。Therehasbeenanaccident。Mr。Severnehasfallenthroughatrap,andintothecellar。"
  "Nobonesbroken?"
  "Nothe:hehasonlybrokenhishead;andthatwillcostherabrokenheart。"
  "Whereishe?"
  "WhereIhopednevertoseehimagain。
  "What!inherhouse?"saidRhodaand,hurriedoffatonce。
  "Mr。Ashmead,"saidVizard,"awordwithyou。"
  "Byallmeans,sir,"saidAshmead,"aswegoforthedoctor。Dr。Menteithhasagreatname。Helivesclosebyyourhotel,sir。
  Astheywent,Vizardaskedhimwhathemeantbysayingthisaccidentwouldcostherabrokenheart。
  "Why,sir,"saidAshmead,"heisonhisgoodbehaviortogetback;hasbeenformonthsbeggingandprayingjusttobeletliveunderthesameroof。Shehasalwaysrefused。Butsomefellowshavesuchluck。Idon'tsayhefelldownatraponpurpose;buthehasdoneit,andnobrokenbones,butplentyofblood。Thatistheverythingtoovercomeawoman'sfeelings;andsheisnotproofagainstpity。Hewillhaveheragain。Why,sheishisnursenow;andseehowthatwillwork。Wehaveaweek'smorebusinesshere;and,bybadluck,adeadfortnight,allalongofDublinfallingthroughunexpectedly。HeisasartfulasOldNick;hewillspinoutthatbrokenheadofhisandmakeitlastallthethreeweeks;andshewillnursehim,andhewillbeweak,andgrateful,andcry,andbegherpardonsixtimesaday,andsheisonlyawoman,afterall:andtheyaremanandwife,whenallisdone:theroadisbeaten。Theywillrunuponitagain,tillhistimeisuptoplaytherogueasbadasever。"
  "Youtortureme,"saidVizard。
  "IamafraidIdo,sir。ButIfeelitmyduty。Mr。Vizard,youareanoblegentleman,andIamonlywhatyousee;butthehumblestfolkwillhavetheirlikesanddislikes,andIhaveagreatrespectforyou,sir。I
  can'ttellyouthemixtureofthingsIfeelwhenIseeyouinthesameboxeverynight。Ofcourse,Iamheragent,andthehousewouldnotbecompletewithoutyou;butasamanIamsorry。Especiallynowthatshehaslethimintoherhouse。Takeahumblefriend'sadvice,sir,andcutit。Don'tyoucomebetweenanywomanandherhusband,especiallyapubliclady。Shewillneverbemoretoyouthansheis。Sheisagoodwoman,andhemustkeepgainingground。Hehasgotthepull。Rouseallyourpride,sir,andyourmanhood,andyouhavegotplentyofboth,andcutit;don'tlookrightnorleft,butcutit——andforgivemypresumption。"
  Vizardwasgreatlymoved。"Givemeyourhand,"hesaid;"youareaworthyman。I'llactonyouradvice,andneverforgetwhatIoweyou。Sticktomelikealeech,andseemeoffbythenexttrain,forIamgoingtotearmyheartoutofmybosom。"
  Luckilytherewasatraininhalfanhour,andAshmeadsawhimoff;thenwenttosupper。HedidnotreturntoIna'slodgings。HedidnotwanttoseeSevernenursed。Helikedthefellow,too;buthesawthroughhimclean;andheworshipedInaKlosking。
  CHAPTERXXX。
  AToneo'clocknextday,AshmeadreceivedanotefromMademoiselleKlosking,saying,"ArrangewithMr。X——toclosemytourwithManchester。Paythefortnight,ifrequired。"Shewaswiththecompanyatamonth'snoticeoneitherside,youmustunderstand。
  Insteadofgoingtothemanager,hewentatonce,inutterdismay,toMademoiselleKlosking,andtherelearnedinsubstancewhatImustnowbrieflyrelate。
  MissGalefoundEdwardSevernedepositedonasofa。Inawasonherkneesbyhisside,sponginghisbleedingtemple,withlooksofgentlepity。
  Strangetosay,thewoundwasinthesameplaceashiswife's,butmorecontused,andnolargeveinwasdivided。MissGalesoonstanchedthat。
  Sheaskedhimwherehispainwas。Hesaiditwasinhisheadandhisback;andhecastahaggard,anxiouslookonher。
  "Takemyarm,"saidshe。"Now,standup。"
  Hetried,butcouldnot,andsaidhislegswerebenumbed。MissGalelookedgrave。
  "Layhimonmybed,"saidLaKlosking。"Thatisbetterthanthesehardcouches。"
  "Youareright,"saidMissGale。"Ringfortheservants。Hemustbemovedgently。"
  Hewascarriedin,andsetupontheedgeofthebed,andhiscoatandwaistcoattakenoff。Thenhewaslaidgentlydownonthebed,andcoveredwithadownquilt。
  DoctressGalethenrequestedInatoleavetheroom,whileshequestionedthepatient。
  Inaretired。InamomentortwoMissGalecameouttohersoftly。
  Atsightofherface,LaKloskingsaid,"Oh,dear;itismoreseriousthanwethought。"
  "Veryserious。
  "PoorEdward!"
  "Collectallyourcourage,forIcannotlie,eithertopatientorfriend。"
  "Andyouareright,"saidLaKlosking,trembling。"Iseeheisindanger。"
  "Worsethanthat。Wherethere'sdangerthereishope。Herethereisnone。
  HEISADEADMAN!"
  "Oh,no!no!"
  "Hehasbrokenhisback,andnothingcansavehim。Hislowerlimbshavealreadylostsensation。Deathwillcreepovertherest。Donotdisturbyourmindwithidlehopes。YouhavetwothingstothankGodfor——thatyoutookhimintoyourownhouse,andthathewilldieeasily。Indeed,werehetosuffer,Ishouldstupefyhimatonce,fornothingcan_hurt_him。"
  InaKloskingturnedfaintandherkneesgavewayunderher。Rhodaministeredtoher;andwhileshewassoemployed,Dr。Menteithwasannounced。Hewasshownintothepatient,andtheaccidentdescribedtohim。Hequestionedthepatient,andexaminedhimalone。
  Hethencameout,andsaidhewoulddrawaprescription。Hedidso。
  "Doctor,"saidLaKlosking,"tellmethetruth。ItcannotbeworsethanI
  fear。"
  "Madam,"saidthedoctor,"medicinecandonothingforhim。Thespinalcordisdivided。Givehimanythinghefancies,andmyprescriptionifhesufferspain,nototherwise。ShallIsendyouanurse?"
  "No,"saidMademoiselleKlosking,_"we_willnursehimnightandday。"
  Heretired,andthefriendsenteredontheirsadduties。
  WhenSevernesawthembothbyhisbedside,withearnestlooksofpity,hesaid,"Donotworryyourselves。I'mbookedforthelongjourney。Ah,well,IshalldiewhereIoughttohavelived,andmighthave,ifIhadnotbeenafool。"
  Inaweptbitterly。
  Theynursedhimnightandday。Hesufferedlittle,andwhenhedid,MissGalestupefiedthepainatonce;for,asshetrulysaid,"Nothingcanhurthim。"Vitalitygraduallyretiredtohishead,andlingeredthereawholeday。But,tohislastmoment,theartofpleasingneverabandonedhim。Insteadofworryingforthisorthateverymoment,heshowedinthisdesperateconditionsingularpatienceandwell-bredfortitude。Hecheckedhiswife'stears;assuredheritwasallforthebest,andthathewasreconciledtotheinevitable。"IhavehadahappiertimethanIdeserve,"
  saidhe,"andnowIhaveapainlessdeath,nursedbytwosweetwomen。MyonlyregretisthatIshallnotbeabletorepayyourdevotion,Ina,norbecomeworthyofyourfriendship,MissGale。"
  Hediedwithoutfear,itbeinghisconvictionthatheshouldreturnafterdeathtothepreciseconditioninwhichhewasbeforebirth;andwhentheybeggedhimtoseeaclergyman,hesaid,"Praydonotgiveyourselvesorhimthattrouble。Icanmeltbackintotheuniversewithouthisassistance。"
  Heevendiedcontent;forthispolishedBohemianhadoftenforeseenthat,ifhelivedlong,heshoulddiemiserably。
  Butthemainfeatureofhisendwashisextraordinarypoliteness。HepaidMissGalecomplimentsjustasifhewereathiseaseonasofa:andscarceanhourbeforehisdeceasehesaid,faintly,"Ideclare——Ihavebeensobusy——dying——IhaveforgottentosendmykindregardstogoodMr。
  Ashmead。PraytellhimIdidnotforgethiskindnesstome。"
  Hejustceasedtolive,soquietwashisdeath,andasmilerestedonhisdeadfeatures,andtheywereasbeautifulasever。
  Soendedafair,perniciouscreature,endowedtoorichlywiththeartofpleasing,andquitedevoidofprinciple。Fewbadmenknewrightsowell,andwentsowrong。Inaburiedherfaceforhoursonhisbed,andkissedhiscoldfeaturesandhand。Shehadtoldhimbeforehediedshewouldrecallallherresolutions,ifhewouldlive。Buthewasgone。Deathburiesaman'smanyfaults,andhisfewvirtuesriseagain。Shemournedhimsincerely,andwouldnotbecomforted;shepurchasedaburyingplaceforever,andlaidhiminit;thenshetookherachingheartfaraway,andwaslosttothepublicandtoallherEnglishfriends。
  ThefaithfulRhodaaccompaniedherhalfwaytoLondon;thenreturnedtoherowndutiesinBarfordshire。
  CHAPTERXXXI。
  IMUSTnowretrogradealittletorelatesomethingrathercurious,andI
  hopenotuninteresting。
  ZoeVizardhadbeenforsometimeactingonMrs。Gale'sadvice;building,planningforthegoodofthepoor,andgoingoutofherselfmoreandmore。ShecomparednotesconstantlywithMissGale,andconceivedafriendshipforher。Ithadbeenalongtimecoming,becauseatfirstshedislikedMissGale'smannersverymuch。Butthatladyhadnursedhertenderly,andnowadvisedher,andZoe,whocouldnotdoanythingbyhalves,becamedevotedtoher。
  Asshewarmedtohergoodwork,shegavesignsofclearerjudgment。ShenevermentionedSeverne;butshenolongerabsolutelyavoidedInaKlosking'sname;andonedayshespokeofherasahigh-principledwoman;forwhichtheGalekissedheronthespot。
  Onenamesheoftenuttered,andalwayswithregretandself-reproach——LordUxmoor's。Ithinkthat,nowshewasherselfbuildingandplanningforthepermanentimprovementofthepoor,shefeltthetieofakindredsentiment。Uxmoorwasherpredecessorinthisgoodwork,too;andwouldhavebeenherassociate,ifshehadnotbeensoblind。
  Thisthoughtstruckdeepinher。HermindranmoreandmoreonUxmoor,hismanliness,hiscourageinherdefense,andhisgentlemanlyfortitudeandbraveryinleavingher,withoutaword,atherrequest。Runningoverallthese,sheoftenblushedwithshame,andhereyesfilledwithsorrowatthinkingofhowshehadtreatedhim;andlosthimforeverbynotdeservinghim。
  Sheevenmadeobliqueandtimidinquiries,butcouldlearnnothingofhim,exceptthathesentperiodicalremittancestoMissGale,formanaginghisimprovements。These,however,cameinthroughacountryagentfromatownagent,andleftnoclew。
  Butonefineday,withnowarningexcepttohisownpeople,LordUxmoorcamehome;andthenextdayrodetoHillstoketotalkmattersoverwithMissGale。Hewasfortunateenoughtofindherathome。Hethankedherforthezealandenthusiasmshehadshown,andtheprogresshisworkshadmadeunderhersupervision。
  HewasgoingawaywithoutevenmentioningtheVizardfamily。
  ButthecraftyGaledetainedhim。"GoingtoVizardCourt?"saidshe。
  "No,"saidhe,verydryly。
  "Ah,Iunderstand;butperhapsyouwouldnotmindgoingwithmeasfarasIslip。ThereissomethingthereIwishyoutosee。"
  "Humph?Isitanythingveryparticular?Because——"
  "Itis。Threecottagesrising,withlittleflowergardensinfront。
  Squareplotsbehind,andarrangementsforbreedingcalves,withotheringeniousnovelties。Anewheadcomeintoourbusiness,mylord。"
  "YouhaveconvertedVizard?Ithoughtyouwould。Heisasatiricalfellow,buthewilllistentoreason。"
  "No,itisnotMr。Vizard;indeed,itisnoconvertofmine。Itisanindependententhusiast。ButIreallybelieveyourworkathomehadsomehandinfiringherenthusiasm。"
  "Alady!DoIknowher?"
  "Youmay。IsupposeyouknoweverybodyinBarfordshire。Willyoucome?
  Do!"
  "OfcourseIwillcome,MissGale。Pleasetelloneofyourpeopletowalkmyhorsedownafterus。"
  Shehadherhatoninamoment,andwalkedhimdowntoIslip。
  Hertonguewasnotidleontheroad。"Youdon'taskafterthepeople,"
  saidshe。"There'spoorMissVizard。Shehadasadillness。Wewerealmostafraidweshouldloseher。"
  "Heavenforbid!"saidUxmoor,startledbythissuddennews。
  "MademoiselleKloskinggotquitewell;andoh!whatdoyouthink?Mr。
  Severneturnedouttobeherhusband。"
  "Whatisthat?"shoutedUxmoor,andstoppeddeadshort。"Mr。Severneamarriedman!"
  "Yes;andMademoiselleKloskingamarriedwoman。"
  "Youamazeme。Why,thatMr。SevernewaspayinghisattentionstoMissVizard。"
  "SoIusedtofancy,"saidRhodacarelessly。"Butyouseeitcameouthewasmarried,andsoofcourseshepackedhimoffwithafleainhisear。"
  "Didshe?Whenwasthat?"
  "Letmesee,itwasthe17thofOctober。"
  "Why,thatwastheverydayIleftEngland。"
  "Howodd!Whydidyounotstayanotherweek?Gentlemenaresoimpatient。
  Nevermind,thatisanoldstorynow。Hereweare;thosearethecottages。Theworkmenareatdinner。Tentoonetheenthusiastisthere:
  thisishertime。Youstayhere。I'llgoandsee。"
  Shewentoffontiptoe,andpeepedandpriedhereandthere,likeayoungwitch。Presentlyshetookafewstepstowardhim,withherfingermysteriouslytoherlips,andbeckonedhim。Heenteredintothepantomime——sheseemedsoearnestinit——andcametohersoftly。
  "Dojusttakeapeepinatthatopeningforadoor,"saidshe,"thenyou'llseeher;herbackisturned。Sheislovely;only,youknow,shehasbeenill,andIdon'tthinksheisveryhappy。"
  Uxmoorthoughtthispeepingatenthusiastsratheranoddproceeding,butMissGalehadprimedhiscuriosity,andhefeltnaturallyproudofafemalepupil。Hesteppeduplightly,lookedinatthedoor,and,tohisamazement,sawZoeVizardsittingonacarpenter'sbench,withherlovelyheadinthesun'srays。Hestarted,thengazed,thendevouredherwithhiseyes。
  What!wasthishispupil?
  Howgentleandsadsheseemed!Allhisstoicismmeltedatthesightofher。Shesatinasweet,pensiveattitude,paleanddrooping,but,tohisfancy,lovelierthanever。Shegavealittlesigh。Hisheartyearned。Shetookoutaletter,readitslowly,andsaid,softlyandslowly,"Poorfellow!"Hethoughtherecognizedhisownhandwriting,andcouldstandnomore。Herushed,in,andwasgoingtospeaktoher;butshescreamed,andnoconjurerevermadeacarddisappearquickerthanshedidthatletter,assheboundedawaylikeadeer,andstood,blushingscarlet,andpalpitatingallover。
  Uxmoorwasashamedofhis_brusquerie。_"WhatabruteIamtofrightenyoulikethis!"saidhe。"Prayforgiveme;butthesightofyou,afterallthesewearymonths——andyousaid'Poorfellow!'"
  "DidI?"saidZoe,faintly,lookingscared。
  "Yes,sweetZoe,andyouwerereadingaletter。"
  Noreply。
  "Ithoughtthepoorfellowmightbemyself。NotthatIamtobepitied,ifyouthinkofmestill。"
  "Ido,then——veryoften。Oh,LordUxmoor,Iwanttogodownonmykneestoyou。"
  "Thatisodd,now;foritisexactlywhatIshouldliketodotoyou。"
  "Whatfor?ItisIwhohavebehavedsoill。"
  "Nevermindthat;Iloveyou。"
  "Butyoumustn't。Youmustlovesomeworthyperson。"
  "Oh,youleavethattome。Ihavenootherintention。ButmayIjustseewhoseletteryouwerereading?"
  "Oh,praydon'taskme。"
  "Iinsistonknowing。"
  "Iwillnottellyou。Thereitis。"Shegaveittohimwithaguiltyair,andhidherface。
  "DearZoe,supposeIweretorepeattheofferImadehere?"
  "Iadviseyounot,"saidshe,allinaflurry。
  "Why?"
  "Because。Because——Imightsay'Yes。'"
  "Well,thenI'lltakemychanceoncemore。Zoe,willyoutryandloveme?"
  "Try?IbelieveIdoloveyou,ornearly。Ithinkofyouveryoften。"
  "Thenyouwilldosomethingtomakemehappy。"
  "Anything;everything。"
  "Willyoumarryme?"
  "Yes,thatIwill,"saidZoe,almostimpetuously;"andthen,"withagrandlookofconsciousbeauty,"Ican_make_youforgiveme。"
  Uxmoor,onthis,caughtherinhisarms,andkissedherwithsuchfirethatsheutteredalittlestifledcryofalarm;butitwassoonfollowedbyasighofcomplacency,andshesunk,resistless,onhismanlybreast。
  So,aftertwosieges,hecarriedthatfaircitadelbyassault。
  Thenletnotthemanlyheartdespair,nortakeamerebraceof"Noes"
  fromanywoman。Nothingshortofthreenegativesisserious。
  Theywalkedoutinarm-in-armandveryclosetoeachother;andhelefther,solemnlyengaged。
  Leavingthispairtothedelightsofcourtship,andgrowingaffectiononZoe'sside——forawarmattachmentofthenoblestkinddidgrow,bydegrees,outofherpenitence,andesteem,anddesiretorepairherfault——Imustnowtakeuptheotherthreadofthisnarrative,andapologizeforhavinginvertedtheorderofevents;foritwas,inreality,severaldaysafterthishappyscenethatMademoiselleKloskingsentforMissGale。
  CHAPTERXXXII。
  VIZARD,then,withAshmead,returnedhomeindespair;andZoe,nowhappyinherownmind,wasalltendernessandsisterlyconsolation。Theyopenedtheirheartstoeachother,andsheshowedherwishtorepaythedebtsheowedhim。Howfarshemighthavesucceeded,intime,willneverbeknown。
  Forhehadhardlybeenhomeaweek,whenMissGalereturned,allinblack,andtoldhimSevernewasdeadandburied。
  Hewasstartled,andevenshocked,rememberingoldtimes;butitwasnotinhumannatureheshouldbesorry。Nottobeindecorouslygladatsoopportuneanexitwasallthatcouldbeexpectedfromhim。
  Whenshehadgivenhimthedetails,hisfirstquestionwas,"Howdidshebearit?"
  "Sheisterriblycutup——morethanonewouldthinkpossible;forshewasiceandmarbletohimbeforehewashurttodeath。"
  "Whereisshe?"
  "GonetoLondon。Shewillwritetome,Isuppose——poordear。Butonemustgivehertime。"
  FromthathourVizardwasinastateofexcitement,hopingtohearfromInaKlosking,orabouther;butunwilling,fromdelicacy,tohurrymatters。
  Atlasthebecameimpatient,andwrotetoAshmead,whoseaddresshehad,andsaid,frankly,hehadadelicacyinintrudingonMademoiselleKlosking,inhergrief。Yethisownfeelingswouldnotallowhimtoseemtoneglecther。WouldMr。Ashmead,then,tellhimwhereshewas,asshehadnotwrittentoanyoneinBarfordshire——noteventohertriedfriend,MissGale。
  Hereceivedananswerbyreturnofpost。
  "DEARSIR——IamgrievedtotellyouthatMademoiselleKloskinghasretiredfrompubliclife。Shewrotetome,threeweeksago,fromDover,requestingmetoaccept,asatokenofheresteem,thesurplusmoneyI
  holdinhandforher——Ialwaysdrewhersalary——andbiddingmefarewell。
  Thesumincludedherprofitsbypsalmody,minusherexpenses,andwassolargeitcouldneverhavebeenintendedasamererecognitionofmyhumbleservices;andIthinkIhaveseldomfeltsodown-heartedasonreceivingthisprincelydonation。Ithasenabledmetotakebetteroffices,anditmaybethefoundationofalittlefortune;butIfeelthatIhavelostthetrulygreatladywhohasmadeamanofme。Sir,therelishisgoneformyoccupation:IcanneverbesohappyasIwasinworkingtheinterestsofthatgreatgenius,whosevoicemadeourleadingsopranisoundlikewhistles,andwhohonoredmewithherfriendship。Sir,shewasnotlikeotherleadingladies。Sheneverbragged,neverspokeillofanyone;and_you_cantestifytohervirtueandherdiscretion。
  "IamtrulysorrytolearnfromyouthatshehaswrittentonooneinBarfordshire。Isaw,byherlettertome,shehadleftthestage;butherdroppingyoualllooksasifshehadlefttheworld。Idohopeshehasnotbeensomadastogointooneofthosecursedconvents。
  "Mr。Vizard,IwillnowwritetofriendsinalltheContinentaltownswherethereisgoodmusic。Shewillnotbeabletokeepawayfromthatlong。Iwillalsosendphotographs;andhopewemayhearsomething。Ifnot,perhapsa_judiciousadvertisement_mightremindherthatsheisinflictingpainuponpersonstowhomsheisdear。Iam,sir,yourobligedandgratefulservant,JOSEPHASHMEAD。"
  Herewasablow。IreallybelieveVizardfeltthismoredeeplythanallhisotherdisappointments。
  Hebroodedoveritforadayortwo;andthen,ashethoughtMissGaleaveryill-usedperson,thoughnot,ofcourse,soill-usedashimself,hetookherAshmead'sletter。
  "Thisisnice!"saidshe。"There——Imustgiveuplovingwomen。Besides,theythrowmeoverthemomentamancomes,ifithappenstobetherightone。"
  "Unnaturalcreatures!"saidVizard。
  "Ungrateful,atallevents。"
  "Doyouthinkshehasgoneintoaconvent?"
  "Notshe。Inthefirstplace,sheisaProtestant;and,inthesecond,sheisnotafool。"
  "Iwilladvertise。"
  "Theidea!"
  "DoyouthinkIamgoingtositdownwithmyhandsbeforeme,andloseherforever?"
  "No,indeed;Idon'tthinkyouarethatsortofamanatall,ha!ha!"
  "Oh,MissGale,pityme。Tellmehowtofindher。ThatFannyDoversayswomenareonlyenigmastomen;theyunderstandoneanother。"
  "What,"saidRhoda,turningswiftlyonhim;"doesthatlittlechitpretendtoreadmynobleIna?"
  "Ifshecannot,perhapsyoucan。Youaresoshrewd。Dotellme,whatdoesitallmean?"
  "Itmeansnothingatall,Idaresay;onlyawoman'simpulse。Theyaresuchgeeseattimes,everyoneofthem。"
  "Oh,ifIdidbutknowwhatcountrysheisin,Iwouldransackit。"
  "Hum!——countriesarebiggishplaces。"
  "Idon'tcare。"
  "Whatwillyougivemetotellyouwheresheisatthismoment?"
  "AllIhaveintheworld。"
  "Thatissufficient。Well,then,firstassignmeyourestates;thenfetchmeanordnancemapofcreation,andIwillputmyfingeronher。"
  "Youlittlemockingfiend,you!"
  "Iamnot。I'matall,beneficentangel;andI'lltellyouwheresheis——fornothing。Keepyourland:whowantsit?——itisonlyabother。"
  "Forpity'ssake,don'ttriflewithme。"
  "Ineverwill,whereyourheartisinterested。SheisatZutzig。"
  "Ah,yougoodgirl!Shehaswrittentoyou。"
  "Notaline,themonster!AndI'llserveherout。I'llteachhertoplayhide-and-seekwithGale,M。D。!"
  "Zutzig!"saidVizard;"howcanyouknow?"
  "Whatdoesthatmatter?Well,yes——Iwillrevealthementalprocess。
  Firstofall,shehasgonetohermother。"
  "Howdoyouknowthat?"