cametoNewYorkandenteredtheserviceoftheLordandthebondsoftheChurch,HenryPendleton,asMrs。Argalls,andhaveremainedsoeversince。"
"ButyouwouldnotobjecttoYerbaknowingthatyoulived,andrightlyboreherfather'sname?"saidPendletoneagerly。
Thewomanlookedathimwithcompressedlips。"Ishould。Ihaveburiedallmypast,andallitsconsequences。Letmenotseektoreopenitorrecallthem。"
"Butifyouknewthatshewasasproudasyourself,andthatthisveryuncertaintyastohernameandparentage,althoughshehasneverknownthewholetruth,keptherfromtakingthenameandbecomingthewifeofamanwhomsheloves?"
"Whomsheloves!"
"Yes;oneofherguardians——Hathaway——towhomyouintrustedherwhenshewasachild。"
"PaulHathaway——butHEknewit。"
"Yes。ButSHEdoesnotknowhedoes。Hehaskeptthesecretfaithfully,evenwhensherefusedhim。"
Shewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,——
"Sobeit。Iconsent。"
"Andyou'llwritetoher?"saidthecoloneleagerly。
"No。ButYOUmay,andifyouwantthemIwillfurnishyouwithsuchproofsasyoumayrequire。"
"Thankyou。"Heheldouthishandwithsuchahappyyetchildishgratitudeuponhiswornfacethatherowntrembledslightlyasshetookit。"Good-by!"
"Ishallseeyousoon,"shesaid。
"Ishallbehere,"hesaidgrimly。
"Ithinknot,"shereturned,withthefirstrelaxationofhersmilelessface,andmovedaway。
Asshepassedoutsheaskedtoseethehousesurgeon。Howsoondidhethinkthepatientshehadbeenconversingwithcouldberemovedfromthehospitalwithsafety?DidMrs。Argallsmean"far?"Mrs。
ArgallsmeantasfarasTHAT——tenderinghercardandeminentlyrespectableaddress。Ah!——perhapsinaweek。Notbefore?Perhapsbefore,unlesscomplicationsensued;thepatienthadbeenmuchrundownphysically,though,asMrs。Argallshadprobablynoticed,hewassingularlystronginnervouswillforce。Mrs。ArgallsHAD
noticedit,andconsidereditanextraordinarycaseofconviction——
worthyoftheclosestwatchingandcare。Whenhewasabletobemovedshewouldsendherowncarriageandherownphysiciantosuperintendhistransfer。Inthemeantimehewastowantfornothing。Certainly,hehadgivenverylittletrouble,and,infact,wantedverylittle。Justnowhehadonlyaskedforpaper,pens,andink。
CHAPTERVIII。
AsMrs。Argalls'scarriagerolledintoFifthAvenue,itforamomentnarrowlygrazedanothercarriage,loadedwithluggage,drivinguptoahotel。TheabstractedtravelerwithinitwasPaulHathaway,whohadreturnedfromEuropethatmorning。
Paulenteredthehotel,and,goingtotheregistermechanically,turneditsleavesforthepreviousarrivals,withthesamehopelesspatiencethathadforthelastsixweeksaccompaniedthishabitualpreliminaryperformanceonhisarrivalattheprincipalEuropeanhotels。ForhehadlostalltraceofYerba,Pendleton,Milly,andtheBrionesfromthedayoftheirdeparture。TheentirepartyseemedtohaveseparatedatBasle,and,inthateight-hours'starttheyhadofhim,tohavedisappearedtothefourcardinalpoints。
HehadlingeredafewdaysinLondontotransactsomebusiness;hewouldlingerafewdayslongerinNewYorkbeforereturningtoSanFrancisco。
Thedailypapersalreadycontainedhisnameinthelistofthesteamerpassengerswhoarrivedthatmorning。ItmightmeetHER
eye,althoughhehadbeenhauntedduringthevoyagebyaterriblefancythatshewasstillinEurope,andhadeitherhiddenherselfinsomeobscureprovincialtownwiththehalf-crazyPendleton,orhadenteredaconvent,oreven,inrecklessdespair,hadacceptedthenameandtitleofsomepennilessnobleman。Itwasthismiserabledoubtthathadmadehishomewardjourneyattimesseemlikeacrueldesertionofher,whileatothermomentstheconvictionthatMilly'sCalifornianrelativesmightgivehimsomeclewtoherwhereaboutsmadehimfeverishlyfearfulofdelayinganhouronhiswaytoSanFrancisco。HedidnotbelievethatshehadtoleratedthecompanyofBrionesasinglemomentafterthesceneattheBadHof,andyethehadnoconfidenceinthecolonel'sattitudetowardstheMexican。Hopelessofthefutureasherletterseemed,stillitsnaiveandtacitconfessionofherfeelingsatthemomentwasallthatsustainedhim。
Twodayspassed,andhestilllingeredaimlesslyinNewYork。IntwodaysmorethePanamasteamerwouldsail——yetinhishesitationhehadputoffsecuringhispassage。HevisitedtheofficesofthedifferentEuropeansteamerlines,andexaminedtherecentpassengerlists,buttherewasnorecordofanyoftheparty。Whatmadehisquestseemthemorehopelesswashisbeliefthat,afterBriones'
revelation,shehadcastoffthenameofArguelloandtakensomeother。ShemightevenbeinNewYorkunderthatnewnamenow。
Onthemorningofthethirdday,amonghisletterswasonethatborethepostmarkofanotedsuburbansettlementofwealthyvilla-
ownersontheHudsonRiver。ItwasfromMillyWoods,statingthatherfatherhadreadofhisarrivalinthepapers,andbeggedhewoulddineandstaythenextnightwiththemat"UnderCliff,"ifhe"stillhadanyinterestinthefortunesofoldfriends。Ofcourse,"addedtheperenniallyincoherentMilly,"ifitboresyouwesha'n'texpectyou。"ThequickcolorcametoPaul'scareworncheek。Hetelegraphedassent,andatsunsetthatafternoonsteppedoffthetrainatalittleprivatewoodlandstation——soabnormallyrusticandpicturesqueinitsbrown-barkwallscoveredwithscarletVirginiacreepersthatitlookedlikeatheatricalerection。
Mr。Woods'sstationwagonwasinwaiting,butPaul,handingthedriverhisvalise,andascertainingthegeneraldirectionofthehouse,andthatitwasnotfardistant,toldhimtogoonandhewouldfollowafoot。Thetremorofvagueanticipationhadalreadycomeuponhim;somethingthatheknewnotwhetherhefearedorlongedfor,onlythatitwasinevitable,hadbeguntopossesshim。
Hewouldsoonrecoverhimselfintheflaringgloryofthiswoodland,andtheinvigorationofthishaleOctoberair。
Itwasabeautifulandbrilliantsunset,yetnotsobeautifulandbrilliantbutthatthewholeopulentforestaroundhimseemedtochallengeandrepeatitsrichestaswellasitsmostdelicatedyes。
Thereddeningwest,seenthroughanopeningofscarletmaples,wasnolongerred;thegoldengloryofthesun,sinkingoverapromontoryofgleamingyellowsumachthatjuttedoutintothenobleriver,wasshornofitsintenseradiance;attimesinthethickestwoodsheseemedsurroundedbyayellownimbus;attimessoluminouswastheglowofthesetranslucentleavesthatthepositionofthesunitselfseemedchanged,ortheshadowscastindefianceofitsglory。Ashewalkedon,longreachesofthelordlyplacidstreamathissidewerevisible,asfarastheterracesoftheoppositeshore,liftedonbasalticcolumns,themselvesstreakedandveinedwithgoldandfire。Paulhadseennothinglikethissincehisboyhood;foraninstantthegreatheroicsoftheSierranlandscapewereforgotteninthismagnificentharlequinade。
Adimfootpathcrossedtheroadinthedirectionofthehouse,whichforthelastfewmomentshadbeenslowlyetchingitselfasasoftvignetteinatintedaureoleofwalnutandmapleuponthesteelblueoftheriver。Hewashesitatingwhethertotakethisshortcutorcontinueonbytheroad,whenheheardtherustlingofquickfootstepsamongthefallenleavesofthevariegatedthicketthroughwhichitstole。Hestoppedshort,theleafyscreenshiveredandparted,andatallgracefulfigure,likeadrapedandhiddenColumbine,burstthroughitspaintedfoliage。ItwasYerba!
Sheranquicklytowardshim,withpartedlips,shiningeyes,andafewscarletleavesclingingtothestuffofherworsteddressinawaythatrecalledthepinkpetalsofRosario。
"WhenIsawyouwerenotinthewagonandknewyouwerewalkingI
slippedouttointerceptyou,asIhadsomethingtotellyoubeforeyousawtheothers。Ithoughtyouwouldn'tmind。"Shestopped,andsuddenlyhesitated。
Whatwasthisnewstrangeshynessthatseemedtodroophereyelids,herproudhead,andeventheslimhandthathadbeensoimpulsivelyandfranklyoutstretchedtowardshim?Andhe——Paul——whatwashedoing?Wherewasthispassionateoutburstthathadfilledhisheartfornightsanddays?Wherethiseagertumultuousquestioningthathisfeverishlipshadrehearsedhourbyhour?Wherethisdesperatecouragethatwouldsweepthewholeworldawayifitstoodbetweenthem?Where,indeed?Hewasstandingonlyafewfeetfromher——cold,silent,andtremulous!
Shedrewbackastep,liftedherheadwithaquicktossthatseemedtocondensethemoistureinhershiningeyes,andsentwhatmighthavebeenaglitteringdew-dropflyingintotheloosedtendrilsofherhair。Calmanderectagain,sheputherlittlehandtoherjacketpocket。
"IonlywantedyoutoreadaletterIgotyesterday,"shesaid,takingoutanenvelope。
Thespellwasbroken。Paulcaughteagerlyatthehandthatheldtheletter,andwouldhavedrawnhertohim;butsheputhimasidegravelybutsweetly。
"Readthatletter!"
"TellmeofYOURSELFfirst!"hebrokeoutpassionately。"Whyyoufledfromme,andwhyInowfindyouhere,bythemerestchance,withoutawordofsummonsfromyourself,Yerba?Tellmewhoiswithyou?Areyoufreeandyourownmistress——freetoactforyourselfandme?Speak,darling——don'tbecruel!SincethatnightIhavelongedforyou,soughtforyou,andsufferedforyoueverydayandhour。TellmeifIfindyouthesameYerbawhowrote"——
"Readthatletter!"
"Icarefornonebuttheoneyouleftme。Ihavereadandrereadit,Yerba——carrieditalwayswithme。See!Ihaveithere!"Hewasintheactofwithdrawingitfromhisbreast-pocket,whensheputupherhandpiteously。
"Please,Paul,please——readthisletterfirst!"
Therewassomethinginhernewsupplicatinggrace,stillretainingthefaintestsuggestionofheroldgirlisharchness,thatstruckhim。Hetooktheletterandopenedit。ItwasfromColonelPendleton。
Plainly,concisely,andformally,withoutgivingthenameofhisauthorityorsuggestinghisinterviewwithMrs。Argalls,hehadinformedYerbathathehaddocumentarytestimonythatshewasthedaughterofthelateJosedeArguello,andlegallyentitledtobearhisname。Acopyoftheinstructionsgiventohiswife,recognizingYerbaBuena,thewardoftheSanFranciscoTrust,ashischildandhers,andleavingtothemotherthechoiceofmakingitknowntoherandothers,wasinclosed。
PaulturnedanunchangedfaceuponYerba,whowaswatchinghimeagerly,uneasily,almostbreathlessly。
"AndyouthinkthisconcernsME!"hesaidbitterly。"Youthinkonlyofthis,whenIspeakofthepreciousletterthatbademehope,andbroughtmetoyou?"
"Paul,"saidthegirl,withwonderingeyesandhesitatinglips;"doyoumeantosaythat——that——thisis——nothingtoyou?"
"Yes——butforgiveme,darling!"hebrokeoutagain,withasuddenvagueremorsefulness,asheoncemoresoughtherelusivehand。"I
amabrute——anegotist!IforgotthatitmightbesomethingtoYOU。"
"Paul,"continuedthegirl,hervoicequiveringwithastrangejoy,"doyousaythatyou——YOUyourself,carenothingforthis?"
"Nothing,"heanswered,gazingathertransfiguredfacewithadmiringwonder。
"And"——moretimidly,asafaintaurorakindledinherchecks——"thatyoudon'tcare——that——that——IamcomingtoyouWITHANAME,togiveyouin——exchange?"
Hestarted。
"Yerba,youarenotmockingme?Youwillbemywife?"
Shesmiled,yetmovingsoftlybackwardswiththegravestatelinessofavanishingyetbeckoninggoddess,untilshereachedthesumach-
bushfromwhichshehademerged。Hefollowed。Anotherbackwardstep,andityieldedtoletherthrough;butevenasitdidsoshecaughthiminherarms,andforasinglemomentitcloseduponthemboth,andhidtheminitsglory。Astilllingeringsong-bird,possiblyconvincedthathehadmistakentheseason,andthatspringhadreallycome,flewoutwithalittlecrytocarrythemessagesouth;buteventhenPaulandYerbaemergedwithsuchinnocent,childlikegravity,and,sidebyside,walkedsocomposedlytowardsthehouse,thathethoughtbetterofit。
CHAPTERIX。
ItwasonlytheTHIRDtimetheyhadevermet——didPaulconsiderthatwhenhethoughthercold?DidheknownowwhyshehadnotunderstoodhimatRosario?Didheunderstandnowhowcalculatingandselfishhehadseemedtoherthatnight?Couldhelookherinthefacenow——no,hemustbequiet——theyweresonearthehouse,andeverybodycouldseethem!——andsaythathehadeverbelievedhercapableofmakingupthatstoryoftheArguellos?Couldhenothaveguessedthatshehadsomememoryofthatnameinherchildishrecollections,howorwheresheknewnot?Wasitstrangethatadaughtershouldhaveaninstinctofherfather?Wasitkindtohertoknowallthishimselfandyetrevealnothing?Becausehermotherandfatherhadquarreled,andhermotherhadrunawaywithsomebodyandleftherawardtostrangers——wasthattobeconcealedfromher,andsheleftwithoutaname?This,andmuchmore,tenderlyreproachful,bewilderingandsweetlyillogical,yetinexpressiblydeartoPaul,astheywalkedoninthegloaming。
Moretothepurpose,however,thefactthatBriones,asfarassheknew,didnotknowhermother,andneverbeforethenightatStrudleBadhadeverspokenofher。Stillmoretothepurpose,thathehaddisappearedafteraninterviewwiththecolonelthatnight,andthatshebelievedalwaysthatthecolonelhadboughthimoff。ItwasnotwithHERmoney。Shehadsometimesthoughtthatthecolonelandhewereinconfidence,andthatwaswhyshehadlatelydistrustedPendleton。ButshehadrefusedtotakethenameofArguelloagainafterthatscene,andhadcalledherselfonlybythenamehehadgivenher——wouldheforgiveherforeverspeakingofitasshehad?——YerbaBuena。Butonshipboard,atMilly'ssuggestion,andtokeepawayfromBriones,hernamehadappearedonthepassengerlistasMissGood,andtheyhadcome,nottoNewYork,butBoston。
ItwaspossiblethatthecolonelhadextractedtheinformationhesentherFROMBriones。TheyhadpartedfromPendletoninLondon,ashewasgrumpyandqueer,and,asMillythought,becomingverymiserlyandavariciousashegrewolder,forhewasalwaysquarrelingoverthehotelbills。ButhehadMrs。Woods'sNewYorkaddressatUnderCliff,and,ofcourse,guessedwhereshewas。
Therewasnoaddressonhisletter:hehadsaidhewouldwriteagain。
Thusmuchuntiltheyreachedthestepsoftheveranda,andMilly,flyingdown,wasostentatiouslyoverwhelmedwiththeunexpectedappearanceofMr。PaulHathawayandYerba,whomshehadbeenwatchingfromthewindowforthelasttenminutes。ThentheappearanceofMr。Woods,Californianandreminiscent,andMrs。
Woods,metropolitan,languid,andforgetful,andthesuddenandformalretirementofthegirls。AnarchandindefinablemysteryintheairwheneverPaulandYerbaappearedtogether——ofwhicheventheservantswerediscreetlyconscious。
AtdinnerMr。WoodsagainbecameretrospectiveandCalifornian,anddweltuponthechangeshehadnoticed。Itappearedtheoldpioneershadinfewcasesattainedacomfortablefortunefortheiroldage。"Iknow,"headded,"thatyourfriendColonelPendletonhasdroppedagooddealofmoneyoverinEurope。Somebodytoldmethatheactuallywasreducedtotakeasteeragepassagehome。Itlooksasifhemightgamble——it'sanoldCaliforniancomplaint。"
AsPaul,whohadbecomesuddenlygraveagain,didnotspeak,Mrs。
Woodsremindedthemthatshehadalwaysdoubtedthecolonel'smoralprinciples。Oldashewas,hehadnevergotoverthatfreedomoflifeandsocialopinionwhichhehadimbibedinearlydays。Forherpart,shewasverygladhehadnotreturnedfromEuropewiththegirls,though,ofcourse,thepresenceofDonCaesarandhissisterduringtheirEuropeansojournwasacorrective。AsPaul'sfacegrewdarkerduringthislanguidcriticism,Yerba,whohadbeenwatchingitwithanewandabsorbingsympathy,seizedthefirstmomentwhentheyleftthetabletointerrogatehimwithheartbreakingeyes。
"Youdon'tthink,Paul,thatthecolonelisreallypoor?"
"Godonlyknows,"saidPaul。"Itrembletothinkhowthatscoundrelmayhavebledhim。"
"Andallforme!Paul,dear,youknowyouweresayinginthewoodsthatyouwouldnever,nevertouchmymoney。What"——exultingly——"ifwegaveittohim?"
WhatanswerPaulmadedidnottranspire,foritseemedtohavebeenindicatedbyanintervalofprofoundsilence。
Butthenextmorning,asheandMr。Woodswereclosetedinthelibrary,Yerbabrokeinuponthemwithapatheticfaceandatelegraminherhand。"Oh,Paul——Mr。Hathaway——IT'STRUE!"
Paulseizedthetelegramquickly:ithadnosignature,onlytheline:"ColonelPendletonisdangerouslyillatSt。John'sHospital。"
"Imustgoatonce,"saidPaul,rising。
"Oh,Paul"——imploringly——"letmegowithyou!Ishouldneverforgivemyselfif——ANDIT'SADDRESSEDTOME,andwhatwouldhethinkifIdidn'tcome?"
Paulhesitated。"Mrs。WoodswillletMillygowithusandshecanstayatthehotel。Sayyes,"shecontinued,seekinghiseyeseagerly。
Heconsented,andinhalfanhourtheywereinthetrainforNewYork。LeavingMillyatthehotel,ostensiblyindeferencetotheWoods'sprejudices,butreallytosavethepresenceofathirdpartyatthismeeting,PauldrovewithYerbarapidlytothehospital。Theywereadmittedtoananteroom。Thehousesurgeonreceivedthemrespectfully,butdoubtingly。Thepatientwasalittlebetterthismorning,butveryweak。Therewasaladynowwithhim——amemberofareligiousandcharitableguild,whohadtakenthegreatestinterestinhim——indeed,shehadwishedtotakehimtoherownhome——buthehaddeclinedatfirst,andnowhewastooweaktoberemoved。
"ButIreceivedthistelegram:itmusthavebeensentathisrequest,"protestedYerba。
Thehousesurgeonlookedatthebeautifulface。Hewasmortal。Hewouldseeifthepatientwasabletostandanotherinterview;
possiblytheregularvisitormightwithdraw。
Whenhehadgone,anattendantvolunteeredtheinformationthattheoldgentlemanwasperhapsalittleexcitedattimes。Hewasawonderfulman;hehadseenagreatdeal;hetalkedmuchofCaliforniaandtheearlydays;hewasveryinteresting。Ah,itwouldbeallrightnowifthedoctorfoundhimwellenough,fortheladywasalreadygoing——thatwasshe,comingthroughthehall。
Shecameslowlytowardsthem——erect,gray,grim——astillhandsomeapparition。Paulstarted。Tohishorror,Yerbaranimpulsivelyforward,andsaideagerly:"Ishebetter?Canheseeusnow?"
Thewomanhaltedaninstant,seemedtogathertheprayer-bookandreticuleshewascarryingclosertoherbreast,butwasotherwiseunchanged。ReplyingtoPaulratherthantheyounggirl,shesaidrigidly:"ThepatientisabletoseeMr。HathawayandMissYerbaBuena,"andpassedslowlyon。Butasshereachedthedoorsheunloosedherblackmourningveilfromherbonnet,andseemedtodropitacrossherfacewiththegesturethatPaulrememberedshehadusedtwelveyearsago。
"Shefrightensme!"saidYerba,turningasuddenlystartledfaceonPaul。"Oh,Paul,Ihopeitisn'tanomen,butshelookedlikesomeonefromthegrave!"
"Hush!"saidPaul,turningawayafacethatwaswhiterthanherown。"Theyarecomingnow。"
Thehousesurgeonhadreturnedatriflegraver。Theymightseehimnow,buttheymustbewarnedthathewanderedattimesalittle;
and,ifhemightsuggest,ifitwasanythingoffamilyimportance,theyhadbettermakethemostoftheirtimeandhislucidintervals。Perhapsiftheywereoldfriends——VERYoldfriends——hewouldrecognizethem。Hewaswanderingmuchinthepast——alwaysinthepast。
Theyfoundhimintheendoftheward,butsocarefullyprotectedandpartitionedoffbyscreensthatthespacearoundhiscothadalltheprivacyandsecurityofanapartment。Hewasverymuchchanged;theywouldscarcelyhaveknownhim,butforthedelicatelycurvedaquilineprofileandthelongwhitemoustache——nowsofaintandetherealizedastoseemamerespiritwingthatrestedonhispillow。Totheirsurpriseheopenedhiseyeswithasmileofperfectrecognition,and,withthinfingersbeyondthecoverlid,beckonedtothemtoapproach。YettherewasstillashadowofhisoldreserveinhisreceptionofPaul,and,althoughonehandinterlockedthefingersofYerba——whohadatfirstrushedimpulsivelyforwardandfallenonherkneesbesidethebed——andtheothersoftlyplaceditselfuponherhead,hiseyeswerefixedupontheyoungman'swiththeceremoniousnessduetoastranger。
"Iamgladtosee,sir,"hebeganinaslow,broken,butperfectlyaudiblevoice,"thatnowyouare——satisfiedwiththeright——ofthisyounglady——tobearthenameof——Arguello——andherrelationship——
sir——tooneoftheoldest"——
"But,mydearoldfriend,"brokeoutPaul,earnestly,"INEVER
caredforthat——Ibegyoutobelieve"——
"Henever——never——caredforit——dear,dearcolonel,"sobbedYerba,passionately:"itwasallmyfault——hethoughtonlyofme——youwronghim!"
"Ithinkotherwise,"saidthecolonel,withgrimandrelentlessdeliberation。"Ihaveavivid——impression——sir——ofan——interviewI
hadwithyou——attheSt。Charles——whereyousaid"——Hewassilentforamoment,andtheninaquitedifferentvoicecalledfaintly——
"George!"
PaulandYerbaglancedquicklyateachother。
"George,setoutsomerefreshmentfortheHonorablePaulHathaway。
Thebest,sir——youunderstand……Agoodnigger,sir——agoodboy;andheneverleavesme,sir。Only,bygad!sir,hewillstarvehimselfandhisfamilytobewithme。IbroughthimwithmetoCaliforniaawaybackinthefallof'forty-nine。Thoseweretheearlydays,sir——theearlydays。"
Hisheadhadfallenbackquiteeasilyonthepillownow;butaslightfilmseemedtobeclosingoverhisdarkeyes,liketheinnerlidofaneaglewhenitgazesuponthesun。
"Theyweretheolddays,sir——thedaysofMen——whenaman'sWORD
wasenoughforanything,andhistrigger-fingersettledanydoubt。
WhentheTrustthathetookfromMan,Woman,orChildwasneverbroken。Whenthetide,sir,thatsweptthroughtheGoldenGatecameupasfarasMontgomeryStreet。"
Hedidnotspeakagain。ButtheywhostoodbesidehimknewthatthetidehadoncemorecomeuptoMontgomeryStreet,andwascarryingHarryPendletonawaywithit。