首页 >出版文学> A Ward of the Golden Gate>第8章
  cametoNewYorkandenteredtheserviceoftheLordandthebondsoftheChurch,HenryPendleton,asMrs。Argalls,andhaveremainedsoeversince。"
  "ButyouwouldnotobjecttoYerbaknowingthatyoulived,andrightlyboreherfather'sname?"saidPendletoneagerly。
  Thewomanlookedathimwithcompressedlips。"Ishould。Ihaveburiedallmypast,andallitsconsequences。Letmenotseektoreopenitorrecallthem。"
  "Butifyouknewthatshewasasproudasyourself,andthatthisveryuncertaintyastohernameandparentage,althoughshehasneverknownthewholetruth,keptherfromtakingthenameandbecomingthewifeofamanwhomsheloves?"
  "Whomsheloves!"
  "Yes;oneofherguardians——Hathaway——towhomyouintrustedherwhenshewasachild。"
  "PaulHathaway——butHEknewit。"
  "Yes。ButSHEdoesnotknowhedoes。Hehaskeptthesecretfaithfully,evenwhensherefusedhim。"
  Shewassilentforamoment,andthensaid,——
  "Sobeit。Iconsent。"
  "Andyou'llwritetoher?"saidthecoloneleagerly。
  "No。ButYOUmay,andifyouwantthemIwillfurnishyouwithsuchproofsasyoumayrequire。"
  "Thankyou。"Heheldouthishandwithsuchahappyyetchildishgratitudeuponhiswornfacethatherowntrembledslightlyasshetookit。"Good-by!"
  "Ishallseeyousoon,"shesaid。
  "Ishallbehere,"hesaidgrimly。
  "Ithinknot,"shereturned,withthefirstrelaxationofhersmilelessface,andmovedaway。
  Asshepassedoutsheaskedtoseethehousesurgeon。Howsoondidhethinkthepatientshehadbeenconversingwithcouldberemovedfromthehospitalwithsafety?DidMrs。Argallsmean"far?"Mrs。
  ArgallsmeantasfarasTHAT——tenderinghercardandeminentlyrespectableaddress。Ah!——perhapsinaweek。Notbefore?Perhapsbefore,unlesscomplicationsensued;thepatienthadbeenmuchrundownphysically,though,asMrs。Argallshadprobablynoticed,hewassingularlystronginnervouswillforce。Mrs。ArgallsHAD
  noticedit,andconsidereditanextraordinarycaseofconviction——
  worthyoftheclosestwatchingandcare。Whenhewasabletobemovedshewouldsendherowncarriageandherownphysiciantosuperintendhistransfer。Inthemeantimehewastowantfornothing。Certainly,hehadgivenverylittletrouble,and,infact,wantedverylittle。Justnowhehadonlyaskedforpaper,pens,andink。
  CHAPTERVIII。
  AsMrs。Argalls'scarriagerolledintoFifthAvenue,itforamomentnarrowlygrazedanothercarriage,loadedwithluggage,drivinguptoahotel。TheabstractedtravelerwithinitwasPaulHathaway,whohadreturnedfromEuropethatmorning。
  Paulenteredthehotel,and,goingtotheregistermechanically,turneditsleavesforthepreviousarrivals,withthesamehopelesspatiencethathadforthelastsixweeksaccompaniedthishabitualpreliminaryperformanceonhisarrivalattheprincipalEuropeanhotels。ForhehadlostalltraceofYerba,Pendleton,Milly,andtheBrionesfromthedayoftheirdeparture。TheentirepartyseemedtohaveseparatedatBasle,and,inthateight-hours'starttheyhadofhim,tohavedisappearedtothefourcardinalpoints。
  HehadlingeredafewdaysinLondontotransactsomebusiness;hewouldlingerafewdayslongerinNewYorkbeforereturningtoSanFrancisco。
  Thedailypapersalreadycontainedhisnameinthelistofthesteamerpassengerswhoarrivedthatmorning。ItmightmeetHER
  eye,althoughhehadbeenhauntedduringthevoyagebyaterriblefancythatshewasstillinEurope,andhadeitherhiddenherselfinsomeobscureprovincialtownwiththehalf-crazyPendleton,orhadenteredaconvent,oreven,inrecklessdespair,hadacceptedthenameandtitleofsomepennilessnobleman。Itwasthismiserabledoubtthathadmadehishomewardjourneyattimesseemlikeacrueldesertionofher,whileatothermomentstheconvictionthatMilly'sCalifornianrelativesmightgivehimsomeclewtoherwhereaboutsmadehimfeverishlyfearfulofdelayinganhouronhiswaytoSanFrancisco。HedidnotbelievethatshehadtoleratedthecompanyofBrionesasinglemomentafterthesceneattheBadHof,andyethehadnoconfidenceinthecolonel'sattitudetowardstheMexican。Hopelessofthefutureasherletterseemed,stillitsnaiveandtacitconfessionofherfeelingsatthemomentwasallthatsustainedhim。
  Twodayspassed,andhestilllingeredaimlesslyinNewYork。IntwodaysmorethePanamasteamerwouldsail——yetinhishesitationhehadputoffsecuringhispassage。HevisitedtheofficesofthedifferentEuropeansteamerlines,andexaminedtherecentpassengerlists,buttherewasnorecordofanyoftheparty。Whatmadehisquestseemthemorehopelesswashisbeliefthat,afterBriones'
  revelation,shehadcastoffthenameofArguelloandtakensomeother。ShemightevenbeinNewYorkunderthatnewnamenow。
  Onthemorningofthethirdday,amonghisletterswasonethatborethepostmarkofanotedsuburbansettlementofwealthyvilla-
  ownersontheHudsonRiver。ItwasfromMillyWoods,statingthatherfatherhadreadofhisarrivalinthepapers,andbeggedhewoulddineandstaythenextnightwiththemat"UnderCliff,"ifhe"stillhadanyinterestinthefortunesofoldfriends。Ofcourse,"addedtheperenniallyincoherentMilly,"ifitboresyouwesha'n'texpectyou。"ThequickcolorcametoPaul'scareworncheek。Hetelegraphedassent,andatsunsetthatafternoonsteppedoffthetrainatalittleprivatewoodlandstation——soabnormallyrusticandpicturesqueinitsbrown-barkwallscoveredwithscarletVirginiacreepersthatitlookedlikeatheatricalerection。
  Mr。Woods'sstationwagonwasinwaiting,butPaul,handingthedriverhisvalise,andascertainingthegeneraldirectionofthehouse,andthatitwasnotfardistant,toldhimtogoonandhewouldfollowafoot。Thetremorofvagueanticipationhadalreadycomeuponhim;somethingthatheknewnotwhetherhefearedorlongedfor,onlythatitwasinevitable,hadbeguntopossesshim。
  Hewouldsoonrecoverhimselfintheflaringgloryofthiswoodland,andtheinvigorationofthishaleOctoberair。
  Itwasabeautifulandbrilliantsunset,yetnotsobeautifulandbrilliantbutthatthewholeopulentforestaroundhimseemedtochallengeandrepeatitsrichestaswellasitsmostdelicatedyes。
  Thereddeningwest,seenthroughanopeningofscarletmaples,wasnolongerred;thegoldengloryofthesun,sinkingoverapromontoryofgleamingyellowsumachthatjuttedoutintothenobleriver,wasshornofitsintenseradiance;attimesinthethickestwoodsheseemedsurroundedbyayellownimbus;attimessoluminouswastheglowofthesetranslucentleavesthatthepositionofthesunitselfseemedchanged,ortheshadowscastindefianceofitsglory。Ashewalkedon,longreachesofthelordlyplacidstreamathissidewerevisible,asfarastheterracesoftheoppositeshore,liftedonbasalticcolumns,themselvesstreakedandveinedwithgoldandfire。Paulhadseennothinglikethissincehisboyhood;foraninstantthegreatheroicsoftheSierranlandscapewereforgotteninthismagnificentharlequinade。
  Adimfootpathcrossedtheroadinthedirectionofthehouse,whichforthelastfewmomentshadbeenslowlyetchingitselfasasoftvignetteinatintedaureoleofwalnutandmapleuponthesteelblueoftheriver。Hewashesitatingwhethertotakethisshortcutorcontinueonbytheroad,whenheheardtherustlingofquickfootstepsamongthefallenleavesofthevariegatedthicketthroughwhichitstole。Hestoppedshort,theleafyscreenshiveredandparted,andatallgracefulfigure,likeadrapedandhiddenColumbine,burstthroughitspaintedfoliage。ItwasYerba!
  Sheranquicklytowardshim,withpartedlips,shiningeyes,andafewscarletleavesclingingtothestuffofherworsteddressinawaythatrecalledthepinkpetalsofRosario。
  "WhenIsawyouwerenotinthewagonandknewyouwerewalkingI
  slippedouttointerceptyou,asIhadsomethingtotellyoubeforeyousawtheothers。Ithoughtyouwouldn'tmind。"Shestopped,andsuddenlyhesitated。
  Whatwasthisnewstrangeshynessthatseemedtodroophereyelids,herproudhead,andeventheslimhandthathadbeensoimpulsivelyandfranklyoutstretchedtowardshim?Andhe——Paul——whatwashedoing?Wherewasthispassionateoutburstthathadfilledhisheartfornightsanddays?Wherethiseagertumultuousquestioningthathisfeverishlipshadrehearsedhourbyhour?Wherethisdesperatecouragethatwouldsweepthewholeworldawayifitstoodbetweenthem?Where,indeed?Hewasstandingonlyafewfeetfromher——cold,silent,andtremulous!
  Shedrewbackastep,liftedherheadwithaquicktossthatseemedtocondensethemoistureinhershiningeyes,andsentwhatmighthavebeenaglitteringdew-dropflyingintotheloosedtendrilsofherhair。Calmanderectagain,sheputherlittlehandtoherjacketpocket。
  "IonlywantedyoutoreadaletterIgotyesterday,"shesaid,takingoutanenvelope。
  Thespellwasbroken。Paulcaughteagerlyatthehandthatheldtheletter,andwouldhavedrawnhertohim;butsheputhimasidegravelybutsweetly。
  "Readthatletter!"
  "TellmeofYOURSELFfirst!"hebrokeoutpassionately。"Whyyoufledfromme,andwhyInowfindyouhere,bythemerestchance,withoutawordofsummonsfromyourself,Yerba?Tellmewhoiswithyou?Areyoufreeandyourownmistress——freetoactforyourselfandme?Speak,darling——don'tbecruel!SincethatnightIhavelongedforyou,soughtforyou,andsufferedforyoueverydayandhour。TellmeifIfindyouthesameYerbawhowrote"——
  "Readthatletter!"
  "Icarefornonebuttheoneyouleftme。Ihavereadandrereadit,Yerba——carrieditalwayswithme。See!Ihaveithere!"Hewasintheactofwithdrawingitfromhisbreast-pocket,whensheputupherhandpiteously。
  "Please,Paul,please——readthisletterfirst!"
  Therewassomethinginhernewsupplicatinggrace,stillretainingthefaintestsuggestionofheroldgirlisharchness,thatstruckhim。Hetooktheletterandopenedit。ItwasfromColonelPendleton。
  Plainly,concisely,andformally,withoutgivingthenameofhisauthorityorsuggestinghisinterviewwithMrs。Argalls,hehadinformedYerbathathehaddocumentarytestimonythatshewasthedaughterofthelateJosedeArguello,andlegallyentitledtobearhisname。Acopyoftheinstructionsgiventohiswife,recognizingYerbaBuena,thewardoftheSanFranciscoTrust,ashischildandhers,andleavingtothemotherthechoiceofmakingitknowntoherandothers,wasinclosed。
  PaulturnedanunchangedfaceuponYerba,whowaswatchinghimeagerly,uneasily,almostbreathlessly。
  "AndyouthinkthisconcernsME!"hesaidbitterly。"Youthinkonlyofthis,whenIspeakofthepreciousletterthatbademehope,andbroughtmetoyou?"
  "Paul,"saidthegirl,withwonderingeyesandhesitatinglips;"doyoumeantosaythat——that——thisis——nothingtoyou?"
  "Yes——butforgiveme,darling!"hebrokeoutagain,withasuddenvagueremorsefulness,asheoncemoresoughtherelusivehand。"I
  amabrute——anegotist!IforgotthatitmightbesomethingtoYOU。"
  "Paul,"continuedthegirl,hervoicequiveringwithastrangejoy,"doyousaythatyou——YOUyourself,carenothingforthis?"
  "Nothing,"heanswered,gazingathertransfiguredfacewithadmiringwonder。
  "And"——moretimidly,asafaintaurorakindledinherchecks——"thatyoudon'tcare——that——that——IamcomingtoyouWITHANAME,togiveyouin——exchange?"
  Hestarted。
  "Yerba,youarenotmockingme?Youwillbemywife?"
  Shesmiled,yetmovingsoftlybackwardswiththegravestatelinessofavanishingyetbeckoninggoddess,untilshereachedthesumach-
  bushfromwhichshehademerged。Hefollowed。Anotherbackwardstep,andityieldedtoletherthrough;butevenasitdidsoshecaughthiminherarms,andforasinglemomentitcloseduponthemboth,andhidtheminitsglory。Astilllingeringsong-bird,possiblyconvincedthathehadmistakentheseason,andthatspringhadreallycome,flewoutwithalittlecrytocarrythemessagesouth;buteventhenPaulandYerbaemergedwithsuchinnocent,childlikegravity,and,sidebyside,walkedsocomposedlytowardsthehouse,thathethoughtbetterofit。
  CHAPTERIX。
  ItwasonlytheTHIRDtimetheyhadevermet——didPaulconsiderthatwhenhethoughthercold?DidheknownowwhyshehadnotunderstoodhimatRosario?Didheunderstandnowhowcalculatingandselfishhehadseemedtoherthatnight?Couldhelookherinthefacenow——no,hemustbequiet——theyweresonearthehouse,andeverybodycouldseethem!——andsaythathehadeverbelievedhercapableofmakingupthatstoryoftheArguellos?Couldhenothaveguessedthatshehadsomememoryofthatnameinherchildishrecollections,howorwheresheknewnot?Wasitstrangethatadaughtershouldhaveaninstinctofherfather?Wasitkindtohertoknowallthishimselfandyetrevealnothing?Becausehermotherandfatherhadquarreled,andhermotherhadrunawaywithsomebodyandleftherawardtostrangers——wasthattobeconcealedfromher,andsheleftwithoutaname?This,andmuchmore,tenderlyreproachful,bewilderingandsweetlyillogical,yetinexpressiblydeartoPaul,astheywalkedoninthegloaming。
  Moretothepurpose,however,thefactthatBriones,asfarassheknew,didnotknowhermother,andneverbeforethenightatStrudleBadhadeverspokenofher。Stillmoretothepurpose,thathehaddisappearedafteraninterviewwiththecolonelthatnight,andthatshebelievedalwaysthatthecolonelhadboughthimoff。ItwasnotwithHERmoney。Shehadsometimesthoughtthatthecolonelandhewereinconfidence,andthatwaswhyshehadlatelydistrustedPendleton。ButshehadrefusedtotakethenameofArguelloagainafterthatscene,andhadcalledherselfonlybythenamehehadgivenher——wouldheforgiveherforeverspeakingofitasshehad?——YerbaBuena。Butonshipboard,atMilly'ssuggestion,andtokeepawayfromBriones,hernamehadappearedonthepassengerlistasMissGood,andtheyhadcome,nottoNewYork,butBoston。
  ItwaspossiblethatthecolonelhadextractedtheinformationhesentherFROMBriones。TheyhadpartedfromPendletoninLondon,ashewasgrumpyandqueer,and,asMillythought,becomingverymiserlyandavariciousashegrewolder,forhewasalwaysquarrelingoverthehotelbills。ButhehadMrs。Woods'sNewYorkaddressatUnderCliff,and,ofcourse,guessedwhereshewas。
  Therewasnoaddressonhisletter:hehadsaidhewouldwriteagain。
  Thusmuchuntiltheyreachedthestepsoftheveranda,andMilly,flyingdown,wasostentatiouslyoverwhelmedwiththeunexpectedappearanceofMr。PaulHathawayandYerba,whomshehadbeenwatchingfromthewindowforthelasttenminutes。ThentheappearanceofMr。Woods,Californianandreminiscent,andMrs。
  Woods,metropolitan,languid,andforgetful,andthesuddenandformalretirementofthegirls。AnarchandindefinablemysteryintheairwheneverPaulandYerbaappearedtogether——ofwhicheventheservantswerediscreetlyconscious。
  AtdinnerMr。WoodsagainbecameretrospectiveandCalifornian,anddweltuponthechangeshehadnoticed。Itappearedtheoldpioneershadinfewcasesattainedacomfortablefortunefortheiroldage。"Iknow,"headded,"thatyourfriendColonelPendletonhasdroppedagooddealofmoneyoverinEurope。Somebodytoldmethatheactuallywasreducedtotakeasteeragepassagehome。Itlooksasifhemightgamble——it'sanoldCaliforniancomplaint。"
  AsPaul,whohadbecomesuddenlygraveagain,didnotspeak,Mrs。
  Woodsremindedthemthatshehadalwaysdoubtedthecolonel'smoralprinciples。Oldashewas,hehadnevergotoverthatfreedomoflifeandsocialopinionwhichhehadimbibedinearlydays。Forherpart,shewasverygladhehadnotreturnedfromEuropewiththegirls,though,ofcourse,thepresenceofDonCaesarandhissisterduringtheirEuropeansojournwasacorrective。AsPaul'sfacegrewdarkerduringthislanguidcriticism,Yerba,whohadbeenwatchingitwithanewandabsorbingsympathy,seizedthefirstmomentwhentheyleftthetabletointerrogatehimwithheartbreakingeyes。
  "Youdon'tthink,Paul,thatthecolonelisreallypoor?"
  "Godonlyknows,"saidPaul。"Itrembletothinkhowthatscoundrelmayhavebledhim。"
  "Andallforme!Paul,dear,youknowyouweresayinginthewoodsthatyouwouldnever,nevertouchmymoney。What"——exultingly——"ifwegaveittohim?"
  WhatanswerPaulmadedidnottranspire,foritseemedtohavebeenindicatedbyanintervalofprofoundsilence。
  Butthenextmorning,asheandMr。Woodswereclosetedinthelibrary,Yerbabrokeinuponthemwithapatheticfaceandatelegraminherhand。"Oh,Paul——Mr。Hathaway——IT'STRUE!"
  Paulseizedthetelegramquickly:ithadnosignature,onlytheline:"ColonelPendletonisdangerouslyillatSt。John'sHospital。"
  "Imustgoatonce,"saidPaul,rising。
  "Oh,Paul"——imploringly——"letmegowithyou!Ishouldneverforgivemyselfif——ANDIT'SADDRESSEDTOME,andwhatwouldhethinkifIdidn'tcome?"
  Paulhesitated。"Mrs。WoodswillletMillygowithusandshecanstayatthehotel。Sayyes,"shecontinued,seekinghiseyeseagerly。
  Heconsented,andinhalfanhourtheywereinthetrainforNewYork。LeavingMillyatthehotel,ostensiblyindeferencetotheWoods'sprejudices,butreallytosavethepresenceofathirdpartyatthismeeting,PauldrovewithYerbarapidlytothehospital。Theywereadmittedtoananteroom。Thehousesurgeonreceivedthemrespectfully,butdoubtingly。Thepatientwasalittlebetterthismorning,butveryweak。Therewasaladynowwithhim——amemberofareligiousandcharitableguild,whohadtakenthegreatestinterestinhim——indeed,shehadwishedtotakehimtoherownhome——buthehaddeclinedatfirst,andnowhewastooweaktoberemoved。
  "ButIreceivedthistelegram:itmusthavebeensentathisrequest,"protestedYerba。
  Thehousesurgeonlookedatthebeautifulface。Hewasmortal。Hewouldseeifthepatientwasabletostandanotherinterview;
  possiblytheregularvisitormightwithdraw。
  Whenhehadgone,anattendantvolunteeredtheinformationthattheoldgentlemanwasperhapsalittleexcitedattimes。Hewasawonderfulman;hehadseenagreatdeal;hetalkedmuchofCaliforniaandtheearlydays;hewasveryinteresting。Ah,itwouldbeallrightnowifthedoctorfoundhimwellenough,fortheladywasalreadygoing——thatwasshe,comingthroughthehall。
  Shecameslowlytowardsthem——erect,gray,grim——astillhandsomeapparition。Paulstarted。Tohishorror,Yerbaranimpulsivelyforward,andsaideagerly:"Ishebetter?Canheseeusnow?"
  Thewomanhaltedaninstant,seemedtogathertheprayer-bookandreticuleshewascarryingclosertoherbreast,butwasotherwiseunchanged。ReplyingtoPaulratherthantheyounggirl,shesaidrigidly:"ThepatientisabletoseeMr。HathawayandMissYerbaBuena,"andpassedslowlyon。Butasshereachedthedoorsheunloosedherblackmourningveilfromherbonnet,andseemedtodropitacrossherfacewiththegesturethatPaulrememberedshehadusedtwelveyearsago。
  "Shefrightensme!"saidYerba,turningasuddenlystartledfaceonPaul。"Oh,Paul,Ihopeitisn'tanomen,butshelookedlikesomeonefromthegrave!"
  "Hush!"saidPaul,turningawayafacethatwaswhiterthanherown。"Theyarecomingnow。"
  Thehousesurgeonhadreturnedatriflegraver。Theymightseehimnow,buttheymustbewarnedthathewanderedattimesalittle;
  and,ifhemightsuggest,ifitwasanythingoffamilyimportance,theyhadbettermakethemostoftheirtimeandhislucidintervals。Perhapsiftheywereoldfriends——VERYoldfriends——hewouldrecognizethem。Hewaswanderingmuchinthepast——alwaysinthepast。
  Theyfoundhimintheendoftheward,butsocarefullyprotectedandpartitionedoffbyscreensthatthespacearoundhiscothadalltheprivacyandsecurityofanapartment。Hewasverymuchchanged;theywouldscarcelyhaveknownhim,butforthedelicatelycurvedaquilineprofileandthelongwhitemoustache——nowsofaintandetherealizedastoseemamerespiritwingthatrestedonhispillow。Totheirsurpriseheopenedhiseyeswithasmileofperfectrecognition,and,withthinfingersbeyondthecoverlid,beckonedtothemtoapproach。YettherewasstillashadowofhisoldreserveinhisreceptionofPaul,and,althoughonehandinterlockedthefingersofYerba——whohadatfirstrushedimpulsivelyforwardandfallenonherkneesbesidethebed——andtheothersoftlyplaceditselfuponherhead,hiseyeswerefixedupontheyoungman'swiththeceremoniousnessduetoastranger。
  "Iamgladtosee,sir,"hebeganinaslow,broken,butperfectlyaudiblevoice,"thatnowyouare——satisfiedwiththeright——ofthisyounglady——tobearthenameof——Arguello——andherrelationship——
  sir——tooneoftheoldest"——
  "But,mydearoldfriend,"brokeoutPaul,earnestly,"INEVER
  caredforthat——Ibegyoutobelieve"——
  "Henever——never——caredforit——dear,dearcolonel,"sobbedYerba,passionately:"itwasallmyfault——hethoughtonlyofme——youwronghim!"
  "Ithinkotherwise,"saidthecolonel,withgrimandrelentlessdeliberation。"Ihaveavivid——impression——sir——ofan——interviewI
  hadwithyou——attheSt。Charles——whereyousaid"——Hewassilentforamoment,andtheninaquitedifferentvoicecalledfaintly——
  "George!"
  PaulandYerbaglancedquicklyateachother。
  "George,setoutsomerefreshmentfortheHonorablePaulHathaway。
  Thebest,sir——youunderstand……Agoodnigger,sir——agoodboy;andheneverleavesme,sir。Only,bygad!sir,hewillstarvehimselfandhisfamilytobewithme。IbroughthimwithmetoCaliforniaawaybackinthefallof'forty-nine。Thoseweretheearlydays,sir——theearlydays。"
  Hisheadhadfallenbackquiteeasilyonthepillownow;butaslightfilmseemedtobeclosingoverhisdarkeyes,liketheinnerlidofaneaglewhenitgazesuponthesun。
  "Theyweretheolddays,sir——thedaysofMen——whenaman'sWORD
  wasenoughforanything,andhistrigger-fingersettledanydoubt。
  WhentheTrustthathetookfromMan,Woman,orChildwasneverbroken。Whenthetide,sir,thatsweptthroughtheGoldenGatecameupasfarasMontgomeryStreet。"
  Hedidnotspeakagain。ButtheywhostoodbesidehimknewthatthetidehadoncemorecomeuptoMontgomeryStreet,andwascarryingHarryPendletonawaywithit。