Paulwasnotsorrywhenthetimecametotakeleaveofhisfriend;
butonceagainintheclearmoonlightandfresh,balmyairoftheAllee,heforgottheunpleasantnessoftheinterview。HefoundhimselfthinkingonlyofhisridewithYerba。Well!hehadtoldherthathelovedher。Sheknewitnow,andalthoughshehadforbiddenhimtospeakfurther,shehadnotwhollyrejectedit。Itmustbehermorbidconsciousnessofthemysteryofherbirththatwithheldareturnofheraffections,——somehalf-knowledge,perhaps,thatshewouldnotdivulge,yetthatkeptherundulysensitiveofacceptinghislove。Hewassatisfiedtherewasnoentanglement;
herheartwasvirgin。HeevendaredtohopethatshehadALWAYS
caredforhim。ItwasforHIMtoremoveallobstacles——toprevailuponhertoleavethisplaceandreturntoAmericawithhimasherhusband,theguardianofhergoodname,andthecustodianofhersecret。AttimesthestrainsofadreamyGermanwaltz,playedinthedistance,broughtbacktohimthebriefmomentthathisarmhadencircledherwaistbythecrumblingwall,andhispulsesgrewlanguid,onlytoleapfirmerthenextmomentwithmoredesperateresolve。Hewouldwinher,comewhatmay!Hecouldneverhavebeeninearnestbefore:heloathedandhatedhimselfforhispreviouspassiveacquiescencetoherfate。Hehadbeenaweaktoolofthecolonel'sfromthefirst:hewasevennowhandicappedbyapreposterouspromisehehadgivenhim!Yes,shewasrighttohesitate——toquestionhisabilitytomakeherhappy!Hehadfoundherhere,surroundedbystupidityandcupidity——togiveitnoothername——sopatentthatshewasthecommongossip,andhadofferednothingbutaboyishdeclaration!Ashestrodeintothehotelthatnightitwaswellthathedidnotmeettheunfortunatecolonelonthestaircase!
Itwasverylate,althoughtherewasstillvisiblealightinYerba'ssalon,shiningonherbalcony,whichextendedbeforeandincludedhisownwindow。Fromtimetotimehecouldhearthemurmurofvoices。
Itwastoolatetoavailhimselfoftheinvitationtojointhem,evenifhisframeofmindhadpermittedit。Hewastoonervousandexcitedtogotobed,and,withoutlightinghiscandle,heopenedtheFrenchwindowthatgaveuponthebalcony,drewachairintherecessbehindthecurtain,andgazeduponthenight。Itwasveryquiet;themoonwashigh,thesquarewassleepinginatranceofcheckeredshadows,likeagiganticchessboard,withblackforeshortenedtreesforpawns。Theclickofacavalrysabre,thesoundofafootfallonthepavementofthedistantKonigsstrasse,weredistinctlyaudible;afar-offrailwaywhistlewasstartlinginitsabruptness。Inthemidstofthiscalmtheopeningofthedoorofthesalon,withthesuddenupliftingofvoicesinthehall,toldPaulthatYerba'sguestswereleaving。HeheardDonaAnna'sarchaccents——archeventoColonelPendleton'smonotonousbaritone!——Milly'shigh,rapidutterances,thesuavefalsettoofDonCaesar,andHERvoice,hethoughtatriflewearied,——thesoundofretiringfootsteps,andallwasstillagain。
Sostillthattherhythmicbeatofthedistantwaltzreturnedtohim,withadistinctivenessthathecouldidlyfollow。HethoughtofRosarioandtherose-breathoftheopenwindowswithastrangelonging,andrememberedthehalf-stifledsweetnessofherhappyvoicerisingwithitfromtheveranda。Whyhadheeverletitpassfromhimthenandwaftitsfragranceelsewhere?Why——Whatwasthat?
Theslightturningofalatch!ThecreakingoftheFrenchwindowofthesalon,andsomebodyhadslippedsoftlyhalfoutonthebalcony。Hisheartstoppedbeating。Fromhispositionintherecessofhisownwindow,withhisbacktothepartitionofthesalon,hecouldseenothing。Yethedidnotdaretomove。ForwiththequickenedsensesofaloverhefeltthediffusedandperfumedauraofHERpresence,ofHERgarments,ofHERflesh,flowinuponhimthroughtheopenwindow,andpossesshiswholebreathlessbeing!ItwasSHE!Likehim,perhaps,longingtoenjoytheperfectnight——likehim,perhaps,thinkingof——
"Soyouar-rangetogetridofme——ha!likthees?Totur-rnmeofffromyourheelslikeadogwhohavefollowyou——butwithoutaword——
withouta——a——thanks——withouta'ope!Ah!——wehaveser-rvedyou——
meandmysister;wearetheor-rangedry——nowwecango!Liketheoldshoe,wearetobeflungaway!Good!ButIamhereagain——yousee。Ishallspeak,andyoushallhear-r。"
DonCaesar'svoice——alonewithher!Paulgrippedhischairandsatupright。
"Stop!Staywhereyouare!Howdaredyoureturnhere?"ItwasYerba'svoice,onthebalcony,lowanddistinct。
"Shutthewindow!Ishallspeakwithyouwhatyouwillnottheworldtohear。"
"IprefertokeepwhereIam,sinceyouhavecreptintothisroomlikeathief!"
"Athief!Good!"HebrokeoutinSpanish,and,asifnolongerfearfulofbeingoverheard,hadevidentlydrawnnearertothewindow。"Athief。Ha!muybueno——butitisnotI,youunderstand——
I,CaesarBriones,whoamthethief!No!Itisthatswaggeringespadachin——thatfanfarronofaColonelPendleton——thatpatternofanofficial,Mr。Hathaway——thatmostbeautifulheiressoftheCalifornias,MissARGUELLO——thatarethieves!Yes——ofaNAME——MissArguello——ofaNAME!ThenameofArguello!"
Paulrosetohisfeet。
"Ah,so!Youstart——youturnpale——youflashyoureyes,senora,butyouthinkyouhavedeceivedmealltheseyears。YouthinkI
didnotseeyourgameatRosario——yes,evenwhenthatfoolishCastromuchachafirstputthatideainyourhead。Whofurnishedyouthefactsyouwanted?I——MotherofGod!SUCHFACTS!——I,whoknewtheArguellopedigree——I,whoknowitwasasimpossibleforyoutobeadaughterofthemas——what?letmethink——as——asitisimpossibleforyoutobethewifeofthatbaronwhomyouwoulddeceivewiththerest!Ah,yes;itwasahighflightforyou,Mees——Mees——DonaFulana——anoblegameforyoutobringdown!"
Whydidshenotspeak?Whatwasshedoing?Ifshehadbututteredasinglewordofprotest,ofangrydismissal,Paulwouldhaveflowntoherside。Itcouldnotbetheparalysisofpersonalfear:thebalconywaswide;shecouldeasilypasstotheend;shecouldevenseehisopenwindow。
"WhydidIdothis?BecauseIlovedyou,senora——andyouknewit!
Ah!youcanturnyourfaceawaynow;youcanpretendtomisunderstandme,asyoudidamomentago;youcanpartfrommenowlikeamereacquaintance——butitwasnotalwaysso!No,itwasYOU
whobroughtmehere;youreyesthatsmiledintomine——anddrovehomethecolonel'srequestthatIandmysistershouldaccompanyyou。God!Iwasweakthen!Yousmile,senora;youthinkyouhavesucceeded——youandyourpompouscolonelandyourclevergovernor!
Youthinkyouhavecompromisedme,andperjuredME,becauseofthis。Youarewrong!YouthinkIdarenotspeaktothispuppetofabaron,andthatIhavenoproofs。Youarewrong!"
"Andevenifyoucanproducethem,whatcareI?"saidYerbaunexpectedly,yetinavoicesofreefromexcitementandpassionthatthewearinesswhichPaulhadatfirstnoticedseemedtobetheonlydominanttone。"SupposeyouprovethatIamnotanArguello。
Good!youhaveyettoshowthataconnectionwithanyofyourracewouldbeanythingbutadisgrace。"
"Ah!youdefyme,littleone!Caramba!Listen,then!Youdonotknowall!WhenyouthoughtIwasonlyhelpingyoutofabricateyourclaimtotheArguellos'name,IwasfindingoutWHOYOUREALLY
WERE!Ah!Itwasnotsodifficultasyoufondlyhope,senora。Wewerenotallbrutesandfoolsintheearlydays,thoughwestoodasidetoletyourpeopleruntheirvulgarcourse。Itwasyourhiredbully——yourrespectedguardian——thisdogofanespadachin,wholetoutahintofthesecret——withaprickofhisblade——andascandal。Oneofmypeonwomenwasaservantattheconventwhenyouwereachild,andrecognizedthewomanwhoputyouthereandcametoseeyouasafriend。SheoverheardtheMotherSuperiorsayitwasyourmother,andsawanecklacethatwasleftforyoutowear。Ah!youbegintobelieve!WhenIhadputthisandthattogetherIfoundthatPepitacouldnotidentifyyouwiththechildthatshehadseen。Butyou,senora,youYOURSELFsuppliedthemissingproof!Yes!yousupplieditwiththeNECKLACEthatyouworethateveningatRosario,whenyouwishedtodohonortothisyoungHathaway——theguardianwhohadalwaysthrownyouoff!Ah!——
younowsuspectwhy,perhaps!Itwasyourmother'snecklacethatyouwore,andyousaidso!ThatnightIsentthegoodPepitatoidentifyit;towatchthroughthewindowfromthegardenwhenyouwerewearingit;tomakeitsureastheCreed。Isenthertoyourroomlatethatnightwhenyouhadchangedyourdress,thatshemightexamineitamongyourjewels。Andshedidandwillswear——
lookyou!——SWEARthatitistheonegivenyouasachildbythewomanattheconvent,whowasyourmother!Andwhowasthatwoman——
eh?WhowasthemotheroftheArguellodelaYerbaBuena?——whothisnobleancestress?"
"Excuseme——butperhapsyouarenotawarethatyouareraisingyourvoiceinalady'sdrawing-room,andthatalthoughyouarespeakingalanguagenoonehereunderstands,youaredisturbingthehotel。"
ItwasPaul,quiet,paleinthemoonlight,erectonthebalconybeforethewindow。AsYerba,withastart,retreatedquicklyintotheroom,DonCaesarsteppedforwardangrilyandsuspiciouslytowardsthewindow。Hehadhishandreachedforwardtowardsthehandleasiftoclosetheswingingsashagainsttheintruder,wheninaninstanthewasseizedbyPaul,tightlylockedinadesperategrip,andwhirledoutonthebalcony。Beforehecouldgainbreathtoutteracry,HathawayhadpassedhisrightarmaroundtheMexican'sthroat,effectivelystoppinghisutterance,and,withasupremeeffortofstrength,draggedhimalongthewall,fallingwithhimintotheopenwindowofhisownroom。Ashedidso,tohisinexpressiblereliefheheardthesashclosedandtheboltdrawnofthesalonwindow,andregainedhisfeet,collected,quiet,andtriumphant。
"Iamsorry,"hesaid,coollydustinghisclothes,"tohavebeenobligedtochangethesceneofthisdiscussionsoroughly,butyouwillobservethatyoucanspeakmorefreelyHERE,andthatanyaltercationWEmayhaveinthisroomwillbelesslikelytoattractcomment。"
"Assassin!"saidDonCaesarchokingly,ashestruggledtohisfeet。
"Thankyou。Relieveyourfeelingsasmuchasyoulikehere;infact,ifyouwouldspeakalittlelouderyouwouldobligeme。Theguestsarebeginningtobeawake,"continuedPaul,withawickedsmile,indicatingthenoiseofanopeningdoorandfootstepsinthepassage,"andarenowabletolocatewithoutdifficultythesceneofthedisturbance。"
Brionesapparentlyunderstoodhismeaningandthesuccessofhisstratagem。"YouthinkyouhavesavedHERfromdisgrace,"hesaid,withalividsmile,inalowertoneandadesperateattempttoimitatePaul'scoolness。"Forthepresent——ah——yees!perhapsinthishotelandthisevening。Butyouhavenotstopmymouthfor——
a——to-morrow——andthewholeworld,Mr。Hathaway。"
"Well,"saidPaul,lookingathimcritically,"Idon'tknowaboutthat。Ofcourse,there'stheequalchancethatyoumaykillme——
butthat'saquestionforto-morrow,too。"
TheMexicancastaquickglanceatthedoorandwindow。Paul,asifcarelessly,changedthekeyoftheformerfromonepockettotheother,andsteppedbeforethewindow。
"Sothisisaplottomurderme!Haveacare!YouarenotinyourownbrigandCalifornia!"
"Ifyouthinkso,alarmthehouse。Theywillfindusquarreling,andyouwillonlyprecipitatemattersbyreceivingtheinsultthatwillmakeyoufight——beforethem。"
"Iamr-ready,sir,whenandwhereyouwill,"saidBriones,withaswaggeringairbutashifting,furtiveeye。"Open——a——thedoor。"
"Pardonme。WewillleavethisroomTOGETHERinanhourforthestation。Wewillboardthenightexpressthatwilltakeusinthreehoursbeyondthefrontier,wherewecaneachfindafriend。"
"Butmyaffairshere——mysister——Imustseeher。"
"Youshallwriteanotetoheratthattable,sayingthatimportantbusiness——adispatch——hascalledyouaway,andwewillleaveitwiththeportertobedeliveredINTHEMORNING。Or——Idonotrestrictyou——youcansaywhatyoulike,providedshedon'tgetituntilwehaveleft。"
"Andyoumakeofmeaprisoner,sir?"
"No;avisitor,DonCaesar——avisitorwhoseconversationissointerestingthatIamforcedtodetainhimtohearmore。YoucanpassthetimepleasantlybyfinishingthestoryIwasobligedtointerruptamomentago。DoyouknowthismotherofMissYerba,ofwhomyouspoke?"
"That'sm——myaffair。"
"Thatmeansyoudon'tknowher。Ifyoudid,you'dhavehadherwithincall。And,assheistheonlypersonwhoisabletosaythatMissYerbaisNOTanArguello,youhavebeenveryremiss。"
"Ah,bah!Iamnotoneofyour——a——lawyers。"
"No;oryouwouldknowthat,withnobetterevidencethanyouhave,youmightbesuedforslander。"
"Ah!WhydoesnotMissYerbasue,then?"
"Becausesheprobablyexpectsthatsomebodywillshootyou。"
"AsYOUforinstance?"
"Perhaps。"
"AndifyoudoNOT——eh?——youhavenotstopmymouth,butyourown。
AndifyouDO,youhelphertomarrytheBaron,yourrival。Youarenotwise,friendHathaway。"
"MayIremindyouthatyouhavenotyetwrittentoyoursister,andyoumayprefertodoitcarefullyanddeliberately?"
DonCaesararosewithavindictiveglanceatPaul,andpulledachairbeforethetable,asthelatterplacedpen,ink,andpaperbeforehim。"Takeyourtime,"headded,foldinghisarmsandwalkingtowardsthewindow。"Saywhatyoulike,anddon'tletmypresencerestrainyou。"
TheMexicanbegantowritefuriously,thenspasmodically,thenslowlyandreluctantly。"Iwar-r-nyou,Ishallexposeall,"hesaidsuddenly。
"Asyouplease。"
"AndshallsaythatifIdisappear,youaremymurderer——youunderstand——myMURDERER!"
"Don'tconsultmeonaquestionofepithets,butgoon。"
DonCaesarrecommencedhiswritingwithamalignsmile。Therewasasuddensharprapatthedoor。
DonCaesarleapedtohisfeet,graspedhispapers,andrushedtothedoor;butPaulwasbeforehim。"Whoisthere?"hedemanded。
"Pendleton。"
Atthesoundofthecolonel'svoiceDonCaesarfellback。Paulopenedthedoor,admittedthetallfigureofthecolonel,andwasabouttoturnthekeyagain。ButPendletonliftedhishandingrimdeprecation。
"Thatwilldo,Mr。Hathaway。Iknowall。ButIwishtospeakwithBrioneselsewhere,alone。"
"Excuseme,ColonelPendleton,"saidPaulfirmly,"butIhavethepriorclaim。Wordshavepassedbetweenthisgentlemanandmyselfwhichwearenowonourwaytothestationandthefrontiertosettle。Ifyouarewillingtoaccompanyus,Ishallgiveyoueveryopportunitytoconversewithhimalone,andarrangewhateverbusinessyoumayhavewithhim,provideditdoesnotinterferewithmine。"
"Mybusiness,"saidPendleton,"isofapersonalnature,thatwillnotinterferewithanyclaimofyoursthatMr。Brionesmaychoosetoadmit,butisofaprivatequalitythatmustbetransactedbetweenusnow。"Hisfacewaspale,andhisvoice,althoughsteadyandself-controlled,hadthatsamestrangesuggestionofsuddenageinitwhichPaulhadbeforenoticed。WhetherDonCaesardetectedit,orwhetherhehadsomeotherinstinctiveappreciationofgreatersecurity,Paulcouldnottell。Heseemedtorecoverhisswaggeragain,ashesaid,——
"IshallhearwhatColonelPendletonhastosayfirst。ButIshallholdmyselfinreadinesstomeetyouafterwards——youshallnotfear,sir!"
Paulremainedlookingfromtheonetotheotherwithoutspeaking。
ItwasDonCaesarwhoreturnedhisglanceboldlyanddefiantly,ColonelPendletonwho,withthinwhitefingerspullinghismoustache,evadedit。ThenPaulunlockedthedoor,andsaidslowly,"InfiveminutesIleavethishouseforthestation。I
shallwaitthereuntilthetrainarrives。Ifthisgentlemandoesnotjoinme,Ishallbebetterabletounderstandallthisandtakemeasuresaccordingly。"
"AndItelltoyou,MeesterHathaway,sir,"saidDonCaesar,strikinganattitudeinthedoorway,"youshalldoasIplease——
Caramba!——andshallbeg"——
"Holdyourtongue,sir——or,bytheEternal!"——burstoutPendletonsuddenly,bringingdownhisthinhandontheMexican'sshoulder。
Hestoppedassuddenly。"Gentlemen,thisischildish。Go,sir!"
toDonCaesar,pointingwithagauntwhitefingerintothedarkenedhall。"Iwillfollowyou。Mr。Hathaway,asanolderman,andonewhohasseenagooddealoffoolishaltercation,Iregret,sir,deeplyregret,tobeawitnesstothisbelligerentqualityinalaw-makerandapublicman;andImustdeprecate,sir——deprecate,yourdemandonthatgentlemanforwhat,inthefollyofyouth,youarepleasedtocallpersonalsatisfaction。"
Ashemovedwithdignityoutoftheroom,Paulremainedblanklystaringafterhim。Wasitalladream?——orwasthisColonelPendletontheduelist?Hadtheoldmangonecrazy,orwashemerelyactingtoveilsomewildpurpose?HissuddenarrivalshowedthatYerbamusthavesentforhimandtoldhimofDonCaesar'sthreats;wouldhebewildenoughtoattempttostranglethemaninsomeremoteroomorinthedarknessofthepassage?Hesteppedsoftlyintothehall:hecouldstillhearthedoubletreadofthetwomen:theyhadreachedthestaircase——theywereDESCENDING!Heheardthedrowsyaccentsofthenightporterandtheswingingofthedoor——theywereinthestreet!
Wherevertheyweregoing,orforwhatpurpose,HEmustbeatthestation,ashehadwarnedthemhewouldbe。Hehastilythrewafewthingsintohisvalise,andpreparedtofollowthem。Whenhewentdownstairsheinformedtheporterthatowingtoanurgentcallofbusinessheshouldtrytocatchthethroughexpressatthreeo'clock,buttheymustretainhisroomandluggageuntiltheyheardfromhim。HerememberedDonCaesar'sletter。Hadeitherofthegentlemen,hisfriendswhohadjustgoneout,leftaletterormessage?No,Excellency;thegentlemenweretalkingearnestly——hebelieved,intheSouthAmericanlanguage——andhadnotspokentohim。
PerhapsitwasthisthatremindedPaul,ashecrossedthesquareagain,thathehadmadenopreparationforanypossiblefatalissuetohimselfinthisadventure。SHEwouldknowit,however,andwhyhehadundertakenit。Hetriedtothinkthatperhapssomeinterestinhimselfhadpromptedhertosendthecoloneltohim。Yet,mingledwiththiswasanoddsenseofacertainridiculousnessinhisposition:therewastheabsurdityofhisprospectiveantagonistbeingevennowinconfidentialconsultationwithhisownfriendandally,whosefunctionshehadusurped,andinwhoseinterestshewasabouttoriskhislife。Andashewalkedawaythroughthesilentstreets,theconvictionmorethanoncewasforceduponhimthathewasgoingtoanappointmentthatwouldnotbekept。
Hereachedthestationsometenminutesbeforethetrainwasdue。
Twoorthreehalf-drowsy,wrapped-uppassengerswerealreadyontheplatform;butneitherDonCaesarnorColonelPendletonwasamongthem。Heexploredthewaiting-roomsandeventhehalf-litbuffet,butwithnobettersuccess。TellingtheBahnhofInspectorthathispassagewasonlycontingentuponthearrivalofoneortwocompanions,anddescribingthemminutelytopreventmistakes,hebegangloomilytopacebeforetheticket-office。Fiveminutespassed——thenumberofpassengersdidnotincrease;tenminutes;adistantshriek——thehoarseinquiryoftheinspector——hadtheHerr'scompanionsyetgekommt?thesuddenglareofaCyclopeaneyeinthedarkness,theonglidingofthelong-jointedandgleamingspottedserpent,thetrain——ahurriedglancearoundtheplatform,oneortwogutturalorders,theslammingofdoors,theremountingofblackuniformedfigureslikecaryatidesalongthemarchepieds,apuffofvapor,andthetrainhadcomeandgonewithoutthem。
Yethewouldgivehisadversaryfifteenminutesmoretoallowforaccidentordelay,orthepossiblearrivalofthecolonelwithanexplanation,andrecommencedhisgloomypacing,astheBahnhofsankbackintohalf-litrepose。Attheendoffiveminutestherewasanothershriek。Paulturnedquicklytotheinspector。Ah,then,therewasanothertrain?No;itwasonlytheupexpressforBasle,goingtheotherwayandstoppingattheNordStation,halfamileaway。Itwouldnotstophere,buttheHerrwouldseeitpassinafewmomentsatfullspeed。
Itcamepresently,withaprolongeddespairingshriek,outofthedarkness;aflash,arushandroarathisside,aplungeintothedarknessagainwiththesamedespairingcry;aflutterofsomethingwhitefromoneofthewindows,likealoosenedcurtain,thatatlastseemedtodetachitself,and,afterawildattempttofollow,suddenlysoaredaloft,whirledoverandover,dropped,anddriftedslowly,slantwise,totheground。
Theinspectorhadseenit,randowntheline,andpickeditup。
ThenhereturnedwithittoPaulwithalookofsympathizingconcern。Itwasalady'shandkerchief,evidentlysomesignalwavedtothewell-bornHerr,whowastheonlypassengerontheplatform。
So,possibly,itmightbefromhisfriends,whobysomestupidmischancehadgonetothewrongstation,and——GottimHimmel!——itwashideouslystupid,yetpossible,gotonthewrongtrain!
TheHerr,alittlepale,butcomposed,thoughtitWASpossible。
No;hewouldnottelegraphtothenextstation——notyet——hewouldinquire。
Hewalkedquicklyaway,reachingthehotelbreathlessly,yetinaspacethatseemedalltoobriefforhisdisconnectedthought。
Thereweresignsofanimationinthehall,andanemptycarriagewasjustreenteringthecourtyard。Thehall-portermethimwithdemonstrativeconcernandapology。Ah!ifhehadonlyunderstoodhisExcellencybetter,hecouldhavesavedhimallthistrouble。
EvidentlyhisExcellencywasgoingwiththeArguelloparty,whohadorderedacarriage,doubtless,forthesameimportantjourney,anhourbefore,yethadleftonlyafewmomentsafterhisExcellency,andhisExcellency,itwouldappear,hadgonetothewrongstation。
Paulpushedhurriedlypastthemanandascendedtohisroom。Bothwindowswereopen,andinthefaintmoonlighthecouldseethatsomethingwhitewaspinnedtohispillow。Withnervousfingersherelithiscandles,andfounditwasanoteinYerba'shandwriting。
Asheopenedit,atinysprayofthevinethathadgrownonthecrumblingwallfellathisfeet。Hepickeditup,pressedittohislips,andread,withdimeyes,asfollows:——
"YouknownowwhyIspoketoyouasIdidto-day,andwhytheotherhalfofthisprecioussprayistheonlymemoryIcaretocarrywithmeoutofthiscrumblingruinofallmyhopes。Youwereright,Paul:mytakingyouthereWASANOMEN——nottoyou,whocanneverbeanythingbutproud,beloved,andtrue——buttoMEofalltheshameandmisery。Thankyouforallyouhavedone——forallyouwoulddo,myfriend,anddon'tthinkmeungrateful,onlybecauseIamunworthyofit。Trytoforgiveme,butdon'tforgetme,evenifyoumusthateme。Perhaps,ifyouknewall——youmightstilllovealittlethepoorgirltowhomyouhavealreadygiventheonlynameshecanevertakefromyou——YERBABUENA!
CHAPTERVII。
Itwasalreadyautumn,andinthecityofNewYorkanearlySundaymorningbreezewassweepinguptheleavesthathadfallenfromtheregularlyplantedailantustreesbeforethebrown-stonefrontageofarowofmonotonouslyalikefive-storiedhousesononeoftheprincipalavenues。ThePastoroftheThirdPresbyterianChurch,thatuplifteditsdoubletowersonthecorner,stoppedbeforeoneofthesedwellings,ranupthedozenbroadsteps,andrangthebell。Hewaspresentlyadmitttedtothesombrerichnessofahallanddrawing-roomwithhigh-backedfurnitureofdarkcarvedwoods,likecathedralstalls,and,hatinhand,somewhatimpatientlyawaitedthearrivalofhishostessandparishioner。Thedooropenedtoatall,white-hairedwomaninlustrelessblacksilk。Shewasregularandresoluteinfeatures,offinebutunbendingpresence,and,thoughsomewhatpastmiddleage,showednosignsofeithertheweaknessormellownessofyears。
"IamsorrytodisturbyourSabbathmorningmeditations,SisterArgalls,norwouldIifitwerenotinthelineofChristianduty;
butSisterRobbinsisunabletodaytomakeherusualSabbathhospitalvisit,andIthoughtifyouwereexcusedfromtheForeignMissionaryclassandBibleinstructionatthreeyoumightundertakeherfunctions。Iknow,mydearoldfriend,"hecontinued,withblanddeprecationofherhard-seteyes,"howdistastefulthispromiscuousminglingwiththeroughandungodlyhasalwaysbeentoyou,andhowreluctantyouaretobeplacedinthepositionofbeingliabletohearcoarse,vulgar,orirreverentspeech。I
think,too,inourlongandpleasantpastoralrelations,youhavealwaysfoundmemindfulofit。IadmitIhavesometimesregrettedthatyourlatehusbandhadnotmoregenerallyfamiliarizedyouwiththewaysoftheworld。Butsoitis——weallhaveourweaknesses。
Ifnotonething,another。AndasEnvyandUncharitablenesssometimesfindtheirwayinevenChristianhearts,Ishouldlikeyoutoundertakethisofficeforthesakeofexample。Therearesome,dearSisterArgalls,whothinkthattherichwidowwhoismostliberalintheendowmentofthegoodsthatProvidencehasintrustedtoherhandsclaimsthereforetobeexemptfromlaborintheChristianvineyard。Letusteachthemhowunjusttheyare。"
"Iamwilling,"saidthelady,withadry,determinedair。"I
supposethesepatientsarenotprofessedlybadcharacters?"
"Bynomeans。Afew,perhaps;butthemajorityareunfortunates——
dependenteitheruponpubliccharityorsomesmallprovisionmadebytheirfriends。"
"Verywell。"
"AndyouunderstandthatthoughtheyhavetheprivilegeofrejectingyourChristianministrations,dearSisterArgalls,youarefreetojudgewhenyoumaybepatientorimportunatewiththem?"
"Iunderstand。"
ThePastorwasnotanunkindlyman,and,asheglancedattheuncompromisinglookinMrs。Argalls'seyes,feltforamomentsomeinconsistencybetweenhishumaneinstinctsandhisChristianduty。
"Someofthemmayrequire,andbebenefitedby,asternmonitress,andSisterRobbins,Ifear,wasweak,"hesaidconsolinglytohimself,ashedescendedthestepsagain。
Atthreeo'clockMrs。Argalls,withareticuleandafewtracts,wasatthedoorofSt。John'sHospital。AsshedisplayedhertestimonialsandannouncedthatshehadtakenMrs。Robbins'splace,theofficialsreceivedherrespectfully,andgavesomeinstructionstotheattendants,which,however,didnotstopsomeindividualcomments。
"Isay,Jim,itdoesn'tseemthesquarethingtoletthatgrimoldgirllooseamongthempoorconvalescents。"
"Well,Idon'tknow:theysayshe'srichandgivesaloto'moneyaway,butifshetacklesthatswearingoldKentuckianinNo。3,she'llhaveherhandsfull。"
However,thecriticismwasscarcelyfair,forMrs。Argalls,althoughmovingrigidlyalongfrombedtobedoftheward,equippedwithacertainformulaofphrases,neverthelessdroppedfromtimetotimesomepracticalcommon-sensequestionsthatshowedanalmostmasculineintuitionofthepatients'needsandrequirements。Nordidshebetrayanyofthatover-sensitiveshrinkingfromcoarsenesswhichthegoodPastorhadfeared,albeitshewasquicktocorrectitsexhibition。Thelanguidmenlistenedtoherwithhalf-
aggressive,half-amusedinterest,andsomeofthesatisfactionoftakingabitterbutwholesometonic。Itwasnotuntilshereachedthebedatthefartherendofthewardthatsheseemedtomeetwithanycheck。
Itwasoccupiedbyahaggardman,withalongwhitemoustacheandfeaturesthatseemedwastedbyinwardstruggleandfever。Atthefirstsoundofhervoiceheturnedquicklytowardsher,liftedhimselfonhiselbow,andgazedfixedlyinherface。
"KateHoward——bytheEternal!"hesaid,inalowvoice。
Despiteherrigidself-possessionthewomanstarted,glancedhurriedlyaround,anddrewnearertohim。
"Pendleton!"shesaid,inanequallysuppressedvoice,"What,inGod'sname,areyoudoinghere?"
"Dying,Ireckon——soonerorlater,"hesaidgrimly,"that'swhattheydohere。"
"But——what,"shewentonhurriedly,stillglancingoverhershoulderasifshesuspectedsometrick——"whathasbroughtyoutothis?"
"YOU!"saidthecolonel,droppingbackexhaustedlyonhispillow。
"Youandyourdaughter。"
"Idon'tunderstandyou,"shesaidquickly,yetregardinghimwithsternrigidity。"YouknowperfectlywellIhaveNOdaughter。YouknowperfectlywellthatI'vekeptthewordIgaveyoutenyearsago,andthatIhavebeendeadtoherasshehasbeentome。"
"Iknow,"saidthecolonel,"thatwithinthelastthreemonthsI
havepaidawaymylastcenttokeepthemouthofaninfernalscoundrelshutwhoKNOWSthatyouarehermother,andthreatenstoexposehertoherfriends。IknowthatI'mdyinghereofanoldwoundthatIgotwhenIshutthemouthofanotherhoundwhowasreadytobarkathertwoyearsafteryoudisappeared。IknowthatbetweenyouandherI'veletmyoldniggerdieofabrokenheart,becauseIcouldn'tkeephimtosufferwithme,andIknowthatI'mhereapauperontheState。Iknowthat,Kate,andwhenIsayitI
don'tregretit。I'vekeptmywordtoYOU,and,bytheEternal,yourdaughter'sworthit!Forifthereeverwasafairandpeerlesscreature——it'syourchild!"
"Andshe——arichwoman——unlessshesquanderedthefortuneIgaveher——letsyouliehere!"saidthewomangrimly。
"Shedon'tknowit。"
"SheSHOULDknowit!Haveyouquarreled?"Shewaslookingathimkeenly。
"Shedistrustsme,becauseshehalfsuspectsthesecret,andI
hadn'tthehearttotellherall。"
"All?Whatdoessheknow?Whatdoesthismanknow?Whathasbeentoldher?"shesaidrapidly。
"Sheonlyknowsthatthenameshehastakenshehasnorightto。"
"Rightto?Why,itwaswrittenontheTrust——YerbaBuena。"
"No,notthat。Shethoughtitwasamistake。ShetookthenameofArguello。"
"What?"saidMrs。Argalls,suddenlygraspingtheinvalid'swristwithbothhands。"Whatname?"hereyeswerestartledfromtheirrigidcoldness,herlipswerecolorless。
"Arguello!Itwassomefoolishschoolgirlfancywhichthathoundhelpedtofosterinher。Why——what'sthematter,Kate?"
Thewomandroppedthehelplessman'swrist,then,withaneffort,recoveredherselfsufficientlytorise,and,withanairofincreaseddecorum,asifthespiritualcharacteroftheirinterviewexcludedworldlyintrusion,adjustedthescreenaroundhisbed,soaspartlytohideherownfaceandPendleton's。Then,droppingintothechairbesidehim,shesaid,inheroldvoice,fromwhichtheburdenoftenlongyearsseemedtohavebeenlifted,——
"Harry,what'sthatyou'replayingonme?"
"Idon'tunderstandyou,"saidPendletonamazedly。
"Doyoumeantosayyoudon'tknowit,anddidn'ttellheryourself?"shesaidcurtly。
"What?Tellherwhat?"herepeatedimpatiently。
"ThatArguelloWASherfather!"
"Herfather?"Hetriedtostruggletohiselbowagain,butshelaidherhandmasterfullyuponhisshoulderandforcedhimback。
"Herfather!"herepeatedhurriedly。"JoseArguello!GreatGod!——
areyousure?"
Quietlyandyetmechanicallygatheringthescatteredtractsfromthecoverlet,andputtingthemback,onebyoneinherreticule,shecloseditandherlipswithasnapassheuttered——"Yes。"
Pendletonremainedstaringathersilently,"Yes,"hemuttered,"itmayhavebeensomeinstinctofthechild's,orsomediabolicalfancyofBriones'。But,"hesaidbitterly,"trueornot,shehasnorighttohisname。"
"AndIsaysheHAS。"
Shehadrisentoherfeet,withherarmsfoldedacrossherbreast,inanattitudeofsuchPuritancomposurethatthedistantspectatorsmighthavethoughtshewasdeliveringanexordiumtotheprostrateman。
"ImetJoseArguello,forthesecondtime,inNewOrleans,"shesaidslowly,"eightyearsago。Hewasstillrich,butruinedinhealthbydissipation。Iwastiredofmywayoflife。HeproposedthatIshouldmarryhimtotakecareofhimandlegitimatizeourchild。IwasforcedtotellhimwhatIhaddonewithher,andthattheTrustcouldnotbedisturbeduntilshewasofageandherownmistress。Heassented。Wemarried,buthediedwithinayear。Hedied,leavingwithmehisacknowledgmentofherashischild,andtherighttoclaimherifIchose。"
"And?"——interruptedthecolonelwithsparklingeyes。
"IDON'TCHOOSE。
"Hearme!"shecontinuedfirmly。"Withhisnameandmyownmistress,andthegirl,asIbelieved,properlyprovidedforandignorantofmyexistence,Isawnonecessityforreopeningthepast。Iresolvedtoleadanewlifeashiswidow。Icamenorth。
InthelittleNewEnglandtownwhereIfirststopped,thecountrypeoplecontractedmynametoMrs。Argalls。Iletitstandso。I