"No,sir。Anditisverycurious。No,Iwon'ttellyou。Yes,I
will。HemI——IthinkIhavenoticedone。"
"Onewhat?"
"OneIwishman——danglingafterme。"
"Thenyourladyshiphasonlytotightenthecord——andHE'Sdonefor。"
Havingadministeredthisprescription,ourlaughingphilosopherwentofftoItaly,andtherefellinwithsomecountrymentohismind,soheaccompaniedthemtoEgyptandPalestine。
Hisabsence,andLordTadcaster's,madeRosaStaines'slifeextremelymonotonous。Dayfollowedday,andweekfollowedweek,eachsounvarying,that,onaretrospect,threemonthsseemedlikeoneday。
AndIthinkatlastyouthandnaturebegantorebel,andsecretlytocravesomelittlechangeorincidenttorufflethestagnantpool。Yetshewouldnotgointosociety,andwouldonlyreceivetwoorthreedullpeopleatthevilla;soshemadetheverymonotonywhichwasbeginningtotireher,andnursedasacredgriefshehadnoneedtonurse,itwassotrulygenuine。
Shewasinthisforlorncondition,when,onemorning,acarriagedrovetothedoor,andacardwasbroughtuptoher——"Mr。ReginaldFalcon。"
Falcon'shistory,betweenthisandourlastadvices,issoondisposedof。
When,afteralittlestrugglewithhisbetterangel,herodepasthiswife'sgate,heintended,atfirst,onlytogotoCapeTown,sellthediamonds,havealark,andbringhomethebalance:but,asherodesouth,hisviewsexpanded。HecouldhavetentimesthefuninLondon,andcheaper;sincehecouldsellthediamondsformoremoney,andalsoconcealthetrueprice。ThiswastheBohemian'swholemindinthebusiness。HehadnodesignswhateveronMrs。
Staines,nordidheintendtostealthediamonds,buttoembezzleaportionofthepurchase-money,andenjoythepleasuresandvicesofthecapitalforafewmonths;thenbacktohismilchcow,Phoebe,andleadaquietlifetillthenextuncontrollablefitshouldcomeuponhimalongwiththemeansofsatisfyingit。
Ontheway,hereadStaines'slettertoMrs。Falcon,verycarefully。HeneverbrokethesealofthelettertoMrs。Staines。
Thatwastobegivenherwhenhehadbrokenthegoodnewstoher;
andthishedeterminedtodowithsuchskill,asshouldmakeDr。
Stainesveryunwillingtolooksuspiciouslyorill-naturedlyintomoneyaccounts。
HereachedLondon;andbeingathoroughegotist,attendedfirsttohisowninterests;heneverwentnearMrs。Stainesuntilhehadvisitedeverydiamondmerchantanddealerinthemetropolis;heshowedthesmallstonestothemallbutheshowednomorethanonelargestonetoeach。
Atlasthegotanofferoftwelvehundredpoundsforthesmallstones,andthesameforthelargeyellowstone,andninehundredpoundsforthesecondlargeststone。Hetookthisninehundredpounds,andinstantlywrotetoPhoebe,tellingherhehadasuddeninspirationtobringthediamondstoEngland,whichhecouldnotregret,sincehehadneverdoneawiserthing。Hehadsoldasinglestoneforeighthundredpounds,andhadsentthedoctor'sfourhundredpoundstoheraccountinCapeTown;andaseachsalewaseffected,thehalfwouldbesoremitted。Shewouldseebythat,hewaswiserthaninformerdays。Heshouldonlystaysolongasmightbenecessarytosellthemallequallywell。Hisownsharehewouldapplytopayingoffmortgagesonthefamilyestate,ofwhichhehopedsomedaytoseeherthemistress,orhewouldsenditdirecttoher,whichevershemightprefer。
NowthemainobjectofthisartfulletterwastokeepPhoebequiet,andnothavehercomingafterhim,ofwhichhefeltshewasverycapable。
ThemoneygotsafetoCapeTown,butthelettertoPhoebemiscarried。Howthishappenedwasneverpositivelyknown;buttheservantofthelodging-housewasafterwardsdetectedcuttingstampsoffaletter;soperhapsshehadplayedthatgameonthisoccasion。
Bythismeans,matterstookacuriousturn。Falcon,intendingtolullhiswifeintoafalsesecurity,lulledhimselfintothatstateinstead。
Whenhehadtakencareofhimself,andgotfivehundredpoundstoplaythefoolwith,thenhecondescendedtorememberhiserrandofmercy;andhecamedowntoGravesend,toseeMrs。Staines。
Ontheroad,hegavehismindseriouslytothedelicateanddangeroustask。Itdidnot,however,disquiethimasitwouldyou,sir,oryou,madam。Hehadagreatadvantageoveryou。Hewasaliar——asmooth,ready,accomplishedliar——andheknewit。
Thiswastheoutlinehehadtracedinhismind:heshouldappearverysubduedandsad;shouldwearanairofcondolence。But,afterawhile,shouldsay,"Andyetmenhavebeenlostlikethat,andescaped。Amanwaspickeduponaraftinthoseverylatitudes,andbroughtintoCapeTown。Afriendofminesawhim,monthsafter,atthehospital。Hismemorywasshaken——couldnottellhisname;butinotherrespectshewasallrightagain。"
IfMrs。Stainestookfireatthis,hewouldsayhisfriendknewalltheparticulars,andhewouldaskhim,andsoleavethattorankletillnextvisit。Andhavingplantedhisgermofhope,hewouldgrowit,andwaterit,byvisitsandcorrespondence,tillhecouldthrowoffthemask,andsayhewasconvincedStaineswasalive:andfromthat,byotherdegrees,tillhecouldsay,onhiswife'sauthority,thatthemanpickedupatsea,andcuredatherhouse,wastheveryphysicianwhohadsavedherbrother'slife:andsoontotheoverwhelmingproofhecarriedintherubyringandtheletter。
Iamafraidthecunninganddexterity,thesubtletyandtactrequired,interestedhimmoreinthecommissionthandidthebenevolence。Hecalled,sentuphiscard,andcomposedhiscountenanceforhispart,likeanactorattheWing。
"Notathome。"
Hestaredwithamazement。
Thehistoryofa"Notathome"isnot,ingeneral,worthrecording:
butthisisanexception。
OnreceivingFalcon'scard,Mrs。Stainesgavealittlestart,andcoloredfaintly。Sheinstantlyresolvednottoseehim。What!themanshehadflirtedwith,almostjilted,andrefusedtomarry——hedaredtobealivewhenherChristopherwasdead,andhadcometheretoshowherHEwasalive!
Shesaid"Notathome"withatoneofunusualsharpnessanddecision,whichlefttheservantinnodoubthemustbeequallydecidedatthehalldoor。
Falconreceivedthesuddenfreezerwithamazement。"Nonsense,"
saidhe。"Notathomeatthistimeofthemorning——toanoldfriend!"
"Notathome,"saidthemandoggedly。
"Oh,verywell,"saidFalconwithabittersneer,andreturnedtoLondon。
Hefeltsureshewasathome;andbeingatremendousegotist,hesaid,"Oh!allright。Ifshewouldrathernotknowherhusbandisalive,itisallonetome;"andheactuallytooknomorenoticeofherforafullweek,andneverthoughtofher,excepttochuckleoverthepenaltyshewaspayingfordaringtoaffronthisvanity。
However,Sundaycame;hesawadulldaybeforehim,andsoherelented,andthoughthewouldgiveheranothertrial。
HewentdowntoGravesendbyboat,andstrolledtowardsthevilla。
Whenhewasaboutahundredyardsfromthevilla,alady,allinblack,cameoutwithanurseandchild。
Falconknewherfigureallthatwayoff,anditgavehimacuriousthrillthatsurprisedhim。Hefollowedher,andwasnotveryfarbehindherwhenshereachedthechurch。Sheturnedattheporch,kissedthechildearnestly,andgavethenursesomedirections;
thenenteredthechurch。
"Come,"saidFalcon,"I'llhavealookather,anyway。"
Hewentintothechurch,andwalkedupasideaisletoapillar,fromwhichhethoughthemightbeabletoseethewholecongregation;and,sureenough,thereshesat,afewyardsfromhim。Shewaslovelierthanever。Mindhadgrownonherfacewithtrouble。Anangelicexpressionilluminatedherbeauty;hegazedonher,fascinated。Hedrankanddrankherbeautytwomortalhours,andwhenthechurchbrokeup,andshewenthome,hewashalfafraidtofollowher,forhefelthowharditwouldbetosayanythingtoherbutthattheoldlovehadreturnedonhimwithdoubleforce。
However,havingwatchedherhome,hewalkedslowlytoandfrocomposinghimselffortheinterview。
Henowdeterminedtomaketheprocessofinformingheraverylongone:hewouldspinitout,andsosecuremanyasweetinterviewwithher:and,whoknows?hemightfascinateherasshehadhim,andripengratitudeintolove,asheunderstoodthatword。
Hecalled,hesentinhiscard。Themanwentin,andcamebackwithasonorous"Notathome。"
"Notathome?nonsense。Why,sheisjustcomeinfromchurch。"
"Notathome,"saidtheman,evidentlystronginhisinstructions。
Falconturnedwhitewithrageatthissecondaffront。"Alltheworseforher,"saidhe,andturnedonhisheel。
Hewenthome,ragingwithdisappointmentandwoundedvanity,and——
sincesuchloveashisisseldomveryfarfromhate——hesworesheshouldneverknowfromhimthatherhusbandwasalive。Heevenmoralized。"Thiscomesofbeingsounselfish,"saidhe。"I'llgivethatgameupforever。"
Byandby,amerenegativerevengewasnotenoughforhim,andhesethiswitstoworktomakehersmart。
Hewrotetoherfromhislodgings:——
DEARMADAM,——Whatapityyouareneverathometome。Ihadsomethingtosayaboutyourhusband,thatIthoughtmightinterestyou。
Yourstruly,R。FALCON。
Imaginetheeffectofthisabominablenote。Itwaslikearockflungintoaplacidpool。ItsetRosatremblingallover。Whatcouldhemean?
Sheranwithittoherfather,andaskedhimwhatMr。Falconcouldmean。
"Ihavenoidea,"saidhe。"Youhadbetteraskhim,notme。"
"Iamafraiditisonlytogettoseeme。Youknowheadmiredmeonce。Ah,howsuspiciousIamgetting。"
RosawrotetoFalcon:——
DEARSIR,——SincemybereavementIseescarcelyanybody。Myservantdidnotknowyou;soIhopeyouwillexcuseme。Ifitistoomuchtroubletocallagain,wouldyoukindlyexplainyournotetome?
Yoursrespectfully,ROSASTAINES。
Falconchuckledbitterlyoverthis。"No,mylady,"saidhe。"I'llserveyouout。Youshallrunaftermelikealittledog。Ihavegotthebonethatwilldrawyou。"
Hewrotebackcoldlytosaythatthematterhehadwishedtocommunicatewastoodelicateandimportanttoputonpaper;thathewouldtryandgetdowntoGravesendagainsomedayorother,butwasmuchoccupied,andhadalreadyputhimselftoinconvenience。
Headded,inapostscript,thathewasalwaysathomefromfourtofive。
Nextdayhegotholdoftheservant,andgaveherminuteinstructions,andaguinea。
Thenthewretchgotsometoolsandboredaholeinthepartitionwallofhissitting-room。Thepaperhadlargeflowers。Hewasartistenoughtoconcealthetrickwithwater-colors。Inhisbed-
roomtheholecamebehindthecurtains。
Thatveryafternoon,ashehadforeseen,Mrs。Stainescalledonhim。Themaid,dulyinstructed,saidMr。Falconwasout,butwouldsoonreturn,andcouldshewaithisreturn?Themaidbeingsoverycivil,Mrs。Stainessaidshewouldwaitalittlewhile,andwasimmediatelyusheredintoFalcon'ssitting-room。Thereshesatdown;butwasevidentlyillatease,restless,flushed。Shecouldnotsitquiet,andatlastbegantowalkupanddowntheroom,almostwildly。Herbeautifuleyesglittered,andthewholewomanseemedonfire。Thecaitiff,whowaswatchingher,sawandgloatedonallthis,andenjoyedtothefullherbeautyandagitation,andhisrevengeforher"Notathomes。"
Butafteralongtime,therewasareaction:shesatdownandutteredsomeplaintivesoundsinarticulate,ornearly;andatlastshebegantocry。
ThenitcostFalconaneffortnottocomeinandcomforther;buthecontrolledhimselfandkeptquiet。
Sherangthebell。Sheaskedforwritingpaper,andshewroteherunseentormentorahumblenote,begginghim,foroldacquaintance,tocallonher,andtellherwhathismysteriouswordsmeantthathadfilledherwithagitation。
Thisdone,shewentaway,withadeepsigh,andFalconemerged,andpounceduponherletter。
Hekissedit;hereaditadozentimes:hesatdownwhereshehadsat,andhisbasepassionoverpoweredhim。Herbeauty,heragitation,herfear,hertears,allcombinedtomaddenhim,anddothedevil'sworkinhisfalse,selfishheart,soopentoviolentpassions,sodeadtoconscience。
Foronceinhislifehewasviolentlyagitated,andtornbyconflictingfeelings:hewalkedabouttheroommorewildlythanhisvictimhad;andifitbetruethat,incertaingreattemptations,goodandbadangelsfightforaman,hereyoumighthaveseenasfierceabattleofthatkindaseverwas。
Atlastherushedoutintotheair,anddidnotreturntillteno'clockatnight。Hecamebackpaleandhaggard,andwithalookofcrimeuponhisface。
TrueBohemianashewas,hesentforapintofbrandy。
Sothenthediewascast,andsomethingwastobedonethatcalledforbrandy。
Heboltedhimselfin,anddrankawine-glassofitneat;thenanother;thenanother。
Nowhispalecheekisflushed,andhiseyeglitters。Drinkforever!greatruinofEnglishsoulsaswellasbodies。
Heputthepokerinthefire,andheateditredhot。
HebroughtStaines'sletter,andsoftenedthesealing-waxwiththehotpoker;thenwithhispen-knifemadeaneatincisioninthewax,andopenedtheletter。Hetookoutthering,andputitcarefullyaway。Thenhelightedacigar,andreadtheletter,andstudiedit。Manyaman,capableofmurderinheatofpassion,couldnothaveresistedthepathosofthisletter。ManyaNewgatethief,afterreadingit,wouldhavefeltsuchpityforthelovinghusbandwhohadsufferedtothevergeofdeath,andthentothebrinkofmadness,andforthepoorbereavedwife,thathewouldhavetakentheletterdowntoGravesendthatverynight,thoughhepickedtwofreshpocketstodefraytheexpensesoftheroad。
Butthiswasanegotist。Goodnaturehadcurbedhisegotismalittlewhile;butnowvanityandpassionhadsweptawayallunselfishfeelings,andthepureegotistaloneremained。
Now,thepureegotisthasbeendefinedasamanwhowillburndownhisNEIGHBOR'ShousetocookHIMSELFanegg。Murderisbutegotismcarriedouttoitsnaturalclimax。Whatismurdertoapureegotist,especiallyabrandiedone?
IknewanegotistwhometafemaleacquaintanceinNewhavenvillage。Shehadaone-poundnote,andofferedtotreathim。Shechangedthisnotetotreathim。Fishshegavehim,andmuchwhiskey。Costherfourshillings。Heateanddrankwithher,atherexpense;andhisaorta,orprincipalblood-vessel,beingwarmedwithherwhiskey,hemurderedherforthechange,theoddsixteenshillings。
Ihadthepleasureofseeingthategotisthung,withtheseeyes。
Itwasasliceofluckthat,Igrievetosay,hasnotoccurredagaintome。
Somuchforawhiskiedegotist。
Hislesstruculentbutequallyremorselessbrotherinvillany,thebrandiedegotist,Falcon,couldreadthatpoorhusband'sletterwithoutblenching;theloveandtheanticipationsofrapture,thesemadehimwrithealittlewithjealousy,buttheyrousednotagrainofpity。Hewasatrueegotist,blind,remorseless。
Inthis,histruecharacter,hestudiedtheletterprofoundly,andmasteredallthefacts,anddigestedthemwell。
Allmannerofdiabolicalartificespresentedthemselvestohisbrain,barrenoftrueintellect,yetfertileinfraud;inthat,andalllowcunningandsubtlety,farmorethanamatchforSolomonorBacon。
Hissinisterstudieswerepursuedfarintothenight。Thenhewenttobed,andhisunboundedegotismgavehimthesleepagrandercriminalwouldhavecourtedinvainonthevergeofamonstrousanddeliberatecrime。
Nextdayhewenttoafashionabletailor,andorderedacompletesuitofblack。Thiswasmadeinforty-eighthours;theintervalwasspentmainlyinconcoctingliestobeincorporatedwiththenumberofminutefactshehadgainedfromStaines'sletter,andinmakingcloseimitationsofhishandwriting。
Thusarmed,andcrammedwithmoreliesthanthe"Menteur"ofCorneille,butnotsuchinnocentones,hewentdowntoGravesend,allindeepmourning,withcraperoundhishat。
Hepresentedhimselfatthevilla。
Theservantwasallobsequiousness。Yes,Mrs。Stainesreceivedfewvisitors;butshewasathometoHIM。Heevenbegantofalterexcuses。"Nonsense,"saidFalcon,andslippedasovereignintohishand;"youareagoodservant,andobeyorders。"
Theservant'srespectdoubled,andheusheredthevisitorintothedrawing-room,asonewhosenamewasapassport。"Mr。ReginaldFalcon,madam。"
Mrs。Staineswasalone。Sherosetomeethim。Hercolorcameandwent,herfulleyefellonhim,andtookinallataglance——thathewasallinblack,andthathehadabeard,andlookedpale,andillatease。
Littledreamingthatthiswastheanxietyofafelonabouttotaketheactualplungeintoanovelcrime,shewasratherprepossessedbyit。Thebeardgavehimdignity,andhidhismean,cruelmouth。
Hisblacksuitseemedtosayhe,too,hadlostsomeonedeartohim;andthatwasagroundofsympathy。
Shereceivedhimkindly,andthankedhimfortakingthetroubletocomeagain。Shebeggedhimtobeseated;andthen,womanlike,shewaitedforhimtoexplain。
Buthewasinnohurry,andwaitedforher。Heknewshewouldspeakifhewassilent。
Shecouldnotkeephimwaitinglong。"Mr。Falcon,"saidshe,hesitatingalittle,"youhavesomethingtosaytomeabouthimI
havelost。"
"Yes,"saidhesoftly。"IhavesomethingIcouldsay,andIthinkIoughttosayit;butIamafraid:becauseIdon'tknowwhatwillbetheresult。Ifeartomakeyoumoreunhappy。"
"Me!moreunhappy?Me,whosedearhusbandliesatthebottomoftheocean。Otherpoorwoundedcreatureshavethewretchedcomfortofknowingwherehelies——ofcarryingflowerstohistomb。ButI——
oh,Mr。Falcon,Iambereavedofall:evenhispoorremainslost,——
lost"——shecouldsaynomore。
Thenthatcravenheartbegantoquakeatwhathewasdoing;quaked,yetpersevered;buthisownvoicequivered,andhischeekgrewashypale。Nowonder。IfeverGodcondescendedtopourlightningonaskunk,surelynowwasthetime。
Shakingandsweatingwithterrorathisownact,hestammeredout,"Woulditbetheleastcomforttoyoutoknowthatyouarenotdeniedthatpoorconsolation?Supposehediednotsomiserablyasyouthink?Supposehewaspickedupatsea,inadyingstate?"
"Ah!"
"Supposehelingered,nursedbykindandsympathizinghands,thatalmostsavedhim?Supposehewaslaidinhallowedground,andagreatmanytearsshedoverhisgrave?"
"Ah,thatwouldindeedbeacomfort。Anditwastosaythisyoucame。Ithankyou。Iblessyou。But,mygood,kindfriend,youaredeceived。Youdon'tknowmyhusband。Youneversawhim。Heperishedatsea。"
"Willitbekindorunkind,totellyouwhyIthinkhediedasI
tellyou,andnotatsea?"
"Kind,butimpossible。Youdeceiveyourself。Ah,Isee。Youfoundsomepoorsufferer,andweregoodtohim;butitwasnotmypoorChristie。Oh,ifitwere,Ishouldworshipyou。ButIthankyouasitis。Itwasverykindtowanttogivemethislittle,littlecrumbofcomfort;forIknowIdidnotbehavewelltoyou,sir:butyouaregenerous,andhaveforgivenapoorheart-brokencreature,thatneverwasverywise。"
Hegavehertimetocry,andthensaidtoher,"IonlywantedtobesureitWOULDbeanycomforttoyou。Mrs。Staines,itistrueI
didnotevenknowhisname;noryours。WhenImet,inthisveryroom,thegreatdisappointmentthathassaddenedmyownlife,I
leftEnglanddirectly。Icollectedfunds,wenttoNatal,andturnedland-ownerandfarmer。Ihavemadealargefortune,butI
neednottellyouIamnothappy。Well,Ihadayacht,andsailingfromCapeTowntoAlgoaBay,Ipickeduparaft,withadyingmanonit。Hewasperishingfromexhaustionandexposure。Igotalittlebrandybetweenhislips,andkepthimalive。Ilandedwithhimatonce:andwenursedhimonshore。Wehadtobeverycautious。Heimproved。Wegothimtotakeegg-flip。Hesmiledonusatfirst,andthenhethankedus。Inursedhimdayandnightfortendays。Hegotmuchstronger。Hespoketome,thankedmeagainandagain,andtoldmehisnamewasChristopherStaines。Hetoldmethatheshouldnevergetwell。Iimploredhimtohavecourage。Hesaidhedidnotwantforcourage;butnaturehadbeentriedtoohard。Wegotsofondofeachother。Oh!"——andthecaitiffpretendedtobreakdown;andhisfeignedgriefmingledwithRosa'sdespairingsobs。
Hemadeanapparenteffort,andsaid,"Hespoketomeofhiswife,hisdarlingRosa。Thenamemademestart,butIcouldnotknowitwasyou。Atlasthewasstrongenoughtowriteafewlines,andhemademepromisetotakethemtohiswife。"
"Ah!"saidRosa。"Showthemme。"
"Iwill。"
"Thismoment。"Andherhandsbegantoworkconvulsively。
"Icannot,"saidFalcon。"Ihavenotbroughtthemwithme。"
Rosacastakeeneyeofsuspicionandterroronhim。Hisnotbringingtheletterseemedmonstrous;andsoindeeditwas。Thefactis,theletterwasnotwritten。
Falconaffectednottonoticeherkeenlook。Heflowedon,"Theaddressheputonthatletterastonishedme。'KentVilla。'OfcourseIknewKentVilla:andhecalledyou'Rosa。'"
"Howcouldyoucometomewithoutthatletter?"criedRosa,wringingherhands。"HowamItoknow?Itisallsostrange,soincredible。"
"Don'tyoubelieveme?"saidFalconsadly。"WhyshouldIdeceiveyou?ThefirsttimeIcamedowntotellyouallthis,IdidnotKNOWwhoMrs。Staineswas。Isuspected;butnomore。ThesecondtimeIsawyouinthechurch,andthenIknew;andfollowedyoutotryandtellyouallthis;andyouwerenotathometome。"
"Forgiveme,"saidRosacarelessly:thenearnestly,"Theletter!
whencanIseeit?"
"Iwillsend,orbringit。"
"Bringit!IaminagonytillIseeit。Oh,mydarling!mydarling!Itcan'tbetrue。ItwasnotmyChristie。Heliesinthedepthsoftheocean。LordTadcasterwasintheship,andhesaysso;everybodysaysso。"
"AndIsayhesleepsinhallowedground,andthesehandslaidhimthere。"
Rosaliftedherhandstoheaven,andcriedpiteously,"Idon'tknowwhattothink。Youwouldnotwillinglydeceiveme。Buthowcanthisbe?Oh,UnclePhilip,whyareyouawayfromme?Sir,yousayhegaveyoualetter?"
"Yes。"
"Oh,why,whydidyounotbringit?"
"Becausehetoldmethecontents;andIthoughtheprizedmypooreffortstoohighly。Itdidnotoccurtomeyouwoulddoubtmyword。"
"Oh,no:nomoreIdo:butIfearitwasnotmyChristie。"
"I'llgofortheletteratonce,Mrs。Staines。"
"Oh,thankyou!Blessyou!Yes,thisminute!"
Theartfulroguedidnotgo;neverintended。
HeroseTOGO;buthadasuddeninspiration;verysudden,ofcourse。"Hadhenothingabouthimyoucouldrecognizehimby?"
"Yes,hehadaringIgavehim。"
Falcontookablack-edgedenvelopeoutofhispocket。
"Arubyring,"saidshe,beginningtotrembleathisquietaction。
"Isthatit?"andhehandedherarubyring。
CHAPTERXXVII。
Mrs。Stainesutteredasharpcryandseizedthering。Hereyesdilatedoverit,andshebegantotrembleineverylimb;andatlastshesankslowlyback,andherheadfellononesidelikeabrokenlily。Thesuddensightoftheringoverpoweredheralmosttofainting。
Falconrosetocallforassistance;butshemadehimafeeblemotionnottodoso。
Shegotthebetterofherfaintness,andthenshefelltokissingthering,inanagonyoflove,andweptoverit,andstillheldit,andgazedatitthroughherblindingtears。
Falconeyedheruneasily。
Buthesoonfoundhehadnothingtofear。Foralongtimesheseemedscarcelyawareofhispresence;andwhenshenoticedhim,itwastothankhim,almostpassionately。
"ItwasmyChristieyouweresogoodto:mayHeavenblessyouforit:andyouwillbringmehisletter,willyounot?"
"OfcourseIwill。"
"Oh,donotgoyet。Itisallsostrange:sosad。IseemtohavelostmypoorChristieagain,sincehedidnotdieatsea。Butno,IamungratefultoGod,andungratefultothekindfriendthatnursedhimtothelast。Ah,Ienvyyouthat。Tellmeall。Nevermindmycrying。IhaveseenthetimeIcouldnotcry。Itwasworsethenthannow。IshallalwayscrywhenIspeakofhim,ay,tomydyingday。Tellme,tellmeall。"
Herpassionfrightenedtheegotist,butdidnotturnhim。Hehadgonetoofar。Hetoldherthat,afterraisingalltheirhopes,Dr。
Staineshadsuddenlychangedfortheworse,andsunkrapidly;thathislastwordshadbeenabouther,andhehadsaid,"MypoorRosa,whowillprotecther?"That,tocomforthim,hehadsaidhewouldprotecther。Thenthedyingmanhadmanagedtowritealineortwo,andtoaddressit。Almosthislastwordshadbeen,"Beafathertomychild。"
"Thatisstrange。"
"Youhavenochild?Thenitmusthavebeenyouhemeant。Hespokeofyouasachildmorethanonce。"
"Mr。Falcon,Ihaveachild;butbornsinceIlostmypoorchild'sfather。"
"ThenIthinkheknewit。Theysaythatdyingmencanseeallovertheworld:andIremember,whenhesaidit,hiseyesseemedfixedverystrangely,asifonsomethingdistant。Oh,howwonderfulallthisis。MayIseehischild,towhomIpromised"——
Theartistinlieslefthissentencehalfcompleted。
Rosarang,andsentforherlittleboy。
Mr。Falconadmiredhisbeauty,andsaidquietly,"Ishallkeepmyvow。"
Hethenlefther,withapromisetocomebackearlynextmorningwiththeletter。
Shelethimgoonlyonthoseconditions。
Assoonasherfathercamein,sherantohimwiththisstrangestory。
"Idon'tbelieveit,"saidhe。"Itisimpossible。"
Sheshowedhimtheproof,therubyring。
Thenhebecameveryuneasy,andbeggedhernottotellasoul。Hedidnottellherthereason,buthefearedtheinsuranceofficewouldhearofit,andrequireproofsofChristopher'sdecease,whereastheyhadaccepteditwithoutamurmur,ontheevidenceofCaptainHamiltonandtheAmphitrite'slog-book。
AsforFalcon,hewentcarefullythroughStaines'stwoletters,andwhereverhefoundawordthatsuitedhispurpose,hetraceditbytheusualprocess,andso,inthecourseofafewhours,heconcoctedashortletter,allthewordsinwhich,exceptthree,werefacsimiles,onlyhereandtherealittleshaky;thethreeoddwordshehadtoimitatebyobservationoftheletters。Thesignaturehegottoperfectionbytracing。
Heinsertedthisletterintheoriginalenvelope,andsealeditverycarefully,soastohidethatthesealhadbeentamperedwith。
Thusarmed,hewentdowntoGravesend。TherehehiredahorseandrodetoKentVilla。
Whyhehiredahorse,heknewhowharditistoforgehandwriting,andhechosetohavethemeansofescapeathand。
Hecameintothedrawing-room,ghastlypale,andalmostimmediatelygavehertheletter;thenturnedhisback,feigningdelicacy。Inrealityhewasquakingwithfearlestsheshouldsuspectthehandwriting。ButtheenvelopewasaddressedbyStaines,andpavedthewayfortheletter;shewasunsuspiciousandgood,andherheartcriedoutforherhusband'slastwrittenwords:atsuchamoment,whatchancehadjudgmentandsuspicioninaninnocentandlovingsoul?
Hereloquentsighsandsobssoontoldthecaitiffhehadnothingtofear。
Theletterranthus:——
MYOWNROSA,——Allthatabrothercoulddoforabelovedbrother,Falconhasdone。Henursedmenightandday。Butitisvain。I
shallneverseeyouagaininthisworld。Isendyouaprotector,andafathertoyourchild。Valuehim。Hehaspromisedtobeyourstayonearth,andmyspiritshallwatchoveryou——Tomylastbreath,yourlovinghusband,CHRISTOPHERSTAINES。
Falconrose,andbegantostealontiptoeoutoftheroom。
Rosastoppedhim。"Youneednotgo,"saidshe。"Youareourfriend。ByandbyIhopeIshallfindwordstothankyou。"
"Prayletmeretireamoment,"saidthehypocrite。"Ahusband'slastwords:toosacred——astranger:"andhewentoutintothegarden。TherehefoundthenursemaidEmily,andthelittleboy。
Hestoppedthechild,andmadelovetothenursemaid;showedherhisdiamonds——hecarriedthemallabouthim——toldherhehadthirtythousandacresinCapeColony,anddiamondsonthem;andwasgoingtobuythirtythousandmoreofthegovernment。"Here,takeone,"
saidhe。"Oh,youneedn'tbeshy。Theyarecommonenoughonmyestates。I'lltellyouwhat,though,youcouldnotbuythatforlessthanthirtypoundsatanyshopinLondon。Couldshe,mylittleduck?Nevermind,itisnobrighterthanhereyes。Nowdoyouknowwhatshewilldowiththat,MasterChristie?Shewillgiveittosomeduffertoputinapin。"
"Shewon'tdonothingofthekind,"saidEmily,flushingallover。
"Sheisnotsuchafool。"Shethenvolunteeredtotellhimshehadnosweetheart,anddidnottroubleherheadaboutyoungmenatall。
Heinterpretedthistomeanshewaslookingoutforone。SodoI。
"Nosweetheart!"saidhe;"andtheprettiestgirlIhaveseensinceIlanded:thenIputinforthesituation。"
Here,seeingthefootmancoming,hebestowedamostpaternalkissonlittleChristie,andsaying,"NotawordtoJohn,ornomorediamondsfromme;"hemovedcarefullyaway,leavingthegirlallinaflutterwithextravaganthopes。
Thenextmomentthiswolfinthesheep-foldenteredthedrawing-
room。Mrs。Staineswasnotthere。Hewaited,andwaited,andbegantogetratheruneasy,asmenwillwhowalkamongpitfalls。
PresentlythefootmancametosaythatMrs。Staineswaswithherfather,inhisstudy,butshewouldcometohiminfiveminutes。
Thisincreasedhisanxiety。What!Shewastakingadviceofanolderhead。Hebegantobeveryseriouslyalarmed,and,indeed,hadprettywellmadeuphismindtogodownandgallopoff,whenthedooropened,andRosacamehastilyin。Hereyeswereveryredwithweeping。Shecametohimwithbothhandsextendedtohim;hegaveherhis,timidly。Shepressedthemwithsuchearnestnessandpowerashecouldnothavesuspected;andthankedhim,andblessedhim,withsuchatorrentofeloquence,thathehunghisheadwithshame;and,beingunabletofaceitout,villainashewas,yetstillartfultothecore,hepretendedtoburstoutcrying,andranoutoftheroom,androdeaway。
Hewaitedtwodays,andthencalledagain。Rosareproachedhimsweetlyforgoingbeforeshehadhalfthankedhim。
"Allthebetter,"saidhe。"Ihavebeenthankedagreatdealtoomuchalready。Whowouldnotdohisbestforadyingcountryman,andfightnightanddaytosavehimforhiswifeandchildathome?
IfIhadsucceeded,thenIwouldbegreedyofpraise:butnowitmakesmeblush;itmakesmeverysad。"
"Youdidyourbest,"saidRosatearfully。
"Ah!thatIdid。Indeed,Iwasillforweeksafter,myself,throughthestrainuponmymind,andthedisappointment,andgoingsomanynightswithoutsleep。Butdon'tletustalkofthat。"
"Doyouknowwhatmydarlingsaystomeinmyletter?"
"No。"
"Wouldyouliketoseeit?"
"IndeedIshould;butIhavenoright。"
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