CHAPTERXXIV。
Therecameareaction,andPhoebewasprostratedwithgriefandalarm。HerbrotherneverdoubtednowthatReginaldhadruntoCapeTownforalark。ButPhoebe,thoughshethoughtsotoo,couldnotbesure;andsothedoubleagonyofbereavementanddesertiontorturedherbyturns,andalmosttogether。Forthefirsttimethesemanyyears,shewassocrushedshecouldnotgoaboutherbusiness,butlayonalittlesofainherownroom,andhadtheblindsdown,forherheadachedsoshecouldnotbearthelight。
SheconceivedabitterresentmentagainstStaines;andtoldDicknevertolethimintohersight,ifhedidnotwanttobeherdeath。
InvainDickmadeexcusesforhim:shewouldhearnone。Foronceshewasasunreasonableasanyotherlivingwoman:shecouldseenothingbutthatshehadbeenhappy,afteryearsofmisery,andshouldbehappynowifthismanhadneverenteredherhouse。"Ah,Collie!"shecried,"youwerewiserthanIwas。Youasgoodastoldmehewouldmakemesmartforlodgingandcuringhim。AndI
wasSOhappy!"
DalecommunicatedthisasdelicatelyashecouldtoStaines。
Christopherwasdeeplygrievedandwounded。Hethoughtitunjust,butheknewitwasnatural:hesaid,humbly,"Ifeelguiltymyself,Mr。Dale;andyet,unlessIhadpossessedomniscience,whatcouldI
do?Ithoughtofherinall——poorthing!poorthing!"
Thetearswereinhiseyes,andDickDalewentawayscratchinghisheadandthinkingitover。Themorehethought,thelesshewasinclinedtocondemnhim。
Staineshimselfwasmuchtroubledinmind,andlivedonthorns。HewantedtobeofftoEngland;grudgedeveryday,everyhour,hespentinAfrica。ButMrs。Falconwashisbenefactress;hehadbeen,formonthsandmonths,garneringupaheapofgratitudetowardsher。Hehadnotthehearttoleaveherbadfriends,andinmisery。HekepthopingFalconwouldreturn,orwrite。
Twodaysafterhisreturn,hewasseated,disconsolate,gluinggarnetsandcarbunclesontoabroadtaperingbitoflambskin,whenUcatellacametohimandsaid,"Mydoctorchildsick?"
"No,notsick:butmiserable。"Andheexplainedtoher,aswellashecould,whathadpassed。"But,"saidhe,"Iwouldnotmindthelossofthediamondsnow,ifIwasonlysurehewasalive。Ithinkmostofpoor,poorMrs。Falcon。"
WhileUcatellaponderedthis,butwithoneeyeofdemurecuriosityonthecoronethewasmaking,hetoldheritwasforher——hehadnotforgotheratthemines。
"Thesestones,"saidhe,"arenotvaluedthere;butseehowglorioustheyare!"
Inafewminuteshehadfinishedthecoronet,andgaveither。Sheutteredachuckleofdelight,andwithinstinctiveart,boundit,inaturnofherhand,aboutherbrow;andthenStaineshimselfwasstruckdumbwithamazement。Thecarbunclesgatheredfromthosemineslooklikerubies,sofulloffirearethey,andofenormoussize。Thechaplethadtwelvegreatcarbunclesinthecentre,andwentoffbygradationsintosmallergarnetsbythethousand。Theyflashedtheirblood-redflamesintheAfricansun,andtheheadofUcatella,grandbefore,becametheheadoftheSphinx,encircledwithacoronetoffire。ShebestowedalookofrapturousgratitudeonStaines,andthenglidedaway,likethestatelyJuno,toadmireherselfinthenearestglasslikeanyothercoquette,black,brown,yellow,copper,orwhite。
Thatveryday,towardssunset,sheburstuponStainesquitesuddenly,withhercoronetgleamingonhermagnificenthead,andhereyeslikecoalsoffire,andunderhermagnificentarm,hardasarock,aboykickingandstrugglinginvain。Shewasfuriouslyexcited,and,forthefirsttime,showedsignsofthesavageinthewhitesofhereyes,whichseemedtoturnthegloriouspupilsintosemicircles。SheclutchedStainesbytheshoulderwithherlefthand,andsweptalongwiththepair,likedarkFate,oraspotentjusticesweepsawayapairofculprits,andcarriedthemtothelittlewindow,andcried"Open——open!"
DickDalewasatdinner;Phoebelyingdown。Dickgotup,rathercrossly,andthrewopenthewindow。"Whatisupnow?"saidhecrossly:hewasliketwoorthreemoreEnglishmen——hatedtobebotheredatdinner-time。
"Dar,"screamedUcatella,settingdownTim,butholdinghimtightbytheshoulder;"nowyoutellwhatyouseethatnight,youlillyKafirtrash;ifyounottell,IkillyouDEAD;"andsheshowedthewhitesofhereyes,likeawildbeast。
Tim,thoroughlyalarmed,quiveredoutthathehadseenlillymasterrideuptothegateonebrightnight,andlookin,andTimthoughthewasgoingin:buthechangedhismind,andgallopedawaythatway;andthemonkeypointedsouth。
"Andwhycouldn'tyoutellusthisbefore?"questionedDick。
"Meminddesheep,"saidTimapologetically。"Menotminddelillymaster:jackalsnoteathim。"
"Younomoresensedanasheepyourself,"saidUcatellaloftily。
"No,no:Godblessyouboth,"criedpoorPhoebe:"nowIknowtheworst:"andagreatburstoftearsrelievedhersufferingheart。
Dickwentoutsoftly。Whenhegotoutsidethedoor,hedrewthemallapart,andsaid,"Yuke,youAREagood-heartedgirl。I'llneverforgetthiswhileIlive;and,Tim,there'sashillingforthee;butdon'tyougoandspenditinCapesmoke;thatispoisontowhites,anddestructiontoblacks。"
"No,master,"saidTim。"Ishallbuymuchbread,andmakemytomachtiff;"then,withaglanceofreproachatthedomesticcaterer,Ucatella,"Ialmostneverhavemytomachtiff。"
Dicklefthissisteraloneanhourortwo,tohavehercryout。
Whenhewentbacktohertherewasachange:thebravewomannolongerlayprostrate。Shewentaboutherbusiness;onlyshewasalwayseithercryingordrowninghertears。
HebroughtDr。Stainesin。Phoebeinstantlyturnedherbackonhimwithashuddertherewasnomistaking。
"Ihadbettergo,"saidStaines。"Mrs。Falconwillneverforgiveme。"
"Shewillhavetoquarrelwithmeelse,"saidDicksteadily。"Sityoudown,doctor。HonestfolklikeyouandmeandPhoebewasn'tmadetoquarrelforwantoflookingathingallround。Mysistershehasn'tlookeditallround,andIhave。Come,Pheeb,'tisnouseyourblindingyourself。Howwasthepoordoctortoknowyourhusbandisablackguard?"
"Heisnotablackguard。Howdareyousaythattomyface?"
"Heisablackguard,andalwayswas。Andnowheisathieftoboot。Hehasstolenthosediamonds;youknowthatverywell。"
"Gently,Mr。Dale;youforget:theyareasmuchhisasmine。"
"Well,andifhalfasheepismine,andItakethewholeandsellhim,andkeepthemoney,whatisthatbutstealing?Why,Iwonderatyou,Pheeb。Youwasalwayshonestyourself,andyetyouseethedoctorrobbedbyyourman,andthatdoesnottroubleyou。Whathashedonetodeserveit?Hehasbeenagoodfriendtous。Hehasputusontheroad。Wedidlittlemorethankeepthepotboilingbeforehecame——well,yes,westoredgrain;butwhoseadvicehasturnedthatgraintogold,Imightsay?Well,what'shisoffence?
Hetrustedthediamondstoyourman,andsenthimtoyou。Ishethefirsthonestmanthathastrustedarogue?Howwashetoknow?
Likelyhejudgedthehusbandbythewife。Answermeonething,Pheeb。Ifhemakesawaywithfifteenhundredpoundsthatishis,orpartlyyours——forhehaseatenyourbreadeversinceIknewhim——
andfifteenhundredmorethatisthedoctor's,whereshallwefindfifteenhundredpounds,allinamoment,topaythedoctorbackhisown?"
"Myhonestfriend,"saidStaines,"youaretormentingyourselfwithshadows。Idon'tbelieveMr。Falconwillwrongmeofashilling;
and,ifhedoes,Ishallquietlyrepaymyselfoutofthebigdiamond。Yes,mydearfriends,Ididnotthrowawayyourhorse,noryourrifle,noryourmoney:Igavethemall,andthelion'sskin——Igavethemall——forthis。"
Andhelaidthebigdiamondonthetable。
Itwasasbigasawalnut,andofthepurestwater。
DickDaleglancedatitstupidly。Phoebeturnedherbackonit,withacryofhorror,andthencameslowlyroundbydegrees;andhereyeswerefascinatedbytheroyalgem。
"Yes,"saidStainessadly,"Ihadtostripmyselfofalltobuyit,and,whenIhadgotit,howproudIwas,andhowhappyIthoughtweshouldallbeoverit,foritishalfyours,halfmine。Yes,Mr。
Dale,thereliessixthousandpoundsthatbelongtoMrs。Falcon。"
"Sixthousandpounds!"criedDick。
"I'msureofit。Andso,ifyoursuspicionsarecorrect,andpoorFalconshouldyieldtoasuddentemptation,andspendallthatmoney,Ishalljustcoollydeductitfromyourshareofthiswonderfulstone:somakeyourmindeasy。Butno;ifFalconisreallysowickedastodeserthishappyhome,andsomadastospendthousandsinamonthortwo,letusgoandsavehim。"
"Thatismybusiness,"saidPhoebe。"Iamgoinginthemail-cartto-morrow。"
"Well,youwon'tgoalone,"saidDick。
"Mrs。Falcon,"saidStainesimploringly,"letmegowithyou。"
"Thankyou,sir。Mybrothercantakecareofme。"
"Me!Youhadbetternottakeme。IfIcatchholdofhim,by——
I'llbreakhisneck,orhisback,orhisleg,orsomething;he'llneverrunawayfromyouagain,ifIlayhandsonhim,"repliedDick。
"I'llgoalone。Youarebothagainstme。"
"No,Mrs。Falcon;Iamnot,"saidStaines。"Myheartbleedsforyou。"
"Don'tyoudemeanyourself,prayingher,"saidDick。"It'sapublicconveyance:youhavenoneedtoaskHERleave。"
"Thatistrue:Ican'thinderfolkfromgoingtoCapeTownthesameday,"saidPhoebesullenly。
"IfImightpresumetoadvise,IwouldtakelittleTommy。"
"What!allthatroad?Doyouwantmetolosemychild,aswellasmyman?"
"OMrs。Falcon!"
"Don'tspeaktoher,doctor,togetyournosesnappedoff。Givehertime。She'llcometohersensesbeforeshedies。"
NextdayMrs。FalconandStainesstartedforCapeTown。Stainespaidhereveryattention,whenopportunityoffered。Butshewassullenandgloomy,andheldnoconversewithhim。
Helandedherataninn,andthentoldherhewouldgoatoncetothejeweller's。Heaskedherpiteouslywouldshelendhimapoundortwotoprosecutehisresearches。Shetookoutherpurse,withoutaword,andlenthimtwopounds。
Hebegantoscourthetown:thejewellershevisitedcouldtellhimnothing。Atlasthecametoashop,andtherehefoundMrs。Falconmakingherinquiriesindependently。Shesaidcoldly,"Youhadbettercomewithme,andgetyourmoneyandthings。"
Shetookhimtothebank——ithappenedtobetheoneshedidbusinesswith——andsaid,"ThisisDr。Christie,comeforhismoneyandjewels。"
Therewassomedemuratthis;butthecashierrecognizedhim,andPhoebemakingherselfresponsible,themoneyandjewelswerehandedover。
StaineswhisperedPhoebe,"Areyousurethejewelsaremine?"
"Theywerefoundonyou,sir。"
Stainestookthem,lookingconfused。Hedidnotknowwhattothink。Whentheygotintothestreetagain,hetoldheritwasverykindofhertothinkofhisinterestatall。
Noanswer:shewasnotgoingtomakefriendswithhimoversuchatrifleasthat。
Bydegrees,however,Christopher'szealonherbehalfbroketheice;andbesides,asthesearchprovedunavailing,sheneededsympathy;andhegaveither,anddidnotabuseherhusbandasDickDaledid。
Oneday,inthestreet,afteralongthought,shesaidtohim,"Didn'tyousay,sir,yougavehimaletterforme?"
"Igavehimtwoletters;oneofthemwastoyou。"
"Couldyourememberwhatyousaidinit?"
"Perfectly。Ibeggedyou,ifyoushouldgotoEngland,tobreakthetruthtomywife。Sheisveryexcitable;andsuddenjoyhaskillederenow。Igaveyouparticularinstructions。"
"Andyouwereverywise。ButwhatevercouldmakeyouthinkIwouldgotoEngland?"
"Hetoldmeyouonlywantedanexcuse。"
"Oh!!"
"Whenhetoldmethat,Icaughtatit,ofcourse。ItwasalltheworldtometogetmyRosatoldbysuchakind,good,sensiblefriendasyou;and,Mrs。Falcon,Ihadnoscrupleabouttroublingyou,becauseIknewthestoneswouldsellforatleastathousandpoundsmoreinEnglandthanhere,andthatwouldpayyourexpenses。"
"Isee,sir;Isee。'Twasverynatural:youloveyourwife。"
"Betterthanmylife。"
"AndhetoldyouIonlywantedanexcusetogotoEngland?"
"Hedid,indeed。Itwasnottrue?"
"Itwasanythingbuttrue。IhadsufferedsoinEngland;Ihadbeensohappyhere:toohappytolast。Ah!well,itisallover。
Letusthinkofthematterinhand。Surethatwasnottheonlyletteryougavemyhusband?Didn'tyouwritetoHER?"
"OfcourseIdid;butthatwasenclosedtoyou,andnottobegiventoheruntilyouhadbrokenthejoyfulnewstoher。Yes,Mrs。
Falcon,Iwroteandtoldhereverything:mylossatsea;howIwassaved,after,byyourkindness。Ourjourneys,fromCapeTown,andthentothediggings;mysuddengoodfortune,myhopes,myjoy——
OmypoorRosa!andnowIsupposeshewillnevergetit。Itistoocruelofhim。Ishallgohomebythenextsteamer。ICAN'Tstayhereanylonger,foryouoranybody。Oh,andIenclosedmyrubyringthatshegaveme,forIthoughtshemightnotbelieveyouwithoutthat。"
"Letmethink,"saidPhoebe,turningashypale。"Formercy'ssake,letmethink!
"Hehasreadboththoseletters,sir。
"Shewillneverseehers:anymorethanIshallseemine。"
Shepausedagain,thinkingharderandharder。
"Wemusttaketwoplacesinthenextmailsteamer。Imustlookaftermyhusband,ANDYOUAFTERYOURWIFE。"
CHAPTERXXV。
Mrs。Falcon'sbitterfeelingagainstDr。Stainesdidnotsubside;
itmerelywentoutofsightalittle。Theywerethrowntogetherbypotentcircumstances,andinamannerconnectedbymutualobligations;soanopenruptureseemedtoounnatural。StillPhoebewasawoman,and,blindedbyherloveforherhusband,couldnotforgivetheinnocentcauseoftheirpresentunhappyseparation;
thoughthefaultlayentirelywithFalcon。
Stainestookheronboardthesteamer,andpaidhereveryattention。Shewasalsociviltohim;butitwasacoldandconstrainedcivility。
Aboutahundredmilesfromlandthesteamerstopped,andthepassengerssoonlearnedtherewassomethingwrongwithhermachinery。Infact,afterdueconsultation,thecaptaindecidedtoputback。
ThisirritatedanddistressedMrs。Falconsothatthecaptain,desiroustoobligeher,hailedafastschooner,thattackedacrossherbows,andgaveMrs。Falcontheoptionofgoingbackwithhim,orgoingonintheschooner,withwhoseskipperhewasacquainted。
Stainesadvisedheronnoaccounttotrusttosails,whenshecouldhavesteamwithonlyadelayoffourorfivedays;butshesaid,"Anythingsoonerthangoback。Ican't,Ican'tonsuchanerrand。"
Accordinglyshewasputonboardtheschooner,andStaines,aftersomehesitation,feltboundtoaccompanyher。
Itprovedasaderror。Contrarywindsassailedthemtheverynextday,andwithsuchseveritythattheyhadrepeatedlytolieto。
Ononeoftheseoccasions,withashipreelingunderthemlikearestivehorse,andthewavesrunningmountainshigh,poorPhoebe'sterrorsovermasteredbothherhostilityandherreserve。"Doctor,"
saidshe,"Ibelieve'tisGod'swillweshallneverseeEngland。I
musttryanddiemorelikeaChristianthanIhavelived,forgivingallwhohavewrongedme,andyou,thathavebeenmygoodfriendandmyworstenemy,butyoudidnotmeanit。Sir,whathasturnedmeagainstyouso——yourwifewasmyhusband'ssweetheartbeforehemarriedme。"
"Mywifeyourhusband's——youaredreaming。"
"Nay,sir,onceshecametomyshop,andIsawdirectlyIwasnothingtohim,andheowneditalltome;hehadcourtedher,andshejiltedhim;sohesaid。Whyshouldhetellmealieaboutthat?I'dlaymylife'tistrue。Andnowyouhavesenthimtoheryourownself;and,atsightofher,Ishallbenothingagain。
Well,whenthisshipgoesdown,theycanmarry,andIhopehewillbehappy,happierthanIcanmakehim,thattriedmybest,Godknows。"
ThisconversationsurprisedStainesnotalittle。However,hesaid,withgreatwarmth,itwasfalse。Hiswifehaddancedandflirtedwithsomeyounggentlemanatonetime,whentherewasabriefmisunderstandingbetweenhimandher,butsweetheartshehadneverhad,excepthim。Hecourtedherfreshfromschool。"Now,mygoodsoul,"saidhe,"makeyourmindeasy;theshipisagoodone,andwellhandled,andinnodangerwhatever,andmywifeisinnodangerfromyourhusband。Sinceyouandyourbrothertellmethatheisavillain,Iamboundtobelieveyou。Butmywifeisanangel。Inourmiserablehourofparting,shevowednottomarryagain,shouldIbetakenfromher。Marryagain!whatamItalkingof?Why,ifhevisitsheratall,itwillbetoletherknowIamalive,andgivehermyletter。Doyoumeantotellmeshewilllistentovowsoflovefromhim,whenherwholeheartisinraptureforme?Suchnonsense!"
Thisburstofhisdidnotaffronther,anddidnotcomforther。
Atlastthewindabated;andafterawearisomecalm,alightbreezecame,andtheschoonercrepthomeward。
Phoeberestrainedherselfforseveraldays;butatlastshecamebacktothesubject;thistimeitwasinanapologetictoneatstarting。"Iknowyouthinkmeafoolishwoman,"shesaid;"butmypoorReginaldcouldneverresistaprettyface;andsheissolovely;andyoushouldhaveseenhowheturnedwhenshecameintomyplace。Oh,sir,therehasbeenmorebetweenthemthanyouknowof;andwhenIthinkthathewillhavebeeninEnglandsomanymonthsbeforewegetthere,oh,doctor,sometimesIfeelasI
shouldgomad;myheaditislikeafurnace,andsee,mybrowisallwrinkledagain。"
ThenStainestriedtocomforther;assuredhershewastormentingherselfidly;herhusbandwouldperhapshavespentsomeofthediamondmoneyonhisamusement;butwhatifhehad?heshoulddeductitoutofthebigdiamond,whichwasalsotheirjointproperty,andthelosswouldhardlybefelt。"Astomywife,madam,Ihavebutoneanxiety;lestheshouldgoblurtingitoutthatIamalive,andalmostkillherwithjoy。"
"Hewillnotdothat,sir。Heisnofool。"
"Iamgladofit;forthereisnothingelsetofear。"
"Man,Itellyouthereiseverythingtofear。Youdon'tknowhimasIdo;norhispoweroverwomen。"
"Mrs。Falcon,areyoubentonaffrontingme?"
"No,sir;Heavenforbid!"
"Thenpleasetoclosethissubjectforever。InthreeweeksweshallbeinEngland。"
"Ay;buthehasbeentheresixmonths。"
Hebowedstifflytoher,wenttohiscabin,andavoidedthepoorfoolishwomanasmuchashecouldwithoutseemingtoounkind。
CHAPTERXXVI。
Mrs。Stainesmadeoneortwomovements——tostopLordTadcaster——
withherhand,thatexpressivefeaturewithwhich,atsuchtimes,asensitivewomancandoallbutspeak。
Whenatlasthepausedforherreply,shesaid,"Memarryagain!
Oh!forshame!"
"Mrs。Staines——Rosa——youwillmarryagain,someday。"
"Never。Metakeanotherhusband,aftersuchamanasIhavelost!
Ishouldbeamonster。Oh,LordTadcaster,youhavebeensokindtome;sosympathizing。YoumademebelieveyoulovedmyChristopher,too;andnowyouhavespoiledall。Itistoocruel。"
"Oh!Mrs。Staines,doyouthinkmecapableoffeigning——don'tyouseemyloveforyouhastakenyoubysurprise?ButhowcouldI
visityou——lookonyou——hearyou——minglemyregretswithyours;
yourswerethedeepest,ofcourse;butminewerehonest。"
"Ibelieveit。"Andshegavehimherhand。Heheldit,andkissedit,andcriedoverit,astheyoungwill,andimploredher,onhisknees,nottocondemnherselftolife-longwidowhood,andhimtodespair。
Thenshecried,too;butshewasfirm;andbydegreesshemadehimseethatherheartwasinaccessible。
Thenatlasthesubmittedwithtearfuleyes,butavaliantheart。
Sheofferedfriendshiptimidly。
Buthewastoomuchofamantofallintothattrap。"No,"hesaid:"Icouldnot,Icouldnot。Loveornothing。"
"Youareright,"saidshe,pityingly。"Forgiveme。Inmyselfishnessandmyusualfolly,Ididnotseethiscomingon,orI
wouldhavesparedyouthismortification。"
"Nevermindthat,"gulpedthelittleearl。"IshallalwaysbeproudIknewyou,andproudIlovedyou,andofferedyoumyhand。"
Thenthemagnanimouslittlefellowblessedher,andlefther,anddiscontinuedhisvisits。
Mr。Lusignanfoundhercrying,andgotthetruthoutofher。Hewasindespair。Heremonstratedkindly,butfirmly。Truthcompelsmetosaythatshepolitelyignoredhim。Heobservedthatphenomenon,andsaid,"Verywellthen,IshalltelegraphforUnclePhilip。"
"Do,"saidtherebel。"Heisalwayswelcome。"
Philip,telegraphed,camedownthatevening;likewisehislittleblackbag。Hefoundtheminthedrawing-room:papawiththePallMallGazette,Rosaseated,sewing,atalamp。ShemadelittleChristie'sclothesherself,——fancythat!
Havingascertainedthatthelittleboywaswell,Philip,adroitlyhidingthathehadcomedowntornwithanxietyonthathead,inquiredwithashowofcontemptuousindifference,whosecatwasdead。
"Nobody's,"saidLusignancrossly。ThenheturnedandpointedtheGazetteathisoffspring。"Doyouseethatyoungladystitchingtheresodemurely?"
Philipcarefullywipedandthenputonhisspectacles。
"Iseeher,"saidhe。"Shedoeslookalittletooinnocent。Noneofthemarereallysoinnocentasallthat。Hasshebeenswearingatthenurse,andboxingherears?"
"Worsethanthat。ShehasbeenandrefusedtheEarlofTadcaster。"
"Refusedhim——what!hasthatlittlemonkeyhadtheaudacity?"
"Thecondescension,youmean。Yes。"
"Andshehasrefusedhim?"
"Andtwentythousandayear。"
"Whatimmorality!"
"Worse。Whatabsurdity!"
"Howisittobeaccountedfor?Isittheoldstory?'Icouldneverlovehim。'No;that'sinadequate;fortheyallloveatitleandtwentythousandayear。"
Rosasewedonallthistimeindemureandabsolutesilence。
"Sheignoresus,"saidPhilip。"Itisintolerable。Shedoesnotappreciateourpolitenessintalkingather。Letusarraignherbeforeoursacredtribunal,andhaveherintocourt。Now,mistress,theSenateofVeniceisassembled,andyoumustbepleasedtotelluswhyyourefusedatitleandtwentythousandayear,withasmallbutsymmetricalearltackedon。"
Rosalaiddownherwork,andsaidquietly,"Uncle,almostthelastwordsthatpassedbetweenmeandmyChristopher,wepromisedeachothersolemnlynevertomarryagaintilldeathshoulduspart。YouknowhowdeepmysorrowhasbeenthatIcanfindsofewwishesofmylostChristophertoobey。Well,to-dayIhavehadanopportunityatlast。Ihaveobeyedmyownlostone;ithascostmeatearortwo;but,forallthat,ithasgivenmeonelittlegleamofhappiness。Ah,foolishwoman,thatobeystoolate!"
Andwiththisthetearsbegantorun。
Allthisseemedalittletoohigh-flowntoMr。Lusignan。"There,"
saidhe,"seeonwhatastrawhermindturns。So,butforthat,youwouldhavedonetherightthing,andmarriedtheearl?"
"IdaresayIshould——atthetime——tostophiscrying。"
Andwiththislistlessremarkshequietlytookuphersewingagain。
ThesagaciousPhiliplookedathergravely。Hethoughttohimselfhowpiteousitwastoseesoyoungandlovelyacreature,thathadgivenupallhopeofhappinessforherself。Thesebeinghisrealthoughts,heexpressedhimselfasfollows:"Wehadbetterdropthissubject,sir。Thisyoungladywilltakeuspotent,grave,andreverendseignorsoutofourdepth,ifwedon'tmind。"
Butthemomenthegotheralonehekissedherpaternally,andsaid,"Rosa,itisnotlostonme,yourfidelitytothedead。Asyearsrollon,andyourdeepwoundfirstcloses,thenskins,thenheals——"
"Ah,letmediefirst——"
"Timeandnaturewillabsolveyoufromthatvow;butblessyouforthinkingthiscanneverbe。Rosa,yourfollyofthisdayhasmadeyoumyheir;soneverletmoneytemptyou,foryouhaveenough,andwillhavemorethanenoughwhenIgo。"
Hewasasgoodashisword;alteredhiswillnextday,andmadeRosahisresiduarylegatee。Whenhehaddonethis,foreseeingnofreshoccasionforhisservices,hepreparedforalongvisittoItaly。Hewaspackinguphisthingstogothere,whenhereceivedalinefromLadyCicelyTreherne,askinghimtocallonherprofessionally。Asthelady'sservantbroughtit,hesentbackalinetosayhenolongerpractisedmedicine,butwouldcallonherasafriendinanhour'stime。
Hefoundherreclining,thepictureoflassitude。"Howgoodofyoutocome,"shedrawled。
"What'sthematter?"saidhebrusquely。
"Iwishtocawnsultyouaboutmyself。Ithinkifanybodycanbrightenmeup,itisyou。Ifeelsuchalanguaw——suchawantofspirit;andIgetpalaa,andthatisnotdesiwable。"
Heexaminedhertongueandthewhiteofhereye,andtoldher,inhisbluntway,sheateanddranktoomuch。
"Excuseme,sir,"saidshestiffly。
"Imeantoooften。Now,let'ssee。Cupofteainbed,ofamorning?"
"Yaas。"
"Dinnerattwo?"
"Wecallitluncheon。"
"Areyouaventriloquist?"
"No。"
"Thenitisonlyyourlipscallitluncheon。Yourpoorstomach,coulditspeak,wouldcallitdinner。Afternoontea?"
"Yaas。"
"Atseven-thirtyanotherdinner。Teaafterthat。Yourafflictedstomachgetsnorest。Youeatpastry?"
"Iconfessit。"
"Andsugarinadozenforms?"
Shenodded。
"Well,sugarispoisontoyourtemperament。NowI'llsetyouup,ifyoucanobey。Giveupyourmorningdram。"
"Whatdwam?"
"Teainbed,beforeeating。Can'tyouseethatisadram?Animalfoodtwiceaday。Nowinebutalittleclaretandwater;nopastry,nosweets,andplaybattledorewithoneofyourmalesubjects。"
"Battledaw!won'taladydoforthat?"
"No:youwouldgettalking,andnotplayadsudorem。"
"Adsudawem!whatisthat?"
"Inearnest。"
"Andwillsudawemandthewestputmeinbetterspiwits,andgivemeatinge?"
"Itwillincarnadinethelily,andmakeyouthehappiestyoungladyinEngland,asyouarethebest。"
"IshouldliketobemuchhappierthanIamgood,ifwecouldmanageitamongus。"
"WewillmanageitAMONGus;forifthedietallowedshouldnotmakeyouboisterouslygay,Ihavearemedybehind,suitedtoyourtemperament。Iamold-fashioned,andbelieveinthetemperaments。"
"Andwhatisthatwemedy?"
"Trydiet,andhardexercise,first。"
"Oh,yes;butletmeknowthatwemedy。"
"Iwarnyouitiswhatwecallinmedicineanheroicone。"
"Nevermind。Iamdespewate。"
"Well,then,theheroicremedy——tobeusedonlyasadesperateresort,mind——youmustmarryanIrishman。"
Thistookthelady'sbreathaway。
"Mawwyaniceman?"
"Aniceman;no。Thatmeansafool。Marryscientifically——aprecautioneternallyneglected。MarryaHiberniangentleman,abeingasmercurialasyouarelymphatic。"
"Mercurial!——lymphatic!"——
"Oh,hardwordsbreaknobones,ma'am。"
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