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第2章

  "Yes,"repliedRosa,quietly。
  Theoldmanwouldnotscoldhernow;heonlysaid,sadly,"Iseehowitis:becauseIwillnotletyoumarrypoverty,youthinkIdonotloveyou。"Andhesighed。
  "Opapa!theidea!"saidRosa。"Ofcourse,Iknowyouloveme。Itwasnotthat,youdear,darling,foolishpapa。There!ifyoumustknow,itwasbecauseIdidnotwantyoutobedistressed。I
  thoughtImightgetbetterwithalittlephysic;and,ifnot,why,thenIthought,'Papaisanoldman;la!IdaresayIshalllasthistime;'andso,whyshouldIpoisonyourlatterdayswithworryingaboutME?"
  Mr。Lusignanstaredather,andhislipquivered;buthethoughtthetraithardlyconsistentwithhersuperficialcharacter。Hecouldnothelpsaying,halfsadly,halfbitterly,"Well,butofcourseyouhavetoldDr。Staines。"
  Rosaopenedherbeautifuleyes,liketwosuns。"OfcourseIhavedonenothingofthesort。Hehasenoughtotroublehim,withoutthat。Poorfellow!thereheis,worryingandstrivingtomakehisfortune,andgainyouresteem——'theygotogether,'youknow;youtoldhimso。"Youngcatswillscratchwhenleastexpected。"AndformetogoandtellhimIamindanger!Why,hewouldgowild。
  Hewouldthinkofnothingbutmeandmyhealth。Hewouldnevermakehisfortune:andsothen,evenwhenIamgone,hewillnevergetawife,becausehehasonlygotgeniusandgoodnessandthreethousandpounds。No,papa,IhavenottoldpoorChristopher。I
  mayteasethoseIlove。IhavebeenteasingYOUthiseversolong;
  butfrightenthem,andmakethemmiserable?No!"
  Andhere,thinkingoftheanguishthatwasperhapsinstoreforthosesheloved,shewantedtocry;italmostchokedhernotto。
  Butshefoughtitbravelydown:shereservedhertearsforlighteroccasionsandlessnoblesentiments。
  Herfatherheldouthisarmstoher。Sheranherfootstooltohim,andsatnestlingtohisheart。
  "Pleaseforgivememymisconduct。Ihavenotbeenadutifuldaughtereversinceyou——butnowIwill。Kissme,myownpapa!
  There!Nowweareaswealwayswere。"
  Thenshepurredtohimoneverypossibletopicbuttheonethatnowfilledhisparentalheart,andbadehimgood-nightatlastwithacheerfulsmile。
  Wymanwasexact,andtenminutesafterwardsDr。Snelldroveupinacarriageandpair。HewasinterceptedinthehallbyWyman,and,afterafewminutes'conversation,presentedtoMr。Lusignan。
  Thefathergaveventtohispaternalanxietyinafewsimplebuttouchingwords,andwasproceedingtostatethesymptomsashehadgatheredthemfromhisdaughter;butDr。Snellinterruptedhimpolitely,andsaidhehadheardtheprincipalsymptomsfromMr。
  Wyman。Then,turningtothelatter,hesaid,"Wehadbetterproceedtoexaminethepatient。"
  "Certainly,"saidMr。Lusignan。"Sheisinthedrawing-room;"andheledtheway,andwasabouttoentertheroom,whenWymaninformedhimitwasagainstetiquetteforhimtobepresentattheexamination。
  "Oh,verywell!"saidhe。"Yes,Iseetheproprietyofthat。Butobligemebyaskingherifshehasanythingonhermind。"
  Dr。Snellbowedaloftyassent;for,toreceiveahintfromalaymanwastoconferafavoronhim。
  Themenofsciencewereclosetedfullhalfanhourwiththepatient。Shewastoobeautifultobeslurredover,evenbyabusydoctor:hefeltherpulse,lookedathertongue,andlistenedattentivelytoherlungs,toherheart,andtotheorgansuspectedbyWyman。Heleftheratlastwithakindlyassurancethatthecasewasperfectlycurable。
  Atthedoortheyweremetbytheanxiousfather,whocamewiththrobbingheart,andaskedthedoctors'verdict。
  Hewascoollyinformedthatcouldnotbegivenuntiltheconsultationhadtakenplace;theresultofthatconsultationwouldbeconveyedtohim。
  "Andpray,whycan'tIbepresentattheconsultation?Thegroundsonwhichtwoablemenagreeordisagreemustbewellworthlisteningto。"
  "Nodoubt,"saidDr。Snell;"but,"withasuperiorsmile,"mydearsir,itisnottheetiquette。"
  "Oh,verywell,"saidLusignan。Buthemuttered,"So,then,afatherisnobody!"
  Andthisunreasonablepersonretiredtohisstudy,miserable,andgaveupthedining-roomtotheconsultation。
  Theysoonrejoinedhim。
  Dr。Snell'sopinionwascommunicatedbyWyman。"IamhappytotellyouthatDr。Snellagreeswithme,entirely:thelungsarenotaffected,andtheliveriscongested,butnotdiseased。"
  "Isthatso,Dr。Snell?"askedLusignan,anxiously。
  "Itisso,sir。"Headded,"Thetreatmenthasbeensubmittedtome,andIquiteapproveit。"
  Hethenaskedforapenandpaper,andwroteaprescription。HeassuredMr。Lusignanthatthecasehadnoextraordinaryfeature,whatever;hewasnottoalarmhimself。Dr。Snellthendroveaway,leavingtheparentratherpuzzled,but,onthewhole,muchcomforted。
  AndhereImustrevealanextraordinarycircumstance。
  Wyman'streatmentwasbydrugs。
  Dr。Snell'swasbydrugs。
  Dr。Snell,asyouhaveseen,entirelyapprovedWyman'streatment。
  Hisownhadnothingincommonwithit。TheArcticandAntarcticpolesarenotfartherapartthanwashisprescriptionfromtheprescriptionhethoroughlyapproved。
  Amiablescience!Inwhichcompletediversityofpracticedidnotinterferewithperfectuniformityofopinion。
  AllthiswaskeptfromDr。Staines,andhewasentirelyoccupiedintryingtogetapositionthatmightleadtofortune,andsatisfyMr。Lusignan。Hecalledoneveryfriendhehad,toinquirewheretherewasanopening。HewalkedmilesandmilesinthebestquartersofLondon,lookingforanopening;heletitbeknowninmanyquartersthathewouldgiveagoodpremiumtoanyphysicianwhowasabouttoretire,andwouldintroducehimtohispatients。
  No:hecouldhearofnothing。
  Then,afteragreatstrugglewithhimself,hecalleduponhisuncle,PhilipStaines,aretiredM。D。,toseeifhewoulddoanythingforhim。Heleftthistothelast,foraverygoodreason:Dr。Philipwasanirritableoldbachelor,whohadassistedmostofhismarriedrelatives;but,findingnobottomtothewell,hadturnedrustyandcrusty,andnowwasapttoadministerkicksinsteadofcheckstoallwhowerenearanddeartohim。However,Christopherwastheoldgentleman'sfavorite,andwasnowdesperate;sohemusteredcourage,andwent。Hewasgraciouslyreceived——warmly,indeed。Thisgavehimgreathopes,andhetoldhistale。
  TheoldbachelorsidedwithMr。Lusignan。"What!"saidhe,"doyouwanttomarry,andpropagatepauperism?Ithoughtyouhadmoresense。ConfounditallIhadjustonenephewwhoseknockatmystreet-doordidnotmakemetremble;hewasabachelorandathinker,andcameforafriendlychat;therestaremarriedmen,highwaymen,whocometosay,'Standanddeliver;'andnowevenyouwanttojointhegiddythrong。Well,don'taskmetohaveanyhandinit。Youareamanofpromise;andyoumightaswellhangamillstoneroundyourneckasawife。Marriageisagreatermistakethanevernow;thewomendressmoreandmanageworse。ImetyourcousinJacktheotherday,andhiswifewithseventypoundsonherback;andnextdoortopaupers。No;whilstyouareabachelor,likeme,youaremyfavorite,anddowninmywillforalump。Oncemarry,andyoujointhenoblearmyoffoot-pads,leeches,vultures,paupers,gonecoons,andbabblersaboutbrats——andIdisownyou。"
  TherewasnohopefromoldCrusty。Christopherlefthim,snubbedandheart-sick。Atlasthemetasensibleman,whomadehimseetherewasnoshortcutinthatprofession。Hemustbecontenttoplaytheup-hillgame;mustsettleinsomegoodneighborhood;
  marry,ifpossible,sincehusbandsandfathersoffamiliesprefermarriedphysicians;andsobepooratthirty,comfortableatforty,andrichatfifty——perhaps。
  ThenChristophercamedowntohislodgingsatGravesend,andwasveryunhappy;andaftersomedaysofmisery,hewrotealettertoRosainamomentofimpatience,despondency,andpassion。
  RosaLusignangotworseandworse。Theslightbutfrequenthemorrhagewasadrainuponhersystem,andweakenedhervisibly。
  Shebegantoloseherrichcomplexion,andsometimeslookedalmostsallow;andaslightcircleshoweditselfunderhereyes。Thesesymptomswereunfavorable;nevertheless,Dr。SnellandMr。Wymanacceptedthemcheerfully,asfreshindicationsthatnothingwasaffectedbuttheliver;theymultipliedandvariedtheirprescriptions;themaladyignoredthoseprescriptions,andwentsteadilyon。Mr。Lusignanwasterrifiedbuthelpless。Rosaresignedandreticent。
  Butitwasnotinhumannaturethatagirlofthisagecouldalwaysandatallhoursbemistressofherself。Oneeveninginparticularshestoodbeforetheglassinthedrawing-room,andlookedatherselfalongtimewithhorror。"IsthatRosaLusignan?"saidshe,aloud;"itisherghost。"
  Adeepgroanstartledher。Sheturned;itwasherfather。Shethoughthewasfastasleep;andsoindeedhehadbeen;buthewasjustawaking,andheardhisdaughterutterherrealmind。Itwasathunder-clap。"Oh,mychild!whatshallIdo?"hecried。
  ThenRosawastakenbysurpriseinherturn。Shespokeout。"Sendforagreatphysician,papa。Don'tletusdeceiveourselves;itisouronlychance。"
  "IwillaskMr。WymantogetaphysiciandownfromLondon。"
  "No,no;thatisnouse;theywillputtheirheadstogether,andhewillsaywhateverMr。Wymantellshim。La!papa,aclevermanlikeyou,nottoseewhatacheatthatconsultationwas。Why,fromwhatyoutoldme,onecanseeitwasmanagedsothatDr。Snellcouldnotpossiblyhaveanopinionofhisown。No;nomoreechoesofMr。
  Chatterbox。Ifyoureallywanttocureme,sendforChristopherStaines。"
  "Dr。Staines!heisveryyoung。"
  "Butheisveryclever,andheisnotanecho。Hewon'tcarehowmanydoctorshecontradictswhenIamindanger。Papa,itisyourchild'sonechance。"
  "I'lltryit,"saidtheoldman,eagerly。"Howconfidentyoulook!
  yourcolorhascomeback。Itisaninspiration。Whereishe?"
  "IthinkbythistimehemustbeathislodgingsinGravesend。
  Sendtohimto-morrowmorning。"
  "NotI!I'llgotohimto-night。Itisonlyamile,andafineclearnight。"
  "Myown,good,kindpapa!Ah!well,comewhatmay,Ihavelivedlongenoughtobeloved。Yes,dearpapa,saveme。Iamveryyoungtodie;andhelovesmesodearly。"
  Theoldmanbustledawaytoputonsomethingwarmerforhisnightwalk,andRosaleanedback,andthetearswelledoutofhereyes,nowhewasgone。
  Beforeshehadrecoveredhercomposure,aletterwasbroughther,andthiswastheletterfromChristopherStaines,alludedtoalready。
  Shetookitfromtheservantwithavertedhead,notwishingittobeseenshehadbeencrying,andshestartedatthehandwriting;itseemedsuchacoincidencethatitshouldcomejustasshewassendingforhim。
  MYOWNBELOVEDROSA,——Inowwritetotellyou,withaheavyheart,thatallisvain。Icannotmake,norpurchase,aconnection,exceptasothersdo,bytimeandpatience。Beingabachelorisquiteagainstayoungphysician。IfIhadawife,andsuchawifeasyou,Ishouldbesuretogeton;youwouldincreasemyconnectionverysoon。What,then,liesbeforeus?Iseebuttwothings——towaittillweareold,andourpocketsarefilled,butourheartschilledorsoured;orelsetomarryatonce,andclimbthehilltogether。IfyoulovemeasIloveyou,youwillbesavingtillthebattleisover;andIfeelIcouldfindenergyandfortitudeforboth。Yourfather,whothinkssomuchofwealth,cansurelysettlesomethingonYOU;andIamnottoopoortofurnishahouseandstartfair。Iamnotquiteobscure——mylectureshavegivenmeaname——andtoyou,myownlove,IhopeImaysaythatI
  knowmorethanmanyofmyelders,thankstogoodschools,goodmethod,agenuineloveofmynobleprofession,andatendencytostudyfrommychildhood。Willyounotrisksomethingonmyability?Ifnot,Godhelpme,forIshallloseyou;andwhatislife,orfame,orwealth,oranymortalthingtome,withoutyou?
  Icannotacceptyourfather'sdecision;YOUmustdecidemyfate。
  YouseeIhavekeptawayfromyouuntilIcandosonomore。Allthistimetheworldtomehasseemedtowantthesun,andmyheartpinesandsickensforonesightofyou。
  DarlingRosa,prayletmelookatyourfaceoncemore。
  WhenthisreachesyouIshallbeatyourgate。Letmeseeyou,thoughbutforamoment,andletmehearmyfatefromnolipsbutyours——Myownlove,yourheart-brokenlover,CHRISTOPHERSTAINES。
  Thisletterstunnedheratfirst。Hermindoflatehadbeenturnedawayfromlovetosuchsternrealities。Nowshebegantobesorryshehadnottoldhim。"Poorthing!"shesaidtoherself,"helittleknowsthatnowallischanged。Papa,Isometimesthink,woulddenymenothingnow;itisIwhowouldnotmarryhim——tobeburiedbyhiminamonthortwo。PoorChristopher!"
  Thenextmomentshestartedupindismay。Why,herfatherwouldmisshim。No;perhapscatchhimwaitingforher。Whatwouldhethink?WhatwouldChristopherthink?——thatshehadshownherpapahisletter。
  Sherangthebellhard。Thefootmancame。
  "SendHarriettomethisinstant。Oh,andaskpapatocometome。"
  ThenshesatdownanddashedoffalinetoChristopher。ThiswasforHarriettotakeouttohim。AnythingbetterthanforChristophertobecaughtdoingwhatwaswrong。
  Thefootmancamebackfirst。"Ifyouplease,miss,masterhasgoneout。"
  "Runafterhim——theroadtoGravesend。"
  "Yes,miss。"
  "No。Itisnouse。Nevermind。"
  "Yes,miss。"
  ThenHarrietcamein。"Didyouwantme,miss?"
  "Yes。No——nevermindnow。"
  Shewasafraidtodoanythingforfearofmakingmattersworse。
  Shewenttothewindow,andstoodlookinganxiouslyout,withherhandsworking。Presentlysheutteredalittlescreamandshrankawaytothesofa。Shesankdownonit,halfsitting,halflying,hidherfaceinherhands,andwaited。
  Staines,withalover'simpatience,hadbeenmorethananhouratthegate,orwalkingupanddownclosebyit,hisheartnowburningwithhope,nowfreezingwithfear,thatshewoulddeclineameetingontheseterms。
  Atlastthepostmancame,andthenhesawhewastoosoon;butnowinafewminutesRosawouldhavehisletter,andthenheshouldsoonknowwhethershewouldcomeornot。Helookedupatthedrawing-roomwindows。Theywerefulloflight。Shewasthereinallprobability。Yetshedidnotcometothem。Butwhyshouldshe,ifshewascomingout?
  Hewalkedupanddowntheroad。Shedidnotcome。Hisheartbegantosickenwithdoubt。Hisheaddrooped;andperhapsitwasowingtothisthathealmostranagainstagentlemanwhowascomingtheotherway。Themoonshonebrightonbothfaces。
  "Dr。Staines!"saidMr。Lusignansurprised。Christopherutteredanejaculationmoreeloquentthanwords。
  Theystaredateachother。
  "Youwerecomingtocallonus?"
  "N——no,"stammeredChristopher。
  Lusignanthoughtthatodd;however,hesaidpolitely,"Nomatter,itisfortunate。Wouldyoumindcomingin?"
  "No,"falteredChristopher,andstaredathimruefully,puzzledmoreandmore,butbeginningtothink,afterall,itmightbeacasualmeeting。
  Theyenteredthegate,andinonemomenthesawRosaatthewindow,andshesawhim。
  Thenhealteredhisopinionagain。Rosahadsentherfatherouttohim。Buthowwasthis?Theoldmandidnotseemangry。
  Christopher'sheartgavealeapinsidehim,andhebegantoglowwiththewildesthopes。For,whatcouldthismeanbutrelenting?
  Mr。Lusignantookhimfirstintothestudy,andlightedtwocandleshimself。Hedidnotwanttheservantsprying。
  ThelightsshowedChristopherachangeinMr。Lusignan。Helookedtenyearsolder。
  "Youarenotwell,sir,"saidChristophergently。
  "Myhealthiswellenough,butIamabroken-heartedman。Dr。
  Staines,forgetallthatpassedhereatyourlastvisit。Allthatisover。Thankyouforlovingmypoorgirlasyoudo;givemeyourhand;Godblessyou。Sir,IamsorrytosayitisasaphysicianI
  inviteyounow。Sheisill,sir,very,veryill。"
  "Ill!andnottellme!"
  "Shekeptitfromyou,mypoorfriend,nottodistressyou;andshetriedtokeepitfromme,buthowcouldshe?Fortwomonthsshehashadsometerriblecomplaint——itisdestroyingher。Sheistheghostofherself。Oh,mypoorchild!mychild!"
  Theoldmansobbedaloud。Theyoungmanstoodtrembling,andashypale。Still,thehabitsofhisprofession,andtheexperienceofdangersovercome,togetherwithacertainsenseofpower,kepthimup;but,aboveall,loveanddutysaid,"Befirm。"Heaskedforanoutlineofthesymptoms。
  Theyalarmedhimgreatly。
  "Letuslosenomoretime,"saidhe。"Iwillseeheratonce。"
  "Doyouobjecttomybeingpresent?"
  "Ofcoursenot。"
  "ShallItellyouwhatDr。Snellsaysitis,andMr。Wyman?"
  "Byallmeans——afterIhaveseenher。"
  ThiscomfortedMr。Lusignan。Hewastogetanindependentjudgment,atallevents。
  Whentheyreachedthetopofthestairs,Dr。Stainespausedandleanedagainstthebaluster。"Givemeamoment,"saidhe。"Thepatientmustnotknowhowmyheartisbeating,andshemustseenothinginmyfacebutwhatIchoosehertosee。Givemeyourhandoncemore,sir;letusbothcontrolourselves。Nowannounceme。"
  Mr。Lusignanopenedthedoor,andsaid,withforcedcheerfulness,"Dr。Staines,mydear,cometogiveyouthebenefitofhisskill。"
  Shelayonthesofa,justaswelefther。Onlyherbosombegantoheave。
  ThenChristopherStainesdrewhimselfup,andthemajestyofknowledgeandlovetogetherseemedtodilatehisnobleframe。Hefixedhiseyeonthatreclining,pantingfigure,andsteppedlightlybutfirmlyacrosstheroomtoknowtheworst,likealionwalkinguptolevelledlances。
  CHAPTERIII。
  Theyoungphysicianwalkedsteadilyuptohispatientwithouttakinghiseyeoffher,anddrewachairtoherside。
  Thenshetookdownonehand——theleft——andgaveithim,avertingherfacetenderly,andstillcoveringitwithherright;"For,"
  saidshetoherself,"Iamsuchafrightnow。"Thisopportunereflection,andherheavingbosom,provedthatsheatleastfeltherselfsomethingmorethanhispatient。Herprettyconsciousnessmadehistaskmoredifficult;nevertheless,heonlyallowedhimselftopressherhandtenderlywithbothhispalmsonemoment,andthenheenteredonhisfunctionsbravely。"Iamhereasyourphysician。"
  "Verywell,"saidshesoftly。
  Hegentlydetainedthehand,andputhisfingerlightlytoherpulse;itwaspalpitating,andafallacioustest。Oh,howthatbeatingpulse,bylove'selectriccurrent,sethisownheartthrobbinginamoment!
  Heputherhandgently,reluctantlydown,andsaid,"Obligemebyturningthisway。"Sheturned,andhewincedinternallyatthechangeinher;buthisfacebetrayednothing。Helookedatherfull;and,afterapause,puthersomequestions:onewasastothecolorofthehemorrhage。Shesaiditwasbrightred。
  "Notatingeofpurple?"
  "No,"saidshehopefully,mistakinghim。
  Hesuppressedasigh。
  Thenhelistenedathershoulder-bladeandatherchest,andmadeherdrawherbreathwhilehewaslistening。Theactsweresimple,andusualinmedicine,buttherewasadeep,patient,silentintensityabouthiswayofdoingthem。
  Mr。Lusignancreptnearer,andstoodwithbothhandsonatable,andhisoldheadbowed,awaitingyetdreadingtheverdict。
  Uptothistime,Dr。Staines,insteadoftappingandsqueezing,andpullingthepatientabout,hadnevertouchedherwithhishand,andonlygrazedherwithhisear;butnowhesaid"Allowme,"andputbothhandstoherwaist,morelightlyandreverentlythanIcandescribe;"Nowdrawadeepbreath,ifyouplease。"
  "There!"
  "Ifyoucoulddrawadeeperstill,"saidhe,insinuatingly。
  "There,then!"saidshe,alittlepettishly。
  Dr。Staines'seyekindled。
  "Hum!"saidhe。Then,afteraconsiderablepause,"Areyoubetterorworseaftereachhemorrhage?"
  "La!"saidRosa;"theyneveraskedmethat。Why,better。"
  "Nofaintness?"
  "Notabit。"
  "Ratherasenseofrelief,perhaps?"
  "Yes;Ifeellighterandbetter。"
  Theexaminationwasconcluded。
  Dr。StaineslookedatRosa,andthenatherfather。Theagonyinthatagedface,andthelovethatagonyimplied,wonhim,anditwastotheparentheturnedtogivehisverdict。
  "Thehemorrhageisfromthelungs"——
  Lusignaninterruptedhim:"Fromthelungs!"criedhe,indismay。
  "Yes;aslightcongestionofthelungs。"
  "Butnotincurable!Oh,notincurable,doctor!"
  "Heavenforbid!Itiscurable——easily——byremovingthecause。"
  "Andwhatisthecause?"
  "Thecause?"——hehesitated,andlookedratheruneasy——"Well,thecause,sir,is——tightstays。"
  Thetranquillityofthemeetingwasinstantlydisturbed。"Tightstays!Me!"criedRosa。"Why,IamtheloosestgirlinEngland。
  Look,papa!"And,withoutanyapparenteffort,shedrewherselfin,andpokedherlittlefistbetweenhersashandhergown。
  "There!"
  Dr。Stainessmiledsadlyandalittlesarcastically:hewasevidentlyshyofencounteringtheladyinthisargument;buthewasmoreathiseasewithherfather;soheturnedtowardshimandlecturedhimfreely。
  "Thatiswonderful,sir;andthefirstfourorfivefemalepatientsthatfavoredmewithit,mademedisbelievemyothersenses;butMissLusignanisnowaboutthethirtiethwhohasshownmethatmarvellousfeat,withacalmcountenancethatbeliestheherculeaneffort。Naturehasherevery-daymiracles:aboa-constrictor,diameterseventeeninches,canswallowabuffalo;awoman,withherstaysbisectingheralmost,andlaceratingherskin,canyetforonemomentmakeherselfseemslack,todeceiveajuvenilephysician。Thesnakeisthemiracleofexpansion;thewomanistheprodigyofcontraction。"
  "Highlygratefulforthecomparison!"criedRosa。"Womenandsnakes!"
  Dr。Stainesblushedandlookeduncomfortable。"Ididnotmeantobeoffensive;itcertainlywasaveryclumsycomparison。"
  "Whatdoesthatmatter?"saidMr。Lusignan,impatiently。"Bequiet,Rosa,andletDr。Stainesandmetalksense。"
  "Oh,thenIamnobodyinthebusiness!"saidthiswiseyounglady。
  "Youareeverybody,"saidStaines,soothingly。"But,"suggestedhe,obsequiously,"ifyoudon'tmind,Iwouldratherexplainmyviewstoyourfather——onthisonesubject。"