首页 >出版文学> A Rogues Life by Wilkie Collins>第7章
  Baggs,ifamanandwomanaccepteachotherashusbandandwife,beforeonewitness,itisalawfulmarriage;andthatkindofweddingis,asyouseeplainlyenough,theonlysaferefugeforabridegroominmysituation。IfyouconsenttocomewithustoScotland,andserveaswitnesstothemarriage,IshallbedelightedtoacknowledgemysenseofyourkindnessintheeloquentlanguageoftheBankofEngland,asexpressedtotheworldingeneralonthesurfaceofafive-poundnote。”
  IcautiouslysnatchedawaythebrandybottleasIspoke,andwasinthedrawing-roomwithitinaninstant。AsIsuppose,Mrs。
  Baggstriedtofollowme,forIheardthedoorrattle,asifshehadgotoutofherchair,andsuddenlyslippedbackintoitagain。Ifeltcertainofherdecidingtohelpus,ifshewasonlysoberenoughtoreflectonwhatIhadsaidtoher。ThejourneytoScotlandwasatedious,andperhapsadangerous,undertaking。ButIhadnootheralternativetochoose。
  Inthoseuncivilizeddays,theMarriageActhadnotbeenpassed,andtherewasnoconvenienthymenealregistrarinEnglandtochangeavagabondrunawaycoupleintoarespectablemanandwifeatamoment'snotice。ThetroubleandexpenseoftakingMrs。
  Baggswithus,Iencountered,ofcourse,solelyoutofregardforAlicia'snaturalprejudices。Shehadledpreciselythatkindoflifewhichmakesanywomanbutabadonemorbidlysensitiveonthesubjectofsmallproprieties。Ifshehadbeenagirlwitharecognizedpositioninsociety,Ishouldhaveproposedtohertorunawaywithmealone。Asitwas,theverydefenselessnessofhersituationgaveher,inmyopinion,therighttoexpectfrommeeventheabsurdestsacrificestothenarrowestconventionalities。Mrs。Baggswasnotquitesosoberinherhabits,perhaps,asmatronsingeneralareexpectedtobe;but,formyparticularpurpose,thiswasonlyaslightblemish;ittakessolittle,afterall,torepresenttheabstractprincipleofproprietyintheshort-sightedeyeoftheworld。
  AsIreachedthedrawing-roomdoor,Ilookedatmywatch。
  Nineo'clock!andnothingdoneyettofacilitateourescapingfromCrickgellytotheregionsofcivilizedlifethenextmorning。Iwaspleasedtohear,whenIknockedatthedoor,thatAlicia'svoicesoundedfirmerasshetoldmetocomein。ShewasmoreconfusedthanastonishedorfrightenedwhenIsatdownbyheronthesofa,andrepeatedtheprincipaltopicsofmyconversionwithMrs。Baggs。
  "Now,myownlove,"Isaid,inconclusion——suitingmygestures,itisunnecessarytosay,tothetendernessofmylanguage——"thereisnottheleastdoubtthatMrs。Baggswillendbyagreeingtomyproposals。Nothingremains,therefore,butforyoutogivemetheanswernow,whichIhavebeenwaitingforeversincethatlastdaywhenwemetbytheriverside。Ididnotknowthenwhatthemotivewasforyoursilenceanddistress。Iknownow,andIloveyoubetterafterthatknowledgethanIdidbeforeit。”
  Herheaddroppedintoitsformerpositiononmybosom,andshemurmuredafewwords,buttoofaintlyformetohearthem。
  "Youknewmoreaboutyourfather,then,thanIdid?"Iwhispered。
  "Lessthanyouhavetoldmesince,"sheinterposedquickly,withoutraisingherface。
  "Enoughtoconvinceyouthathewasbreakingthelaws,"I
  suggested;"and,tomakeyou,ashisdaughter,shrinkfromsaying'yes'tomewhenwesattogetherontheriverbank?"
  Shedidnotanswer。Oneofherarms,whichwashangingovermyshoulder,stoleroundmyneck,andclaspeditgently。
  "Sincethattime,"Iwenton,"yourfatherhascompromisedme。I
  aminsomedanger,notmuch,fromthelaw。Ihavenoprospectsthatarenotofthemostdoubtfulkind;andIhavenoexcuseforaskingyoutosharethem,exceptthatIhavefallenintomypresentmisfortunethroughtryingtodiscovertheobstaclethatkeptusapart。Ifthereisanyprotectionintheworldthatyoucanturnto,lessdoubtfulthanmine,IsupposeIoughttosaynomore,andleavethehouse。Butifthereshouldbenone,surelyI
  amnotsoveryselfishinaskingyoutotakeyourchancewithme?
  IhonestlybelievethatIshallhavelittledifficulty,withordinarycaution,inescapingfrompursuit,andfindingasafehomesomewheretobeginlifeinagainwithnewinterests。Willyoushareitwithme,Alicia?Icantrynofreshpersuasions——I
  havenoright,perhaps,inmypresentsituationtohaveaddressedsomanytoyoualready。”
  Herotherarmstoleroundmyneck;shelaidhercheekagainstmine,andwhispered——
  "Bekindtome,Frank——Ihavenobodyintheworldwholovesmebutyou!"
  Ifelthertearsonmyface;myowneyesmoistenedasItriedtoanswerher。Wesatforsomeminutesinperfectsilence——withoutmoving,withoutathoughtbeyondthemoment。Therisingofthewind,andthesplashingoftherainoutsidewerethefirstsoundsthatstirredmeintoactionagain。
  Isummonedmyresolution,rosefromthesofa,andinafewhastywordstoldAliciawhatIproposedforthenextday,andmentionedthehouratwhichIwouldcomeinthemorning。AsIhadanticipated,sheseemedrelievedandreassuredattheprospectevenofsuchslightsanctionandencouragement,onthepartofanotherwoman,aswouldbeimpliedbythecompanionshipofMrs。
  BaggsonthejourneytoScotland。
  ThenextandlastdifficultyIhadtoencounterwasnecessarilyconnectedwithherfather。Hehadneverbeenveryaffectionate;
  andhewasnow,foraughtsheorIknewtothecontrary,partedfromherforever。Still,theinstinctiverecognitionofhispositionmadehershrink,atthelastmoment,whenshespokeofhim,andthoughtoftheseriousnatureofherengagementwithme。
  Aftersomevainarguingandremonstrating,Icontrivedtoquietherscruples,bypromisingthatanaddressshouldbeleftatCrickgelly,towhichanysecondletterthatmightarrivefromthedoctorcouldbeforwarded。WhenIsawthatthisprospectofbeingabletocommunicatewithhim,ifhewroteorwishedtoseeher,hadsufficientlycomposedhermind,Ileftthedrawing-room。ItwasvitallyimportantthatIshouldgetbacktotheinnandmakethenecessaryarrangementsforourdeparturethenextmorning,beforetheprimitivepeopleoftheplacehadretiredtobed。
  AsIpassedthebackparlordooronmywayout,IheardthevoiceofMrs。Baggsraisedindignantly。Thewords"bottle!""audacity!"
  and"nerves!"reachedmyeardisjointedly。Icalledout"Good-by!
  tillto-morrow;"heardaresponsivegroanofdisgust;thenopenedthefrontdoor,andplungedoutintothedarkandrainynight。
  ItmighthavebeenthedroppingofwaterfromthecottageroofswhileIpassedthroughthevillage,orthegroundlessalarmofmyownsuspiciousfancy,butIthoughtIwasbeingfollowedasI
  walkedbacktotheinn。TwoorthreetimesIturnedroundabruptly。Iftwentymenhadbeenatmyheels,itwastoodarktoseethem。Iwentontotheinn。
  Thepeopletherewerenotgonetobed;andIsentforthelandlordtoconsultwithhimaboutaconveyance。Perhapsitwasmysuspiciousfancyagain;butIthoughthismannerwasaltered。
  Heseemedhalfdistrustful,halfafraidofme,whenIaskedhimiftherehadbeenanysigns,duringmyabsence,ofthosetwogentlemen,forwhomIhadalreadyinquiredonarrivingathisdoorthatevening。Hegaveananswerinthenegative,lookingawayfrommewhilehespoke。
  Thinkingitadvisable,onthewhole,nottolethimseethatI
  noticedachangeinhim,Iproceededatoncetothequestionoftheconveyance,andwastoldthatIcouldhirethelandlord'slightcart,inwhichhewasaccustomedtodrivetothemarkettown。Iappointedanhourforstartingthenextday,andretiredatoncetomybedroom。Theremythoughtswereenough。IwasanxiousaboutScrewandtheBowStreetrunner。IwasuncertainaboutthestrangerwhohadcalledatNumberTwo,ZionPlace。I
  wasindoubtevenaboutthelandlordoftheinn。NeverdidIknowwhatrealsufferingfromsuspensewas,untilthatnight,Whatevermyapprehensionsmighthavebeen,theywerenoneofthemrealizedthenextmorning。
  NobodyfollowedmeonmywaytoZionPlace,andnostrangerhadcalledtherebeforemeasecondtime,whenImadeinquiriesonenteringthehouse。IfoundAliciablushing,andMrs。Baggsimpenetrablywrappedupindignifiedsulkiness。AfterinformingmewithaloftylookthatsheintendedtogotoScotlandwithus,andtotakemyfive-poundnote——partlyunderprotest,andpartlyoutofexcessiveaffectionforAlicia——sheretiredtopackup。
  Thetimeconsumedinperformingthisprocess,andthefurtherdelayoccasionedbypayingsmalloutstandingdebtstotradespeople,andsettlingwiththeownerofthehouse,detainedustillnearlynoonbeforewewerereadytogetintothelandlord'scart。
  Ilookedbehindmeanxiouslyatstarting,andoftenafterwardontheroad;butneversawanythingtoexcitemysuspicions。Insettlingmatterswiththelandlordovernight,Ihadarrangedthatweshouldbedriventothenearesttownatwhichapost-chaisecouldbeobtained。Myresourceswerejustaslikelytoholdoutagainsttheexpensesofposting,wherepublicconveyancescouldnotbeobtained,asagainsttheexpenseofwaitingprivatelyathotels,untiltherightcoachesmightstart。
  Accordingtomycalculations,mymoneywouldlasttillwegottoScotland。Afterthat,Ihadmywatch,rings,shirtpin,andMr。
  Batterbury,tohelpinreplenishingmypurse。Anxious,therefore,asIwasaboutotherthings,moneymatters,foronceinaway,didnotcausemethesmallestuneasiness。
  CHAPTERXV。
  WEpostedfive-and-thirtymiles,thenstoppedforacoupleofhourstorest,andwaitforanightcoachrunningnorthward。
  Ongettingintothisvehiclewewerefortunateenoughtofindthefourthinsideplacenotoccupied。Mrs。Baggsshowedhersenseofthefreedomfromrestraintthusobtainedbytyingahugeredcomforterroundherheadlikeaturban,andimmediatelyfallingfastasleep。ThisgaveAliciaandmefulllibertytotalkaswepleased。Ourconversationwasforthemostpartofthatparticularkindwhichisnotofthesmallestimportancetoanythirdpersoninthewholeworld。Oneportionofit,however,wasanexceptiontothisgeneralrule。Ithadaverypositiveinfluenceonmyfortunes,anditis,therefore,Ihope,ofsufficientimportancetobearbeingcommunicatedtothereader。
  Wehadchangedhorsesforthefourthtime,hadseatedourselvescomfortablyinourplaces,andhadheardMrs。Baggsresumethekindredoccupationsofsleepingandsnoring,whenAliciawhisperedtome:
  "Imusthavenosecrets,now,fromyou——mustI,Frank?"
  "Youmusthaveanythingyoulike,doanythingyoulike,andsayanythingyoulike。Youmustneveraskleave——butonlygrantit!"
  "Shallyoualwaystellmethat,Frank?"
  Ididnotanswerinwords,buttheconversationsufferedamomentaryinterruption。Ofwhatnature,susceptiblepeoplewilleasilyimagine。Asforthehard-heartedIdon'twriteforthem。
  "Mysecretneednotalarmyou,"Aliciawenton,intonesthatbegantosoundrathersadly;"itisonlyaboutatinypasteboardboxthatIcancarryinthebosomofmydress。Butithasgotthreediamondsinit,Frank,andonebeautifulruby。Didyouevergivemecreditforhavingsomuchthatwasvaluableaboutme?——shallIgiveityoutokeepforme?"
  IremembereddirectlyOldFile'sstoryofMrs。Dulcifer'selopement,andofthejewelsshehadtakenwithher。Itwaseasytoguess,afterwhatIhadheard,thatthepoorwomanhadsecretlypreservedsomeofherlittlepropertyforthebenefitofherchild。
  "Ihavenopresentneedofmoney,darling,"Ianswered;"keeptheboxinitspresentenviableposition。”Istoppedthere,sayingnothingofthethoughtthatwasreallyuppermostinmymind。Ifanyunforeseenaccidentplacedmewithinthegripofthelaw,I
  shouldnotnowhavethedoubletrialtoendureofleavingmywifeforaprison,andleavingherhelpless。
  Morningdawnedandfoundusstillawake。Thesunrose,Mrs。Baggsleftoffsnoring,andwearrivedatthelaststagebeforethecoachstopped。
  Igotouttoseeaboutsometeaformytravelingcompanions,andlookedupattheoutsidepassengers。Oneofthemseatedinthedickeylookeddownatme。Hewasacountrymaninasmock-frock,withagreenpatchoveroneofhiseyes。Somethingintheexpressionofhisuncoveredeyemademepause——reflect——turnawayuneasily——andthenlookagainathimfurtively。Asuddenshudderranthroughmefromtoptotoe;myheartsank;andmyheadbegantofeelgiddy。ThecountrymaninthedickeywasnootherthantheBowStreetrunnerindisguise。
  Ikeptawayfromthecoachtillthefreshhorseswereonthepointofstarting,forIwasafraidtoletAliciaseemyface,aftermakingthatfataldiscovery。ShenoticedhowpaleIwaswhenIgotin。ImadethebestexcuseIcould;andgentlyinsistedonhertryingtosleepalittleafterbeingawakeallnight。Shelaybackinhercorner;andMrs。Baggs,comfortedwithamorningdraminhertea,fellasleepagain。Ihadthusanhour'sleisurebeforemetothinkwhatIshoulddonext。
  Screwwasnotincompanywiththerunnerthistime。Hemusthavemanagedtoidentifymesomewhere,andtheofficerdoubtlessknewmypersonalappearancewellenoughnowtofollowandmakesureofmewithouthelp。ThatIwasthemanwhomhewastrackingcouldnotbedoubted:hisdisguiseandhispositiononthetopofthecoachproveditonlytooplainly。
  Butwhyhadhenotseizedmeatonce?Probablybecausehehadsomeulteriorpurposetoserve,whichwouldhavebeenthwartedbymyimmediateapprehension。WhatthatpurposewasIdidmybesttofathom,and,asIthought,succeededintheattempt。WhatIwastodowhenthecoachstoppedwasamoredifficultpointtosettle。Togivetherunnertheslip,withtwowomentotakecareof,wassimplyimpossible。Totreathim,asIhadtreatedScrewatthered-brickhouse,wasequallyoutofthequestion,forhewascertaintogivemenochanceofcatchinghimalone。Tokeephiminignoranceoftherealobjectofmyjourney,andtherebytodelayhisdiscoveringhimselfandattemptingtomakemeaprisoner,seemedtheonlyplanonthesafetyofwhichIcouldplacethesmallestreliance。IfIhadeverhadanyideaoffollowingtheexampleofotherrunawaylovers,andgoingtoGretnaGreen,Ishouldnowhaveabandonedit。AllroadsinthatdirectionwouldbetraywhatthepurposeofmyjourneywasifI
  tookthem。SomelargetowninScotlandwouldbethesafestdestinationthatIcouldpubliclyadvertisemyselfasboundfor。
  WhynotboldlysaythatIwasgoingwiththetwoladiestoEdinburgh?
  SuchwastheplanofactionwhichInowadopted。
  TogiveanyideaofthedistractedconditionofmymindatthetimewhenIwasformingit,issimplyimpossible。AsfordoubtingwhetherIoughttomarryatallunderthesedangerouscircumstances,ImustfranklyownthatIwastooselfishlyandviolentlyinlovetolookthequestionfairlyinthefaceatfirst。WhenIsubsequentlyforcedmyselftoconsiderit,themostdistinctprojectIcouldframeforovercomingalldifficultywas,tomarrymyselfthephraseisstrictlydescriptiveoftheScotchceremonyatthefirstinnwecameto,overtheBorder;tohireachaise,ortakeplacesinapublicconveyancetoEdinburgh,asablind;toletAliciaandMrs。Baggsoccupythoseplaces;toremainbehindmyself;andtotrusttomyaudacityandcunning,whenleftalone,togivetherunnertheslip。Writingofitnow,incoolblood,thisseemsaswildandhopelessaplanaseverwasimagined。But,intheconfusedanddistractedstateofallmyfacultiesatthatperiod,itseemedquiteeasytoexecute,andnotintheleastdoubtfulastoanyoneofitsprobableresults。
  Onreachingthetownatwhichthecoachstopped,wefoundourselvesobligedtohireanotherchaiseforashortdistance,inordertogettothestarting-pointofasecondcoach。Againwetookinsideplaces,andagain,atthefirststageswhenIgotdowntolookattheoutsidepassengers,therewasthecountrymanwiththegreenshadeoverhiseye。Whateverconveyancewetraveledbyonournorthwardroad,weneverescapedhim。Heneverattemptedtospeaktome,neverseemedtonoticeme,andneverlostsightofme。Onandonwewent,overroadsthatseemedinterminable,andstillthedreadfulswordofjusticehungalways,byitssinglehair,overmyhead。Myhaggardface,myfeverishhands,myconfusedmanner,myinexpressibleimpatience,allbeliedtheexcuseswithwhichIdesperatelycontinuedtowardoffAlicia'sgrowingfears,andMrs。Baggs'sindignantsuspicions。"Oh!Frank,somethinghashappened!ForGod'ssake,tellmewhat!"——"Mr。Softly,Icanseethroughadealboardasfarasmostpeople。Youarefollowingthedoctor'swickedexample,andshowingawantofconfidenceinme。”TheseweretheremonstrancesofAliciaandthehousekeeper。
  AtlastwegotoutofEngland,andIwasstillafreeman。Thechaisewewerepostingagainbroughtusintoadirtytown,anddrewupatthedoorofashabbyinn。Ashock-headedgirlreceivedus。
  "AreweinScotland?"Iasked。
  "Mon!whar'elseshouldyebe?"Theaccentrelievedmeofalldoubt。
  "Aprivateroom——somethingtoeat,readyinanhour'stime——chaiseafterwardtothenearestplacefromwhichacoachrunstoEdinburgh。”Givingtheseordersrapidly,Ifollowedthegirlwithmytravelingcompanionsintoastuffylittleroom。Assoonasourattendanthadleftus,Ilockedthedoor,putthekeyinmypocket,andtookAliciabythehand。
  "Now,Mrs。Baggs,"saidI,"bearwitness——"
  "You'renotgoingtomarryhernow!"interposedMrs。Baggs,indignantly。"Bearwitness,indeed!Iwon'tbearwitnesstillI'vetakenoffmybonnet,andputmyhairtidy!"
  "Theceremonywon'ttakeaminute,"Ianswered;"andI'llgiveyouyourfive-poundnoteandopenthedoorthemomentit'sover。
  Bearwitness,"Iwenton,drowningMrs。Baggs'sexpostulationswiththeall-importantmarriage-words,"thatItakethiswoman,AliciaDulciferformylawfulweddedwife。”
  "Insicknessandinhealth,inpovertyandwealth,"brokeinMrs。
  Baggs,determiningtorepresenttheclergymanaswellastobethewitness。
  "Alicia,dear,"Isaid,interruptinginmyturn,"repeatmywords。Say'Itakethisman,FrancisSoftly,formylawfulweddedhusband。'"
  Sherepeatedthesentence,withherfaceverypale,withherdearhandcoldandtremblinginmine。
  "Forbetterforworse,"continuedtheindomitableMrs。Baggs。
  "LittleenoughoftheBetter,I'mafraid,andLordknowshowmuchoftheWorse。”
  Istoppedheragainwiththepromisedfive-poundnote,andopenedtheroomdoor。"Now,ma'am,"Isaid,"gotoyourroom;takeoffyourbonnet,andputyourhairastidyasyouplease。”
  Mrs。Baggsraisedhereyesandhandstoheaven,exclaimed"Disgraceful!"andflouncedoutoftheroominapassion。SuchwasmyScotchmarriage——aslawfulaceremony,remember,asthefinestfamilyweddingatthelargestparishchurchinallEngland。
  Anhourpassed;andIhadnotyetsummonedthecruelcouragetocommunicatemyrealsituationtoAlicia。Theentryoftheshock-headedservant-girltolaythecloth,followedbyMrs。
  Baggs,whowasneveroutofthewaywhereeatinganddrinkingappearedinprospect,helpedmetorousemyself。Iresolvedtogooutforafewminutestoreconnoiter,andmakemyselfacquaintedwithanyfacilitiesforflightorhidingwhichthesituationofthehousemightpresent。NodoubttheBowStreetrunnerwaslurkingsomewhere;buthemust,asamatterofcourse,haveheard,orinformedhimself,oftheordersIhadgivenrelatingtoourconveyanceontoEdinburgh;and,inthatcase,Iwasstillnomoreindangerofhisavowinghimselfandcapturingme,thanI
  hadbeenatanypreviousperiodofourjourney。
  "Iamgoingoutforamoment,love,toseeaboutthechaise,"I
  saidtoAlicia。Shesuddenlylookedupatmewithananxioussearchingexpression。Wasmyfacebetrayinganythingofmyrealpurpose?Ihurriedtothedoorbeforeshecouldaskmeasinglequestion。
  Thefrontoftheinnstoodnearlyinthemiddleoftheprincipalstreetofthetown。Nochanceofgivinganyonetheslipinthatdirection;andnosign,either,oftheBowStreetrunner。I
  saunteredround,withthemostunconcernedmannerIcouldassume,tothebackofthehouse,bytheinnyard。Adoorinonepartofitstoodhalf-open。Insidewasabitofkitchen-garden,boundedbyapaling;beyondthatsomebacksofdetachedhouses;beyondthem,again,aplotofweedyground,afewwretchedcottages,andtheopen,heatherymoor。Goodenoughforrunningaway,butterriblybadforhiding。
  Ireturneddisconsolatelytotheinn。Walkingalongthepassagetowardthestaircase,Isuddenlyheardfootstepsbehindme——turnedround,andsawtheBowStreetrunnerclothedagaininhisordinarycostume,andaccompaniedbytwostrangemen
  standingbetweenmeandthedoor。
  "SorrytostopyoufromgoingtoEdinburgh,Mr。Softly,"hesaid。
  "Butyou'rewantedbackatBarkingham。I'vejustfoundoutwhatyouhavebeentravelingallthewaytoScotlandfor;andItakeyouprisoner,asoneofthecoininggang。Takeiteasy,sir。I'vegothelp,yousee;andyoucan'tthrottlethreemen,whateveryoumayhavedoneatBarkinghamwithone。”
  Hehandcuffedmeashespoke。Resistancewashopeless。Icouldonlymakeanappealtohismercy,onAlicia'saccount。
  "Givemetenminutes,"Isaid,"tobreakwhathashappenedtomywife。Wewereonlymarriedanhourago。Ifsheknowsthissuddenly,itmaybethedeathofher。”
  "You'veledmeanicedanceonawrongscent,"answeredtherunner,sulkily。"ButIneverwasahardmanwherewomenareconcerned。Goupstairs,andleavethedooropen,sothatIcanseeinthroughitifIlike。Holdyourhatoveryourwrists,ifyoudon'twanthertoseethehandcuffs。”
  Iascendedthefirstflightofstairs,andmyheartgaveasuddenboundasifitwouldburst。Istopped,speechlessandhelpless,atthesightofAlicia,standingaloneonthelanding。Myfirstlookatherfacetoldmeshehadheardallthathadpassedinthepassage。ShepassionatelystruckthehatwithwhichIhadbeentryingtohidethehandcuffsoutofmyfingers,andclaspedmeinherarmswithsuchsuddenanddesperateenergythatsheabsolutelyhurtme。
  "Iwasafraidofsomething,Frank,"shewhispered。"Ifollowedyoualittleway。Istoppedhere;Ihaveheardeverything。Don'tletusbeparted!Iamstrongerthanyouthinkme。Iwon'tbefrightened。Iwon'tcry。Iwon'ttroubleanybody,ifthatmanwillonlytakemewithyou!"
  Itisbestformysake,ifnotforthereader's,tohurryoverthescenethatfollowed。
  Itendedwithaslittleadditionalwretchednessascouldbeexpected。Therunnerwasresoluteaboutkeepingmehandcuffed,andtakingmeback,withoutamoment'sunnecessarywasteoftimetoBarkingham;butherelentedonotherpoints。
  Wherehewasobligedtoorderaprivateconveyance,therewasnoobjectiontoAliciaandMrs。Baggsfollowingit。Wherewegotintoacoach,therewasnoharmintheirhiringtwoinsideplaces。Igavemywatch,rings,andlastguineatoAlicia,enjoiningher,onnoaccount,toletherboxofjewelsseethelightuntilwecouldgetproperadviceonthebestmeansofturningthemtoaccount。Shelistenedtotheseandotherdirectionswithacalmnessthatastonishedme。
  "Youshan'tsay,mydear,thatyourwifehashelpedtomakeyouuneasybysomuchasawordoralook,"shewhisperedtomeaswelefttheinn。
  Andshekeptthehardpromiseimpliedinthatoneshortsentencethroughoutthejourney。OnceonlydidIseeherloseherself-possession。Atstartingonourwaysouth,Mrs。Baggs——takingthesameincomprehensiblepersonaloffenseatmymisfortunewhichshehadpreviouslytakenatthedoctor's——upbraidedmewithmywantofconfidenceinher,anddeclaredthatitwasthemaincauseofallmypresenttrouble。Aliciaturnedonherasshewasutteringthewords,withalookandawarningthatsilencedherinaninstant:
  "Ifyousayanothersyllablethatisn'tkindtohim,youshallfindyourwaybackbyyourself!"
  Thewordsmaynotseemofmuchimportancetoothers;butI
  thought,asIoverheardthem,thattheyjustifiedeverysacrificeIhadmadeformywife'ssake。
  CHAPTERXVI。
  ONourwaybackIreceivedfromtherunnersomeexplanationofhisapparentlyunaccountableproceedingsinreferencetomyself。
  Tobeginatthebeginning,itturnedoutthatthefirstactoftheofficers,ontheirreleasefromtheworkroominthered-brickhouse,wastoinstituteacarefulsearchforpapersinthedoctor'sstudyandbedroom。Amongtheotherdocumentsthathehadnothadtimetodestroy,wasalettertohimfromAlicia,whichtheytookfromoneofthepocketsofhisdressing-gown。Finding,fromthereportofthemenwhohadfollowedthegig,thathehaddistancedallpursuit,andhavingthereforenodirectclewtohiswhereabout,theyhadbeenobligedtohuntafterhiminvariousdirections,onpurespeculation。Alicia'slettertoherfathergavetheaddressofthehouseatCrickgelly;andtothistherunnerrepaired,onthechanceofinterceptingordiscoveringanycommunicationswhichthedoctormightmaketohisdaughter,Screwbeingtakenwiththeofficertoidentifytheyounglady。Afterleavingthelastcoach,theypostedtowithinamileofCrickgelly,andthenwalkedintothevillage,inordertoexcitenospecialattention,shouldthedoctorbelurkingintheneighborhood。TherunnerhadtriedineffectuallytogainadmissionasavisitoratZionPlace。Afterhavingthedoorshutonhim,heandScrewhadwatchedthehouseandvillage,andhadseenmeapproachNumberTwo。Theirsuspicionsweredirectlyexcited。
  Thusfar,Screwhadnotrecognized,norevenobservedme;butheimmediatelyidentifiedmebymyvoice,whileIwasparleyingwiththestupidservantatthedoor。Therunner,hearingwhoIwas,reasonablyenoughconcludedthatImustbetherecognizedmediumofcommunicationbetweenthedoctorandhisdaughter,especiallywhenhefoundthatIwasadmitted,instantlyaftercalling,pasttheservant,tosomeoneinsidethehouse。
  LeavingScrewonthewatch,hewenttotheinn,discoveredhimselfprivatelytothelandlord,andmadesureinmorewaysthanone,asIconjecturedofknowingwhen,andinwhatdirection,IshouldleaveCrickgelly。OnfindingthatIwastoleaveitthenextmorning,withAliciaandMrs。Baggs,heimmediatelysuspectedthatIwaschargedwiththedutyoftakingthedaughterto,ornear,theplacechosenforthefather'sretreat;andhadthereforeabstainedfrominterferingprematurelywithmymovements。Knowingwhitherwewereboundinthecart,hehadriddenafterus,welloutofsight,withhiscountryman'sdisguisereadyforuseinthesaddle-bags——Screw,incaseofanymistakesormystifications,beingleftbehindonthewatchatCrickgelly。
  ThepossibilitythatImightberunningawaywithAliciahadsuggesteditselftohim;buthedismisseditasimprobable,firstwhenhesawthatMrs。Baggsaccompaniedus,andagain,when,onnearingScotland,hefoundthatwedidnottaketheroadtoGretnaGreen。Heacknowledged,inconclusion,thatheshouldhavefollowedustoEdinburgh,oreventotheContinentitself,onthechanceofourleadinghimtothedoctor'sretreat,butfortheservantgirlattheinn,whohadlistenedoutsidethedoorwhileourbriefmarriageceremonywasproceeding,andfromwhom,withgreattroubleanddelay,hehadextractedalltheinformationherequired。Afurtherlossofhalfanhour'stimehadoccurredwhilehewasgettingthenecessaryhelptoassisthim,intheeventofmyresisting,ortryingtogivehimtheslip,inmakingmeaprisoner。Thesesmallfactsaccountedforthehour'srespitewehadenjoyedattheinn,andterminatedtherunner'snarrativeofhisownproceedings。
  OnarrivingatourdestinationIwas,ofcourse,immediatelytakentothejail。
  Alicia,bymyadvice,engagedamodestlodginginasuburbofBarkingham。Inthedaysofthered-brickhouse,shehadseldombeenseeninthetown,andshewasnotatallknownbysightinthesuburb。Wearrangedthatshewastovisitmeasoftenastheauthoritieswouldlether。Shehadnocompanion,andwantednone。
  Mrs。Baggs,whohadneverforgiventherebukeadministeredtoheratthestarting-pointofourjourney,leftusatthecloseofit。
  Herleave-takingwasdignifiedandpathetic。ShekindlyinformedAliciathatshewishedherwell,thoughshecouldnotconscientiouslylookuponherasalawfulmarriedwoman;andshebeggedmeincaseIgotoff,thenexttimeImetwitharespectablepersonwhowaskindtome,toprofitbyrememberingmypasterrors,andtotreatmynextbenefactresswithmoreconfidencethanIhadtreatedher。
  MyfirstbusinessintheprisonwastowritetoMr。Batterbury。
  Ihadamagnificenteasetopresenttohim,thistime。AlthoughI
  believedmyself,andhadsucceededinpersuadingAlicia,thatI
  wassureofbeingrecommendedtomercy,itwasnotthelessthefactthatIwaschargedwithanoffensestillpunishablebydeath,inthethenbarbarousstateofthelaw。IdelicatelystatedjustenoughofmycasetomakeonethingcleartothemindofMr。Batterbury。Myaffectionatesister'sinterestinthecontingentreversionwasnowunlessLadyMalkinshawperverselyandsuddenlyexpiredactuallythreatenedbytheGallows!
  Whilecalmlyawaitingtheanswer,IwasbynomeanswithoutsubjectstooccupymyattentionwhenAliciawasnotattheprison。Therewasmyfellow-workman——Mill——thefirstmemberofoursocietybetrayedbyScrewtocomparenoteswith;andtherewasacertainprisonerwhohadbeentransported,andwhohadsomeveryimportantandinterestingparticularstocommunicate,relativetolifeanditschancesinourfelon-settlementsattheAntipodes。Italkedagreatdealwiththisman;forIfeltthathisexperiencemightbeofthegreatestpossiblebenefittome。
  Mr。Batterbury'sanswerwasspeedy,short,andpunctual。Ihadshatteredhisnervoussystemforever,hewrote,buthadonlystimulatedhisdevotiontomyfamily,andhisChristianreadinesstolookpityinglyonmytransgressions。Hehadengagedtheleaderofthecircuittodefendme;andhewouldhavecometoseeme,butforMrs。Batterbury;whohadimploredhimnottoexposehimselftoagitation。OfLadyMalkinshawthelettersaidnothing;
  butIafterwarddiscoveredthatshewasthenatCheltenham,drinkingthewatersandplayingwhistintherudesthealthandspirits。
  Itisaboldthingtosay,butnothingwilleverpersuademethatSocietyhasnotasneakingkindnessforaRogue。
  Forexample,myfatherneverhadhalftheattentionshowntohiminhisownhouse,whichwasshowntomeinmyprison。IhaveseenHighSheriffsinthegreatworld,whommyfatherwenttosee,givehimtwofingers——theHighSheriffofBarkinghamshirecametoseeme,andshookhandscordially。Nobodyeverwantedmyfather'sautograph——dozensofpeopleaskedformine。Nobodyeverputmyfather'sportraitinthefrontispieceofamagazine,ordescribedhispersonalappearanceandmannerswithanxiouselaboration,inthelargetypeofagreatnewspaper——Ienjoyedboththosehonors。
  Threeofficialindividualspolitelybeggedmetobesureandmakecomplaintsifmypositionwasnotperfectlycomfortable。Noofficialindividualevertroubledhisheadwhethermyfatherwascomfortableornot。Whenthedayofmytrialcame,thecourtwasthrongedbymylovelycountrywomen,whostooduppantinginthecrowdandcrushingtheirbeautifuldresses,ratherthanmissthepleasureofseeingthedearRogueinthedock。Whenmyfatheroncestoodonthelecturer'srostrum,anddeliveredhisexcellentdiscourse,called"MedicalHintstoMaidsandMothersonTightLacingandTeething,"thebencheswereleftemptybytheungratefulwomenofEngland,whowerenotintheslightestdegreeanxioustofeasttheireyesonthesightofalearnedadviserandrespectableman。Ifthesefactsledtooneinevitableconclusion,itisnotmyfault。WeRoguesarethespoiledchildrenofSociety。WemaynotbeopenlyacknowledgedasPets,butweallknow,bypleasantexperience,thatwearetreatedlikethem。
  Thetrialwasdeeplyaffecting。Mydefense——orrathermybarrister's——wasthesimpletruth。Itwasimpossibletooverthrowthefactsagainstus;sowehonestlyownedthatIgotintothescrapethroughloveforAlicia。Mycounselturnedthistothebestpossiblesentimentalaccount。Hecried;theladiescried;
  thejurycried;thejudgecried;andMr。Batterbury,whohaddesperatelycometoseethetrial,andknowtheworst,sobbedwithsuchprominentvehemence,thatIbelievehim,tothisday,tohavegreatlyinfluencedtheverdict。Iwasstronglyrecommendedtomercyandgotoffwithfourteenyears'
  transportation。TheunfortunateMill,whowastriedafterme,withameredry-eyedbarristertodefendhim,washanged。
  POSTSCRIPT。
  WITHtherecordofmysentenceoftransportation,mylifeasaRogueends,andmyexistenceasarespectablemanbegins。Iamsorrytosayanythingwhichmaydisturbpopulardelusionsonthesubjectofpoeticaljustice,butthisisstrictlythetruth。
  Myfirstanxietywasaboutmywife'sfuture。
  Mr。Batterburygavemenochanceofaskinghisadviceafterthetrial。Themomentsentencehadbeenpronounced,heallowedhimselftobehelpedoutofcourtinamelancholystateofprostration,andthenextmorningheleftforLondon。Isuspecthewasafraidtofaceme,andnervouslyimpatient,besides,totellAnnabellathathehadsavedthelegacyagainbyanotheralarmingsacrifice。Myfatherandmother,towhomIhadwrittenonthesubjectofAlicia,werenomoretobedependedonthanMr。
  Batterbury。Myfather,inansweringmyletter,toldmethatheconscientiouslybelievedhehaddoneenoughinforgivingmeforthrowingawayanexcellenteducation,anddisgracingarespectablename。Headdedthathehadnotallowedmyletterformymothertoreachher,outofpityingregardforherbrokenhealthandspirits;andheendedbytellingmewhatwasperhapsverytruethatthewifeofsuchasonasIhadbeen,hadnoclaimuponherfather-in-law'sprotectionandhelp。Therewasanend,then,ofanyhopeoffindingresourcesforAliciaamongthemembersofmyownfamily。
  Thenextthingwastodiscoverameansofprovidingforherwithoutassistance。Ihadformedaprojectforthis,aftermeditatingovermyconversationswiththereturnedtransportinBarkinghamjail,andIhadtakenareliableopiniononthechancesofsuccessfullyexecutingmydesignfromthesolicitorwhohadpreparedmydefense。
  Aliciaherselfwassoearnestlyinfavorofassistinginmyexperiment,thatshedeclaredshewouldpreferdeathtoitsabandonment。Accordingly,thenecessarypreliminarieswerearranged;and,whenweparted,itwassomemitigationofourgrieftoknowthattherewasatimeappointedformeetingagain。
  Aliciawastolodgewithadistantrelativeofhermother'sinasuburbofLondon;wastoconcertmeasureswiththisrelativeonthebestmethodofturningherjewelsintomoney;andwastofollowherconvicthusbandtotheAntipodes,underafeignedname,insixmonths'time。
  Ifmyfamilyhadnotabandonedme,Ineednothavethuslefthertohelpherself。Asitwas,Ihadnochoice。Oneconsolationsupportedmeatparting——shewasinnodangerofpersecutionfromherfather。AsecondletterfromhimhadarrivedatCrickgelly,andhadbeenforwardedtotheaddressIhadleftforit。ItwasdatedHamburg,andbrieflytoldhertoremainatCrickgelly,andexpectfreshinstructions,explanations,andasupplyofmoney,assoonashehadsettledtheimportantbusinessmatterswhichhadtakenhimabroad。Hisdaughteransweredtheletter,tellinghimofhermarriage,andgivinghimanaddressatapost-officetowriteto,ifhechosetoreplytohercommunication。Therethematterrested。
  WhatwasItodoonmyside?Nothingbutestablishareputationformildbehavior。Ibegantomanufactureacharacterformyselfforthefirstdaysofourvoyageoutintheconvict-ship;andI
  landedatthepenalsettlementwiththereputationofbeingthemeekestandmostbiddableoffeloniousmankind。
  Afterashortprobationaryexperienceofsuchlowconvictemploymentsaslime-burningandroad-mending,Iwasadvancedtooccupationsmoreinharmonywithmyeducation。WhateverIdid,I
  neverneglectedthefirstgreatobligationofmakingmyselfagreeableandamusingtoeverybody。Mysocialreputationasagoodfellowbegantostandashighatoneendoftheworldaseveritstoodattheother。ThemonthspassedmorequicklythanI
  haddaredtohope。Theexpirationofmyfirstyearoftransportationwasapproaching,andalreadypleasanthintsofmybeingsoonassignedtoprivateservicebegantoreachmyears。
  ThiswasthefirstofthemanyendsIwasnowworkingfor;andthenextpleasantrealizationofmyhopesthatIhadtoexpect,wasthearrivalofAlicia。
  Shecame,amonthlaterthanIhadanticipated;safeandblooming,withfivehundredpoundsastheproduceofherjewels,andwiththeoldCrickgellyaliaschangedfromMisstoMrs。
  Giles,topreventanysuspicionsoftheconnectionbetweenus。
  HerstoryconcoctedbymebeforeIleftEnglandwas,thatshewasawidowlady,whohadcometosettleinAustralia,andmakethemostofherlittlepropertyintheNewWorld。OneofthefirstthingsMrs。Gileswantedwasnecessarilyatrustworthyservant,andshehadtomakeherchoiceofoneamongtheconvictsofgoodcharacter,tobeassignedtoprivateservice。Beingoneofthathonorablebodymyselfatthetime,itisneedlesstosaythatI
  wasthefortunatemanonwhomMrs。Giles'schoicefell。ThefirstsituationIgotinAustraliawasasservanttomyownwife。
  Aliciamadeaveryindulgentmistress。
  Ifshehadbeenmischievouslyinclined,shemight,byapplicationtoamagistrate,havehadmefloggedorsettoworkinchainsontheroads,wheneverIbecameidleorinsubordinate,whichhappenedoccasionally。Butinsteadofcomplaining,thekindcreaturekissedandmademuchofherfootmanbystealth,afterhisday'swork。Sheallowedhimnofemalefollowers,andonlyemployedonewoman-servantoccasionally,whowasbotholdandugly。ThenameofthefootmanwasDearinprivate,andFrancisincompany;andwhenthewidowedmistress,upstairs,refusedeligibleoffersofmarriagewhichwasprettyoften,thefavoreddomesticinthekitchenwasalwaysinformedofit,andasked,withthesweetesthumility,ifheapprovedoftheproceeding。
  Nottodwellonthisanomalousperiodofmyexistence,letmesaybrieflythatmynewpositionwithmywifewasofthegreatestadvantageinenablingmetodirectinsecrettheprofitableusestowhichherlittlefortunewasput。
  Webeganinthiswaywithanexcellentspeculationincattle——buyingthemforshillingsandsellingthemforpounds。
  Withtheprofitsthusobtained,wenexttriedourhandsathouses——firstbuyinginasmallway,thenboldlybuilding,andlettingagainandsellingtogreatadvantage。Whilethesespeculationswereinprogress,mybehaviorinmywife'sservicewassoexemplary,andshegavemesoexcellentacharacterwhentheusualofficialinquirieswereinstituted,thatIsoongotthenextprivilegeaccordedtopersonsinmysituation——aticket-of-leave。BythetimethishadbeenagainexchangedforaconditionalpardonwhichallowedmetogoaboutwhereIpleasedinAustralia,andtotradeinmyownnamelikeanyunconvictedmerchantourhouse-propertyhadincreasedenormously,ourlandhadbeensoldforpublicbuildings,andwehadsharesinthefamousEmancipist'sBank,whichproducedquitealittleincomeofthemselves。
  Therewasnownoneedtokeepthemaskonanylonger。
  IwentthroughthesuperfluousceremonyofasecondmarriagewithAlicia;tookstoresinthecity;builtavillainthecountry;
  andhereIamatthispresentmomentofwriting,aconvictaristocrat——aprosperous,wealthy,highlyrespectablemercantileman,withtwoyearsofmysentenceoftransportationstilltoexpire。Ihaveabaroucheandtwobayhorses,acoachmanandpageinneatliveries,threecharmingchildren,andaFrenchgoverness,aboudoirandlady's-maidformywife。Sheisashandsomeasever,butgettingalittlefat。SoamI,asaworthyfriendremarkedwhenIrecentlyappearedholdingtheplate,atourlastcharitysermon。
  WhatwouldmysurvivingrelativesandassociatesinEnglandsay,iftheycouldseemenow?Ihaveheardofthematdifferenttimesandthroughvariouschannels。LadyMalkinshaw,afterlivingtothevergeofahundred,andsurvivingallsortsofaccidents,diedquietlyoneafternoon,inherchair,withanemptydishbeforeher,andwithoutgivingtheslightestnoticetoanybody。
  Mr。Batterbury,havingsacrificedsomuchtohiswife'sreversion,profitednothingbyitsfallinginatlast。Hisquarrelswithmyamiablesister——whichtooktheirrisefromhisinterestedcharitiestowardme——endedinproducingaseparation。
  And,farfromsavinganythingbyAnnabella'sinheritanceofherpin-money,hehadapositivelosstoputupwith,intheshapeofsomehundredsextractedyearlyfromhisincome,asalimonytohisuncongenialwife。Heissaidtomakeuseofshockinglanguagewhenevermynameismentioned,andtowishthathehadbeencarriedoffbytheyellowfeverbeforeheeverseteyesontheSoftlyfamily。
  Myfatherhasretiredfrompractice。Heandmymotherhavegonetoliveinthecountry,nearthemansionoftheonlymarquiswithwhommyfatherwasactuallyandpersonallyacquaintedinhisprofessionaldays。Themarquisaskshimtodinneronceayear,andleavesacardformymotherbeforehereturnstotownfortheseason。AportraitofLadyMalkinshawhangsinthedining-room。
  Inthisway,myparentsareendingtheirdayscontentedly。IcanhonestlysaythatIamgladtohearit。
  DoctorDulcifer,whenIlastheardofhim,waseditinganewspaperinAmerica。OldFile,whosharedhisflight,stillshareshisfortunes,beingpublisherofhisnewspaper。YoungFileresumedcoiningoperationsinLondon;and,havingbravedhisfateasecondtime,threadedhisway,induecourse,uptothestepsofthescaffold。Screwcarriesontheprofitabletradeofinformer,inLondon。ThedismaldisappearanceofMillIhavealreadyrecorded。
  Somuchonthesubjectofmyrelativesandassociates。Onthesubjectofmyself,Imightstillwriteonatconsiderablelength。
  Butwhilethelibeloustitleof"AROGUE'SLIFE"staresmeinthefaceatthetopofthepage,howcanI,asarichandreputableman,beexpectedtocommunicateanyfurtherautobiographicalparticulars,inthisplace,toadiscerningpublicofreaders?
  No,no,myfriends!Iamnolongerinteresting——Iamonlyrespectablelikeyourselves。Itistimetosay"Good-by。”