Iraisedmyhead,andgatheredthebillsandletterstogether,andstoodupamanagain,wonderingatthevariablenessofmyowntemper,atthecuriouselasticityofthattoughestofallthevitalsubstanceswithinus,whichwecallHope。"Sittingandsighingatthefootofthistree,"Ithought,"isnotthewaytofindAlicia,ortosecuremyownsafety。Letmecirculatemybloodandrousemyingenuity,bytakingtotheroadagain。”
BeforeIforcedmywaybacktotheopensideofthehedge,I
thoughtitdesirabletotearupthebillsandletters,forfearofbeingtracedbythemiftheywerefoundintheplantation。ThedeskIleftwhereitwas,therebeingnonameonit。Thenote-paperandpensIpocketed——forlornasmysituationwas,itdidnotauthorizemetowastestationery。Theblotting-paperwasthelastthinglefttodisposeof:twoneatly-foldedsheets,quiteclean,exceptinoneplace,wheretheimpressionofafewlinesofwritingappeared。Iwasabouttoputtheblotting-paperintomypocketafterthepens,whensomethinginthelookofthewritingimpressedonit,stoppedme。
Fourblurredlinesappearedofnotmorethantwoorthreewordseach,runningoutonebeyondanotherregularlyfromlefttoright。Hadthedoctorbeencomposingpoetryandblottingitinaviolenthurry?Atafirstglance,thatwasmorethanIcouldtell。Theorderofthewrittenletters,whatevertheymightbe,wasreversedonthefaceoftheimpressiontakenofthembytheblotting-paper。Iturnedtotheothersideoftheleaf。Theorderoftheletterswasnowright,butthelettersthemselvesweresometimestoofaintlyimpressed,sometimestoomuchblurredtogethertobelegible。Iheldtheleafuptothelight——andtherewasacompletechange:theblurredlettersgrewclearer,theinvisibleconnectinglinesappeared——Icouldreadthewordsfromfirsttolast。
Thewritingmusthavebeenhurried,andithadtoallappearancebeenhurriedlydriedtowardthecornerofaperfectlycleanleafoftheblotting-paper。Aftertwicereading,IfeltsurethatI
hadmadeoutcorrectlythefollowingaddress:
MissGiles,2ZionPlace,Crickgelly,N。Wales。
Itwashardunderthecircumstances,toformanopinionastothehandwriting;butIthoughtIcouldrecognizethecharacterofsomeofthedoctor'sletters,evenintheblottedimpressionofthem。SupposingIwasright,whowasMissGiles?
SomeWelshfriendofthedoctor's,unknowntome?Probablyenough。ButwhynotAliciaherselfunderanassumedname?Havingsentherfromhometokeepheroutofmyway,itseemednexttoacertaintythatherfatherwouldtakeallpossiblemeasurestopreventmytracingher,andwould,therefore,asacommonactofprecaution,forbidhertotravelunderherownname。Crickgelly,NorthWales,wasassuredlyaveryremoteplacetobanishherto;
butthenthedoctorwasnotamantodothingsbyhalves:heknewthelengthstowhichmycunningandresolutionwerecapableofcarryingme;andhewouldhavebeeninnocentindeedifhehadhiddenhisdaughterfrommeinanyplacewithinreasonabledistanceofBarkingham。Last,andnotleastimportant,MissGilessoundedinmyearsexactlylikeanassumedname。
WasthereeveranywomanabsolutelyandliterallynamedMissGiles?HoweverImayhavealteredmyopiniononthispointsince,mymindwasnotinaconditionatthattimetoadmitthepossibleexistenceofanysuchindividualasamaidenGiles。Before,therefore,Ihadputthepreciousblotting-paperintomypocket,Ihadsatisfiedmyselfthatmyfirstduty,underallthecircumstances,wastoshapemyflightimmediatelytoCrickgelly。
Icouldbecertainofnothing——notevenofidentifyingthedoctor'shandwritingbytheimpressionontheblotting-paper。ButprovidedIkeptclearofBarkingham,itwasallthesametomewhatpartoftheUnitedKingdomIwentto;and,intheabsenceofanyactualclewtoherplaceofresidence,therewasconsolationandencouragementeveninfollowinganimaginarytrace。MyspiritsrosetotheirnaturalheightasIstruckintothehighroadagain,andbeheldacrossthelevelplainthesmoke,chimneys,andchurchspiresofalargemanufacturingtown。ThereIsawthewelcomepromiseofacoach——thehappychanceofmakingmyjourneytoCrickgellyeasyandrapidfromtheveryoutset。
Onmywaytothetown,IwasremindedbythestaringofallthepeopleIpassedontheroad,ofoneimportantconsiderationwhichIhadhithertomostunaccountablyoverlooked——thenecessityofmakingsomeradicalchangeinmypersonalappearance。
IhadnocausetodreadtheBowStreetrunners,fornotoneofthemhadseenme;butIhadthestrongestpossiblereasonsfordistrustingameetingwithmyenemy,Screw。Hewouldcertainlybemadeuseofbytheofficersforthepurposeofidentifyingthecompanionswhomhehadbetrayed;andIhadthebestreasonsintheworldtobelievethathewouldratherassistinthetakingofmethaninthecaptureofalltherestofthecoininggangputtogether——thedoctorhimselfnotexcepted。Mypresentcostumewasofthedandysort——rathershabby,butgayincolorandoutrageousincut。Ihadnotaltereditforanartisan'ssuitinthedoctor'shouse,becauseIneverhadanyintentionofstayingthereadaylongerthanIcouldpossiblyhelp。TheaproninwhichIhadwrappedthewriting-deskwastheonlyapproachIhadmadetowardwearingthehonorableuniformoftheworkingman。
Woulditbewisenowtomakemytransformationcomplete,byaddingtotheapronavelveteenjacketandasealskincap?No:myhandsweretoowhite,mymannerstooinveteratelygentleman-like,forallartisandisguise。Itwouldbesafertoassumeaseriouscharacter——toshaveoffmywhiskers,cropmyhair,buyamodesthatandumbrella,anddressentirelyinblack。AtthefirstslopshopIencounteredinthesuburbsofthetown,Igotacarpet-bagandaclerical-lookingsuit。Atthefirsteasyshaving-shopIpassed,Ihadmyhaircroppedandmywhiskerstakenoff。AfterthatIretreatedagaintothecountry——walkedbacktillIfoundaconvenienthedgedownalaneoffthehighroad——changedmyuppergarmentsbehindit,andemerged,bashful,black,andreverend,withmycottonumbrellatuckedmodestlyundermyarm,myeyesontheground,myheadintheair,andmyhatoffmyforehead。WhenIfoundtwolaborerstouchingtheircapstomeonmywaybacktothetown,Iknewthatitwasallright,andthatImightnowsetthevindictiveeyesofScrewhimselfsafelyatdefiance。
IhadnotthemostdistantnotionwhereIwaswhenIreachedtheHighStreet,andstoppedatTheGreenBullHotelandCoach-office。However,ImanagedtomentionmymodestwishestobeconveyedatonceinthedirectionofWales,withnomorethanabecomingconfusionofmanner。
TheanswerwasnotsoencouragingasIcouldhavewished。ThecoachtoShrewsburyhadleftanhourbefore,andtherewouldbenootherpublicconveyancerunninginmydirectionuntilthenextmorning。Findingmyselfthusobligedtoyieldtoadversecircumstances,Isubmittedresignedly,andbookedaplaceoutsidebythenextday'scoach,inthenameoftheReverendJohnJones。
IthoughtitdesirabletobeatonceunassumingandWelshintheselectionofatravelingname;andthereforeconsideredJohnJonescalculatedtofitme,inmypresentemergency,toahair。
Aftersecuringabedatthehotel,andorderingafrugalcurate'sdinnerbitoffish,twochops,mashedpotatoes,semolinapudding,half-pintofsherry,Isalliedouttolookatthetown。
Notknowingthenameofit,andnotdaringtoexcitesurprisebyasking,Ifoundtheplacefullofvagueyetmysteriousinterest。
HereIwas,somewhereincentralEngland,justasignorantoflocalitiesasifIhadbeensuddenlydepositedinCentralAfrica。
Mylivelyfancyrevelledinthenewsensation。Iinventedanameforthetown,acodeoflawsfortheinhabitants,productions,antiquities,chalybeatesprings,population,statisticsofcrime,andsoon,whileIwalkedaboutthestreets,lookedinattheshop-windows,andattentivelyexaminedtheMarket-placeandTown-hall。Experiencedtravelers,whohaveexhaustedallnovelties,woulddowelltofollowmyexample;theymaybecertain,foronedayatleast,ofgettingsomefreshideas,andfeelinganewsensation。
Onreturningtodinnerinthecoffee-room,IfoundalltheLondonpapersonthetable。
The_MorningPost_happenedtolieuppermost,soItookitawaytomyownseattooccupythetime,whilemyunpretendingbitoffishwasfrying。Glancinglazilyattheadvertisementsonthefirstpage,tobeginwith,Iwasastonishedbytheappearanceofthefollowinglines,atthetopofacolumn:
"IfF——KS——FTL——Ywillcommunicatewithhisdistressedandalarmedrelatives,Mr。andMrs。B——TT——RB——RY,hewillhearofsomethingtohisadvantage,andmaybeassuredthatallwillbeoncemoreforgiven。A——B——LLAentreatshimtowrite。”
What,inthenameofallthatismostmysterious,doesthismean!
wasmyfirstthoughtafterreadingtheadvertisement。CanLadyMalkinshawhavetakenafreshleaseofthatimpregnablevitaltenement,atthedoorofwhichDeathhasbeenknockingvainlyforsomanyyearspast?Nothingmorelikely。WasmyfeloniousconnectionwithDoctorDulcifersuspected?Itseemedimprobable。Onething,however,wascertain:Iwasmissed,andtheBatterburyswerenaturallyanxiousaboutme——anxiousenoughtoadvertiseinthepublicpapers。
IdebatedwithmyselfwhetherIshouldanswertheirpatheticappealornot。Ihadallmymoneyaboutmehavingneverletitoutofmyownpossessionduringmystayinthered-brickhouse,andtherewasplentyofitforthepresent;soIthoughtitbesttoleavethealarmanddistressofmyanxiousrelativesunrelievedforalittlewhilelonger,andtoreturnquietlytotheperusalofthe_MorningPost。_
Fiveminutesofdesultoryreadingbroughtmeunexpectedlytoanexplanationoftheadvertisement,intheshapeofthefollowingparagraph:
"ALARMINGILLNESSOFLADYMALKINSHAW——WeregrettoannouncethatthisvenerableladywasseizedwithanalarmingillnessonSaturdaylast,athermansionintown。Theattacktookthecharacterofafit——ofwhatprecisenaturewehavenotbeenabletolearn。Herladyship'smedicalattendantandnearrelative,DoctorSoftly,wasimmediatelycalledin,andpredictedthemostfatalresults。Freshmedicalattendancewassecured,andherladyship'snearestsurvivingrelatives,Mrs。Softly,andMr。andMrs。Batterbury,ofDuskydalePark,weresummoned。Atthetimeoftheirarrivalherladyship'sconditionwascomatose,herbreathingbeinghighlystertorous。Ifwearerightlyinformed,DoctorSoftlyandtheothermedicalgentlemenpresentgaveitastheiropinionthatifthepulseofthevenerablesuffererdidnotrallyinthecourseofaquarterofauhouratmost,verylamentableresultsmightbeanticipated。Forfourteenminutes,asourreporterwasinformed,nochangetookplace;but,strangetorelate,immediatelyafterwardherladyship'spulseralliedsuddenlyinthemostextraordinarymanner。Shewasobservedtoopenhereyesverywide,andwasheard,tothesurpriseanddelightofallsurroundingthecouch,toaskwhyherladyship'susuallunchofchicken-brothwithaglassofAmontilladosherrywasnotplacedonthetableasusual。Theserefreshmentshavingbeenproduced,underthesanctionofthemedicalgentlemen,theagedpatientpartookofthemwithanappearanceoftheutmostrelish。Sincethishappyalterationforthebetter,herladyship'shealthhas,werejoicetosay,rapidlyimproved;andtheanswernowgiventoallfriendlyandfashionableinquirersis,inthevenerablelady'sownhumorousphraseology,'Muchbetterthancouldbeexpected。'"
Welldone,myexcellentgrandmother!myfirm,myunwearied,myundyingfriend!NevercanIsaythatmycaseisdesperatewhileyoucanswallowyourchicken-brothandsipyourAmontilladosherry。ThemomentIwantmoney,IwillwritetoMr。Batterbury,andcutanotherlittlegoldensliceoutofthatpossiblethree-thousand-pound-cake,forwhichhehasalreadysufferedandsacrificedsomuch。Inthemeantime,OvenerableprotectressofthewanderingRogue!letmegratefullydrinkyourhealthinthenastiestandsmallesthalf-pintofsherrythispalateevertasted,ortheseeyeseverbeheld!
Iwenttobedthatnightingreatspirits。Myluckseemedtobereturningtome;andIbegantofeelmorethanhopefulofreallydiscoveringmybelovedAliciaatCrickgelly,underthealiasofMissGiles。
ThenextmorningtheRev。JohnJonesdescendedtobreakfastsorosy,bland,andsmiling,thatthechambermaidssimperedashetrippedbytheminthepassage,andthelandladybowedgraciouslyashepassedherparlordoor。Thecoachdroveup,andthereverendgentlemanafterwaitingcharacteristicallyforthewoman'sladdermountedtohisplaceontheroof,behindthecoachman。Onemansattherewhohadgotupbeforehim——andwhoshouldthatmanbe,butthechiefoftheBowStreetrunners,whohadrashlytriedtotakeDoctorDulciferintocustody!
Therecouldnotbetheleastdoubtofhisidentity;Ishouldhaveknownhisfaceagainamongahundred。HelookedatmeasItookmyplacebyhisside,withonesharpsearchingglance——thenturnedhisheadawaytowardtheroad。Knowingthathehadneverseteyesonmyfacethankstotheconvenientpeepholeatthered-brickhouse,Ithoughtmymeetingwithhimwaslikelytoberatheradvantageousthanotherwise。Ihadnowanopportunityofwatchingtheproceedingsofoneofourpursuers,atanyrate——andsurelythiswassomethinggained。
"Finemorning,sir,"Isaidpolitely。
"Yes,"herepliedinthegruffestofmonosyllables。
Iwasnotoffended:Icouldmakeallowanceforthefeelingsofamanwhohadbeenlockedupbyhisownprisoner。
"Veryfinemorning,indeed,"Irepeated,soothinglyandcheerfully。
Therunneronlygruntedthistime。Well,well!weallhaveourlittleinfirmities。Idon'tthinktheworseofthemannow,forhavingbeenrudetome,thatmorning,onthetopoftheShrewsburycoach。
Thenextpassengerwhogotupandplacedhimselfbymysidewasaflorid,excitable,confused-lookinggentleman,excessivelytalkativeandfamiliar。Hewasfollowedbyasulkyagriculturalyouthintop-boots——andthen,thecomplementofpassengersonourseatbehindthecoachmanwascomplete。
"Heardthenews,sir?"saidthefloridman,turningtome。
"NotthatIamawareof,"Ianswered。
"It'sthemosttremendousthingthathashappenedthesefiftyyears,"saidthefloridman。"Agangofcoiners,sir,discoveredatBarkingham——inahousetheyusedtocalltheGrange。Allthedreadfullotofbadsilverthat'sbeenabout,they'reatthebottomof。Andtheheadofthegangnottaken!——escaped,sir,likeaghostonthestage,throughatrap-door,afteractuallylockingtherunnersintohisworkshop。TheblacksmithsfromBarkinghamhadtobreakthemout;thewholehousewasfoundfullofirondoors,backstaircases,andallthatsortofthing,justliketheInquisition。Amostrespectableman,theoriginalproprietor!Thinkwhatamisfortunetohavelethishousetoascoundrelwhohasturnedthewholeinsideintotraps,furnaces,andirondoors。Thefellow'sreference,sir,wasactuallyataLondonbank,wherehekeptafirst-rateaccount。Whatistobecomeofsociety?whereisourprotection?Whereareourcharacters,whenweareleftatthemercyofscoundrels?Thetimesareawful——uponmysoul,thetimesweliveinareperfectlyawful!"
"Pray,sir,isthereanychanceofcatchingthiscoiner?"I
inquiredinnocently。
"Ihopeso,sir;forthesakeofoutragedsociety,Ihopeso,"
saidtheexcitableman。"They'veprintedhandbillsatBarkingham,offeringarewardfortakinghim。Iwaswithmyfriendthemayor,earlythismorning,andsawthemissued。'Mr。Mayor,'saysI,'I'mgoingWest——givemeafewcopies——letmehelptocirculatethem——forthesakeofoutragedsociety,letmehelptocirculatethem。Heretheyare——takeafew,sir,fordistribution。You'llseethesearethreeotherfellowstobecaughtbesidestheprincipalrascal——oneofthemascampbelongingtoarespectablefamily。Oh!whattimes!Takethreecopies,andpraycirculatetheminthreeinfluentialquarters。Perhapsthatgentlemannextyouwouldlikeafew。Willyoutakethree,sir?"
"No,Iwon't,"saidtheBowStreetrunnerdoggedly。"Noryetoneof'em——andit'smyopinionthatthecoining-gangwouldbenabbedallthesooner,ifyouwastogiveoverhelpingthelawtocatchthem。”
Thisanswerproducedavehementexpostulationfrommyexcitableneighbor,towhichIpaidlittleattention,beingbetterengagedinreadingthehandbill。
Itdescribedthedoctor'spersonalappearancewithremarkableaccuracy,andcautionedpersonsinseaporttownstobeonthelookoutforhim。OldFile,YoungFile,andmyselfwerealldishonorablymentionedtogetherinasecondparagraph,asrunawaysofinferiorimportanceNotawordwassaidinthehandbilltoshowthattheauthoritiesatBarkinghamevensomuchassuspectedthedirectioninwhichanyoneofushadescaped。
Thiswouldhavebeenveryencouraging,butforthepresenceoftherunnerbymyside,whichlookedasifBowStreethaditssuspicions,howeverinnocentBarkinghammightbe。
CouldthedoctorhavedirectedhisflighttowardCrickgelly?I
trembledinternallyasthequestionsuggesteditselftome。
SurelyhewouldpreferwritingtoMissGilestojoinhimwhenhegottoasafeplaceofrefuge,ratherthanencumberhimselfwiththeyoungladybeforehewaswelloutofreachofthefar-stretchingarmofthelaw。Thisseemedinfinitelythemostnaturalcourseofconduct。Still,therewastherunnertravelingtowardWales——andnotcertainlywithoutaspecialmotive。Iputthehandbillsinmypocket,andlistenedforanyhintswhichmightcreepoutinhistalk;butheperverselykeptsilent。Themoremyexcitableneighbortriedtodisputewithhim,themorecontemptuouslyherefusedtobreaksilence。IbegantofeelvehementlyimpatientforourarrivalatShrewsbury;forthereonlycouldIhopetodiscoversomethingmoreofmyformidablefellow-traveler'splans。
Thecoachstoppedfordinner;andsomeofourpassengersleftus,theexcitablemanwiththehandbillsamongthenumber。Igotdown,andstoodonthedoorstepoftheinn,pretendingtobelookingaboutme,butinrealitywatchingthemovementsoftherunner。
Rathertomysurprise,Isawhimgotothedoorofthecoachandspeaktooneoftheinsidepassengers。Afterashortconversation,ofwhichIcouldnothearoneword,therunnerleftthecoachdoorandenteredtheinn,calledforaglassofbrandyandwater,andtookitouttohisfriend,whohadnotleftthevehicle。Thefriendbentforwardtoreceiveitatthewindow。I
caughtaglimpseofhisface,andfeltmykneestrembleunderme——itwasScrewhimself!
Screw,paleandhaggard-looking,evidentlynotyetrecoveredfromtheeffectofmygriponhisthroat!Screw,inattendanceontherunner,travelinginsidethecoachinthecharacterofaninvalid。HemustbegoingthisjourneytohelptheBowStreetofficerstoidentifysomeoneofourscatteredgangofwhomtheywereinpursuit。Itcouldnotbethedoctor——therunnercoulddiscoverhimwithoutassistancefromanybody。Whymightitnotbeme?
Ibegantothinkwhetheritwouldbebesttotrustboldlyinmydisguise,andmyluckypositionoutsidethecoach,orwhetherI
shouldabandonmyfellow-passengersimmediately。Itwasnoteasytosettleatoncewhichcoursewasthesafest——soItriedtheeffectoflookingatmytwoalternativesfromanotherpointofview。ShouldIriskeverything,andgoonresolutelytoCrickgelly,onthechanceofdiscoveringthatAliciaandMissGileswereoneandthesameperson——orshouldIgiveuponthespottheonlyprospectoffindingmylostmistress,anddirectmyattentionentirelytothebusinessoflookingaftermyownsafety?
AsthelatteralternativepracticallyresolveditselfintothesimplequestionofwhetherIshouldactlikeamanwhowasinlove,orlikeamanwhowasnot,mynaturalinstinctssettledthedifficultyinnotime。Iboldlyimitatedtheexampleofmyfellow-passengers,andwentintodinner,determinedtogoonafterwardtoCrickgelly,thoughallBowStreetshouldbefollowingatmyheels。
CHAPTERXIII。
SECUREasItriedtofeelinmychangeofcostume,mycroppedhair,andmywhiskerlesscheeks,Ikeptwellawayfromthecoach-window,whenthedinnerattheinnwasoverandthepassengerswerecalledtotaketheirplacesagain。Thusfar——thankstothestrengthofmygrasponhisneck,whichhadlefthimtooweaktobeanoutsidepassenger——Screwhadcertainlynotseenme;and,ifIplayedmycardsproperly,therewasnoreasonwhyheshouldseemebeforewegottoourdestination。
ThroughouttherestofthejourneyIobservedthestrictestcaution,andfortunesecondedmyefforts。ItwasdarkwhenwegottoShrewsbury。OnleavingthecoachIwasenabled,undercoverofthenight,tokeepasharpwatchontheproceedingsofScrewandhisBowStreetally。Theydidnotputupatthehotel,butwalkedawaytoapublichouse。There,myclericalcharacterobligedmetoleavethematthedoor。
Ireturnedtothehotel,tomakeinquiriesaboutconveyances。
TheanswersinformedmethatCrickgellywasalittlefishing-village,andthattherewasnocoachdirecttoit,butthattwocoachesrunningtotwosmallWelshtownssituatedatnearlyequaldistancesfrommydestination,oneithersideofit,wouldpassthroughShrewsburythenextmorning。Thewaiteradded,thatIcouldbookaplace——conditionally——byeitherofthesevehicles;andthat,astheywerealwayswell-filled,Ihadbetterbequickinmakingmychoicebetweenthem。Mattershadnowarrivedatsuchapass,thatnothingwasleftformebuttotrusttochance。IfIwaitedtillthemorningtoseewhetherScrewandtheBowStreetrunnertraveledinmydirection,andtofindout,incasetheydid,whichcoachtheytook,Ishouldberunningtheriskoflosingaplaceformyself,andsodelayingmyjourneyforanotherday。Thiswasnottobethoughtof。Itoldthewaitertobookmeaplaceinwhichcoachhepleased。ThetwowerecalledrespectivelyTheHummingBee,andTheRedCrossKnight。Thewaiterchosethelatter。
Sleepwasnotmuchinmywaythatnight。IrosealmostasearlyasBootshimself——breakfasted——thensatatthecoffee-roomwindowlookingoutanxiouslyforthetwocoaches。
Nobodyseemedtoagreewhichwouldpassfirst。EachoftheinnservantsofwhomIinquiredmadeitamatterofpartisanship,andbackedhisfavoritecoachwiththemostconsummateassurance。Atlast,Iheardtheguard'shornandtheclatterofthehorses'
hoofs。Updroveacoach——Ilookedoutcautiously——itwastheHummingBee。Threeoutsideplaceswerevacant;onebehindthecoachman;twoonthedickey。Thefirstwastakenimmediatelybyafarmer,thesecond——tomyunspeakabledisgustandterror——wassecuredbytheinevitableBowStreetrunner;who,assoonashewasup,helpedtheweaklyScrewintothethirdplace,byhisside。TheyweregoingtoCrickgelly;notadoubtofit,now。
IgrewmadwithimpatienceforthearrivaloftheRedCrossKnight。Half-an-hourpassed——fortyminutes——andthenIheardanotherhornandanotherclatter——andtheRedCrossKnightrattleduptothehoteldooratfullspeed。Whatifthereshouldbenovacantplaceforme!Irantothedoorwithasinkingheart。Outside,thecoachwasdeclaredtobefull。
"Thereisoneinsideplace,"saidthewaiter,"ifyoudon'tmindpayingthe——"
Beforehecouldsaytherest,Iwasoccupyingthatoneinsideplace。Iremembernothingofthejourneyfromthetimeweleftthehoteldoor,exceptthatitwasfearfullylong。AtsomehourofthedaywithwhichIwasnotacquaintedformywatchhadstoppedforwantofwindingup,IwassetdowninacleanlittlestreetofaprimlittletownthenameofwhichIneverthoughtofasking,andwastoldthatthecoachneverwentanyfurther。
Nopost-chaisewastobehad。WithincredibledifficultyIgotfirstagig,thenamantodriveit;and,last,aponytodrawit。Wehobbledawaycrazilyfromtheinndoor。IthoughtofScrewandtheBowStreetrunnerapproachingCrickgelly,fromtheirpointofthecompass,perhapsatthefullspeedofagoodpost-chaise——Ithoughtofthat,andwouldhavegivenallthemoneyinmypocketfortwohours'useofafastroad-hack。
Judgingbythetimeweoccupiedinmakingthejourney,andalittlealsobymyownimpatience,IshouldsaythatCrickgellymusthavebeenatleasttwentymilesdistantfromthetownwhereItookthegig。Thesunwassetting,whenwefirstheard,throughtheeveningstillness,thesoundofthesurfontheseashore。Thetwilightwasfallingasweenteredthelittlefishingvillage,andletourunfortunateponystop,forthelasttime,atasmallinndoor。
ThefirstquestionIaskedofthelandlordwas,whethertwogentlemenfriendsofmine,ofcourse,whomIexpectedtomeet
haddrivenintoCrickgelly,alittlewhilebeforeme。Thereplywasinthenegative;andthesenseofreliefitproducedseemedtorestmeatonce,bodyandmind,aftermylongandanxiousjourney。EitherIhadbeatenthespiesontheroad,ortheywerenotboundtoCrickgelly。Anyway,Ihadfirstpossessionofthefieldofaction。Ipaidthemanwhohaddrivenme,andaskedmywaytoZionPlace。Mydirectionsweresimple——Ihadonlytogothroughthevillage,andIshouldfindZionPlaceattheotherendofit。
Thevillagehadaverystrongsmell,andacurioushabitofbuildingboatsinthestreetbetweenintervalsofdetachedcottages;ahelpless,muddy,fishylittleplace。Iwalkedthroughitrapidly;turnedinlandafewhundredyards;ascendedsomerisingground;anddiscerned,inthedimtwilight,foursmalllonesomevillasstandinginpairs,withashedandasaw-pitononeside,andafewshellsofunfinishedhousesontheother。
SomemadlyspeculativebuilderwasevidentlytryingtoturnCrickgellyintoawatering-place。
ImadeoutNumberTwo,anddiscoveredthebell-handlewithdifficulty,itwasgrowingsodark。Aservant-maid——corporeallyenormous;but,asIsoonfound,inatotallyundevelopedstate,mentally——openedthedoor。
"DoesMissGileslivehere?"Iasked。
"Don'tseenovisitors,"answeredthelargemaiden。"'T'otheronetrieditandhadtogoaway。Yougo,too。”
"'T'othorone?"Irepeated。"Anothervisitor?Andwhendidhecall?"
"Betterthananhourago。”
"Wastherenobodywithhim?"
"No。Don'tseenovisitors。Hewent。Yougo,too"
Justassherepeatedthatexasperatingformulaofwords,adooropenedattheendofthepassage。Myvoicehadevidentlyreachedtheearsofsomebodyinthebackparlor。WhothepersonwasI
couldnotsee,butIheardtherustleofawoman'sdress。Mysituationwasgrowingdesperate,mysuspicionswerearoused——I
determinedtoriskeverything——andIcalledsoftlyinthedirectionoftheopendoor,"Alicia!"
Avoiceanswered,"Goodheavens!Frank?"Itwas_her_voice。Shehadrecognizedmine。Ipushedpastthebigservant;intwostepsIwasattheendofthepassage;inonemoreIwasinthebackparlor。
Shewasthere,standingalonebythesideofatable。Seeingmychangedcostumeandalteredface,sheturneddeadlypale,andstretchedherhandbehindhermechanically,asiftotakeholdofachair。Icaughtherinmyarms;butIwasafraidtokissher——shetrembledsowhenIonlytouchedher。
"Frank!"shesaid,drawingherheadback。"Whatisit?Howdidyoufindout?Formercy'ssakewhatdoesitmean?"
"Itmeans,love,thatI'vecometotakecareofyoufortherestofyourlifeandmine,ifyouwillonlyletme。Don'ttremble——there'snothingtobeafraidof!Onlycomposeyourself,andI'lltellyouwhyIamhereinthisstrangedisguise。Come,come,Alicia!——don'tlooklikethatatme。YoucalledmeFrankjustnow,forthefirsttime。Wouldyouhavedonethat,ifyouhaddislikedmeorforgottenme?"
Isawhercolorbeginningtocomeback——theoldbrightglowreturningtothedearduskycheeks。IfIhadnotseenthemsonearme,Imighthaveexercisedsomeself-control——asitwas,I
lostmypresenceofmindentirely,andkissedher。
Shedrewherselfawayhalf-frightened,half-confused——certainlynotoffended,and,apparently,notverylikelytofaint——whichwasmorethanIcouldhavesaidofherwhenIfirstenteredtheroom。Beforeshehadtimetoreflectontheperilandawkwardnessofourposition,Ipressedthefirstnecessaryquestionsonherrapidly,oneaftertheother。
"WhereisMrs。Baggs?"Iaskedfirst。
Mrs。Baggswasthehousekeeper。
Aliciapointedtotheclosedfolding-doors。"Inthefrontparlor;
asleeponthesofa。”
"Haveyouanysuspicionwhothestrangerwaswhocalledmorethananhourago?"
"None。Theservanttoldhimwesawnovisitors,andhewentaway,withoutleavinghisname。”
"Haveyouheardfromyourfather?"
Shebegantoturnpaleagain,butcontrolledherselfbravely,andansweredinawhisper:
"Mrs。Baggshadashortnotefromhimthismorning。Itwasnotdated;anditonlysaidcircumstanceshadhappenedwhichobligedhimtoleavehomesuddenly,andthatweweretowaitheretillbewroteagain,mostlikelyinafewdays。”
"Now,Alicia,"Isaid,aslightlyasIcould,"Ihavethehighestpossibleopinionofyourcourage,good-sense,andself-control;
andIshallexpectyoutokeepupyourreputationinmyeyes,whileyouarelisteningtowhatIhavetotellyou。”
Sayingthesewords,Itookherbythehandandmadehersitclosebyme;then,breakingittoherasgentlyandgraduallyaspossible,Itoldherallthathadhappenedatthered-brickhousesincetheeveningwhensheleftthedinner-table,andweexchangedourpartinglookatthedining-roomdoor。
Itwasalmostasgreatatrialtometospeakasitwastohertohear。Shesufferedsoviolently,feltsuchevidentmiseryofshameandterror,whileIwasrelatingthestrangeeventswhichhadoccurredinherabsence,thatIonceortwicestoppedinalarm,andalmostrepentedmyboldnessintellingherthetruth。
However,fair-dealingwithher,cruelasitmightseematthetime,wasthebestandsafestcourseforthefuture。HowcouldI
expecthertoputallhertrustinmeifIbeganbydeceivingher——ifIfellintoprevaricationsandexcusesattheveryoutsetofourrenewalofintercourse?Iwentondesperatelytotheend,takingahopefulviewofthemosthopelesscircumstances,andmakingmynarrativeasmercifullyshortaspossible。
WhenIhaddone,thepoorgirl,intheextremityofherforlornnessanddistress,forgotallthelittlemaidenlyconventionalitiesandyoung-lady-likerestraintsofeverydaylife——and,inaburstofnaturalgriefandhonestconfidinghelplessness,hidherfaceonmybosom,andcriedthereasifshewereachildagain,andIwasthemothertowhomshehadbeenusedtolookforcomfort。
Imadenoattempttostophertears——theywerethesafestandbestventfortheviolentagitationunderwhichshewassuffering。Isaidnothing;words,atsuchatimeasthat,wouldonlyhaveaggravatedherdistress。AllthequestionsIhadtoask;alltheproposalsIhadtomake,must,Ifelt,beputoff——nomatteratwhatrisk——untilsomelaterandclamerhour。
Therewesattogether,withonelongunsnuffedcandlelightingussmokily;withthediscordantly-grotesquesoundofthehousekeeper'ssnoringinthefrontroom,minglingwiththesobsoftheweepinggirlonmybosom。Noothernoise,greatorsmall,insidethehouseoroutofit,wasaudible。Thesummernightlookedblackandcloudythroughthelittlebackwindow。
Iwasnotmucheasierinmymind,nowthatthetrialofbreakingmybadnewstoAliciawasover。Thatstrangerwhohadcalledatthehouseanhourbeforeme,weighedonmyspirits。ItcouldnothavebeenDoctorDulcifer。Hewouldhavegainedadmission。CoulditbetheBowStreetrunner,orScrew?Ihadlostsightofthem,itistrue;buthadtheylostsightofme?
Alicia'sgriefgraduallyexhausteditself。Shefeeblyraisedherhead,and,turningitawayfromme,hidherface。Isawthatshewasnotfitfortalkingyet,andbeggedhertogoupstairstothedrawing-roomandliedownalittle。Shelookedapprehensivelytowardthefolding-doorsthatshutusofffromthefrontparlor。
"LeaveMrs。Baggstome,"Isaid。"Iwanttohaveafewwordswithher;and,assoonasyouaregone,I'llmakenoiseenoughheretowakeher。”
Alicialookedatmeinquiringlyandamazedly。Ididnotspeakagain。Timewasnowofterribleimportancetous——Igentlyledhertothedoor。
CHAPTERXIV。
AssoonasIwasalone,Itookfrommypocketoneofthehandbillswhichmyexcitablefellow-travelerhadpresentedtome,soastohaveitreadyforMrs。Baggsthemomentwestoodfacetoface。Armedwiththisominousletterofintroduction,Ikickedachairdownagainstthefolding-doors,bywayofgivingapreliminaryknocktoarousethehousekeeper'sattention。Theplanwasimmediatelysuccessful。Mrs。Baggsopenedthedoorsofcommunicationviolently。Aslightsmellofspiritsenteredtheroom,andwasfollowedclosebythehousekeeperherself,withanindignantfaceandadisorderedhead-dress。
"Whatdoyoumean,sir?Howdareyou——"shebegan;thenstoppedaghast,lookingatmeinspeechlessastonishment。
"Ihavebeenobligedtomakeaslightalterationinmypersonalappearance,ma'am,"Isaid。"ButIamstillFrankSoftly。”
"Don'ttalktomeaboutpersonalappearances,sir,"criedMrs。
Baggsrecovering。"Whatdoyoumeanbybeinghere?Leavethehouseimmediately。Ishallwritetothedoctor,Mr。Softly,thisverynight。”
"Hehasnoaddressyoucandirectto,"Irejoined。"Ifyoudon'tbelieveme,readthat。”Igaveherthehandbillwithoutanotherwordofpreface。
Mrs。Baggslookedatit——lostinaninstantsomeofthefinecolorplentifullydiffusedoverherfacebysleepandspirits——satdowninthenearestchairwithathumpthatseemedtothreatentheveryfoundationsofNumberTwo,ZionPlace——andstaredmehardintheface;themostspeechlessandhelplesselderlyfemaleIeverbeheld。
"Takeplentyoftimetocomposeyourselfma'am,"Isaid。"Ifyoudon'tseethedoctoragainsoon,underthegallows,youwillprobablynothavethepleasureofmeetingwithhimforsomeconsiderabletime。”
Mrs。Baggssmotebothherhandsdistractedlyonherknees,andwhisperedadevoutejaculationtoherselfsoftly。
"Allowmetodealwithyou,ma'am,asawomanoftheworld,"I
wenton。"Ifyouwillgivemehalf-an-hour'shearing,IwillexplaintoyouhowIcometoknowwhatIdo;howIgothere;andwhatIhavetoproposetoMissAliciaandtoyou。”
"Ifyouhavethefeelingsofaman,sir,"saidMrs。Baggs,shakingherheadandraisinghereyestoheaven,"youwillrememberthatIhavenerves,andwillnotpresumeuponthem。”
Astheoldladyutteredthelastwords,IthoughtIsawhereyesturnfromheaven,andtaketheearthlydirectionofthesofainthefrontparlor。Itstruckmealsothatherlipslookedratherdry。UponthesetwohintsIspoke。
"MightIsuggestsomelittlestimulant?"Iasked,withrespectfulearnestness。"IhaveheardmygrandmotherLadyMalkinshawsaythat,'adropintimesavesnine。'"
"Youwillfinditunderthesofapillow,"saidMrs。Baggs,withsuddenbriskness。"'Adropintimesavesnine'——mysentiments,ifImayputmyselfonaparwithherladyship。Theliqueur-glass,Mr。Softly,isinthebackgammon-board。Ihopeherladyshipwaswellthelasttimeyouheardfromher?Suffersfromhernerves,doesshe?Likeme,again。Inthebackgammon-board。
Oh,thisnews,thisawfulnews!"
Ifoundthebottleofbrandyintheplaceindicated,butnoliqueur-glassinthebackgammon-board。Therewas,however,awine-glass,accidentallyleftonachairbythesofa。Mrs。BaggsdidnotseemtonoticethedifferencewhenIbroughtitintothebackroomandfilleditwithbrandy。
"Takeatoothfulyourself,"saidMrs。Baggs,lightlytossingoffthedraminamoment。"'Adropintime'——Ican'thelprepeatingit,it'ssonicelyexpressed。Still,withsubmissiontoherladyship'sbetterjudgment,Mr。Softly,thequestionseemsnowtoarise,whether,ifonedropintimesavesnine,twodropsintimemaynotsaveeighteen。”HereMrs。Baggsforgothernervesandwinked。Ireturnedthewinkandfilledtheglassasecondtime。
"Oh,thisnews,thisawfulnews!"saidMrs。Baggs,rememberinghernervesagain。
JustthenIthoughtIheardfootstepsinfrontofthehouse,but,listeningmoreattentively,foundthatithadbeguntorain,andthatIhadbeendeceivedbythepatteringofthefirstheavydropsagainstthewindows。However,thebaresuspicionthatthesamestrangerwhohadcalledalreadymightbewatchingthehousenow,wasenoughtostartlemeveryseriously,andtosuggesttheabsolutenecessityofoccupyingnomoreprecioustimeinpayingattentiontothevagariesofMrs。Baggs'nerves。ItwasalsoofsomeimportancethatIshouldspeaktoherwhileshewassoberenoughtounderstandwhatImeantinageneralway。
FeelingconvincedthatshewasinimminentdangerofbecomingdownrightdrunkifIgaveheranotherglass,Ikeptmyhandonthebottle,andforthwithtoldmystoryoveragaininaveryabridgedandunceremoniousform,andwithoutallowingheronemomentofleisureforcommentonmynarrative,whetheritmightbeoftheweeping,winking,drinking,groaning,orejaculatingkind。AsIhadanticipated,whenIcametoaconclusion,andconsequentlyallowedheranopportunityofsayingafewwords,sheaffectedtobeextremelyshockedandsurprisedathearingofthenatureofhermaster'spursuits,andreproachedmeintermsofthemostvehementandvirtuousindignationforincurringtheguiltofabettingthem,eventhoughIhaddonesofromtheveryexcusablemotiveofsavingmyownlife。Havingalivelysenseofthehumorous,Iwasnecessarilyratheramusedbythis;butI
begantogetalittlesurprisedaswell,whenwedivergedtothesubjectofthedoctor'sescape,onfindingthatMrs。Baggsviewedthefactofhisrunningawaytosomehiding-placeofhisowninthelightofapersonalinsulttohisfaithfulandattachedhousekeeper。
"Itshowsawantofconfidenceinme,"saidtheoldlady,"whichImayforgive,butcanneverforget。ThesacrificesIhavemadeforthatungratefulmanarenottobetoldinwords。Theverymorninghesentusawayhere,whatdidIdo?PackedupthemomenthesaidGo。Ihadmypreservestopot,andthekitchenchimneytobeswept,andthelockofmyboxhamperedintothebargain。Otherwomeninmyplacewouldhavegrumbled——Igotupdirectly,aslivelyasanygirlofeighteenyouliketomention。Sayshe,'I
wantAliciatakenoutofyoungSoftly'sway,andyoumustdoit。'——SaysI,'Thisverymorning,sir?'——Sayshe,'Thisverymorning。'——SaysI,'Whereto?'——Sayshe,'Asfaroffaseveryoucango;coastofWales——Crickgelly。Iwon'ttrusthernearer;
youngSoftly'stoocunning,andshe'stoofondofhim。'——'Anymoreorders,sir?'saysI——'Yes;takesomefancyname——Simkins,Johnson,Giles,Jones,James,'sayshe,'whatyoulikebutDulcifer;forthatscampSoftlywillmoveheavenandearthtotraceher。'——'Whatelse?'saysI——'Nothing,butlooksharp,'
sayshe;'andmindonething,thatsheseesnovisitors,andpostsnoletters。'Beforethoselastwordshadbeenoutofhiswickedlipsanhour,wewereoff。AnicejobIhadtogetheraway——anicejobtostopherfromwritingletterstoyou——anicejobtokeepherhere。ButIdidit;Ifollowedmyorderslikeaslaveinaplantationwithawhipathisbareback。I'vehadrheumatics,weaklegs,badnights,andmissinthesulks——allfromobeyingthedoctor'sorders。Andwhatismyreward?Heturnscoiner,andrunsawaywithoutawordtomebeforehand,andwritesmeatrumperynote,withoutadatetoit,withoutafarthingofmoneyinit,tellingmenothing!Lookatmyconfidenceinhim,andthenlookatthewayhe'streatedmeinreturn。Whatwoman'snervescanstandthat?Don'tkeepfidgetingwiththebottle!Passitthisway,Mr。Softly,oryou'llbreakit,anddrivemedistracted。”
"Hehasnoexcuse,ma'am,"Isaid。"Butwillyouallowmetochangethesubject,asIampressedfortime?YouappeartobesowellacquaintedwiththefavorableopinionwhichMissAliciaandIentertainofeachother,thatIhopeitwillbenofreshshocktoyournerves,ifIinformyou,inplainwords,thatIhavecometoCrickgellytomarryher。”
"Marryher!marry——Ifyoudon'tleaveofffidgetingwiththebottle,Mr。Softly,andchangethesubjectdirectly,Ishallringthebell。”
"Hearmeout,ma'am,andthenringifyoulike。Ifyoupersist,however,inconsideringyourselfstilltheconfidentialservantofafelonwhoisnowflyingforhislife,andifyoudeclineallowingtheyoungladytoactasshewishes,Iwillnotbesorudeastohintthat——assheisofage——shemaywalkoutofthishousewithme,whenevershelikes,withoutyourhavingthepowertopreventher;but,Iwillpolitelyaskinstead,whatyouwouldproposetodowithher,inthestraitenedpositionastomoneyinwhichsheandyouarelikelytobeplaced?Youcan'tfindherfathertogiveherto;and,ifyoucould,whowouldbethebestprotectorforher?Thedoctor,whoistheprincipalcriminalintheeyeofthelaw,orI,whoamonlytheunwillingaccomplice?
HeisknowntotheBowStreetrunners——Iamnot。Thereisarewardforthetakingofhim,andnoneforthetakingofme。Hehasnorespectablerelativesandfriends,Ihaveplenty。Everywaymychancesarethebest;andconsequentlyIam,everyway,thefittestpersontotrustherto。Don'tyouseethat?"
Mrs。Baggsdidnotimmediatelyanswer。Shesnatchedthebottleoutofmyhands——drankoffanotherdram,shookherheadatme,andejaculatedlamentably:"Mynerves,mynerves!whataheartofstonehemusthavetopresumeonmypoornerves!"
"Givemeoneminutemore,"Iwenton。"IproposetotakeyouandAliciato-morrowmorningtoScotland。Praydon'tgroan!Ionlysuggestthejourneywithamatrimonialobject。InScotland,Mrs。