Sheherselfremainedindoors,withoneortwoladieswhohadventuredtothinkthatthefatigueortheheatmightbetoomuchforthem,andwhohadthereforedeclinedaccompanyingtheladiesinchargeofMrsKirkpatrick,orthoseotherfavouredfewtowhomLordCumnorwasexplainingthenewbuildingsinhisfarm—yard。’Withtheutmostcondescension,’asherhearersafterwardsexpressedit,LadyCumnortoldthemallabouthermarrieddaughters’
establishments,nurseries,plansfortheeducationoftheirchildren,andmannerofpassingtheday。Buttheexertiontiredher;andwheneveryonehadleft,theprobabilityisthatshewouldhavegonetoliedownandrest,hadnotherhusbandmadeanunluckyremarkinthekindnessofhisheart。
Hecameuptoherandputhishandonhershoulder。’I’mafraidyou’resadlytired,mylady?’hesaid。Shebracedhermuscles,anddrewherselfup,sayingcoldly,—’WhenIamtired,LordCumnor,Iwilltellyouso。’Andherownfatigueshoweditselfduringtherestoftheeveninginhersittingparticularlyupright,anddecliningalloffersofeasy—chairsorfootstools,andrefusingtheinsultofasuggestionthattheyshouldallgotobedearlier。ShewentoninsomethingofthiskindofmanneraslongasLordCumnorremainedattheTowers。MrsKirkpatrickwasquitedeceivedbyit,andkeptassuringLordCumnorthatshehadneverseendearLadyCumnorlookingbetter,orsostrongandwell。Buthehadanaffectionateheart,ifablunderinghead;
andthoughhecouldgivenoreasonforhisbelief,hewasalmostcertainhiswifewasnotwell。YethewastoomuchafraidofhertosendforMrGibsonwithoutherpermission。HislastwordstoClarewere,—’It’ssuchacomforttoleavemyladytoyou;onlydon’tyoubedeludedbyherways。She’llnotshowshe’silltillshecan’thelpit。ConsultwithBradley,’(LadyCumnor’s’ownwoman,’—shedislikedthenew—fanglednessof’lady’s—maid,’)’andifIwereyou,I’dsendandaskGibsontocall—youmightmakeanykindofapretence,’—andthentheideahehadhadinLondonofthefitnessofamatchbetweenthetwocomingintohisheadjustnow,hecouldnothelpadding,—’Gethimtocomeandseeyou,he’saveryagreeableman;LordHollingfordsaysthere’snoonelikehimintheseparts:andhemightbelookingatmyladywhilehewastalkingtoyou,andseeifhethinksherreallyill。Andletmeknowwhathesaysabouther。’ButClarewasjustasgreatacowardaboutdoinganythingforLadyCumnorwhichshehadnotexpresslyordered,asLordCumnorhimself。SheknewshemightfallintosuchdisgraceifshesentforMrGibsonwithoutdirectpermission,thatshemightneverbeaskedtostayattheTowersagain;
andthelifethere,monotonousinitssmoothnessofluxuryasitmightbetosome,wasexactlytohertaste。SheinherturntriedtoputuponBradleythedutywhichLordCumnorhadputuponher。’MrsBradley,’shesaidoneday,’areyouquitecomfortableaboutmylady’shealth?LordCumnorfanciedthatshewaslookingwornandill?’’Indeed,MrsKirkpatrick,Idon’tthinkmyladyisherself。Ican’tpersuademyselfassheis,thoughifyouwastoquestionmetillnightIcouldn’ttellyouwhy。’’Don’tyouthinkyoucouldmakesomeerrandtoHollingford,andseeMrGibson,andaskhimtocomeroundthiswaysomeday,andmakeacallonLadyCumnor?’’Itwouldbeasmuchasmyplaceisworth,MrsKirkpatrick。Tillmylady’sdyingday,ifProvidencekeepsherinhersenses,she’llhaveeverythingdoneherownway,ornotatall。There’sonlyLadyHarrietthatcanmanageheratall,andshenotalways。’’Well,then—wemusthopethatthereisnothingthematterwithher;andIdaresaythereisnot。Shesaysthereisnot,andsheoughttoknowbestherself。’Butadayortwoafterthisconversationtookplace,LadyCumnorstartledMrsKirkpatrick,bysayingsuddenly,—’Clare,Iwishyou’dwriteanotetoMrGibson,saying,Ishouldliketoseehimthisafternoon。Ithoughthewouldhavecalledofhimselfbeforenow。Heoughttohavedoneso,topayhisrespects。’MrGibsonhadbeenfartoobusyinhisprofessiontohavetimeformerevisitsofceremony,thoughheknewquitewellhewasneglectingwhatwasexpectedofhim。Butthedistrictofwhichhemaybesaidtohavehadmedicalchargewasfullofabadkindoflowfever,whichtookupallhistimeandthought,andoftenmadehimverythankfulthatMollywasoutofthewayinthequietshadesofHamley。Hisdomestic’raws’hadnothealedoverintheleast,thoughhewasobligedtoputtheperplexitiesononesideforthetime。Thelastdrop—thefinalstraw,hadbeenanimpromptuvisitofLordHollingford’s,whomhehadmetinthetownoneforenoon。Theyhadhadagooddealtosaytoeachotheraboutsomenewscientificdiscovery,withthedetailsofwhichLordHollingfordwaswellacquainted,whileMrGibsonwasignorantanddeeplyinterested。
AtlengthLordHollingfordsaidsuddenly,—’Gibson,Iwonderifyou’dgivemesomelunch;I’vebeenagooddealaboutsincemyseven—o’clockbreakfast,andamgettingquiteravenous。’NowMrGibsonwasonlytoomuchpleasedtoshowhospitalitytoonewhomhelikedandrespectedsomuchasLordHollingford,andhegladlytookhimhomewithhimtotheearlyfamilydinner。ButitwasjustatthetimewhenthecookwassulkingatBethia’sdismissal—andshechosetobeunpunctualandcareless。TherewasnosuccessortoBethiaasyetappointedtowaitatthemeals。So,thoughMrGibsonknewwellthatbread—and—cheese,coldbeef,orthesimplestfoodavailable,wouldhavebeenwelcometothehungrylord,hecouldnotgeteitherthesethingsforluncheon,oreventhefamilydinner,atanythinglikethepropertime,inspiteofallhisringing,andasmuchangerashelikedtoshow,forfearofmakingLordHollingforduncomfortable。Atlastdinnerwasready,butthepoorhostsawthewantofnicety—almostthewantofcleanliness,inallitsaccompaniments—
dingyplate,dull—lookingglass,atablecloththat,ifnotabsolutelydirty,wasanythingbutfreshinitssplashedandrumpledcondition,andcompareditinhisownmindwiththedaintydelicacywithwhichevenaloafofbrownbreadwasservedupathisguest’shome。Hedidnotapologizedirectly,but,afterdinner,justastheywereparting,hesaid,—’Youseeamanlikeme—awidower—withadaughterwhocannotalwaysbeathome—hasnottheregulatedhouseholdwhichwouldenablemetocommandthesmallportionsoftimeIcanspendthere。’Hemadenoallusiontothecomfortlessmealofwhichtheyhadbothpartaken,thoughitwasfullinhismind。NorwasitabsentfromLordHollingford’s,ashemadereply,—’True,true。Yetamanlikeyououghttobefreefromanythoughtofhouseholdcares。Yououghttohavesomebody。HowoldisMissGibson?’’Seventeen。It’saveryawkwardageforamotherlessgirl。’’Yes;very。Ihaveonlyboys,butitmustbeveryawkwardwithagirl。
Excuseme,Gibson,butwe’retalkinglikefriends。Haveyouneverthoughtofmarryingagain?Itwouldnotbelikeafirstmarriage,ofcourse;butifyoufoundasensibleagreeablewomanofthirtyorso,Ireallythinkyoucouldn’tdobetterthantakehertomanageyourhome,andsosaveyoueitherdiscomfortorworry;and,besides,shewouldbeabletogiveyourdaughterthatkindoftendersupervisionwhich,Ifancy,allgirlsofthatagerequire。It’sadelicatesubject,butyou’llexcusemyhavingspokenfrankly。’MrGibsonhadthoughtofthisadviceseveraltimessinceitwasgiven;
butitwasacaseof’firstcatchyourhare。’Wherewasthe’sensibleandagreeablewomanofthirtyorso?’NotMissBrowning,norMissPhoebe,norMissGoodenough。Amonghiscountrypatientsthereweretwoclassesprettydistinctlymarked:farmers,whosechildrenwereunrefinedanduneducated;
squires,whosedaughterswould,indeedthinktheworldwascomingtoaprettypass,iftheyweretomarryacountrysurgeon。ButthefirstdayonwhichMrGibsonpaidhisvisittoLadyCumnor,hebegantothinkitpossiblethatMrsKirkpatrickwashis’hare。’Herodeawaywithslackrein,thinkingoverwhatheknewofher,morethanabouttheprescriptionsheshouldwrite,orthewayhewasgoing。HerememberedherasaveryprettyMissClare:thegovernesswhohadthescarletfever;
thatwasinhiswife’sdays,alongtimeago;hecouldhardlyunderstandMrsKirkpatrick’syouthfulnessofappearancewhenhethoughthowlong。
Thenheheardofhermarriagetoacurate;andthenextday(orsoitseemed,hecouldnotrecollecttheexactdurationoftheinterval),ofhisdeath。
Heknew,insomeway,thateversinceshehadbeenlivingasagovernessindifferentfamilies;butthatshehadalwaysbeenagreatfavouritewiththefamilyattheTowers,forwhom,quiteindependentoftheirrank,hehadatruerespect。Ayearortwoagohehadheardthatshehadtakenthegood—willofaschoolatAshcombe;asmalltownclosetoanotherpropertyofLordCumnor’s,inthesamecounty。AshcombewasalargerestatethanthatnearHollingford,buttheoldManor—housetherewasnotnearlysogoodaresidenceastheTowers;soitwasgivenuptoMrPreston,theland—agent,fortheAshcombeproperty,justasMrSheepshankswasforthatatHollingford。
TherewereafewroomsattheManor—housereservedfortheoccasionalvisitsofthefamily,otherwiseMrPreston,ahandsomeyoungbachelor,haditalltohimself。MrGibsonknewthatMrsKirkpatrickhadonechild,adaughter,whomustbemuchaboutthesameageasMolly。Ofcourseshehadverylittle,ifany,property。Buthehimselfhadlivedcarefully,andhadafewthousandswellinvested;besideswhich,hisprofessionalincomewasgood,andincreasingratherthandiminishingeveryyear。Bythetimehehadarrivedatthispointinhisconsiderationofthecase,hewasatthehouseofthenextpatientonhisround,andheputawayallthoughtofmatrimonyandMrsKirkpatrickforthetime。Onceagain,inthecourseoftheday,herememberedwithacertainpleasurethatMollyhadtoldhimsomelittledetailsconnectedwithherunluckydetentionattheTowersfiveorsixyearsago,whichhadmadehimfeelatthetimeasifMrsKirkpatrickhadbehavedverykindlytohislittlegirl。Sotherethematterrestedforthepresent,asfarashewasconcerned。LadyCumnorwasoutofhealth;butnotsoillasshehadbeenfancyingherselfduringallthosedayswhenthepeopleaboutherdarednotsendforthedoctor。ItwasagreatrelieftohertohaveMrGibsontodecideforherwhatshewastodo;whattoeat,drink,avoid。Suchdecisionsabextra,aresometimesawonderfulrelieftothosewhosehabitithasbeentodecide,notonlyforthemselves,butforeveryoneelse;andoccasionallytherelaxationofthestrainwhichacharacterforinfalliblewisdombringswithit,doesmuchtorestorehealth。MrsKirkpatrickthoughtinhersecretsoulthatshehadneverfounditsoeasytogetonwithLadyCumnor;andBradleyandshehadneverdonesingingthepraisesofMrGibson,’whoalwaysmanagedmyladysobeautifully。’Reportsweredulysentuptomylord,butheandherdaughterswerestrictlyforbiddentocomedown。LadyCumnorwishedtobeweakandlanguid,anduncertainbothinbodyandmind,withoutfamilyobservation。
Itwasaconditionsodifferenttoanythingshehadeverbeeninbefore,thatshewasunconsciouslyafraidoflosingherprestige,ifshewasseeninit。Sometimessheherselfwrotethedailybulletins;atothertimesshebadeClaretodoit,butshewouldalwaysseetheletters。Anyanswersshereceivedfromherdaughterssheusedtoreadherself,occasionallyimpartingsomeoftheircontentsto’thatgoodClare。’Butanybodymightreadmylord’sletters。Therewasnogreatfearoffamilysecretsoozingoutinhissprawlinglinesofaffection。ButonceMrsKirkpatrickcameuponasentenceinaletterfromLordCumnor,whichshewasreadingoutloudtohiswife,thatcaughthereyebeforeshecametoit,andifshecouldhaveskippeditandkeptitforprivateperusal,shewouldgladlyhavedoneso。Myladywastoosharpforher,though。Inheropinion’Clarewasagoodcreature,butnotclever,’thetruthbeingthatshewasnotalwaysquickatresources,thoughtolerablyunscrupulousintheuseofthem。’Readon。Whatareyoustoppingfor?Thereisnobadnews,isthere,aboutAgnes?—Givemetheletter。’LadyCumnorread,halfaloud,—’"HowareClareandGibsongettingon?Youdespisedmyadvicetohelponthataffair,butIreallythinkalittlematch—makingwouldbeaverypleasantamusementnowthatyouareshutupinthehouse;andIcannotconceiveanymarriagemoresuitable。"’’Oh!’saidLadyCumnor,laughing,’itwasawkwardforyoutocomeuponthat,Clare:Idon’twonderyoustoppedshort。Yougavemeaterriblefright,though。’’LordCumnorissofondofjoking,’saidMrsKirkpatrick,alittleflurried,yetquiterecognizingthetruthofhislastwords,—’Icannotconceiveanymarriagemoresuitable。’ShewonderedwhatLadyCumnorthoughtofit。
LordCumnorwroteasiftherewasreallyachance。Itwasnotanunpleasantidea;itbroughtafaintsmileoutuponherface,asshesatebyLadyCumnor,whilethelattertookherafternoonnap。
chapter10CHAPTERXACRISISMrsKirkpatrickhadbeenreadingaloudtillLadyCumnorfellasleep,thebookrestedonherknee,justkeptfromfallingbyherhold。Shewaslookingoutofthewindow,notseeingthetreesinthepark,northeglimpsesofthehillsbeyond,butthinkinghowpleasantitwouldbetohaveahusbandoncemore;—someonewhowouldworkwhileshesateathereleganteaseinaprettily—furnisheddrawing—room;andshewasrapidlyinvestingthisimaginarybread—winnerwiththeformandfeaturesofthecountrysurgeon,whentherewasaslighttapatthedoor,andalmostbeforeshecouldrise,theobjectofherthoughtscamein。Shefeltherselfblush,andshewasnotdispleasedattheconsciousness。Sheadvancedtomeethim,makingasigntowardshersleepingladyship。’Verygood,’saidhe,inalowvoice,castingaprofessionaleyeontheslumberingfigure;’canIspeaktoyouforaminuteortwointhelibrary?’’Ishegoingtooffer?’thoughtshe,withasuddenpalpitation,andaconvictionofherwillingnesstoacceptamanwhomanhourbeforeshehadsimplylookeduponasoneofthecategoryofunmarriedmentowhommatrimonywaspossible。Hewasonlygoingtomakeoneortwomedicalinquiries;shefoundthatoutveryspeedily,andconsideredtheconversationasratherflattoher,thoughitmightbeinstructivetohim。Shewasnotawarethathefinallymadeuphismindtopropose,duringthetimethatshewasspeaking—answeringhisquestionsinmanywords,buthewasaccustomedtowinnowthechafffromthecorn;andhervoicewassosoft,heraccentsopleasant,thatitstruckhimasparticularlyagreeableafterthebroadcountryaccenthewasperpetuallyhearing。Thentheharmoniouscoloursofherdress,andherslowandgracefulmovements,hadsomethingofthesamesoothingeffectuponhisnervesthatacat’spurringhasuponsomepeople’s。Hebegantothinkthatheshouldbefortunateifhecouldwinher,forhisownsake。
YesterdayhehadlookeduponhermoreasapossiblestepmotherforMolly;
to—dayhethoughtmoreofherasawifeforhimself。TheremembranceofLordCumnor’slettergaveheraverybecomingconsciousness;shewishedtoattract,andhopedthatshewassucceeding。Stilltheyonlytalkedofthecountess’sstateforsometime;thenaluckyshowercameon。MrGibsondidnotcareajotforrain,butjustnowitgavehimanexcuseforlingering。’Itisverystormyweather,’saidhe。’Yes,very。Mydaughterwritesmeword,thatfortwodayslastweekthepacketcouldnotsailfromBoulogne。’’MissKirkpatrickisatBoulogne,isshe?’’Yes,poorgirl;sheisatschoolthere,tryingtoperfectherselfintheFrenchlanguage。But,MrGibson,youmustnotcallherMissKirkpatrick。
Cynthiaremembersyouwithsomuch—affection,Imaysay。Shewasyourlittlepatientwhenshehadthemeaslesherefouryearsago,youknow。
PraycallherCynthia;shewouldbequitehurtatsuchaformalnameasMissKirkpatrickfromyou。’’Cynthiaseemstomesuchanout—of—the—wayname,onlyfitforpoetry,notfordailyuse。’’Itismine,’saidMrsKirkpatrick,inaplaintivetoneofreproach。’I
waschristenedHyacinth,andherpoorfatherwouldhavecalledherafterme。I’msorryyoudon’tlikeit。’MrGibsondidnotknowwhattosay。Hewasnotquitepreparedtoplungeintothedirectlypersonalstyle。Whilehewashesitating,shewenton,—’HyacinthClare!OnceuponatimeIwasquiteproudofmyprettyname;
andotherpeoplethoughtitpretty,too。’’I’venodoubt—’MrGibsonbegan;andthenstopped。’PerhapsIdidwronginyieldingtohiswish,tohavehercalledbysucharomanticname。Itmayexciteprejudiceagainstherinsomepeople;and,poorchild!shewillhaveenoughtostrugglewith。Ayoungdaughterisagreatcharge,MrGibson,especiallywhenthereisonlyoneparenttolookafterher。’’Youarequiteright,’saidhe,recalledtotheremembranceofMolly;’thoughIshouldhavethoughtthatagirlwhoissofortunateastohaveamothercouldnotfeelthelossofherfathersoacutelyasonewhoismotherlessmustsufferfromherdeprivation。’’Youarethinkingofyourowndaughter。ItwascarelessofmetosaywhatIdid。Dearchild!howwellIrememberhersweetlittlefaceasshelaysleepingonmybed。Isupposesheisnearlygrown—upnow。ShemustbenearmyCynthia’sage。HowIshouldliketoseeher!’’Ihopeyouwill。Ishouldlikeyoutoseeher。IshouldlikeyoutolovemypoorlittleMolly,—toloveherasyourown—’Heswalloweddownsomethingthatroseinhisthroat,andwasnearlychokinghim。’Ishegoingtooffer?Ishe?’shewondered;andshebegantotrembleinthesuspensebeforehenextspoke。’Couldyouloveherasyourdaughter?Willyoutry?Willyougivemetherightofintroducingyoutoherasherfuturemother;asmywife?’There!hehaddoneit—whetheritwaswiseorfoolish—hehaddoneit;
buthewasawarethatthequestionastoitswisdomcameintohismindtheinstantthatthewordsweresaidpastrecall。Shehidherfaceinherhands。’Oh!MrGibson,’shesaid;andthen,alittletohissurprise,andagreatdealtoherown,sheburstintohystericaltears:itwassuchawonderfulrelieftofeelthatsheneednotstruggleanymoreforalivelihood。’Mydear—mydearest,’saidhe,tryingtosootheherwithwordandcaress;
but,justatthemoment,uncertainwhatnameheoughttouse。Afterhersobbinghadabatedalittle,shesaidherself,asifunderstandinghisdifficulty,—’CallmeHyacinth—yourownHyacinth。Ican’tbear"Clare,"itdoessoremindmeofbeingagoverness,andthosedaysareallpastnow。’’Yes;butsurelynoonecanhavebeenmorevalued,morebelovedthanyouhavebeeninthisfamilyatleast。’’Oh,yes!theyhavebeenverygood。Butstillonehasalwayshadtorememberone’sposition。’’WeoughttotellLadyCumnor,’saidhe,thinking,perhaps,moreofthevariousdutieswhichlaybeforehim,inconsequenceofthestephehadjusttaken,thanofwhathisfuturebridewassaying。’You’lltellher,won’tyou?’saidshe,lookingupinhisfacewithbeseechingeyes。’Ialwayslikeotherpeopletotellherthings,andthenIcanseehowshetakesthem。’’Certainly!Iwilldowhateveryouwish。Shallwegoandseeifsheisawakenow?’’No!Ithinknot。Ihadbetterprepareher。Youwillcometo—morrow,won’tyou?andyouwilltellherthen。’’Yes;thatwillbebest。IoughttotellMollyfirst。Shehastherighttoknow。Idohopeyouandshewillloveeachotherdearly。’’Oh,yes!I’msureweshall。Thenyou’llcometo—morrowandtellLadyCumnor?
AndI’llprepareher。’’Idon’tseewhatpreparationisnecessary;butyouknowbest,mydear。
WhencanwearrangeforyouandMollytomeet?’Justthenaservantcamein,andthepairstartedapart。’Herladyshipisawake,andwishestoseeMrGibson。’Theybothfollowedthemanupstairs;MrsKirkpatricktryinghardtolookasifnothinghadhappened,forsheparticularlywished’toprepare’LadyCumnor;thatistosay,togiveherversionofMrGibson’sextremeurgency,andherowncoyunwillingness。ButLadyCumnorhadobservanteyesinsicknessaswellasinhealth。Shehadgonetosleepwiththerecollectionofthepassageinherhusband’sletterfullinhermind,and,perhaps,itgaveadirectiontoherwakeningideas。’I’mgladyou’renotgone,MrGibson。Iwantedtotellyou——What’sthematterwithyouboth?WhathaveyoubeensayingtoClare?I’msuresomethinghashappened。’Therewasnothingforit,inMrGibson’sopinion,buttomakeacleanbreastofit,andtellherladyshipall。Heturnedround,andtookholdofMrsKirkpatrick’shand,andsaidoutstraight,’IhavebeenaskingMrsKirkpatricktobemywife,andtobeamothertomychild;andshehasconsented。I
hardlyknowhowtothankherenoughinwords。’’Umph!Idon’tseeanyobjection。Idaresayyou’llbeveryhappy。I’mverygladofit!Here!shakehandswithme,bothofyou。’Thenlaughingalittle,sheadded,’Itdoesnotseemtomethatanyexertionhasbeenrequiredonmypart。’MrGibsonlookedperplexedatthesewords。MrsKirkpatrickreddened。’Didshenottellyou?Oh,then,Imust。It’stoogoodajoketobelost,especiallyaseverythinghasendedsowell。WhenLordCumnor’slettercamethismorning—thisverymorning—IgaveittoClaretoreadaloudtome,andIsawshesuddenlycametoafullstop,wherenofullstopcouldbe,andIthoughtitwassomethingaboutAgnes,soItooktheletterandread—stay!I’llreadthesentencetoyou。Where’stheletter,Clare?
Oh!don’ttroubleyourself,hereitis。"HowareClareandGibsongettingon?Youdespisedmyadvicetohelponthataffair,butIreallythinkalittlematch—makingwouldbeaverypleasantamusementnowthatyouareshutupinthehouse;andIcannotconceiveanymarriagemoresuitable。"
Yousee,youhavemylord’sfullapprobation。ButImustwrite,andtellhimyouhavemanagedyourownaffairswithoutanyinterferenceofmine。
Nowwe’lljusthavealittlemedicaltalk,MrGibson,andthenyouandClareshallfinishyourtete—a—tete。’TheywereneitherofthemquitsasdesirousoffurtherconversationtogetherastheyhadbeenbeforethepassageoutofLordCumnor’sletterhadbeenreadaloud。MrGibsontriednottothinkaboutit,forhewasawarethatifhedweltuponit,hemightgettofancyallsortsofthings,astotheconversationwhichhadendedinhisoffer。ButLadyCumnorwasimperiousnow,asalways。’Come,nononsense。Ialwaysmademygirlsgoandhavetete—a—teteswiththemenwhoweretobetheirhusbands,whethertheywouldorno:there’sagreatdealtobetalkedoverbeforeeverymarriage,andyoutwoarecertainlyoldenoughtobeaboveaffectation。Goawaywithyou。’Sotherewasnothingforitbutforthemtoreturntothelibrary;MrsKirkpatrickpoutingalittle,andMrGibsonfeelingmorelikehisowncool,sarcasticself,bymanydegrees,thanhehaddonewhenlastinthatroom。Shebegan,halfcrying,—’IcannottellwhatpoorKirkpatrickwouldsayifheknewwhatIhavedone。
Hedidsodislikethenotionofsecondmarriages,poorfellow。’’Letushopethathedoesnotknow,then;orthat,ifhedoesknow,heiswiser—Imean,thatheseeshowsecondmarriagesmaybemostdesirableandexpedientinsomecases。’Altogether,thissecondtete—a—tete,donetocommand,wasnotsosatisfactoryasthefirst;andMrGibsonwasquitealivetothenecessityofproceedingonhisroundtoseehispatientsbeforeverymuchtimehadelapsed。’Weshallshakedownintouniformitybeforelong,I’venodoubt,’saidhetohimself,asherodeaway。’It’shardlytobeexpectedthatourthoughtsshouldruninthesamegrooveallatonce。NorshouldIlikeit,’headded。
’Itwouldbeveryflatandstagnanttohaveonlyanechoofone’sownopinionsfromone’swife。Heigho!ImusttellMollyaboutit:dearlittlewoman,Iwonderhowshe’lltakeit!It’sdone,inagreatmeasure,forhergood。’
AndthenhelosthimselfinrecapitulatingMrsKirkpatrick’sgoodqualities,andtheadvantagestobegainedtohisdaughterfromthestephehadjusttaken。ItwastoolatetogoroundbyHamleythatafternoon。TheTowersandtheTowers’roundlayjustintheoppositedirectiontoHamley。SoitwasthenextmorningbeforeMrGibsonarrivedatthehall,timinghisvisitaswellashecouldsoastohavehalf—an—hour’sprivatetalkwithMollybeforeMrsHamleycamedownintothedrawing—room。Hethoughtthathisdaughterwouldrequiresympathyafterreceivingtheintelligencehehadtocommunicate;
andheknewtherewasnoonemorefittogiveitthanMrsHamley。Itwasabrilliantlyhotsummer’smorning;menintheirshirt—sleeveswereinthefieldsgettingintheearlyharvestofoats;asMrGibsonrodeslowlyalong,hecouldseethemoverthetallhedge—rows,andevenhearthesoothingmeasuredsoundofthefallofthelongswathes,astheyweremown。Thelabourersseemedtoohottotalk;thedog,guardingtheircoatsandcans,laypantingloudlyontheothersideoftheelm,underwhichMrGibsonstoppedforaninstanttosurveythescene,andgainalittledelaybeforetheinterviewthathewishedwaswellover。Inanotherminutehehadsnappedathimselfforhisweakness,andputspurstohishorse。Hecameuptothehallatagoodsharptrot;itwasearlierthantheusualtimeofhisvisits,andnoonewasexpectinghim;allthestablemenwereinthefields,butthatsignifiedlittletoMrGibson;hewalkedhishorseaboutforfiveminutesorsobeforetakinghimintothestable,andloosenedhisgirths,examininghimwithperhapsunnecessaryexactitude。Hewentintothehousebyaprivatedoor,andmadehiswayintothedrawing—room,halfexpecting,however,thatMollywouldbeinthegarden。Shehadbeenthere,butitwastoohotanddazzlingnowforhertoremainoutofdoors,andshehadcomeinbytheopenwindowofthedrawing—room。Oppressedwiththeheat,shehadfallenasleepinaneasy—chair,herbonnetandopenbookuponherknee,onearmhanginglistlesslydown。Shelookedverysoft,andyoung,andchildlike;andagushoflovesprangintoherfather’sheartashegazedather。’Molly!’saidhe,gently,takingthelittlebrownhandthatwashangingdown,andholdingitinhisown。’Molly!’Sheopenedhereyes,thatforonemomenthadnorecognitioninthem。Thenthelightcamebrilliantlyintothemandshesprangup,andthrewherarmsroundhisneck,exclaiming,—’Oh,papa,mydear,dearpapa!WhatmadeyoucomewhileIwasasleep?I
lovethepleasureofwatchingforyou。’MrGibsonturnedalittlepalerthanhehadbeenbefore。Hestillheldherhand,anddrewhertoaseatbyhimonasofa,withoutspeaking。Therewasnoneed;shewaschatteringaway。’Iwasupsoearly!Itissocharmingtobeouthereinthefreshmorningair。Ithinkthatmademesleepy。Butisn’titagloriouslyhotday?I
wonderiftheItalianskiestheytalkaboutcanbebluerthanthat—thatlittlebityouseejustbetweentheoaks—there!’Shepulledherhandaway,andusedbothitandtheothertoturnherfather’shead,sothatheshouldexactlyseetheverybitshemeant。Shewasratherstruckbyhisunusualsilence。’HaveyouheardfromMissEyre,papa?Howaretheyall?Andthisfeverthatisabout?Doyouknow,papa,Idon’tthinkyouarelookingwell?Youwantmeathometotakecareofyou。HowsoonmayIcomehome?’’Don’tIlookwell?Thatmustbeallyourfancy,goosey。Ifeeluncommonlywell;andIoughttolookwell,for——Ihaveapieceofnewsforyou,littlewoman。’(Hefeltthathewasdoinghisbusinessveryawkwardly,buthewasdeterminedtoplungeon。)’Canyouguessit?’’HowshouldI?’saidshe;buthertonewaschanged,andshewasevidentlyuneasy,aswiththepresageofaninstinct。