thisbasinofwater—liliesgivesonetheidea,ifnotthesensation,ofcoolness;besides—itseemssolongsinceIsawyou,andIhaveamessagefrommyfathertogiveyou。Heisveryangrywithyou。’’Angrywithme?’saidMolly,insurprise。’Yes!Heheardthatyouhadcomehereforchangeofair;andhewasoffendedthatyouhadnotcometous—totheHall,instead。Hesaidthatyoushouldhaverememberedoldfriends!’Mollytookallthisquitegravely,anddidnotatfirstnoticethesmileonhisface。’Oh!Iamsosorry!’saidshe。’Butwillyoupleasetellhimhowitallhappened。LadyHarrietcalledtheverydaywhenitwassettledthatIwasnottogoto—’Cynthia’sweddingshewasgoingtoadd,butshesuddenlystoppedshort,and,blushingdeeply,changedtheexpression,—’gotoLondon,andsheplanneditallinaminute,andconvincedmammaandpapa,andhadherownway。Therewasreallynoresistingher。’’Ithinkyouwillhavetotellallthistomyfatheryourself,ifyoumeantomakeyourpeace。WhycanyounotcomeontotheHallwhenyouleavetheTowers?’Togointhecoolmannersuggestedfromonehousetoanother,afterthemannerofaroyalprogress,wasnotatallaccordingtoMolly’sprimitivehome—keepingnotions。Shemadeanswer,—’Ishouldlikeitverymuch,sometime。ButImustgohomefirst。Theywillwantmemorethanevernow——’Againshefeltherselftouchingonasoresubject,andstoppedshort。RogerbecameannoyedathersoconstantlyconjecturingwhathemustbefeelingonthesubjectofCynthia’smarriage。Withsympatheticperceptionshehaddiscernedthattheideamustgivehimpain;andperhapsshealsoknewthathewoulddisliketoshowthepain:butshehadnotthepresenceofmindorreadywittogiveaskilfulturntotheconversation。AllthisannoyedRoger,hecouldhardlytellwhy。Hedeterminedtotakethemetaphoricalbullbythehorns。Untilthatwasdone,hisfootingwithMollywouldalwaysbeinsecure;asitalwaysisbetweentwofriends,whomutuallyavoidasubjecttowhichtheirthoughtsperpetuallyrecur。’Ah,yes!’saidhe。’OfcourseyoumustbeofdoubleimportancenowMissKirkpatrickhasleftyou。IsawhermarriageinTheTimesyesterday。’Histoneofvoicewaschangedinspeakingofher,buthernamehadbeennamedbetweenthem,andthatwasthegreatthingtoaccomplish。’Still,’hecontinued,’IthinkImusturgemyfather’sclaimforashortvisit,andallthemore,becauseIcanreallyseetheapparentimprovementinyourhealthsinceIcame,—onlyyesterday。Besides,Molly,’itwastheoldfamiliarRogerofformerdayswhospokenow,’Ithinkyoucouldhelpusathome。Aimé;eisshyandawkwardwithmyfather,andhehasnevertakenquitekindlytoher,—yetIknowtheywouldlikeandvalueeachother,ifsomeonecouldbutbringthemtogether,—anditwouldbesuchacomforttomeifthiscouldtakeplacebeforeIhavetoleave。’’Toleave—areyougoingawayagain?’’Yes。Haveyounotheard?Ididnotcompletemyengagement。IamgoingagaininSeptemberforsixmonths。’’Iremember。ButsomehowIfancied—youseemedtohavesettleddownintotheoldwaysattheHall。’’Somyfatherappearstothink。ButitisnotlikelyIshallevermakeitmyhomeagain;andthatispartlythereasonwhyIwantmyfathertoadoptthenotionofAimé;e’slivingwithhim。Ah,hereareallthepeoplecomingbackfromtheirwalk。However,Ishallseeyouagain:perhapsthisafternoonwemaygetalittlequiettime,forIhaveagreatdealtoconsultyouabout。’Theyseparatedthen,andMollywentupstairsveryhappy,veryfullandwarmatherheart;itwassopleasanttohaveRogertalkingtoherinthisway,likeafriend;shehadoncethoughtthatshecouldneverlookuponthegreatbrown—beardedcelebrityintheformerlightofalmostbrotherlyintimacy,butnowitwasallcomingright。Therewasnoopportunityforrenewedconfidencesthatafternoon。Mollywentaquietdecorousdriveasfourthwithtwodowagersandonespinster;butitwasverypleasanttothinkthatsheshouldseehimagainatdinner,andagainto—morrow。OntheSundayevening,astheyallweresittingandloiteringonthelawnbeforedinner,Rogerwentonwithwhathehadtosayaboutthepositionofhissister—in—lawinhisfather’shouse:themutualbondbetweenthemotherandgrandfatherbeingthechild;whowasalso,throughjealousy,theboneofcontentionandtheseverance。ThereweremanylittledetailstobegiveninordertomakeMollyquiteunderstandthedifficultyofthesituationsonbothsides;andtheyoungmanandthegirlbecameabsorbedinwhattheyweretalkingabout,andwanderedawayintotheshadeofthelongavenue。LadyHarrietseparatedherselffromagroupandcameuptoLordHollingford,whowassaunteringalittleapart,andputtingherarmwithinhiswiththefamiliarityofafavouritesister,shesaid,—’Don’tyouthinkthatyourpatternyoungman,andmyfavouriteyoungwomanarefindingouteachother’sgoodqualities?’Hehadnotbeenobservingasshehadbeen。’Whodoyoumean?’saidhe。’Lookalongtheavenue;whoarethose?’’MrHamleyand—isitnotMissGibson?Ican’tquitemakeout。Oh!ifyou’relettingyourfancyrunoffinthatdirection,Icantellyouit’squitewasteoftime。RogerHamleyisamanwhowillsoonhaveanEuropeanreputation!’’That’sverypossible,andyetitdoesnotmakeanydifferenceinmyopinion。
MollyGibsoniscapableofappreciatinghim。’’Sheisaverypretty,goodlittlecountry—girl。Idon’tmeantosayanythingagainsther,but——’’RemembertheCharityBall;youcalledher"unusuallyintelligent"afteryouhaddancedwithherthere。ButafterallwearelikethegenieandthefairyintheArabianNights’Entertainment,whoeachcriedupthemeritsofthePrinceCaramalzamanandthePrincessBadoura。’’Hamleyisnotamarryingman。’’Howdoyouknow?’’Iknowthathehasverylittleprivatefortune,andIknowthatscienceisnotaremunerativeprofession,ifprofessionitcanbecalled。’’Oh,ifthat’sall—ahundredthingsmayhappen—someonemayleavehimafortune—orthistiresomelittleheirthatnobodywanted,maydie。’’Hush,Harriet,that’stheworstofallowingyourselftoplanfaraheadforthefuture;youaresuretocontemplatethedeathofsomeone,andtoreckonuponthecontingencyasaffectingevents。’’Asiflawyerswerenotalwaysdoingsomethingofthekind!’’Leaveittothosetowhomitisnecessary。Idislikeplanningmarriagesorlookingforwardtodeathsaboutequally。’’Youaregettingveryprosaicandtiresome,Hollingford!’’Onlygetting!’saidhesmiling。’Ithoughtyouhadalwayslookeduponmeasatiresomematter—of—factfellow。’’Now,ifyou’regoingtofishforacompliment,Iamgone。Onlyremembermyprophecywhenmyvisioncomestopass;ormakeabet,andwhoeverwinsshallspendthemoneyonapresenttoPrinceCaramalzamanorPrincessBadoura,asthecasemaybe。’LordHollingfordrememberedhissister’swordsasheheardRogersaytoMollyashewasleavingtheTowersonthefollowingday,—’ThenImaytellmyfatherthatyouwillcomeandpayhimavisitnextweek?Youdon’tknowwhatpleasureitwillgivehim。’Hehadbeenonthepointofsaying’willgiveus,’buthehadaninstinctwhichtoldhimitwasaswelltoconsiderMolly’spromisedvisitasexclusivelymadetohisfather。ThenextdayMollywenthome;shewasastonishedatherselfforbeingsosorrytoleavetheTowers;andfounditdifficult,ifnotimpossible,toreconcilethelong—fixedideaofthehouseasaplacewhereintosufferallachild’storturesofdismayandforlornnesswithhernewandfreshconception。Shehadgainedhealth,shehadhadpleasure,thefaintfragranceofanewandunacknowledgedhopehadstolenintoherlife。NowonderthatMrGibsonwasstruckwiththeimprovementinherlooks,andMrsGibsonimpressedwithherincreasedgrace。’Ah,Molly,’saidshe,’it’sreallywonderfultoseewhatalittlegoodsocietywilldoforagirl。EvenaweekofassociationwithsuchpeopleasonemeetswithattheTowersis,assomebodysaidofaladyofrankwhosenameIhaveforgotten,"apoliteeducationinitself。"Thereissomethingquitedifferentaboutyou—ajenesç;aisquoi—thatwouldtellmeatoncethatyouhavebeenminglingwiththearistocracy。Withallhercharms,itwaswhatmydarlingCynthiawanted;notthatMrHendersonthoughtso,foramoredevotedlovercanhardlybeconceived。Heabsolutelyboughtheraparureofdiamonds,IwasobligedtosaytohimthatIhadstudiedtopreservehersimplicityoftaste,andthathemustnotcorruptherwithtoomuchluxury。ButIwasratherdisappointedattheirgoingoffwithoutamaid。Itwastheoneblemishinthearrangements,thespotinthesun。DearCynthia,whenIthinkofher,Idoassureyou,Molly,ImakeitmynightlyprayerthatImaybeabletofindyoujustsuchanotherhusband。AndallthistimeyouhavenevertoldmewhoyoumetattheTowers?’Mollyranoveralistofnames。RogerHamley’scamelast。’Uponmyword!Thatyoungmanispushinghiswayup!’’TheHamleysareafarolderfamilythantheCumnors,’saidMolly,flushingup。’Now,Molly,Ican’thaveyoudemocratic。Rankisagreatdistinction。
Itisquiteenoughtohavedearpapawithdemocratictendencies。Butwewon’tbegintoquarrel。NowthatyouandIareleftaloneweoughttobebosomfriends,andIhopeweshallbe。RogerHamleydidnotsaymuchaboutthatunfortunatelittleOsborneHamley,Isuppose。’’Onthecontrary。Hesayshisfatherdotesonthechild;andheseemedveryproudofhim,himself。’’Ithoughtthesquiremustbegettingverymuchinfatuatedwithsomething。
IdaresaytheFrenchmothertakescareofthat。Why!hehasscarcelytakenanynoticeofyouforthismonthormore,andbeforethatyouwereeverything。’ItwasaboutsixweekssinceCynthia’sengagementhadbecomepubliclyknown,andthatmighthavehadsomethingtodowiththesquire’sdesertion,Mollythought。Butshesaid,—’Thesquirehassentmeaninvitationtogoandstaytherenextweekifyouhavenoobjection,mamma。TheyseemtowantacompanionforMrsOsborneHamley,whoisnotverystrong。’’Icanhardlytellwhattosay,—Idon’tlikeyourhavingtoassociatewithaFrenchwomanofdoubtfulrank;andIcan’tbearthethoughtoflosingmychild—myonlydaughternow。IdidaskHelenKirkpatrick,butshecan’tcomeforsometime;andthehouseisgoingtobealtered。Papahasconsentedtobuildmeanotherroomatlast,forCynthiaandMrHendersonwill,ofcourse,comeandseeus;weshallhavemanymorevisitors,Iexpect,andyourbedroomwillmakeacapitallumber—room;andMariawantsaweek’sholiday。Iamalwayssounwillingtoputanyobstaclesinthewayofanyone’spleasure,—weaklyunwilling,Ibelieve,—butitcertainlywouldbeveryconvenienttohaveyououtofthehouseforafewdays;so,foronce,Iwillwaivemyownwishforyourcompanionship,andpleadyourcausewithpapa。’TheMissBrowningscametocallandhearthedoublebatchofnews。MrsGoodenoughhadcometheverydayonwhichtheyhadreturnedfromMissHornblower’s,totellthemtheastoundingfactofMollyGibsonhavinggoneonavisittotheTowers;nottocomebackatnight,buttosleepthere,tobetherefortwoorthreedays,justasifshewasayoungladyofquality。SotheMissBrowningscametohearallthedetailsoftheweddingfromMrsGibson,andthehistoryofMolly’svisitattheTowersaswell。ButMrsGibsondidnotlikethisdividedinterest,andsomeofheroldjealousyofMolly’sintimacyattheTowershadreturned。’Now,Molly,’saidMissBrowning,’letushearhowyoubehavedamongthegreatfolks。Youmustnotbesetupwithalltheirattention;rememberthattheypayittoyouforyourgoodfather’ssake。’’Mollyis,Ithink,quiteaware,’putinMrsGibson,inhermostsoftandlanguidtone,’thatsheowesherprivilegeofvisitingatsuchahousetoLadyCumnor’skinddesiretosetmymindquiteatlibertyatthetimeofCynthia’smarriage。AssoonaseverIhadreturnedhome,Mollycameback;indeedIshouldnothavethoughtitrighttoletherintrudeupontheirkindnessbeyondwhatwasabsolutelynecessary。’Mollyfeltextremelyuncomfortableatallthis,althoughperfectlyawareoftheentireinaccuracyofthestatement。’Well,but,Molly!’saidMissBrowning,’nevermindwhetheryouwentthereonyourownmerits,oryourworthyfather’smerits,orMrsGibson’smerits;
buttelluswhatyoudidwhenyouwerethere。’SoMollybegananaccountoftheirsayingsanddoings,whichshecouldhavemadefarmoreinterestingtoMissBrowningandMissPhoebeifshehadnotbeenconsciousofherstepmother’scriticallistening。Shehadtotellitallwithamentalsquint;thesurestwaytospoilanarration。
ShewasalsosubjecttoMrsGibson’sperpetualcorrectionsoflittlestatementswhichsheknewtobefacts。ButwhatvexedhermostofallwasMrsGibson’slastspeechbeforetheMissBrowningsleft。’Mollyhadfallenintoramblingwayswiththisvisitofhers,ofwhichshemakessomuch,asifnobodyhadeverbeeninagreathousebutherself。
SheisgoingtoHamleyHallnextweek,—gettingquitedissipatedinfact。’YettoMrsGoodenough,thenextcalleronthesameerrandofcongratulation,MrsGibson’stonewasquitedifferent。Therehadalwaysbeenatacitantagonismbetweenthetwo,andtheconversationnowranasfollows:—MrsGoodenoughbegan,—’Well!MrsGibson,IsupposeImustwishyoujoyofMissCynthia’smarriage;
Ishouldcondolewithsomemothersashadlosttheirdaughters;
butyou’renotoneofthatsort,Ireckon。’Now,asMrsGibsonwasnotquitesuretowhich’sort’ofmothersthegreatestcreditwastobeattached,shefounditalittledifficulthowtoframeherreply。’DearCynthia!’shesaid。’Onecan’tbutrejoiceinherhappiness!Andyet——’sheendedhersentencebysighing。’Ay。Shewasayoungwomanaswouldalwayshaveherfollowers;for,totellthetruth,shewasasprettyacreatureaseverIsawinmylife。
Andallthemoresheneededskilfulguidance。IamsureI,forone,amasgladascanbeshe’sdonesowellbyherself。FolkssayMrHendersonhasahandsomeprivatefortuneoverandabovewhathemakesbythelaw。’
’ThereisnofearbutthatmyCynthiawillhaveeverythingthisworldcangive!’saidMrsGibsonwithdignity。’Well,well!shewasalwaysabitofafavouriteofmine;andasIwassayingtomygrand—daughterthere’(forshewasaccompaniedbyayounglady,wholookedkeenlytotheprospectofsomewedding—cake),’Iwasneveroneofthosewhoranherdownandcalledheraflirtandajilt。I’mgladtohearshe’sliketobesowelloff。Andnow,Isuppose,you’llbeturningyourmindtodoingsomethingforMissMollythere?’’Ifyoumeanbythat,doinganythingthatcan,byhasteninghermarriage,deprivemeofthecompanyofonewhoislikemyownchild,youareverymuchmistaken,MrsGoodenough。Andprayremember,Iamthelastpersonintheworldtomatch—make。CynthiamadeMrHenderson’sacquaintanceatheruncle’sinLondon。’’Ay!Ithoughthercousinwasveryoftenill,andneedinghernursing,andyouwereverykeensheshouldbeofuse。Iamnotsayingbutwhatitisrightinamother;I’monlyputtinginawordforMissMolly。’’Thankyou,MrsGoodenough,’saidMolly,half—angry,half—laughing。’WhenIwanttobemarried,I’llnottroublemamma。I’lllookoutformyself。’’Mollyisbecomingsopopular,Ihardlyknowhowweshallkeepherathome,’
saidMrsGibson。’Imisshersadly;but,asIsaidtoMrGibson,letyoungpeoplehavechange,andseealittleoftheworldwhiletheyareyoung。
IthasbeenagreatadvantagetoherbeingattheTowerswhilesomanycleveranddistinguishedpeoplewerethere。Icanalreadyseeadifferenceinhertoneofconversation:anelevationinherchoiceofsubjects。AndnowsheisgoingtoHamleyHall。IcanassureyouIfeelquiteaproudmother,whenIseehowsheissoughtafter。Andmyotherdaughter—myCynthia—writingsuchlettersfromParis!’’Thingsisadealchangedsincemydays,forsure,’saidMrsGoodenough。
’So,perhaps,I’mnojudge。WhenIwasmarriedfirst,himandmewentinapostchaisetohisfather’shouse,amatteroftwentymileoffattheoutside;andsatedowntoasgoodasupperamongsthisfriendsandfamilyasyou’dwishtosee。Andthatwasmyfirstweddingjaunt。MysecondwaswhenIbetterknowedmyworthasabride,andthoughtthatnoworneverImustseeLondon。ButIwerereckonedaveryextravagantsortofabodytogosofar,andspendmymoney,thoughHarryhadleftmeuncommonwelloff。ButnowyoungfolksgoofftoParis,andthinknothingofthecost:
andit’swellifwilfulwastedon’tmakewoefulwantbeforetheydie。ButI’mthankfulsomewhatisbeingdoneforMissMolly’schances,asIsaidafore。It’snotquitewhatIshouldhavelikedtohavedoneformyBessythough。Buttimesarechanged,asIsaidjustnow。’
chapter59CHAPTERLIXMOLLYGIBSONATHAMLEYHALLTheconversationendedthereforthetime。Wedding—cakeandwinewerebroughtin,anditwasMolly’sdutytoservethemout。ButthoselastwordsofMrsGoodenough’stingledinherears,andshetriedtointerpretthemtoherownsatisfactioninanywaybuttheobviousone。Andthat,too,wasdestinedtobeconfirmed;fordirectlyafterMrsGoodenoughtookherleave,MrsGibsondesiredMollytocarryawaythetraytoatableclosetoanopencornerwindow,wherethethingsmightbeplacedinreadinessforanyfuturecallers;andunderneaththisopenwindowwentthepathfromthehouse—doortotheroad。MollyheardMrsGoodenoughsayingtohergrand—daughter,—’ThatMrsGibsonisadeepun。There’sMrRogerHamleyaslikeasnottohavetheHallestate,andshesendsMollya—visiting—’andthenshepassedoutofhearing。Mollycouldhaveburstoutcrying,withafullsuddenconvictionofwhatMrsGoodenoughhadbeenalludingto:hersenseoftheimproprietyofMolly’sgoingtovisitattheHallwhenRogerwasathome。TobesureMrsGoodenoughwasacommonplace,unrefinedwoman。MrsGibsondidnotseemtohaveevennoticedtheallusion。MrGibsontookitallasamatterofcoursethatMollyshouldgototheHallassimplynow,asshehaddonebefore。Rogerhadspokenofitinsostraightforwardamannerasshowedhehadnoconceptionofitsbeinganimpropriety,—thisvisit,—thisvisituntilnowsohappyasubjectofanticipation。MollyfeltasifshecouldneverspeaktoanyoneoftheideatowhichMrsGoodenough’swordshadgivenrise;asifshecouldneverbethefirsttosuggestthenotionofimpropriety,whichpresupposedwhatsheblushedtothinkof。Thenshetriedtocomfortherselfbyreasoning。Ifithadbeenwrong,forward,orindelicate,reallyimproperintheslightestdegree,whowouldhavebeensoreadyasherfathertoputhisvetouponit?ButreasoningwasofnouseafterMrsGoodenough’swordshadputfanciesintoMolly’shead。Themoreshebadethesefanciesbegonethemoretheyansweredher(asDanielO’Rourkedidthemaninthemoon,whenhebadeDangetoffhisseatonthesickle,andgointoemptyspace),’Themoreyeaskusthemorewewon’tstir。’Onemaysmileatayounggirl’smiseriesofthisdescription;buttheyareveryrealandstingingmiseriestoher。AllthatMollycoulddowastoresolveonasingleeyetothedearoldsquire,andhismentalandbodilycomforts;totryandhealupanybreacheswhichmighthaveoccurredbetweenhimandAimé;e;andtoignoreRogerasmuchaspossible。
GoodRoger!KindRoger!DearRoger!Itwouldbeveryhardtoavoidhimasmuchaswasconsistentwithcommonpoliteness;butitwouldberighttodoit;andwhenshewaswithhimshemustbeasnaturalaspossible,orhemightobservesomedifference;butwhatwasnatural?Howmuchoughtsheavoidbeingwithhim?Wouldheevernoticeifshewasmorecharyofhercompany,morecalculatingofherwords?Alas!thesimplicityoftheirintercoursewasspoilthenceforwards!Shemadelawsforherself;sheresolvedtodevoteherselftothesquireandtoAimé;e,andtoforgetMrsGoodenough’sfoolishspeeches;butherperfectfreedomwasgone;andwithithalfherchance,thatistosay,halfherchancewouldhavebeenlostoveranystrangerswhohadnotknownherbefore:theywouldprobablyhavethoughtherstiffandawkward,andapttosaythingsandthenretractthem。
ButshewassodifferentfromherusualselfthatRogernoticedthechangeinherassoonasshearrivedattheHall。Shehadcarefullymeasuredoutthedaysofhervisit;theyweretobeexactlythesamenumberasshehadspentattheTowers。ShefearedlestifshestayedattheHallashortertimethesquiremightbeannoyed。Yethowcharmingtheplacelookedinitsearlyautumnalglowasshedroveup!AndtherewasRogeratthehall—doorwaitingtoreceiveher,watchingforhercoming。Andnowheretreated,apparentlytosummonhissister—in—law,whocamenowtimidlyforwardsinherdeepwidow’smourning,holdingherboyinherarmsasiftoprotecthershyness;buthestruggleddown,andrantowardsthecarriage,eagertogreethisfriendthecoachman,andtoobtainapromisedride。Rogerdidnotsaymuchhimself:hewantedtomakeAimé;efeelherplaceasdaughterofthehouse;butshewastootimidtospeakmuch,AndsheonlytookMollybythehandandledherintothedrawing—room,where,asifbyasuddenimpulseofgratitudeforallthetendernursingshehadreceivedduringherillness,sheputherarmsroundMollyandkissedherlongandwell。Andafterthattheycametobefriends。Itwasnearlylunch—time,andthesquirealwaysmadehisappearanceatthatmeal,moreforthepleasureofseeinghisgrandsoneathisdinner,thanforanyhungerofhisown。To—dayMollyquicklysawthewholestateofthefamilyaffairs。ShethoughtthatevenhadRogersaidnothingaboutthemattheTowers,sheshouldhavefoundoutthatneitherthefathernorthedaughter—in—lawhadasyetfoundthecluetoeachother’scharacters,althoughtheyhadnowbeenlivingforseveralmonthsinthesamehouse。
Aimé;eseemedtoforgetherEnglishinhernervousness;andtowatchwiththejealouseyesofadissatisfiedmotheralltheproceedingsofthesquiretowardsherlittleboy。Theywerenotofthewisestkinditmustbeowned;thechildsippedthestrongalewithevidentrelish,andclamouredforeverythingwhichhesawtheothersenjoying。Aimé;ecouldhardlyattendtoMollyforheranxietyastowhatherboywasdoingandeating;
yetshesaidnothing。Rogertooktheendofthetableoppositetothatatwhichsategrandfatherandgrandchild。Aftertheboy’sfirstwantsweregratifiedthesquireaddressedhimselftoMolly。’Well!andsoyoucancomeherea—visitingthoughyouhavebeenamongthegrandfolks。Ithoughtyouweregoingtocutus,MissMolly,whenIheardyouwasgonetotheTowers—couldnotfindanyotherplacetostayatwhilefatherandmotherwereaway,butanearl’s,eh?’’Theyaskedme,andIwent,’saidMolly;’nowyou’veaskedme,andI’vecomehere。’’Ithinkyoumightha’knownyou’dbealwayswelcomehere,withoutwaitingforasking。Why,Molly!IlookuponyouasakindofadaughtermorethanMadamthere!’droppinghisvoicealittle,andperhapssupposingthatthechild’sbabblewoulddrownthesignificationofhiswords。—’Nay,youneednotlookatmesopitifully—shedoesnotfollowEnglishreadily。’’Ithinkshedoes!’saidMolly,inalowvoice,notlookingup,however,forfearofcatchinganotherglimpseatAimé;e’ssuddenforlornnessofexpressionanddeepenedcolour。Shefeltgrateful,asifforapersonalfavour,whensheheardRogerspeakingtoAimé;ethemomentafterwardsinthetendertonesofbrotherlyfriendliness;andpresentlythesetwoweresufficientlyengagedinatê;te—à;—tê;teconversationtoallowMollyandthesquiretogoontalking。’He’ssturdychap,isnothe?’saidthesquire,strokingthelittleRoger’scurlyhead。’Andhecanpufffourpuffsatgrandpapa’spipewithoutbeingsick,can’the?’’Is’antpuffanymorepuffs,’saidtheboy,resolutely。’Mammasaysno。
Is’ant。’’That’sjustlikeher!’saidthesquire,droppinghisvoicethistimehowever。
’Asifitcoulddothechildanyharm!’Mollymadeapointofturningtheconversationfromallpersonalsubjectsafterthis,andkeptthesquiretalkingabouttheprogressofhisdrainageduringtherestoflunch。Heofferedtotakehertoseeit;andsheaccededtotheproposal,thinking,meantime,howlittlesheneedhaveanticipatedthebeingthrowntoointimatelywithRoger,whoseemedtodevotehimselftohissister—in—law。But,intheevening,whenAimé;ehadgoneupstairstoputherboytobed,andthesquirewasasleepinhiseasychair,asuddenflushofmemorybroughtMrsGoodenough’swordsagaintohermind。Shewasvirtuallytê;te—à;—tê;tewithRoger,asshehadbeendozensoftimesbefore,butnowshecouldnothelpassuminganairofconstraint:
hereyesdidnotmeethisintheoldfrankway;shetookupabookatapauseintheconversation,andlefthimpuzzledandannoyedatthechangeinhermanner。Andsoitwentonduringallthetimeofhervisit。Ifsometimessheforgotandletherselfgointoallheroldnaturalness,by—and—byshecheckedherself,andbecamecomparativelycoldandreserved。Rogerwaspainedatallthis—morepaineddayafterday;moreanxioustodiscoverthecause。Aimé;e,too,silentlynoticedhowdifferentMollybecameinRoger’spresence。OnedayshecouldnothelpsayingtoMolly,—’Don’tyoulikeRoger?Youwouldifyouonlyknewhowgoodhewas!Heislearned,butthatisnothing:itishisgoodnessthatoneadmiresandloves。’’Heisverygood,’saidMolly。’Ihaveknownhimlongenoughtoknowthat。’’Butyoudon’tthinkhimagreeable?Heisnotlikemypoorhusband,tobesure;andyouknewhimwell,too。Ah!tellmeabouthimonceagain。
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