SosaidMissBrowningonthenightinquestion;herhandofcardslyingbyheronthegreenbaize—coveredtable,whileshemunchedtherichpound—cakeofacertainMrsDawes,latelycometoinhabitHollingford。
’Matrimony’snotsobadasyouthinkfor,MissBrowning,’saidMrsGoodenough,standingupfortheholyestateintowhichshehadtwiceentered。’IfI
hadha’seenNancy,Ishouldha’givenhermymindverydifferent。It’sagreatthingtobeabletosettlewhatyou’llhavefordinner,withoutneveraoneinterferingwithyou。’
’Ifthat’sall!’saidMissBrowning,drawingherselfup,’Icandothat;
and,perhaps,betterthanawomanwhohasahusbandtoplease。’
’NoonecansayasIdidn’tpleasemyhusbands—bothon’em,thoughJeremywastickler’inhistastesthanpoorHarryBeaver。ButasIusedtosayto’em,"Leavethevictualtome;it’sbetterforyouthanknowingwhat’stocomebeforehand。Thestomachlikestobetakenbysurprise。"
Andneitherof’emeverrepented’emoftheirconfidence。Youmaytakemywordforit,beansandbaconwilltastebetter(andMrAshton’sNancyinherownhouse)thanallthesweetbreadsandspringchickensshe’sbeena—doingforhimthisseventeenyears。ButifIchoseIcouldtellyouofsomethingaswouldinterestyoualladealmorethanoldNancy’smarriagetoawidowerwithninechildren—onlyastheyoungfolksthemselvesismeetinginprivate,clandestine—like,it’sperhapsnotformetotelltheirsecrets。’
’I’msureIdon’twanttohearofclandestinemeetingsbetweenyoungmenandyoungwomen,’saidMissBrowning,throwingupherhead。’It’sdisgraceenoughtothepeoplethemselves,Iconsider,iftheyenteronaloveaffairwithoutthepropersanctionofparents。Iknow’publicopinionhaschangedonthesubject;butwhenpoorGratiawasmarriedtoMrByerley,hewrotetomyfatherwithouteverhavingsomuchaspaidheracompliment,orsaidmorethanthemosttrivialandcommonplacethingstoher;andmyfatherandmothersentforherintomyfather’sstudy,andshesaidsheneverwassomuchfrightenedinherlife,—andtheysaiditwasaverygoodoffer,andMrByerleywasaveryworthyman,andtheyhopedshewouldbehaveproperlytohimwhenhecametosupperthatnight。Andafterthathewasallowedtocometwiceaweektilltheyweremarried。MymotherandIsateatourworkinthebow—windowoftheRectorydrawing—room,andGratiaandMrByerleyattheotherend;andmymotheralwayscalledmyattentiontosomeflowerorplantinthegardenwhenitstrucknine,forthatwashistimeforgoing。Withoutoffencetothepresentcompany,Iamratherinclinedtolookuponmatrimonyasaweaknesstowhichsomeveryworthypeopleareprone;butiftheymustbemarried,letthemmakethebestofit,andgothroughtheaffairwithdignityandpropriety;oriftherearemisdoingsandclandestinemeetings,andsuchthings,atanyrate,neverletmehearaboutthem!Ithinkit’syoutoplay,MrsDawes。You’llexcusemyfranknessonthesubjectofmatrimony!MrsGoodenoughtherecantellyouI’maveryout—spokenperson。’
’It’snottheout—speaking,it’swhatyousaythatgoesagainstme,MissBrowning,’saidMrsGoodenough,affronted,yetreadytoplayhercardassoonasneeded,AndasforMrsDawes,shewastooanxioustogetintothegenteelestofall(Hollingford)societytoobjecttowhateverMissBrowning(who,inrightofbeingadeceasedrector’sdaughter,ratherrepresentedtheselectestcircleofthelittletown)advocated,celibacy,marriage,bigamy,orpolygamy。
SotheremainderoftheeveningpassedoverwithoutanyfartherreferencetothesecretMrsGoodenoughwasburningtodisclose,unlessaremarkmadeà;proposderienbyMissBrowning,duringthesilenceofadeal,couldbesupposedtohaveconnexiongwiththepreviousconversation。Shesaidsuddenlyandabruptly,—
’Idon’tknowwhatIhavedonethatanymanshouldmakemehisslave。’
Ifshewasreferringtoanyprospectofmatrimonialdangershesawopeningbeforeherfancy,shemighthavebeencomforted。Butitwasaremarkofwhichnoonetookanynotice,allbeingfartoomuchengagedintherubber。
OnlywhenMissBrowningtookherearlyleave(forMissPhoebehadacold,andwasaninvalidathome),MrsGoodenoughburstoutwith,—
’Well!nowImayspeakoutmymind,andsayashowiftherewasaslavebetweenustwo,whenGoodenoughwasalive,itwasn’tme;andIdon’tthinkasitwasprettyinMissBrowningtogiveherselfsuchairsonhervirginitywhentherewasfourwidowsintheroom,—who’vehadsixhonestmenamong’emforhusbands。Nooffence,MissAiry!’addressinganunfortunatelittlespinster,whofoundherselfthesolerepresentativeofcelibacynowthatMissBrowningwasgone。’Icouldtellherofagirlasshe’sveryfondon,who’sonthehighroadtomatrimony;andinascunningawayaseverIheerdon。goingoutatdusktomeethersweetheart,justasifshewasmySally,oryourJenny。AndhernameisMollytoo,—which,asIhaveoftenthought,showsalowtasteinthemasfirstcalledherso;’shemightaswellbeascullery—maidatoncest。Notthatshe’spickedupanybodycommon;she’slookedaboutherforahandsomefellow,andasmartyoungmanenough!’
Everyonearoundthetablelookedcuriousandintentonthedisclosuresbeingmade,exceptthehostess,MrsDawes,whosmiledintelligencewithhereyes,andknowinglypurseduphermouthuntilMrsGoodenoughhadfinishedhertale。Thenshesaiddemurely,—
’IsupposeyoumeanMrPrestonandMissGibson?’
’Why,whotoldyou?’saidMrsGoodenough,turningrounduponherinsurprise。’Youcan’tsayasIdid。There’smanyaMollyinHollingford,besidesher,—thoughnone,perhaps,insuchagenteelstationinlife。
Inevernamedher,I’msure。’
’No!ButIknow。Icouldtellmytaletoo,’continuedMrsDawes。
’No!couldyou,really?’saidMrsGoodenough,verycuriousandalittlejealous。
’Yes。MyuncleSheepshankscameuponthemintheParkAvenue,—hestartled’emagooddeal,hesaid;andwhenhetaxedMrPrestonwithbeingwithhissweetheart,hedidn’tdenyit。’
’Well!Nowsomuchhascomeout,I’lltellyouwhatIknow。Only,ladies,Iwouldn’twishtodothegirlanunkindturn,—soyoumustkeepwhatI’vegottotellyouasecret。’Ofcoursetheypromised;thatwaseasy。
’MyHannah,asmarriedTomOakes,andlivesinPearson’sLane,wasa—gatheringofdamsonsonlyaboutaweekago,andMollyGibsonwasa—walkingfastdownthelane,—quiteinahurryliketomeetsomeone,—andHannah’slittleAnna—Mariafelldown,andMolly(who’sakind—heartedlassenough)pickedherup;soifHannahhadhadherdoubtsbefore,shehadnonethen。’
’Buttherewasnoonewithher,wasthere?’askedoneoftheladiesanxiously,asMrsGoodenoughstoppedtofinishherpieceofcake,justatthiscrisis。
’No:Isaidshelookedasifshewasgoingtomeetsomeone,—andby—and—bycomesMrPrestonrunningoutofthewoodjustbeyondHannah’s,andsayshe,"Acupofwater,please,goodwoman,foraladyhasfainted,oris’stericalorsomething。"Nowthoughhedidn’tknowHannah,Hannahknewhim。"MorefolksknowTomFool,thanTomFoolknows,"askingMrPreston’spardon;forhe’snofoolwhateverhebe。AndIcouldtellyoumore,—andwhatI’veseedwithmyowneyes。IseedhergivehimaletterinGrinstead’sshop,onlyyesterday,andhelookedasblackasthunderather,forheseedmeifshedidn’t。’
’It’saverysuitablekindofthing,’saidMissAiry;’whydotheymakesuchamysteryofit?’
’Somefolkslikeit,’saidMrsDawes;’itaddszesttoitall,todotheircourtingunderhand。’
’Ay,it’slikesalttotheirvictual,’putinMrsGoodenough。ButI
didn’tthinkMollyGibsonwasoneofthatsort,Ididn’t。’
’TheGibsonsholdthemselvesveryhigh?’criedMrsDawes,moreasaninquirythananassertion。’MrsGibsonhascalleduponme。’
’Ay,you’reliketobeapatientofthedoctor’s,’putinMrsGoodenough。
’Sheseemedtomeveryaffable,thoughsheissointimatewiththeCountessandthefamilyattheTowers;andisquitetheladyherself;dineslate,I’veheard,andeverythinginstyle。’
’Style!verydifferentstyletowhatBobGibson,herhusband,wasusedtowhenfirsthecamehere,—gladofamutton—chopinhissurgery,forIdoubtifhe’dafireanywhereelse;wecalledhimBobGibsonthen,butnoneonusdareBobhimnow;I’dassoonthinko’callinghimsweep!’
’IthinkitlooksverybadforMissGibson!’saidonelady,ratheranxioustobringbacktheconversationtothemoreinterestingpresenttime。ButassoonasMrsGoodenoughheardthisnaturalcommentonthedisclosuresshehadmade,shefiredroundonthespeaker。
’Notatallbad,andI’lltroubleyounottousesuchawordasthataboutMollyGibson,asI’veknownallherlife。It’sodd,ifyouwill。
Iwasoddmyselfasagirl;Inevercouldabideaplateofgatheredgooseberries,butImustneedsgoandskulkbehindabushandgather’emformyself。
It’ssomefolk’staste,thoughitmayn’tbeMissBrowning’s,who’dhaveallthecourtingdoneunderthenoseofthefamily。AllaseverIsaidwasthatIwassurprisedatitinMollyGibson;andthatI’dha’thoughtitwaslikerthatprettyminxofaCynthiaastheycallher;indeedatonetimeIwasreadytoswearasitwasherMrPrestonwasafter。Andnow,ladies,I’llwishyouaverygoodnight。Icannotabidewaste;andI’llventureforitSally’slettingthecandleinthelanternrunalltogrease,insteadofputtingitout,asI’vetoldhertodo,ifevershe’sgottowaitforme。’
Sowithformaldippingcurtseystheladiesseparated,butnotwithoutthankingMrsDawesforthepleasanteveningtheyhadhad;apieceofold—fashionedcourtesyalwaysgonethroughinthosedays。
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CHAPTERXLVIISCANDALANDITSVICTIMS
WhenMrGibsonreturnedtoHollingford,hefoundanaccumulationofbusinesswaitingforhim,andhewasmuchinclinedtocomplainoftheconsequencesofthetwodays’comparativeholiday,whichhadresultedinover—workfortheweektocome。Hehadhardlytimetospeaktohisfamily,hehadsoimmediatelytorushofftopressingcasesofillness。ButMollymanagedtoarresthiminthehall,standingtherewithhisgreatcoatheldoutreadyforhimtoputon,butwhisperingasshedidso,—
’Papa!MrOsborneHamleywasheretoseeyouyesterday。Helooksveryill,andhe’sevidentlyfrightenedabouthimself。’
MrGibsonfacedabout,andlookedatherforamoment;butallhesaidwas,—
’I’llgoandseehim;don’ttellyourmotherwhereI’mgone:you’venotmentionedthistoher,Ihope?’
’No,’saidMolly,forshehadonlytoldMrsGibsonofOsborne’scall,notoftheoccasionforit。
’Don’tsayanythingaboutit:there’snoneed。NowIthinkofit,I
can’tpossiblygoto—day,—butIwillgo。’
Somethinginherfather’smannerdisheartenedMolly,whohadpersuadedherselfthatOsborne’sevidentillnesswaspartly’nervous,’bywhichshemeantimaginary。ShehaddweltuponhislooksofenjoymentatMissPhoebe’sperplexity,andthoughtthatnoonereallybelievinghimselftobeindangercouldhavegiventhemerryglanceswhichhehaddone;butafterseeingtheseriousnessofherfather’sface,sherecurredtotheshockshehadexperiencedonfirstseeingOsborne’schangedappearance。AllthistimeMrsGibsonwasbusyreadingaletterfromCynthiawhichMrGibsonhadbroughtfromLondon;foreveryopportunityofprivateconveyancewasseizeduponwhenpostagewassohigh;andCynthiahadforgottensomanythingsinherhurriedpacking,thatshenowsentalistoftheclotheswhichsherequired。
Mollyalmostwonderedthatithadnotcometoher;butshedidnotunderstandthesortofreservethatwasspringingupinCynthia’smindtowardsher。
Cynthiaherselfstruggledwiththefeeling,andtriedtofightagainstitbycallingherself’ungrateful,’butthetruthwasshebelievedthatshenolongerheldherformerhighplaceinMolly’sestimationandshecouldnothelpturningawayfromonewhoknewthingstoherdiscredit。
ShewasfullyawareofMolly’spromptdecisionandwillingaction,whereactionwasespeciallydisagreeable,onherbehalf;sheknewthatMollywouldneverbringupthepasterrorsanddifficulties;butstilltheconsciousnessthatthegood,straightforwardgirlhadlearntthatCynthiahadbeenguiltyofsomuchunderhandworkcooledherregard,andrestrainedherwillingnessofintercourse。Reproachherselfwithingratitudeasshewould,shecouldnothelpfeelinggladtobeawayfromMolly;itwasawkwardtospeaktoherasifnothinghadhappened;itwasawkwardtowritetoheraboutforgottenribbonsandlaces,whentheirlastconversationhadbeenonsuchdifferentsubjects,andhadcalledoutsuchvehementexpressionsoffeeling。SoMrsGibsonheldthelistinherhand,andreadoutthesmallfragmentsofnewsthatwereintermixedwithnoticesofCynthia’srequirements。
’Helencannotbesoveryill,’saidMollyatlength,’orCynthiawouldnotwantherpinkmuslinanddaisywreath。’
’Idon’tseethatthatfollows,I’msure,’repliedMrsGibsonrathersharply。’HelenwouldneverbesoselfishastotieCynthiatoherside,howeverillshewas。Indeed,IshouldnothavefeltthatitwasmydutytoletCynthiagotoLondonatall,ifIhadthoughtshewastobeperpetuallyexposedtothedepressingatmosphereofasick—room。Besides,itmustbesogoodforHelentohaveCynthiacominginwithbrightpleasantaccountsofthepartiesshehasbeento—evenifCynthiadislikedgaietyIshoulddesirehertosacrificeherselfandgooutasmuchasshecould,forHelen’ssake。Myideaofnursingisthatoneshouldnotbealwaysthinkingofone’sownfeelingsandwishes,butdoingthosethingswhichwillmostservetobeguilethewearyhoursofaninvalid。ButthensofewpeoplehavehadtoconsiderthesubjectsodeeplyasIhavedone!’MrsGibsonherethoughtfittosighbeforegoingonwithCynthia’sletter。AsfarasMollycouldmakeanysenseoutofthisratherincoherentepistle,veryincoherentlyreadaloudtoher,CynthiawasreallypleasedandgladtobeofuseandcomforttoHelen,butatthesametimeveryreadytobeeasilypersuadedintotheperpetualsmallgaietieswhichaboundedinheruncle’shouseinLondon,evenatthisdeadseasonoftheyear。MrsGibsoncameuponMrHenderson’snameonce,andthenwentonwitharunningum—um—umtoherself,whichsoundedverymysterious,butwhichmightaswellhavebeenomitted,asallthatCynthiareallysaidabouthimwas,’MrHenderson’smotherhasadvisedmyaunttoconsultacertainDrDonaldson,whoissaidtobeverycleverinsuchcasesasHelen’s,butmyuncleisnotsufficientlysureoftheprofessionaletiquette,&;c。’Thentherecameaveryaffectionate,carefullywordedmessagetoMolly,—implyingagooddealmorethanwassaidoflovinggratitudeforthetroubleshehadtakenonCynthia’sbehalf。Andthatwasall;andMollywentawayalittledepressed;sheknewnotwhy。
TheoperationonLadyCumnorhadbeensuccessfullyperformed,andinafewdaystheyhopedtobringherdowntotheTowerstorecruitherstrengthinthefreshcountryair;thecasewasonewhichinterestedMrGibsonextremely,andinwhichhisopinionhadbeenprovedtoberight,inoppositiontothatofoneortwogreatnamesinLondon。Theconsequencewasthathewasfrequentlyconsultedandreferredtoduringtheprogressofherrecovery;
and,ashehadmuchtodointheimmediatecircleofhisHollingfordpractice,aswellastowritethoughtfulletterstohismedicalbrethreninLondon,hefounditdifficulttosparethethreeorfourhoursnecessarytogoovertoHamleytoseeOsborne。Hewrotetohim,however,begginghimtoreplyimmediatelyanddetailhissymptoms;andfromtheanswerhereceivedhedidnotimaginethatthecasewasimmediatelypressing。Osborne,too,deprecatedhiscomingovertoHamleyfortheexpresspurposeofseeinghim。Sothevisitwasdeferredtothatmoreconvenientseasonwhichissooftentoolate。
AllthesedaysthebuzzinggossipaboutMolly’smeetingswithMrPreston,herclandestinecorrespondence,thetê;te—?tê;teinterviewsinlonotelyplaces,hadbeengatheringstrength,andassumingthepositiveformofscandal。Thesimpleinnocentgirl,whowalkedthroughthequietstreetswithoutathoughtofbeingtheobjectofmysteriousimplications,becameforatimetheunconsciousblacksheepofthetown。Servantsheardpartofwhatwassaidintheirmistresses’drawing—rooms,andexaggeratedthesayingsamongstthemselveswiththecoarsestrengtheningofexpressioncommonamongstuneducatedpeople。MrPrestonhimselfbecameawarethathernamewasbeingcoupledwithhis,thoughhardlytotheextenttowhichtheloveofexcitementandgossiphadcarriedpeople’sspeeches;hechuckledoverthemistake,buttooknopainstocorrectit。’Itservesherright,’
saidhetohimself,’formeddlingwithotherfolk’sbusiness,’andhefelthimselfavengedforthediscomfiturewhichhermenaceofappealingtoLadyHarriethadcausedhim,andthemortificationhehadexperiencedinlearningfromherplain—speakinglips,howhehadbeentalkedoverbyCynthiaandherself,withpersonaldislikeontheoneside,andevidentcontemptontheother。Besides,ifanydenialofMrPreston’sstirredupanexaminationastotherealtruth,moremightcomeoutofhisbaffledendeavourstocompelCynthiatokeeptoherengagementtohimthanhecaredtohaveknown。
HewasangrywithhimselfforstilllovingCynthia;lovingherinhisownfashion,beitunderstood。Hetoldhimselfthatmanyawomanofmorepositionandwealthwouldbegladenoughtohavehim;someofthemprettywomentoo。Andheaskedhimselfwhyhewassuchaconfoundedfoolastogoonhankeringafterapennilessgirl,whowasasfickleasthewind?Theanswerwassillyenough,logically;butforcibleinfact。CynthiawasCynthia,andnotVenusherselfcouldhavebeenhersubstitute。InthisonethingMrPrestonwasmorereallytruethanmanyworthymen;who,seekingtobemarried,turnwithcarelessfacilityfromtheunattainabletotheattainable,andkeeptheirfeelingsandfancytolerablyloosetilltheyfindawomanwhoconsentstobetheirwife。ButnoonewouldeverbetoMrPrestonwhatCynthiahadbeen,andwas;andyethecouldhavestabbedherincertainofhismoods。So,Molly,whohadcomebetweenhimandtheobjectofhisdesire,wasnotlikelytofindfavourinhissight,ortoobtainfriendlyactionsfromhim。
Therecameatime—notverydistantfromtheeveningatMrsDawes’
—whenMollyfeltthatpeoplelookedaskanceather。MrsGoodenoughopenlypulledhergrand—daughteraway,whentheyounggirlstoppedtospeaktoMollyinthestreet,andanengagementwhichthetwohadmadeforalongwalktogetherwascutveryshortbyaverytrumperyexcuse。MrsGoodenoughexplainedherconductinthefollowingmannertosomeofherfriends,—
’Yousee,Idon’tthinktheworseofagirlformeetinghersweethearthereandthereandeverywhere,tillshegetstalkedabout;butthenwhenshedoes—andMollyGibson’snameisineverybody’smouth—Ithinkit’sonlyfairtoBessy,whohastrustedmewithAnnabella,nottoletherdaughterbeseenwithalasswhohasmanagedhermatterssobadly,astosetfolktalkingabouther。Mymaximisthis,—andit’saverygoodworkingone,youmaydependon’t—womenshouldmindwhatthey’reabout,andneverbetalkedof;andifawoman’stalkedof,thelessherfriendshavetodowithhertillthetalkhasdiedaway,thebetter。SoAnnabellaisnottohaveanythingtodowithMollyGibson,thisvisitatanyrate。’
ForagoodwhiletheMissBrowningswerekeptinignoranceoftheeviltonguesthatwhisperedhardwordsaboutMolly。MissBrowningwasknownto’haveatemper,’andbyinstincteveryonewhocameincontactwithhershrankfromirritatingthattemperbyutteringtheslightestsyllableagainstthesmallestofthosecreaturesoverwhomshespreadtheæ;gisofherlove。Shewouldanddidreproachthemherself;sheusedtoboastthatsheneversparedthem:butnooneelsemighttouchthemwiththeslightestslurofapassingword。ButMissePhoebeinspirednosuchterror;thegreatreasonwhyshedidnothearofthegossipagainstMollyasearlyasanyone,wasthat,althoughshewasnottherose,shelivedneartherose。
Besides,shewasofsotenderanaturethateventhick—skinnedMrsGoodenoughwasunwillingtosaywhatwouldgiveMissPhoebepain;anditwasthenew—comerMrsDawes,whoinallignorancealludedtothetown’stalk,astosomethingofwhichMissPhoebemustbeaware。ThenMissPhoebepoureddownherquestions,althoughsheprotested,evenwithtears,hertotaldisbeliefinalltheanswersshereceived。ItwasasmallactofheroismonherparttokeepallthatshetherelearntasecretfromhersisterSally,asshedidforfourorfivedays;tillMissBrowningattackedheroneeveningwiththefollowingspeech,—
’Phoebe!eitheryou’vesomereasonforpuffingyourselfoutwithsighs,oryou’venot。Ifyouhaveareason,it’syourdutytotellitmedirectly;
andifyou’venoreason,youmustbreakyourselfofabadhabitthatisgrowinguponyou。’
’Oh,sister!doyouthinkitisreallymydutytotellyou?itwouldbesuchacomfort;butthenIthoughtIoughtnot;itwilldistressyouso。’
’Nonsense。IamsowellpreparedformisfortunebythefrequentcontemplationofitspossibilitythatIbelieveIcanreceiveanyillnewswithapparentequanimityandrealresignation。Besides,whenyousaidyesterdayatbreakfast—timethatyoumeanttogiveupthedaytomakingyourdrawerstidy,Iwasawarethatsomemisfortunewasimpending,thoughofcourseIcouldnotjudgeofitsmagnitude。IstheHighchesterBankbroken?’
’Ohno,sister!’saidMissPhoebe,movingtoaseatclosetohersister’sonthesofa。’Haveyoureallybeenthinkingthat!IwishIhadtoldyouwhatIheardattheveryfirst,ifyou’vebeenfancyingthat!’
’Takewarning,Phoebe,andlearntohavenoconcealmentsfromme。I
didthinkwemustberuined,fromyourwaysofgoingon;eatingnomeatatdinner,andsighingcontinually。Andnowwhatisit?’
’Ihardlyknowhowtotellyou,Sally。Ireallydon’t。’
MissPhoebebegantocry;MissBrowningtookholdofherarm,andgaveheralittlesharpshake。
’Cryasmuchasyoulikewhenyou’vetoldme;butdon’tcrynow,child,whenyou’rekeepingmeonthetenterhooks。’
’MollyGibsonhaslosthercharacter,sister。That’sit。’
’MollyGibsonhasdonenosuchthing!’saidMissBrowningindignantly。
’HowdareyourepeatsuchstoriesaboutpoorMary’schild!Neverletmehearyousaysuchthingsagain!’
’Ican’thelpit。MrsDawestoldme;andshesaysit’salloverthetown。ItoldherIdidnotbelieveawordofit。AndIkeptitfromyou;
andIthinkIshouldhavebeenreallyillifI’dkeptittomyselfanylonger。Oh,sister!whatareyougoingtodo?’
ForMissBrowninghadrisenwithoutspeakingaword,andwasleavingtheroominastatelyanddeterminedfashion。
’Iamgoingtoputonmybonnetandthings,andthenIshallcalluponMrsDawes,andconfrontherwithherlies。’
’Oh,don’tcallthem"lies,"sister;it’ssuchastrong,uglyword。
Pleasecallthem"tallydiddles,"forIdon’tbelieveshemeantanyharm。
Besides—besides—iftheyshouldturnouttobetruth!Really,sister,that’stheweightonmymind;somanythingssoundedasiftheymightbetrue。’
’Whatthings?’saidMissBrowning,stillstandingwithjudicialerectnessofpositioninthemiddleofthefloor。
’Why—onestorywasthatMollyhadgivenhimaletter。’
’Who’shim?HowamItounderstandastorytoldinthatsillyway?’
MissBrowningsatedownonthenearestchair,andmadeuphermindtobepatientifshecould。
’HimisMrPreston。Andthatmustbetrue;becauseImissedherfrommysidewhenIwantedtoaskherifshethoughtbluewouldlookgreenbycandlelight,astheyoungmansaiditwould,andshehadrunacrossthestreet,andMrsGoodenoughwasjustgoingintotheshop,justasshesaidshewas。’
MissBrowning’sdistresswasovercomingheranger;sosheonlysaid,’Phoebe,Ithinkyou’lldrivememad。DotellmewhatyouheardfromMrsDawesinasensibleandcoherentmanner,foronceinyourlife。’
’I’msureI’mtryingwithallmymighttotellyoueverythingjustasithappened。’
’WhatdidyouhearfromMrsDawes?’
’Why,thatMollyandMrPrestonwerekeepingcompanyjustasifshewasamaid—servantandhewasagardener;meetingatallsortsofimpropertimesandplaces,andfaintingawayinhisarms,andoutatnighttogether,andwritingtoeachother,andslippingtheirlettersintoeachother’shands;andthatwaswhatIwastalkingabout,sister,forInextdoortosawthatdoneonce。IsawherwithmyowneyesrunacrossthestreettoGrinstead’s,wherehewas,forwehadjustlefthimthere;withaletterinherhand,too,whichwasnottherewhenshecamebackallflutteredandblushing。ButIneverthoughtanythingofitatthetime;butnowallthetownistalkingaboutit,andcryingshame,andsayingtheyoughttobemarried。’MissPhoebesank,intosobbingagain;butwassuddenlyrousedbyagoodboxonhercar。MissBrowningwasstandingoverheralmosttremblingwithpassion。
’Phoebe,ifeverIhearyousaysuchthingsagain,I’llturnyououtofthehousethatminute。’
’IonlysaidwhatMrsDawessaid,andyouaskedmewhatitwas,’repliedMissPhoebe,humblyandmeekly。’Sally,youshouldnothavedonethat。’
’NevermindwhetherIshouldorIshouldn’t。That’snotthematterinhand。WhatI’vegottodecideishowtoputastoptoalltheselies。’
’But,Sally,theyarenotalllies—ifyouwillcallthemso;I’mafraidsomethingsaretrue;thoughIstucktotheirbeingfalsewhenMrsDawestoldmeofthem。’
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