首页 >出版文学> WIVES AND DAUGHTERS>第12章
  MrsHamleysympathized,andlikedtoheardetails,astheFrenchsay,hersympathywasgivenendé;tail,thesquire’sengros。
  Hewasverysorryforherevidentgrief,andalmostfeltguilty,asifhehadhadashareinbringingitabout,bythementionhehadmadeofthepossibilityofMrGibson’smarryingagain,whenfirstMollyhadcomeonhervisittothem。Hesaidtohiswifemorethanonce,—’’Ponmyword,now,IwishI’dneverspokenthoseunluckywordsthatfirstdayatdinner。Doyourememberhowshetookthemup?Itwaslikeaprophecyofwhatwastocome,now,wasn’tit?Andshelookedpalefromthatday,andIdon’tthinkshehaseverfairlyenjoyedherfoodsince。ImusttakemorecarewhatIsayforthefuture。NotbutwhatGibsonisdoingtheverybestthing,bothforhimselfandher,thathecando。Itoldhimsoonlyyesterday。ButI’mverysorryforthelittlegirl,though。IwishI’dneverspokenaboutit,thatIdo!butitwaslikeaprophecy,wasn’tit?’Rogertriedhardtofindoutareasonableandrightmethodofcomfort,forhe,too,inhisway,wassorryforthegirl,whobravelystruggledtobecheerful,inspiteofherownprivategrief,forhismother’ssake。
  Hefeltasifhighprincipleandnoblepreceptoughttoperformanimmediatework。Buttheydonot,forthereisalwaystheunknownquantityofindividualexperienceandfeeling,whichofferatacitresistance,theamountincalculablebyanother,toallgoodcounselandhighdecree。ButthebondbetweentheMentorandhisTelemachusstrengthenedeveryday。Heendeavouredtoleadheroutofmorbidthoughtintointerestinotherthanpersonalthings;
  and,naturallyenough,hisownobjectsofinterestcamereadiesttohand。
  Shefeltthathedidhergood,shedidnotknowwhyorhow;butafteratalkwithhim,shealwaysfanciedthatshehadgotthecluetogoodnessandpeace,whateverbefell。
  chapter12CHAPTERXIIPREPARINGFORTHEWEDDINGMeanwhilethelove—affairsbetweenthemiddle—agedcouplewereprosperingwell,afterafashion;afterthefashionthattheylikedbest,althoughitmightprobablyhaveappeareddullandprosaictoyoungerpeople。LordCumnorhadcomedowningreatgleeatthenewshehadheardfromhiswifeattheTowers。He,too,seemedtothinkhehadtakenanactivepartinbringingaboutthematchbyonlyspeakingaboutit。HisfirstwordsonthesubjecttoLadyCumnorwere,—’Itoldyouso。Nowdidn’tIsaywhatagood,suitablethingthisaffairbetweenGibsonandClarewouldbe!Idon’tknowwhenIhavebeensomuchpleased。Youmaydespisethetradeofmatch—maker,mylady,butIamveryproudofit。Afterthis,Ishallgoonlookingoutforsuitablecasesamongthemiddle—agedpeopleofmyacquaintance。Ishan’tmeddlewithyoungfolks,theyaresoapttobefanciful;butIhavebeensosuccessfulinthis,thatIdothinkitisagoodencouragementtogoon。’’Goon—withwhat?’askedLadyCumnor,drily。’Oh,planning—Youcan’tdenythatIplannedthismatch。’’Idon’tthinkyouarelikelytodoeithermuchgoodorharmbyplanning,’
  shereplied,withcool,goodsense。’Itputsitintopeople’sheads,mydear。’’Yes,ifyouspeakaboutyourplanstothem,ofcourseitdoes。ButinthiscaseyouneverspoketoeitherMrGibson,orClare,didyou?’AllatoncetherecollectionofhowClarehadcomeuponthepassageinLordCumnor’sletterflashedonhislady,butshedidnotsayanythingaboutit,butleftherhusbandtoflounderaboutasbesthemight。’No!Ineverspoketothem;ofcoursenot。’’Thenyoumustbestronglymesmeric,andyourwillactedupontheirs,ifyouaretotakecreditforanypartintheaffair,’continuedhispitilesswife。’Ireallycan’tsay。It’snouselookingbacktowhatIsaidordid。I’mverywellsatisfiedwithit,andthat’senough,andImeantoshowthemhowmuchI’mpleased。IshallgiveClaresomethingtowardsherriggingout,andtheyshallhaveabreakfastatAshcombeManor—house。I’llwritetoPrestonaboutit。Whendidyousaytheyweretobemarried?’’Ithinkthey’dbetterwaittillChristmas,andIhavetoldthemso。Itwouldamusethechildren,goingovertoAshcombeforthewedding;andifit’sbadweatherduringtheholidaysI’malwaysafraidoftheirfindingitdullattheTowers。It’sverydifferentifit’sagoodfrost,andtheycangooutskatingandsledginginthepark。Buttheselasttwoyearsithasbeensowetforthem,poordears!’’Andwilltheotherpoordearsbecontenttowaittomakeaholidayforyourgrandchildren?"TomakeaRomanholiday。"Pope,orsomebodyelse,hadalineofpoetrylikethat。"TomakeaRomanholiday,"’—herepeated,pleasedwithhisunusualaptitudeatquotation。’It’sByron,andit’snothingtodowiththesubjectinhand。I’msurprisedatyourlordship’squotingByron,—hewasaveryimmoralpoet。’’IsawhimtakehisoathsintheHouseofLords,’saidLordCumnor,apologetically。’Well!thelesssaidabouthimthebetter,’saidLadyCumnor。’IhavetoldClarethatshehadbetternotthinkofbeingmarriedbeforeChristmas;
  anditwon’tdoforhertogiveupherschoolinahurryeither。’ButClaredidnotintendtowaittillChristmas;andforthisonceshecarriedherpointagainstthewillofthecountess,andwithoutmanywords,oranyopenopposition。ShehadahardertaskinsettingasideMrGibson’sdesiretohaveCynthiaoverforthewedding,evenifshewentbacktoherschoolatBoulognedirectlyaftertheceremony。Atfirstshehadsaidthatitwouldbedelightful,acharmingplan;onlyshefearedthatshemustgiveupherownwishestohaveherchildnearheratsuchatime,onaccountoftheexpenseofthedoublejourney。ButMrGibson,economicalashewasinhishabitualexpenditure,hadareallygenerousheart。Hehadalreadyshownit,inentirelyrelinquishinghisfuturewife’slife—interestintheverysmallpropertythelateMrKirkpatrickhadleft,infavourofCynthia;whilehearrangedthatsheshouldcometohishomeasadaughterassoonasshelefttheschoolshewasat。Thelife—interestwasaboutthirtypoundsayear。NowhegaveMrsKirkpatrickthreefive—poundnotes,sayingthathehopedtheywoulddoawaywiththeobjectionstoCynthia’scomingovertothewedding;andatthetimeMrsKirkpatrickfeltasiftheywould,andcaughtthereflectionofhisstrongwish,andfancieditwasherown。Ifthelettercouldhavebeenwrittenandthemoneysentoffthatdaywhilethereflectedglowofaffectionlasted,Cynthiawouldhavebeenbridesmaidtohermother。Butahundredlittleinterruptionscameinthewayofletter—writing;andbythenextdaymaternallovehaddiminished;andthevalueaffixedtothemoneyhadincreased:moneyhadbeensomuchneeded,sohardlyearnedinMrsKirkpatrick’slife;whiletheperhapsnecessaryseparationofmotherandchildhadlessenedtheamountofaffectiontheformerhadtobestow。
  Soshepersuadedherself,afresh,thatitwouldbeunwisetodisturbCynthiaatherstudies;tointerruptthefulfilmentofherdutiesjustafterthesemestrehadbegunafresh;andshewrotealettertoMadameLefevresowellimbuedwiththispersuasion,thatananswerwhichwasalmostanechoofherwordswasreturned,thesenseofwhichbeingconveyedtoMrGibson,whowasnogreatFrenchscholar,settledthevexedquestion,tohismoderatebutunfeignedregret。Butthefifteenpoundswerenotreturned。
  Indeed,notmerelythatsum,butagreatpartofthehundredwhichLordCumnorhadgivenherforhertrousseau,wasrequiredtopayoffdebtsatAshcombe;fortheschoolhadbeenanythingbutflourishingsinceMrsKirkpatrickhadhadit。Itwasreallyverymuchtohercreditthatshepreferredclearingherselffromdebttopurchasingweddingfinery。ButitwasoneofthefewpointstoberespectedinMrsKirkpatrickthatshehadalwaysbeencarefulinpaymenttotheshopswhereshedealt;itwasalittlesenseofdutycroppingout。Whateverotherfaultsmightarisefromhersuperficialandflimsycharacter,shewasalwaysuneasytillshewasoutofdebt。Yetshehadnoscrupleinappropriatingherfuturehusband’smoneytoherownuse,whenitwasdecidedthatitwasnottobeemployedasheintended。Whatnewarticlessheboughtforherself,wereallsuchaswouldmakeashow,andanimpressionupontheladiesofHollingford。Shearguedwithherselfthatlinen,andallunderclothing,wouldneverbeseen,whilesheknewthateverygownshehad,wouldgiverisetomuchdiscussionandwouldbecountedupinthelittletown。Soherstockof’underclothingwasverysmall,andscarcelyanyofitnew;
  butitwasmadeofdaintymaterial,andwasfinelymendedupbyherdeftfingers,manyanightlongafterherpupilswereinbed;inwardlyresolvingallthetimeshesewed,thathereaftersomeoneelseshoulddoherplain—work。
  Indeed,manyalittlecircumstanceofformersubjectiontothewillofothersroseupbeforeherduringthesequiethours,asanenduranceorasufferingnevertooccuragain。Soaptarepeopletolookforwardtoadifferentkindoflifefromthattowhichtheyhavebeenaccustomed,asbeingfreefromcareandtrial!Sherecollectedhow,onetimeduringthisverysummerattheTowers,aftershewasengagedtoMrGibson,whenshehadtakenaboveanhourtoarrangeherhairinsomenewmodecarefullystudiedfromMrsBradley’sfashion—book—afterall,whenshecamedown,lookingherverybest,asshethought,andreadyforherlover,LadyCumnorhadsentherbackagaintoherroom,justasifshehadbeenalittlechild,todoherhairoveragain,andnottomakesuchafigureoffunofherself!
  Anothertimeshehadbeensenttochangehergownforoneinheropinionfarlessbecoming,butwhichsuitedLadyCumnor’stastebetter。Thesewerelittlethings;buttheywerelatesamplesofwhatindifferentshapesshehadhadtoendureformanyyears;andherlikingforMrGibsongrewinproportiontohersenseoftheevilsfromwhichhewasgoingtoserveasameansofescape。Afterall,thatintervalofhopeandplain—sewing,intermixedthoughitwasbytuition,wasnotdisagreeable。Herwedding—dresswassecure。
  HerformerpupilsattheTowersweregoingtopresentherwiththat;theyweretodressherfromheadtofootontheauspiciousday。LordCumnor,ashasbeensaid,hadgivenherahundredpoundsforhertrousseau,andhadsentMrPrestonacarte—blancheorderforthewedding—breakfastintheoldhallinAshcombeManor—house。LadyCumnor—alittleputoutbythemarriagenotbeingdeferredtillhergrandchildren’sChristmasholidays—hadneverthelessgivenMrsKirkpatrickanexcellentEnglish—madewatchandchain;moreclumsybutmoreserviceablethanthelittleforeignelegancethathadhungathersidesolong,andmisledhersooften。Herpreparationswerethusinaveryconsiderablestateofforwardness,whileMrGibsonhaddonenothingasyettowardsanynewarrangementordecorationofhishouseforhisintendedbride。Heknewheoughttodosomething。Butwhat?Wheretobegin,whensomuchwasoutoforder,andhehadsolittletimeforsuperintendence?AtlengthhecametothewisedecisionofaskingoneoftheMissBrowningstotakethetroubleofpreparingallthatwasimmediatelyrequisiteinhishouse,foroldfriendship’ssake;
  andresolvedtoleaveallthemoreornamentaldecorationsthatheproposed,tothetasteofhisfuturewife。ButbeforemakinghisrequesttotheMissBrowningshehadtotellthemofhisengagement,whichhadhithertobeenkeptasecretfromthetownspeople,whohadsetdownhisfrequentvisitsattheTowerstothescoreofthecountess’shealth。Hefelthowheshouldhavelaughedinhissleeveatanymiddle—agedwidowerwhocametohimwithaconfessionofthekindhehadnowtomaketotheMissBrownings,anddislikedtheideaofthenecessarycall:butitwastobedone,sooneeveninghewentin(promiscuous,’astheycalledit,andtoldthemhisstory。Attheendofthefirstchapter—thatistosay,attheendofthestoryofMrCoxe’scalf—love,MissBrowningheldupherhandsinsurprise。’TothinkofMolly,asIhaveheldinlong—clothes,comingtohavealover!
  Well,tobesure!SisterPhoebe—’(shewasjustcomingintotheroom),’here’sapieceofnews!MollyGibsonhasgotalover!Onemayalmostsayshe’shadanoffer!MrGibson,maynotone?—andshe’sbutsixteen!’’Seventeen,sister,’saidMissPhoebe,whopiquedherselfonknowingallaboutdearMrGibson’sdomesticaffairs。’Seventeen,the22ndoflastJune。’’Well,haveityourownway。Seventeen,ifyouliketocallherso!’saidMissBrowning,impatiently。’Thefactisstillthesame—she’sgotalover;
  anditseemstomeshewasinlong—clothesonlyyesterday。’’I’msureIhopehercourseoftruelovewillrunsmooth,’saidMissPhoebe。NowMrGibsoncamein;forhisstorywasnothalftold,andhedidnotwantthemtorunawaytoofarwiththeideaofMolly’slove—affair。’Mollyknowsnothingaboutit。Ihaven’tevennamedittoanyonebutyoutwo,andtooneotherfriend。ItrouncedCoxewell,anddidmybesttokeephisattachment—ashecallsit—inbounds。ButIwassadlypuzzledwhattodoaboutMolly。MissEyrewasaway,andIcouldn’tleavetheminthehousetogetherwithoutanyolderwoman。’’Oh,MrGibson!whydidyounotsendhertous?’brokeinMissBrowning。
  ’Wewouldhavedoneanythinginourpowerforyou;foryoursake,aswellasherpoordearmother’s。’’Thankyou。Iknowyouwould,butitwouldn’thavedonetohavehadherinHollingford,justatthetimeofCoxe’seffervescence。He’sbetternow。
  Hisappetitehascomebackwithdoubleforce,afterthefastinghethoughtitrighttoexhibit。Hehadthreehelpingsofblackcurrantdumplingyesterday。’’Iamsureyouaremostliberal,MrGibson。Threehelpings!And,Idaresay,butcher’smeatinproportion?’’Oh!Ionlynameditbecause,withsuchveryyoungmen,it’sgenerallysee—sawbetweenappetiteandlove,andIthoughtthethirdhelpingaverygoodsign。Butstill,youknow,whathashappenedonce,mayhappenagain。’’Idon’tknow。Phoebehadanofferofmarriageonce——’saidMissBrowning。’Hush!sister。Itmighthurthisfeelingstohaveitspokenabout。’’Nonsense,child!It’sfive—and—twentyyearsago;andhiseldestdaughterismarriedherself。’’Iownhehasnotbeenconstant,’pleadedMissPhoebe,inhertender,pipingvoice。’Allmenarenot—likeyou,MrGibson—faithfultothememoryoftheirfirstlove。’MrGibsonwinced。Jeaniewashisfirstlove;buthernamehadneverbeenbreathedinHollingford。Hiswife—good,pretty,sensible,andbelovedasshehadbeen—wasnothissecond;no,norhisthirdlove。Andnowhewascometomakeaconfidenceabouthissecondmarriage。’Well,well,’saidhe;’atanyrate,IthoughtImustdosomethingtoprotectMollyfromsuchaffairswhileshewassoyoung,andbeforeIhadgivenmysanction。MissEyre’slittlenephewfellillofscarletfever——’’Ah!by—the—by,howcarelessofmenottoinquire。Howisthepoorlittlefellow?’’Worse—better。Itdoesn’tsignifytowhatI’vegottosaynow;thefactwas,MissEyrecouldn’tcomebacktomyhouseforsometime,andIcannotleaveMollyaltogetheratHamley。’’Ah!Iseenow,whytherewasthatsuddenvisittoHamley。Uponmyword,it’squitearomance。’’Idolikehearingofalove—affair,’murmuredMissPhoebe。’Thenifyou’llletmegetonwithmystory,youshallhearofmine,’saidMrGibson,quitebeyondhispatiencewiththeirconstantinterruptions。’Yours!’saidMissPhoebe,faintly。’Blessusandsaveus!’saidMissBrowning,withlesssentimentinhertone;’whatnext?’’Mymarriage,Ihope,’saidMrGibson,choosingtotakeherexpressionofintensesurpriseliterally。’Andthat’swhatIcametospeaktoyouabout。’AlittlehopedartedupinMissPhoebe’sbreast。Shehadoftensaidtohersister,intheconfidenceofcurling—time(ladiesworecurlsinthosedays),’thattheonlymanwhocouldeverbringhertothinkofmatrimonywasMrGibson;butthatifheeverproposed,sheshouldfeelboundtoaccepthim,forpoordearMary’ssake;’neverexplainingwhatexactstyleofsatisfactionsheimaginedsheshouldgivetoherdeadfriendbymarryingherlatehusband。
  Phoebeplayednervouslywiththestringsofherblacksilkapron。LiketheCaliphintheEasternstory,awholelifetimeofpossibilitiespassedthroughhermindinaninstant,ofwhichpossibilitiesthequestionofquestionswas,Couldsheleavehersister?Attend,Phoebe,tothepresentmoment,andlistentowhatisbeingsaidbeforeyoudistressyourselfwithaperplexitywhichwillneverarise。’OfcourseithasbeenananxiousthingformetodecidewhoIshouldasktobethemistressofmyfamily,themotherofmygirl;butIthinkI’vedecidedrightlyatlast。TheladyIhavechosen——’’Tellusatoncewhosheis,there’sagoodman,’saidstraightforwardMissBrowning。’MrsKirkpatrick,’saidthebridegroomelect。’What!thegovernessattheTowers,thatthecountessmakessomuchof?’’Yes;sheismuchvaluedbythem—anddeservedlyso。ShekeepsaschoolnowatAshcombe,andisaccustomedtohousekeeping。ShehasbroughtuptheyoungladiesattheTowers,andhasadaughterofherown,thereforeitisprobableshewillhaveakind,motherlyfeelingtowardsMolly。’’She’saveryelegant—lookingwoman,’saidMissPhoebe,feelingitincumbentuponhertosaysomethinglaudatory,bywayofconcealingthethoughtsthathadjustbeenpassingthroughhermind。’I’veseenherinthecarriage,ridingbackwardswiththecountess;averyprettywoman,Ishouldsay。’’Nonsense,sister,’saidMissBrowning。’Whathashereleganceorprettinesstodowiththeaffair?Didyoueverknowawidowermarryagainforsuchtriflesasthose?It’salwaysfromasenseofdutyofonekindoranother—isn’tit,MrGibson?Theywantahousekeeper;ortheywantamotherfortheirchildren;ortheythinktheirlastwifewouldhavelikedit。’Perhapsthethoughthadpassedthroughtheeldersister’smindthatPhoebemighthavebeenchosenfortherewasasharpacrimonyinhertone;notunfamiliartoMrGibson,butwithwhichhedidnotchoosetocopeatthispresentmoment。’Youmusthaveityourownway,MissBrowning。Settlemymotivesforme。
  Idon’tpretendtobequiteclearaboutthemmyself。ButIamclearinwishingheartilytokeepmyoldfriends,andforthemtolovemyfuturewifeformysake。Idon’tknowanytwowomenintheworld,exceptMollyandMrsKirkpatrick,IregardasmuchasIdoyou。Besides,IwanttoaskyouifyouwillletMollycomeandstaywithyoutillaftermymarriage?’’YoumighthaveaskedusbeforeyouaskedMadamHamley,’saidMissBrowning,onlyhalfmollified。’Weareyouroldfriends;andwewerehermother’sfriends,too;thoughwearenotcountyfolk。’’That’sunjust,’saidMrGibson。’Andyouknowitis。’’Idon’tknow。YouarealwayswithLordHollingford,whenyoucangetathim,muchmorethanyoueverarewithMrGoodenough,orMrSmith。AndyouarealwaysgoingovertoHamley。’MissBrowningwasnotonetogiveinallatonce。’IseekLordHollingfordasIshouldseeksuchaman,whateverhisrankorpositionmightbe:ushertoaschool,carpenter,shoemaker,ifitwerepossibleforthemtohavehadasimilarcharacterofminddevelopedbysimilaradvantages。MrGoodenoughisaverycleverattorney,withstronglocalinterestsandnotathoughtbeyond。’’Well,well,don’tgoonarguing,italwaysgivesmeaheadache,asPhoebeknows。Ididn’tmeanwhatIsaid,that’senough,isn’tit?I’llretractanythingsoonerthanbereasonedwith。Wherewerewebeforeyoubeganyourarguments?’’AboutdearlittleMollycomingtopayusavisit,’saidMissPhoebe。’Ishouldhaveaskedyouatfirst,onlyCoxewassorampantwithhislove。
  Ididn’tknowwhathemightdo,orhowtroublesomehemightbebothtoMollyandyou。Buthehascooleddownnow。Absencehashadaverytranquillizingeffect,andIthinkMollymaybeinthesametownwithhim,withoutanyconsequencesbeyondafewsighseverytimeshe’sbroughttohismindbymeetingher。AndI’vegotanotherfavourtoaskofyou,soyouseeitwouldneverdoformetoarguewithyou,MissBrowning,whenIoughttobeahumblesuppliant。SomethingmustbedonetothehousetomakeitallreadyforthefutureMrsGibson。Itwantspaintingandpaperingshamefully,andIshouldthinksomenewfurniture,butI’msureIdon’tknowwhat。Wouldyoubesoverykindastolookovertheplace,andseehowfarahundredpoundswillgo?Thedining—roomwallsmustbepainted;we’llkeepthedrawing—roompaperforherchoice,andI’vealittlesparemoneyforthatroomforhertolayout;butalltherestofthehouseI’llleavetoyou,ifyou’llonlybekindenoughtohelpanoldfriend。’ThiswasacommissionwhichexactlygratifiedMissBrowning’sloveofpower。
  Thedisposalofmoneyinvolvedpatronageoftradespeople,suchasshehadexercisedinherfather’slifetime,buthadhadverylittlechanceofshowingsincehisdeath。Herusualgood—humourwasquiterestoredbythisproofofconfidenceinhertasteandeconomy,whileMissPhoebe’simaginationdweltratheronthepleasureofavisitfromMolly。
  chapter13CHAPTERXIIIMOLLYGIBSON’SNEWFRIENDSTimewasspeedingon;itwasnowthemiddleofAugust,—ifanythingwastobedonetothehouse,itmustbedoneatonce。Indeed,inseveralwaysMrGibson’sarrangementswithMissBrowninghadnotbeenmadetoosoon。
  ThesquirehadheardthatOsbornemightprobablyreturnhomeforafewdaysbeforegoingabroad;and,thoughthegrowingintimacybetweenRogerandMollydidnotalarmhimintheleast,yethewaspossessedbyaveryheartypaniclesttheheirmighttakeafancytothesurgeon’sdaughter;
  andhewasinsuchafidgetforhertoleavethehousebeforeOsbornecamehome,thathiswifelivedinconstantterrorlestheshouldmakeittooobvioustotheirvisitor。Everyyounggirlofseventeenorso,whoisatallthoughtful,isveryapttomakeaPopeoutofthefirstpersonwhopresentstoheraneworlargersystemofdutythanthatbywhichshehasbeenunconsciouslyguidedhitherto。SuchaPopewasRogertoMolly;shelookedtohisopinion,tohisauthorityonalmosteverysubject,yethehadonlysaidoneortwothingsinatersemannerwhichgavethemtheforceofprecepts—stableguidestoherconduct,andhadshownthenaturalsuperiorityinwisdomandknowledgewhichissuretoexistbetweenahighlyeducatedyoungmanofnocommonintelligence,andanignorantgirlofseventeen,whoyetwaswellcapableofappreciation。Still,althoughtheyweredrawntogetherinthisverypleasantrelationship,eachwasimaginingsomeoneverydifferentforthefutureowneroftheirwholeheart—theirhighestandcompletestlove。Rogerlookedtofindagrandwoman,hisequal,andhisempress;beautifulinperson,sereneinwisdom,readyforcounsel,aswasEgeria。’Molly’slittlewaveringmaidenfancydweltontheunseenOsborne,whowasnowatroubadour,andnowaknight,suchashewroteaboutinoneofhisownpoems;someonelikeOsborne,perhaps,ratherthanOsbornehimself,forsheshrankfromgivingapersonalformandnametotheherothatwastobe。ThesquirewasnotunwiseinwishingherwelloutofthehousebeforeOsbornecamehome,ifhewasconsideringherpeaceofmind。Yet,whenshewentawayfromthehallhemissedherconstantly;ithadbeensopleasanttohavehertheredailyfulfillingalltheprettyofficesofadaughter;
  cheeringthemeals,sooftentê;te—à;—tê;tebetwixthimandRoger,withherinnocentwisequestions,herlivelyinterestintheirtalk,hermerryrepliestohisbanter。AndRogermissedhertoo。Sometimesherremarkshadprobedintohismind,andexcitedhimtothedeepthoughtinwhichhedelighted;atothertimeshehadfelthimselfofrealhelptoherinherhoursofneed,andinmakinghertakeaninterestinbooks,whichtreatedofhigherthingsthanthecontinualfictionandpoetrywhichshehadhithertoread。Hefeltsomethinglikeanaffectionatetutorwhowassuddenlydeprivedofhismostpromisingpupil;hewonderedhowshewouldgoonwithouthim;whethershewouldbepuzzledanddisheartenedbythebookshehadlenthertoread;howsheandherstepmotherwouldgetalongtogether?Sheoccupiedhisthoughtsagooddealthosefirstfewdaysaftersheleftthehall。MrsHamleyregrettedhermore,andlongerthandidtheothertwo。Shehadgivenhertheplaceofadaughterinherheart;andnowshemissedthesweetfemininecompanionship,theplayfulcaresses,thenever—ceasingattentions;theveryneedofsympathyinhersorrows,thatMollyhadshownsoopenlyfromtimetotime;allthesethingshadextremelyendearedhertothetenderheartedMrsHamley。Molly,too,feltthechangeofatmospherekeenly;andsheblamedherselfforsofeelingevenmorekeenlystill。Butshecouldnothelphavingasenseofrefinement,whichhadmadeherappreciatethewholemannerofbeingattheHall。ByherdearoldfriendstheMissBrowningsshewaspettedandcaressedsomuchthatshebecameashamedofnoticingthecoarserandloudertonesinwhichtheyspoke,theprovincialismoftheirpronunciation,theabsenceofinterestinthings,andtheirgreedinessofdetailsaboutpersons。Theyaskedherquestionswhichshewaspuzzledenoughtoansweraboutherfuturestepmother;herloyaltytoherfatherforbiddinghertoreplyfullyandtruthfully。ShewasalwaysgladwhentheybegantomakeinquiriesastoeverypossibleaffairattheHall。Shehadbeensohappythere;shelikedthemall,downtotheverydogs,sothoroughly,thatitwaseasyworkreplying:shedidnotmindtellingthemeverything,eventothestyleofMrsHamley’sinvaliddress;norwhatwinethesquiredrankatdinner。Indeed,talkingaboutthesethingshelpedhertorecallthehappiesttimeinherlife。Butoneevening,astheywereallsittingtogetherafterteainthelittleupstairsdrawing—room,lookingintotheHighStreet—MollydiscoursingawayonthevariouspleasuresofHamleyHall,andjustthentellingofallRoger’swisdominnaturalscience,andsomeofthecuriositieshehadshownher,shewassuddenlypulledupbythislittlespeech,—’YouseemtohaveseenagreatdealofMrRoger,Molly!’saidMissBrowning,inawayintendedtoconveyagreatdealofmeaningtohersisterandnoneatalltoMolly。But,—Themanrecoveredofthebite;Thedogitwasthatdied。’MollywasperfectlyawareofMissBrowning’semphatictone,thoughatfirstshewasperplexedastoitscause;whileMissPhoebewasjustthentoomuchabsorbedinknittingtheheelofherstockingtobefullyalivetohersister’snodsandwinks。’Yes;hewasverykindtome,’saidMolly,slowly,ponderingoverMissBrowning’smanner,andunwillingtosaymoreuntilshehadsatisfiedherselftowhatthequestiontended。’IdaresayyouwillsoonbegoingtoHamleyHallagain?He’snottheeldestson,。youknow,Phoebe!Don’tmakemyheadachewithyoureternal"eighteen,nineteen,"butattendtotheconversation。MollyistellingushowmuchshesawofMrRoger,andhowkindhewastoher。I’vealwaysheardhewasaveryniceyoungman,mydear。Tellussomemoreabouthim!Now,Phoebe,attend!Howwashekindtoyou,Molly?’’Oh,hetoldmewhatbookstoread;andonedayhemademenoticehowmanybeesIsaw——’’Bees,child!Whatdoyoumean?Eitheryouorhemusthavebeencrazy!’’No,notatall。TherearemorethantwohundredkindsofbeesinEngland,andhewantedmetonoticethedifferencebetweenthemandflies。MissBrowning,Ican’thelpseeingwhatyoufancy,’saidMolly,asredasfire,’butitisverywrong;itisallamistake。Iwon’tspeakanotherwordaboutMrRogerorHamleyatall,ifitputssuchsillynotionsintoyourhead。’’Highty—tighty!Here’sayoungladytobelecturingherelders!Sillynotions,indeed!Theyareinyourhead,itseems。Andletmetellyou,Molly,youaretooyoungtoletyourmindberunningonlovers。’Mollyhadbeenonceortwicecalledsaucyandimpertinent,andcertainlyalittlesaucinesscameoutnow。