首页 >出版文学> When the World Shook>第21章
  India,too,reallymovedhim。HeadmiredtheancientbuildingsatDelhiandAgra,especiallytheTajMahal。This,hedeclared,wasreminiscentofsomeofthepalacesthatstoodatPani,thecapitalcityoftheSonsofWisdom,beforeitwasdestroyedbytheBarbarians。
  TheEnglishadministrationofthecountryalsoattractedawordofpraisefromhim,Ithinkbecauseofitsratherautocraticcharacter。Indeedhewentsofarastodeclarethat,withcertainmodifications,itshouldbecontinuedinthefuture,andeventointimatethathewouldbearthematterinmind。DemocraticformsofgovernmenthadnocharmsforOro。
  Amongstotherplaces,westoppedatBenaresandwatchedthefuneralritesinprogressuponthebanksoftheholyGanges。Thebearersofthedeadbroughtthebodyofawomanwrappedinaredshroudthatglitteredwithtinselornaments。Comingforwardatarunandchantingastheyran,theyplacedituponthestonesforalittlewhile,thenlifteditupagainandcarrieditdownthestepstotheedgeoftheriver。Heretheytookwaterandpoureditoverthecorpse,thusperformingtheriteofthebaptismofdeath。Thisdone,theyplaceditsfeetinthewaterandleftitlookingverysmallandlonely。Presentlyappearedatall,white—drapedwomanwhotookherstandbythebodyandwailed。Itwasthedeadone’smother。Againthebearersapproachedandlaidthecorpseupontheflamingpyre。
  "Theseritesareancient,"saidOro。"WhenIruledasKingoftheWorldtheywerepractisedinthisveryplace。ItispleasanttometofindsomethingthathassurvivedthechangefulnessofTime。Letitcontinuetilltheend。"
  HereIwillcease。TheseexperiencesthatIhaverecordedarebutsamples,foralsowevisitedRussiaandothercountries。
  Perhaps,too,theywerenotexperiencesatall,butonlydreamsconsequentonmystateofhealth。Icannotsayforcertain,thoughmuchofwhatIseemedtoseefittedinverywellindeedwithwhatIlearnedinafterdays,andcertainlyatthetimetheyappearedasrealasthoughOroandIhadstoodtogetheruponthosevariousshores。
  ChapterXXI
  Love’sEternalAltarNowofallthesehappeningsIsaidverylittletoBastinandBickley。Theformerwouldnothaveunderstoodthem,andthelatterattributedwhatIdidtellhimtomentaldelusionsfollowingonmyillness。ToYvaIdidspeakaboutthem,however,imploringhertoexplaintheiroriginandtotellmewhetherornottheywerebutvisionsofthenight。
  Shelistenedtome,asIthoughtnotwithoutanxiety,fromwhichIgatheredthatshetoofearedformymind。Itwasnotso,however,forshesaid:
  "Iamglad,OHumphrey,thatyourjourneyingsaredone,sincesuchthingsarenotwithoutdanger。Hewhotravelsfaroutofthebodymaychancetoreturntherenomore。"
  "Butweretheyjourneyings,ordreams?"Iasked。
  Sheevadedadirectanswer。
  "Icannotsay。Myfatherhasgreatpowers。Idonotknowthemall。Itispossiblethattheywereneitherjourneyingsnordreams。Mayhapheusedyouasthesorcerersintheolddaysusedthemagicglass,andafterhehadputhisspelluponyou,readinyourmindthatwhichpasseselsewhere。"
  Iunderstoodhertorefertowhatwecallclairvoyance,whenthepersonentrancedrevealssecretordistantthingstotheentrancer。Thisisamoreorlessestablishedphenomenonandmuchlessmarvelousthantheactualtransportationofthespiritualselfthroughspace。OnlyIneverknewofaninstanceinwhichtheseer,onawaking,rememberedthethingsthathehadseen,asinmycase。There,however,thematterrested,orrests,forIcouldextractnothingmorefromYva,whoappearedtometohaveherordersonthepoint。
  NordidOroevertalkofwhatIhadseemedtoseeinhiscompany,althoughhecontinuedfromtimetotimetovisitmeatnight。Butnowourconversationwasofothermatters。AsBastinhaddiscovered,bysomeextraordinarygifthehadsoonlearnedhowtoreadtheEnglishlanguage,althoughheneverspokeasinglewordinthattongue。Amongourreferencebooksthatwebroughtfromtheyacht,wasathinpapereditionoftheEncyclopediaBritannica,whichheborrowedwhenhediscoveredthatitcontainedcompressedinformationaboutthevariouscountriesoftheworld,alsoconcerningalmosteveryothermatter。Mybeliefisthatwithinamonthorsothatmarvelousoldmannotonlyreadthisstupendousworkfromendtoend,butthatherememberedeverythingofinterestwhichitcontained。Atleast,hewouldappearandshowthefullestacquaintancewithcertainsubjectsorplaces,seekingfurtherlightfrommeconcerningthem,whichveryoftenIwasquiteunabletogivehim。
  Anaccident,asitchanced,whereofIneednotsetoutthedetails,causedmetodiscoverthathisremarkableknowledgewaslimited。Thus,atoneperiod,heknewlittleaboutanymoderntopicwhichbeganwithaletterlaterinthealphabetthan,letussay,C。AfewdaysafterwardshewasacquaintedwiththoseuptoF,orG;andsoontillhereachedZ,whenheappearedtometoknoweverything,andreturnedthebook。Now,indeed,hewasamonumentoflearning,veryancientandverynew,andwithsomeEncyclopedia—garneredfactsordeductionsofwhathadhappenedbetween。
  Moreover,hetooktoastronomicalresearch,formorethanoncewesawhimstandingontherockatnightstudyingtheheavens。Ononeoftheseoccasions,whenhehadthetwometalplates,ofwhichIhavespoken,inhishands,Iventuredtoapproachandaskwhathedid。Herepliedthathewascheckinghiscalculationsthathefoundtobequitecorrect,anexactperiodoftwohundredandfiftythousandyearshavinggonebysincehelaidhimselfdowntosleep。Then,byaidoftheplates,hepointedouttomecertainalterationsthathadhappenedduringthatperiodinthepositionsofsomeofthestars。
  Forinstance,heshowedmeonewhich,byhelpofmyglasses,I
  recognisedasSirius,andremarkedthattwohundredandfiftythousandyearsagoitwasfurtherawayandmuchsmaller。Nowitwaspreciselyintheplaceandofthesizewhichhehadpredicted,andhepointedtoitonhispropheticmap。Againheindicatedastarthatthenight—glasstoldmewasCapella,which,Isuppose,isoneofthemostbrilliantstarsinthesky,andshowedmethatonthemaphehadmadetwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,itdidnotexist,asthenitwastoofarnorthtoappearthereon。Still,heobserved,thepassageofthisvastperiodoftimehadproducedbutlittleeffectuponthefaceoftheheavens。Tothehumaneyethemajorityofthestarshadnotmovedsoveryfar。
  "Andyettheytravelfast,OHumphrey,"hesaid。"Considerthenhowgreatistheirjourneybetweenthetimetheygatherandthatdaywhen,worn—out,oncemoretheymelttovaporousgas。Youthinkmelong—livedwhocomparedtothemexistbutatinyfractionofasecond,nearlyallofwhichIhavebeendoomedtopassinsleep。And,Humphrey,Idesiretolive——I,whohavegreatplansandwouldshaketheworld。Butmydaydrawsin;afewbriefcenturiesandIshallbegone,and——whither,whither?"
  "Ifyoulivedaslongasthosestars,theendwouldbethesame,Oro。"
  "Yes,butthelifeofthestarsisverylong,millionsofmillionsofyears;also,afterdeath,theyreform,asotherstars。ButshallIreformasanotherOro?Withallmywisdom,I
  donotknow。ItisknowntoFateonly——Fate—themasterofworldsandmenandthegodstheyworship——Fate,whomitmaypleasetospillmygatheredknowledge,tobelostinthesandsofTime。"
  "Itseemsthatyouaregreat,"Isaid,"andhavelivedlongandlearnedmuch。Yettheendofitisthatyourlotisneitherworsenorbetterthanthatofuscreaturesofanhour。"
  "Itisso,Humphrey。Presentlyyouwilldie,andwithinafewcenturiesIshalldiealsoandbeasyouare。Youbelievethatyouwillliveagaineternally。Itmaybesobecauseyoudobelieve,sinceFateallowsFaithtoshapethefuture,ifonlyforalittlewhile。ButinmeWisdomhasdestroyedFaithandthereforeImustdie。EvenifIsleepagainfortensofthousandsofyears,whatwillithelpme,seeingthatsleepisunconsciousnessandthatIshallonlywakeagaintodie,sincesleepdoesnotrestoretousouryouth?"
  Heceased,andwalkedupanddowntherockwithatroubledmien。Thenhestoodinfrontofmeandsaidinatriumphantvoice:
  "Atleast,whileIliveIwillrule,andthenletcomewhatmaycome。Iknowthatyoudonotbelieve,andthefirstvictoryofthisnewdayofmineshallbetomakeyoubelieve。Ihavegreatpowersandyoushallseethematwork,andafterwards,ifthingsgoright,rulewithmeforalittlewhile,perhaps,asthefirstofmysubjects。Hearkennow;inonesmallmattermycalculations,madesolongago,havegonewrong。Theyshowedmethatatthistimeadayofearthquakes,suchasthosethatagainandagainhaverockedandsplittheworld,wouldrecur。Butnowitseemsthatthereisanerror,atinyerrorofelevenhundredyears,whichmustgobybeforethoseearthquakescome。"
  "Areyousure,"Isuggestedhumbly,"thatthereisnotalsoanerrorinthosestar—mapsyouhold?"
  "Iamsure,Humphrey。Someday,whoknows?Youmayreturntoyourworldofmodernmenwho,Igather,haveknowledgeofthegreatscienceofastronomy。TakenowthesemapswithwhichIhavedone,andsubmitthemtothemostlearnedofthosemen,andletthemtellyouwhetherIwasrightorwronginwhatIwroteuponthismetaltwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago。Whateverelseisfalse,atleastthestarsintheirmotionscanneverdie。"
  Thenhehandedmethemapsandwasgone。Ihavethemtoday,andifeverthisbookispublished,theywillappearwithit,thatthosewhoarequalifiedmayjudgeofthemandofthetruthorotherwiseofOro’swords。
  FromthatnightforwardforquitealongtimeIsawOronomore。Norindeeddidanyofus,sinceforsomereasonofhisownheforbadeustovisittheundergroundcityofNyo。Oddlyenough,however,hecommandedYvatobringdownthespaniel,Tommy,tobewithhimfromtimetotime。WhenIaskedherwhy,shesaiditwasbecausehewaslonelyanddesiredthedog’scompanionship。Itseemedtousverystrangethatthissuper—man,whohadthewisdomoftenSolomonsgatheredinonewithinhisbreast,shouldyetdesirethecompanyofalittledog。Whatthenwastheworthoflearningandlonglife,or,indeed,ofanything?
  Well,Solomonhimselfaskedthequestionagessince,andcouldgivenoanswersavethatallisvanity。
  InotedaboutthistimethatYvabegantogrowverysadandtroubled;indeed,lookingathersuddenlyontwoorthreeoccasions,Isawthatherbeautifuleyeswereaswimwithtears。
  Also,Inotedthatalwaysasshegrewsaddershebecame,inasense,morehuman。Inthebeginningshewas,asitwere,faraway。Onecouldneverforgetthatshewasthechildofsomealienracewhoseeyeshadlookedupontheworldwhen,bycomparison,humanitywasyoung;attimes,indeed,shemighthavebeenthedenizenofanotherplanet,strayedtoearth。Althoughsheneverflauntedit,onefeltthathersimplestwordhidsecretwisdom;
  thattoherbookswereopeninwhichwecouldnotread。Moreover,asIhavesaid,occasionallypowerflamedoutofher,powerthatwasbeyondourkenandunderstanding。
  Yetwithallthistherewasnothingelfishabouther,nothinguncanny。Shewasalwayskind,and,aswecouldfeel,innatelygoodandgentle—hearted,justawomanmadehalf—divinebygiftsandexperiencethatotherslack。Shedidnot,evenmakeuseofherwondrousbeautytomaddenmen,asshemightwellhavedonehadshebeensominded。ItistruethatbothBastinandBickleyfellinlovewithher,butthatwasonlybecauseallwithwhomshehadtodomustloveher,andthen,whenshetoldthemthatitmightnotbe,itwasinsuchafashionthatnosorenesswasleftbehind。Theywentonlovingher,thatwasall,butasmenlovetheirsistersortheirdaughters;asweconceivethattheymayloveinthatlandwherethereisnomarryingorgivinginmarriage。
  Butnow,inhersadness,shedrewevernearertous,andespeciallytomyself,moreintunewithourageandthought。Intruth,saveforherroyalandglitteringlovelinessinwhichtherewassomequalitywhichproclaimedherofanotherblood,andforthatreserveofhiddenpowerwhichattimeswouldlookoutofhereyesorbreakthroughherwords,shemightinmostwayshavebeensomesingularlygiftedandbeautifulmodernwoman。
  ThetimehascomewhenImustspeakofmyrelationswithYvaandoftheirclimax。Asmayhavebeenguessed,fromthefirstI
  begantoloveher。Whiletheweekswentonthatlovegrewandgrew,untilitutterlypossessedme,althoughforacertainreasonconnectedwithonedead,atfirstIfoughtagainstit。Yetitdidnotdevelopquiteinthefashionthatmighthavebeenexpected。Therewasnoblazingupofpassion’sfire;ratherwasthereanever—increasingglowoftheholiestaffection,tillatlastitbecamealampbywhichImustguidemyfeetthroughlifeanddeath。Thisloveofmineseemednotofearthbutfromthestars。AsyetIhadsaidnothingtoherofitbecauseinsomewayIfeltthatshedidnotwishmetodoso,feltalsothatshewaswellawareofallthatpassedwithinmyheart,anddesired,asitwere,togiveittimetoripenthere。Thenonedaytherecameachange,andthoughnoglanceortouchofYva’stoldmeso,IknewthatthebarsweretakendownandthatImightspeak。
  Itwasanightoffullmoon。AllthatafternoonshehadbeentalkingtoBastinapart,Isupposeaboutreligion,forIsawthathehadsomebooksinhishandfromwhichhewasexpoundingsomethingtoherinhisslow,earnestway。Thenshecameandsatwithuswhilewetookoureveningmeal。IrememberthatmineconsistedofsomeoftheLife—waterwhichshehadbroughtwithherandfruit,for,asIthinkIhavesaid,Ihadacquiredherdisliketomeat,alsothatsheatesomeplantains,throwingtheskinsforTommytofetchandlaughingathisplay。Whenitwasover,BastinandBickleywentawaytogether,whetherbychanceordesignIdonotknow,andshesaidtomesuddenly:
  "Humphrey,youhaveoftenaskedmeaboutthecityPani,ofwhichalittleportionoftheruinsremainsuponthisisland,therestbeingburiedbeneaththewaters。IfyouwishIwillshowyouwhereourroyalpalacewasbeforethebarbariansdestroyeditwiththeirairships。Themoonisverybright,andbyitwecansee。"
  Inodded,for,knowingwhatshemeant,somehowIcouldnotanswerher,andwebegantheascentofthehill。Sheexplainedtometheplanofthepalacewhenwereachedtheruins,showingmewhereherownapartmentshadbeen,andtherest。Itwasverystrangetohearherquietlytellingofbuildingswhichhadstoodandofthingsthathadhappenedovertwohundredandfiftythousandyearsbefore,muchasanymodernladymightdoofahousethathadbeendestroyedamonthagobyanearthquakeoraZeppelinbomb,whileshedescribedthedetailsofadisasterwhichnowfrightenedhernomore。IthinkitwasthenthatforthefirsttimeIreallybegantobelievethatinfactYvahadlivedallthoseaeonssinceandbeenasshestillappeared。
  Wepassedfromthepalacetotheruinsofthetemple,throughwhat,asshesaid,hadbeenapleasure—garden,pointingoutwhereacertainavenueofrarepalmshadgrown,downwhichonceitwasherhabittowalkinthecooloftheday。Or,rather,thereweretwoterracedtemples,onededicatedtoFatelikethatintheundergroundcityofNyo,andtheothertoLove。OfthetempletoFateshetoldmeherfatherhadbeentheHighPriest,andofthetempletoLoveshewastheHighPriestess。
  ThenitwasthatIunderstoodwhyshehadbroughtmehere。
  Sheledthewaytoamarbleblockcoveredwithworn—outcarvingsandalmostburiedinthedebris。This,shesaid,wasthealtarofofferings。Iaskedherwhatofferings,andsherepliedwithasmile:
  "Onlywine,tosignifythespiritoflife,andflowerstosymboliseitsfragrance,"andshelaidherfingeronacup—likedepression,stillapparentinthemarble,intowhichthewinewaspoured。
  Indeed,IgatheredthattherewasnothingcoarseorbacchanalianaboutthisworshipofaprototypeofAphrodite;onthecontrary,thatitwasmoreorlessspiritualandethereal。Wesatdownonthealtarstone。Iwonderedalittlethatsheshouldhavedoneso,butshereadmythought,andanswered:
  "Sometimeswechangeourfaiths,Humphrey,orperhapstheygrow。Also,haveInottoldyouthatsacrificeswereofferedonthisaltar?"andshesighedandsmiled。
  Idonotknowwhichwasthesweeter,thesmileorthesigh。
  Welookedatthewaterglimmeringinthecraterbeneathusontheedgeofwhichwesat。Welookedatheavenaboveinwhichthegreatmoonsailedroyally。Thenwelookedintoeachother’seyes。
  "Iloveyou,"Isaid。
  "Iknowit,"sheansweredgently。"Youhavelovedmefromthefirst,haveyounot?EvenwhenIlayasleepinthecoffinyoubegantoloveme,butuntilyoudreamedacertaindreamyouwouldnotadmitit。"
  "Yva,whatwasthemeaningofthatdream?"
  "Icannotsay,Humphrey。ButItellyouthis。Asyouwilllearnintime,onespiritmaybeclothedindifferentgarmentsoftheflesh。"
  Ididnotunderstandher,but,insomestrangeway,herwordsbroughttomymindthosethatNataliespokeatthelast,andI
  answered:
  "Yva,whenmywifelaydyingshebademeseekherelsewhere,forcertainlyIshouldfindher。Doubtlessshemeantbeyondtheshoresofdeath——orperhapsshealsodreamed。"
  Shebentherhead,lookingatmeverystrangely。
  "Yourwife,too,mayhavehadthegiftofdreams,Humphrey。AsyoudreamandIdream,somayhapshedreamed。Ofdreams,then,letussaynomore,sinceIthinkthattheyhaveservedtheirpurpose,andallthreeofusunderstand。"
  ThenIstretchedoutmyarms,andnextinstantmyheadlayuponherperfumedbreast。Shelifteditandkissedmeonthelips,saying:
  "WiththiskissagainIgivemyselftoyou。Butoh!Humphrey,donotasktoomuchofthegodofmypeople,Fate,"andshelookedmeintheeyesandsighed。
  "Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,trembling。
  "Many,manythings。Amongthem,thathappinessisnotformortals,andrememberthatthoughmylifebeganlongago,Iammortalasyouare,andthatineternitytimemakesnodifference。"
  "Andifso,Yva,whatthen?Dowemeetbuttopart?"
  "Whosaidit?NotI。Humphrey,Itellyouthis。Norearth,norheaven,norhellhaveanybarsthroughwhichlovecannotburstitswaytowardsreunionandcompleteness。Onlytheremustbelove,manifestedinmanyshapesandatmanytimes,buteverstrivingtoitsend,whichisnotoftheflesh。Aye,lovethathaslostitself,lovescorned,lovedefeated,lovethatseemsfalse,lovebetrayed,lovegoneastray,lovewanderingthroughtheworlds,loveasleepandlivinginitssleep,loveawakeandyetsleeping;alllovethathasinitthegermoflife。Itmattersnotwhatformlovetakes。IfitbetrueItellyouthatitwillwinitsway,andinthemanythatithasseemedtoworship,stillfindtheone,thoughperchancenothere。
  Atherwordsanumbfeargrippedmyheart。
  "Nothere?Thenwhere?"Isaid。
  "Askyourdeadwife,Humphrey。Askthedumbstars。AsktheGodyouworship,forIcannotanswer,saveinoneword——Somewhere!
  Man,benotafraid。DoyouthinkthatsuchasyouandIcanbelostintheachingabysmsofspace?Iknowbutlittle,yetItellyouthatweareitsrulers。Itellyouthatwe,too,aregods,ifonlywecanaspireandbelieve。Forthedoubtingandtimidthereisnaught。Forthosewhoseewiththeeyesofthesoulandstretchouttheirhandstograspthereisall。EvenBastinwilltellyouthis。"
  "But,"Isaid,"lifeisshort。Thoseworldsarefaraway,andyouarenear。"
  Shebecamewonderful,mysterious。
  "NearIamfar,"shesaid;"andfarIamnear,ifonlythisloveofyoursisstrongenoughtofollowandtoclasp。And,Humphrey,itneedsstrength,forhereIamafraidthatitwillbearlittleofsuchfruitasmendesiretopluck。"
  Againterrortookholdofme,andIlookedather,forIdidnotknowwhattosayorask。
  "Listen,"shewenton。"Alreadymyfatherhasofferedmetoyouinmarriage,hashenot,butatapricewhichyoudonotunderstand?Believeme,itisonethatyoushouldneverpay,sincetheruleoftheworldcanbetoodearlyboughtbytheslaughterofhalftheworld。Andifyouwouldpayit,Icannot。"
  "Butthisismadness!"Iexclaimed。"Yourfatherhasnopowersoverourearth。"
  "IwouldthatIcouldthinkso,Humphrey。Itellyouthathehaspowersandthatitishispurposetousethemashehasdonebefore。You,too,hewoulduse,andme。"
  "And,ifso,Yva,wearelordsofourselves。Letustakeeachotherwhilewemay。Bastinisapriest。"
  "Lordsofourselves!Why,foroughtIknow,atthisverymomentOrowatchesusinhisthoughtandlaughs。Onlyindeath,Humphrey,shallwepassbeyondhisreachandbecomelordsofourselves。"
  "Itismonstrous!"Icried。"Thereistheboat,letusflyaway。"
  "Whatboatcanbearusoutofstretchofthearmoftheoldgodofmypeople,Fate,whereofOroisthehighpriest?Nay,herewemustwaitourdoom。"
  "Doom,"Isaid——"doom?Whatthenisabouttohappen?"
  "Aterriblething,asIthink,Humphrey。Or,rather,itwillnothappen。"
  "Whynot,ifitmust?"
  "Beloved,"shewhispered,"Bastinhasexpoundedtomeanewfaithwhereofthemaster—wordisSacrifice。Theterriblethingwillnothappenbecauseofsacrifice!Askmenomore。"
  Shemusedawhile,seatedthereinthemoonlightupontheancientaltarofsacrifice,theveilsheworefallingaboutherfaceandmakinghermysterious。Thenshethrewitback,showingherlovelyeyesandglitteringhair,andlaughed。
  "Wehavestillanearthlyhour,"shesaid;"thereforeletusforgetthefar,deadpastandtheeternitiestocomeandbejoyfulinthathour。NowthrowyourarmsaboutmeandIwilltellyoustrangestoriesoflostdays,andyoushalllookintomyeyesandlearnwisdom,andyoushallkissmylipsandtasteofbliss——
  you,whowereandareandshallbe——you,thebelovedofYvafromthebeginningtotheendofTime。"
  ChapterXXII
  TheCommandIthinkthatbothBastinandBickley,byinstinctasitwere,knewwhathadpassedbetweenYvaandmyselfandthatshehadpromisedherselftome。Theyshowedthisbythewayinwhichtheyavoidedanymentionofhername。AlsotheybegantotalkoftheirownplansforthefutureasmattersinwhichIhadnopart。ThusIheardthemdiscussingthepossibilityofescapefromtheislandwhereofsuddenlytheyseemedtohavegrownweary,andwhetherbyanymeanstwomen(two,notthree)couldmanagetosailandsteerthelifeboatthatremaineduponthewreck。Inshort,asinallsuchcases,thewomanhadcomebetween;alsothepressureofacommonlosscausedthemtoforgettheirdifferencesandtodrawclosertogether。Iwhohadsucceededwheretheybothhadfailed,was,theyseemedtothink,outoftheirlives,somuchthatourancientintimacyhadended。