India,too,reallymovedhim。HeadmiredtheancientbuildingsatDelhiandAgra,especiallytheTajMahal。This,hedeclared,wasreminiscentofsomeofthepalacesthatstoodatPani,thecapitalcityoftheSonsofWisdom,beforeitwasdestroyedbytheBarbarians。
TheEnglishadministrationofthecountryalsoattractedawordofpraisefromhim,Ithinkbecauseofitsratherautocraticcharacter。Indeedhewentsofarastodeclarethat,withcertainmodifications,itshouldbecontinuedinthefuture,andeventointimatethathewouldbearthematterinmind。DemocraticformsofgovernmenthadnocharmsforOro。
Amongstotherplaces,westoppedatBenaresandwatchedthefuneralritesinprogressuponthebanksoftheholyGanges。Thebearersofthedeadbroughtthebodyofawomanwrappedinaredshroudthatglitteredwithtinselornaments。Comingforwardatarunandchantingastheyran,theyplacedituponthestonesforalittlewhile,thenlifteditupagainandcarrieditdownthestepstotheedgeoftheriver。Heretheytookwaterandpoureditoverthecorpse,thusperformingtheriteofthebaptismofdeath。Thisdone,theyplaceditsfeetinthewaterandleftitlookingverysmallandlonely。Presentlyappearedatall,white—drapedwomanwhotookherstandbythebodyandwailed。Itwasthedeadone’smother。Againthebearersapproachedandlaidthecorpseupontheflamingpyre。
"Theseritesareancient,"saidOro。"WhenIruledasKingoftheWorldtheywerepractisedinthisveryplace。ItispleasanttometofindsomethingthathassurvivedthechangefulnessofTime。Letitcontinuetilltheend。"
HereIwillcease。TheseexperiencesthatIhaverecordedarebutsamples,foralsowevisitedRussiaandothercountries。
Perhaps,too,theywerenotexperiencesatall,butonlydreamsconsequentonmystateofhealth。Icannotsayforcertain,thoughmuchofwhatIseemedtoseefittedinverywellindeedwithwhatIlearnedinafterdays,andcertainlyatthetimetheyappearedasrealasthoughOroandIhadstoodtogetheruponthosevariousshores。
ChapterXXI
Love’sEternalAltarNowofallthesehappeningsIsaidverylittletoBastinandBickley。Theformerwouldnothaveunderstoodthem,andthelatterattributedwhatIdidtellhimtomentaldelusionsfollowingonmyillness。ToYvaIdidspeakaboutthem,however,imploringhertoexplaintheiroriginandtotellmewhetherornottheywerebutvisionsofthenight。
Shelistenedtome,asIthoughtnotwithoutanxiety,fromwhichIgatheredthatshetoofearedformymind。Itwasnotso,however,forshesaid:
"Iamglad,OHumphrey,thatyourjourneyingsaredone,sincesuchthingsarenotwithoutdanger。Hewhotravelsfaroutofthebodymaychancetoreturntherenomore。"
"Butweretheyjourneyings,ordreams?"Iasked。
Sheevadedadirectanswer。
"Icannotsay。Myfatherhasgreatpowers。Idonotknowthemall。Itispossiblethattheywereneitherjourneyingsnordreams。Mayhapheusedyouasthesorcerersintheolddaysusedthemagicglass,andafterhehadputhisspelluponyou,readinyourmindthatwhichpasseselsewhere。"
Iunderstoodhertorefertowhatwecallclairvoyance,whenthepersonentrancedrevealssecretordistantthingstotheentrancer。Thisisamoreorlessestablishedphenomenonandmuchlessmarvelousthantheactualtransportationofthespiritualselfthroughspace。OnlyIneverknewofaninstanceinwhichtheseer,onawaking,rememberedthethingsthathehadseen,asinmycase。There,however,thematterrested,orrests,forIcouldextractnothingmorefromYva,whoappearedtometohaveherordersonthepoint。
NordidOroevertalkofwhatIhadseemedtoseeinhiscompany,althoughhecontinuedfromtimetotimetovisitmeatnight。Butnowourconversationwasofothermatters。AsBastinhaddiscovered,bysomeextraordinarygifthehadsoonlearnedhowtoreadtheEnglishlanguage,althoughheneverspokeasinglewordinthattongue。Amongourreferencebooksthatwebroughtfromtheyacht,wasathinpapereditionoftheEncyclopediaBritannica,whichheborrowedwhenhediscoveredthatitcontainedcompressedinformationaboutthevariouscountriesoftheworld,alsoconcerningalmosteveryothermatter。Mybeliefisthatwithinamonthorsothatmarvelousoldmannotonlyreadthisstupendousworkfromendtoend,butthatherememberedeverythingofinterestwhichitcontained。Atleast,hewouldappearandshowthefullestacquaintancewithcertainsubjectsorplaces,seekingfurtherlightfrommeconcerningthem,whichveryoftenIwasquiteunabletogivehim。
Anaccident,asitchanced,whereofIneednotsetoutthedetails,causedmetodiscoverthathisremarkableknowledgewaslimited。Thus,atoneperiod,heknewlittleaboutanymoderntopicwhichbeganwithaletterlaterinthealphabetthan,letussay,C。AfewdaysafterwardshewasacquaintedwiththoseuptoF,orG;andsoontillhereachedZ,whenheappearedtometoknoweverything,andreturnedthebook。Now,indeed,hewasamonumentoflearning,veryancientandverynew,andwithsomeEncyclopedia—garneredfactsordeductionsofwhathadhappenedbetween。
Moreover,hetooktoastronomicalresearch,formorethanoncewesawhimstandingontherockatnightstudyingtheheavens。Ononeoftheseoccasions,whenhehadthetwometalplates,ofwhichIhavespoken,inhishands,Iventuredtoapproachandaskwhathedid。Herepliedthathewascheckinghiscalculationsthathefoundtobequitecorrect,anexactperiodoftwohundredandfiftythousandyearshavinggonebysincehelaidhimselfdowntosleep。Then,byaidoftheplates,hepointedouttomecertainalterationsthathadhappenedduringthatperiodinthepositionsofsomeofthestars。
Forinstance,heshowedmeonewhich,byhelpofmyglasses,I
recognisedasSirius,andremarkedthattwohundredandfiftythousandyearsagoitwasfurtherawayandmuchsmaller。Nowitwaspreciselyintheplaceandofthesizewhichhehadpredicted,andhepointedtoitonhispropheticmap。Againheindicatedastarthatthenight—glasstoldmewasCapella,which,Isuppose,isoneofthemostbrilliantstarsinthesky,andshowedmethatonthemaphehadmadetwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago,itdidnotexist,asthenitwastoofarnorthtoappearthereon。Still,heobserved,thepassageofthisvastperiodoftimehadproducedbutlittleeffectuponthefaceoftheheavens。Tothehumaneyethemajorityofthestarshadnotmovedsoveryfar。
"Andyettheytravelfast,OHumphrey,"hesaid。"Considerthenhowgreatistheirjourneybetweenthetimetheygatherandthatdaywhen,worn—out,oncemoretheymelttovaporousgas。Youthinkmelong—livedwhocomparedtothemexistbutatinyfractionofasecond,nearlyallofwhichIhavebeendoomedtopassinsleep。And,Humphrey,Idesiretolive——I,whohavegreatplansandwouldshaketheworld。Butmydaydrawsin;afewbriefcenturiesandIshallbegone,and——whither,whither?"
"Ifyoulivedaslongasthosestars,theendwouldbethesame,Oro。"
"Yes,butthelifeofthestarsisverylong,millionsofmillionsofyears;also,afterdeath,theyreform,asotherstars。ButshallIreformasanotherOro?Withallmywisdom,I
donotknow。ItisknowntoFateonly——Fate—themasterofworldsandmenandthegodstheyworship——Fate,whomitmaypleasetospillmygatheredknowledge,tobelostinthesandsofTime。"
"Itseemsthatyouaregreat,"Isaid,"andhavelivedlongandlearnedmuch。Yettheendofitisthatyourlotisneitherworsenorbetterthanthatofuscreaturesofanhour。"
"Itisso,Humphrey。Presentlyyouwilldie,andwithinafewcenturiesIshalldiealsoandbeasyouare。Youbelievethatyouwillliveagaineternally。Itmaybesobecauseyoudobelieve,sinceFateallowsFaithtoshapethefuture,ifonlyforalittlewhile。ButinmeWisdomhasdestroyedFaithandthereforeImustdie。EvenifIsleepagainfortensofthousandsofyears,whatwillithelpme,seeingthatsleepisunconsciousnessandthatIshallonlywakeagaintodie,sincesleepdoesnotrestoretousouryouth?"
Heceased,andwalkedupanddowntherockwithatroubledmien。Thenhestoodinfrontofmeandsaidinatriumphantvoice:
"Atleast,whileIliveIwillrule,andthenletcomewhatmaycome。Iknowthatyoudonotbelieve,andthefirstvictoryofthisnewdayofmineshallbetomakeyoubelieve。Ihavegreatpowersandyoushallseethematwork,andafterwards,ifthingsgoright,rulewithmeforalittlewhile,perhaps,asthefirstofmysubjects。Hearkennow;inonesmallmattermycalculations,madesolongago,havegonewrong。Theyshowedmethatatthistimeadayofearthquakes,suchasthosethatagainandagainhaverockedandsplittheworld,wouldrecur。Butnowitseemsthatthereisanerror,atinyerrorofelevenhundredyears,whichmustgobybeforethoseearthquakescome。"
"Areyousure,"Isuggestedhumbly,"thatthereisnotalsoanerrorinthosestar—mapsyouhold?"
"Iamsure,Humphrey。Someday,whoknows?Youmayreturntoyourworldofmodernmenwho,Igather,haveknowledgeofthegreatscienceofastronomy。TakenowthesemapswithwhichIhavedone,andsubmitthemtothemostlearnedofthosemen,andletthemtellyouwhetherIwasrightorwronginwhatIwroteuponthismetaltwohundredandfiftythousandyearsago。Whateverelseisfalse,atleastthestarsintheirmotionscanneverdie。"
Thenhehandedmethemapsandwasgone。Ihavethemtoday,andifeverthisbookispublished,theywillappearwithit,thatthosewhoarequalifiedmayjudgeofthemandofthetruthorotherwiseofOro’swords。
FromthatnightforwardforquitealongtimeIsawOronomore。Norindeeddidanyofus,sinceforsomereasonofhisownheforbadeustovisittheundergroundcityofNyo。Oddlyenough,however,hecommandedYvatobringdownthespaniel,Tommy,tobewithhimfromtimetotime。WhenIaskedherwhy,shesaiditwasbecausehewaslonelyanddesiredthedog’scompanionship。Itseemedtousverystrangethatthissuper—man,whohadthewisdomoftenSolomonsgatheredinonewithinhisbreast,shouldyetdesirethecompanyofalittledog。Whatthenwastheworthoflearningandlonglife,or,indeed,ofanything?
Well,Solomonhimselfaskedthequestionagessince,andcouldgivenoanswersavethatallisvanity。
InotedaboutthistimethatYvabegantogrowverysadandtroubled;indeed,lookingathersuddenlyontwoorthreeoccasions,Isawthatherbeautifuleyeswereaswimwithtears。
Also,Inotedthatalwaysasshegrewsaddershebecame,inasense,morehuman。Inthebeginningshewas,asitwere,faraway。Onecouldneverforgetthatshewasthechildofsomealienracewhoseeyeshadlookedupontheworldwhen,bycomparison,humanitywasyoung;attimes,indeed,shemighthavebeenthedenizenofanotherplanet,strayedtoearth。Althoughsheneverflauntedit,onefeltthathersimplestwordhidsecretwisdom;
thattoherbookswereopeninwhichwecouldnotread。Moreover,asIhavesaid,occasionallypowerflamedoutofher,powerthatwasbeyondourkenandunderstanding。
Yetwithallthistherewasnothingelfishabouther,nothinguncanny。Shewasalwayskind,and,aswecouldfeel,innatelygoodandgentle—hearted,justawomanmadehalf—divinebygiftsandexperiencethatotherslack。Shedidnot,evenmakeuseofherwondrousbeautytomaddenmen,asshemightwellhavedonehadshebeensominded。ItistruethatbothBastinandBickleyfellinlovewithher,butthatwasonlybecauseallwithwhomshehadtodomustloveher,andthen,whenshetoldthemthatitmightnotbe,itwasinsuchafashionthatnosorenesswasleftbehind。Theywentonlovingher,thatwasall,butasmenlovetheirsistersortheirdaughters;asweconceivethattheymayloveinthatlandwherethereisnomarryingorgivinginmarriage。
Butnow,inhersadness,shedrewevernearertous,andespeciallytomyself,moreintunewithourageandthought。Intruth,saveforherroyalandglitteringlovelinessinwhichtherewassomequalitywhichproclaimedherofanotherblood,andforthatreserveofhiddenpowerwhichattimeswouldlookoutofhereyesorbreakthroughherwords,shemightinmostwayshavebeensomesingularlygiftedandbeautifulmodernwoman。
ThetimehascomewhenImustspeakofmyrelationswithYvaandoftheirclimax。Asmayhavebeenguessed,fromthefirstI
begantoloveher。Whiletheweekswentonthatlovegrewandgrew,untilitutterlypossessedme,althoughforacertainreasonconnectedwithonedead,atfirstIfoughtagainstit。Yetitdidnotdevelopquiteinthefashionthatmighthavebeenexpected。Therewasnoblazingupofpassion’sfire;ratherwasthereanever—increasingglowoftheholiestaffection,tillatlastitbecamealampbywhichImustguidemyfeetthroughlifeanddeath。Thisloveofmineseemednotofearthbutfromthestars。AsyetIhadsaidnothingtoherofitbecauseinsomewayIfeltthatshedidnotwishmetodoso,feltalsothatshewaswellawareofallthatpassedwithinmyheart,anddesired,asitwere,togiveittimetoripenthere。Thenonedaytherecameachange,andthoughnoglanceortouchofYva’stoldmeso,IknewthatthebarsweretakendownandthatImightspeak。
Itwasanightoffullmoon。AllthatafternoonshehadbeentalkingtoBastinapart,Isupposeaboutreligion,forIsawthathehadsomebooksinhishandfromwhichhewasexpoundingsomethingtoherinhisslow,earnestway。Thenshecameandsatwithuswhilewetookoureveningmeal。IrememberthatmineconsistedofsomeoftheLife—waterwhichshehadbroughtwithherandfruit,for,asIthinkIhavesaid,Ihadacquiredherdisliketomeat,alsothatsheatesomeplantains,throwingtheskinsforTommytofetchandlaughingathisplay。Whenitwasover,BastinandBickleywentawaytogether,whetherbychanceordesignIdonotknow,andshesaidtomesuddenly:
"Humphrey,youhaveoftenaskedmeaboutthecityPani,ofwhichalittleportionoftheruinsremainsuponthisisland,therestbeingburiedbeneaththewaters。IfyouwishIwillshowyouwhereourroyalpalacewasbeforethebarbariansdestroyeditwiththeirairships。Themoonisverybright,andbyitwecansee。"
Inodded,for,knowingwhatshemeant,somehowIcouldnotanswerher,andwebegantheascentofthehill。Sheexplainedtometheplanofthepalacewhenwereachedtheruins,showingmewhereherownapartmentshadbeen,andtherest。Itwasverystrangetohearherquietlytellingofbuildingswhichhadstoodandofthingsthathadhappenedovertwohundredandfiftythousandyearsbefore,muchasanymodernladymightdoofahousethathadbeendestroyedamonthagobyanearthquakeoraZeppelinbomb,whileshedescribedthedetailsofadisasterwhichnowfrightenedhernomore。IthinkitwasthenthatforthefirsttimeIreallybegantobelievethatinfactYvahadlivedallthoseaeonssinceandbeenasshestillappeared。
Wepassedfromthepalacetotheruinsofthetemple,throughwhat,asshesaid,hadbeenapleasure—garden,pointingoutwhereacertainavenueofrarepalmshadgrown,downwhichonceitwasherhabittowalkinthecooloftheday。Or,rather,thereweretwoterracedtemples,onededicatedtoFatelikethatintheundergroundcityofNyo,andtheothertoLove。OfthetempletoFateshetoldmeherfatherhadbeentheHighPriest,andofthetempletoLoveshewastheHighPriestess。
ThenitwasthatIunderstoodwhyshehadbroughtmehere。
Sheledthewaytoamarbleblockcoveredwithworn—outcarvingsandalmostburiedinthedebris。This,shesaid,wasthealtarofofferings。Iaskedherwhatofferings,andsherepliedwithasmile:
"Onlywine,tosignifythespiritoflife,andflowerstosymboliseitsfragrance,"andshelaidherfingeronacup—likedepression,stillapparentinthemarble,intowhichthewinewaspoured。
Indeed,IgatheredthattherewasnothingcoarseorbacchanalianaboutthisworshipofaprototypeofAphrodite;onthecontrary,thatitwasmoreorlessspiritualandethereal。Wesatdownonthealtarstone。Iwonderedalittlethatsheshouldhavedoneso,butshereadmythought,andanswered:
"Sometimeswechangeourfaiths,Humphrey,orperhapstheygrow。Also,haveInottoldyouthatsacrificeswereofferedonthisaltar?"andshesighedandsmiled。
Idonotknowwhichwasthesweeter,thesmileorthesigh。
Welookedatthewaterglimmeringinthecraterbeneathusontheedgeofwhichwesat。Welookedatheavenaboveinwhichthegreatmoonsailedroyally。Thenwelookedintoeachother’seyes。
"Iloveyou,"Isaid。
"Iknowit,"sheansweredgently。"Youhavelovedmefromthefirst,haveyounot?EvenwhenIlayasleepinthecoffinyoubegantoloveme,butuntilyoudreamedacertaindreamyouwouldnotadmitit。"
"Yva,whatwasthemeaningofthatdream?"
"Icannotsay,Humphrey。ButItellyouthis。Asyouwilllearnintime,onespiritmaybeclothedindifferentgarmentsoftheflesh。"
Ididnotunderstandher,but,insomestrangeway,herwordsbroughttomymindthosethatNataliespokeatthelast,andI
answered:
"Yva,whenmywifelaydyingshebademeseekherelsewhere,forcertainlyIshouldfindher。Doubtlessshemeantbeyondtheshoresofdeath——orperhapsshealsodreamed。"
Shebentherhead,lookingatmeverystrangely。
"Yourwife,too,mayhavehadthegiftofdreams,Humphrey。AsyoudreamandIdream,somayhapshedreamed。Ofdreams,then,letussaynomore,sinceIthinkthattheyhaveservedtheirpurpose,andallthreeofusunderstand。"
ThenIstretchedoutmyarms,andnextinstantmyheadlayuponherperfumedbreast。Shelifteditandkissedmeonthelips,saying:
"WiththiskissagainIgivemyselftoyou。Butoh!Humphrey,donotasktoomuchofthegodofmypeople,Fate,"andshelookedmeintheeyesandsighed。
"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,trembling。
"Many,manythings。Amongthem,thathappinessisnotformortals,andrememberthatthoughmylifebeganlongago,Iammortalasyouare,andthatineternitytimemakesnodifference。"
"Andifso,Yva,whatthen?Dowemeetbuttopart?"
"Whosaidit?NotI。Humphrey,Itellyouthis。Norearth,norheaven,norhellhaveanybarsthroughwhichlovecannotburstitswaytowardsreunionandcompleteness。Onlytheremustbelove,manifestedinmanyshapesandatmanytimes,buteverstrivingtoitsend,whichisnotoftheflesh。Aye,lovethathaslostitself,lovescorned,lovedefeated,lovethatseemsfalse,lovebetrayed,lovegoneastray,lovewanderingthroughtheworlds,loveasleepandlivinginitssleep,loveawakeandyetsleeping;alllovethathasinitthegermoflife。Itmattersnotwhatformlovetakes。IfitbetrueItellyouthatitwillwinitsway,andinthemanythatithasseemedtoworship,stillfindtheone,thoughperchancenothere。
Atherwordsanumbfeargrippedmyheart。
"Nothere?Thenwhere?"Isaid。
"Askyourdeadwife,Humphrey。Askthedumbstars。AsktheGodyouworship,forIcannotanswer,saveinoneword——Somewhere!
Man,benotafraid。DoyouthinkthatsuchasyouandIcanbelostintheachingabysmsofspace?Iknowbutlittle,yetItellyouthatweareitsrulers。Itellyouthatwe,too,aregods,ifonlywecanaspireandbelieve。Forthedoubtingandtimidthereisnaught。Forthosewhoseewiththeeyesofthesoulandstretchouttheirhandstograspthereisall。EvenBastinwilltellyouthis。"
"But,"Isaid,"lifeisshort。Thoseworldsarefaraway,andyouarenear。"
Shebecamewonderful,mysterious。
"NearIamfar,"shesaid;"andfarIamnear,ifonlythisloveofyoursisstrongenoughtofollowandtoclasp。And,Humphrey,itneedsstrength,forhereIamafraidthatitwillbearlittleofsuchfruitasmendesiretopluck。"
Againterrortookholdofme,andIlookedather,forIdidnotknowwhattosayorask。
"Listen,"shewenton。"Alreadymyfatherhasofferedmetoyouinmarriage,hashenot,butatapricewhichyoudonotunderstand?Believeme,itisonethatyoushouldneverpay,sincetheruleoftheworldcanbetoodearlyboughtbytheslaughterofhalftheworld。Andifyouwouldpayit,Icannot。"
"Butthisismadness!"Iexclaimed。"Yourfatherhasnopowersoverourearth。"
"IwouldthatIcouldthinkso,Humphrey。Itellyouthathehaspowersandthatitishispurposetousethemashehasdonebefore。You,too,hewoulduse,andme。"
"And,ifso,Yva,wearelordsofourselves。Letustakeeachotherwhilewemay。Bastinisapriest。"
"Lordsofourselves!Why,foroughtIknow,atthisverymomentOrowatchesusinhisthoughtandlaughs。Onlyindeath,Humphrey,shallwepassbeyondhisreachandbecomelordsofourselves。"
"Itismonstrous!"Icried。"Thereistheboat,letusflyaway。"
"Whatboatcanbearusoutofstretchofthearmoftheoldgodofmypeople,Fate,whereofOroisthehighpriest?Nay,herewemustwaitourdoom。"
"Doom,"Isaid——"doom?Whatthenisabouttohappen?"
"Aterriblething,asIthink,Humphrey。Or,rather,itwillnothappen。"
"Whynot,ifitmust?"
"Beloved,"shewhispered,"Bastinhasexpoundedtomeanewfaithwhereofthemaster—wordisSacrifice。Theterriblethingwillnothappenbecauseofsacrifice!Askmenomore。"
Shemusedawhile,seatedthereinthemoonlightupontheancientaltarofsacrifice,theveilsheworefallingaboutherfaceandmakinghermysterious。Thenshethrewitback,showingherlovelyeyesandglitteringhair,andlaughed。
"Wehavestillanearthlyhour,"shesaid;"thereforeletusforgetthefar,deadpastandtheeternitiestocomeandbejoyfulinthathour。NowthrowyourarmsaboutmeandIwilltellyoustrangestoriesoflostdays,andyoushalllookintomyeyesandlearnwisdom,andyoushallkissmylipsandtasteofbliss——
you,whowereandareandshallbe——you,thebelovedofYvafromthebeginningtotheendofTime。"
ChapterXXII
TheCommandIthinkthatbothBastinandBickley,byinstinctasitwere,knewwhathadpassedbetweenYvaandmyselfandthatshehadpromisedherselftome。Theyshowedthisbythewayinwhichtheyavoidedanymentionofhername。AlsotheybegantotalkoftheirownplansforthefutureasmattersinwhichIhadnopart。ThusIheardthemdiscussingthepossibilityofescapefromtheislandwhereofsuddenlytheyseemedtohavegrownweary,andwhetherbyanymeanstwomen(two,notthree)couldmanagetosailandsteerthelifeboatthatremaineduponthewreck。Inshort,asinallsuchcases,thewomanhadcomebetween;alsothepressureofacommonlosscausedthemtoforgettheirdifferencesandtodrawclosertogether。Iwhohadsucceededwheretheybothhadfailed,was,theyseemedtothink,outoftheirlives,somuchthatourancientintimacyhadended。
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