"If,"saidthegirlslowly,"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——"
"If!"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——"if!Why,hetoldmehimself!
Lookhowheliesthere,"addedtheGermanpathetically,"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink;
betterthannothing,Ithink,"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。"Bish!bish!mychicken,"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。"
Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。
Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。
"Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。
LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。
Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。
"Poorlambie,poorlambie!"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear—
likehead;"tiredishe!"
Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。
"Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,"heread。
Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。
"Iwasastranger。"
Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,"ItistheLord!"
Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。
Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。
"Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,"saidtheoldman。
"Haveyoubeenupallnight?"askedtheboy。
"Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。"
Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。
Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。
BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。
Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan:
"Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。"
"Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,"saidtheGermanmeekly。
"Beingastudentofhistorythen,"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?"
"Yes,yes,"saidtheGerman,lookingup。
"I,sir,"saidBonaparte,"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。
Yes,sir,"saidBonaparte,"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。"
TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。
"Theconnection,"saidBonaparte,"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees;
buttheconnectionisclose。"
"Isitpossible!"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。"NapoleonanIrishman!"
"Yes,"saidBonaparte,"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin——
daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!"
TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。
Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。
"Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!"hebrokeforthsuddenly;"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。
GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。
"No,no,"saidtheoldmanhumbly。"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。"
"I,myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I
wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit——
cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere——
coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。
"’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。
"’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’
"There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。
"’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’
"’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’
He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。
"’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。
"’Four,’saidI。
"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
"’Eight,’saidI。
"’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
"’Ten,’saidI。
"’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。
"’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’
"’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’
"’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’
"’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。
"’Godblessyou,’saidI。
"Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。
Yes,"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。
Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。
Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim;
thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall——
theleader,youmaysay。
"’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold;
thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。
"’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!"
BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。
"Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。"TheGermanlookedup。"Yes,"saidBonaparte,"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’
"Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout——
wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings?
Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved!
"MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto;
shediditwithoutmyknowledge。
"WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。
"Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’"
Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。
"Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。
Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。
"Ithink,"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。"
Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork:
"Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!"
Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。
"UncleOtto,"saidthechildinthedoorway,"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?"
"Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,"saidtheGerman。"Amanofsuchcourage,too!
Terribleexperiencethat!"
"Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?"
TheGerman’sirewasroused。
"ThatiswhatIdohate!"hecried。"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit?
ThatiswhatIhate!"
Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。
Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。
WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。
"Whatdostsee,chicken?"heasked。
Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。
"Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf—
grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。
"Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。"Ah,myfriend,"hesaidtremulously,"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord!
Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。
"Dear,dear,dear!"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,"youhavehadafright。
Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。
Ah,dear,dear!"
"WhenIlookedround,"saidBonaparte,"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?"
TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。
Bonapartedrainediteagerly。
"Howdoyoufeelnow?"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。
"Alittle,slightly,better。"
TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。
"Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。
"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I
believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!"
"Youareverykind,"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,"youareverykind。"
"Don’tmentionit,"saidBonaparte。
Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。
"Ah,myoldfriend,"hethusapostrophizedthehat,"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!"
AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。
"It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。"
"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。"
"No,no,no!"criedtheGermanenergetically。"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。"
"ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,"headded;"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。"
"Ihopenot,Ihopenot,"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。
"Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,"saidtheGermanpresently。"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——"
"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!"
Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。
AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。
Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid:
"ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。"
"TheblessedSabbath!"saidBonaparte。
Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。
"YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,"addedBonaparte。"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!"
"Well,wedo;yes,"saidtheGerman;"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。"
"Strangecoincidence,"saidBonaparte;"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI
calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,"saidBonaparte;"wouldtheymightreturn。"
TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice!
Afteragoodwhilehesaid:
"ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——"
"Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!"
Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。
"It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。
Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。
"Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。"
Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。
Chapter1。V。SundayServices。