首页 >出版文学> The Tale of Balen>第3章
  "If,"saidthegirlslowly,"hehadwalkedforonlyonedayhisbootswouldnothavelookedso;andif——"
  "If!"saidtheGermanstartingupinhischair,irritatedthatanyoneshoulddoubtsuchirrefragableevidence——"if!Why,hetoldmehimself!
  Lookhowheliesthere,"addedtheGermanpathetically,"wornout——poorfellow!Wehavesomethingforhimthough,"pointingwithhisforefingeroverhisshouldertothesaucepanthatstoodonthefire。"Wearenotcooks——notFrenchcooks,notquite;butit’sdrinkable,drinkable,Ithink;
  betterthannothing,Ithink,"headded,noddinghisheadinajocundmannerthatevincedhishighestimationofthecontentsofthesaucepanandhisprofoundsatisfactiontherein。"Bish!bish!mychicken,"hesaid,asLyndalltappedherlittlefootupanddownuponthefloor。"Bish!bish!mychicken,youwillwakehim。"
  Hemovedthecandlesothathisownheadmightintervenebetweenitandthesleeper’sface;and,smoothinghisnewspaper,headjustedhisspectaclestoread。
  Thechild’sgrey—blackeyesrestedonthefigureonthebed,thenturnedtotheGerman,thenrestedonthefigureagain。
  "Ithinkheisaliar。Goodnight,UncleOtto,"shesaidslowly,turningtothedoor。
  LongaftershehadgonetheGermanfoldedhispaperupmethodically,andputitinhispocket。
  Thestrangerhadnotawakenedtopartakeofthesoup,andhissonhadfallenasleepontheground。Takingtwowhitesheepskinsfromtheheapofsacksinthecorner,theoldmandoubledthemup,andliftingtheboy’sheadgentlyfromtheslateonwhichitrested,placedtheskinsbeneathit。
  "Poorlambie,poorlambie!"hesaid,tenderlypattingthegreatroughbear—
  likehead;"tiredishe!"
  Hethrewanovercoatacrosstheboy’sfeet,andliftedthesaucepanfromthefire。Therewasnoplacewheretheoldmancouldcomfortablyliedownhimself,soheresumedhisseat。Openingamuch—wornBible,hebegantoread,andashereadpleasantthoughtsandvisionsthrongedonhim。
  "Iwasastranger,andyetookmein,"heread。
  Heturnedagaintothebedwherethesleeperlay。
  "Iwasastranger。"
  Verytenderlytheoldmanlookedathim。Hesawnotthebloatedbodynortheevilfaceoftheman;but,asitwere,underdeepdisguiseandfleshlyconcealment,theformthatlongyearsofdreaminghadmadeveryrealtohim。"Jesus,lover,andisitgiventous,weakandsinful,frailanderring,toserveThee,totakeTheein!"hesaidsoftly,asherosefromhisseat。Fullofjoy,hebegantopacethelittleroom。NowandagainashewalkedhesangthelinesofaGermanhymn,ormutteredbrokenwordsofprayer。Thelittleroomwasfulloflight。ItappearedtotheGermanthatChristwasverynearhim,andthatatalmostanymomentthethinmistofearthlydarknessthatcloudedhishumaneyesmightbewithdrawn,andthatmademanifestofwhichthefriendsatEmmaus,beholdingit,said,"ItistheLord!"
  Again,andyetagain,throughthelonghoursofthatnight,astheoldmanwalkedhelookeduptotheroofofhislittleroom,withitsblackenedrafters,andyetsawthemnot。Hisroughbeardedfacewasilluminatedwitharadiantgladness;andthenightwasnotshortertothedreamingsleepersthantohimwhosewakingdreamsbroughtheavennear。
  Soquicklythenightfled,thathelookedupwithsurprisewhenatfouro’clockthefirstgreystreaksofsummerdawnshowedthemselvesthroughthelittlewindow。Thentheoldmanturnedtoraketogetherthefewcoalsthatlayundertheashes,andhisson,turningonthesheepskins,mutteredsleepilytoknowifitweretimetorise。
  "Liestill,liestill!Iwouldonlymakeafire,"saidtheoldman。
  "Haveyoubeenupallnight?"askedtheboy。
  "Yes;butithasbeenshort,veryshort。Sleepagain,mychicken;itisyetearly。"
  Andhewentouttofetchmorefuel。
  Chapter1。IV。BlessedisHeThatBelieveth。
  BonaparteBlenkinssatonthesideofthebed。Hehadwonderfullyrevivedsincethedaybefore,heldhisheadhigh,talkedinafullsonorousvoice,andategreedilyofalltheviandsofferedhim。Athissidewasabasinofsoup,fromwhichhetookadeepdraughtnowandagainashewatchedthefingersoftheGerman,whosatonthemudfloormendingthebottomofachair。
  Presentlyhelookedout,where,intheafternoonsunshine,afewhalf—grownostrichesmightbeseenwanderinglistlesslyabout,andthenhelookedinagainatthelittlewhitewashedroom,andatLyndall,whosatinthedoorwaylookingatabook。Thenheraisedhischinandtriedtoadjustanimaginaryshirt—collar。Findingnone,hesmoothedthelittlegreyfringeatthebackofhishead,andbegan:
  "Youareastudentofhistory,Iperceive,myfriend,fromthestudyofthesevolumesthatliescatteredaboutthisapartment;thisfacthasbeenmadeevidenttome。"
  "Well——alittle——perhaps——itmaybe,"saidtheGermanmeekly。
  "Beingastudentofhistorythen,"saidBonaparte,raisinghimselfloftily,"youwilldoubtlesshaveheardofmygreat,ofmycelebratedkinsman,NapoleonBonaparte?"
  "Yes,yes,"saidtheGerman,lookingup。
  "I,sir,"saidBonaparte,"wasbornatthishour,onanAprilafternoon,three—and—fiftyyearsago。Thenurse,sir——shewasthesamewhoattendedwhentheDukeofSutherlandwasborn——broughtmetomymother。’Thereisonlyonenameforthischild,’shesaid:’hehasthenoseofhisgreatkinsman;’andsoBonaparteBlenkinsbecamemyname——BonaparteBlenkins。
  Yes,sir,"saidBonaparte,"thereisastreamonmymaternalsidethatconnectsmewithastreamonhismaternalside。"
  TheGermanmadeasoundofastonishment。
  "Theconnection,"saidBonaparte,"isonewhichcouldnotbeeasilycomprehendedbyoneunaccustomedtothestudyofaristocraticpedigrees;
  buttheconnectionisclose。"
  "Isitpossible!"saidtheGerman,pausinginhisworkwithmuchinterestandastonishment。"NapoleonanIrishman!"
  "Yes,"saidBonaparte,"onthemother’sside,andthatishowwearerelated。Therewasn’tamantobeathim,"saidBonaparte,stretchinghimself——"notamanexcepttheDukeofWellington。Andit’sastrangecoincidence,"addedBonaparte,bendingforward,"buthewasaconnectionofmine。Hisnephew,theDukeofWellington’snephew,marriedacousinofmine。Shewasawoman!Seeheratoneofthecourtballs——ambersatin——
  daisiesinherhair。Worthgoingahundredmilestolookather!Oftenseenhertheremyself,sir!"
  TheGermanmovedtheleatherthongsinandout,andthoughtofthestrangevicissitudesofhumanlife,whichmightbringthekinsmanofdukesandemperorstohishumbleroom。
  Bonaparteappearedlostamongoldmemories。
  "Ah,thatDukeofWellington’snephew!"hebrokeforthsuddenly;"many’sthejokeI’vehadwithhim。OftencametovisitmeatBonaparteHall。
  GrandplaceIhadthen——park,conservatory,servants。Hehadonlyonefault,thatDukeofWellington’snephew,"saidBonaparte,observingthattheGermanwasdeeplyinterestedineveryword,"Hewasacoward——whatyoumightcallacoward。You’veneverbeeninRussia,Isuppose?"saidBonaparte,fixinghiscrosswiselookingeyesontheGerman’sface。
  "No,no,"saidtheoldmanhumbly。"France,England,Germany,alittleinthiscountry;itisallIhavetravelled。"
  "I,myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"Ihavebeenineverycountryintheworld,andspeakeverycivilisedlanguage,exceptingonlyDutchandGerman。I
  wroteabookofmytravels——noteworthyincidents。Publishergotit——
  cheatedmeoutofit。Greatrascalsthosepublishers!UpononeoccasiontheDukeofWellington’snephewandIweretravellinginRussia。Allofasuddenoneofthehorsesdroppeddowndeadasadoornail。Therewewere——
  coldnight——snowfourfeetthick——greatforest——onehorsenotbeingabletomovethesledge——nightcomingon——wolves。
  "’Spree!’saystheDukeofWellington’snephew。
  "’Spree,doyoucallit?saysI。’Lookout。’
  "There,stickingoutunderabush,wasnothinglessthanthenoseofabear。TheDukeofWellington’snephewwasupatreelikeashot;Istoodquietlyontheground,ascoolasIamatthismoment,loadedmygun,andclimbedupthetree。Therewasonlyonebough。
  "’Bon,’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew,’you’dbettersitinfront。’
  "’Allright,’saidI;’butkeepyourgunready。Therearemorecoming。’
  He’dgothisfaceburiedinmyback。
  "’Howmanyarethere?’saidhe。
  "’Four,’saidI。
  "’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
  "’Eight,’saidI。
  "’Howmanyaretherenow?’saidhe。
  "’Ten,’saidI。
  "’Ten!ten!’saidhe;anddowngoeshisgun。
  "’Wallie,’Isaid,’whathaveyoudone?We’redeadmennow。’
  "’Bon,myoldfellow,’saidhe,’Icouldn’thelpit;myhandstrembledso!’
  "’Wall,’Isaid,turningroundandseizinghishand,’Wallie,mydearlad,good—bye。I’mnotafraidtodie。Mylegsarelong——theyhangdown——thefirstbearthatcomesandIdon’thithim,offgoesmyfoot。WhenhetakesitIshallgiveyoumygunandgo。Youmayyetbesaved;buttell,oh,tellMaryAnnthatIthoughtofher,thatIprayedforher。’
  "’Good—bye,oldfellow,’saidhe。
  "’Godblessyou,’saidI。
  "Bythistimethebearsweresittinginacircleallaroundthetree。
  Yes,"saidBonaparteimpressively,fixinghiseyesontheGerman,"aregular,exact,circle。Themarksoftheirtailswereleftinthesnow,andImeasureditafterward;adrawing—mastercouldn’thavedoneitbetter。
  Itwasthatsavedme。Ifthey’drushedonmeatonce,pooroldBonwouldneverhavebeenheretotellthisstory。Buttheycameon,sir,systematically,onebyone。Alltherestsatontheirtailsandwaited。
  Thefirstfellowcameup,andIshothim;thesecondfellow——Ishothim;
  thethird——Ishothim。Atlastthetenthcame;hewasthebiggestofall——
  theleader,youmaysay。
  "’Wall,’Isaid,’givemeyourhand。Myfingersarestiffwiththecold;
  thereisonlyonebulletleft。Ishallmisshim。Whileheiseatingmeyougetdownandtakeyourgun;andlive,dearfriend,livetorememberthemanwhogavehislifeforyou!’Bythattimethebearwasatme。Ifelthispawonmytrousers。
  "’Oh,Bonnie!Bonnie!’saidtheDukeofWellington’snephew。ButIjusttookmygunandputthemuzzletothebear’sear——overhefell——dead!"
  BonaparteBlenkinswaitedtoobservewhateffecthisstoryhadmade。Thenhetookoutadirtywhitehandkerchiefandstrokedhisforehead,andmoreespeciallyhiseyes。
  "Italwaysaffectsmetorelatethatadventure,"heremarked,returningthehandkerchieftohispocket。"Ingratitude——base,vileingratitude——isrecalledbyit!Thatman,thatman,whobutformewouldhaveperishedinthepathlesswildsofRussia,thatmaninthehourofmyadversityforsookme。"TheGermanlookedup。"Yes,"saidBonaparte,"Ihadmoney,Ihadlands;Isaidtomywife:’ThereisAfrica,astrugglingcountry;theywantcapital;theywantmenoftalent;theywantmenofabilitytoopenupthatland。Letusgo。’
  "Iboughteightthousandpounds’worthofmachinery——winnowing,plowing,reapingmachines;Iloadedashipwiththem。NextsteamerIcameout——
  wife,children,all。GottotheCape。Whereistheshipwiththethings?
  Lost——gonetothebottom!Andtheboxwiththemoney?Lost——nothingsaved!
  "MywifewrotetotheDukeofWellington’snephew;Ididn’twishherto;
  shediditwithoutmyknowledge。
  "WhatdidthemanwhoselifeIsaveddo?Didhesendmethirtythousandpounds?say,’Bonaparte,mybrother,hereisacrumb?’No;hesentmenothing。
  "Mywifesaid,’Write。’Isaid,’MaryAnn,NO。Whilethesehandshavepowertowork,NO。Whilethisframehaspowertoendure,NO。NevershallitbesaidthatBonaparteBlenkinsaskedofanyman。’"
  Theman’snobleindependencetouchedtheGerman。
  "Yourcaseishard;yes,thatishard,"saidtheGerman,shakinghishead。
  Bonapartetookanotherdraughtofthesoup,leanedbackagainstthepillows,andsigheddeeply。
  "Ithink,"hesaidafterawhile,rousinghimself,"Ishallnowwanderinthebenignair,andtastethegentlecoolofevening。Thestiffnesshoversovermeyet;exerciseisbeneficial。"
  Sosaying,headjustedhishatcarefullyonthebaldcrownofhishead,andmovedtothedoor。AfterhehadgonetheGermansighedagainoverhiswork:
  "Ah,Lord!Soitis!Ah!"
  Hethoughtoftheingratitudeoftheworld。
  "UncleOtto,"saidthechildinthedoorway,"didyoueverhearoftenbearssittingontheirtailsinacircle?"
  "Well,notoftenexactly:butbearsdoattacktravellerseveryday。Itisnothingunheardof,"saidtheGerman。"Amanofsuchcourage,too!
  Terribleexperiencethat!"
  "Andhowdoweknowthatthestoryistrue,UncleOtto?"
  TheGerman’sirewasroused。
  "ThatiswhatIdohate!"hecried。"Knowthatistrue!Howdoyouknowthatanythingistrue?Becauseyouaretoldso。Ifwebegintoquestioneverything——proof,proof,proof,whatwillwehavetobelieveleft?HowdoyouknowtheangelopenedtheprisondoorforPeter,exceptthatPetersaidso?HowdoyouknowthatGodtalkedtoMoses,exceptthatMoseswroteit?
  ThatiswhatIhate!"
  Thegirlknitherbrows。PerhapsherthoughtsmadealongerjourneythantheGermandreamedof;for,markyou,theolddreamlittlehowtheirwordsandlivesaretextsandstudiestothegenerationthatshallsucceedthem。
  Notwhatwearetaught,butwhatwesee,makesus,andthechildgathersthefoodonwhichtheadultfeedstotheend。
  WhentheGermanlookedupnexttherewasalookofsupremesatisfactioninthelittlemouthandthebeautifuleyes。
  "Whatdostsee,chicken?"heasked。
  Thechildsaidnothing,andanagonizingshriekwasborneontheafternoonbreeze。
  "Oh,God!myGod!Iamkilled!"criedthevoiceofBonaparte,ashe,withwideopenmouthandshakingflesh,fellintotheroom,followedbyahalf—
  grownostrich,whoputitsheadinatthedoor,openeditsbeakathim,andwentaway。
  "Shutthedoor!shutthedoor!Asyouvaluemylife,shutthedoor!"criedBonaparte,sinkingintoachair,hisfaceblueandwhite,withagreenishnessaboutthemouth。"Ah,myfriend,"hesaidtremulously,"eternityhaslookedmeintheface!Mylife’sthreadhunguponacord!
  Thevalleyoftheshadowofdeath!"saidBonaparte,seizingtheGerman’sarm。
  "Dear,dear,dear!"saidtheGerman,whohadclosedthelowerhalfofthedoor,andstoodmuchconcernedbesidethestranger,"youhavehadafright。
  Ineverknewsoyoungabirdtochasebefore;buttheywilltakedislikestocertainpeople。Isentaboyawayoncebecauseabirdwouldchasehim。
  Ah,dear,dear!"
  "WhenIlookedround,"saidBonaparte,"theredandyawningcavitywasaboveme,andthereprehensiblepawraisedtostrikeme。Mynerves,"saidBonaparte,suddenlygrowingfaint,"alwaysdelicate——highlystrung——arebroken——broken!Youcouldnotgivealittlewine,alittlebrandymyfriend?"
  TheoldGermanhurriedawaytothebookshelf,andtookfrombehindthebooksasmallbottle,halfofwhosecontentshepouredintoacup。
  Bonapartedrainediteagerly。
  "Howdoyoufeelnow?"askedtheGerman,lookingathimwithmuchsympathy。
  "Alittle,slightly,better。"
  TheGermanwentouttopickupthebatteredchimneypotwhichhadfallenbeforethedoor。
  "Iamsorryyougotthefright。Thebirdsarebadthingstillyouknowthem,"hesaidsympathetically,asheputthehatdown。
  "Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,holdingouthishand,"Iforgiveyou;donotbedisturbed。Whatevertheconsequences,Iforgiveyou。Iknow,I
  believe,itwaswithnoill—intentthatyouallowedmetogoout。Givemeyourhand。Ihavenoill—feeling;none!"
  "Youareverykind,"saidtheGerman,takingtheextendedhand,andfeelingsuddenlyconvincedthathewasreceivingmagnanimousforgivenessforsomegreatinjury,"youareverykind。"
  "Don’tmentionit,"saidBonaparte。
  Heknockedoutthecrownofhiscaved—inoldhat,placeditonthetablebeforehim,leanedhiselbowsonthetableandhisfaceinhishands,andcontemplatedit。
  "Ah,myoldfriend,"hethusapostrophizedthehat,"youhaveservedmelong,youhaveservedmefaithfully,butthelastdayhascome。Nevermoreshallyoubeborneupontheheadofyourmaster。Nevermoreshallyouprotecthisbrowfromtheburningraysofsummerorthecuttingwindsofwinter。Henceforthbare—headedmustyourmastergo。Good—bye,good—bye,oldhat!"
  AttheendofthisaffectingappealtheGermanrose。Hewenttotheboxatthefootofhisbed;outofithetookablackhat,whichhadevidentlybeenseldomwornandcarefullypreserved。
  "It’snotexactlywhatyoumayhavebeenaccustomedto,"hesaidnervously,puttingitdownbesidethebatteredchimneypot,"butitmightbeofsomeuse——aprotectiontothehead,youknow。"
  "Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"youarenotfollowingmyadvice;youareallowingyourselftobereproachedonmyaccount。Donotmakeyourselfunhappy。No;Ishallgobare—headed。"
  "No,no,no!"criedtheGermanenergetically。"Ihavenouseforthehat,noneatall。Itisshutupinthebox。"
  "ThenIwilltakeit,myfriend。Itisacomforttoone’sownmindwhenyouhaveunintentionallyinjuredanyonetomakereparation。Iknowthefeeling。Thehatmaynotbeofthatrefinedcutofwhichtheoldonewas,butitwillserve,yes,itwillserve。Thankyou,"saidBonaparte,adjustingitonhishead,andthenreplacingitonthetable。"Ishallliedownnowandtakealittlerepose,"headded;"Imuchfearmyappetiteforsupperwillbelost。"
  "Ihopenot,Ihopenot,"saidtheGerman,reseatinghimselfathiswork,andlookingmuchconcernedasBonapartestretchedhimselfonthebedandturnedtheendofthepatchworkquiltoverhisfeet。
  "Youmustnotthinktomakeyourdeparture,notformanydays,"saidtheGermanpresently。"TantSanniegivesherconsent,and——"
  "Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,closinghiseyessadly,"youarekind;butwereitnotthattomorrowistheSabbath,weakandtremblingasIliehere,Iwouldproceedonmyway。Imustseekwork;idlenessbutforadayispainful。Work,labour——thatisthesecretofalltruehappiness!"
  Hedoubledthepillarunderhishead,andwatchedhowtheGermandrewtheleatherthongsinandout。
  AfterawhileLyndallsilentlyputherbookontheshelfandwenthome,andtheGermanstoodupandbegantomixsomewaterandmealforroaster—cakes。
  Ashestirredthemwithhishandshesaid:
  "ImakealwaysadoublesupplyonSaturdaynight;thehandsarethenfreeasthethoughtsforSunday。"
  "TheblessedSabbath!"saidBonaparte。
  Therewasapause。Bonapartetwistedhiseyeswithoutmovinghishead,toseeifsupperwerealreadyonthefire。
  "YoumustsorelymisstheadministrationoftheLord’swordinthisdesolatespot,"addedBonaparte。"Oh,howloveIThinehouse,andtheplacewhereThinehonourdwelleth!"
  "Well,wedo;yes,"saidtheGerman;"butwedoourbest。Wemeettogether,andI——well,Isayafewwords,andperhapstheyarenotwhollylost,notquite。"
  "Strangecoincidence,"saidBonaparte;"myplanalwayswasthesame。WasintheFreeStateonce——solitaryfarm——oneneighbour。EverySundayI
  calledtogetherfriendandneighbour,childandservant,andsaid,’Rejoicewithme,thatwemayservetheLord,’andthenIaddressedthem。Ah,thosewereblessedtimes,"saidBonaparte;"wouldtheymightreturn。"
  TheGermanstirredatthecakes,andstirred,andstirred,andstirred。Hecouldgivethestrangerhisbed,andhecouldgivethestrangerhishat,andhecouldgivethestrangerhisbrandy;buthisSundayservice!
  Afteragoodwhilehesaid:
  "ImightspeaktoTantSannie;Imightarrange;youmighttaketheserviceinmyplace,ifit——"
  "Myfriend,"saidBonaparte,"itwouldgivemetheprofoundestfelicity,themostunboundedsatisfaction;butintheseworn—outhabiliments,inthesedeterioratedgarments,itwouldnotbepossible,itwouldnotbefittingthatIshouldofficiateinserviceofOnewhom,forrespect,weshallnotname。No,myfriend,Iwillremainhere;and,whileyouareassemblingyourselvestogetherinthepresenceoftheLord,I,inmysolitude,willthinkofandprayforyou。No;Iwillremainhere!"
  Itwasatouchingpicture——thesolitarymanthereprayingforthem。TheGermanclearedhishandsfromthemeal,andwenttothechestfromwhichhehadtakentheblackhat。Afteralittlecarefulfeelingabout,heproducedablackclothcoat,trousers,andwaistcoat,whichhelaidonthetable,smilingknowingly。Theywereofnewshiningcloth,worntwiceayear,whenhewenttothetowntonachtmaal。Helookedwithgreatprideatthecoatasheunfoldeditandhelditup。
  "It’snotthelatestfashion,perhaps,notaWestEndcut,notexactly;butitmightdo;itmightserveatapush。Tryiton,tryiton!"hesaid,hisoldgreyeyestwinklingwithpride。
  Bonapartestoodupandtriedonthecoat。Itfittedadmirably;thewaistcoatcouldbemadetobuttonbyrippinguptheback,andthetrouserswereperfect;butbelowweretheraggedboots。TheGermanwasnotdisconcerted。Goingtothebeamwhereapairoftop—bootshung,hetookthemoff,dustedthemcarefully,andputthemdownbeforeBonaparte。Theoldeyesnowfairlybrimmedoverwithsparklingenjoyment。
  "Ihaveonlywornthemonce。Theymightserve;theymightbeendured。"
  Bonapartedrewthemonandstoodupright,hisheadalmosttouchingthebeams。TheGermanlookedathimwithprofoundadmiration。Itwaswonderfulwhatadifferencefeathersmadeinthebird。
  Chapter1。V。SundayServices。