首页 >出版文学> THE SONG OF THE LARK>第7章
  "Wasshethegreatestsingeryoueverheard?"
  Wunschnoddedgravely。"Quiteso。Shewasthemost——"hehuntedforanEnglishword,liftedhishandoverhisheadandsnappedhisfingersnoiselesslyintheair,enunciatingfiercely,"KUNST—LER—ISCH!"Thewordseemedtoglitterinhisupliftedhand,hisvoicewassofullofemotion。
  Wunschrosefromthestoolandbegantobuttonhiswaddedjacket,preparingtoreturntohishalf—heatedroomintheloft。Thearegretfullyputonhercloakandhoodandsetoutforhome。
  WhenWunschlookedforhisscorelatethatafternoon,hefoundthatTheahadnotforgottentotakeitwithher。
  Hesmiledhisloose,sarcasticsmile,andthoughtfullyrubbedhisstubblychinwithhisredfingers。WhenFritzcamehomeintheearlybluetwilightthesnowwasflyingfaster,Mrs。KohlerwascookingHASENPFEFFERinthekitchen,andtheprofessorwasseatedatthepiano,playingtheGluck,whichheknewbyheart。OldFritztookoffhisshoesquietlybehindthestoveandlaydownontheloungebeforehismasterpiece,wherethefirelightwasplayingoverthewallsofMoscow。Helistened,whiletheroomgrewdarkerandthewindowsduller。Wunschalwayscamebacktothesamething:——
  "ACH,ICHHABESIEVERLOREN,
  EURIDICE,EURIDICE!"
  FromtimetotimeFritzsighedsoftly。He,too,hadlostaEuridice。
  XI
  OneSaturday,lateinJune,Theaarrivedearlyforherlesson。Assheperchedherselfuponthepianostool,——awobbly,old—fashionedthingthatworkedonacreakyscrew,——shegaveWunschasideglance,smiling。"Youmustnotbecrosstometo—day。Thisismybirthday。"
  "So?"hepointedtothekeyboard。
  AfterthelessontheywentouttojoinMrs。Kohler,whohadaskedTheatocomeearly,sothatshecouldstayandsmellthelindenbloom。Itwasoneofthosestilldaysofintenselight,wheneveryparticleofmicainthesoilflashedlikealittlemirror,andtheglarefromtheplainbelowseemedmoreintensethantheraysfromabove。Thesandridgesranglitteringgoldouttowherethemiragelickedthemup,shiningandsteaminglikealakeinthetropics。
  Theskylookedlikebluelava,foreverincapableofclouds,——aturquoisebowlthatwasthelidofthedesert。AndyetwithinMrs。Kohler’sgreenpatchthewaterdripped,thebedshadallbeenhosed,andtheairwasfreshwithrapidlyevaporatingmoisture。
  Thetwosymmetricallindentreesweretheproudestthingsinthegarden。Theirsweetnessembalmedalltheair。Ateveryturnofthepaths,——whetheronewenttoseethehollyhocksorthebleedingheart,ortolookatthepur—
  plemorning—gloriesthatranoverthebean—poles,——wher—
  everonewent,thesweetnessofthelindensstruckoneafreshandonealwayscamebacktothem。Undertheroundleaves,wherethewaxenyellowblossomshung,beviesofwildbeeswerebuzzing。Thetamariskswerestillpink,andtheflower—bedsweredoingtheirbestinhonorofthelindenfestival。Thewhitedove—housewasshiningwithafreshcoatofpaint,andthepigeonswerecrooningcontentedly,
  flyingdownoftentodrinkatthedripfromthewatertank。
  Mrs。Kohler,whowastransplantingpansies,cameupwithhertrowelandtoldTheaitwasluckytohaveyourbirthdaywhenthelindenswereinbloom,andthatshemustgoandlookatthesweetpeas。Wunschaccompaniedher,andastheywalkedbetweentheflower—bedshetookThea’shand。
  "ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,"——
  hemuttered。"YouknowthatvonHeine?IMLEUCHTENDEN
  SOMMERMORGEN?"HelookeddownatTheaandsoftlypressedherhand。
  "No,Idon’tknowit。WhatdoesFLUSTERNmean?"
  "FLUSTERN?——towhisper。Youmustbeginnowtoknowsuchthings。Thatisnecessary。Howmanybirthdays?"
  "Thirteen。I’minmy’teensnow。ButhowcanIknowwordslikethat?Ionlyknowwhatyousayatmylessons。
  Theydon’tteachGermanatschool。HowcanIlearn?"
  "Itisalwayspossibletolearnwhenonelikes,"saidWunsch。Hiswordswereperemptory,asusual,buthistonewasmild,evenconfidential。"Thereisalwaysaway。
  Andifsomedayyouaregoingtosing,itisnecessarytoknowwelltheGermanlanguage。"
  Theastoopedovertopickaleafofrosemary。HowdidWunschknowthat,whentheveryrosesonherwall—paperhadneverheardit?"ButamIgoingto?"sheasked,stillstooping。
  "Thatisforyoutosay,"returnedWunschcoldly。"YouwouldbettermarrysomeJACOBhereandkeepthehouseforhim,may—be?Thatisasonedesires。"
  Theaflashedupathimaclear,laughinglook。"No,I
  don’twanttodothat。Youknow,"shebrushedhiscoat—
  sleevequicklywithheryellowhead。"OnlyhowcanI
  learnanythinghere?It’ssofarfromDenver。"
  Wunsch’slooselowerlipcurledinamusement。Then,asifhesuddenlyrememberedsomething,hespokeseriously。
  "Nothingisfarandnothingisnear,ifonedesires。The
  worldislittle,peoplearelittle,humanlifeislittle。Thereisonlyonebigthing——desire。Andbeforeit,whenitisbig,allislittle。ItbroughtColumbusacrosstheseainalittleboat,UNDSOWEITER。"Wunschmadeagrimace,tookhispupil’shandanddrewhertowardthegrapearbor。"Here—
  afterIwillmorespeaktoyouinGerman。Now,sitdownandIwillteachyouforyourbirthdaythatlittlesong。Askmethewordsyoudonotknowalready。Now:IMLEUCH—
  TENDENSOMMERMORGEN。"
  Theamemorizedquicklybecauseshehadthepoweroflisteningintently。Inafewmomentsshecouldrepeattheeightlinesforhim。Wunschnoddedencouraginglyandtheywentoutofthearborintothesunlightagain。Astheywentupanddownthegravelpathsbetweentheflower—
  beds,thewhiteandyellowbutterflieskeptdartingbeforethem,andthepigeonswerewashingtheirpinkfeetatthedripandcrooningintheirhuskybass。OverandoveragainWunschmadehersaythelinestohim。"Youseeitisnothing。IfyoulearnagreatmanyoftheLIEDER,youwillknowtheGermanlanguagealready。WEITER,NUN。"Hewouldinclinehisheadgravelyandlisten。
  "IMLEUCHTENDENSOMMERMORGEN
  GEH’ICHIMGARTENHERUM;
  ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN,ICHABER,ICHWANDTESTUMM。
  "ESFLUSTERNUNDSPRECHENDIEBLUMEN
  UNDSCHAU’NMITLEIDIGMICHAN:
  `SEIUNSERERSCHWESTERNICHTBOSE,DUTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN!’"
  (Inthesoft—shiningsummermorningIwanderedthegardenwithin。
  Theflowerstheywhisperedandmurmured,ButI,Iwandereddumb。
  Theflowerstheywhisperandmurmur,Andmewithcompassiontheyscan:
  "Oh,benotharshtooursister,Thousorrowful,death—paleman!")
  Wunschhadnoticedbeforethatwhenhispupilreadanythinginversethecharacterofhervoicechangedalto—
  gether;itwasnolongerthevoicewhichspokethespeechofMoonstone。Itwasasoft,richcontralto,andshereadquietly;thefeelingwasinthevoiceitself,notindicatedbyemphasisorchangeofpitch。Sherepeatedthelittleversesmusically,likeasong,andtheentreatyoftheflowerswasevensofterthantherest,astheshyspeechofflowersmightbe,andsheendedwiththevoicesuspended,almostwitharisinginflection。Itwasanature—voice,Wunschtoldhim—
  self,breathedfromthecreatureandapartfromlanguage,likethesoundofthewindinthetrees,orthemurmurofwater。
  "Whatisittheflowersmeanwhentheyaskhimnottobeharshtotheirsister,eh?"heasked,lookingdownathercuriouslyandwrinklinghisdullredforehead。
  Theaglancedathiminsurprise。"Isupposehethinkstheyareaskinghimnottobeharshtohissweetheart——orsomegirltheyremindhimof。"
  "AndwhyTRAURIGER,BLASSERMANN?"
  Theyhadcomebacktothegrapearbor,andTheapickedoutasunnyplaceonthebench,whereatortoise—shellcatwasstretchedatfulllength。Shesatdown,bendingoverthecatandteasinghiswhiskers。"Becausehehadbeenawakeallnight,thinkingabouther,wasn’tit?Maybethatwaswhyhewasupsoearly。"
  Wunschshruggedhisshoulders。"Ifhethinkaboutherallnightalready,whydoyousaytheflowersremindhim?"
  Thealookedupathiminperplexity。Aflashofcompre—
  hensionlitherfaceandshesmiledeagerly。"Oh,Ididn’tmean`remind’inthatway!Ididn’tmeantheybroughthertohismind!Imeantitwasonlywhenhecameoutinthemorning,thatsheseemedtohimlikethat,——likeoneoftheflowers。"
  "Andbeforehecameout,howdidsheseem?"
  ThistimeitwasTheawhoshruggedhershoulders。The
  warmsmileleftherface。Sheliftedhereyebrowsinannoy—
  anceandlookedoffatthesandhills。
  Wunschpersisted。"Whyyounotanswerme?"
  "Becauseitwouldbesilly。Youarejusttryingtomakemesaythings。Itspoilsthingstoaskquestions。"
  Wunschbowedmockingly;hissmilewasdisagreeable。
  Suddenlyhisfacegrewgrave,grewfierce,indeed。Hepulledhimselfupfromhisclumsystoopandfoldedhisarms。"Butitisnecessarytoknowifyouknowsomethings。Some—
  thingscannotbetaught。Ifyounotknowinthebeginning,younotknowintheend。Forasingertheremustbesome—
  thingintheinsidefromthebeginning。Ishallnotbelonginthisplace,may—be,andIliketoknow。Yes,"——hegroundhisheelinthegravel,——"yes,whenyouarebarelysix,youmustknowthatalready。Thatisthebeginningofallthings;DERGEIST,DIEPHANTASIE。Itmustbeinthebaby,whenitmakesitsfirstcry,likeDERRHYTHMUS,oritisnottobe。Youhavesomevoicealready,andifinthebeginning,whenyouarewiththings—to—play,youknowthatwhatyouwillnottellme,thenyoucanlearntosing,may—be。"
  Wunschbegantopacethearbor,rubbinghishandsto—
  gether。Thedarkflushofhisfacehadspreadupundertheiron—graybristlesonhishead。Hewastalkingtohimself,nottoThea。Insidiouspowerofthelindenbloom!"Oh,muchyoucanlearn!ABERNICHTDIEAMERICANISCHENFRAU—
  LEIN。Theyhavenothinginsidethem,"strikinghischestwithbothfists。"TheyareliketheonesintheMAR—
  CHEN,agrinningfaceandhollowintheinsides。Some—
  thingtheycanlearn,oh,yes,may—be!Butthesecret——
  whatmaketherosetored,theskytoblue,themantolove——INDERBRUST,INDERBRUSTitis,UNDOHNEDIESESGIEBTES
  KEINEKUNST,GIEBTESKEINEKUNST!"Hethrewuphissquarehandandshookit,allthefingersapartandwagging。Purpleandbreathlesshewentoutofthearborandintothehouse,withoutsayinggood—bye。TheseoutburstsfrightenedWunsch。Theywerealwaysharbingersofill。
  Theagothermusic—bookandstolequietlyoutofthegarden。Shedidnotgohome,butwanderedoffintothesanddunes,wherethepricklypearwasinblossomandthegreenlizardswereracingeachotherintheglitteringlight。
  Shewasshakenbyapassionateexcitement。ShedidnotaltogetherunderstandwhatWunschwastalkingabout;
  andyet,inawaysheknew。Sheknew,ofcourse,thattherewassomethingaboutherthatwasdifferent。Butitwasmorelikeafriendlyspiritthanlikeanythingthatwasapartofherself。Shethoughteverythingtoit,anditan—
  sweredher;happinessconsistedofthatbackwardandfor—
  wardmovementofherself。Thesomethingcameandwent,sheneverknewhow。Sometimesshehuntedforitandcouldnotfindit;again,sheliftedhereyesfromabook,orsteppedoutofdoors,orwakenedinthemorning,anditwasthere,——
  underhercheek,itusuallyseemedtobe,oroverherbreast,——akindofwarmsureness。Andwhenitwasthere,everythingwasmoreinterestingandbeautiful,evenpeople。
  Whenthiscompanionwaswithher,shecouldgetthemostwonderfulthingsoutofSpanishJohnny,orWunsch,orDr。Archie。
  Onherthirteenthbirthdayshewanderedforalongwhileaboutthesandridges,pickingupcrystalsandlookingintotheyellowprickly—pearblossomswiththeirthousandsta—
  mens。ShelookedatthesandhillsuntilshewishedsheWEREasandhill。Andyetsheknewthatshewasgoingtoleavethemallbehindsomeday。Theywouldbechangingalldaylong,yellowandpurpleandlavender,andshewouldnotbethere。Fromthatdayon,shefelttherewasasecretbetweenherandWunsch。Togethertheyhadliftedalid,pulledoutadrawer,andlookedatsomething。Theyhiditawayandneverspokeofwhattheyhadseen;butneitherofthemforgotit。
  XII
  OneJulynight,whenthemoonwasfull,Dr。Archiewascomingupfromthedepot,restlessanddiscon—
  tented,wishingthereweresomethingtodo。Hecarriedhisstrawhatinhishand,andkeptbrushinghishairbackfromhisforeheadwithapurposeless,unsatisfiedgesture。
  AfterhepassedUncleBillyBeemer’scottonwoodgrove,thesidewalkranoutoftheshadowintothewhitemoon—
  lightandcrossedthesandgullyonhighposts,likeabridge。
  Asthedoctorapproachedthistrestle,hesawawhitefigure,andrecognizedTheaKronborg。Hequickenedhispaceandshecametomeethim。
  "Whatareyoudoingoutsolate,mygirl?"heaskedashetookherhand。
  "Oh,Idon’tknow。Whatdopeoplegotobedsoearlyfor?I’dliketorunalongbeforethehousesandscreechatthem。Isn’titgloriousouthere?"
  Theyoungdoctorgaveamelancholylaughandpressedherhand。
  "Thinkofit,"Theasnortedimpatiently。"Nobodyupbutusandtherabbits!I’vestarteduphalfadozenof’em。
  Lookatthatlittleonedowntherenow,"——shestoopedandpointed。Inthegullybelowthemtherewas,indeed,alittlerabbitwithawhitespotofatail,crouchingdownonthesand,quitemotionless。Itseemedtobelappingupthemoonlightlikecream。Ontheothersideofthewalk,downintheditch,therewasapatchoftall,ranksunflowers,theirshaggyleaveswhitewithdust。Themoonstoodoverthecottonwoodgrove。Therewasnowind,andnosoundbutthewheezingofanenginedownonthetracks。
  "Well,wemayaswellwatchtherabbits。"Dr。Archiesatdownonthesidewalkandlethisfeethangoverthe
  edge。HepulledoutasmoothlinenhandkerchiefthatsmelledofGermancolognewater。"Well,howgoesit?
  Workinghard?YoumustknowaboutallWunschcanteachyoubythistime。"
  Theashookherhead。"Oh,no,Idon’t,Dr。Archie。
  He’shardtogetat,buthe’sbeenarealmusicianinhistime。Mothersaysshebelieveshe’sforgottenmorethanthemusic—teachersdowninDenvereverknew。"
  "I’mafraidhewon’tbearoundheremuchlonger,"saidDr。Archie。"He’sbeenmakingatankofhimselflately。
  He’llbepullinghisfreightoneofthesedays。That’sthewaytheydo,youknow。I’llbesorryonyouraccount。"
  Hepausedandranhisfreshhandkerchiefoverhisface。
  "Whatthedeuceareweallhereforanyway,Thea?"hesaidabruptly。
  "Onearth,youmean?"Theaaskedinalowvoice。
  "Well,primarily,yes。Butsecondarily,whyareweinMoonstone?Itisn’tasifwe’dbeenbornhere。Youwere,butWunschwasn’t,andIwasn’t。IsupposeI’mherebecauseImarriedassoonasIgotoutofmedicalschoolandhadtogetapracticequick。Ifyouhurrythings,youalwaysgetleftintheend。Idon’tlearnanythinghere,andasforthepeople——InmyowntowninMichigan,now,therewerepeoplewholikedmeonmyfather’saccount,whohadevenknownmygrandfather。Thatmeantsomething。Buthereit’salllikethesand:blowsnorthonedayandsouththenext。We’reallalotofgamblerswithoutmuchnerve,playingforsmallstakes。Therailroadistheonerealfactinthiscountry。Thathastobe;theworldhastobegotbackandforth。Buttherestofusareherejustbecauseit’stheendofarunandtheenginehastohaveadrink。
  SomedayI’llgetupandfindmyhairturninggray,andI’llhavenothingtoshowforit。"
  Theaslidclosertohimandcaughthisarm。"No,no。
  Iwon’tletyougetgray。You’vegottostayyoungforme。
  I’mgettingyoungnow,too。"
  Archielaughed。"Getting?"
  "Yes。Peoplearen’tyoungwhenthey’rechildren。LookatThor,now;he’sjustalittleoldman。ButGushasasweetheart,andhe’syoung!"
  "Somethinginthat!"Dr。Archiepattedherhead,andthenfelttheshapeofherskullgently,withthetipsofhisfingers。"Whenyouwerelittle,Thea,Iusedalwaystobecuriousabouttheshapeofyourhead。Youseemedtohavemoreinsideitthanmostyoungsters。Ihaven’texamineditforalongtime。Seemstobetheusualshape,butuncom—
  monlyhard,somehow。Whatareyougoingtodowithyourself,anyway?"
  "Idon’tknow。"
  "Honest,now?"Heliftedherchinandlookedintohereyes。
  Thealaughedandedgedawayfromhim。
  "You’vegotsomethingupyoursleeve,haven’tyou?
  Anythingyoulike;onlydon’tmarryandsettledownherewithoutgivingyourselfachance,willyou?"
  "Notmuch。See,there’sanotherrabbit!"
  "That’sallrightabouttherabbits,butIdon’twantyoutogettiedup。Rememberthat。"
  Theanodded。"BenicetoWunsch,then。Idon’tknowwhatI’ddoifhewentaway。"
  "You’vegotolderfriendsthanWunschhere,Thea。"
  "Iknow。"Theaspokeseriouslyandlookedupatthemoon,proppingherchinonherhand。"ButWunschistheonlyonethatcanteachmewhatIwanttoknow。I’vegottolearntodosomethingwell,andthat’sthethingIcandobest。"
  "Doyouwanttobeamusic—teacher?"
  "Maybe,butIwanttobeagoodone。I’dliketogotoGermanytostudy,someday。Wunschsaysthat’sthebestplace,——theonlyplaceyoucanreallylearn。"Theahesi—
  tatedandthenwentonnervously,"I’vegotabookthatsaysso,too。It’scalled`MyMusicalMemories。’Itmademe
  wanttogotoGermanyevenbeforeWunschsaidanything。
  Ofcourseit’sasecret。You’rethefirstoneI’vetold。"
  Dr。Archiesmiledindulgently。"That’salongwayoff。
  Isthatwhatyou’vegotinyourhardnoddle?"Heputhishandonherhair,butthistimesheshookhimoff。
  "No,Idon’tthinkmuchaboutit。Butyoutalkaboutgoing,andabodyhastohavesomethingtogoTO!"
  "That’sso。"Dr。Archiesighed。"You’reluckyifyouhave。PoorWunsch,now,hehasn’t。Whatdosuchfellowscomeoutherefor?He’sbeenaskingmeaboutmyminingstock,andaboutminingtowns。Whatwouldhedoinaminingtown?Hewouldn’tknowapieceoforeifhesawone。He’sgotnothingtosellthataminingtownwantstobuy。Whydon’tthoseoldfellowsstayathome?Wewon’tneedthemforanotherhundredyears。Anenginewipercangetajob,butapianoplayer!Suchpeoplecan’tmakegood。"
  "MygrandfatherAlstromwasamusician,andhemadegood。"
  Dr。Archiechuckled。"Oh,aSwedecanmakegoodany—
  where,atanything!You’vegotthatinyourfavor,miss。
  Come,youmustbegettinghome。"
  Thearose。"Yes,IusedtobeashamedofbeingaSwede,butI’mnotanymore。Swedesarekindofcommon,butI
  thinkit’sbettertobeSOMETHING。"
  "Itsurelyis!Howtallyouaregetting。Youcomeabovemyshouldernow。"
  "I’llkeepongrowing,don’tyouthink?Iparticularlywanttobetall。Yes,IguessImustgohome。Iwishthere’dbeafire。"
  "Afire?"
  "Yes,sothefire—bellwouldringandtheroundhousewhistlewouldblow,andeverybodywouldcomerunningout。SometimeI’mgoingtoringthefire—bellmyselfandstirthemallup。"
  "You’dbearrested。"
  "Well,thatwouldbebetterthangoingtobed。"
  "I’llhavetolendyousomemorebooks。"
  Theashookherselfimpatiently。"Ican’treadeverynight。"
  Dr。Archiegaveoneofhislow,sympatheticchucklesasheopenedthegateforher。"You’rebeginningtogrowup,that’swhat’sthematterwithyou。I’llhavetokeepaneyeonyou。Nowyou’llhavetosaygood—nighttothemoon。"
  "No,Iwon’t。Isleeponthefloornow,rightinthemoon—
  light。Mywindowcomesdowntothefloor,andIcanlookattheskyallnight。"
  Sheshotroundthehousetothekitchendoor,andDr。
  Archiewatchedherdisappearwithasigh。Hethoughtofthehard,mean,frizzylittlewomanwhokepthishouseforhim;oncethebelleofaMichigantown,nowdryandwitheredupatthirty。"IfIhadadaughterlikeTheatowatch,"hereflected,"Iwouldn’tmindanything。Iwon—
  derifallofmylife’sgoingtobeamistakejustbecauseI
  madeabigonethen?Hardlyseemsfair。"
  HowardArchiewas"respected"ratherthanpopularinMoonstone。Everyonerecognizedthathewasagoodphysician,andaprogressiveWesterntownlikestobeabletopointtoahandsome,well—set—up,well—dressedmanamongitscitizens。ButagreatmanypeoplethoughtArchie"distant,"andtheywereright。Hehadtheuneasymannerofamanwhoisnotamonghisownkind,andwhohasnotseenenoughoftheworldtofeelthatallpeopleareinsomesensehisownkind。Heknewthateveryonewascuriousabouthiswife,thatsheplayedasortofcharacterpartinMoonstone,andthatpeoplemadefunofher,notverydelicately。Herownfriends——mostofthemwomenwhoweredistastefultoArchie——likedtoaskhertocon—
  tributetochurchcharities,justtoseehowmeanshecouldbe。Thelittle,lop—sidedcakeatthechurchsupper,thecheapestpincushion,theskimpiestapronatthebazaar,werealwaysMrs。Archie’scontribution。
  Allthishurtthedoctor’spride。Butiftherewasonethinghehadlearned,itwasthattherewasnochangingBelle’snature。Hehadmarriedameanwoman;andhemustaccepttheconsequences。EveninColoradohewouldhavehadnopretextfordivorce,and,todohimjus—
  tice,hehadneverthoughtofsuchathing。ThetenetsofthePresbyterianChurchinwhichhehadgrownup,thoughhehadlongceasedtobelieveinthem,stillinfluencedhisconductandhisconceptionofpropriety。Tohimtherewassomethingvulgaraboutdivorce。Adivorcedmanwasadisgracedman;atleast,hehadexhibitedhishurt,andmadeitamatterforcommongossip。RespectabilitywassonecessarytoArchiethathewaswillingtopayahighpriceforit。Aslongashecouldkeepupadecentexterior,hecouldmanagetogeton;andifhecouldhaveconcealedhiswife’slittlenessfromallhisfriends,hewouldscarcelyhavecomplained。Hewasmoreafraidofpitythanhewasofanyunhappiness。Hadtherebeenanotherwomanforwhomhecaredgreatly,hemighthavehadplentyofcour—
  age;buthewasnotlikelytomeetsuchawomaninMoon—
  stone。
  TherewasapuzzlingtimidityinArchie’smake—up。Thethingthatheldhisshouldersstiff,thatmadehimresorttoamirthlesslittlelaughwhenhewastalkingtodullpeople,thatmadehimsometimesstumbleoverrugsandcarpets,haditscounterpartinhismind。Hehadnotthecouragetobeanhonestthinker。Hecouldcomforthimselfbyeva—
  sionsandcompromises。Heconsoledhimselfforhisownmarriagebytellinghimselfthatotherpeople’swerenotmuchbetter。InhisworkhesawprettydeeplyintomaritalrelationsinMoonstone,andhecouldhonestlysaythattherewerenotmanyofhisfriendswhomheenvied。Theirwivesseemedtosuitthemwellenough,buttheywouldneverhavesuitedhim。
  AlthoughDr。Archiecouldnotbringhimselftoregardmarriagemerelyasasocialcontract,butlookeduponitas
  somehowmadesacredbyachurchinwhichhedidnotbe—
  lieve,——asaphysicianheknewthatayoungmanwhosemarriageismerelynominalmustyetgoonlivinghislife。