首页 >出版文学> The Sky Pilot in No Man’s Land>第25章
  Themajortooktheletterfromhisbreastpocket,andputitinhishand。Barryhelditamoment,thencarriedittohislips。
  "Now——that’s——all——major,"hewhispered。"Tell——her——I——thank——
  God——for——her——and——for——the——other。Major——tell——theboys——that——
  God——isgood——。Never——tobe——afraid——butto——carryon——"
  Itwashislastword,andtherecouldbenobetter。"Godisgood。
  Neverbeafraidbutcarryon。"
  CHAPTERXX
  "CARRYON"
  ThenextdaybutonetheycarriedthePilottohisgraveinthelittleplotoutsidethewalledcemeteryontheoutskirtsofthecityofAlbert。Ithadbeenarrangedthatonlyasmallguardshouldfollowtothegrave。Butthisplanwaschanged。SergeantMackay,whowastheonlysergeantleftafterconsulting"theboys,"
  cametoMajorBayne。
  "Theboysfeelbad,sir,"hesaid,"thattheycan’tgowiththePilot,excuseme,sir,thechaplain。"
  "Dothey?"saidthemajor。"Wewanttoavoidcongestioninthestreets,andbesideswedon’twanttoexposethemen。Theyarestillshellingthecity,youknow。"
  "Iknow,sir,"repliedthesergeant。"Theboyshaveheardtheshellsbefore,sir。Andthere’snotsomanyofthemthattheywillcrowdthestreetsmuch。"
  "Letthemgo,sergeant,"saidthemajor,andSergeantMackaywentbackwiththewordtothemen。"AndIwantyoutolooklikesoldiers,"saidthesergeant,"forrememberwearefollowingasoldiertohisgrave。"
  Andlooklikesoldierstheydidwitheverybuttonandbayonetshining,astheyhadnevershoneforbattalioninspection。
  Theyhadpassedthroughanexperiencewhichhadleftthemdazed;
  theyhadmarcheddeliberatelyintothemouthofhellandhadcomebackstunnedbywhattheyhadseenandheard,incapableofemotion。
  Sotheythought,tilltheylearnedthatthePilothadbeenkilled。
  Thentheyknewthatgriefwasstillpossibletothem。Withtheirgriefmingledakindofinexplicablewrathatthemannerofhisdeath。
  "IfithadbeentheO。C。now,oranyoneelsebutFattyMatthews,"
  saidSergeantMackayindisgust,expressingthegeneralopinion。
  "Itisanawfulwaste。"
  UnderthefigureoftheVirginandChild,leaningoutinpityandappealovertheshatteredcity,throughmarchingbattalions"goingin"and"comingout,"thelittlepitifulremnantmadeitsway,thebandleading,theBrigadeandDivisionalHeadquartersStaffsbringingupintherear。Theservicewasbriefandsimple,abrotherchaplainreadingatthemajor’ssuggestionthePsalmwhichBarryhadreadathislastParadeServicewiththebattalion。
  Attheconclusionoftheservice,thedivisionalcommandersteppedforwardandsaid,"MayIoffertheofficersandmenofthisbattalionmyrespectfulsympathywiththeminthelossoftheirchaplain?Duringtheselastweeks,Ihadcometoknowhimwell。CaptainDunbarwasachaplaininhisbrigade。Hewasmore。Hewasagallantofficer,abravesoldier,aloyal—heartedCanadian。Themoraleofthisdivisionishigherto—daybecausehehasbeenwithus。Hedidhisdutytohiscountry,tohiscomrades,tohisGod。Whatmorecanweaskthanthis,forourselvesandforourcomrades?"
  ThentherewasalittlepauseandMajorBaynebegantospeak。Atfirsthisvoicewashuskyandtremulous,butashewenton,itgatheredstrengthandclearness。Heremindedthemhow,whenthechaplaincametothemfirst,theydidnotunderstandhim,nortreathimquitefairly,buthowintheselastmonths,hehadcarriedtheconfidence,andthelove,ofeveryofficerandmaninthebattalion。
  "WeretheCommandingOfficerhereto—day,hewouldtell,asIhaveoftenheardhimtell,howgreatlythechaplainhadcontributedtothedisciplineandtothemoraleofthisbattalion。Hehelpedusalltobebettersoldiersandbettermen。Henevershrankfromdanger。Heneverfalteredinduty。Helivedtohelphiscomradesandtosaveacomradehegavehislifeatlast。"
  Themajorpaused,lookedrounduponthegallantremnantofaoncesplendidbattalion,hislipsquivering,hiseyesrunningoverwithtears。Buthepulledhimselftogether,andcontinuedwithsteadyvoicetotheend。
  "ButnottosaythesethingsamIspeakingtoyoutoday。IwishonlytogiveyouthislastmessagefromourSkyPilot。ThisisthePilot’slastmessage:’TelltheboysthatGodisgood,andwhentheyareafraid,totrustHim,and"carryon。"’Andformyself,men,IwanttosaythathewastheonlymanthatshowedmewhatGodislike。"
  Inthatcompanyofmenwhohadlookedsteadfastlyintothefaceofdeath,therewerenoeyeswithouttears,manyofthemwereopenlyweeping。
  Whenthemajorhadfinished,theofficerspresent,beginningwiththedivisionalcommander,cameandstoodattheheadoftheopengraveforasinglemoment,thensilentlysalutedandturnedaway。
  ItwasthedutyofBuglerPatMcCanntosound"TheLastPost,"butpoorPatwastooovercomewithhissobbingatoncetoperformthislastduty。WhereupontherunnerPickles,standingwithrigid,stonyfacebesidehischum,tookthebuglefromhishandsandtheresoundedforththatmostbeautifulandmostpoignantofallmusicalsoundsknowntoBritishsoldierstheworldover,"TheLastPost,"
  endingwiththatlast,high,long—drawn,heart—piercingnoteoffarewell。
  Then,becausethewarwasyettobewon,they"carriedon,"thebattalionmarchingawaytoamerrytune。
  BesideBarry’sgravetherestilllingeredthreemen,thedivisionalcommander,MajorBayne,andCaptainNeil。
  "IamthinkingofthatlittlegirlinLondon,"saidthedivisionalcommander,andforthefirsttimehisvoicebroke。Theotherswaited,lookingathim。"Wewillholdbackthisnewsforacoupleofdays,andIthink,major,yououghttogoand——"
  "No,general!——MyGod,no!Don’taskme!"Themajorwasprofoundlyagitated。"SendNeil,here。Heknowsherwell,andhiswifeishergreatfriend。"
  "Verywell,major,Ithinkthatwillbebetter,"saidthegeneralinhiscourteous,gentlevoice。"Youknowher,CaptainFraser,andyoucanbebetterspared。"
  Andsoitwasarranged。CaptainNeiltelegraphedPaulatomeethimatBoulogne,andtogethertheymadethejourneytoLondon,carryingwiththemsadandfearfulhearts。
  TheyfoundPhyllisinalittleflatwhichhermotherhadtaken。
  Whenshesawthemherfacewentwhite,andherhandsflewtoherbosom。Speechless,andwithagreatfearinherwide—openbrowneyes,shestoodlookingfromonetotheother,waitingfortheirmessage。Paulawenttoherandwithoutawordputherarmsroundher,andheldherclose。
  "Iknow,Paula,"shesaid,puttinghergentlyawayfromher。"I
  knowwhatyouhavetotellme。Barryisdead。Mydearloveisdead!"Hervoicewastender,softandlow。"Don’tfeartotellme,Neil,"shesaid。"See,Iamquitesteady。"Sheputoutherhandthathemightseethattherewasnotremourinit。
  "Sitdown,darling,"besoughtPaula,againwindingherarmsabouther。
  "No,no,letmestand,Pauladear。See,Iamquitestrong。Nowtellmeaboutit,Neil——allaboutit。Youwerehisdearfriend,youknow。"
  Hervoice,sosweet,sosoft,soperfectlycontrolled,helpedCaptainNeilwithhistask。Itseemedanoffencethatheshouldintrudeanyexhibitionofgrieforemotionupontheserenecalmofthisyounggirl,standingsostraight,soproud,andregardinghimwithsuchbraveeyes。
  ThenCaptainNeiltoldhistale。HebeganwiththelastserviceupontheParadeGroundbeforethebattalionmovedintoaction。HetoldofBarry’sbitterdisappointment,andoftheirreliefthathewasnotallowedtoaccompanythemtothefrontline。HetoldofBarry’slongdayatthecasualtyclearingstation,andofhisservicetothewounded,andofhowgoodthedivisionalcommanderhadbeentohimthatnight。
  "Itwastherehegotyourletter,Phyllis。"
  "Oh,hegotmyletter。I’msoglad,"whisperedthegirl,withaquickbreathandasuddenflushingofherpalecheeks。"Heknew!
  Heknew!"
  "Ihavehisletterinreplyhere,"saidCaptainNeil,handingittoher。
  Shetookitinbothherhands,kissedittenderly,asifcaressingachild,andputitinherbosom。
  "Pleasegoon,"shesaid,andCaptainNeiltookuphistaleagain。
  Hetoldhowthemajortriedtopersuadehimnottogooutafterthewoundedthatnight。
  "But,ofcourse,hewouldgo,"thegirlsaidwithaproudlittlesmile,atwhichCaptainNeil’sself—controlquitegaveway,andhecouldonlylookatherpiteouslythroughhistears。
  "Oh,I’msosorry,"shesaidgently。"Can’tyougoon?Iwanttohearsomucheverybit,butifyoucan’t——"
  Atwhich,CaptainNeilgrippedhimselfhardandwenton,"andsohewentout,andtheysearchedthetrenchfromendtoend。Theyfoundonepoorchap,whoselegwasbadlysmashed——"
  "Oh,I’msogladtheyfoundhim,"whisperedPhyllis。
  "ThenSergeantMatthewsgothiswound,andtheshellsbegantofall。Theytookrefugeinashellhole,andthere,whilecoveringFattyMatthewsfromthebreakingshrapnel,Barrygothiswound。"
  CaptainNeilwasforcedtopauseagainintherecitalofhisstory。
  Afterafewminutes,hetoldofhowtheycarriedhimtohisgrave,andlaidhiminthecemeteryoutsidethecityofAlbert。
  "Theboyswereallthere。Therewerenotmanyofthemleft,"hesaid。
  "Howmany?"sheasked。
  "Seventyonly,outoffivehundredandfourwhowentovertheparapettwonightsbefore。"
  "Ah,poor,gallantboys!Ilovethem,Ilovethemall!"saidthegirl,claspingherhandstogether。
  "Theywereallterriblybrokenupastheystoodaboutthegrave,andnowonder!Nowonder!Thenthedivisionalcommandermadealittlespeech,andthenourownmajorgavethemBarry’slastmessage。"
  "Tellme,"saidthegirlgently,asCaptainNeilpaused。
  "Itwasthis,"saidCaptainNeil。"’TelltheboysthatGodisgood,andwhentheyareafraid,totrustHim,and"carryon。"’"
  "Thatwaslikehim,"shesaid。"ThatwaslikeBarry!Oh,Paula,"
  shecried,turningtoherfriend。"I’msohappy!Itwasabeautifulclosingtoabeautifullife。Hewasabeautifulboy,Paula,wasn’the?Hisbodywasbeautiful,hissoulwasbeautiful,hislifewasbeautiful,andtheending,oh,wasbeautiful。Oh,Paula,Godisgood。IamsogladhegaveBarrytome,andgavemetohim。Oh,I’mso——happy——so——happy。"Hervoicesankintoawhisper。Thenafterafewmomentsofsilence,withalittlepiteouscry,shesuddenlybrokeforth,"ButPaula!Paula!heisgone。Ishallneverseehimagain。"
  Paulaheldherarmstightlyabouther,sobbingasifherownheartwerebroken,butPhyllisrecoveredherselfquickly。
  "No,no,"shesaidsoftly,asifcounsellingherownheart。"I
  mustremember。’Godisgood,’hesaid,andso,Paula,Imustnotbeafraid。Godwasgoodtohim。Hewillbegoodtome。Hewillbegoodtohischild。"Hervoicesankagainintoawhisper。Shestoodsilentwitheyeslookingintothefardistance。Then,inaclear,firmvoice,shesaid,"Iwillnotbeafraid!Godisgood!
  Iwill’carryon。’"
  End