Maddeningnewsoundswereallabouther,soundsofwaterdashingandchurning,soundsofvoicesbellowingoutcommands,strainingandleapingsoundsoftheengines。Whatwasit——whatwasit?Shemustatleastfindout。Everybodywasgoingmadinthestaterooms,thestewardswererushingabout,tryingtoquietpeople,theirownvoicesshakingandbreakingintocrackednotes。Iftheworsthadhappened,everyonewouldbefightingforlifeinafewminutes。Outondeckshemustgetandfindoutforherselfwhattheworstwas。
Shewasthefirstwomanoutside,thoughthewailsandshrieksswelledbelow,andhalf—dressed,ghastlycreaturestumbledgaspingupthecompanion—way。
"Whatisit?"sheheard。"MyGod!what’shappened?Where’stheCaptain!Arewegoingdown!Theboats!Theboats!"
Itwasuselesstospeaktotheseamenrushingby。Theydidnotsee,muchlesshear!Shecaughtsightofamanwhocouldnotbeasailor,sincehewasstandingstill。Shemadeherwaytohim,thankfulthatshehadmanagedtostopherteethchattering。
"Whathashappenedtous?"shesaid。
Heturnedandlookedatherstraitly。Hewasthesecond—
cabinpassengerwiththeredhair。
"Atrampsteamerhasrunintousinthefog,"heanswered。
"Howmuchharmisdone?"
"Theyaretryingtofindout。Iamstandinghereonthechanceofhearingsomething。Itismadnesstoaskanymanquestions。"
Theyspoketoeachotherinshort,sharpsentences,knowingtherewasnotimetolose。
"Areyouhorriblyfrightened?"heasked。
Shestampedherfoot。
"Ihateit——Ihateit!"shesaid,flingingoutherhandtowardstheblack,heavingwater。"Theplunge——thechoking!Noonecouldhateitmore。ButIwanttoDOsomething!"
Shewasturningawaywhenhecaughtherhandandheldher。
"Waitasecond,"hesaid。"Ihateitasmuchasyoudo,butIbelievewetwocankeepourheads。Thosewhocandothatmayhelp,perhaps。Letustrytoquietthepeople。
AssoonasIfindoutanythingIwillcometoyourfriends’
stateroom。Youareneartheboatsthere。ThenIshallgobacktothesecondcabin。YouworkonyoursideandI’llworkonmine。That’sall。"
"Thankyou。TelltheWorthingtons。I’mgoingtothesaloondeck。"Shewasoffasshespoke。
Uponthestairwayshefoundherselfinthemidstofastrugglingpanic—strickenmob,trippingovereachotheronthesteps,andclutchingatanygarmentnearest,todragthemselvesupastheyfell,orwereonthepointoffalling。Everyonewascryingoutinquestionandappeal。
Bettinastoodstill,afirm,tallobstacle,andclutchedatthehystericwomanwhowashurledagainsther。
"I’vebeenondeck,"shesaid。"Atrampsteamerhasrunintous。Noonehastimetoanswerquestions。Thefirstthingtodoistoputonwarmclothesandsecurethelifebeltsincaseyouneedthem。"
Atonceeveryoneturneduponherasifshewasanauthority。
Sherepliedwithalmostfiercedeterminationtothetorrentofwordspouredforth。
"Iknownothingfurther——onlythatifoneisnotafoolonemustmakesureofclothesandbelts。"
"Quiteright,MissVanderpoel,"saidoneyoungman,touchinghiscapinnervouspropitiation。
"Stopscreaming,"Bettysaidmercilesslytothewoman。"It’sidiotic——themorenoiseyoumakethelesschanceyouhave。Howcanmenkeeptheirwitsamongamobofshrieking,madwomen?"
ThattheremoteMissVanderpoelshouldhaveemergedfromherluxuriouscornertofranklybullythelotofthemwasanexcellentshockforthecrowd。Men,whohadbeenindangeroflosingtheirheadsandbecomingasuncontrolledasthewomen,suddenlyrealisedthefactandpulledthemselvestogether。BettinamadeherwayatoncetotheWorthingtons’
staterooms。
Thereshefoundfrenzyreigning。BlancheandMarieWorthingtonweredartingtoandfro,draggingaboutfirstonethingandthenanother。Theyweresillywithfright,anddashedat,anddroppedalternately,lifebelts,shoes,jewelcases,andwraps,whiletheysobbedandcriedouthysterically。
"Oh,whatshallwedowithmother!Whatshallwedo!"
ThemannersofBettyVanderpoel’ssharpschoolgirldaysreturnedtoherinfullforce。SheseizedBlanchebytheshoulderandshookher。
"Whatadonkeyyouare!"shesaid。"Putonyourclothes。Theretheyare,"pushinghertotheplacewheretheyhung。"Marie——dressyourselfthismoment。Wemaybeinnorealdangeratall。"
"Doyouthinknot!Oh,Betty!"theywailedinconcert。
"Oh,whatshallwedowithmother!"
"Whereisyourmother?"
"Shefainted——Louise————"
BettywasinMrs。Worthington’scabinbeforetheyhadfinishedspeaking。Thepoorwomanhadfainted,andstruckhercheekagainstachair。Shelayonthefloorinhernightgown,withbloodtricklingfromacutonherface。Hermaid,Louise,waswringingherhands,anddoingnothingwhatever。
"Ifyoudon’tbringthebrandythisminute,"saidthebeautifulMissVanderpoel,"I’llboxyourears。Believeme,mygirl。"Shelookedsocapableofdoingitthatthewomanwasstartledandactuallyoffendedintoareturnofhersenses。
MissVanderpoelhadusuallythebestpossiblemannersindealingwithherinferiors。
BettypouredbrandydownMrs。Worthington’sthroatandappliedstrongsmellingsaltsuntilshegaspedbacktoconsciousness。Shehadjustburstintofrightenedsobs,whenBettyheardconfusionandexclamationsintheadjoiningroom。
BlancheandMariehadcriedout,andaman’svoicewasspeaking。
Bettywenttothem。Theywereinvariousstagesofundress,andthered—hairedsecond—cabinpassengerwasstandingatthedoor。
"IpromisedMissVanderpoel————"hewassaying,whenBettycameforward。Heturnedtoherpromptly。
"Icometotellyouthatitseemsabsolutelytobereliedonthatthereisnoimmediatedanger。Thetrampismoreinjuredthanweare。"
"Oh,areyousure?Areyousure?"pantedBlanche,catchingathissleeve。
"Yes,"heanswered。"CanIdoanythingforyou?"hesaidtoBettina,whowasonthepointofspeaking。
"WillyoubegoodenoughtohelpmetoassistMrs。
Worthingtonintoherberth,andthentrytofindthedoctor。"
Hewentintothenextroomwithoutspeaking。ToMrs。
Worthingtonhespokebrieflyafewwordsofreassurance。Hewasapowerfulman,andlaidheronherberthwithoutdraggingheraboutuncomfortably,ormakingherfeelthatherweightwasgreaterthaneveninhermostdespondingmomentsshehadsuspected。Evenherhelplesslyhystericmoodwasilluminatedbyarayofgratefulappreciation。
"Oh,thankyou——thankyou,"shemurmured。"Andyouarequitesurethereisnoactualdanger,Mr。————?"
"Salter,"heterminatedforher。"Youmayfeelsafe。Thedamageisreallyonlyslight,afterall。"
"Itissogoodofyoutocomeandtellus,"saidthepoorlady,stilltremulous。"Theshockwasawful。Ourintroductionhasbeenanalarmingone。I——Idon’tthinkwehavemetduringthevoyage。"
"No,"repliedSalter。"Iaminthesecondcabin。"
"Oh!thankyou。It’ssogoodofyou,"shefalteredamiably,forwantofinspiration。Ashewentoutofthestateroom,SalterspoketoBettina。
"Iwillsendthedoctor,ifIcanfindhim,"hesaid。"I
think,perhaps,youhadbettertakesomebrandyyourself。
Ishall。"
"It’squeerhowlittleoneseemstorealiseeventhattherearesecond—cabinpassengers,"commentedMrs。Worthingtonfeebly。"Thatwasaniceman,andperfectlyrespectable。Heevenhadakindof——ofmanner。"
CHAPTERIX
LADYJANEGREY
Itseemeduponthewholeevenabsurdthatafterashocksoawfulandapanicwildenoughtocausepeopletoexposetheirverysouls——fortherewere,ofcourse,endlessanecdotestoberelatedafterwards,illustrativeofgrotesqueterror,cowardice,andutterabandonmentofallshadowsofconvention——
thatallshouldendinananticlimaxoftriflingdanger,uponwhich,inadayortwo,jokesmightbemade。Eventhetrampsteamerhadnotbeenseriouslyinjured,thoughitsinjurieswerelikelytobelesseasyofrepairthanthoseoftheMeridiana。
"Still,"asapassengerremarked,whenshesteamedintothedockatLiverpool,"wemightallbeatthebottomoftheAtlanticOceanthismorning。Justthinkwhatcolumnstherewouldhavebeeninthenewspapers。ImagineMissVanderpoel’sbeingdrowned。"
"IwasveryrudetoLouise,whenIfoundherwringingherhandsoveryou,andIwasrudetoBlanche,"BettinasaidtoMrs。Worthington。"InfactIbelieveIwasrudetoanumberofpeoplethatnight。Iamratherashamed。"
"Youcalledmeadonkey,"saidBlanche,"butitwasthebestthingyoucouldhavedone。Youfrightenedmeintoputtingonmyshoes,insteadoftryingtocombmyhairwiththem。Itwasstartlingtoseeyoumarchintothestateroom,theonlypersonwhohadnotbeenturnedintoagibberingidiot。
IknowIwasgibbering,andIknowMariewas。"
"Webothgibberedatthered—hairedmanwhenhecamein,"saidMarie。"Weclutchedathimandgibberedtogether。
Whereisthered—hairedman,Betty?Perhapswemadehimill。I’venotseenhimsincethatmoment。"
"Heisinthesecondcabin,Isuppose,"Bettinaanswered,"butIhavenotseenhim,either。"
"Weoughttogetupatestimonialandgiveittohim,becausehedidnotgibber,"saidBlanche。"Hewasasrudeandassensibleasyouwere,Betty。"
Theydidnotseehimagain,infact,atthattime。Hehadreasonsofhisownforpreferringtoremainunseen。Thetruthwasthatthenearerhisapproachtohisnativeshores,thenastier,hewasperfectlyconscious,histemperbecame,andhedidnotwishtoexposehimselfbyanyincidentwhichmightcausehimstupidlyandobviouslytoloseit。
Themaid,Louise,however,recognisedhimamonghercompanionsinthethird—classcarriageinwhichshetravelledtotown。Tohermind,whoseopinionswereregulatedbyneatlyarrangedstandards,helookedmoroseandshabbilydressed。Someoftheothersecond—cabinpassengershadmadethemselvesquitesmartinvarious,nottoodistinguishedways。
Hehadnotchangedhisdressatall,andthelargevaliseupontheluggagerackwaswornandbatteredasifwithlongandroughusage。Thewomanwonderedalittleifhewouldaddressher,andinquireafterthehealthofhermistress。But,beinganastutecreature,sheonlywonderedthisforaninstant,thenextsherealisedthat,foronereasonoranother,itwasclearthathewasnotofthetribeofsecond—ratepersonswhopursueanaccidentalacquaintancewiththeirsuperiorsinfortune,throughsociableinterchangewiththeirfootmenormaids。
Whenthetrainslackeneditsspeedattheplatformofthestation,hegotup,reachingdownhisvaliseandleavingthecarriage,strodetothenearesthansomcab,wavingtheporteraside。
"CharingCross,"hecalledouttothedriver,jumpedin,andwasrattledaway……
DuringtheyearswhichhadpassedsinceRosalieVanderpoelfirstcametoLondonasLadyAnstruthers,numbersofhugeluxurioushotelshadgrownup,principally,asitseemed,thatAmericansshouldswarmintothemandliveatanexpensewhichremindedthemoftheirnativeland。SuchestablishmentswouldneverhavebeenbuiltforEnglishpeople,whosehabititismerelyto"stop"athotels,nottoLIVEinthem。ThetendencyoftheAmericanistoliveinhishotel,eventhoughhisintentionmaybeonlytoremaininittwodays。Heisaccustomedtodoinghimselfextremelywellinproportiontohisresources,whethertheybegreatorsmall,andthecomforts,asalsotheluxuries,heallowshimselfandhisdomesticappendagesareinaproportionmuchhigherinitsrelationtotheseresourcesthanitwouldbewereheEnglish,French,German,orItalians。Asaconsequence,heexpects,whenhegoesforth,whetherholiday—makingoronbusiness,thathishostelryshallsurroundhim,eitherwithholidayluxuriesandgaiety,orwithsuchlavishnessofcomfortasshallalleviatethewearandtearofbusinesscaresandfatigues。Therichmandemandssomethingalmostasgoodashehasleftathome,themanofmoderatemeanssomethingmuchbetter。Certainpersonsgiventoregardingpublicwantsanddesiresasfoundationsforthefortuneofbusinessschemeshavingdiscoveredthis,theenormousandsumptuoushotelevolveditselffromtheirastuteknowledgeofcommonfacts。
Attheentrancesofthesehotels,omnibusesandcabs,ladenwithtrunksandpackagesfrequentlybearinglabelsmarkedwithredletters"S。S。So—and—So,Stateroom——Hold——Baggage—
room,"drewupanddepositedtheircontentsandburdensatregularintervals。Thenmenwithkeen,andoftenhumorousfacesoralmostpainfullyanxiousones,theirexceedinglywell—dressedwives,andmoreorlessattractiveandvivacious—lookingdaughters,theireagerlittlegirls,andun—
English—lookinglittleboys,passedthroughthecorridorsinflocksandtookpossessionofsuitesofrooms,sometimesfortwenty—fourhours,sometimesforsixweeks。
TheWorthingtonstookpossessionofsuchasuiteinsuchahotel。BettinaVanderpoel’sapartmentsfacedtheEmbankment。
Fromherwindowsshecouldlookoutatthebroadsplendid,muddyThames,slowlyrollinginitsgrave,statelywaybeneathitsbridges,bearingwithitheavylumberingbarges,excitedtootinglittlepennysteamersandcraftofvariousshapesandsizes,theerrandorburdenofeachmeaningadifferentstory。
IthadbeentoBettinaoneofherpleasuresofthefinestepicureanflavourtoreflectthatshehadneverhadanybriefandsuperficialknowledgeofEngland,asshehadneverbeentothecountryatallinthoseearlieryears,whenherknowledgeofplacesmustnecessarilyhavebeenalwaystheincompleteoneofeitheraschoolgirltravelleroraschoolgirlresident,whoseviewswerelimitedbythewallsofrestrictionbuiltaroundher。
IfrelationsoftheusualeaseandfriendlinesshadexistedbetweenLadyAnstruthersandherfamily,Bettinawould,doubtless,haveknownhersister’sadoptedcountrywell。Itwouldhavebeenathingsonaturalastobealmostinevitable,thatshewouldhavecrossedtheChanneltospendherholidaysatStornham。Asmattershadstood,however,thechildherself,inthedayswhenshehadbeenachild,hadhadmostdefiniteprivateviewsonthesubjectofvisitstoEngland。
Shehadmadeupheryoungmindabsolutelythatshewouldnot,ifitweredecentlypossibletoavoidit,setherfootuponEnglishsoiluntilshewasoldenoughandstrongenoughtocarryoutwhathadbeenatfirstherpassionatelyromanticplansfordiscoveringandfacingthetruthofthereasonfortheapparentchangeinRosy。WhenshewenttoEngland,shewouldgotoRosy。Asshehadgrownolder,havinginthecourseofeducationandtravelseenmostContinentalcountries,shehadlikedtothinkthatshehadsaved,putasideforlesshastyconsumptionandmoredelicateappreciationofflavours,asitwere,thecountryshewasconsciousshecaredformost。
"ItisEnglandwelove,weAmericans,"shehadsaidtoherfather。"Whatcouldbemorenatural?Webelongtoit——itbelongstous。Icouldneverbeconvincedthattheoldtieofblooddoesnotcount。Allnationalitieshavecometoussincewebecameanation,butmostofusinthebeginningcamefromEngland。Wearetouchingaboutit,too。WetriflewithFranceandlabourwithGermany,wesentimentaliseoverItalyandecstaciseoverSpain——butEnglandwelove。
Howitmovesuswhenwegotoit,howwegushifwearesimpleandeffusive,howwearestirredimaginativelyifweareoftheperceptiveclass。Ihaveheardthecommonestlittlehalf—educatedwomansaytheprettiest,clumsy,emotionalthingsaboutwhatshehasseenthere。ANewEnglandschoolma’am,whohasmadeaCook’stour,willalmosthavetearsinhervoiceasshewandersonwithhercommonplacesabouthawthornhedgesandthatchedcottagesandwhiteorredfarms。WhyarewenotunconsciouslypatheticaboutGermancottagesandItalianvillas?Becausewehavenot,incenturiespast,hadthehabitofbeingborninthem。ItisonlyanEnglishcottageandanEnglishlane,whetherwhitewithhawthornblossomsorbarewithwinter,thatwakesinusthatlittleyearning,grovellingtendernessthatissosweet。
Itisonlynaturecallingushome。"
Mrs。WorthingtoncameinduringthecourseofthemorningtofindherstandingbeforeherwindowlookingoutattheThames,theEmbankment,thehansomcabsthemselves,withanabsolutelyseriousabsorption。Thischangedtoasmileassheturnedtogreether。
"Iamdelighted,"shesaid。"Icouldscarcelytellyouhowmuch。TheimpressionisallnewandIamexcitedalittlebyeverything。IamsointenselygladthatIhavesaveditsolongandthatIhaveknownitonlyaspartofliterature。
Iamevencharmedthatitrains,andthatthecabmen’smackintoshesareshiningandwet。"Shedrewforwardachair,andMrs。Worthingtonsatdown,lookingatherwithinvoluntaryadmiration。
"Youlookasifyouweredelighted,"shesaid。"Youreyes——youhaveamazingeyes,Betty!IamtryingtopicturetomyselfwhatLadyAnstrutherswillfeelwhensheseesyou。Whatwereyoulikewhenshemarried?"
Bettinasatdown,smilingandlooking,indeed,quiteincrediblylovely。Shewascapableofawarmthandasweetnesswhichwereasembracingasotherqualitiesshepossessedwerepowerful。
"Iwaseightyearsold,"shesaid。"Iwasarudelittlegirl,withlonglegsandahigh,determinedvoice。IknowI
wasrude。Irememberansweringback。"
"Iseemtohaveheardthatyoudidnotlikeyourbrother—
in—law,andthatyouwereopposedtothemarriage。"
"Imaginetheundisciplinedaudacityofachildofeight`opposing’themarriageofhergrown—upsister。Iwasquitecapableofit。Youseeinthosedayswehadnotbeentrainedatall(onehadonlybeenallowedtremendousliberty),andinterferedconversationallywithone’seldersandbettersatanymoment。IwasanAmericanlittlegirl,andAmericanlittlegirlswerereally——theyreallywere!"withalaugh,whosemusicalsoundwasafterallwhollynon—committal。
"YoudidnottreatSirNigelAnstruthersasoneofyourbetters。"
"Hewasoneofmyelders,atallevents,andbecomingnessofbearingshouldhavetaughtmetoholdmylittletongue。IamgivingsomethoughtnowtothekindofthingImustinventasasuitableapologywhenIfindhimareallydelightfulperson,fullofvirtuesandaccomplishments。Perhapshehasahorrorofme。"
"Ishouldliketobepresentatyourfirstmeeting,"Mrs。
Worthingtonreflected。"YouaregoingdowntoStornhamto—morrow?"
"Thatismyplan。WhenIwritetoyouonmyarrival,I
willtellyouifIencounteredthehorror。"Then,withaswiftchangeofsubjectandaliftingofherslender,velvetlineofeyebrow,"IamonlydeploringthatIhavenottimetovisittheTower。"
Mrs。Worthingtonwasbetrayedintoamomentaryglanceofuncertainty,almostverginginitssignificanceonagasp。
"TheTower?OfLondon?DearBetty!"
Bettina’slaughwasmellowwithrevelation。
"Ah!"shesaid。"Youdon’tknowmypointofview;it’splainenough。Yousee,whenIdelightinthesethings,IthinkIdelightmostinmydelightinthem。ItmeansthatIamalmosthavingthekindoffeelingthefreshAmericansoulshadwholandedherethirtyyearsagoandrevelledintheresemblancetoDickens’scharacterstheymetwithinthestreets,andwerehistoricallythrilledbytheplaceswherepeople’sheadswerechoppedoff。ImaginetheirreflectionsonCharlesI。,whentheystoodinWhitehallgazingontheveryspotwherethatpoorlastwordwasuttered——`Remember。’Andthinkoftheirjoywheneachcrossingsweepertheygavedisproportionatelargessto,seemedJoeAllAlonesintheslightestdisguise。"
"Youdon’tmeantosay————"Mrs。Worthingtonwasvaguelyawakeningtothesituation。
"Thatthecharmofmyvisit,tomyself,isthatIrealisethatIamratherlikethat。IhavepositivelypreservedsomethingbecauseIhavekeptaway。Youhavebeenheresooftenandknowthingssowell,andyouwereevensosophisticatedwhenyoubegan,thatyouhaveneverreallyhadtheflavoursandemotions。Iamsophisticated,too,sophisticatedenoughtohavecherishedmyflavoursasagourmettriestosavethebouquetofoldwine。YouthinkthattheToweristhepleasureofhousemaidsonaBankHoliday。Butitquitemakesmequivertothinkofit,"laughingagain。"ThatI
laugh,isthesignthatIamnotasbeautifully,freshlycapableofenjoymentasthosegenuinefirstAmericanswere,andinawayIamsorryforit。"
Mrs。Worthingtonlaughedalso,andwithanenjoyment。
"Youareveryclever,Betty,"shesaid。
"No,no,"answeredBettina,"or,ifIam,almosteverybodyiscleverinthesedays。Wearenearlyallofuscomparativelyintelligent。"
"Youareveryinterestingatallevents,andtheAnstrutherswillexultinyou。Iftheyaredullinthecountry,youwillsavethem。"
"Iamveryinterested,atallevents,"saidBettina,"andinterestlikemineisquitepasse。AcleverAmericanwholivesinEngland,andisthepetofduchesses,oncesaidtome(healwaysspeaksofAmericansasiftheywereadistantandrecentlydiscoveredspecies),`Whentheyfirstcameovertheywereanovelty。Theirenthusiasmamusedpeople,butnow,yousee,ithasbecomevieuxjeu。Youngwomen,whosespecialtywastobeexcitedbytheTowerofLondonandWestminsterAbbey,arenotnoveltiesanylonger。Infact,it’sbeendone,andit’sdoneFORasaspecialty。’AndIamexcitedabouttheTowerofLondon。ImaybeabletorestrainmyfeelingsatthesightoftheBeefEaters,buttheywillupsetmealittle,andImustbracemyself,Imustindeed。"
"Truly,Betty?"saidMrs。Worthington,regardingherwithcuriosity,arisingfromafaintdoubtofherentireseriousness,mingledwithafainterdoubtofherentirelevity。
Bettyflungoutherhandsinaslight,butveryinvoluntary—
looking,gesture,andshookherhead。
"Ah!"shesaid,"itwasallTRUE,youknow。Theywereallhorriblyreal——thethingsthatwereshudderedoverandsentimentalisedabout。Sophistication,combinedwithimagination,makesthemmaterialiseagain,tome,atleast,nowI
amhere。Thegulfbetweenahistoricalfigureandamanorwomanwhocouldbleedandcryoutinhumanwordswasbroadwhenonewasatschool。LadyJaneGrey,forinstance,hownebulousshewasandhowlittleonecared。Sheseemedinventedmerelytoaddadetailtoone’slessoninEnglishhistory。But,aswedroveacrossWaterlooBridge,IcaughtaglimpseoftheTower,andwhatdoyousupposeIbegantothinkof?Itwasmonstrous。IsawadoorintheTowerandthestonesteps,andthesquarespace,andinthechillclear,earlymorningalittleslender,helplessgirlledout,alittle,fair,realthinglikeRosy,allalone——everyoneshebelongedtofaraway,notamannearwhodaredutterawordofpitywhensheturnedherawful,meek,young,desperateeyesuponhim。Shewasapiouschild,and,nodoubt,sheliftedhereyestothesky。Iwonderifitwasblueanditsbluenessbrokeherheart,becauseitlookedasifitmighthavepitiedsuchayoung,patientgirlthingledoutinthefairmorningtowalktothehackedblockandgivehertremblingpardontotheblack—visoredmanwiththeaxe,andthen`commendinghersoultoGod’tostretchhersweetslimneckoutuponit。"
"Oh,Betty,dear!"Mrs。Worthingtonexpostulated。
Bettinasprangtoherandtookherhandinprettyappeal。
"Ibegpardon!Ibegpardon,Ireallydo,"sheexclaimed。
"Ididnotintenddeliberatelytobepainful。Butthat——
beneaththesophistication——issomethingofwhatIbringtoEngland。"
CHAPTERX
"ISLADYANSTRUTHERSATHOME?"
AllthatshehadbroughtwithhertoEngland,combinedwithwhatshehadcalled"sophistication,"butwhichwasratherherexquisiteappreciationofvaluesandeffects,shetookwithherwhenshewentthenextdaytoCharingCrossStationandarrangedherselfathereaseintherailwaycarriage,whilehermaidboughttheirticketsforStornham。
Whatthepeopleinthestationsaw,theguardsandporters,themeninthebookstalls,thetravellershurryingpast,wasastriking—lookinggirl,whosecolouringandcarriagemadeoneturntoglanceafterher,andwho,havingboughtsomeperiodicalsandpapers,tookherplaceinafirst—classcompartmentandwatchedthepassersbyinterestedlythroughtheopenwindow。Havingbeenlookedatandremarkedonduringherwholelife,Bettinadidnotfinditdisturbingthatmorethanonecorduroy—clothedporterandfresh—coloured,elderlygentleman,orfreshlyattiredyoungone,havingcaughtaglimpseofherthroughherwindow,madeitconvenienttosaunterpastorhoverround。Shelookedatthemmuchmorefranklythantheylookedather。Tohertheywereallspecimensofthetypesshewasatpresentinterestedin。ForpracticalreasonsshewassummingupEnglishcharacterwithmoredeliberateintentionthanshehadfeltintheyearswhenshehadgraduallylearnedtoknowContinentaltypesanddifferentiatesuchpeculiaritiesasweresignificantoftheirranksandnations。AsthefirstReubenVanderpoelhadstudiedthecountenancesandindicativemethodsoftheinhabitantsofthenewpartsofthecountryinwhichitwashisintentiontodobusiness,sothemodernityofhisdescendantapplieditselftoobservationforreasonsparallelinnaturethoughnotinactualkind。Ashehadbroughtbeadsandfirewatertobearasagentsuponsavageswhowouldbarterforthemskinsandproductswhichmightbeturnedintomoney,soshebroughthernineteenth—centurybeauty,steadfastnessofpurposeandalertnessofbraintobearuponthematterthepracticaldealingwithwhichwastheendsheheldinview。Tobearherselfinthismatterwithaspracticalacontrolofsituationsasthatwithwhichhergreat—grandfatherwouldhavebornehimselfinmakingatradewithapreviouslyunknowntribeofIndianswasquiteherintention,thoughithadnotoccurredtohertoputittoherselfinanysuchform。Still,whethershewasawareofthefactornot,herpointofviewwasexactlywhatthefirstReubenVanderpoel’shadbeenonmanyverydifferentoccasions。Shehadbeforeherthetaskofdealingwithfactsandfactorsofwhichatpresentsheknewbutlittle。Astutenessofperception,self—command,andadaptabilitywereherchiefresources。Shewasready,eitherforcalm,boldapproach,orequallycalmandwhollynon—committalretreat。
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