"See,"shesaid,"see,itislikethat——whatwegive。Itislikethat。"Andshetossedtheearthaway。
"Itdoesnotseemlikethattothoseothers。"
"No,thankGod,itdoesnot。Buttoone’sselfitisthemereluxuryofself—indulgence,andtherealisationofitsometimestemptsonetobeevenatriflemorbid。Don’tyousee,"asuddenthrillinhervoicestartledhim,"theyareontheroadsideeverywhereallovertheworld。"
"Yes。Allovertheworld。"
"OncewhenIwasachildoftenIreadamagazinearticleaboutthesufferingmillionsandthemonstrouslyrich,whowereobviouslytoblameforeverystarvedsobandcry。Italmostdrovemeoutofmychildishsenses。Iwenttomyfatherandthrewmyselfintohisarmsinaviolentfitofcrying。Iclungtohimandsobbedout,`Letusgiveitallaway;letusgiveitallawayandbelikeotherpeople!’"
"Whatdidhesay?"
"Hesaidwecouldneverbequitelikeotherpeople。Wehadacertainloadtocarryalongthehighway。Itwasthethingthewholeworldwantedandwhichweourselveswantedasmuchastherest,andwecouldnotsanelythrowitaway。ItwasmyfirstlessoninpoliticaleconomyandIabhorredit。I
wasapassionatechildandbeatfuriouslyagainstthestonewallsenclosingpresentsuffering。Itwashorribletoknowthattheycouldnotbetorndown。Icriedout,`WhenIseeanyonewhoismiserablebytheroadsideIshallstopandgivehimeverythinghewants——everything!’Iwastenyearsold,andthoughtitcouldbedone。"
"Butyoustopbytheroadsideevennow。"
"Yes。Thatonecando。"
"Youaretwostrongcreaturesandyoudraweachother,"
Penzancehadsaid。"Perhapsyoudreweachotheracrossseas。
Whoknows?"
ComingtoWestWaysonachanceerrandhehad,asitwere,foundherawaitinghimonthethreshold。Onherpartshehadcertainlynotanticipatedseeinghimthere,but——whenoneridesfarafieldinthesunthereareroadstowardswhichoneturnsasifansweringasummoningcall,andasherhorsehadobeyedacertaintouchofthereinatacertainpointhercheekhadfeltmomentarilyhot。
Untillater,whenthe"picking"hadfairlybegun,thekilnswouldnotbeatwork;buttherewassomeinterestevennowingoingoverthegroundforthefirsttime。
"Ihaveneverbeeninsideanoasthouse,"shesaid;"Bolterisgoingtoshowmehis,andexplaintechnicalities。"
"MayIcomewithyou?"heasked。
Therewasachangeinhim。Somethinghadlightedinhiseyessincethedaybefore,whenhehadtoldherhisstoryofRedGodwyn。Shewonderedwhatitwas。Theywenttogetherovertheplace,escortedbyBolter。Theylookedintothegreatcircularovens,onwhosefloorsthehopswouldbelaidfordrying,theymountedladder—likestepstotheupperroomwhere,whendried,thesamehopswouldlieinsoft,lightpiles,untilpushedwithwoodenshovelsintothelong"pokes"
tobepressedandpackedintoasolidmarketablemass。Bolterwasallowedtoexplainthetechnicalities,butitwasplainthatMountDunstanwasfamiliarwithallofthem,anditwashewho,withasentencehereandthere,gaveherthecolourofthings。
"Whenitisbeingdonethereisnearlyalwaysoutsideatouchofthesharpsweetnessofearlyautumn,"hesaid"Thesunslantingthroughthelittlewindowfallsonthepaleyellowheaps,andthereisapungentscentofhopsintheairwhichisratherintoxicating。"
"Iamcominglatertoseetheentireprocess,"sheanswered。
Itwasamerematterofseeingcommonthingstogetherandexchangingcommonspeechconcerningthem,buteachwassostronglyconsciousoftheotherthatnosentencecouldseemwhollyimpersonal。Therearetimeswhenthewholeworldispersonaltoamoodwhoseintensityseemsareasonforallthings。Wordsareofsmallmomentwhenthemeresoundofavoicemakesanunreasonablejoy"Therewasthattouchofsharpautumnsweetnessintheairyesterdaymorning,"shesaid。"Andthechapletsofbrionyberriesthatlookasiftheyhadbeenthrownoverthehedgesarebeginningtochangetoscarlethereandthere。Thewildrose—hawsarereddening,andsoaretheclustersofberriesonthethorntreesandbushes。"
"Therearemillionsofthem,"MountDunstansaid,"andinafewweeks’timetheywilllooklikebunchesofcrimsoncoral。Whenthesunshinesonthemtheywillbewonderfultosee。"
Whatwasthereinsuchspeechesasthesetodrawanytwonearerandnearertoeachotherastheywalkedsidebyside——
tofillthemorningairwithanintensityoflife,toseemtocausetheworldtodropawayandbecomeasnothing?AstheyhadbeenisolatedduringtheirwaltzinthecrowdedballroomatDunholmCastle,sotheywereisolatednow。Whentheystoodinthenarrowgreengrovesofthehopgarden,talkingsimplyoftheplacingofthebinsandthestrippingandmeasuringofthevines,theremighthavebeennohumanthingwithinahundredmiles——withinathousand。Forthefirsttimehisheightandstrengthconveyedtoheranimpressionofphysicalbeauty。Hiswalkandbearinggaveherpleasure。
Whenheturnedhisred—browneyesuponhersuddenlyshewasconsciousthatshelikedtheircolour,theirshape,thepowerofthelookinthem。Onhispart,he——forthetwentiethtime——
foundhimselfnewlymovedbythedowernaturehadbestowedonher。Hadtheworldeverheldbeforeawomancreaturesomuchtobelongedfor?——abnormalwealth,NewYorkandFifthAvenuenotwithstanding,amancouldonlythinkoffoldingarmsroundherandwhisperinginherlovelyear——follies,oaths,prayers,gratitude。
AndyetastheywentabouttogethertherewasgrowinginBettyVanderpoel’smindacertainrealisation。Itgrewinspiteoftherecognitionofthechangeinhim——thenewthinglightedinhiseyes。Whatsoeverhefelt——ifhefeltanything——
hewouldneverallowhimselfspeech。Howcouldhe?Inhisplaceshecouldnotspeakherself。Becausehewasthestrongthingwhichdrewherthoughts,hewouldnotcometoanywomanonlytocastatherfeetaburdenwhich,inthenatureofthings,shemusttakeup。AndsuddenlyshecomprehendedthatthemereobstinateBritoninhim——evenapartfromgreaterthings——hadanimmenseattractionforher。Asshelikednowthered—browncolourofhiseyesandsawbeautyinhisruggedfeatures,soshelikedhisBritishstubbornnessandthepridewhichwouldnotbebeaten。
"Itistheunconquerablething,whichleadsthemintheirbattlesandmakesthembearanyhorrorratherthangivein。
Theyhavetakenhalftheworldwithit;theyarelikebulldogsandlions,"shethought。"And——andIamgloryinginit。"
"Doyouknow,"saidMountDunstan,"thatsometimesyousuddenlyflingoutthemostmagnificentflagofcolour——asifsomesplendidflameofthoughthadsentupablaze?"
"Ihopeitisnotahabit,"sheanswered。"Whenonehasasplendidflareofthoughtoneshouldbemodestaboutit。"
Whatwasthereworthrecordinginthewholehourtheyspenttogether?Outwardlytherehadonlybeenachancemeetingandamerepassingby。Buteachleftsomethingwiththeotherandeachlearnedsomething;andtherecordmadewasdeep。
Atlastshewasonherhorseagain,ontheroadoutsidethewhitegate。
"Thismorninghasbeensomuchtothegood,"hesaid。"I
hadthoughtthatperhapswemightscarcelymeetagainthisyear。Ishallbecomeabsorbedinhopsandyouwillnodoubtgoaway。YouwillmakevisitsorgototheRiviera——ortoNewYorkforthewinter?"
"Idonotknowyet。ButatleastIshallstaytowatchthethorntreesloadthemselveswithcoral。"Toherselfshewassaying:"Hemeanstokeepaway。Ishallnotseehim。"
AssherodeoffMountDunstanstoodforafewmoments,notmovingfromhisplace。Atashortdistancefromthefarmhousegateasidelaneopeneduponthehighway,andasshecanteredinitsdirectionahorsemanturnedinfromit——
amanwhowasyoungandwelldressedandwhosatwellaspiritedanimal。HecameoutupontheroadalmostfacetofacewithMissVanderpoel,andfromwherehestoodMountDunstancouldseehisdelightedsmileasheliftedhishatinsalute。ItwasLordWestholt,andwhatmorenaturalthanthatafteranexchangeofgreetingsthetwoshouldridetogetherontheirway!Fornearlythreemilestheirhomewardroadwouldbethesame。
Butinabreath’sspaceMountDunstanrealisedacertaintruth——asimple,elementalthing。Alltheexaltationofthemorningswoopedandfellasabirdseemstoswoopandfallthroughspace。Itwasalloveranddonewith,andheunderstoodit。Hisnormalawakeninginthemorning,thephysicalandmentalelationofthefirstclearhours,thespringofhisfootashehadtrodtheroad,hadallhadbutonemeaning。
Insomeoccultwaythehypnotictalkofthenightbeforehadformeditselfintoareality,fantasticandunreasoningasithadbeen。Someinsistentinnerconsciousnesshadseizeduponandbelieveditinspiteofhimandhadsetallhiswakingbeingintunetoit。Thatwastheexplanationofhisunduespiritsandhope。IfPenzancehadspokenatruthhewouldhavehadanatural,sanerighttofeelallthisandmore。Butthetruthwasthathe,inhisguise——wasoneofthosewhoare"ontheroadsideeverywhere——allovertheworld。"Poeticallyfigurativeasthethingsounded,itwasprosaicfact。
So,stillhearingthedistantsoundsofthehoofsbeatingincheerfuldiminuendoontheroadway,heturnedaboutandwentbacktotalktoBolter。
CHAPTERXXXVII
CLOSEDCORRIDORS
Tospendone’sdaysperforceinanenormoushousealoneisathinglikelytoplayunholytrickswithaman’smindandleadittogloomyworkings。Toknowtheexistenceofahundredorsoofcloseddoorsshutonthedarknessofunoccupiedrooms;
tobeconsciousofflightsofunmountedstairs,ofstretchesofuntroddencorridors,ofunendingwalls,fromwhichthepicturedeyesoflongdeadmenandwomenstare,asifseeingthingswhichhumaneyesbeholdnot——isaneerieandunwholesomething。MountDunstansleptinalargefour—postbedinachamberinwhichhemighthavediedorbeenmurderedascoreoftimeswithoutbeingabletocommunicatewiththeremoteservants’quartersbelowstairs,wherelaytheonemanandonewomanwhoattendedhim。Whenhecamelatetohisroomandpreparedforsleepbythelightoftwoflickeringcandlesthesilenceofthedeadintombswasabouthim;butitwasonlyamoreprofoundandinsistentthingthanthesilenceoftheday,becauseitwasthesilenceofthenight,whichisapresence。Heusedtotellhimselfwithsecretsmilesatthefactthatatcertaintimesthefantasywashalfbelievable——thattherewerethingswhichwalkedaboutsoftlyatnight——thingswhichdidnotwanttobedead。Hehimselfhadpickedthemoutfromamongthepicturesinthegallery——pretty,light,petulantwomen;adventurous—eyed,full—blooded,eagermen。Histheorywasthattheyhatedtheirstonecoffins,andfoughttheirwaybackthroughthegreymiststotrytotalkandmakeloveandtobeseenofwarmthingswhichwerealive。Butitwasnottobedone,becausetheyhadnobodiesandnovoices,andwhentheybeatuponcloseddoorstheywouldnotopen。Stilltheycameback——cameback。Andsometimestherewasarustleandasweepthroughtheairinapassage,oracreak,orasenseofwaitingwhichwasalmostasound。
"PerhapssomeofthemhavegonewhentheyhavebeenasIam,"hehadsaidoneblacknight,whenhehadsatinhisroomstaringatthefloor。"IfamanwasdraggedoutwhenhehadnotLIVEDaday,hewouldcomebackIshouldcomebackif——God!AmanCOULDnotbedraggedaway——likeTHIS!"
Andtositaloneandthinkofitwasanawfulandalonelything——alonelything。
Butlonelinesswasnothingnew,onlythatinthesemonthshishadstrangelyintensifieditself。This,thoughhewasnotawareofit,wasbecausethesoulandbodywhichwerethecompletingpartsofhimwerewithinreach——andwithoutit。
Whenhewentdowntobreakfasthesatsinglyathistable,roundwhichtwentypeoplemighthavelaughedandtalked。
Betweenthedining—roomandthelibraryhespenthisdayswhenhewasnotoutofdoors。Sincehecouldnotaffordservants,themanyotherroomsmustbekeptclosed。Itwasaghastlyandmelancholythingtomake,ashemustsometimes,asortofprecautionaryvisittothestateapartments。HewasthelastMountDunstan,andhewouldneverseethemopenedagainforuse,butsolongashelivedundertheroofhemightbyprevisioncheck,inameasure,thetoorapidencroachmentsofdecay。Tohavealeakstoppedhere,anaildrivenorasupportputthere,seemeddecentthingstodo。
"WhomamIdoingitfor?"hesaidtoMr。Penzance。"I
amdoingitformyself——becauseIcannothelpit。TheplaceseemstomelikesomegorgeousoldwarriorcometotheendofhisdaysIthasstoodthewarofthingsforcenturyaftercentury——thewarofthings。ItisgoingnowIamallthatislefttoit。ItisallIhave。SoIpatchitupwhenIcanaffordit,withacrutchorasplintandabandage。"
LateintheafternoonofthedayonwhichMissVanderpoelrodeawayfromWestWayswithLordWestholt,astealthyanddarklypurplecloudrose,liftingitsominousbulkagainstachrysopraseandpinkhorizon。Itwasthekindofcloudwhichspeaksofbutonethingtothosewhowatchclouds,orevencasuallyconsiderthem。SoLadyAnstruthersfeltsomesurprisewhenshesawSirNigelmounthishorsebeforethestonestepsandrideaway,asitwere,intotheveryheartofthecomingstorm。
"Nigelwillbecaughtintherain,"shesaidtohersister。
"Iwonderwhyhegoesoutnow。Itwouldbebettertowaituntilto—morrow。"
ButSirNigeldidnotthinkso。Hehadcalculatedmatterswithsomenicety。HewasnotexactlyonsuchtermswithMountDunstanaswouldmakeacasualcallseemanentirelynaturalthing,andhewishedtodropinuponhimforacasualcallandinanunpremeditatedmanner。HemeanttoreachtheMountaboutthetimethestormbroke,underwhichcircumstancenothingcouldbearmorelightlyanairofbeingunpremeditatedthantotakerefugeinachancepassing。
MountDunstanwasinthelibrary。Hehadsatsmokinghispipewhilehewatchedthepurplecloudrollupandspreaditself,blottingoutthechrysopraseandpinkandblue,andwhenthebranchesofthetreesbegantotossabouthehadlookedonwithpleasureastherushofbigraindropscamedownandpeltedthings。Itwasafinestorm,andthereweresomeimposingclapsofthunderandjaggedflashesoflightning。Asonesplendidrattleshooktheairhewassurprisedtohearasummonsatthegreathalldoor。Whoonearthcouldbeturningupatthistime?HismanReeveannouncedthearrivalafewmomentslater,anditwasSirNigelAnstruthers。Hehad,heexplained,beenridingthroughthevillagewhenthedelugedescended,andithadoccurredtohimtoturninattheparkgatesandaskatemporaryshelter。MountDunstanreceivedhimwithsufficientcourtesy。Hisappearancewasnotathingtorejoiceover,butitcouldbeendured。Whiskyandsodaandasmokewouldservetopassthehour,ifthestormlastedsolong。
Conversationwasnottheeasiestthingintheworldunderthecircumstances,butSirNigelledthewaysteadilyafterhehadtakenhisseatandacceptedthehospitalitiesoffered。
Whataplaceitwas——this!Hehadbeenstruckforthehundredthtimewiththeimpressivenessofthemassofit,thesweepoftheparkandthesplendidgroupingofthetimber,ashehadriddenuptheavenue。Therewasnootherplacelikeitinthecounty。WasthereanotherlikeitinEngland?
"Notinitscase,Ihope,"MountDunstansaid。
Therewereafewsecondsofsilence。Therainpoureddowninsplashingsheetsandwassweptinrattlinggustsagainstthewindowpanes。
"Whattheplaceneedsis——anheiress,"Anstruthersobservedinthetoneofapracticalman。"IbelieveIhaveheardthatyourviewsofthingsaresuchthatsheshouldpreferablyNOT
beanAmerican。"
MountDunstandidnotsmile,thoughheslightlyshowedhisteeth。
"WhenIamdriventothewall,"heanswered,"Imaynotbefastidiousastonationality。"
NigelAnstruthers’mannerwasnotabadone。Hechosethattoneofcasualopennesswhich,whileitdoesnotwhollycommititself,mayberegardedassuggestiveoftheamiablehalfconfidenceofspeechesmadeas"mantoman。"
"MyownopportunityofstudyingthegenusAmericanheiresswithinmyowngatesisafirst—classone。Ifindthatitknowswhatitwantsandthatitsintentionistogetit。"Ashortlaughbrokefromhimasheflickedtheashfromhiscigarontothesmallbronzereceptacleathiselbow。"Itisnotmanyyearssinceitwouldhavebeendifficultforagirltobefrankenoughtosay,`WhenImarryIshallasksomethinginexchangeforwhatIhavetogive。’"
"Therearenotmanywhohaveasmuchtogive,"saidMountDunstancoolly。
"True,"withaslightshrug。"Youarethinkingthatmenaregladenoughtotakeagirllikethat——evenonewhohasnotashapelikeDiana’sandeyeslikethesea。Yes,byGeorge,"
softly,andnarrowinghislids,"sheISahandsomecreature。"
MountDunstandidnotattempttorefutethestatement,andAnstrutherslaughedlowagain。
"Itisanassetsheknowsthevalueofquiteclearly。Thatistheinterestingpartofit。Shehasinheritedthefar—seeingcommercialmind。Shedoesnotobjecttoadmittingit。Sheeducatedherselfindelightfulcoldbloodthatshemightbepreparedforthelargestprizeappearinguponthehorizon。Sheheldthingsinviewwhenshewasachildatschool,andobviouslyattackedherFrench,German,andItalianconjugationswithatwelve—year—oldeyeonthefuture。"
MountDunstanleaningbackcarelesslyinhischair,laughed——
asitseemed——withhim。Internallyhewassayingthatthemanwasaliarwhomightalwaysbetrustedtolie,butheknewwithshamedfurythattheliesweredoingsomethingtohissoul——rollingdarkvapoursoverit——stinginghim,draggingawayprops,andmakinghimfeeltheyhadbeenfoolishthingstoleanon。Thiscanalwaysbedonewithamaninlovewhohasslightfoundationforhope。Forsomemysteriousandoccultreasoncivilisationhaselectedtotreatthestrangeandgreatpassionasifitwereanunholyandindecentthing,whosedominionoverhimpropersocialtrainingpreventsanymanfromadmittingopenly。Inpassingthroughitscruelestphaseshemustbearhimselfasifhewereimmune,andthisbeingthecustom,hemaybecalledupontoenduremuchwithoutthereliefofstrikingoutwithmanlyblows。Anenemyguessinghiscaseandpossessingtheinfernalgiftwhosejoyistodisheartenanddohurtwithcourteousdespitefulness,mayplantapoisonedarrowhereandtherewithneatnessandfinetouch,whilehisboundvictimcan,withdecency,neitherstart,norutterbravehowls,norguardhimself,butmustsitstillandlisten,hospitablysupplyingsmokeanddrinkandbeingcarefulnottomakeanassofhimself。
ThereforeMountDunstanpushedthecigarsnearertohisvisitorandwavedhishandhospitablytowardsthewhiskyandsoda。Therewasnoreason,infact,whyAnstruthers——oranyoneindeed,butPenzance,shouldsuspectthathehadbecomesomewhatmadinsecret。Theman’stalkwasmarkedmerelybythelightlydisparagingmalicewhichwasrarelytobemissedfromanyspeechofhiswhichtouchedonothers。Yetitmighthavebeenathingarrangedbeforehand,tosuggestadroitlyeitherliesortruthwhichwouldmakeamanseeeverysickeninglygoodreasonforfeelingthatinthiscontesthedidnotcountforamanatall。
"Ithasallbeenprettyobvious,"saidSirNigel。"Thereisasortofcynicismintheopennessofthesiege。Myimpressionisthatalmosteveryyoungsterwhohasmetherhastakenashot。TommyAlanbyscramblingupfromhiskneesinoneoftherose—gardenswasasatisfyingsight。Hismuch—talked—of—
passionforJaneLithcomwastemporarilyinabeyance。"
Therainswirledinatorrentagainstthewindow,andcasuallyglancingoutsideatthetossinggardenshewenton。
"Sheisenjoyingherself。Whynot?Shehasthespiritofthehuntress。Idon’tthinkshetalksnonsenseaboutfriendshiptothecaptivesofherbowandspear。Sheknowsshecanalwaysgetwhatshewants。AgirllikethatMUSThaveanarroganceofmind。Andsheisnotayoungsaint。SheisoneofthewomenbornwithTHELOOKinhereyes。IownIshouldnotliketobeintheplaceofanyprimevalpoorbrutewhoreallywentmadoverher——andcountedhermillionsassomuchdirt。"
MountDunstanansweredwithashrugofhisbigshoulders:
"Apparentlyhewouldseemasremotefromthereasonofto—dayasthemenwholivedonthelandwhenHengistandHorsacame——orwhenCaesarlandedatDeal。"
"Hewouldseemasremotetoher,"withashrugalso。
"Ishouldnotliketocontendthathispointofviewwouldnotinterestherorthatshewouldparticularlydiscouragehim。Hereyeswouldcallhim——withoutmaliceorintention,nodoubt,butyourearlyBritonceorlorearlwouldbeaswellunderstoodbyher。YourNewYorkbeautywhohaslivedinthemarketplaceknowsprincipallythepricesofthings。"
Hewasnotillpleasedwithhimself。Hewasputtingitwellandgettingratherevenwithher。Ifthisfellowwithhisshutmouthhadasorespothiddenanywherehewasgivinghim"tothink。"Andhewouldfindhimselfthinking,while,whatsoeverhethought,hewouldbeobligedtocontinuetokeephisuglymouthshut。ThegreatideawastosaythingsWITHOUT
sayingthem,tosetyourhearer’smindtosayingthemforyou。
"Whatstrikesonemostisasortofcommercialbrillianceinher,"takinguphisthreadagainafterasmilinglyreflectivepause。"Itquiteexhilaratesonebyitsnovelty。There’sspiceinit。WeEnglishhavenotalook—inwhenwearedealingwithAmericans,andyetFrancecallsusanationofshop—
keepers。Myimpressionisthattheirwomentakelittleinventoriesofeveryhousetheyenter,ofeverymantheymeet。I
heardheroncespeakingtomywifeaboutthisplace,asifshehadlivedinit。Shespokeoftheclosedwindowsandthestateofthegardens——ofbrokenfountainsandfallenarches。Sheevidentlydeploredthedeteriorationofthingswhichrepresentedcapital。ShehasinventoriedDunholm,nodoubt。ThatwillgiveWestholtachance。Butshewilldonothinguntilafterhernextyear’sseasoninLondon——thatI’dswear。Ilookforwardtonextyear。Itwillbeworthwatching。Shehasbeentrainingmywife。AsisterwhohasmarriedanEnglishmanandhasatleastspentsomeyearsofherlifeinEnglandhasacertainestablishedair。Whensheispresentedoneknowsshewillbeasensation。Afterthat————"hehesitatedamoment,smilingnottoopleasantly。
"Afterthat,"saidMountDunstan,"theDeluge。"
"Exactly。TheDelugewhichusuallysweepsgirlsofftheirfeet——butitwillnotsweepheroffhers。Shewillstandquitefirminthefloodandlosesightofnothingofimportancewhichfloatspast。"
MountDunstantookhimup。Hewassickofhearingthefellow’svoice。
"Therewillbeagoodmanythings,"hesaid;"therewillbegreatpersonagesandsmallones,pompsandvanities,glitteringthingsandheavyones。"
"Whensheseeswhatshewants,"saidAnstruthers,"shewillholdoutherhand,knowingitwillcometoher。Thethingswhichdrownwillnotdisturbher。Ioncemadetheblunderofsuggestingthatshemightneedprotectionagainsttheimportunate——asifshehadbeenanEnglishgirl。Itwasanidioticthingtodo。"
"Because?"MountDunstanforthemomenthadlosthishead。Anstruthershadmaddeninglypaused。
"Sheansweredthatifitbecamenecessaryshemightperhapsbeabletoprotectherself。Shewasascoolandfrankasaboy。Noairpinceaboutit——merelyconsciousnessofbeingabletoputthingsintheirrightplaces。Madeameremalerelativefeellikeafool。"
"WhenAREthingsintheirrightplaces?"Tohiscreditbeitspoken,MountDunstanmanagedtosayitasifinthemereputtingtogetherofidlewords。Whatmanlikestoberemindedofhisrightplace!Nomanwantstobeputinhisrightplace。
Thereisalwaysanotherplacewhichseemsmoredesirable。
"Sheknows——ifweothersdonot。IsupposemyrightplaceisatStornham,conductingmyselfasthebrother—in—lawofafairAmericanshould。Isupposeyoursishere——shutupamongyourclosedcorridorsandlockeddoors。Theremustbealotoftheminahouselikethis。Don’tyousometimesfeelittoolargeforyou?"
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