OnemorningBetty,comingtomakehervisitofinquiryfoundthepatientlookingthoughtful,andwhenshecommenteduponhisairofpondering,hisreplycastlightuponthemystery。
"Well,MissVanderpoel,"heexplained,"IwaslyingherethinkingofLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance,andhowwelltheytreatedme——Ihaven’ttoldyouaboutthat,haveI?
"ThatexplainswhatMrs。Buttlesaid,"sheanswered。
"WhenyouweredeliriousyoutalkedfrequentlytoLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance。Webothwonderedwhy。"
Thenhetoldherthewholestory。Beginningwithhissittingonthegrassybankoutsidethepark,listeningtothesongoftherobin,heendedwiththeadieuxattheentrancegateswhenthesoundofherhorse’strottinghoofshadbeenheardbyeachofthem。
"WhatI’vebeenlyingherethinkingof,"hesaid,"ishowqueeritwasithappenedjustthatway。IfIhadn’tstoppedjustthatminute,andifyouhadn’tgoneby,andifLordMountDunstanhadn’tknownyouandsaidwhoyouwere,LittleWilliewouldhavebeeninLondonbythistime,hustlingtogetacheapbunkbacktoNewYorkin。"
"Because?"inquiredMissVanderpoel。
G。Seldenlaughedandhesitatedamoment。Thenhemadeacleanbreastofit。
"Say,MissVanderpoel,"hesaid,"Ihopeitwon’tmakeyoumadifIownup。Ladieslikeyoudon’tknowanythingaboutchapslikeme。Onthesquareandstraightout,whenIseenyouandheardyournameIcouldn’thelprememberingwhosedaughteryouwas。ReubenS。Vanderpoelspellsabigthing。Why,whenIwasinNewYorkwefellowsusedtogettogetherandtalkaboutwhatit’dmeantothechapwhocouldgetnexttoReubenS。Vanderpoel。Weusedtocountupallthebusinesshedoes,andalltheclerkshe’sgotunderhimpoundingawayontypewriters,andhowthey’dbeboundtogetwornoutandneednewones。Andwe’dmakecalculationshowmanyamancouldunload,ifhecouldgetnext。Itwasakindoftypewritingjuniorassistantfairystory,andweknewitcouldn’thappenreally。Butweusedtochinaboutitjustforthefunofthething。OneoftheboysmadeupathingaboutoneofussavingReubenS。’slife——dragginghimfromunderarunawayautoand,whenhesays,`WhatcanI
dotoshowmygratitude,youngman?’himhandingouthiscatalogueandsaying,`IshouldliketocallyourattentiontotheDelkoff,sir,’andgettinghimtopromisehe’dneveruseanyother,aslongashelived!"
ReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughterlaughedasspontaneouslyasanygirlmighthavedone。G。Seldenlaughedwithher。
Atanyrate,shehadn’tgotmad,sofar。
"Thatwaswhatdidit,"hewenton。"WhenIrodeawayonmybikeIgotthinkingaboutitandcouldnotgetitoutofmyhead。ThenextdayIjuststoppedontheroadandgotoffmywheel,andIsaystomyself:`Lookhere,businessisbusiness,ifyouAREtravellinginEuropeandlunchingatBuckinghamPalacewiththemainsqueeze。Getbusy!What’lltheboyssayiftheyhearyou’vemissedachancelikethis?YOU
hitthepikeforStornhamCastle,orwhateverit’scalled,andtakeyournervewithyou!Shecan’tdomorethanhaveyoufiredout,andyou’vebeenfiredbeforeandgotyourbreathafterit。SoIturnedroundandmadetime。AndthatwashowI
happenedonyouravenue。AndperhapsitwasbecauseIwasfeelingabitrattledIlostmyholdwhenthechainbroke,andpitchedoveronmyhead。There,I’vegotitoffmychest。I
wasthinkingIshouldhavetoexplainsomehow。"
Somethingakintoherfeelingofaffectionforthenice,long—
leggedWesternershehadseenramblinginBondStreettouchedBettyagain。TheDelkoffwasthecentreofG。Selden’sworldastheflowerswereofKedgers’,asthe"little’ome"wasofMrs。Welden’s。
"WereyougoingtotrytosellMEatypewriter?"sheasked。
"Well,"G。Seldenadmitted,"Ididn’tknowbutwhattheremightbeuseforone,writingbusinesslettersonabigplacelikethis。Straight,Iwon’tsayIwasn’tgoingtotryprettyhard。Itmaylooklikegall,butyouseeafellowhastorushthingsorhe’llnevergetthere。AchaplikemeHAS
togetthere,somehow。"
Shewassilentafewmomentsandlookedasifshewasthinkingsomethingover。HersilenceandthislookonherfaceactuallycausedtodawninthebreastofSeldenagleamofdaringhope。Helookedroundatherwithafaintrisingofcolour。
"Say,MissVanderpoel——say————"hebegan,andthenbrokeoff。
"Yes?"saidBetty,stillthinking。
"C—COULDyouuseone——anywhere?"hesaid。"Idon’twanttorushthingstoomuch,but——COULDyou?"
"Isiteasytolearntouseit?"
"Easy!"hisheadliftedfromhispillow。"It’saseasyasfallingoffalog。Ababyinaperambulatorcouldlearntotickoffordersforitsbottle。And——onthesquare——thereisn’titsequalonthemarket,MissVanderpoel——thereisn’t。"Hefumbledbeneathhispillowandactuallybroughtforthhiscatalogue。
"Iaskedthenursetoputitthere。Iwantedtostudyitnowandthenandthinkuparguments。See——adjustabletoholdwithperfecteaseanenvelope,anindexcard,orastripofpapernowiderthanapostagestamp。Unsurpassedpaperfeed,practicalribbonmechanism——perfectandpermanentalignment。"
AsMountDunstanhadtakenthebook,BettyVanderpoeltookit。NeverhadG。Seldenbeheldsuchsmilingineyesabouttobenduponhiscatalogue。
"Youwillraiseyourtemperature,"shesaid,"ifyouexciteyourself。Youmustn’tdothat。Ibelievetherearetwoorthreepeopleontheestatewhomightbetaughttouseatypewriter。Iwillbuythree。Yes——wewillsaythree。"
Shewouldbuythree。Hesoaredtoheights。Hedidnotknowhowtothankher,thoughhedidhisbest。Dizzyingvisionsofwhathewouldhavetotell"theboys"whenhereturnedtoNewYorkflashedacrosshismind。ThedaughterofReubenS。VanderpoelhadboughtthreeDelkoffs,andhewasthejuniorassistantwhohadsoldthemtoher。
"Youdon’tknowwhatitmeanstome,MissVanderpoel,"
hesaid,"butifyouwereajuniorsalesmanyou’dknow。It’snotonlythesale——thoughthat’sarake—offoffifteendollarstome——butit’sbecauseit’sYOUthat’sboughtthem。Gee!"
gazingatherwithafrankawewhoseobvioussincerityheldaqueertouchofpathos。"WhatitmustbetobeYOU——justYOU!"
Shedidnotlaugh。Shefeltasifahandhadlightlytouchedheronhernakedheart。Shehadthoughtofitsooften——hadbeenbewilderedrestlesslybyitasamerechild——thisdifferenceinhumanlot——thischance。WasitchancewhichhadplacedherentityinthecentreofBettinaVanderpoel’sworldinsteadofinthatofsomelittlecashgirlwithhairrakedbackfromasallowface,whostaredatherasshepassedinashop——orinthatoftheyoungFrenchwomanwhoselifewasspentinservingher,incaringfordelicatedressesandkeepingguardoverornamentswhosepricewouldhavegiventoherownhumblenesseasefortherestofexistence?Whatdiditmean?AndwhatLawwaslaiduponher?WhatLawwhichcouldonlyworkthroughherandsuchasshewhohadbeenbornwithalmostunearthlypowerlaidintheirhands——thereinsofmonstrouswealth,whichguidedordrovetheworld?Sometimesfeartouchedher,aswiththislighttouchanherheart,becauseshedidnotKNOWtheLawandcouldonlypraythatherguessingatitmightberight。And,evenasshethoughtthesethings,G。
Seldenwenton。
"Younevercanknow,"hesaid,"becauseyou’vealwaysbeeninit。Andtherestoftheworldcan’tknow,becausethey’veneverbeenanywherenearit。"Hestoppedandevidentlyfelltothinking。
"Tellmeabouttherestoftheworld,"saidBettyquietly。
Helaughedagain。
"Why,Iwasjustthinkingtomyselfyoudidn’tknowathingaboutit。Andit’squeer。It’stherestofusthatmountsupwhenyoucometonumbers。Iguessit’drunintomillions。
I’mnotthinkingofbeggarsandstarvingpeople,I’vebeenrushingtheDelkofftoosteadytogetontoanyswellcharityorganisation,soIdon’tknowaboutthem。I’mjustthinkingofthemillionsoffellows,andwomen,too,forthematterofthat,thatwakenupeverymorningandknowthey’vegottohustlefortheirtenperortheirfifteenper——iftheycanstiritupasthickasthat。Ifit’sasmuchasfiftyper,ofcourse,seemsliketome,they’reonEasyStreet。Butsometimesthosethat’sgottofiftyper——orevenmore——havegotmorethingstodowithit——kids,youknow,andmorerentandclothes。They’vegottogetatitjustashardaswehave。Why,MissVanderpoel,howmanypeopledoyousupposethereareinamillionthatdon’thavetoworryovertheirnextmonth’sgrocerybills,andtherentoftheirflat?Ibetthere’snotten——andIdon’tknowtheten。"
Hedidnotstatehiscaseuncheerfully。"Therestoftheworld"representedtohimthenormalconditionofthings。
"Mostmarriedmen’sabitafraidtolookanhonestgrocerybillintheface。AndtheyWILLcomein——asregularasspringhats。AndItellYOU,whenaman’sgottoliveonseventy—fiveamonth,athingthat’lltakeallthestrengthandenergyoutofatwenty—dollarbillsortergetshimdownonthemat。"
LikeoldMrs。Welden’s,hisroughlysketchedpicturewasagraphicone。
"’Tain’ttheworkingthatbothersmostofus。Wewereborntothat,andmostofuswouldfeellikedeadbeatsifweweredoingnothing。It’stheearninglessthanyoucanliveon,andgettingasortoftiredfeelingoverit。It’sthehavingtomakeadollar—billlookliketwo,andwatchingeveryotherfellowtrytodothesamething,andnotoftenmakethetrip。
There’smillionsofus——justmillions——everyoneofuswithhisDelkofftosell————"hisfigureofspeechpleasedhimandhechuckledathisowncleverness——"andthinkingofit,andtalkingaboutit,and——underhisvest——halfafraidthathecan’tmakeit。Andwhatyousayinthemorningwhenyouopenyoureyesandstretchyourselfis,`Hullygee!I’veGOTtosellaDelkoffto—day,andsupposeIshouldn’t,andcouldn’tholddownmyjob!’Ibeganitovermyfeedingbottle。SodidallthepeopleIknow。That’swhatgavemeasortofajoltjustnowwhenIlookedatyouandthoughtaboutyoubeingYOU——
andwhatitmeant。"
WhentheirconversationendedshehadamuchmoreintimateknowledgeofNewYorkthanshehadeverhadbefore,andshefeltitarichpossession。Shehadheardofthe"hallbedroom"previously,andshehadseenfromtheoutsidethe"quicklunch"counter,butG。Seldenunconsciouslyescortedherinsideandthrewuponfacesandlivestheglareofaflashlight。
"TherewasathingI’vebeenthinkingI’daskyou,MissVanderpoel,"hesaidjustbeforeshelefthim。"I’dlikeyoutotellme,ifyouplease。It’slikethis。Youseethosetwofellowstreatedmeasfineassilk。ImeanLordMountDunstanandMr。Penzance。Ineverexpectedit。Ineversawalordbefore,muchlessspoketoone,butIcantellyouthatone’sjustaboutallright——MountDunstan。Andtheotherone——
theoldvicar——I’venevertakentoanyonesinceIwasbornlikeItooktohim。Thewayheputsonhiseye—glassesandlooksatyou,sorterkindandcuriousaboutyouatthesametime!Andhisvoiceandhiswayofsayinghiswords——well,theyjustGOTme——sure。Andtheybothof’emdidsaythey’dliketoseemeagain。Nowdoyouthink,MissVanderpoel,itwouldlooktoofresh——ifIwastowriteapolitenoteandaskifeitherofthemcouldmakeitconvenienttocomeandtakealookatme,ifitwouldn’tbetoomuchtrouble。I
don’tWANTtobetoofresh——andperhapstheywouldn’tcomeanyhow——andifitis,pleasewon’tyoutellme,MissVanderpoel?"
BettythoughtofMountDunstanashehadstoodandtalkedtoherinthedeepeningafternoonsun。Shedidnotknowmuchofhim,butshethought——havingheardG。Selden’sstoryofthelunch——thathewouldcome。ShehadneverseenMr。
Penzance,butsheknewsheshouldliketoseehim。
"Ithinkyoumightwritethenote,"shesaid。"Ibelievetheywouldcometoseeyou。"
"Doyou?"witheagerpleasure。"ThenI’lldoit。I’dgiveagooddealtoseethemagain。Itellyou,theyarejustIt——bothofthem。"
CHAPTERXXVII
LIFE
MountDunstan,walkingthroughtheparknextmorningonhiswaytothevicarage,justafterposttime,metMr。
PenzancehimselfcomingtomakeanequallyearlycallattheMount。Eachofthemhadaletterinhishand,andeachmettheother’sglancewithasmile。
"G。Selden,"MountDunstansaid。"Andyours?"
"G。Seldenalso,"answeredthevicar。"Pooryoungfellow,whatill—luck。Andyet——isitill—luck?Hesaysnot。"
"Hetellsmeitisnot,"saidMountDunstan。"AndIagreewithhim。"
Mr。Penzancereadhisletteraloud。
"DEARSIR:
"Thisistonotifyyouthatowingtomybikegoingbackonmewhengoingdownhill,ImetwithanaccidentinStornhamPark。Wascutabouttheheadandlegbroken。LittleWilliebeingfarfromhomeandmother,youcanseewhatsortoffixhe’dbeeninifithadn’tbeenforthekindnessofReubenS。
Vanderpoel’sdaughters——MissBettinaandhersisterLadyAnstruthers。Thewaythey’vehadmetakencareofhasbeengreat。I’vebeenunderanurseanddoctorsameasifIwasAlbertEdwardwithappendycytus(Iapologiseifthat’snotspeltright)。DearSir,thisistosaythatIaskedMissVanderpoelifIshouldbebuttingintoomuchifIdroppedalinetoaskifyoucouldsparethetimetocallandseeme。Itwouldbeconsideredafavourandappreciatedby"G。SELDEN,"DelkoffTypewriterCo。Broadway。
"P。S。HavealreadysoldthreeDelkoffstoMissVanderpoel。"
"Uponmyword,"Mr。Penzancecommented,andhisamiablefervourquiteglowed,"Ilikethatqueeryoungfellow——
Ilikehim。Hedoesnotwishto`buttintoomuch。’Now,thereisrudimentarydelicacyinthat。Andwhatahumorous,forcefulfigureofspeech!Somebuttinganimal——agoat,I
seemtosee,preferably——forcingitswayintoagrouporclosedcircleofpersons。"
HisgleefulanalysisofthephrasehadsuchevidentcharmforhimthatMountDunstanbrokeintoashoutoflaughter,evenasG。SeldenhaddoneattheadroitmentionofWeber&Fields。
"Shallwerideovertogethertoseehimthismorning?AnhourwithG。Selden,surroundedbytheatmosphereofReubenS。Vanderpoel,wouldbeacheeringthing,"hesaid。
"Itwould,"Mr。Penzanceanswered。"Letusgobyallmeans。Weshouldnot,Isuppose,"withkeendelight,"be`buttingin’uponLadyAnstrutherstooearly?"Hewasquiteenrapturedwithhisownaptness。"LikeG。Selden,I
shouldnotliketo`buttin,’"headded。
Thescentandwarmthandglowofagloriousmorningfilledthehour。CombiningthemselveswithacertainnormalhumangaietywhichsurroundedthemerethoughtofG。Selden,theyweregoodthingsforMountDunstan。Lifewasstrongandyounginhim,andhehadlaughedabigyounglaugh,whichhad,perhapstendedtothewakinginhimofthefeelinghewassuddenlyconsciousof——thatasix—milerideoverawhite,tree—dappled,sunlitroadwouldbepleasantenough,and,afterall,ifattheendofthegalloponecameagainuponthatotherinwhomlifewasstrongandyoung,andbloomedonrose—cheekandwasthefarfireinthebluedeepsoflovelyeyes,andtheslimstraightnessofthefairbody,whywoulditnotbe,inaway,alltothegood?Hehadthoughtofheronmorethanoneday,andfeltthathewantedtoseeheragain。
"Letusgo,"heansweredPenzance。"Onecancallonaninvalidatanytime。LadyAnstrutherswillforgiveus。"
Inlessthananhour’stimetheywereontheirway。Theylaughedandtalkedastheyrode,theirhorses’hoofsstrikingoutacheerfulringingaccompanimenttotheirvoices。Thereisnothingmoreexhilaratingthanthehollow,regularringandclick—clackofgoodhoofsgoingwelloverafineoldRomanroadinthemorningsunlight。TheytalkedofthejuniorassistantsalesmanandofMissVanderpoel。Penzancewasmuchpleasedbytheprospectofseeing"thisdelightfulandunusualgirl。"Hehadheardstoriesofher,ashadLordWestholt。
HeknewofoldDoby’spipe,andofMrs。Welden’srespitefromtheUnion,andthoughsuchincidentswouldseemmeretriflestothedwelleringreattowns,hehadhimselflivedanddonehisworklongenoughinvillagestoknowthevillagemindandthescaleofproportionsbywhichitsgladnessandsadnessweremeasured。HeknewmoreofallthisthanMountDunstancould,sinceMountDunstan’sexistencehadisolateditself,fromrathergloomychoice。Butasherode,MountDunstanknewthathelikedtohearthesethings。Therewasthesuggestionofnewlifeandnewthoughtinthem,andsuchsuggestionwasgoodforanyman——orwoman,either——whohadfallenintolivinginadull,narrowgroove。
"Itisthenewlifeinherwhichstrikesme,"hesaid。"Shehasbroughtwealthwithher,andwealthispowertodothegoodorevilthatgrowsinaman’ssoul;butshehasbroughtsomethingmore。Shemighthavecomehereandbroughtallthesumptuousnessofafashionableyoungbeauty,whodrovethroughthevillageanddrewpeopletotheirwindows,andmadeclodhoppersscratchtheirheadsandpulltheirforelocks,andchildrenbobcurtsiesandstare。Shemighthavecomeandgoneandleftamind—dazzlingmemoryandnothingelse。A
fewsovereignstossedhereandtherewouldhaveearnedherareputation——but,bygee!toquoteSelden——shehasbegunLIVINGwiththem,asifherancestorshaddoneitforsixhundredyears。Andwhat_I_seeisthatifshehadcomewithoutapennyinherpocketshewouldhavedonethesamething。"
Hepausedaponderingmoment,andthendrewasharpbreathwhichwasanexclamationinitself。"She’sLife!"hesaid。
"She’sLifeitself!GoodGod!whatathingitisforamanorwomantobeLife——insteadofamassoftissueandmuscleandnerve,draggedaboutbythemeremechanismofliving!"
Penzancehadlistenedseriously。
"Whatyousayisverysuggestive,"hecommented。"Itstrikesmeastrue,too。Youhaveseensomethingofheralso,atleastmorethanIhave。"
"IdidnotthinkthesethingswhenIsawher——thoughIsupposeI
feltthemunconsciously。Ihavereachedthiswayofsummingherupbyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion。Onehearsofher,asyouknowyourself,andonethinksherover。"
"Youhavethoughtherover?"
"Alot,"rathergrumpily。"Abeautifulfemalecreatureinevitablygivesanunbeautifulmalecreaturesomethingtothinkof——ifheisnototherwiseactivelyemployed。Iamnot。
Shehasbecomeasortofdawningrelieftomyhopelesshumours。
Beingalowandunworthybeast,Iamsometimesresentfulenoughoftheunfairnessofthings。Shehastoomuch。"
WhentheyrodethroughStornhamvillagetheysawsignsofworkalreadydoneandworkstillinhand。Therewerenobrokenwindowsorpalingsorhangingwicketgates;cottagegardenshadbeenputinorder,andtherewereevidencesofsuchcheeringtouchesasnewbitsofwindowcurtainandstrong—lookingyoungplantsbloomingbetweenthem。Somanysmall,butnecessary,thingshadbeendonethatthewholevillageworetheaspectofaplacewhichhadtakenheart,andwasfacingexistenceinahopefulspirit。AyearagoMountDunstanandhisvicarridingthroughithadbeenstruckbyitsneglectedanddispiritedlook。
AstheyenteredthehalloftheCourtMissVanderpoelwasdescendingthestaircase。Shewaslaughingalittletoherself,andshelookedpleasedwhenshesawthem。
"Itisgoodofyoutocome,"shesaid,astheycrossedthehalltothedrawing—room。"ButItoldhimIreallythoughtyouwould。Ihavejustbeentalkingtohim,andhewasalittleuncertainastowhetherhehadassumedtoomuch。"
"Astowhetherhehad`buttedin,’"saidMr。Penzance。
"Ithinkhemusthavesaidthat。"
"Hedid。Healsowasafraidthathemighthavebeen`toofresh。’"answeredBetty。
"Onourpart,"saidMr。Penzance,withgentleglee,"wehesitatedamomentinfearlestwealsomightappeartobe`buttingin。’"
Thentheyalllaughedtogether。TheywerelaughingwhenLadyAnstruthersentered,andsheherselfjoinedthem。ButtoMountDunstan,whofelthertobesomehowatouchinglittleperson,therewasmanifestatendernessinherfeelingforG。
Selden。Forthatmatter,however,therewassomethingalreadybeginningtoberatheraffectionateintheattitudeofeachofthem。Theywentupstairstofindhimlyinginstateuponabigsofaplacednearawindow,andhisjoyatthesightofthemwasagenuine,humanthing。Infact,hehadponderedagooddealinsecretonthepossibilityoftheseswellpeoplethinkinghehad"morethanhisshareofgall"toexpectthemtorememberhimafterhepassedonhisjuniorassistantsalesman’sway。ReubenS。Vanderpoel’sdaughterswereofthehighestofhisFourHundred,buttheywereAmericans,andAmericanswerenotasaruleso"stuckonthemselves"astheEnglish。Andherethesetwoswellscameasfriendlyasyouplease。Andthatniceoldchapthatwasavicar,smilingandgivinghim"thegladhand"!
BettyandMountDunstanleftMr。Penzancetalkingtotheconvalescentafterashorttime。MountDunstanhadaskedtobeshownthegardens。Hewantedtoseethewonderfulthingshehadheardhadbeenalreadydonetothem。
Theywentdownthestairstogetherandpassedthroughthedrawing—roomintothepleasuregrounds。Theonceneglectedlawnshadalreadybeenmownandrolled,clippedandtrimmed,untiltheyspreadbeforetheeyehugemeasuresofgreenvelvet;
eventhebedsgirdlingandadorningthemwerebrilliantwithflowers。
"Kedgers!"saidBetty,wavingherhand。"InmyignoranceIthoughtwemustwaitforblossomsuntilnextyear;
butitappearsthatwonderscanbebroughtallreadytobloomforonefromnurserygardens,andcanbemadetogrowwithcare——anddaring——andpassionateaffection。IhaveseenKedgersturnpalewithanguishashehungoverabedoftransplantedthingswhichseemedtodrooptoolong。Theydroopjustatfirst,youknow,andthentheyslowlylifttheirheads,slowly,asiftolistentoaVoicecalling——calling。OnceIsatforquitealongtimebeforearose,watchingit。WhenIsawitBEGINtolisten,Ifeltalittletremblingpassovermybody。
Iseemedtobesostrangelyneartosuchastrangething。ItwasLife——Lifecomingback——inanswertowhatwecannothear。"
Shehadbegunlightly,andthenhervoicehadchanged。Itwasveryquietattheendofherspeaking。MountDunstansimplyrepeatedherlastwords。
"Towhatwecannothear。"
"Onefeelsitsomuchinagarden,"shesaid。"Ihaveneverlivedinagardenofmyown。Thisisnotmine,butIhavebeenlivinginit——withKedgers。OneissoclosetoLifeinit——
thestirringinthebrownearth,thepiercingthroughofgreenspears,thatbreakingofbudsandpouringforthofscent!Whyshouldn’tonetremble,ifonethinks?IhavestoodinapottingshedandwatchedKedgersfillashallowboxwithdamprichmouldandscatteroveritathinlayerofinfinitesimalseeds;thenhemoistensthemandcarriesthemreverentlytohisaltarsinagreenhouse。TheledgesinKedgers’green—
housesarealtars。Ithinkheoffersprayersbeforethem。Whynot?Ishould。Andwhenonecomestoseethem,themoistseedsareswelledtofulness,andwhenonecomesagaintheyarebursting。Andthenexttime,tinygreenthingsarecurlingoutward。And,atlast,thereisafairyforestoftiniestpalegreenstemsandleaves。AndoneisstandingclosetotheSecretoftheWorld!Andwhyshouldnotoneprostrateone’sself,breathingsoftly——andtouchingone’sawedforeheadtotheearth?"
MountDunstanturnedandlookedather——apauseinhisstep——theywerewalkingdownaturfedpath,andovertheirheadsmeetingbranchesofnewleaveshung。Somethinginhismovementmadeherturnandpausealso。Theybothpaused——andquiteunknowingly。
"Doyouknow,"hesaid,inalowandratherunusualvoice,"thataswewereonourwayhere,IsaidofyoutoPenzance,thatyouwereLife——YOU!"
Forafewseconds,astheystoodso,hislookheldher——theireyesinvoluntarilyandstrangelyheldeachother。Somethingsoftlyglowinginthesunlightfallingonthemboth,somethingrainingdowninthesongofarisingskylarktrillingintheblueafieldaway,somethinginthewarmedincenseofblossomsnearthem,wascalling——callingintheVoice,thoughtheydidnotknowtheyheard。Strangely,asplendidblushroseinafairfloodunderherskin。Shewasconsciousofit,andfeltasecond’samazedimpatiencethatsheshouldcolourlikeaschoolgirlsuspectingacompliment。Hedidnotlookatherasamanlookswhohasmadeaprettyspeech。Hiseyesmethersstraightandthoughtfully,andherepeatedhislastwordsashehadbeforerepeatedhers。
"ThatYOUwereLife——you!"
Thebluebellsunderwaterwereforthemomentincrediblylovely。
Herfeelingabouttheblushmeltedawayastheblushitselfhaddone。
"Iamgladyousaidthat!"sheanswered。"Itwasabeautifulthingtosay。IhaveoftenthoughtthatIshouldlikeittobetrue。"
"Itistrue,"hesaid。
Thentheskylark,showeringgoldenrain,sweptdowntoearthanditsnestinthemeadow,andtheywalkedon。
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