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第2章

  Shedashedoutoftheroom,andcouldneverbeinducedtosayawordfurtheraboutthematter。Shewouldindeedhavefounditimpossibletoexpressherintenseantipathyandsenseofimpendingcalamity。Shehadnotthephrasestomakeherselfcleareventoherself,andafterallwhatcontrollingeffortcanoneproducewhenoneisonlyeightyearsold?
  CHAPTERII
  ALACKOFPERCEPTION
  MercantileasAmericanswereproclaimedtobe,theopinionofSirNigelAnstrutherswasthattheywere,onsomepoints,singularlyunbusinesslike。Intheperfectlyobviousandsimplematterofthesettlementofhisdaughter’sfortune,hehadfeltthatReubenVanderpoelwasobtusetothepointofidiocy。
  Heseemedtohavenoneoftheordinarypointsofview。
  NaturallytherewastoAnstruthers’mindbutonepointofviewtotake。Amanofbirthandrank,heargued,doesnotcareeracrosstheAtlantictomarryaNewYorkmillionaire’sdaughterunlessheanticipatesderivingsomeadvantagefromthealliance。Suchaman——beingofAnstruthers’type——wouldnothavemarriedarichwomaneveninhisowncountrywithoutmakingsurethatadvantagesweretoaccruetohimselfasaresultoftheunion。"InEngland,"tousehisownwords,"therewasnononsenseaboutit。"Women’sfortunesaswellasthemselvesbelongedtotheirhusbands,andamanwhowasmasterinhisownhousecouldmakehiswifedoashechose。
  Hehadseengirlswithmoneymanagedverysatisfactorilybyfellowswhoheldatightrein,andwerenotmovedbytears,anddidnotallowtalkingtorelations。Ifhehadbeendesirousofmarryingandcouldhaveaffordedtotakeapennilesswife,therewerehundredsofportionlessgirlsreadytothankGodforadecentchancetosettlethemselvesforlife,andoneneednotstiroutofone’snativelandtofindthem。
  ButSirNigelhadnotintheleastdesiredtosaddlehimselfwithadomesticencumbrance,infactnothingwouldhaveinducedhimtoconsiderthestepifhehadnotbeendrivenhardbycircumstances。Hisfortuneshadreachedastagewheremoneymustbeforthcomingsomehow——fromsomewhere。
  Heandhismotherhadbeenlivingfromhandtomouth,sotospeak,foryears,andtheyhadalsobeenobligedtokeepupappearances,whichissometimesembitteringeventopersonsofamiabletempers。LadyAnstruthers,itistrue,hadlivedinthecountryinasniggardlyamanneraspossible。Shehadnarrowedherexistencetoabsoluteprivation,presentingatthesametimeastern,boldfronttothepersonswhosawher,totheinsufficientstaffofservants,tothevillagetothevicarandhiswife,andthefewfar—distantneighbourswhoperhapsonceayeardrovemilestocallorleaveacard。Shewasanoldwomansufficientlyunattractivetofindnodifficultyinthewayoflimitingheracquaintances。Theunprepossessingwardrobeshehadgatheredinthepassingyearswasremadeagainandagainbythevillagedressmaker。Sheworedingyoldsilkgownsandappallingbonnets,andmantlesdrippingwithrustyfringesandbuglebeads,butthesemitigatednotintheleasttheunflinchingarroganceofherbearing,orthesimple,intolerantrudenesswhichsheconsideredproperandbecominginpersonslikeherself。Shedidnotofcourseallowthatthereexistedmanypersonslikeherself。
  Thatsocietyrejoicedinthisfactwasbutthestampofitsinferiorityandfolly。WhileshepinchedherselfandharriedherfewhirelingsatStornhamitwasnecessaryforSirNigeltoshowhimselfintownandpresentasdecentanappearanceaspossible。Hisvanitywasfartooarroganttoallowofhispermittinghimselftodropoutoftheworldtowhichhecouldnotaffordtobelong。Thatheshouldhavebeenforgottenorignoredwouldhavebeenintolerabletohim。Forafewyearshewasinvitedtodineatgoodhouses,andgotshootingandhuntingaspartofthehospitalityofhisacquaintances。
  Butamanwhocannotaffordtoreturnhospitalitieswillfindthatheneednotexpecttoavailhimselfofthoseofhisacquaintancestotheendofhiscareerunlessheisanextremelyengagingperson。SirNigelAnstrutherswasnotanengagingperson。Henevergaveathoughttothecomfortorinterestofanyotherhumanbeingthanhimself。Hewasalsodominatedbythekindofnastytemperwhichsorevealsitselfwhenletloosethatitsownercannotcontrolitevenwhenitwouldbedistinctlytohisadvantagetodoso。
  Findingthathehadnothingtogiveinreturnforwhathetookasifitwerehisright,societygraduallybegantoceasetoretainanylivelyrecollectionofhisexistence。Thetrades—
  peoplehehadbornehimselfloftilytowardsawakenedtothefactthathewasthekindofmanitwasatoncesafeandwisetodun,andthereforeproceededtomakehislifeaburdentohim。Athisclubshehadneverbeenamembersurroundedandrejoicedoverwhenhemadehisappearance。Thetimecamewhenhebegantofancythathewasratheredgedawayfrom,andheendeavouredtosustainhisdignitybybeingsulkyandmakingcausticspeecheswhenhewasapproached。DrivenoccasionallydowntoStornhambyactualpressureofcircumstances,hefoundtheoutlooktheremoreembitteringstill。
  LadyAnstrutherslaidthebarenessofthelandbeforehimwithoutanyefforttopalliateunpleasantness。Ifhechosetostalkaboutandlookglum,shecouldsitstillandcallhisattentiontorevoltingtruthswhichhecouldnotdeny。Shecouldpointouttohimthathehadnomoney,andthattenantswouldnotstayinhouseswhichweretumblingtopieces,andworklandwhichhadbeenstarved。Shecouldtellhimjusthowlongatimehadelapsedsincewageshadbeenpaidandaccountsclearedoff。Andshehadanengaging,unbiassedwayofseemingtodrivethesemaddeningdetailshomebythemeremannerofherstatement。
  "Youmakethewholethingasdamneddisagreeableasyoucan,"Nigelwouldsnarl。
  "Imerelystatefacts,"shewouldreplywithacridserenity。
  Amanwhocannotkeepuphisestate,payhistailorortherentofhislodgingsintown,isinastraitwhichmaydrivehimtodesperation。SirNigelAnstruthersborrowedsomemoney,wenttoNewYorkandmadehissuittonicelittlesillyRosalieVanderpoel。
  Butthewholethingwasunexpectedlydisappointingandsurroundedbyirritatingcircumstances。Hefoundhimselffacetofacewithastateofaffairssuchashehadnotcontemplated。
  InEnglandwhenamanmarried,certainpracticalmatterscouldbeinquiredintoandarrangedbysolicitors,theamountoftheprospectivebride’sfortune,theallowancesandsettlementstobemade,thepositionofthebridegroomwithregardtopecuniarymatters。Toputitsimply,amanfoundoutwherehestoodandwhathewastogain。But,atfirsttohissardonicentertainmentandlatertohisdisgustedannoyance,SirNigelgraduallydiscoveredthatinthematterofmarriage,Americanshadaningenuoustendencytobelieveinthesentimentalfeelingsofthepartiesconcerned。
  Thegeneralimpressionseemedtobethatamanmarriedpurelyforlove,andthatdelicacywouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtoaskquestionsastowhathisbride’sparentswereinapositiontohandovertohimasasortofindemnityforthelossofhisbachelorfreedom。AnstruthersbegantodiscoverthisfactbeforehehadbeenmanyweeksinNewYork。
  Hereachedtherealisationofitsexistencebyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion,byhearingcasualremarkspeopleletdrop,byaskingroundaboutandcarefulquestions,byleadingbothmenandwomentotheinnocentexpoundingofcertainpointsofview。Millionaires,itappeared,didnotexpecttomakeallowancestomenwhomarriedtheirdaughters;youngwomen,ittranspired,didnotintheleastrealisethatamanshouldbeliberallyendowedinpaymentforassumingthedutiesofahusband。Ifrichfathersmadeallowances,theymadethemtotheirdaughtersthemselves,whodisposedofthemastheypleased。Inthiscase,ofcourse,SirNigelprivatelyarguedwithfineacumen,itbecamethehusband’sbusinesstoseethatwhathiswifepleasedshouldbewhatmostagreeablycoincidedwithhisownviewsandconveniences。
  Hismostilluminatingexperiencehadbeenthehearingofsomemen,hard—headed,richstockbrokerswithavulgarsenseofhumour,enjoyingthemselvesquiteuproariouslyonenightataclub,overastoryoneofthemwasrelatingofanunsatisfactoryGermanson—in—lawwhohaddemandedanincome。Hewasamanofsmalltitle,whohadmarriedthenarrator’sdaughter,andaftersomemonthsspentinhisfather—
  in—law’shouse,hadfeltitbutproperthathisfinancialpositionshouldbeputonapracticalfooting。
  "Hebroughtherbackafterthebridaltourtomakeusavisit,"saidthestoryteller,asharp—featuredmanwithaquaintwrymouth,whichseemedtoexpressaperpetual,repressedappreciationofpassingevents。"Ihadnothingtosayagainstthat,becausewewereallgladtoseeherhomeandhermotherhadbeenmissingher。ButweekspassedandmonthspassedandtherewasnomentionmadeofthemgoingovertosettleintheSloshwe’dheardsomuchof,andintimeitcameoutthattheSloshthing"——Anstruthersrealisedwithgallinhissoulthatthe"brute,"ashecalledhim,meant"Schloss,"andthathismispronunciationwasatonceamatterofhumourandderision——"wasn’thisatall。Itwashiselderbrother’s。Thewholelotofthemwerecountsandnotoneofthemseemedtoownadime。TheSloshcounthadn’tmorethantwenty—fivecentsandhewasn’tthekindtodealanyofitouttohisfamily。SoLily’scountwouldhavetogoclerkinginadrygoodsstore,ifhepromisedtosupporthimself。Buthedidn’tproposetodoit。Hethoughthe’dgotontoasoftthing。
  Ofcoursewe’reaneasy—goinglotandweshouldhavestoodhimifhe’dbeenanicefellow。Buthewasn’t。Lily’smotherusedtofindhercryinginherbedroomanditcameoutbydegreesthatitwasbecauseAdolfhadbeenquarrellingwithherandsayingsneeringthingsaboutherfamily。Whenhermothertalkedtohimhewasinsulting。ThenbillsbegantocomeinandLilywasexpectedtogetmetopaythem。Andtheywerenotthekindofbillsadecentfellowcallsonanothermantopay。ButIdiditfiveorsixtimestomakeiteasyforher。Ididn’ttellherthattheygaveanolderchapthanhimselfsidelightsonthesituation。Butthatdidn’tworkwell。
  HethoughtIdiditbecauseIhadto,andhebegantofeelfreeandeasyaboutit,anddidn’ttrytocoveruphistrackssomuchwhenhesentinanewlot。HewasalwaysworkingLily。Hebegantoconsiderhimselfmasterofthehouse。
  Heintimatedthataprivatecarriageoughttobekeptforthem。Hesaiditwasbeggarlythatheshouldhavetoconsidertherestofthefamilywhenhewantedtogoout。WhenIgotontothesituation,Ibegantoenjoyit。Ilethimspreadhimselfforawhilejusttoseewhathewoulddo。GoodLord!
  Icouldn’thavebelievedthatanyfellowcouldhavethoughtanyotherfellowcouldbesuchafoolashethoughtIwas。
  HewentperfectlycrazyafteramonthorsoandorderedmeaboutandpatronisedmeasifIwasabootblackhemeanttoteachsomethingto。SoatlastIhadatalkwithLilyandtoldherIwasgoingtoputanendtoit。Ofcourseshecriedandwashalffrightenedtodeath,butbythattimehehadill—
  usedhersothatsheonlywantedtogetridofhim。SoIsentforhimandhadatalkwithhiminmyoffice。Iledhimontosayingallhehadonhismind。HeexplainedtomewhatacondescensionitwasforamanlikehimselftomarryagirllikeLily。Hemadeadignified,touchingpictureofallthedisadvantagesofsuchanallianceandalltheadvantagestheyoughttobringinexchangetothemanwhoboreupunderthem。Irubbedmyheadandlookedworriedeverynowandthenandclearedmythroatapologeticallyjusttowarmhimup。Icantellyouthatfellowfelthappy,downrighthappywhenhesawhowhumblyIlistenedtohim。Hepositivelyswelledupwithhopeandcomfort。HethoughtIwasgoingtoturnoutwell,realwell。IwasgoingtopayupjustasavulgarNewYorkfather—in—lawoughttodo,andthankGodfortheblessedprivilege。Why,hewasrealeloquentabouthisbloodandhisancestorsandthehoary—headedSlosh。Sowhenhe’dfinished,Iclearedmythroatinanervous,ingratiatingkindofwayagainandIaskedhimkindofanxiouslywhathethoughtwouldbetheproperthingforabase—bornNewYorkmillionairetodounderthecircumstances——whathewouldapproveofhimself。"
  SirNigelwasdisgustedtoseethenarratortwisthismouthintoasweet,shrewd,repressedgrinevenasheexpectoratedintothenearestreceptacle。Thegrinwasgreetedbyashoutoflaughterfromhiscompanions。
  "Whatdidhesay,Stebbins?"someonecried。
  "Hesaid,"explainedMr。Stebbinsdeliberately,"hesaidthatanallowancewastheproperthing。Hesaidthatamanofhisrankmusthaveresources,andthatitwasn’tdignifiedforhimtohavetoaskhiswifeorhiswife’sfatherformoneywhenhewantedit。Hesaidanallowancewaswhathefelthehadarighttoexpect。Andthenhetwistedhismoustacheandsaid,`whatproposition’didImake——whatwouldI
  allowhim?"
  Thestoryteller’shearersevidentlyknewhimwell。Theirlaughterwaslouderthanbefore。
  "Let’sheartherest,Joe!Let’shearit!"
  "Well,"repliedMr。Stebbinsalmostthoughtfully,"I
  justgotupandsaid,`Well,itwon’ttakelongformetoanswerthat。I’vealwaysbeenfondofmychildren,andLilyisrathermypet。She’salwayshadeverythingshewanted,andshealwaysshall。She’sagoodgirlandshedeservesit。
  I’llallowyou————"Thesignificantdeliberationofhisdrawlcouldscarcelybedescribed。"I’llallowyoujustfiveminutestogetoutofthisroom,beforeIkickyouout,andifIkickyououtoftheroom,I’llkickyoudownthestairs,andifIkickyoudownthestairs,IshallhavegotmybloodcomfortablywarmedupandI’llkickyoudownthestreetandroundtheblockanddowntoHoboken,becauseyou’regoingtotakethesteamerthereandgobacktotheplaceyoucamefrom,totheSloshthingorwhateveryoucallit。Wehaven’tadamnedbitofuseforyouhere。’Andbelieveitornot,gentlemen————"
  lookingroundwiththewry—mouthedsmile,"hetookthatpassageandbackhewent。AndLily’slivingwithhermotherandImeantoholdontoher。"
  SirNigelgotupandlefttheclubwhenthestorywasfinished。HetookalongwalkdownBroadway,gnawinghislipandholdinghisheadintheair。Heusedblasphemouslanguageatintervalsinalowvoice。Someofitwasaddressedtohisfateandsomeofittothevulgarmercantilecoarsenessandobtusenessofotherpeople。
  "Theydon’tknowwhattheyaretalkingof,"hesaid。
  "Itisunheardof。Whatdotheyexpect?Ineverthoughtofthis。Damnit!I’mlikearatinatrap。"
  Itwasplainenoughthathecouldnotarrangehisfortuneashehadanticipatedwhenhedecidedtobegintomakelovetolittlepinkandwhite,doll—facedRosyVanderpoel。Ifhebegantodemandmonetaryadvantagesinhisdealingwithhisfuturewife’speopleintheirsettlementofherfortune,hemightarousesuspicionandinquiry。Hedidnotwantinquiryeitherinconnectionwithhisownmeansorhispastmannerofliving。Peoplewhohatedhimwouldbesuretocropupwithstoriesofthingsbetterleftalone。Therewerealwaysmeddlingfoolsreadytointerfere。
  Hiswalkwaslongandfullofsavagethinking。Onceortwiceasherealisedwhatthedisinterestednessofhissentimentswassupposedtobe,ashortlaughbrokefromhimwhichwasratherlikethesnortoftheBishopess。
  "IamsupposedtobemoonstruckoverasimperingAmericanchit——moonstruck!Damn!"Butwhenhereturnedtohishotelhehadmadeuphismindandwasbeginningtolookoverthesituationinevilcoldblood。Mattersmustbesettledwithoutdelayandhewasshrewdenoughtorealisethatwithhistemperanditsvariedresourcesatimidgirlwouldnotbedifficulttomanage。HehadseenatanearlystageoftheiracquaintancethatRosywasgreatlyimpressedbythesuperiorityofhisbearing,thathecouldmakeherblushwithembarrassmentwhenheconveyedtoherthatshehadmadeamistake,thathecouldchillhermiserablywhenhechosetoassumealoftystiffness。Aman’sdomesticarmourywasfilledwithweaponsifhecouldmakeawomanfeelgauche,inexperienced,inthewrong。Whenhewassafelymarried,hecouldpavethewaytowhathefeltwastheonlypracticalandfeasibleend。
  Ifhehadbeenmarryingawomanwithmorebrains,shewouldbemoredifficulttosubdue,butwithRosalieVanderpoel,processeswerenotnecessary。Ifyoushocked,bewilderedorfrightenedherwithaccusations,sulks,orsneers,herlight,innocentheadwassetinsuchawhirlthattherestwaseasy。Itwaspossible,uponthewhole,thatthethingmightnotturnoutsoinfernallyillafterall。SupposingthatithadbeenBettinawhohadbeenthemarriageableone!Appreciatingtothefullthemanyreasonsforrejoicingthatshehadnotbeen,hewalkedingloomyreflectionhome。
  CHAPTERIII
  YOUNGLADYANSTRUTHERS
  Whenthemarriagetookplacetheeventwasaccompaniedbyaningenuouslyelateflourishoftrumpets。MissVanderpoel’sfrocksweremultitudinousandwonderful,asalsoherjewelspurchasedatTiffany’s。Shecarriedathousandtrunks——moreorless——acrosstheAtlantic。Whentheshipsteamedawayfromthedock,thewharfwaslikeaflowergardenintheblazeofbrilliantanddelicateattirewornbythebevyofrelativesandintimateswhostoodwavingtheirhandkerchiefsandlaughinglycallingoutfarewellgoodwishes。
  SirNigel’smentalattitudewasnotasympatheticoradmiringoneashestoodbyhisbride’ssidelookingback。IfRosy’shalfhappy,halftearfulexcitementhadlefthertheleisuretoreflectonhisexpression,shewouldnothavefeltitencouraging。
  "WhatadeuceofarowAmericansmake,"hesaidevenbeforetheywereoutofhearingofthevoices。"Itwillbeapositiveresttobeinacountrywherethewomendonotcackleandshriekwithlaughter。"
  Hesaiditwiththatsimplerudenesswhichattimesprofessedtobealmostimpersonal,andwhichRosaliehadusuallytriedtobelievewastheoutcomeofakindofcoolBritishhumour。Butthistimeshestartedalittleathiswords。
  "IsupposewedomakemorenoisethanEnglishpeople,"
  sheadmittedasecondorsolater。"Iwonderwhy?"Andwithoutwaitingforananswer——somewhatasifshehadnotexpectedorquitewantedone——sheleanedalittlefartheroverthesidetolookback,wavinghersmall,flutteringhandkerchieftothemanystillintumultonthewharf。Shewasnotperceptiveorquickenoughtotakeoffence,torealisethattheremarkwassignificantandthatSirNigelhadalreadybegunashemeanttogoon。ItwasfarfrombeinghisintentiontoplaythepartofanAmericanhusband,whowasplainlyacreatureinwhomnoauthorityvesteditself。Americanslettheirwomensayanddoanything,andwerecapableoffetchingandcarryingforthem。Hehadseenamanrunupstairsforhiswife’swrap,cheerfully,withouttheleastapparentsensethattheservicewasthepartofafootmaniftherewasoneinthehouse,aparlourmaidiftherewasnot。SirNigelhadbeenbroughtupinthegoodEarlyVictoriandayswhen"anicelittlewomantofetchyourslippersforyou"figuredincertaincirclesasdomesticbliss。Girlswereeducatedtofetchslippersasretrieversweretrainedtogointothewateraftersticks,andterrierstobringbackballsthrownforthem。
  ThenewLadyAnstruthershad,itsupervened,severalopportunitiestoobtainanewviewofherbridegroom’scharacterbeforetheirvoyageacrosstheAtlanticwasover。AtthisperiodoftheslowerandmorecumbrousweavingoftheShuttle,theworldhadnotyetawakenedeventothepossibilitiesoftheoceangreyhound。AnAtlanticvoyageattimeswascapableofofferingtoabrideandbridegroomdaysenoughtobegintoglanceintotheirfuturewithapremonitionofthewaningofthehoneymoon,atleast,andespeciallyiftheywerenotsea—proof,towishwearilythatthefirsthalfofitwereover。Rosaliewasnotweary,butshebegantobebewildered。Asshehadneverbeenaclevergirlorquicktoperceive,andhadspentherlifeamongwomen—indulgingAmericanmen,shewasnotpreparedwithanyprecedentwhichmadehersituationclear。ThefirsttimeSirNigelshowedhistempertohershesimplystaredathim,hereyeslookinglikethoseofapuzzled,questioningchild。Thenshebrokeintohernervouslittlelaugh,becauseshedidnotknowwhatelsetodo。Athissecondoutbreakherstarewasratherstartledandshedidnotlaugh。
  Herfirstawakeningwastoananxiouswondermentconcerningcertainmoodsofgloom,orwhatseemedtobegloom,towhichheseemedprone。Asshelayinhersteamerchairhewouldattimesmarchstifflyupanddownthedeck,apparentlyawareofnootherexistencethanhisown,hisfeaturesexpressingacertaincloudedresentmentofwhoseveryunexplainablenessshesecretlystoodinawe。Shewasnotastuteenough,poorgirl,toleavehimalone,andwhenwithinnocentquestioningssheendeavouredtodiscoverhistrouble,thegreatestmystificationsheencounteredwasthathehadthepowertomakeherfeelthatshewasinsomewaytakingaliberty,andshowingherlackoftactandperspicuity。
  "Isanythingthematter,Nigel?"sheaskedatfirst,wonderingifshewereguiltyofsillinessintryingtoslipherhandintohis。Shewassureshehadbeenwhenheansweredher。
  "No,"hesaidchillingly。
  "Idon’tbelieveyouarehappy,"shereturned。"Somehowyouseemso——sodifferent。"
  "Ihavereasonsforbeingdepressed,"hereplied,anditwaswithastifffinalitywhichstruckanoteofwarningtoher,signifyingthatitwouldbebettertasteinhertoputanendtohersimpleefforts。
  Shevaguelyfeltherselfputinthewrong,andhepreferredthatitshouldbeso。Itwasthebestformofpreparationforanymoodhemightseethatitmightpayhimtoshowherinthefuture。Hewas,infact,confrontingdisdainfullyhisposition。Hehadheronhishandsandhewasreturningtohisrelationswithnodefiniteadvantagetoexhibitastheresultofhavingmarriedher。Shehadbeensuppliedwithanincomebuthehadnocontroloverit。Itwouldnothavebeensoifhehadnotbeeninsuchstraitsthathehadbeenafraidtoriskhischancebymakingastand。Tohaveawifewithmoney,asilly,sweettemperandnowillofherown,wasofcoursebetterthantobepenniless,headoverheelsindebtandhemmedinbydifficultiesoneveryside。Hehadseenwomentrainedtogiveintoanythingratherthanbebulliedinpublic,toaccedeintheendtoanydemandratherthanenduretheshameofacertainkindofscenemadebeforeservants,andacertainkindofinsolenceusedtorelativesandguests。ThequalityhefoundmostmaddeninglyirritatinginRosaliewasherobviouslyabsoluteunconsciousnessofthefactthatitwasentirelynaturalandproperthatherresourcesshouldbeinherhusband’shands。Hehad,indeed,evenintheseearlydays,madeatentativeeffortorsointheformofasuggestivespeech;hehadgivenheropeningstogivehimanopeningtoputthingsonapracticalbasis,butshehadneverhadtheintelligencetoseewhathewasaimingat,andhehadfoundhimselfalmostflounderingungracefullyinhisremarks,whileshehadlookedathimwithoutasignofcomprehensioninhersimple,anxiousblueeyes。Thecreaturewasactuallytryingtounderstandhimandcouldnot。Thatwastheworstofit,theblankwallofherunconsciousness,herchildlikebeliefthathewasfartoograndapersonagetorequireanything。Thesewerethethingshewasthinkingoverwhenhewalkedupanddownthedeckinunamiablesolitariness。
  Rosyawakenedtotheamazedconsciousnessofthefactthat,insteadofbeingpleasedwiththeluxuryandprettinessofherwardrobeandappointments,heseemedtodislikeanddisdainthem。
  "YouAmericanwomenchangeyourclothestoomuchandthinktoomuchofthem,"wasoneofhisfirstamiablecriticisms。"Youspendmorethanwell—bredwomenshouldspendonmeredressesandbonnets。InNewYorkitalwaysstrikesanEnglishmanthatthewomenlookendimancheatwhatevertimeofdayyoucomeacrossthem。"
  "Oh,Nigel!"criedRosywoefully。Shecouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosaythan,"Oh,Nigel!"
  "Iamsorrytosayitistrue,"herepliedloftily。ThatshewasanAmericanandaNewYorkerwasbeingimpresseduponpoorlittleLadyAnstruthersinanewway——somehowasifthemerecoldstatementofthefactputafineedgeofsarcasmtoanyremark。Shewasoftooinnocentaloyaltytowishthatshewasneithertheonenortheother,butshedidwishthatNigelwasnotsoprejudicedagainsttheplacesandpeopleshecaredforsomuch。
  Shewassittinginherstateroomenfoldedinadressinggowncoveredwithcascadesoflace,tiedwithknotsofembroideredribbon,andhermaid,Hannah,whoadmiredhergreatly,wasbrushingherfairlonghairwithagold—backedbrush,ornamentedwithamonogramofjewels。
  IfshehadbeenaFrenchduchessofapiquanttype,oranEnglishonewithanaquilinenose,shewouldhavebeenbeyondcriticism;ifshehadbeenaplump,over—fedwoman,oranugly,ill—natured,grossone,shewouldhavelookedvulgar,butshewasalittle,thin,fairNewYorker,andthoughshewasnotbeyondcriticism——ifonedemandedhighdistinction——
  shewasprettyandnicetolookat。ButNigelAnstrutherswouldnotallowthistoher。Hisowntailors’billsbeingfarinarrearsandhispocketdisgustinglyempty,thesightofheringenuoussumptuousnessandthegay,accustomedsimplenessofoutlookwithwhichsheaccepteditashernaturalright,irritatedhimandrousedhisvenom。Billswouldremainunpaidifshewaspermittedtospendhermoneyonthissortofthingwithoutanyconsiderationfortherequirementsofotherpeople。
  Heinhaledtheairandmadeagestureofdistaste。
  "Thissachetbusinessisratheroverpowering,"hesaid。"Itisthesortofthingawomanshouldbeparticularlydiscreetabout。"
  "Oh,Nigel!"criedthepoorgirlagitatedly。"Hannah,dogoandcallthestewardtoopenthewindows。Isitreallystrong?"sheimploredasHannahwentout。"Howdreadful。It’sonlyorrisandIdidn’tknowHannahhadputitinthetrunks。"
  "MydearRosalie,"withawaveofthehandtakinginbothherselfandherdressingcase,"itisalltoostrong。"
  "All——wh——what?"gaspingly。
  "Thewholething。Allthatlaceandloveknotarrangement,thegold—backedbrushesandscentbottleswithdiamondsandrubiesstickinginthem。"
  "They——theywereweddingpresents。TheycamefromTiffany’s。Everyonethoughtthemlovely。"
  "TheylookasiftheybelongedtothedressingtableofaFrenchwomanofthedemi—monde。IfeelasifIhadactuallywalkedintotheapartmentofsomenotoriousParisiansoubrette。"