Shedashedoutoftheroom,andcouldneverbeinducedtosayawordfurtheraboutthematter。Shewouldindeedhavefounditimpossibletoexpressherintenseantipathyandsenseofimpendingcalamity。Shehadnotthephrasestomakeherselfcleareventoherself,andafterallwhatcontrollingeffortcanoneproducewhenoneisonlyeightyearsold?
CHAPTERII
ALACKOFPERCEPTION
MercantileasAmericanswereproclaimedtobe,theopinionofSirNigelAnstrutherswasthattheywere,onsomepoints,singularlyunbusinesslike。Intheperfectlyobviousandsimplematterofthesettlementofhisdaughter’sfortune,hehadfeltthatReubenVanderpoelwasobtusetothepointofidiocy。
Heseemedtohavenoneoftheordinarypointsofview。
NaturallytherewastoAnstruthers’mindbutonepointofviewtotake。Amanofbirthandrank,heargued,doesnotcareeracrosstheAtlantictomarryaNewYorkmillionaire’sdaughterunlessheanticipatesderivingsomeadvantagefromthealliance。Suchaman——beingofAnstruthers’type——wouldnothavemarriedarichwomaneveninhisowncountrywithoutmakingsurethatadvantagesweretoaccruetohimselfasaresultoftheunion。"InEngland,"tousehisownwords,"therewasnononsenseaboutit。"Women’sfortunesaswellasthemselvesbelongedtotheirhusbands,andamanwhowasmasterinhisownhousecouldmakehiswifedoashechose。
Hehadseengirlswithmoneymanagedverysatisfactorilybyfellowswhoheldatightrein,andwerenotmovedbytears,anddidnotallowtalkingtorelations。Ifhehadbeendesirousofmarryingandcouldhaveaffordedtotakeapennilesswife,therewerehundredsofportionlessgirlsreadytothankGodforadecentchancetosettlethemselvesforlife,andoneneednotstiroutofone’snativelandtofindthem。
ButSirNigelhadnotintheleastdesiredtosaddlehimselfwithadomesticencumbrance,infactnothingwouldhaveinducedhimtoconsiderthestepifhehadnotbeendrivenhardbycircumstances。Hisfortuneshadreachedastagewheremoneymustbeforthcomingsomehow——fromsomewhere。
Heandhismotherhadbeenlivingfromhandtomouth,sotospeak,foryears,andtheyhadalsobeenobligedtokeepupappearances,whichissometimesembitteringeventopersonsofamiabletempers。LadyAnstruthers,itistrue,hadlivedinthecountryinasniggardlyamanneraspossible。Shehadnarrowedherexistencetoabsoluteprivation,presentingatthesametimeastern,boldfronttothepersonswhosawher,totheinsufficientstaffofservants,tothevillagetothevicarandhiswife,andthefewfar—distantneighbourswhoperhapsonceayeardrovemilestocallorleaveacard。Shewasanoldwomansufficientlyunattractivetofindnodifficultyinthewayoflimitingheracquaintances。Theunprepossessingwardrobeshehadgatheredinthepassingyearswasremadeagainandagainbythevillagedressmaker。Sheworedingyoldsilkgownsandappallingbonnets,andmantlesdrippingwithrustyfringesandbuglebeads,butthesemitigatednotintheleasttheunflinchingarroganceofherbearing,orthesimple,intolerantrudenesswhichsheconsideredproperandbecominginpersonslikeherself。Shedidnotofcourseallowthatthereexistedmanypersonslikeherself。
Thatsocietyrejoicedinthisfactwasbutthestampofitsinferiorityandfolly。WhileshepinchedherselfandharriedherfewhirelingsatStornhamitwasnecessaryforSirNigeltoshowhimselfintownandpresentasdecentanappearanceaspossible。Hisvanitywasfartooarroganttoallowofhispermittinghimselftodropoutoftheworldtowhichhecouldnotaffordtobelong。Thatheshouldhavebeenforgottenorignoredwouldhavebeenintolerabletohim。Forafewyearshewasinvitedtodineatgoodhouses,andgotshootingandhuntingaspartofthehospitalityofhisacquaintances。
Butamanwhocannotaffordtoreturnhospitalitieswillfindthatheneednotexpecttoavailhimselfofthoseofhisacquaintancestotheendofhiscareerunlessheisanextremelyengagingperson。SirNigelAnstrutherswasnotanengagingperson。Henevergaveathoughttothecomfortorinterestofanyotherhumanbeingthanhimself。Hewasalsodominatedbythekindofnastytemperwhichsorevealsitselfwhenletloosethatitsownercannotcontrolitevenwhenitwouldbedistinctlytohisadvantagetodoso。
Findingthathehadnothingtogiveinreturnforwhathetookasifitwerehisright,societygraduallybegantoceasetoretainanylivelyrecollectionofhisexistence。Thetrades—
peoplehehadbornehimselfloftilytowardsawakenedtothefactthathewasthekindofmanitwasatoncesafeandwisetodun,andthereforeproceededtomakehislifeaburdentohim。Athisclubshehadneverbeenamembersurroundedandrejoicedoverwhenhemadehisappearance。Thetimecamewhenhebegantofancythathewasratheredgedawayfrom,andheendeavouredtosustainhisdignitybybeingsulkyandmakingcausticspeecheswhenhewasapproached。DrivenoccasionallydowntoStornhambyactualpressureofcircumstances,hefoundtheoutlooktheremoreembitteringstill。
LadyAnstrutherslaidthebarenessofthelandbeforehimwithoutanyefforttopalliateunpleasantness。Ifhechosetostalkaboutandlookglum,shecouldsitstillandcallhisattentiontorevoltingtruthswhichhecouldnotdeny。Shecouldpointouttohimthathehadnomoney,andthattenantswouldnotstayinhouseswhichweretumblingtopieces,andworklandwhichhadbeenstarved。Shecouldtellhimjusthowlongatimehadelapsedsincewageshadbeenpaidandaccountsclearedoff。Andshehadanengaging,unbiassedwayofseemingtodrivethesemaddeningdetailshomebythemeremannerofherstatement。
"Youmakethewholethingasdamneddisagreeableasyoucan,"Nigelwouldsnarl。
"Imerelystatefacts,"shewouldreplywithacridserenity。
Amanwhocannotkeepuphisestate,payhistailorortherentofhislodgingsintown,isinastraitwhichmaydrivehimtodesperation。SirNigelAnstruthersborrowedsomemoney,wenttoNewYorkandmadehissuittonicelittlesillyRosalieVanderpoel。
Butthewholethingwasunexpectedlydisappointingandsurroundedbyirritatingcircumstances。Hefoundhimselffacetofacewithastateofaffairssuchashehadnotcontemplated。
InEnglandwhenamanmarried,certainpracticalmatterscouldbeinquiredintoandarrangedbysolicitors,theamountoftheprospectivebride’sfortune,theallowancesandsettlementstobemade,thepositionofthebridegroomwithregardtopecuniarymatters。Toputitsimply,amanfoundoutwherehestoodandwhathewastogain。But,atfirsttohissardonicentertainmentandlatertohisdisgustedannoyance,SirNigelgraduallydiscoveredthatinthematterofmarriage,Americanshadaningenuoustendencytobelieveinthesentimentalfeelingsofthepartiesconcerned。
Thegeneralimpressionseemedtobethatamanmarriedpurelyforlove,andthatdelicacywouldmakeitimpossibleforhimtoaskquestionsastowhathisbride’sparentswereinapositiontohandovertohimasasortofindemnityforthelossofhisbachelorfreedom。AnstruthersbegantodiscoverthisfactbeforehehadbeenmanyweeksinNewYork。
Hereachedtherealisationofitsexistencebyprocessesofexclusionandinclusion,byhearingcasualremarkspeopleletdrop,byaskingroundaboutandcarefulquestions,byleadingbothmenandwomentotheinnocentexpoundingofcertainpointsofview。Millionaires,itappeared,didnotexpecttomakeallowancestomenwhomarriedtheirdaughters;youngwomen,ittranspired,didnotintheleastrealisethatamanshouldbeliberallyendowedinpaymentforassumingthedutiesofahusband。Ifrichfathersmadeallowances,theymadethemtotheirdaughtersthemselves,whodisposedofthemastheypleased。Inthiscase,ofcourse,SirNigelprivatelyarguedwithfineacumen,itbecamethehusband’sbusinesstoseethatwhathiswifepleasedshouldbewhatmostagreeablycoincidedwithhisownviewsandconveniences。
Hismostilluminatingexperiencehadbeenthehearingofsomemen,hard—headed,richstockbrokerswithavulgarsenseofhumour,enjoyingthemselvesquiteuproariouslyonenightataclub,overastoryoneofthemwasrelatingofanunsatisfactoryGermanson—in—lawwhohaddemandedanincome。Hewasamanofsmalltitle,whohadmarriedthenarrator’sdaughter,andaftersomemonthsspentinhisfather—
in—law’shouse,hadfeltitbutproperthathisfinancialpositionshouldbeputonapracticalfooting。
"Hebroughtherbackafterthebridaltourtomakeusavisit,"saidthestoryteller,asharp—featuredmanwithaquaintwrymouth,whichseemedtoexpressaperpetual,repressedappreciationofpassingevents。"Ihadnothingtosayagainstthat,becausewewereallgladtoseeherhomeandhermotherhadbeenmissingher。ButweekspassedandmonthspassedandtherewasnomentionmadeofthemgoingovertosettleintheSloshwe’dheardsomuchof,andintimeitcameoutthattheSloshthing"——Anstruthersrealisedwithgallinhissoulthatthe"brute,"ashecalledhim,meant"Schloss,"andthathismispronunciationwasatonceamatterofhumourandderision——"wasn’thisatall。Itwashiselderbrother’s。Thewholelotofthemwerecountsandnotoneofthemseemedtoownadime。TheSloshcounthadn’tmorethantwenty—fivecentsandhewasn’tthekindtodealanyofitouttohisfamily。SoLily’scountwouldhavetogoclerkinginadrygoodsstore,ifhepromisedtosupporthimself。Buthedidn’tproposetodoit。Hethoughthe’dgotontoasoftthing。
Ofcoursewe’reaneasy—goinglotandweshouldhavestoodhimifhe’dbeenanicefellow。Buthewasn’t。Lily’smotherusedtofindhercryinginherbedroomanditcameoutbydegreesthatitwasbecauseAdolfhadbeenquarrellingwithherandsayingsneeringthingsaboutherfamily。Whenhermothertalkedtohimhewasinsulting。ThenbillsbegantocomeinandLilywasexpectedtogetmetopaythem。Andtheywerenotthekindofbillsadecentfellowcallsonanothermantopay。ButIdiditfiveorsixtimestomakeiteasyforher。Ididn’ttellherthattheygaveanolderchapthanhimselfsidelightsonthesituation。Butthatdidn’tworkwell。
HethoughtIdiditbecauseIhadto,andhebegantofeelfreeandeasyaboutit,anddidn’ttrytocoveruphistrackssomuchwhenhesentinanewlot。HewasalwaysworkingLily。Hebegantoconsiderhimselfmasterofthehouse。
Heintimatedthataprivatecarriageoughttobekeptforthem。Hesaiditwasbeggarlythatheshouldhavetoconsidertherestofthefamilywhenhewantedtogoout。WhenIgotontothesituation,Ibegantoenjoyit。Ilethimspreadhimselfforawhilejusttoseewhathewoulddo。GoodLord!
Icouldn’thavebelievedthatanyfellowcouldhavethoughtanyotherfellowcouldbesuchafoolashethoughtIwas。
HewentperfectlycrazyafteramonthorsoandorderedmeaboutandpatronisedmeasifIwasabootblackhemeanttoteachsomethingto。SoatlastIhadatalkwithLilyandtoldherIwasgoingtoputanendtoit。Ofcourseshecriedandwashalffrightenedtodeath,butbythattimehehadill—
usedhersothatsheonlywantedtogetridofhim。SoIsentforhimandhadatalkwithhiminmyoffice。Iledhimontosayingallhehadonhismind。HeexplainedtomewhatacondescensionitwasforamanlikehimselftomarryagirllikeLily。Hemadeadignified,touchingpictureofallthedisadvantagesofsuchanallianceandalltheadvantagestheyoughttobringinexchangetothemanwhoboreupunderthem。Irubbedmyheadandlookedworriedeverynowandthenandclearedmythroatapologeticallyjusttowarmhimup。Icantellyouthatfellowfelthappy,downrighthappywhenhesawhowhumblyIlistenedtohim。Hepositivelyswelledupwithhopeandcomfort。HethoughtIwasgoingtoturnoutwell,realwell。IwasgoingtopayupjustasavulgarNewYorkfather—in—lawoughttodo,andthankGodfortheblessedprivilege。Why,hewasrealeloquentabouthisbloodandhisancestorsandthehoary—headedSlosh。Sowhenhe’dfinished,Iclearedmythroatinanervous,ingratiatingkindofwayagainandIaskedhimkindofanxiouslywhathethoughtwouldbetheproperthingforabase—bornNewYorkmillionairetodounderthecircumstances——whathewouldapproveofhimself。"
SirNigelwasdisgustedtoseethenarratortwisthismouthintoasweet,shrewd,repressedgrinevenasheexpectoratedintothenearestreceptacle。Thegrinwasgreetedbyashoutoflaughterfromhiscompanions。
"Whatdidhesay,Stebbins?"someonecried。
"Hesaid,"explainedMr。Stebbinsdeliberately,"hesaidthatanallowancewastheproperthing。Hesaidthatamanofhisrankmusthaveresources,andthatitwasn’tdignifiedforhimtohavetoaskhiswifeorhiswife’sfatherformoneywhenhewantedit。Hesaidanallowancewaswhathefelthehadarighttoexpect。Andthenhetwistedhismoustacheandsaid,`whatproposition’didImake——whatwouldI
allowhim?"
Thestoryteller’shearersevidentlyknewhimwell。Theirlaughterwaslouderthanbefore。
"Let’sheartherest,Joe!Let’shearit!"
"Well,"repliedMr。Stebbinsalmostthoughtfully,"I
justgotupandsaid,`Well,itwon’ttakelongformetoanswerthat。I’vealwaysbeenfondofmychildren,andLilyisrathermypet。She’salwayshadeverythingshewanted,andshealwaysshall。She’sagoodgirlandshedeservesit。
I’llallowyou————"Thesignificantdeliberationofhisdrawlcouldscarcelybedescribed。"I’llallowyoujustfiveminutestogetoutofthisroom,beforeIkickyouout,andifIkickyououtoftheroom,I’llkickyoudownthestairs,andifIkickyoudownthestairs,IshallhavegotmybloodcomfortablywarmedupandI’llkickyoudownthestreetandroundtheblockanddowntoHoboken,becauseyou’regoingtotakethesteamerthereandgobacktotheplaceyoucamefrom,totheSloshthingorwhateveryoucallit。Wehaven’tadamnedbitofuseforyouhere。’Andbelieveitornot,gentlemen————"
lookingroundwiththewry—mouthedsmile,"hetookthatpassageandbackhewent。AndLily’slivingwithhermotherandImeantoholdontoher。"
SirNigelgotupandlefttheclubwhenthestorywasfinished。HetookalongwalkdownBroadway,gnawinghislipandholdinghisheadintheair。Heusedblasphemouslanguageatintervalsinalowvoice。Someofitwasaddressedtohisfateandsomeofittothevulgarmercantilecoarsenessandobtusenessofotherpeople。
"Theydon’tknowwhattheyaretalkingof,"hesaid。
"Itisunheardof。Whatdotheyexpect?Ineverthoughtofthis。Damnit!I’mlikearatinatrap。"
Itwasplainenoughthathecouldnotarrangehisfortuneashehadanticipatedwhenhedecidedtobegintomakelovetolittlepinkandwhite,doll—facedRosyVanderpoel。Ifhebegantodemandmonetaryadvantagesinhisdealingwithhisfuturewife’speopleintheirsettlementofherfortune,hemightarousesuspicionandinquiry。Hedidnotwantinquiryeitherinconnectionwithhisownmeansorhispastmannerofliving。Peoplewhohatedhimwouldbesuretocropupwithstoriesofthingsbetterleftalone。Therewerealwaysmeddlingfoolsreadytointerfere。
Hiswalkwaslongandfullofsavagethinking。Onceortwiceasherealisedwhatthedisinterestednessofhissentimentswassupposedtobe,ashortlaughbrokefromhimwhichwasratherlikethesnortoftheBishopess。
"IamsupposedtobemoonstruckoverasimperingAmericanchit——moonstruck!Damn!"Butwhenhereturnedtohishotelhehadmadeuphismindandwasbeginningtolookoverthesituationinevilcoldblood。Mattersmustbesettledwithoutdelayandhewasshrewdenoughtorealisethatwithhistemperanditsvariedresourcesatimidgirlwouldnotbedifficulttomanage。HehadseenatanearlystageoftheiracquaintancethatRosywasgreatlyimpressedbythesuperiorityofhisbearing,thathecouldmakeherblushwithembarrassmentwhenheconveyedtoherthatshehadmadeamistake,thathecouldchillhermiserablywhenhechosetoassumealoftystiffness。Aman’sdomesticarmourywasfilledwithweaponsifhecouldmakeawomanfeelgauche,inexperienced,inthewrong。Whenhewassafelymarried,hecouldpavethewaytowhathefeltwastheonlypracticalandfeasibleend。
Ifhehadbeenmarryingawomanwithmorebrains,shewouldbemoredifficulttosubdue,butwithRosalieVanderpoel,processeswerenotnecessary。Ifyoushocked,bewilderedorfrightenedherwithaccusations,sulks,orsneers,herlight,innocentheadwassetinsuchawhirlthattherestwaseasy。Itwaspossible,uponthewhole,thatthethingmightnotturnoutsoinfernallyillafterall。SupposingthatithadbeenBettinawhohadbeenthemarriageableone!Appreciatingtothefullthemanyreasonsforrejoicingthatshehadnotbeen,hewalkedingloomyreflectionhome。
CHAPTERIII
YOUNGLADYANSTRUTHERS
Whenthemarriagetookplacetheeventwasaccompaniedbyaningenuouslyelateflourishoftrumpets。MissVanderpoel’sfrocksweremultitudinousandwonderful,asalsoherjewelspurchasedatTiffany’s。Shecarriedathousandtrunks——moreorless——acrosstheAtlantic。Whentheshipsteamedawayfromthedock,thewharfwaslikeaflowergardenintheblazeofbrilliantanddelicateattirewornbythebevyofrelativesandintimateswhostoodwavingtheirhandkerchiefsandlaughinglycallingoutfarewellgoodwishes。
SirNigel’smentalattitudewasnotasympatheticoradmiringoneashestoodbyhisbride’ssidelookingback。IfRosy’shalfhappy,halftearfulexcitementhadlefthertheleisuretoreflectonhisexpression,shewouldnothavefeltitencouraging。
"WhatadeuceofarowAmericansmake,"hesaidevenbeforetheywereoutofhearingofthevoices。"Itwillbeapositiveresttobeinacountrywherethewomendonotcackleandshriekwithlaughter。"
Hesaiditwiththatsimplerudenesswhichattimesprofessedtobealmostimpersonal,andwhichRosaliehadusuallytriedtobelievewastheoutcomeofakindofcoolBritishhumour。Butthistimeshestartedalittleathiswords。
"IsupposewedomakemorenoisethanEnglishpeople,"
sheadmittedasecondorsolater。"Iwonderwhy?"Andwithoutwaitingforananswer——somewhatasifshehadnotexpectedorquitewantedone——sheleanedalittlefartheroverthesidetolookback,wavinghersmall,flutteringhandkerchieftothemanystillintumultonthewharf。Shewasnotperceptiveorquickenoughtotakeoffence,torealisethattheremarkwassignificantandthatSirNigelhadalreadybegunashemeanttogoon。ItwasfarfrombeinghisintentiontoplaythepartofanAmericanhusband,whowasplainlyacreatureinwhomnoauthorityvesteditself。Americanslettheirwomensayanddoanything,andwerecapableoffetchingandcarryingforthem。Hehadseenamanrunupstairsforhiswife’swrap,cheerfully,withouttheleastapparentsensethattheservicewasthepartofafootmaniftherewasoneinthehouse,aparlourmaidiftherewasnot。SirNigelhadbeenbroughtupinthegoodEarlyVictoriandayswhen"anicelittlewomantofetchyourslippersforyou"figuredincertaincirclesasdomesticbliss。Girlswereeducatedtofetchslippersasretrieversweretrainedtogointothewateraftersticks,andterrierstobringbackballsthrownforthem。
ThenewLadyAnstruthershad,itsupervened,severalopportunitiestoobtainanewviewofherbridegroom’scharacterbeforetheirvoyageacrosstheAtlanticwasover。AtthisperiodoftheslowerandmorecumbrousweavingoftheShuttle,theworldhadnotyetawakenedeventothepossibilitiesoftheoceangreyhound。AnAtlanticvoyageattimeswascapableofofferingtoabrideandbridegroomdaysenoughtobegintoglanceintotheirfuturewithapremonitionofthewaningofthehoneymoon,atleast,andespeciallyiftheywerenotsea—proof,towishwearilythatthefirsthalfofitwereover。Rosaliewasnotweary,butshebegantobebewildered。Asshehadneverbeenaclevergirlorquicktoperceive,andhadspentherlifeamongwomen—indulgingAmericanmen,shewasnotpreparedwithanyprecedentwhichmadehersituationclear。ThefirsttimeSirNigelshowedhistempertohershesimplystaredathim,hereyeslookinglikethoseofapuzzled,questioningchild。Thenshebrokeintohernervouslittlelaugh,becauseshedidnotknowwhatelsetodo。Athissecondoutbreakherstarewasratherstartledandshedidnotlaugh。
Herfirstawakeningwastoananxiouswondermentconcerningcertainmoodsofgloom,orwhatseemedtobegloom,towhichheseemedprone。Asshelayinhersteamerchairhewouldattimesmarchstifflyupanddownthedeck,apparentlyawareofnootherexistencethanhisown,hisfeaturesexpressingacertaincloudedresentmentofwhoseveryunexplainablenessshesecretlystoodinawe。Shewasnotastuteenough,poorgirl,toleavehimalone,andwhenwithinnocentquestioningssheendeavouredtodiscoverhistrouble,thegreatestmystificationsheencounteredwasthathehadthepowertomakeherfeelthatshewasinsomewaytakingaliberty,andshowingherlackoftactandperspicuity。
"Isanythingthematter,Nigel?"sheaskedatfirst,wonderingifshewereguiltyofsillinessintryingtoslipherhandintohis。Shewassureshehadbeenwhenheansweredher。
"No,"hesaidchillingly。
"Idon’tbelieveyouarehappy,"shereturned。"Somehowyouseemso——sodifferent。"
"Ihavereasonsforbeingdepressed,"hereplied,anditwaswithastifffinalitywhichstruckanoteofwarningtoher,signifyingthatitwouldbebettertasteinhertoputanendtohersimpleefforts。
Shevaguelyfeltherselfputinthewrong,andhepreferredthatitshouldbeso。Itwasthebestformofpreparationforanymoodhemightseethatitmightpayhimtoshowherinthefuture。Hewas,infact,confrontingdisdainfullyhisposition。Hehadheronhishandsandhewasreturningtohisrelationswithnodefiniteadvantagetoexhibitastheresultofhavingmarriedher。Shehadbeensuppliedwithanincomebuthehadnocontroloverit。Itwouldnothavebeensoifhehadnotbeeninsuchstraitsthathehadbeenafraidtoriskhischancebymakingastand。Tohaveawifewithmoney,asilly,sweettemperandnowillofherown,wasofcoursebetterthantobepenniless,headoverheelsindebtandhemmedinbydifficultiesoneveryside。Hehadseenwomentrainedtogiveintoanythingratherthanbebulliedinpublic,toaccedeintheendtoanydemandratherthanenduretheshameofacertainkindofscenemadebeforeservants,andacertainkindofinsolenceusedtorelativesandguests。ThequalityhefoundmostmaddeninglyirritatinginRosaliewasherobviouslyabsoluteunconsciousnessofthefactthatitwasentirelynaturalandproperthatherresourcesshouldbeinherhusband’shands。Hehad,indeed,evenintheseearlydays,madeatentativeeffortorsointheformofasuggestivespeech;hehadgivenheropeningstogivehimanopeningtoputthingsonapracticalbasis,butshehadneverhadtheintelligencetoseewhathewasaimingat,andhehadfoundhimselfalmostflounderingungracefullyinhisremarks,whileshehadlookedathimwithoutasignofcomprehensioninhersimple,anxiousblueeyes。Thecreaturewasactuallytryingtounderstandhimandcouldnot。Thatwastheworstofit,theblankwallofherunconsciousness,herchildlikebeliefthathewasfartoograndapersonagetorequireanything。Thesewerethethingshewasthinkingoverwhenhewalkedupanddownthedeckinunamiablesolitariness。
Rosyawakenedtotheamazedconsciousnessofthefactthat,insteadofbeingpleasedwiththeluxuryandprettinessofherwardrobeandappointments,heseemedtodislikeanddisdainthem。
"YouAmericanwomenchangeyourclothestoomuchandthinktoomuchofthem,"wasoneofhisfirstamiablecriticisms。"Youspendmorethanwell—bredwomenshouldspendonmeredressesandbonnets。InNewYorkitalwaysstrikesanEnglishmanthatthewomenlookendimancheatwhatevertimeofdayyoucomeacrossthem。"
"Oh,Nigel!"criedRosywoefully。Shecouldnotthinkofanythingmoretosaythan,"Oh,Nigel!"
"Iamsorrytosayitistrue,"herepliedloftily。ThatshewasanAmericanandaNewYorkerwasbeingimpresseduponpoorlittleLadyAnstruthersinanewway——somehowasifthemerecoldstatementofthefactputafineedgeofsarcasmtoanyremark。Shewasoftooinnocentaloyaltytowishthatshewasneithertheonenortheother,butshedidwishthatNigelwasnotsoprejudicedagainsttheplacesandpeopleshecaredforsomuch。
Shewassittinginherstateroomenfoldedinadressinggowncoveredwithcascadesoflace,tiedwithknotsofembroideredribbon,andhermaid,Hannah,whoadmiredhergreatly,wasbrushingherfairlonghairwithagold—backedbrush,ornamentedwithamonogramofjewels。
IfshehadbeenaFrenchduchessofapiquanttype,oranEnglishonewithanaquilinenose,shewouldhavebeenbeyondcriticism;ifshehadbeenaplump,over—fedwoman,oranugly,ill—natured,grossone,shewouldhavelookedvulgar,butshewasalittle,thin,fairNewYorker,andthoughshewasnotbeyondcriticism——ifonedemandedhighdistinction——
shewasprettyandnicetolookat。ButNigelAnstrutherswouldnotallowthistoher。Hisowntailors’billsbeingfarinarrearsandhispocketdisgustinglyempty,thesightofheringenuoussumptuousnessandthegay,accustomedsimplenessofoutlookwithwhichsheaccepteditashernaturalright,irritatedhimandrousedhisvenom。Billswouldremainunpaidifshewaspermittedtospendhermoneyonthissortofthingwithoutanyconsiderationfortherequirementsofotherpeople。
Heinhaledtheairandmadeagestureofdistaste。
"Thissachetbusinessisratheroverpowering,"hesaid。"Itisthesortofthingawomanshouldbeparticularlydiscreetabout。"
"Oh,Nigel!"criedthepoorgirlagitatedly。"Hannah,dogoandcallthestewardtoopenthewindows。Isitreallystrong?"sheimploredasHannahwentout。"Howdreadful。It’sonlyorrisandIdidn’tknowHannahhadputitinthetrunks。"
"MydearRosalie,"withawaveofthehandtakinginbothherselfandherdressingcase,"itisalltoostrong。"
"All——wh——what?"gaspingly。
"Thewholething。Allthatlaceandloveknotarrangement,thegold—backedbrushesandscentbottleswithdiamondsandrubiesstickinginthem。"
"They——theywereweddingpresents。TheycamefromTiffany’s。Everyonethoughtthemlovely。"
"TheylookasiftheybelongedtothedressingtableofaFrenchwomanofthedemi—monde。IfeelasifIhadactuallywalkedintotheapartmentofsomenotoriousParisiansoubrette。"
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