Ageneralsmilefollowed,inwhichWolfLarsenjoined,andthedinnerwentonsmoothly,thankstome,forhetreatedmeabominablytherestofthemeal,sneeringatmeandpatronizingmetillIwasalla—tremblewithsuppressedrage。YetIknewImustcontrolmyselfforMaudBrewster’ssake,andIreceivedmyrewardwhenhereyescaughtmineforafleetingsecond,andtheysaid,asdistinctlyasifshespoke,"Bebrave,bebrave。"
Weleftthetabletogoondeck,forasteamerwasawelcomebreakinthemonotonyoftheseaonwhichwefloated,whiletheconvictionthatitwasDeathLarsenandtheMacedoniaaddedtotheexcitement。Thestiffbreezeandheavyseawhichhadsprungupthepreviousafternoonhadbeenmoderatingallmorning,sothatitwasnowpossibletolowertheboatsforanafternoon’shunt。Thehuntingpromisedtobeprofitable。Wehadsailedsincedaylightacrossaseabarrenofseals,andwerenowrunningintotheherd。
Thesmokewasstillmilesastern,butoverhaulingusrapidly,whenweloweredourboats。Theyspreadoutandstruckanortherlycourseacrosstheocean。Nowandagainwesawasaillower,heardthereportsoftheshotguns,andsawthesailgoupagain。Thesealswerethick,thewindwasdyingaway;everythingfavoredabigcatch。Asweranofftogetourleewardpositionofthelastleeboat,wefoundtheoceanfairlycarpetedwithsleepingseals。Theywereallaboutus,thickerthanIhadeverseenthembefore,intwosandthreesandbunches,stretchedfulllengthonthesurfaceandsleepingforalltheworldlikesomanylazyyoungdogs。
Undertheapproachingsmokethehullandupperworksofasteamerweregrowinglarger。ItwastheMacedonia。Ireadhernamethroughtheglassesasshepassedbyscarcelyamiletostarboard。WolfLarsenlookedsavagelyatthevessel,whileMaudBrewsterwascurious。
"Whereisthetroubleyouweresosurewasbreezingup,CaptainLarsen?"
sheaskedgayly。
Heglancedather,amoment’samusementsofteninghisfeatures。
"Whatdidyouexpect?Thatthey’dcomeaboardandcutourthroats?"
"Somethinglikethat,"sheconfessed。"Youunderstand,seal—huntersaresonewandstrangetomethatIamquitereadytoexpectanything。"
Henoddedhishead。"Quiteright,quiteright。Yourerroristhatyoufailedtoexpecttheworst。"
"Why,whatcanbeworsethancuttingourthroats?"sheasked,withprettyna寁esurprise。
"Cuttingourpurses,"heanswered。"Manissomadethesedaysthathiscapacityforlivingisdeterminedbythemoneyhepossesses。"
"`Whostealsmypursestealstrash,’"shequoted。
"Whostealsmypursestealsmyrighttolive,"wasthereply,"oldsawstothecontrary。Forhestealsmybreadandmeatandbed,andinsodoingimperilsmylife。Therearenotenoughsoup—kitchensandbread—linestogoaround,youknow,andwhenmenhavenothingintheirpursestheyusuallydie,anddiemiserably——unlesstheyareabletofilltheirpursesprettyspeedily。"
"ButIfailtoseethatthissteamerhasanydesignsonyourpurse。"
"Waitandyouwillsee,"heansweredgrimly。
Wedidnothavelongtowait。Havingpassedseveralmilesbeyondourlineofboats,theMacedoniaproceededtolowerherown。Weknewshecarriedfourteenboatstoourfive,(wewereoneshortthroughthedesertionofWainwright),andshebegandroppingthemfartoleewardofourlastboat,continueddroppingthemathwartourcourse,andfinisheddroppingthemfartowindwardofourfirstweatherboat。Thehunting,forus,wasspoiled。Therewerenosealsbehindus,andaheadofusthelineoffourteenboats,likeahugebroom,swepttheherdbeforeit。
OurboatshuntedacrossthetwoorthreemilesofwaterbetweenthemandthepointwheretheMacedonia’shadbeendropped,andthenheadedforhome。Thewindhadfallentoawhisper,theoceanwasgrowingcalmerandcalmer,andthis,coupledwiththepresenceofthegreatherd,madeaperfecthuntingday——oneofthetwoorthreedaystobeencounteredinthewholeofaluckyseason。Anangrylotofmen,boat—pullersandsteerersaswellashunters,swarmedoverourside。Eachmanfeltthathehadbeenrobbed;andtheboatswerehoistedinamidcurses,which,ifcurseshadpower,wouldhavesettledDeathLarsenforalleternity——"Deadanddamnedforadozeniveternities,"commentedLouis,hiseyestwinklingupatmeasherestedfromhaulingtautthelashingsofhisboat。
"Listentothem,andfindifitishardtodiscoverthemostvitalthingintheirsouls,"saidWolfLarsen。"Faith?andlove?andhighideals?Thegood?thebeautiful?thetrue?"
"Theirinnatesenseofrighthasbeenviolated,"MaudBrewstersaid,joiningtheconversation。
Shewasstandingadozenfeetaway,onehandrestingonthemainshroudsandherbodyswayinggentlytotheslightrolloftheship。Shehadnotraisedhervoice,andyetIwasstruckbyitsclearandbell—liketone。
Ah,itwassweetinmyears!Iscarcelydaredlookatherjustthen,forthefearofbetrayingmyself。Aboy’scapwasperchedonherhead,andherhair,lightbrownandarrangedinalooseandfluffyorderthatcaughtthesun,seemedanaureoleaboutthedelicateovalofherface。Shewaspositivelybewitching,and,withal,sweetlyspirituelle,ifnotsaintly。
Allmyold—timemarvelatlifereturnedtomeatsightofthissplendidincarnationofit,andWolfLarsen’scoldexplanationoflifeanditsmeaningwastrulyridiculousandlaughable。
"Asentimentalist,"hesneered,"likeMr。VanWeyden。Thosemenarecursingbecausetheirdesireshavebeenoutraged。Thatisall。Whatdesires?
Thedesiresforthegoodgrubandsoftbedsashorewhichahandsomepay—daybringsthem——thewomenandthedrink,thegorgingandthebeast—linesswhichsotrulyexpressesthem,thebestthatisinthem,theirhighestaspirations,theirideals,ifyouplease。Theexhibitiontheymakeoftheirfeelingsisnotatouchingsight,yetitshowshowdeeplytheyhavebeentouched,howdeeplytheirpurseshavebeentouched;fortolayhandsontheirpursesistolayhandsontheirsouls。"
"Youhardlybehaveasifyourpursehadbeentouched,"shesaid,smilingly。
"ThenitsohappensthatIambehavingdifferently,formypurseandmysoulhavebothbeentouched。AtthecurrentpriceofskinsintheLondonmarket,andbasedonafairestimateofwhattheafternoon’scatchwouldhavebeenhadnottheMacedoniahoggedit,theGhosthaslostaboutfifteenhundreddollars’worthofskins。"
"Youspeaksocalmly——"shebegan。
"ButIdonotfeelcalm;Icouldkillthemanwhorobbedme,"heinterrupted。
"Yes,yes,Iknow,andthatmanmybrother——moresentiment!Bah!"
Hisfaceunderwentasuddenchange。Hisvoicewaslessharshandwhollysincereashesaid:
"Youmustbehappy,yousentimentalists,reallyandtrulyhappyatdreamingandfindingthingsgood,and,becauseyoufindsomeofthemgood,feelinggoodyourself。Now,tellme,youtwo,doyoufindmegood?"
"Youaregoodtolookupon——inaway,"Iqualified。
"Thereareinyouallpowersforgood,"wasMaudBrewster’sanswer。
"Thereyouare!"hecriedather,halfangrily。"Yourwordsareemptytome。Thereisnothingclearandsharpanddefiniteaboutthethoughtyouhaveexpressed。Youcannotpickitupinyourtwohandsandlookatit。Inpointoffact,itisnotathought。Itisafeeling,asentiment,asomethingbaseduponillusionandnotaproductoftheintellectatall。"
Ashewentonhisvoiceagaingrewsoft,andaconfidingnotecameintoit。"Doyouknow,IsometimescatchmyselfwishingthatI,too,wereblindtothefactsoflifeandonlyknewitsfanciesandillusions。They’rewrong,allwrong,ofcourse,andcontrarytoreason;butinthefaceofthemmyreasontellsme,wrongandmostwrong,thattodreamandliveillusionsgivesgreaterdelight。Andafterall,delightisthewageforliving。Withoutdelight,livingisaworthlessact。Tolaboratlivingandbeunpaidisworsethantobedead。Hewhodelightsthemostlivesthemost,andyourdreamsandunrealitiesarelessdisturbingtoyouandmoregratifyingthanaremyfactstome。"
Heshookhisheadslowly,pondering。
"Ioftendoubt,Ioftendoubt,theworthwhilenessofreason。Dreamsmustbemoresubstantialandsatisfying。Emotionaldelightismorefillingandlastingthanintellectualdelight;and,besides,youpayforyourmomentsofintellectualdelightbyhavingtheblues。Emotionaldelightisfollowedbynomorethanjadedsenseswhichspeedilyrecuperate。Ienvyyou,Ienvyyou。"
Hestoppedabruptly,andthenonhislipsformedoneofhisstrangequizzicalsmiles,asheadded:
"It’sfrommybrainIenvyyou,takenotice,andnotfrommyheart。
Myreasondictatesit。Theenvyisanintellectualproduct。amlikeasobermanlookingupondrunkenmen,and,greatlyweary,wishinghe,too,weredrunk。"
"Orlikeawisemanlookinguponfoolsandwishinghe,too,wereafool,"
Ilaughed。
"Quiteso,"hesaid。"Youareablessed,bankruptpairoffools。Youhavenofactsinyourpocketbook。"
"Yetwespendasfreelyasyou,"wasMaudBrewster’scontribution。
"Morefreely,becauseitcostsyounothing。"
"Andbecausewedrawuponeternity,"sheretorted。
"Whetheryoudoorthinkyoudo,it’sthesamething。Youspendwhatyouhaven’tgot,andinreturnyougetgreatervaluefromspendingwhatyouhaven’tgotthanIgetfromspendingwhatIhavegot,andwhatIhavesweatedtoget。"
"Whydon’tyouchangethebasisofyourcoinage,then?"shequeriedteasingly。
Helookedatherquickly,half—hopefully,andthensaid,allregretfully:
"Toolate。I’dliketo,perhaps,butIcan’t。Mypocketbookisstuffedwiththeoldcoinage,andit’sastubbornthing。Icanneverbringmyselftorecognizeanythingelseasvalid。"
Heceasedspeaking,andhisgazewanderedabsentlypastherandbecamelostintheplacidsea。Theoldprimalmelancholywasstronguponhim。
Hewasquiveringtoit。Hehadreasonedhimselfintoaspelloftheblues,andwithinfewhoursonecouldlookforthedevilwithinhimtobeupandstirring。IrememberedCharleyFuruseth,andknewthisman’ssadnessasthepenaltywhichthematerialisteverpaysforhismaterialism。TheSeaWolf:Chapter25CHAPTER25
"You’vebeenondeck,Mr。VanWeyden,"WolfLarsensaid,thefollowingmorningatthebreakfasttable。"Howdothingslook?"
"Clearenough,"Ianswered,glancingatthesunshinewhichstreameddowntheopencompanionway。"Fairwesterlybreeze,withapromiseofstiffening,ifLouispredictscorrectly。"
Henoddedhisheadinapleasedway。"Anysignsoffog?"
"Thickbanksinthenorthandnorthwest。"
Henoddedhisheadagain,evincingevengreatersatisfactionthanbefore。
"WhatoftheMacedonia?"
"Notsighted,"Ianswered。
Icouldhaveswornhisfacefellattheintelligence,butwhyheshouldbedisappointedIcouldnotconceive。
Iwassoontolearn。"Smokeho!"camethehailfromondeck,andhisfacebrightened。
"Good!"heexclaimed,andleftthetableatoncetogoondeckandintothesteerage,wherethehuntersweretakingthefirstbreakfastoftheirexile。
MaudBrewsterandIscarcelytouchedthefoodbeforeus,gazing,instead,insilentanxietyateachother,andlisteningtoWolfLarsen’svoice,whicheasilypenetratedthecabinthroughtheinterveningbulkhead。Hespokeatlength,andhisconclusionwasgreetedwithawildroarofcheers。
Thebulkheadwastoothickforustohearwhathesaid;butwhateveritwasitaffectedthehuntersstrongly,forthecheeringwasfollowedbyloudexclamationsandshoutsofjoy。
FromthesoundsondeckIknewthatthesailorshadbeenroutedoutandwerepreparingtolowertheboats。MaudBrewsteraccompaniedmeondeck,butIleftheratthebreakofthepoop,whereshemightwatchthesceneandnotbeinit。Thesailorsmusthavelearnedwhateverprojectwasonhand,andthevimandsnaptheyputintotheirworkattestedtheirenthusiasm。Thehunterscametroopingondeckwithshotgunsandammunition—boxes,and,mostunusual,theirrifles。Thelatterwererarelytakenintheboats,foraseal,shotatlongrangewitharifle,invariablysankbeforeaboatcouldreachit。Buteachhunterthisdayhadhisrifleandalargesupplyofcartridges。noticedtheygrinnedwithsatisfactionwhenevertheylookedattheMacedonia’ssmoke,whichwasrisinghigherandhigherassheapproachedfromthewest。
Thefiveboatswentoverthesidewitharush,spreadoutliketheribsofafan,andsetanortherlycourse,asontheprecedingafternoon,forustofollow。Iwatchedforsometime,curiously,butthereseemednothingextraordinaryabouttheirbehavior。Theyloweredsails,shotseals,andhoistedsailsagain,andcontinuedontheirwayasIhadalwaysseenthemdo。TheMacedoniarepeatedherperformanceofyesterday,"hogging"
theseabydroppingherlineofboatsinadvanceofoursandacrossourcourse。Fourteenboatsrequireaconsiderablespreadofoceanforcomfortablehunting,andwhenshehadcompletelylappedourlineshecontinuedsteamingintothenortheast,droppingmoreboatsasshewent。
"What’sup?"IaskedWolfLarsen,unablelongertokeepmycuriosityincheck。
"Nevermindwhat’sup,"heansweredgruffly。"Youwon’tbeathousandyearsinfindingout,andinthemeantimejustprayforplentyofwind。"
"Oh,well,Idon’tmindtellingyou,"hesaidthenextmoment。"I’mgoingtogivethatbrotherofmineatasteofhisownmedicine。Inshort,I’mgoingtoplaythehogmyself,andnotforoneday,butfortherestoftheseason,——ifwe’reinluck。"
"Andifwe’renot?"Iqueried。
"Nottobeconsidered,"helaughed。"Wesimplymustbeinluck,orit’sallupwithus。"
Hehadthewheelatthetime,andIwentforwardtomyhospitalintheforecastle,wherelaythetwocrippledmen,NilsonandThomasMugridge。
Nilsonwasascheerfulascouldbeexpected,forhisbrokenlegwasknittingnicely;buttheCockneywasdesperatelymelancholy,andIwasawareofagreatsympathyfortheunfortunatecreature。Andthemarvelofitwasthatstillhelivedandclungtolife。Thebrutalyearshadreducedhismeagrebodytosplinteredwreckage,andyetthesparkoflifewithinburnedbrightlyasever。
"Withanartificialfoot,——andtheymakeexcellentones,——youwillbestumpingships’galleystotheendoftime,"Iassuredhimjovially。
Buthisanswerwasserious,nay,solemn。"Idon’tknowaboutwotyous’y,Mr。VanW’yden,butIdoknowI’llneverrest’appytillseethat’ell—’oundbloodywelldead。’Ecawn’tliveaslongasme。’E’sgotnorighttolive,an’astheGoodWordputsit,`’Eshallshorelydie,’an’
Is’y,`Amen,an’damnsoonatthat。’"
WhenIreturnedondeckIfoundWolfLarsensteeringmainlywithonehand,whilewiththeotherhandheheldthemarineglassesandstudiedthesituationoftheboats,payingparticularattentiontothepositionoftheMacedonia。Theonlychangenoticeableinourboatswasthattheyhadhauledcloseonthewindandwereheadingseveralpointswestofnorth。Still,Icouldnotseetheexpediencyoftheman渦vre,forthefreeseawasstillinterceptedbytheMacedonia’sfiveweatherboats,which,inturn,hadhauledcloseonthewind。Thustheyslowlydivergedtowardthewest,drawingfartherawayfromtheremainderoftheboatsintheirline。Ourboatswererowingaswellassailing。Eventhehunterswerepulling,andwiththreepairsofoarsinthewatertheyrapidlyoverhauledwhatImayappropriatelytermtheenemy。
ThesmokeoftheMacedoniahaddwindledtoadimblotonthenortheasternhorizon。Ofthesteamerherselfnothingwastobeseen。Wehadbeenloafingalong,tillnow,oursailsshakinghalfthetimeandspillingthewind;andtwice,forshortperiods,wehadbeenhoveto。Buttherewasnomoreloafing。Sheetsweretrimmed,andWolfLarsenproceededtoputtheGhostthroughherpaces。Weranpastourlineofboatsandboredownuponthefirstweatherboatoftheotherline。
"Downthatflyingjib,Mr。VanWeyden,"WolfLarsencommanded。"Andstandbytobackoverthejibs。"
Iranforwardandhadthedownhauloftheflyingjiballinandfastasweslippedbytheboatahundredfeettoleeward。Thethreemeninitgazedatussuspiciously。Theyhadbeenhoggingthesea,andtheyknewWolfLarsen,byreputationatanyrate。Inotedthatthehunter,ahugeScandinaviansittinginthebow,heldhisrifle,readytohand,acrosshisknees。Itshouldhavebeeninitsproperplaceintherack。Whentheycameoppositeourstern,WolfLarsengreetedthemwithawaveofthehand,andcried:
"Comeonboardandhavea`gam’!"
"Togam,"amongthesealingschooners,isasubstitutefortheverbs"tovisit,""togossip。"Itexpressesthegarrulityoftheseaandisapleasantbreakinthemonotonyofthelife。
TheGhostswungaroundintothewind,andIfinishedmyworkforwardintimetorunaftandlendahandwiththemainsheet。
"Youwillpleasestayondeck,MissBrewster,"WolfLarsensaid,ashestartedforwardtomeethisguest。"Andyou,too,Mr。VanWeyden。"
Theboathadlowereditssailandrunalongside。Thehunter,golden—beardedlikeasea—king,cameovertherailanddroppedondeck。Buthishugenesscouldnotquiteovercomehisapprehensiveness。Doubtanddistrustshowedstronglyinhisface。Itwasatransparentface,forallofitshairyshield,andadvertisedinstantreliefwhenheglancedfromWolfLarsentome,notedthattherewasonlythepairofus,andthenglancedoverhisowntwomenwhohadjoinedhim。Surelyhehadlittlereasontobeafraid。HetoweredlikeaGoliathaboveWolfLarsen。Hemusthavemeasuredsixfeeteightornineinchesinstature,andIsubsequentlylearnedhisweight——240
pounds。Andtherewasnofatabouthim。Itwasallboneandmuscle。
Areturnofapprehensionwasapparent,when,atthetopofthecompanionway,WolfLarseninvitedhimbelow。Buthereassuredhimselfwithaglancedownathishost——abigmanhimselfbutdwarfedbythepropinquityofthegiant。Soallhesitancyvanished,andthepairdescendedintothecabin。
Inthemeantime,histwomen,aswasthewontofvisitingsailors,hadgoneforwardintotheforecastletodosomevisitingthemselves。
Suddenly,fromthecabincameagreat,chokingbellow,followedbyallthesoundsofafuriousstruggle。Itwastheleopardandthelion,andthelionmadeallthenoise。WolfLarsenwastheleopard。
"Youseethesacrednessofourhospitality,"Isaidbitterly,toMaudBrewster。
Shenoddedherheadthatsheheard,andInotedinherfacethesignsofthesamesicknessatsightorsoundofviolentstrugglefromwhichI
hadsufferedsoseverelyduringmyfirstweeksontheGhost。
"Wouldn’titbebetterifyouwentforward,saybythesteeragecompanionway,untilitisover?"Isuggested。
Sheshookherheadandgazedatmepitifully。Shewasnotfrightened,butappalled,rather,atthehumananimalityofit。
"Youwillunderstand,"Itookadvantageoftheopportunitytosay,"whateverpartItakeinwhatisgoingonandwhatistocome,thatIamcompelledtotakeit——ifyouandIareevertogetoutofthisscrapewithourlives。"
"Itisnotnice——forme,"Iadded。
"Iunderstand,"shesaid,inaweak,far—awayvoice,andhereyesshowedmethatshedidunderstand。
Thesoundsfrombelowsoondiedaway。ThenWolfLarsencamealoneondeck。Therewasaslightflushunderhisbronze,butotherwiseheborenosignsofthebattle。
"Sendthosetwomenaft,Mr。VanWeyden,"hesaid。
Iobeyed,andaminuteortwolatertheystoodbeforehim。
"Hoistinyourboat,"hesaidtothem。"Yourhunter’sdecidedtostayaboardawhileanddoesn’twantitpoundingalongside。"
"Hoistinyourboat,Isaid,"herepeated,thistimeinsharpertonesastheyhesitatedtodohisbidding。
"Whoknows?youmayhavetosailwithmeforatime,"hesaid,quitesoftly,withasilkenthreatthatbeliedthesoftness,astheymovedslowlytocomply,"andwemightaswellstartwithafriendlyunderstanding。Livelynow!DeathLarsenmakesyoujumpbetterthanthat,andyouknowit!"
Theirmovementsperceptiblyquickenedunderhiscoaching,andastheboatswunginboardIwassentforwardtoletgothejibs。WolfLarsen,atthewheel,directedtheGhostaftertheMacedonia’ssecondweatherboat。
Underway,andwithnothingforthetimebeingtodo,Iturnedmyattentiontothesituationoftheboats。TheMacedonia’sthirdweatherboatwasbeingattackedbytwoofours,thefourthbyourremainingthree;andthefifth,turnabout,wastakingahandinthedefenceofitsnearestmate。Thefighthadopenedatlongdistance,andtherifleswerecrackingsteadily。Aquick,snappyseawasbeingkickedupbythewind,aconditionwhichpreventedfineshooting;andnowandagain,aswedrewcloser,wecouldseethebulletszip—zippingfromwavetowave。
Theboatwewerepursuinghadsquaredawayandwasrunningbeforethewindtoescapeus,and,inthecourseofitsflight,totakepartinrepulsingourgeneralboatattack。
Attendingtosheetsandtacksnowleftmelittletimetoseewhatwastakingplace,butIhappenedtobeonthepoopwhenWolfLarsenorderedthetwostrangesailorsforwardandintotheforecastle。Theywentsullenly,buttheywent。HenextorderedMissBrewsterbelow,andsmiledattheinstanthorrorthatleaptintohereyes。
"You’llfindnothinggrewsomedownthere,"hesaid,"onlyanunhurtmansecurelymadefasttothering—bolts。Bulletsareliabletocomeaboard,andIdon’twantyoukilled,youknow。"
Evenashespoke,abulletwasdeflectedbyabrass—cappedspokeofthewheelbetweenhishandsandscreechedoffthroughtheairtowindward。
"Yousee,"hesaidtoher;andthentome,"Mr。VanWeyden,willyoutakethewheel?"
MaudBrewsterhadsteppedinsidethecompanionwaysothatonlyherheadwasexposed。WolfLarsenhadprocuredarifleandwasthrowingacartridgeintothebarrel。Ibeggedherwithmyeyestogobelow,butshesmiledandsaid:
"Wemaybefeebleland—creatureswithoutlegs,butwecanshowCaptainLarsenthatweareatleastasbraveashe。"
Hegaveheraquicklookofadmiration。
"Ilikeyouahundredpercentbetterforthat,"hesaid。"Books,andbrains,andbravery。Youarewell—rounded,ablue—stockingfittobethewifeofapiratechief。Ahem,we’lldiscussthatlater,"hesmiled,asabulletstrucksolidlyintothecabinwall。
Isawhiseyesflashgoldenashespoke,andIsawtheterrormountinherown。
"Wearebraver,"Ihastenedtosay。"Atleast,speakingformyself,IknowIambraverthanCaptainLarsen。"
ItwasIwhowasnowfavoredbyaquicklook。HewaswonderingifI
weremakingfunofhim。IputthreeorfourspokesovertocounteractasheertowardthewindonthepartoftheGhost,andthensteadiedher。WolfLarsenwasstillwaitinganexplanation,andpointeddowntomyknees。
"Youwillobservethere,"Isaid,"aslighttrembling。ItisbecauseIamafraid,thefleshisafraid;andIamafraidinmymindbecauseI
donotwishtodie。Butmyspiritmastersthetremblingfleshandthequalmsofthemind。Iammorethanbrave。Iamcourageous。Yourfleshisnotafraid。
Youarenotafraid。Ontheonehand,itcostsyounothingtoencounterdanger;ontheotherhand,itevengivesyoudelight。Youenjoyit。Youmaybeunafraid,Mr。Larsen,butyoumustgrantthatthebraveryismine。"
"You’reright,"heacknowledgedatonce。"Ineverthoughtofitinthatwaybefore。Butistheoppositetrue?IfyouarebraverthanI,amImorecowardlythanyou?"
Webothlaughedattheabsurdity,andhedroppeddowntothedeckandrestedhisrifleacrosstherail。Thebulletswehadreceivedhadtravellednearlyamile,butbynowwehadcutthatdistanceinhalf。Hefiredthreecarefulshots。Thefirststruckfiftyfeettowindwardoftheboat,thesecondalongside,andatthethirdtheboat—steererletloosehissteering—oarandcrumpledupinthebottomoftheboat。
"Iguessthat’llfixthem,"WolfLarsensaid,risingtohisfeet。"I
couldn’taffordtoletthehunterhaveit,andthereisachancetheboat—pullerdoesn’tknowhowtosteer。Inwhichcase,thehuntercannotsteerandshootatthesametime。"
Hisreasoningwasjustified,fortheboatrushedatonceintothewindandthehuntersprangafttotaketheboat—steerer’splace。Therewasnomoreshooting,thoughtherifleswerestillcrackingmerrilyfromtheotherboats。
Thehunterhadmanagedtogettheboatbeforethewindagain,butwerandownuponit,goingatleasttwofeettoitsone。Ahundredyardsaway,Isawtheboat—pullerpassarifletothehunter。WolfLarsenwentamidshipsandtookthecoilofthethroat—halyardsfromitspin。Thenhepeeredovertherailwithlevelledrifle。TwiceIsawthehunterletgothesteering—oarwithonehand,reachforhisrifle,andhesitate。Wewerenowalongsideandfoamingpast。
"Here,you!"WolfLarsencriedsuddenlytotheboat—puller。"Takeaturn!"
Atthesametimeheflungthecoilofrope。Itstruckfairly,nearlyknockingthemanover,buthedidnotobey。Instead,helookedtohishunterfororders。Thehunter,inturn,wasinaquandary。Hisriflewasbetweenhisknees,butifheletgothesteering—oarinordertoshoot,theboatwouldsweeparoundandcollidewiththeschooner。AlsohesawWolfLarsen’sriflebearinguponhimandknewhewouldbeshoterehecouldgethisrifleintoplay。
"Takeaturn,"hesaidquietlytotheman。
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