首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Silas Lapham>第27章
  Itplacesmeinaridiculousposition。"Rogersurgedhisgrievancecalmly,almostimpersonally,makinghisappealtoLapham’ssenseofjustice。"ICAN’Tgobacktothosepartiesandtellthemyouwon’tseethem。
  It’snoanswertomake。They’vegotarighttoknowwhyyouwon’tseethem。"
  "Verywell,then!"criedLapham;"I’llcomeandTELL
  themwhy。WhoshallIaskfor?WhenshallIbethere?"
  "Ateighto’clock,please,"saidRogers,rising,withoutapparentalarmathisthreat,ifitwasathreat。
  "Andaskforme;I’vetakenaroomatthehotelforthepresent。"
  "Iwon’tkeepyoufiveminuteswhenIgetthere,"
  saidLapham;buthedidnotcomeawaytillteno’clock。
  Itappearedtohimasiftheverydevilwasinit。
  TheEnglishmentreatedhisdownrightrefusaltosellasapieceofbluff,andtalkedonasthoughitweremerelytheopeningofthenegotiation。Whenhebecameplainwiththeminhisanger,andtoldthemwhyhewouldnotsell,theyseemedtohavebeenpreparedforthisasastrokeofbusiness,andwerereadytomeetit。
  "Hasthisfellow,"hedemanded,twistinghisheadinthedirectionofRogers,butdisdainingtonoticehimotherwise,"beentellingyouthatit’spartofmygametosaythis?Well,sir,Icantellyou,onmyside,thatthereisn’taslipperierrascalunhunginAmericathanMiltonK。Rogers!"
  TheEnglishmentreatedthisasapieceofgenuineAmericanhumour,andreturnedtothechargewithunabatedcourage。
  Theyownednow,thatapersoninterestedwiththemhadbeenouttolookattheproperty,andthattheyweresatisfiedwiththeappearanceofthings。Theydevelopedfurtherthefactthattheywerenotactingsolely,orevenprincipally,intheirownbehalf,butweretheagentsofpeopleinEnglandwhohadprojectedthecolonisationofasortofcommunityonthespot,somewhataftertheplanofotherEnglishdreamers,andthattheyweresatisfied,fromacarefulinspection,thattheresourcesandfacilitieswerethosebestcalculatedtodeveloptheenergyandenterpriseoftheproposedcommunity。TheywerepreparedtomeetMr。Lapham——Colonel,theybeggedhispardon,attheinstanceofRogers——atanyreasonablefigure,andwerequitewillingtoassumetheriskshehadpointedout。Somethingintheeyesofthesemen,somethingthatlurkedataninfinitedepthbelowtheirspeech,andwasnotreallyintheireyeswhenLaphamlookedagain,hadflashedthroughhimasenseoftreacheryinthem。
  HehadthoughtthemthedupesofRogers;butinthatbriefinstanthehadseenthem——orthoughthehadseenthem——hisaccomplices,readytobetraytheinterestsofwhichtheywentontospeakwithacertaincomfortablejocosity,andacertainincredulousslightofhisshowofintegrity。
  ItwasadeepergamethanLaphamwasusedto,andhesatlookingwithasortofadmirationfromoneEnglishmantotheother,andthentoRogers,whomaintainedanexteriorofmodestneutrality,andwhoseairsaid,"Ihavebroughtyougentlementogetherasthefriendofallparties,andI
  nowleaveyoutosettleitamongyourselves。Iasknothing,andexpectnothing,exceptthesmallsumwhichshallaccruetomeafterthedischargeofmyobligationstoColonelLapham。"
  WhileRogers’spresenceexpressedthis,oneoftheEnglishmenwassaying,"Andifyouhaveanyscrupleinallowin’
  ustoassumethisrisk,ColonelLapham,perhapsyoucanconsoleyourselfwiththefactthattheloss,ifthereistobeany,willfalluponpeoplewhoareabletobearit——uponanassociationofrichandcharitablepeople。
  Butwe’requitesatisfiedtherewillbenoloss,"
  headdedsavingly。"Allyouhavetodoistonameyourprice,andwewilldoourbesttomeetit。"
  TherewasnothingintheEnglishman’ssophistryveryshockingtoLapham。Itaddresseditselfinhimtothateasy—going,notevillyintentioned,potentialimmoralitywhichregardscommonpropertyascommonprey,andgivesusthemostcorruptmunicipalgovernmentsunderthesun——whichmakesthepoorestvoter,whenhehastrickedintoplace,asunscrupulousinregardtoothers’moneyasanhereditaryprince。LaphammettheEnglishman’seye,andwithdifficultykepthimselffromwinking。
  Thenhelookedaway,andtriedtofindoutwherehestood,orwhathewantedtodo。Hecouldhardlytell。
  HehadexpectedtocomeintothatroomandunmaskRogers,andhaveitover。ButhehadunmaskedRogerswithoutanyeffectwhatever,andtheplayhadonlybegun。
  Hehadawhimsicalandsarcasticsenseofitsbeingverydifferentfromtheplaysatthetheatre。Hecouldnotgetupandgoawayinsilentcontempt;hecouldnottelltheEnglishmenthathebelievedthemapairofscoundrelsandshouldhavenothingtodowiththem;
  hecouldnolongertreatthemasinnocentdupes。
  Heremainedbaffledandperplexed,andtheonewhohadnotspokenhithertoremarked——
  "Ofcourseweshan’t’aggleaboutafewpound,moreorless。
  IfColonelLapham’sfigureshouldbealittlelargerthanours,I’venodoubt’e’llnotbetoo’arduponusintheend。"
  Laphamappreciatedalltheintentofthissubtlesuggestion,andunderstoodasplainlyasifithadbeensaidinsomanywords,thatiftheypaidhimalargerprice,itwastobeexpectedthatacertainportionofthepurchase—moneywastoreturntotheirownhands。Stillhecouldnotmove;
  anditseemedtohimthathecouldnotspeak。
  "Ringthatbell,Mr。Rogers,"saidtheEnglishmanwhohadlastspoken,glancingattheannunciatorbuttoninthewallnearRogers’shead,"and’aveupsomething’of,can’tyou?IshouldlikeTOwetmew’istle,asyousay’ere,andColonelLaphamseemstofinditratherdrywork。"
  Laphamjumpedtohisfeet,andbuttonedhisovercoatabouthim。HerememberedwithterrorthedinneratCorey’swherehehaddisgracedandbetrayedhimself,andifhewentintothisthingatall,hewasgoingintoitsober。
  "Ican’tstop,"hesaid,"Imustbegoing。"
  "Butyouhaven’tgivenusanansweryet,Mr。Lapham,"
  saidthefirstEnglishmanwithasuccessfulshowofdignifiedsurprise。
  "TheonlyanswerIcangiveyounowis,NO,"saidLapham。
  "Ifyouwantanother,youmustletmehavetimetothinkitover。"
  "But’owmuchtime?"saidtheotherEnglishman。
  "We’repressedfortimeourselves,andwehopedforananswer——’opedforahanswer,"hecorrectedhimself,"atonce。Thatwasourunderstandin’withMr。Rogers。"
  "Ican’tletyouknowtillmorning,anyway,"saidLapham,andhewentout,ashiscustomoftenwas,withoutanypartingsalutation。HethoughtRogersmighttrytodetainhim;butRogershadremainedseatedwhentheothersgottotheirfeet,andpaidnoattentiontohisdeparture。
  Hewalkedoutintothenightair,everypulsethrobbingwiththestrongtemptation。Heknewverywellthosemenwouldwait,andgladlywait,tillthemorning,andthatthewholeaffairwasinhishands。Itmadehimgroaninspirittothinkthatitwas。Ifhehadhopedthatsomechancemighttakethedecisionfromhim,therewasnosuchchance,inthepresentorfuture,thathecouldsee。Itwasforhimalonetocommitthisrascality——ifitwasarascality——ornot。
  Hewalkedallthewayhome,lettingonecarafteranotherpasshimonthestreet,nowsoemptyofotherpassing,anditwasalmosteleveno’clockwhenhereachedhome。
  Acarriagestoodbeforehishouse,andwhenhelethimselfinwithhiskey,heheardtalkinginthefamily—room。ItcameintohisheadthatIrenehadgotbackunexpectedly,andthatthesightofherwassomehowgoingtomakeitharderforhim;thenhethoughtitmightbeCorey,comeuponsomedesperatepretexttoseePenelope;
  butwhenheopenedthedoorhesaw,withacertainabsenceofsurprise,thatitwasRogers。Hewasstandingwithhisbacktothefireplace,talkingtoMrs。Lapham,andhehadbeensheddingtears;drytearstheyseemed,andtheyhadleftasortofsandy,glisteningtraceonhischeeks。Apparentlyhewasnotashamedofthem,fortheexpressionwithwhichhemetLaphamwasthatofamanmakingadesperateappealinhisowncause,whichwasidenticalwiththatofhumanity,ifnotthatofjustice。
  "Isomeexpected,"beganRogers,"tofindyouhere————"
  "No,youdidn’t,"interruptedLapham;"youwantedtocomehereandmakeapoormouthtoMrs。LaphambeforeIgothome。"
  "IknewthatMrs。Laphamwouldknowwhatwasgoingon,"
  saidRogersmorecandidly,butnotmorevirtuously,forthathecouldnot,"andIwishedhertounderstandapointthatIhadn’tputtoyouatthehotel,andthatIwantyoushouldconsider。AndIwantyoushouldconsidermealittleinthisbusinesstoo;
  you’renottheonlyonethat’sconcerned,Itellyou,andI’vebeentellingMrs。Laphamthatit’smyonechance;
  thatifyoudon’tmeetmeonit,mywifeandchildrenwillbereducedtobeggary。"
  "Sowillmine,"saidLapham,"orthenextthingtoit。"
  "Well,then,Iwantyoutogivemethischancetogetonmyfeetagain。You’venorighttodeprivemeofit;
  it’sunchristian。InourdealingswitheachotherweshouldbeguidedbytheGoldenRule,asIwassayingtoMrs。Laphambeforeyoucamein。ItoldherthatifIknewmyself,Ishouldinyourplaceconsiderthecircumstancesofamaninmine,whohadhonourablyendeavouredtodischargehisobligationstome,andhadpatientlybornemyundeservedsuspicions。
  Ishouldconsiderthatman’sfamily,ItoldMrs。Lapham。"
  "DidyoutellherthatifIwentinwithyouandthosefellows,Ishouldberobbingthepeoplewhotrustedthem?"
  "Idon’tseewhatyou’vegottodowiththepeoplethatsentthemhere。Theyarerichpeople,andcouldbearitifitcametotheworst。Butthere’snolikelihood,now,thatitwillcometotheworst;
  youcanseeyourselfthattheRoadhaschangeditsmindaboutbuying。AndhereamIwithoutacentintheworld;
  andmywifeisaninvalid。Sheneedscomforts,sheneedslittleluxuries,andshehasn’teventhenecessaries;
  andyouwanttosacrificehertoamereidea!Youdon’tknowinthefirstplacethattheRoadwilleverwanttobuy;
  andifitdoes,theprobabilityisthatwithacolonylikethatplantedonitsline,itwouldmakeverydifferenttermsfromwhatitwouldwithyouorme。Theseagentsarenotafraid,andtheirprincipalsarerichpeople;
  andiftherewasanyloss,itwouldbedividedupamongstthemsothattheywouldn’tanyofthemfeelit。"
  Laphamstoleatroubledglanceathiswife,andsawthattherewasnohelpinher。Whethershewasdauntedandconfusedinherownconsciencebytheoutcome,soevilanddisastrous,ofthereparationtoRogerswhichshehadforcedherhusbandtomake,orwhetherherperceptionshadbeenbluntedanddarkenedbytheappealswhichRogershadnowused,itwouldbedifficulttosay。
  Probablytherewasamixtureofbothcausesintheeffectwhichherhusbandfeltinher,andfromwhichheturned,girdinghimselfanew,toRogers。
  "Ihavenowishtorecurtothepast,"continuedRogers,withgrowingsuperiority。"Youhaveshownaproperspiritinregardtothat,andyouhavedonewhatyoucouldtowipeitout。"
  "IshouldthinkIhad,"saidLapham。"I’veusedupaboutahundredandfiftythousanddollarstrying。"
  "Someofmyenterprises,"Rogersadmitted,"havebeenunfortunate,seemingly;butIhavehopesthattheywillyetturnoutwell——intime。Ican’tunderstandwhyyoushouldbesomindfulofothersnow,whenyoushowedsolittleregardformethen。Ihadcometoyouraidatatimewhenyouneededhelp,andwhenyougotonyourfeetyoukickedmeoutofthebusiness。Idon’tcomplain,butthatisthefact;andIhadtobeginagain,afterI
  hadsupposedmyselfsettledinlife,andestablishmyselfelsewhere。"
  Laphamglancedagainathiswife;herheadhadfallen;
  hecouldseethatshewassorootedinheroldremorseforthatquestionableactofhis,amplyandmorethanfullyatonedforsince,thatshewashelpless,nowinthecrucialmoment,whenhehadtheutmostneedofherinsight。
  Hehadcounteduponher;heperceivednowthatwhenhehadthoughtitwasforhimalonetodecide,hehadcounteduponherjustspirittostayhisowninitsstruggletobejust。
  Hehadnotforgottenhowsheheldoutagainsthimonlyalittlewhileago,whenheaskedherwhetherhemightnotrightfullysellinsomesuchcontingencyasthis;
  anditwasnotnowthatshesaidorevenlookedanythinginfavourofRogers,butthatshewassilentagainsthim,whichdismayedLapham。Heswallowedthelumpthatroseinhisthroat,theself—pity,thepityforher,thedespair,andsaidgently,"Iguessyoubettergotobed,Persis。
  It’sprettylate。"
  Sheturnedtowardsthedoor,whenRogerssaid,withtheobviousintentionofdetainingherthroughhercuriosity——
  "ButIletthatpass。AndIdon’tasknowthatyoushouldselltothesemen。"
  Mrs。Laphampaused,irresolute。
  "Whatareyoumakingthisbotherfor,then?"demandedLapham。
  "WhatDOyouwant?"
  "WhatI’vebeentellingyourwifehere。Iwantyoushouldselltome。Idon’tsaywhatI’mgoingtodowiththeproperty,andyouwillnothaveaniotaofresponsibility,whateverhappens。"
  Laphamwasstaggered,andhesawhiswife’sfacelightupwitheagerquestion。
  "Iwantthatproperty,"continuedRogers,"andI’vegotthemoneytobuyit。Whatwillyoutakeforit?Ifit’sthepriceyou’restandingoutfor————"
  "Persis,"saidLapham,"gotobed,"andhegaveheralookthatmeantobedienceforher。Shewentoutofthedoor,andlefthimwithhistempter。
  "IfyouthinkI’mgoingtohelpyouwhipthedevilroundthestump,you’remistakeninyourman,MiltonRogers,"
  saidLapham,lightingacigar。"AssoonasIsoldtoyou,youwouldselltothatotherpairofrascals。Ismelt’emoutinhalfaminute。"
  "TheyareChristiangentlemen,"saidRogers。"ButI
  don’tpurposedefendingthem;andIdon’tpurposetellingyouwhatIshallorshallnotdowiththepropertywhenitisinmyhandsagain。Thequestionis,Willyousell,and,ifso,whatisyourfigure?Youhavegotnothingwhatevertodowithitafteryou’vesold。"
  Itwasperfectlytrue。Anylawyerwouldhavetoldhimthesame。
  HecouldnothelpadmiringRogersforhisingenuity,andeveryselfishinterestofhisnaturejoinedwithmanyobviousdutiestourgehimtoconsent。Hedidnotseewhyheshouldrefuse。Therewasnolongerareason。
  Hewasstandingoutalonefornothing,anyoneelsewouldsay。HesmokedonasifRogerswerenotthere,andRogersremainedbeforethefireaspatientastheclocktickingbehindhisheadonthemantel,andshowingthegleamofitspendulumbeyondhisfaceoneitherside。
  Butatlasthesaid,"Well?"
  "Well,"answeredLapham,"youcan’texpectmetogiveyouananswerto—night,anymorethanbefore。Youknowthatwhatyou’vesaidnowhasn’tchangedthethingabit。
  Iwishithad。TheLordknows,Iwanttoberidofthepropertyfastenough。""Thenwhydon’tyouselltome?
  Can’tyouseethatyouwillnotberesponsibleforwhathappensafteryouhavesold?"
  "No,Ican’tseethat;butifIcanbymorning,I’llsell。"
  "Whydoyouexpecttoknowanybetterbymorning?
  You’rewastingtimefornothing!"criedRogers,inhisdisappointment。"Whyareyousoparticular?Whenyoudrovemeoutofthebusinessyouwerenotsoveryparticular。"
  Laphamwinced。Itwascertainlyridiculousformanwhohadoncesoselfishlyconsultedhisownintereststobesticklingnowabouttherightsofothers。
  "Iguessnothing’sgoingtohappenovernight,"heansweredsullenly。"Anyway,Ishan’tsaywhatIshalldotillmorning。"
  "WhattimecanIseeyouinthemorning?"
  "Half—pastnine。"
  Rogersbuttonedhiscoat,andwentoutoftheroomwithoutanotherword。Laphamfollowedhimtoclosethestreet—doorafterhim。
  Hiswifecalleddowntohimfromaboveasheapproachedtheroomagain,"Well?"
  "I’vetoldhimI’dlethimknowinthemorning。"
  "WantIshouldcomedownandtalkwithyou?"
  "No,"answeredLapham,intheproudbitternesswhichhisisolationbrought,"youcouldn’tdoanygood。"Hewentinandshutthedoor,andbyandbyhiswifeheardhimbeginwalkingupanddown;andthentherestofthenightshelayawakeandlistenedtohimwalkingupanddown。
  Butwhenthefirstlightwhitenedthewindow,thewordsoftheScripturecameintohermind:"Andtherewrestledamanwithhimuntilthebreakingoftheday……Andhesaid,Letmego,forthedaybreaketh。Andhesaid,Iwillnotlettheego,exceptthoublessme。"
  Shecouldnotaskhimanythingwhentheymet,butheraisedhisdulleyesafterthefirstsilence,andsaid,"Idon’tknowwhatI’mgoingtosaytoRogers。"
  Shecouldnotspeak;shedidnotknowwhattosay,andshesawherhusbandwhenshefollowedhimwithhereyesfromthewindow,dragheavilydowntowardthecorner,wherehewastotake,thehorse—car。
  Hearrivedratherlaterthanusualathisoffice,andhefoundhislettersalreadyonhistable。Therewasone,longandofficial—looking,withaprintedletter—headingontheoutside,andLaphamhadnoneedtoopenitinordertoknowthatitwastheofferoftheGreatLacustrine&
  PolarRailroadforhismills。Buthewentmechanicallythroughtheverificationofhispropheticfear,whichwasalsohissolehope,andthensatlookingblanklyatit。
  Rogerscamepromptlyattheappointedtime,andLaphamhandedhimtheletter。Hemusthavetakenitallinataglance,andseentheimpossibilityofnegotiatinganyfurthernow,evenwithvictimssopliantandwillingasthoseEnglishmen。
  "You’veruinedme!"Rogersbrokeout。"Ihaven’tacentleftintheworld!Godhelpmypoorwife!"
  Hewentout,andLaphamremainedstaringatthedoorwhichcloseduponhim。Thiswashisrewardforstandingfirmforrightandjusticetohisowndestruction:
  tofeellikeathiefandamurderer。
  XXVI。
  LATERintheforenooncamethedespatchfromtheWestVirginiansinNewYork,sayingtheirbrotherassentedtotheiragreement;
  anditnowremainedforLaphamtofulfilhispartofit。
  Hewasludicrouslyfarfromabletodothis;andunlesshecouldgetsomeextensionoftimefromthem,hemustlosethischance,hisonlychance,toretrievehimself。
  Hespentthetimeinadesperateendeavourtoraisethemoney,buthehadnotraisedthehalfofitwhenthebanksclosed。
  WithshameinhishearthewenttoBellingham,fromwhomhehadpartedsohaughtily,andlaidhisplanbeforehim。
  HecouldnotbringhimselftoaskBellingham’shelp,buthetoldhimwhatheproposedtodo。Bellinghampointedoutthatthewholethingwasanexperiment,andthatthepriceaskedwasenormous,unlessagreatsuccessweremorallycertain。Headviseddelay,headvisedprudence;
  heinsistedthatLaphamoughtatleasttogoouttoKanawhaFalls,andseetheminesandworksbeforeheputanysuchsumintothedevelopmentoftheenterprise。
  "That’sallwellenough,"criedLapham;"butifIdon’tclinchthisofferwithintwenty—fourhours,they’llwithdrawit,andgointothemarket;andthenwhereamI?"
  "Goonandseethemagain,"saidBellingham。"Theycan’tbesoperemptoryasthatwithyou。Theymustgiveyoutimetolookatwhattheywanttosell。Ifitturnsoutwhatyouhope,then——I’llseewhatcanbedone。
  Butlookintoitthoroughly。"
  "Well!"criedLapham,helplesslysubmitting。Hetookouthiswatch,andsawthathehadfortyminutestocatchthefouro’clocktrain。Hehurriedbacktohisoffice,andputtogethersomepaperspreparatorytogoing,anddespatchedanotebyhisboytoMrs。LaphamsayingthathewasstartingforNewYork,anddidnotknowjustwhenheshouldgetback。
  Theearlyspringdaywasrawandcold。Ashewentoutthroughtheofficehesawtheclerksatworkwiththeirstreet—coatsandhatson;MissDeweyhadherjacketdraggeduponhershoulders,andlookedparticularlycomfortlessassheoperatedhermachinewithherredfingers。
  "What’sup?"askedLapham,stoppingamoment。
  "Seemstobesomethingthematterwiththesteam,"
  sheanswered,withtheairofunmeritedwronghabitualwithsomanyprettywomenwhohavetoworkforaliving。
  "Well,takeyourwriterintomyroom。There’safireinthestovethere,"saidLapham,passingout。
  Halfanhourlaterhiswifecameintotheouteroffice。
  Shehadpassedthedayinapassionofself—reproach,graduallymountingfromthementalnumbnessinwhichhehadlefther,andnowshecouldwaitnolongertotellhimthatshesawhowshehadforsakenhiminhishouroftrialandlefthimtobearitalone。Shewonderedatherselfinshameanddismay;shewonderedthatshecouldhavebeensoconfusedastotherealpointbythatoldwretchofaRogers,thatshecouldhavelethimhoodwinkherso,evenforamoment。Itastoundedherthatsuchathingshouldhavehappened,foriftherewasanyvirtueuponwhichthisgoodwomanpridedherself,inwhichshethoughtherselfsuperiortoherhusband,itwasherinstantandsteadfastperceptionofrightandwrong,andtheabilitytochoosetherighttoherownhurt。
  Butshehadnowtoconfess,aseachofushashadlikewisetoconfessinhisowncase,thattheveryvirtueonwhichshehadpridedherselfwasthethingthathadplayedherfalse;
  thatshehadkepthermindsolonguponthatoldwrongwhichshebelievedherhusbandhaddonethismanthatshecouldnotdetachit,butclungtothethoughtofreparationforitwhensheoughttohaveseenthathewasproposingapieceofrogueryasthemeans。ThesufferingwhichLaphammustinflictonhimifhedecidedagainsthimhadbeenmoretoherapprehensionthantheharmhemightdoifhedecidedforhim。Butnowsheownedherlimitationstoherself,andaboveeverythingintheworldshewishedthemanwhomherconsciencehadrousedanddrivenonwhitherherintelligencehadnotfollowed,todoright,todowhathefelttoberight,andnothingelse。
  Sheadmiredandreveredhimforgoingbeyondher,andshewishedtotellhimthatshedidnotknowwhathehaddeterminedtodoaboutRogers,butthatsheknewitwasright,andwouldgladlyabidetheconsequenceswithhim,whatevertheywere。
  Shehadnotbeennearhisplaceofbusinessfornearlyayear,andherheartsmotehertenderlyasshelookedaboutherthere,andthoughtoftheearlydayswhensheknewasmuchaboutthepaintashedid;shewishedthatthosedayswerebackagain。ShesawCoreyathisdesk,andshecouldnotbeartospeaktohim;shedroppedherveilthatsheneednotrecognisehim,andpushedontoLapham’sroom,andopeningthedoorwithoutknocking,shutitbehindher。
  Thenshebecameawarewithintolerabledisappointmentthatherhusbandwasnotthere。Instead,averyprettygirlsatathisdesk,operatingatypewriter。
  Sheseemedquiteathome,andshepaidMrs。Laphamthescantattentionwhichsuchyoungwomenoftenbestowuponpeoplenotpersonallyinterestingtothem。
  Itvexedthewifethatanyoneelseshouldseemtobehelpingherhusbandaboutbusinessthatshehadoncebeensointimatewith;andshedidnotatalllikethegirl’sindifferencetoherpresence。Herhatandsackhungonanailinonecorner,andLapham’sofficecoat,lookingintenselylikehimtohiswife’sfamiliareye,hungonanailintheothercorner;andMrs。Laphamlikedevenlessthanthegirl’sgoodlooksthisdomesticationofhergarmentsinherhusband’soffice。Shebegantoaskherselfexcitedlywhyheshouldbeawayfromhisofficewhenshehappenedtocome;andshehadnotthestrengthatthemomenttoreasonherselfoutofherunreasonableness。
  "WhenwillColonelLaphambein,doyousuppose?"
  shesharplyaskedofthegirl。
  "Icouldn’tsayexactly,"repliedthegirl,withoutlookinground。
  "Hashebeenoutlong?"
  "Idon’tknowasInoticed,"saidthegirl,lookingupattheclock,withoutlookingatMrs。Lapham。Shewentonworkinghermachine。
  "Well,Ican’twaitanylonger,"saidthewifeabruptly。
  "WhenColonelLaphamcomesin,youpleasetellhimMrs。Laphamwantstoseehim。"
  ThegirlstartedtoherfeetandturnedtowardMrs。Laphamwitharedandstartledface,whichshedidnotlifttoconfronther。"Yes——yes——Iwill,"shefaltered。
  Thewifewenthomewithasenseofdefeatmixedwithanirritationaboutthisgirlwhichshecouldnotquelloraccountfor。Shefoundherhusband’smessage,anditseemedintolerablethatheshouldhavegonetoNewYorkwithoutseeingher;sheaskedherselfinvainwhatthemysteriousbusinesscouldbethattookhimawaysosuddenly。Shesaidtoherselfthathewasneglectingher;hewasleavingheroutalittletoomuch;
  andindemandingofherselfwhyhehadnevermentionedthatgirlthereinhisoffice,sheforgothowmuchshehadleftherselfoutofhisbusinesslife。Thatwasanothercurseoftheirprosperity。Well,shewasgladtheprosperitywasgoing;ithadneverbeenhappiness。
  Afterthisshewasgoingtoknoweverythingassheused。
  ShetriedtodismissthewholemattertillLaphamreturned;
  andiftherehadbeenanythingforhertodointhatmiserablehouse,asshecalleditinherthought,shemighthavesucceeded。Butagainthecursewasonher;
  therewasnothingtodo;andthelooksofthatgirlkeptcomingbacktohervacancy,herdisoccupation。
  Shetriedtomakeherselfsomethingtodo,butthatbeauty,whichshehadnotliked,followedheramidtheworkofoverhaulingthesummerclothing,whichIrenehadseentoputtingawayinthefall。Whowasthething,anyway?Itwasverystrange,herbeingthere;whydidshejumpupinthatfrightenedwaywhenMrs。Laphamhadnamedherself?
  Afterdark,thatevening,whenthequestionhadwornawayitspoignancyfrommereiteration,anoteforMrs。Laphamwasleftatthedoorbyamessengerwhosaidtherewasnoanswer。