首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Silas Lapham>第25章
  Where’syourship?DoyouthinkI’mgoingtoletyoucomehereandeatyourwifeoutofhouseandhome,andthengivemoneytokeeptheconcerngoing?"
  "JusttheverywordsIsaidwhenhefirstshowedhisfacehere,yist’day。Didn’tI,Z’rilla?"saidthewoman,eagerlyjoiningintherebukeofherlatebooncompanion。
  "Yougotnobusinesshere,Hen,s’dI。Youcan’tcomeheretoliveonmeandZ’rilla,s’dI。Youwanttogobacktoyourship,s’dI。That’swhatIsaid。"
  Thesailormumbled,withasmileoftipsyamiabilityforLapham,somethingaboutthecrewbeingdischarged。
  "Yes,"thewomanbrokein,"that’salwaysthewaywiththesecoasters。Whydon’tyougooffonsomethemlongv’y’ges?s’dI。It’sprettyhardwhenMr。WemmelstandsreadytomarryZ’rillaandprovideacomfortablehomeforusboth——Ihain’tgotagreatmanyyearsmoretolive,andISHOULDliketogetsomesatisfactionoutof’em,andnotbebeholdenanddependentallmydays,——tohaveHen,here,blockin’theway。Itellhimthere’dbemoremoneyforhimintheend;buthecan’tseemtomakeuphismindtoit。"
  "Well,now,lookhere,"saidLapham。"Idon’tcareanythingaboutallthat。It’syourownbusiness,andI’mnotgoingtomeddlewithit。Butit’smybusinesswholivesoffme;
  andsoItellyouallthree,I’mwillingtotakecareofZerrilla,andI’mwillingtotakecareofhermother————"
  "Iguessifithadn’tbeenforthatchild’sfather,"
  themotherinterpolated,"youwouldn’tbeenheretotellthetale,ColonelLapham。"
  "Iknowallaboutthat,"saidLapham。"ButI’lltellyouwhat,Mr。Dewey,I’mnotgoingtosupportYOU。"
  "Idon’tseewhatHen’sdone,"saidtheoldwomanimpartially。
  "Hehasn’tdoneanything,andI’mgoingtostopit。
  He’sgottogetaship,andhe’sgottogetoutofthis。
  AndZerrillaneedn’tcomebacktoworktillhedoes。
  I’mdonewithyouall。"
  "Well,Ivow,"saidthemother,"ifIeverheardanythinglikeit!Didn’tthatchild’sfatherlaydownhislifeforyou?Hain’tyousaidityourselfahundredtimes?
  Anddon’tsheworkforhermoney,andslaveforitmornin’,noon,andnight?Youtalkasifwewasbeholdentoyoufortheverybreadinourmouths。Iguessifithadn’tbeenforJim,youwouldn’tbeenherecrowin’
  overus。"
  "YoumindwhatIsay。Imeanbusinessthistime,"
  saidLapham,turningtothedoor。
  Thewomanroseandfollowedhim,withherbottleinherhand。
  "Say,Colonel!whatshouldyouadviseZ’rillatodoaboutMr。Wemmel?Itellherthereain’tanyusegoin’tothetroubletogitadivorcewithoutshe’ssureabouthim。
  Don’tyouthinkwe’doughttogithimtosignapaper,orsomething,thathe’llmarryherifshegitsit?Idon’tliketohavethingsgoingatlooseendsthewaytheyare。
  Itain’tsense。Itain’tright。"
  Laphammadenoanswertothemotheranxiousforherchild’sfuture,andconcernedforthemoralquestionsinvolved。
  Hewentoutanddownthestairs,andonthepavementatthelowerdoorhealmoststruckagainstRogers,whohadabaginhishand,andseemedtobehurryingtowardsoneofthedepots。Hehaltedalittle,asiftospeaktoLapham;butLaphamturnedhisbackabruptlyuponhim,andtooktheotherdirection。
  Thedaysweregoingbyinamonotonyofadversitytohim,fromwhichhecouldnolongerescape,evenathome。
  Heattemptedonceortwicetotalkofhistroublestohiswife,butsherepulsedhimsharply;sheseemedtodespiseandhatehim;buthesethimselfdoggedlytomakeaconfessiontoher,andhestoppedheronenight,asshecameintotheroomwherehesat——hastilyuponsomeerrandthatwastotakeherdirectlyawayagain。
  "Persis,there’ssomethingI’vegottotellyou。"
  Shestoodstill,asiffixedagainstherwill,tolisten。
  "Iguessyouknowsomethingaboutitalready,andIguessitsetyouagainstme。"
  "Oh,Iguessnot,ColonelLapham。Yougoyourway,andIgomine。That’sall。"
  Shewaitedforhimtospeak,listeningwithacold,hardsmileonherface。
  "Idon’tsayittomakefavourwithyou,becauseIdon’twantyoutospareme,andIdon’taskyou;butIgotintoitthroughMiltonK。Rogers。"
  "Oh!"saidMrs。Laphamcontemptuously。
  "IalwaysfeltthewayIsaidaboutit——thatitwa’n’tanybetterthangambling,andIsaysonow。It’slikebettingontheturnofacard;andIgiveyoumywordofhonour,Persis,thatIneverwasinitatalltillthatscoundrelbegantoloadmeupwiththosewild—catsecuritiesofhis。
  ThenitseemedtomeasifIoughttotrytodosomethingtogetsomewhereeven。Iknowit’snoexcuse;butwatchingthemarkettoseewhattheinfernalthingswereworthfromdaytoday,andseeingitgoup,andseeingitgodown,wastoomuchforme;and,tomakealongstoryshort,Ibegantobuyandsellonamargin——justwhatItoldyouIneverwoulddo。Iseemedtomakesomething——I
  didmakesomething;andI’dhavestopped,Idobelieve,ifIcouldhavereachedthefigureI’dsetinmyownmindtostartwith;butIcouldn’tfetchit。Ibegantolose,andthenIbegantothrowgoodmoneyafterbad,justasIalwaysdidwitheverythingthatRogersevercamewithinamileof。Well,what’stheuse?Ilostthemoneythatwouldhavecarriedmeoutofthis,andIshouldn’thavehadtoshutdowntheWorks,orsellthehouse,or————"
  Laphamstopped。Hiswife,whoatfirsthadlistenedwithmystification,andthendawningincredulity,changingintoalookofreliefthatwasalmosttriumph,lapsedagainintoseverity。"SilasLapham,ifyouwastodiethenextminute,isthiswhatyoustartedtotellme?"
  "Why,ofcourseitis。WhatdidyousupposeIstartedtotellyou?"
  "And——lookmeintheeyes!——youhaven’tgotanythingelseonyourmindnow?"
  "No!There’stroubleenough,theLordknows;
  butthere’snothingelsetotellyou。IsupposePengaveyouahintaboutit。Idroppedsomethingtoher。
  I’vebeenfeelingbadaboutit,Persis,agoodwhile,butIhain’thadthehearttospeakofit。Ican’texpectyoutosayyoulikeit。I’vebeenafool,I’llallow,andI’vebeensomethingworse,ifyouchoosetosayso;
  butthat’sall。Ihaven’thurtanybodybutmyself——andyouandthechildren。"
  Mrs。Laphamroseandsaid,withherfacefromhim,assheturnedtowardsthedoor,"It’sallright,Silas。
  Ishan’teverbringitupagainstyou。"
  Shefledoutoftheroom,butallthateveningshewasverysweetwithhim,andseemedtowishinalltacitwaystoatoneforherpastunkindness。
  Shemadehimtalkofhisbusiness,andhetoldherofCorey’soffer,andwhathehaddoneaboutit。
  Shedidnotseemtocareforhispartinit,however;
  atwhichLaphamwassilentlydisappointedalittle,forhewouldhavelikedhertopraisehim。
  "HediditonaccountofPen!"
  "Well,hedidn’tinsistuponit,anyway,"saidLapham,whomusthaveobscurelyexpectedthatCoreywouldrecognisehisownmagnanimitybyrepeatinghisoffer。
  Ifthedoubtthatfollowsaself—devotedaction——thequestionwhetheritwasnotafterallaneedlessfolly——ismixed,asitwasinLapham’scase,withthevaguebeliefthatwemighthavedoneourselvesagoodturnwithoutgreatriskofhurtinganyoneelsebybeingalittlelessunselfish,itbecomesaregretthatishardtobear。SinceCoreyspoketohim,somethingshadhappenedthatgaveLaphamhopeagain。
  "I’mgoingtotellheraboutit,"saidhiswife,andsheshowedherselfimpatienttomakeupforthetimeshehadlost。"Whydidn’tyoutellmebefore,Silas?"
  "Ididn’tknowwewereonspeakingtermsbefore,"
  saidLaphamsadly。
  "Yes,that’strue,"sheadmitted,withaconsciousflush。
  "Ihopehewon’tthinkPen’sknownaboutitallthiswhile。"
  XXIV。
  THATeveningJamesBellinghamcametoseeCoreyafterdinner,andwenttofindhiminhisownroom。
  "I’vecomeattheinstanceofColonelLapham,"saidtheuncle。
  "Hewasatmyofficeto—day,andIhadalongtalkwithhim。
  Didyouknowthathewasindifficulties?"
  "Ifanciedthathewasinsomesortoftrouble。
  AndIhadthebook—keeper’sconjectures——hedoesn’treallyknowmuchaboutit。"
  "Well,hethinksittime——onallaccounts——thatyoushouldknowhowhestands,andwhyhedeclinedthatpropositionofyours。Imustsayhehasbehavedverywell——likeagentleman。"
  "I’mnotsurprised。"
  "Iam。It’shardtobehavelikeagentlemanwhereyourinterestisvitallyconcerned。AndLaphamdoesn’tstrikemeasamanwho’sinthehabitofactingfromthebestinhimalways。"
  "Doanyofus?"askedCorey。
  "Notallofus,atanyrate,"saidBellingham。"Itmusthavecosthimsomethingtosaynotoyou,forhe’sjustinthatstatewhenhebelievesthatthisorthatchance,howeversmall,wouldsavehim。"
  Coreywassilent。"Ishereallyinsuchabadway?"
  "It’shardtotelljustwherehestands。Isuspectthatahopefultemperamentandfondnessforroundnumbershavealwayscausedhimtosethisfiguresbeyondhisactualworth。Idon’tsaythathe’sbeendishonestaboutit,buthe’shadaloosewayofestimatinghisassets;he’sreckonedhiswealthonthebasisofhiscapital,andsomeofhiscapitalisborrowed。
  He’slostheavilybysomeoftherecentfailures,andthere’sbeenaterribleshrinkageinhisvalues。
  Idon’tmeanmerelyinthestockofpaintonhand,butinakindofcompetitionwhichhasbecomeverythreatening。
  YouknowaboutthatWestVirginianpaint?"
  Coreynodded。
  "Well,hetellsmethatthey’vestruckaveinofnaturalgasouttherewhichwillenablethemtomakeasgoodapaintashisownatacostofmanufacturingsolowthattheycanundersellhimeverywhere。Ifthisprovestobethecase,itwillnotonlydrivehispaintoutofthemarket,butwillreducethevalueofhisWorks——thewholeplant——atLaphamtoamerelynominalfigure。"
  "Isee,"saidCoreydejectedly。"I’veunderstoodthathehadputagreatdealofmoneyintohisWorks。"
  "Yes,andheestimatedhisminethereatahighfigure。
  OfcourseitwillbeworthlittleornothingiftheWestVirginiapaintdriveshisout。Then,besides,Laphamhasbeenintoseveralthingsoutsideofhisownbusiness,and,likeagoodmanyothermenwhotryoutsidethings,he’skeptaccountofthemhimself;andhe’sallmixedupaboutthem。He’saskedmetolookintohisaffairswithhim,andI’vepromisedtodoso。Whetherhecanbetidedoverhisdifficultiesremainstobeseen。
  I’mafraiditwilltakeagooddealofmoneytodoit——agreatdealmorethanhethinks,atleast。Hebelievescomparativelylittlewoulddoit。Ithinkdifferently。
  Ithinkthatanythinglessthanagreatdealwouldbethrownawayonhim。Ifitweremerelyaquestionofacertainsum——evenalargesum——tokeephimgoing,itmightbemanaged;butit’smuchmorecomplicated。
  And,asIsay,itmusthavebeenatrialtohimtorefuseyouroffer。"
  ThisdidnotseemtobethewayinwhichBellinghamhadmeanttoconclude。Buthesaidnomore;andCoreymadehimnoresponse。
  Heremainedponderingthecase,nowhopefully,nowdoubtfully,andwondering,whateverhismoodwas,whetherPenelopeknewanythingofthefactwithwhichhermotherwentnearlyatthesamemomenttoacquainther。
  "Ofcourse,he’sdoneitonyouraccount,"Mrs。Laphamcouldnothelpsaying。
  "Thenhewasverysilly。DoeshethinkIwouldlethimgivefathermoney?Andiffatherlostitforhim,doeshesupposeitwouldmakeitanyeasierforme?I
  thinkfatheractedtwiceaswell。Itwasverysilly。"
  Inrepeatingthecensure,herlookwasnotsosevereashertone;sheevensmiledalittle,andhermotherreportedtoherfatherthatsheactedmorelikeherselfthanshehadyetsinceCorey’soffer。
  "Ithink,ifhewastorepeathisoffer,shewouldhavehimnow,"saidMrs。Lapham。
  "Well,I’llletherknowifhedoes,"saidtheColonel。
  "Iguesshewon’tdoittoyou!"shecried。
  "Whoelsewillhedoitto?"hedemanded。
  Theyperceivedthattheyhadeachbeentalkingofadifferentoffer。
  AfterLaphamwenttohisbusinessinthemorningthepostmanbroughtanotherletterfromIrene,whichwasfullofpleasantthingsthatwerehappeningtoher;therewasagreatdealabouthercousinWill,asshecalledhim。
  Attheendshehadwritten,"TellPenIdon’twantsheshouldbefoolish。""There!"saidMrs。Lapham。"Iguessit’sgoingtocomeoutright,allround;"anditseemedasifeventheColonel’sdifficultieswerepast。"Whenyourfathergetsthroughthis,Pen,"sheaskedimpulsively,"whatshallyoudo?"
  "WhathaveyoubeentellingIreneaboutme?"
  "Nothingmuch。Whatshouldyoudo?"
  "ItwouldbeagooddealeasiertosaywhatIshoulddoiffatherdidn’t,"saidthegirl。
  "Iknowyouthinkitwasniceinhimtomakeyourfatherthatoffer,"urgedthemother。
  "Itwasnice,yes;butitwassilly,"saidthegirl。
  "Mostnicethingsaresilly,Isuppose,"sheadded。
  Shewenttoherroomandwrotealetter。Itwasverylong,andverycarefullywritten;andwhenshereaditover,shetoreitintosmallpieces。Shewroteanotherone,shortandhurried,andtorethatuptoo。Thenshewentbacktohermother,inthefamilyroom,andaskedtoseeIrene’sletter,andreaditovertoherself。
  "Yes,sheseemstobehavingagoodtime,"shesighed。
  "Mother,doyouthinkIoughttoletMr。CoreyknowthatIknowaboutit?"
  "Well,Ishouldthinkitwouldbeapleasuretohim,"
  saidMrs。Laphamjudicially。
  "I’mnotsosureofthatthewayIshouldhavetotellhim。
  Ishouldbeginbygivinghimascolding。Ofcourse,hemeantwellbyit,butcan’tyouseethatitwasn’tveryflattering!Howdidheexpectitwouldchangeme?"
  "Idon’tbelieveheeverthoughtofthat。"
  "Don’tyou?Why?"
  "Becauseyoucanseethatheisn’toneofthatkind。
  Hemightwanttopleaseyouwithoutwantingtochangeyoubywhathedid。"
  "Yes。Hemusthaveknownthatnothingwouldchangeme,——atleast,nothingthathecoulddo。Ithoughtofthat。
  Ishouldn’tlikehimtofeelthatIcouldn’tappreciateit,evenifIdidthinkitwassilly。Shouldyouwritetohim?"
  "Idon’tseewhynot。"
  "Itwouldbetoopointed。No,Ishalljustletitgo。
  Iwishhehadn’tdoneit。"
  "Well,hehasdoneit。""AndI’vetriedtowritetohimaboutit——twoletters:onesohumbleandgratefulthatitcouldn’tstanduponitsedge,andtheothersopertandflippant。Mother,Iwishyoucouldhaveseenthosetwoletters!IwishIhadkeptthemtolookatifIevergottothinkingIhadanysenseagain。
  Theywouldtaketheconceitoutofme。"
  "What’sthereasonhedon’tcomehereanymore?"
  "Doesn’thecome?"askedPenelopeinturn,asifitweresomethingshehadnotnoticedparticularly。
  "You’doughttoknow。"
  "Yes。"Shesatsilentawhile。"Ifhedoesn’tcome,Isupposeit’sbecausehe’soffendedatsomethingIdid。"
  "Whatdidyoudo?"
  "Nothing。I——wrotetohim——alittlewhileago。Isupposeitwasveryblunt,butIdidn’tbelievehewouldbeangryatit。Butthis——thisthathe’sdoneshowshewasangry,andthathewasn’tjustseizingthefirstchancetogetoutofit。"
  "Whathaveyoudone,Pen?"demandedhermothersharply。
  "Oh,Idon’tknow。Allthemischiefintheworld,Isuppose。
  I’lltellyou。Whenyoufirsttoldmethatfatherwasintroublewithhisbusiness,IwrotetohimnottocomeanymoretillIlethim。IsaidIcouldn’ttellhimwhy,andhehasn’tbeenheresince。I’msureIdon’tknowwhatitmeans。"
  Hermotherlookedatherwithangryseverity。
  "Well,PenelopeLapham!Forasensiblechild,youARE
  thegreatestgooseIeversaw。DidyouthinkhewouldcomehereandSEEifyouwouldn’tlethimcome?"
  "Hemighthavewritten,"urgedthegirl。
  Hermothermadethatdespairing"Tchk!"withhertongue,andfellbackinherchair。"IshouldhaveDESPISED
  himifhehadwritten。He’sactedjustexactlyright,andyou——you’veacted——Idon’tknowHOWyou’veacted。
  I’mashamedofyou。Agirlthatcouldbesosensibleforhersister,andalwayssayanddojusttherightthing,andthenwhenitcomestoherselftobesuchaDISGUSTING
  simpleton!"
  "IthoughtIoughttobreakwithhimatonce,andnotlethimsupposethattherewasanyhopeforhimormeiffatherwaspoor。Itwasmyonechance,inthiswholebusiness,todoanythingheroic,andIjumpedatit。
  Youmustn’tthink,becauseIcanlaughatitnow,thatI
  wasn’tinearnest,mother!IWAS——dead!ButtheColonelhasgonetoruinsogradually,thathe’sspoilteverything。
  Iexpectedthathewouldbebankruptthenextday,andthatthenHEwouldunderstandwhatImeant。
  Buttohaveitdragalongforafortnightseemstotakealltheheroismoutofit,andleaveitasflat!"Shelookedathermotherwithasmilethatshonethroughhertears,andapathosthatquiveredroundherjestinglips。
  "It’seasyenoughtobesensibleforotherpeople。
  Butwhenitcomestomyself,thereIam!Especially,whenIwanttodowhatIoughtn’tsomuchthatitseemsasifdoingwhatIdidn’twanttodoMUSTbedoingwhatI
  ought!Butit’sbeenagreatsuccessoneway,mother。
  It’shelpedmetokeepupbeforetheColonel。Ifithadn’tbeenforMr。Corey’sstayingaway,andmyfeelingsoindignantwithhimforhavingbeenbadlytreatedbyme,Ishouldn’thavebeenworthanythingatall。"
  Thetearsstarteddownhercheeks,buthermothersaid,"Well,now,goalong,andwritetohim。Itdon’tmatterwhatyousay,much;anddon’tbesoveryparticular。"
  Herthirdattemptataletterpleasedherscarcelybetterthantherest,butshesentit,thoughitseemedsobluntandawkward。Shewrote:——
  DEARFRIEND,——IexpectedwhenIsentyouthatnote,thatyouwouldunderstand,almostthenextday,whyI
  couldnotseeyouanymore。Youmustknownow,andyoumustnotthinkthatifanythinghappenedtomyfather,Ishouldwishyoutohelphim。ButthatisnoreasonwhyIshouldnotthankyou,andIdothankyou,foroffering。
  Itwaslikeyou,Iwillsaythat。
  Yourssincerely,PENELOPELAPHAM。
  Shepostedherletter,andhesenthisreplyintheevening,byhand:——
  DEAREST,——WhatIdidwasnothing,tillyoupraisedit。
  EverythingIhaveandamisyours。Won’tyousendalinebythebearer,tosaythatImaycometoseeyou?Iknowhowyoufeel;butlamsurethatIcanmakeyouthinkdifferently。YoumustconsiderthatIlovedyouwithoutathoughtofyourfather’scircumstances,andalwaysshall。
  T。C。
  Thegenerouswordswereblurredtohereyesbythetearsthatsprangintothem。Butshecouldonlywriteinanswer:——
  "Pleasedonotcome;Ihavemadeupmymind。Aslongasthistroubleishangingoverus,Icannotseeyou。
  Andiffatherisunfortunate,allisoverbetweenus。"
  Shebroughthislettertohermother,andtoldherwhatshehadwritteninreply。Hermotherwasthoughtfulawhilebeforeshesaid,withasigh,"Well,Ihopeyou’vebegunasyoucancarryout,Pen。"
  "Oh,Ishallnothavetocarryoutatall。Ishallnothavetodoanything。That’sonecomfort——theonlycomfort。"Shewentawaytoherownroom,andwhenMrs。Laphamtoldherhusbandoftheaffair,hewassilentatfirst,asshehadbeen。Thenhesaid,"Idon’tknowasIshouldhavewantedhertodonedifferently;
  Idon’tknowasshecould。IfIevercomerightagain,shewon’thaveanythingtofeelmeechingabout;andifI
  don’t,Idon’twantsheshouldbebeholdentoanybody。
  AndIguessthat’sthewayshefeels。"
  TheCoreysintheirturnsatinjudgmentonthefactwhichtheirsonfeltboundtobringtotheirknowledge。
  "Shehasbehavedverywell,"saidMrs。Corey,towhomhersonhadspoken。
  "Mydear,"saidherhusband,withhislaugh,"shehasbehavedTOOwell。Ifshehadstudiedthewholesituationwiththemostartfuleyetoitsmastery,shecouldnotpossiblyhavebehavedbetter。"
  TheprocessofLapham’sfinancialdisintegrationwaslikethecourseofsomechronicdisorder,whichhasfasteneditselfupontheconstitution,butadvanceswithcontinualreliefs,withapparentamelioration,andattimesseemsnottoadvanceatall,whenitgiveshopeoffinalrecoverynotonlytothesufferer,buttotheeyeofscienceitself。ThereweremomentswhenJamesBellingham,seeingLaphampassthiscrisisandthat,begantofancythathemightpullthroughaltogether;
  andatthesemoments,whenhisadvisercouldnotopposeanythingbutexperienceandprobabilitytotheevidenceofthefact,Laphamwasbuoyantwithcourage,andimpartedhishopefulnesstohishousehold。Ourtheoryofdisaster,ofsorrow,ofaffliction,borrowedfromthepoetsandnovelists,isthatitisincessant;buteverypassageinourownlivesandinthelivesofothers,sofaraswehavewitnessedthem,teachesusthatthisisfalse。
  Thehouseofmourningisdecorouslydarkenedtotheworld,butwithinitselfitisalsothehouseoflaughing。
  Burstsofgaiety,asheartfeltasitsgrief,relievethegloom,andthestrickensurvivorshavetheirjeststogether,inwhichthethoughtofthedeadistenderlyinvolved,andafondsense,notcrazierthanmanyothers,ofsympathyandenjoymentbeyondthesilence,justifiesthesunniermoodbeforesorrowrushesback,deploringanddespairing,andmakingitallupagainwiththeconventionalfitnessofthings。Lapham’sadversityhadthisqualityincommonwithbereavement。Itwasnotalwaysliketheadversitywefigureinallegory;ithaditsmomentsofbeinglikeprosperity,andifuponthewholeitwascontinual,itwasnotincessant。Sometimestherewasaweekofrepeatedreverses,whenhehadtokeephisteethsetandtoholdonhardtoallhishopefulness;andthendayscameofnegativeresultorslightsuccess,whenhewasfullofhisjokesatthetea—table,andwantedtogotothetheatre,ortodosomethingtocheerPenelopeup。
  Insomemiraculousway,bysomeenormousstrokeofsuccesswhichshouldeclipsethebrightestofhispastprosperity,heexpectedtodowhatwouldreconcilealldifficulties,notonlyinhisownaffairs,butinherstoo。"You’llsee,"
  hesaidtohiswife;"it’sgoingtocomeoutallright。
  Irene’llfixitupwithBill’sboy,andthenshe’llbeoffPen’smind;andifthingsgoonasthey’vebeengoingforthelasttwodays,I’mgoingtobeinapositiontodothefavoursmyself,andPencanfeelthatSHE’Smakin’
  asacrifice,andthenIguessmaybeshe’lldoit。
  IfthingsturnoutasIexpectnow,andtimesevergogetanybettergenerally,IcanshowCoreythatIappreciatehisoffer。Icanofferhimthepartnershipmyselfthen。"
  Evenintheothermoods,whichcamewheneverythinghadbeengoingwrong,andthereseemednowayoutofthenet,therewerepointsofconsolationtoLaphamandhiswife。
  TheyrejoicedthatIrenewassafebeyondtherangeoftheiranxieties,andtheyhadaproudsatisfactionthattherehadbeennoengagementbetweenCoreyandPenelope,andthatitwasshewhohadforbiddenit。Intheclosenessofinterestandsympathyinwhichtheirtroubleshadreunitedthem,theyconfessedtoeachotherthatnothingwouldhavebeenmoregallingtotheirpridethantheideathatLaphamshouldnothavebeenabletodoeverythingforhisdaughterthattheCoreysmighthaveexpected。
  Whateverhappenednow,theCoreyscouldnothaveittosaythattheLaphamshadtriedtobringanysuchthingabout。
  BellinghamhadlatelysuggestedanassignmenttoLapham,asthebestwayoutofhisdifficulties。Itwasevidentthathehadnotthemoneytomeethisliabilitiesatpresent,andthathecouldnotraiseitwithoutruinoussacrifices,thatmightstillendinruinafterall。Ifhemadetheassignment,Bellinghamargued,hecouldgaintimeandmaketerms;thestateofthingsgenerallywouldprobablyimprove,sinceitcouldnotbeworse,andthemarket,whichhehadgluttedwithhispaint,mightrecoverandhecouldstartagain。Laphamhadnotagreedwithhim。
  Whenhisreversesfirstbeganithadseemedeasyforhimtogiveupeverything,toletthepeopleheowedtakeall,soonlytheywouldlethimgooutwithcleanhands;andhehaddramatisedthisfeelinginhistalkwithhiswife,whentheyspoketogetherofthemillsontheG。L。&
  P。Buteversincethenithadbeengrowingharder,andhecouldnotconsenteventoseemtodoitnowintheproposedassignment。Hehadnotfoundothermensoveryliberalorfaithfulwithhim;agoodmanyofthemappearedtohavecombinedtohunthimdown;asenseofenmitytowardsallhiscreditorsasserteditselfinhim;
  heaskedhimselfwhytheyshouldnotsufferalittletoo。
  Aboveall,heshrankfromthepublicityoftheassignment。
  Itwasopenconfessionthathehadbeenafoolinsomeway;
  hecouldnotbeartohavehisfamily——hisbrotherthejudge,especially,towhomhehadalwaysappearedthesoulofbusinesswisdom——thinkhimimprudentorstupid。