首页 >出版文学> The Rise of Roscoe Paine>第25章
  Mycalmaffirmativeseemedtoastonishhim。Ithinkheexpectedadenial。Hishandleftthedoorknobandhesteppedtowardme。
  "You——HAVE!"hecried。"Youdon’teventakethetroubleto——Youhavethefacetostandthereandtellme——"
  Healmostchoked。
  "CaptainDean,"Iinterrupted,quickly,"waitamoment。Listentome。IhavesoldColtontheland。Ididnotintendsellingitatall,leastofalltohim,butcircumstancescompelledmetochangemymind。IdiditbecauseIwasobligedto。Itisdone。IamsorryIhadtodoit,but,underthesameconditions,Ishoulddoitagain。Iamnotashamed。"
  Heleanedforward,steadyinghimselfwithahanduponthetable,andstaredatme。
  "Youain’tashamed?"herepeated。"Youain’tashamed!Why,you——
  Didn’tyoutellmeyou’dneversellthatland?Didn’tyoupromiseme?"
  "Ididnotpromiseanything。AtfirstIpromisednottosellwithoutlettingyouknowofmyintention。AfterwardItookbackthatpromise。"
  "Butwhydidyousell?Yousaiditwan’taquestionofpriceatall。Youmadeyourbragsthatitwan’t!Tome,overandover,youmade’em。Andthenyousneakoffand——"
  "Stop!Ididthinkitwasnotaquestionofprice。ThenIfoundoutthatitwas。"
  Heclenchedhisfist。
  "Damnyou!"heshouted,furiously。"Youliar!Yousneak!AfterI——"
  "Thatisenough,Captain。Thishasgonefarenough。Ihavesoldtheland——forwhatseemedtomeagoodreason——andyourcallingmenameswillnotchangethesituation。Idon’tcaretohearthem。
  Youhadbettergo。"
  "WHAT?"
  "Isayyouhadbettergo。"
  "_I_go?You’llputmeout?"
  "No,certainlynot。Butthereisnothingtobegainedbyaquarrel,andso,forbothoursakes,Ithinkyouhadbettergoaway。"
  ForamomentIthoughthewouldstrikeme。Thenhisfistfellheavilyuponthetable。Hislipswerequiveringlikethoseofaninfirmperson。Helookedold,andIhadneverbeforeconsideredhimanoldman。
  "Whatmadeyoudoit?"hecried,desperately。"Whatmadeyoudoit?Isitallsettled?Can’tyoubackout?"
  "No。"
  "But——butwhydidn’tyouselltome——tothetown?Ifyouhadtosellwhydidn’tyoudothat?Whydidyougotohim?"
  "BecausehewouldpaymewhatIneeded;becausehispricewashigherthananyyouorthetowncouldoffer。"
  "Howdidyouknowthat?Myheavensabove!I’dhavepaid——I’dhavepaidmostanything——outofmyownpocket,Iwould。Itellyouthismeanteverythingtome。I’mgettin’alonginyears。Iain’tbeenanytoowelllikedhereinDenboro,andIknewit。Youthinkthatdidn’tmakenodifferencetome,maybeIpretendeditdidn’t,butitdid;bytheAlmighty,itdid!Iintendedforfolkstobethankfultomefor——I——Oh,WHYdidyoudoit,Ros?"
  Ishookmyhead。Iwassorryforhimnow——sorryandastonished。
  HehadgivenmeaglimpseoftherealJedediahDean,notthepompous,loud—voicedtownpoliticianandboss,butthemandesirousoffightinghiswayintotheesteemandlikingofhisneighbors。
  "I’msorry,Captain,"Isaid。"IfIhadknown——ifIhadhadtimetothink,perhapsImighthaveacteddifferently。ButIhadnotime。IfoundthatImusthavethemoneywhichthatlandwouldbringandthatIhadtohaveitimmediately。SoIwentwhereI
  knewIcouldgetit。"
  "Money?Youneededmoney?Whydidn’tyoucometome?I’dhavelentittoyou。"
  "You?"
  "Yes,me。Whatdoyoucal’lateI’vebeenbackin’youallthissummerfor?WhatdidIgetyouthatjobinmybankfor?"
  "YOU?GeorgeTaylorengagedmeforthatplace。"
  "Maybeso。Butdoyousupposehediditonhisownhook?HE
  couldn’thireyouunlessthedirectorssaidsoandthedirectorsdon’tsayanything,themajorityof’em,unlessIsayitfirst。
  _I_putthenotioninGeorge’shead。Hedidn’tknowit,butIdid。
  AndIputitinthedirectors’heads,too。RosPaine,Ialwayslikedyou,thoughIdidusetothinkyouwasagentlemanloafer。
  Therewasasomethin’aboutyoueventhen,akindofhands—off,mindyourownbusinessindependenceaboutyouthatIliked,thoughIknewmightywellyouneverlikedme。AndafteryouandmegottogetheronthisLanethingIlikedyoumoreandmore。Youcouldtellmetogotothedevilaswellasyoucouldanybodyelse,andI’llshakehandswithafellerthat’lldothat。Ialwayswantedaboyofmyown。Nellie’sagoodgirl,nobetterafloatorashore,butsheisagirl。Georgeisagoodfeller,too,butsomehow,or’nother,I’dcometothinkofyouasthekindofsonI’dhavehad,iftheAlmightyhadgivemeone。Oh,whatdidyoudothisfor?"
  Icouldnotanswer。Hehadoverwhelmedme。Ineverfeltmeanerormorewicked。Ihadbeenreadytofacehim,readyfortheinterviewwithhimwhichIknewwasinevitableandwhichIhadforeseen,butnotthiskindofaninterview。
  Hetookhishandfromthetableandstooderect。
  "Money!"hesaid。"Youwantedmoney。Youmusthavewanteditbad。
  Whatdidyouwantitfor?"
  "Ican’ttellyou。"
  "Youhadbetter。It’syouronlychance,Itellyouthat!"
  "Ican’thelpit,CaptainDean。Ican’ttellyou。IwishI
  could。"
  Heregardedmeinsilenceforamoment。Then:"Allright,"hesaid,solemnly。"I’mthroughwithyou,RosPaine。InonewayI’mthroughwithyou。InanotherIain’t。Ical’lateyouwasfiggerin’togostraightuptothebank,asboldasbrass,andsetdownatGeorgeTaylor’sdeskanddrawyourwageslikeanhonestman。Don’tyoueverdaresetfootinthatbankagain。You’refired!bounced!kickedout!Doyouunderstand?"
  "Verywell;Iunderstand。"
  "Youwillunderstand,whetheryoudonowornot。Colton’sgottheShoreLaneandyou’vegothisdirtymoneyinyourpocket。He’spaidyou,butthetownain’t。Thetownyousoldoutain’tpaidyou——butI’mgoin’toseethatitdoes。RosPaine,I’mgoin’todriveyououtofDenboro。"
  Heturnedonhisheel,strodetothedoor,wentout,andslammeditbehindhim。
  Iwentbacktothedining—room。Lutewasnowhereinsight,butDorindawasstandingbythemantel,dusting,asusual,wheretherewasnodust。Ididnotspeakbutwalkedtowardthedoorleadingtothestairs。Dorindasteppedinfrontofme。
  "Roscoe,"shesaid,sharply,"canhedoit?"
  "Doit?"Irepeated。"Whatdoyoumean?"
  "Canhegiveyouyourwalkin’papersatthatbank?Oh,Iheardhim!Itriednotto,butheholleredsoIcouldn’thelpit。Thatkitchendoorain’tmuchthicker’nasheetofpaper,anyhow。Canhedoit?"
  "Iguessso。Heseemstobebossofthatinstitution。"
  "Butcan’t’LishaWarrenorsomeoftheotherdirectorshelpyou?
  JedDeandon’tboss’LishaWarren——notmuch。"
  "Ishan’taskforhelp。Pleasedon’ttroubleme,Dorinda。"
  Itriedtopassher,butshewouldnotpermitit。
  "Ishan’ttroubleyou,Ros,"shesaid。"Iguessyou’vegottroublesenoughwithoutme。Butyouletmeaskyouthis:Areyougoin’tolethimdriveyououtoftown?"
  Ishruggedmyshoulders。"Itmaynottakemuchdriving,"I
  announced,listlessly,"ifitwerenotforMotherIshouldbeonlytoogladtogo。"
  AgainItriedtopass,butthistimesheseizedmyarm。
  "RoscoePaine,"shecried,"don’tyoutalklikethat。Idon’twanttohearanotherwordlikethat。Don’tyouletJedDeanornobodyelsedriveyououtofDenboro。Youain’tdonenothin’tobeashamedof,haveyou?"
  "IsoldthatlandtoMr。Colton。Idon’tknowhowCaptainJedfounditout,butitistrueenough;IdidexactlywhathesaidI
  did。"
  "Foundout!HefoundoutfromsomebodyovertoOstablewherethedeedwasrecorded,thatishowhefoundout。Hesaidso。ButI
  don’tcareforthat。AndIdon’tcareifyousoldtheLanetentimesover。Youdidn’tdoitforanymeanorselfishreason,thatIknow。Thereain’taselfishboneinyourbody,Roscoe。I’velivedalongwithyoualltheseyearsandIknow。Nobodythatwasmeanorselfishwouldgiveuptheirchancesinlifeandstayhereinthisone—hosstownbecausehismawassickandhadtookanotionthatshecouldn’tbeartopartwithhim。Don’tyoumindJedDean——
  pig—headedoldthing!——oranybodyelseinDenboro。Holdupyourheadandshow’emyoudon’tcareforthewholecaboodleof’em。
  Let’emtalkandactlikefools,iftheywantto。Itcomesnaturaltomostof’em,Ical’late,andthey’llbesorrysomeday。Don’tyoulet’emdriveyouout。Theywon’tcomeinsideTHIShousewiththeirtalk,notwhileI’mhere,Itellyouthat!"
  Hereyes,behindthebrass—rimmedspectacles,flashedfire。ThiswasthelongestspeechIhadeverheardhermake。
  "There,Dorinda,"Isaid,smiling,"don’tworryonmyaccount。I’mnotworthit。And,whateverIdo,IshallseethatyouandLuteareprovidedfor。"
  Insteadofcalmingherthisstatementseemedtohavetheexactlyoppositeeffect。
  "Stopit!"shesnapped。"Theidea!Doyousupposeit’sformyselfI’mtalkin’thiswaytoyou?Iguess’tain’t!Mysoul!I’lllookoutformyself,andLute,too,long’sI’mabletowalk;andwhenI
  can’twalk’twillbebecauseI’vestoppedbreathin’。It’sforyouI’mtalkin’,foryouandComfort。Thinkofher。"
  Isighed。"Ihavebeenthinkingofher,Dorinda,"Ideclared。
  "Shedoesn’tknowawordaboutthis。"
  "Thentellher。"
  "Ican’ttellhermyreasonforselling,anymorethanIcantellyou——orDean。"
  "Tellherwhatyoucan,then。Tellherasmuchofthetruthasyoucan。She’llsayyoudoneright,ofcourse。Whateveryoudoisrighttoher。"
  Imadenoreply。Sheregardedmekeenly。
  "Roscoe,"shewenton,"doyouWANTtogosomewhereselse?"
  "Idon’tknow,Dorinda。Imightaswellbehereasanywhere,perhaps。Iamratherblueanddiscouragedjustnow,that’sall。"
  "Ican’tblameyoumuch。Butbein’discourageddon’tdoanygood。
  Besides,it’salwaysdarkestjustaforedawn,theysay;anyhow,I’vehadthatpreachedtomeeversinceIwasagirlandI’vetriedtobelieveitthroughagoodmanycloudyspells。Roscoe,don’tyouletoldJedoranybodyDRIVEyououtofDenboro,but,ifyouWANT
  togo——ifyouthinkyou’doughttogo,toearnmoneyoranything,don’tyouworryaboutleavin’Comfort。I’lllookoutforheraswellasifshewasmyown。Rememberthat。"
  Ilaidmyhandonhers。"Thankyou,"Isaid,earnestly。"Dorinda,youareagoodwoman。"
  Tomysurprisetheeyesbehindthespectaclesbecamemisty。TearsinDorinda’seyes!Whenshespokeitwasin,forher,acuriouslyhesitatingtone。
  "Roscoe,"shefaltered,"Iwonderifyou’dbecrossifIaskedaboutwhatwan’tanyofmybusiness。I’moldenoughtobeyourgrandma,prettynigh,soI’mgoin’toriskit。Youusedtobeindependentenough。Youneverusedtocareforthetownoranybodyinit。Latelyyou’vechanged。Changedinagoodmanyways。Issomethin’besidesthisLaneaffairfrettin’you?Issomebodyfrettin’you?Areyouworriedabout——thatone?"
  Shehadcaughtmeunawares。Ifeltthebloodtingleinmycheeks。
  Itriedtolaughandmadeafailureoftheattempt。
  "Thatone?"Irepeated。"I——Why,Idon’tunderstand,Dorinda。"
  "Don’tyou?Well,ifyoudon’tthenI’mjusttalkin’silly,that’sall。Ifyoudo,I……Humph!Imighthaveknownit!"
  Sheturnedlikeashotandjerkedthedooropen。Therewasarattle,aseriesofthumps,andacrash。Lutewassprawlingupontheflooratourfeet。Igazedathiminopen—mouthedastonishment。
  Dorindasniffedscornfully。
  "Imighthaveknownit,"sherepeated。"Sittin’onthestairsthere,listenin’,wan’tyou?"
  Luteraisedhimselftohisknees。
  "Ithink,"hepanted,"I——Iswan!Ishouldn’twonderifI’dbrokemyleg!"
  "Um—hm!Well,ifyou’dbrokeyourneck’twouldn’thavebeennomore’nyoudeserve。Shameonyou!Sneakin’thing!"
  "Now,Dorindy,I——Iwan’tlistenin’。Iwasjust——"
  "Don’ttalktome。Don’tyouopenyourmouth。AndifyouopenittoanybodyelseaboutwhatyouheardI’ll——IdeclareI’llshutyouupinthedarkclosetandkeepyouthere,asifyouwasthreeyearold。SometimesIthinkyourheadain’tanyolderthanthat。Gorightoutofthishouse。"
  "Butwhere’llIgo?"
  "Idon’tcarewhereyougo。Onlydon’tletmeseteyesonyoutilldinnertime。March!"
  Lutebackedawayassheadvanced,wavingbothhishandsandpleadingandexpostulating。
  "Dorindy,Itellyou……WHATmakesyousounlikely?……I
  wasjust……Allrightthen,"desperately,"I’llgo!Andifyouneverseteyesonmeagain’twon’tbemyfault。You’llbesorrythen。Ifyouneverseemenomoreyou’llbesorry。"
  "I’llseteyesonyouatdinnertime。Iain’tafraidofthat。
  Git!"
  Shefollowedhimtothekitchenandthenreturned。
  "Ahhum!"shesighed,"it’sprettyhardtorememberthataboutdarkestjustaforedawnwhenyouhaveaburdenlikethatonyourshoulderstolugthroughlife。It’snightmostofthetimethen。
  Poorcritter!hemeanswellenough,too。Andoncehewasalikelyenoughyoungfeller,thoughshiftless,eventhen。Buthehadalongspelloffeverthreeyearafterwewasmarriedandhe’sneverbeengoodformuchsince。Itrytorememberthat,andtobepatientwithhim,butit’saprettyhardjobsometimes。"
  Shesighedagain。IhadoftenwonderedhowawomanofhersensecouldhavemarriedLutherRogers。Nowshewastellingme。
  "Ineverreallycaredforhim,"shewenton,lookingtowardthedoorthroughwhichthediscomfitedeavesdropperhadmadehisexit。
  "TherewassomebodyelseIdidcarefor,butheandIquarreled,andItookLutheroutofspiteandbecausemyfolkswantedmeto。
  I’vepaidforitsince。Roscoe,"earnestly,"Roscoe,ifyoucareforanybodyandshecaresforyou,don’tletanythingkeepyouapart。Ifshe’sworthamillionorfiftycentsthatdon’tmakeanydifference。Itshouldn’tbeamatterofherfolksoryourfolksormoneyorprideoranythingelse。It’samatterforjustyouandher。Andifyouloveeachother,that’senough。Itellyouso,andIknow。"
  Iwasmoreastonishedthanever。Icouldscarcelybelievethatthiswasthedry,practicalDorindaRogerswhohadkepthouseforMotherandmealltheseyears。Andwithmyastonishmentwereotherfeelings,feelingswhichwarnedmethatIhadbettermakemyescapebeforeIwastrappedintobetrayingthatwhich,allthewayhomefromMackerelIsland,Ihadbeenswearingnooneshouldeverknow。
  Iwouldnotevenadmitittomyself,muchlesstoanyoneelse。
  IdidnotlookatDorinda,andmyanswertoherlongspeechwasasindifferentandcarelessasIcouldmakeit。
  "Thankyou,Dorinda,"Isaid。"I’llrememberyouradvice,ifI
  everneedit,whichisn’tlikely。NowImustgotomyroomandchangemyclothes。Thesearetoobadlywrinkledtobebecoming。"
  WhenIcamedown,afteranabsenceofhalfanhour,shewassittingbythewindow,sewing。
  "Comfort’swaitin’toseeyou,Roscoe,"shesaid。"I’vetoldherallaboutit。"
  "YOU’VEtoldher——what?"Idemanded,inamazement。
  "Aboutyoursellin’theLaneandlosin’yourjob,andsoon。Don’tlookatmelikethat。’Twastheonlycommon—sensethingtodo。
  She’dheardoldLeather—Lungswhoopin’outthereinthekitchenandshe’dheardyouandmetalkin’hereinthedinin’—room。Ihopedshewasasleep,butshewan’t。Afteryouwentupstairsshecalledformeandwantedtoknowthewholestory。ItoldherwhatIknewofit。Nowyoucantellhertherest。ShetakesitjustasIknewshewould。Youdoneitandsoit’sallright。"
  "Roscoe,isthatyou?"
  ItwasMothercallingme。Iwentintothedarkenedroomandsatdownbesidethebed。
  SheandIhadmuchtosaytoeachother。ThistimeIkeptbacknothing,exceptmyreasonforsellingtheland。Itoldherfranklythatthatreasonwasasecret,andthatitmustremainasecret,evenfromher。
  "Ihatetosaythattoyou,Mother,"Itoldher。"Youdon’tknowhowIhateit。IwouldtellyouifIcould。"
  Shepressedmyhand。"Iknowyouwould,Roscoe,"shesaid。"Iamquitecontentnottoknow。Thatyourreasonforsellingwasanhonorableone,thatisallIask。"
  "Itwasthat,Mother。"
  "Iamsureofit。But,"hesitatingly,"canyoutellmethis:Youdidnotdoitbecauseyouneededmoney——forme?Ourincomeisthesameasever?Wehavenotmetwithlosses?"
  "No,Mother。Ourincomeisthesamethatithasbeenforyears。"
  "Thenitwasnotbecauseofme;becauseyoufeltthatIshouldhavethose’luxuries’youtalkaboutsooften?Oh,Idon’tneedthem,RoscoeIreallydon’t。Iam——Iscarcelydaresayitforfearitmaynotbetrue——butITHINKIambetterthanIhavebeen。Ifeelstronger。"
  "Iknowyouarebetter,Mother。DoctorQuimbyisverymuchencouraged。"
  "Ishe?Iamsoglad!Foryoursake,Boy。PerhapsthetimewillcomewhenImaynotbeyourOldManOftheSeaasIamnow。Butyoudidnotsellthelandbecauseofme?"
  "No。"
  "Youdidnotsellitforyourself,thatIknow。Iwonder……
  But,there!Imustn’twonder,andIwon’t。CaptainDeanwasveryangryandunreasonable,Dorindasays。Isupposehisprideishurt。
  I’mafraidhewillmakeitunpleasantforyouinthevillage。"
  "Hewilldohisbest,I’msureofthat。"
  "Youpoorboy!Asifyoudidnothaveenoughtobearwithoutthat!
  Hehasaskedyoutoresignfromthebank?"
  Ismiled。"Hehaspitchedmeout,neckandcrop,"Ianswered。"I
  expectedthat,ofcourse。"
  "Butwhatwillyoudo?Can’tMr。Taylorhelpyou?Perhapshewillusehisinfluencewiththecaptain。"
  "Idon’tneedhisinfluence,Mother。Itooktheplacemerelybecauseofawhim。NowthatIhavelostitIamnoworseoffthanIwasbefore。"
  "Butyouenjoyedthework?"
  "Yes。"
  IwasonlybeginningtorealizehowmuchIhadenjoyedit。I
  sighed,involuntarily。
  Motherheardthesighandthepressureofherhandonminetightened。
  "Poorboy!"shesaidagain。Then,afteramoment,"IwishImighttalkwithMissColtonaboutthis。"
  Istartedviolently。Whathadputthatideainherhead?
  "MissColton!"Iexclaimed。"Mother,whateveryoudo,don’tspeaktoher——aboutme。"
  "Whynot?Shehasnotcalledonusforsometime,butsheisinterestedinyou,Iknow。Andperhapsherfathercould——"
  "Mother,don’t。"
  Shewassilentforaninstant。Thenshesaid,quietly。"Boy,whatisit?Istheresomethingelseyouhaven’ttoldme?Somethingabout——her?"
  "No,no,"Istammered。
  "Isn’tthere?Areyousure?"
  IdonotknowwhatreplyIshouldhavemade。Herquestion,comingsocloseupontheheelsofDorinda’shints,upsetmecompletely。
  Wasitwrittenuponmyface,foreveryonetosee?DidIlooktheincredibleidiotthatIknewmyselftobe?ForIdidknowit。Inspiteofmydeterminationnottoadmititeveninmyinnermostthoughts,Iknew。IwasinlovewithMabelColton——madly,insanely,hopelesslyinlovewithher,andshouldbeuntilmydyingday。
  Ihadplayedwithfiretoolong。
  BeforeIcouldanswertherecameaknockatthedoor。ItopenedandDorinda’sheadappeared。Sheseemed,forher,excited。
  "There’ssomebodytoseeyou,Ros,"shesaid。"You’dbettercomeoutsoon’syoucan。He’sinahurry。"
  "Someonetoseeme,"Irepeated。"Whoisit?"
  DorindaglancedatMotherandthenatme。Shedidnotsomuchaswhisper,butherlipsformedaname。Irosefrommychair。
  MotherlookedatmeandthenatDorinda。
  "Whoisit,Roscoe?"sheasked。
  "Justacalleronabusinessmatter,"Ianswered,hurriedly。"I’llbeoutatonce,Dorinda。"
  "Butwhoisit,Roscoe?"
  "It’sMr。Colton,Mother。Hehasprobablycometo——"
  "Dorinda,"Motherinterruptedme,"askMr。Coltontocomeinhere。"
  "But,Mother——"
  "Askhimtocomeinhere,Dorinda。Ishouldliketomeethim。"
  Dorindahesitated,butwhenMotherspokeinthattonenoneofushesitatedlong。Shedisappeared。AmomentlaterthedooropenedwideandColtonentered。Thesuddentransitionfromsunlighttosemidarknessbewilderedhimforamoment,doubtless,forhestoodtherewithoutspeaking。Dorinda,whohadusheredhimin,wentoutandclosedthedoor。Isteppedforward。
  "Goodmorning,Mr。Colton,"Isaid,ascalmlyasIcould。"Youhavenevermetmymother,Ithink。Mother,thisisMr。Colton,ourneighbor。"
  Coltonturnedtowardthebedandmurmuredafewwords。Foronce,I
  think,hewasstartledoutofhiscustomarycoolself—possession。
  AndwhenMotherspokeitseemedtomethatshe,too,wasdisturbed。
  "Roscoe,"shesaid,quickly,"willyoudrawthatwindow—shadealittlemore?Thelightisratherstrong。Thankyou。Mr。Colton,Iamverygladtomeetyou。Ihaveheardofyouoften,ofcourse,andIhavemetyourdaughter。Shehasbeenverykindtome,inmanyways。Won’tyousitdown?"
  Idrewforwardachair。Ourvisitoracceptedit。
  "Thankyou,Mrs。Paine,"hesaid。"Iwillsit。Tobehonest,I’mverygladoftheopportunity。Ihavebeenunderthedoctor’scareforthepastfewweeksandlastnight’sperformanceisnotthebestsortoftreatmentforatenderdigestion。ThedoctortoldmewhatIneededwasrestandsleepandfreedomfromcare。ItoldhimI
  probablyshouldn’tgetthelastitemtillIwasdead。Asfortherest——andsleep——Humph!"withashortlaugh,"Iwonderwhathewouldhavesaidifhehadseenmelastnight。"
  Mother’sfacewasturnedawayfromhimonthepillow。"Iamsorrytohearthatyouhavebeenill,Mr。Colton,"shesaid。
  "Ill!I’mnotill。IhaveneverbeensickinmylifeandIdon’tproposetobeginnow。IfthecrowdinNewYorkwouldletmealoneIshouldbeallrightenough。Thereisadealontherethatislikelytocometoaheadprettysoonandmypeopleattheofficearenervous。Theykeep’phoningandtelegraphingandupsettingthingsgenerally。I’llhavetorunovertheremyselfinadayortwoandstraightenitout。Butthere!Ididn’tcomeheretoworryyouwithmytroubles。IfeelasifIknewyou,Mrs。Paine。"
  "Knewme?KnewME,Mr。Colton?"
  "Yes。Ihaveneverhadthepleasureofmeetingyoubefore,butmydaughterhasspokenofyouoften。Sheisagreatadmirerofyours。
  Iwon’ttellyouallthenicethingsshehassaidaboutyou,forshehasprobablysaidthemtoyouortoyourson,already。"
  "Youshouldbeveryproudofyourdaughter,Mr。Colton。Sheisacharminggirl。"
  "Thanks。JustamongusthreeI’lladmit,inconfidence,thatI
  thinkyou’reright。AndI’lladmit,too,thatyouhaveaprettygoodsortofason,Mrs。Paine。Heisinclinedtobe,"withaglanceinmydirection,"alittletoostubbornandhigh—principledforthispracticalworld,but,"withachuckle,"hecanbemadetolistentoreason,ifyougivehimtimeenough。Thatisso,isn’tit,Paine?"
  Ididnotanswer。Motherspokeforme。
  "IamnotsurethatIunderstandyou,Mr。Colton,"shesaid,quietly。"Ipresumeyouarereferringtothesaleoftheland。I
  donotknowwhyRoscoechangedhismindinthatmatter,butIdoknowthathisreasonwasagoodone,andanhonestone。"
  "Hehasn’ttoldittoyou,then?"
  "No。ButIknowthathethoughtitrightorheneverwouldhavesold。"
  Ibrokeinhere。Ididnotcaretohearmyownpraises。
  "DidyoucalltodiscusstheShoreLane,Mr。Colton?"Iinquired。
  "Ithoughtthataffairsettled。"
  "Itis。No,Ididn’tcometodiscussthat。Mrs。Paine,Idon’tknowwhyyoursonsoldmethatland,butI’minclinedtothink,likeyou,thathewouldn’thavedoneitunlesshethoughtitwasright。Iknowmightywellhewasn’tafraidofme。Oh,youneedn’tlaugh,youngman。ThereAREpeopleinthatfix,plentyof’em。
  No,Ididn’tcometotalk’Lane。’Thatbirdisdead。Icame,firstofall,tothankyouforwhatyoudidformydaughterlastnight。"
  Motherturnedherheadandlookedathim。
  "Foryourdaughter?Lastnight?Roscoe,whatdoeshemean?"
  "Nothing,Mother,nothing,"Isaid,hastily。"IwasunluckyenoughtoruntheComfortintoMissColton’scanoeinthebayyesterdayafternooninthefog。FortunatelyIgotherintothelaunchand——
  and——"
  "Andsavedherfromdrowning,thenandadozentimesafterward。Hehasn’ttoldyou,Mrs。Paine?No,Icanseethathehasn’t。Allright,Iwill。Paine,ifyouringrowingmodestywon’tstandthepressureyouhadbetterleavetheroom。Thisisaboutwhathappened,Mrs。Paine,asMabeltellsit。"
  Itriedtopreventhim,butitwasnouse。Heignoredmealtogetherandwentontotellofthecollisioninthefog,thevoyageacrossthebay,andmytelephonefromthelighthouse。Thestory,ashetoldit,magnifiedwhathecalledmycoolnessandcommon—sensetoaridiculousextent。IlostpatienceasI
  listened。
  "Mr。Colton,"Iinterrupted,"thisissilly。Mother,thewholeaffairwasmoremyfaultthanmygoodjudgment。IfIhadanchoredwhenitfirsthappenedweshouldhavebeenhomeinanhour,insteadofdriftingallnight。"
  "Whydidn’tyouanchor,then?"askedColton。
  "BecauseI——I——"