guessIam。IknowIam。ButyouaretheonlyoneIcantalktointhiswayabout——abouthim。AllMawantstotalkaboutnowistheweddingandclothesandsuch,andPaalwaystreatsmeasifI
wasachild。IfeelalmostasifyouweretheclosestfriendI
have,andIknowGeorgefeelsthesame。Hesaysyouhavehelpedhimoutofhistroubles。Iwassureyouwould;thatiswhyIwroteyouthatletter。WearebothSOgratefultoyou。"
Theirgratitudeandtheknowledgeoftheirhappinessweremysoleconsolationsinthistryingtime。TheykeptmefromrepentingwhatIhaddone。Itwashardnottorepent。IfColtonhadonlymadeknownhispurchaseandclosedtheLaneatonce,whilemyresolutionwasredhot,Icouldhavefacedthewrathofthevillageanditsinevitableconsequencesfairlywell,Ibelieved;buthestillkeptsilentandmadenomove。Isawhimonceortwice;ononeoccasionhecameintothebank,buthecameonlytocashacheckanddidnotmentionthesubjectoftheLane。HedidnotlookwelltomeandI
heardhimtellTaylorsomethingabouthis"damneddigestion。"
Theweddingdaycame。I,asbestman,wasbusyandthankfulforthebustleandresponsibility。Theyoccupiedmymindandkeptitfromdwellingonotherthings。Georgeworkedatthebankuntilnoon,gettingreadytoleavetheinstitutioninmychargeandthatofDickSmall,Henry’sbrother,whohadreportedfordutythatmorning。Themarriagewastotakeplaceathalfpastoneintheafternoonandthebridalcoupleweretogoawayonthethreeo’clocktrain。Thehoneymoontripwastobeabriefone,onlyaweek。
Everyable—bodiednativeofDenboro,man,womanandchild,attendedthatwedding,Ihonestlybelieve。ItwasthebestsortofadvertisingforOlindaCahoonandSimeonEldredge,forOlindahadmadethegownswornbythebrideandthebride’smotherandanumberoftheyoungerfemaleguests,andSimhadsoldinnumerablebottlesofapeculiarlypenetratingperfume,alargesupplyofwhichhehadbeentalkedintopurchasingbyaBostontravelingsalesman。
"Smellit,Ros,doye?"whisperedSim,grinningtriumphantlybetweenthepointsofa"stand—up"collar。"Igiveyoumywordwhenthatslick—talkin’drummersoldmeallthatperfumery,I
thoughtIwasstucksureandsartin。ButthenIhadanidee。
Everytimewomenfolkscomeintothestoreandcommencedtotalkabouttheweddin’Isaysto’em,saysI,’Can’tsellyouacoupleofhandkerchiefstocryon,canI,MissSo—and—so?Weddin’saregreatplacesforsheddin’tears,youknow。’IfIsold’emthehandkerchiefsallwellandgood;butiftheylaughedandsaidtheyhadaplenty,Igotoutmysamplebottleof’MayLilock’,that’sthenameofthecologne,andasked’emtosmellofit。’Ifyoucrywiththatonyourhandkerchief,’saysI,’allhandswillbegladtohaveyoudoit。Andonlytwentycentsabottle!’Youwouldn’tbelievehowmuchIsold。Youcansmellthisweddin’aforeyoucomeinsightofthehouse,can’tyenow。"
Youcould,andyoucontinuedtosmellitlongafteryouleft。Mybestsuitreekedof"MayLilac"weekslaterwhenItookitoutofthecloset。
Dorindawasthere,garbedinrustlingblackalpaca,herSundaygownfortenyearsatleast,andmadeoverand"turned"fourorfivetimes。Lutewasondeck,cutawaycoat,"highwater"trousersandpurpletie,grandtolookupon,AlvinBakerandElnathanMulletandAlonzoBlackandThophNewcombandZebKendrickwere,astheItemwouldsay,"amongthosepresent"andifZeb’sblackcutawaysmelledslightlyoffishitwas,atleast,achangefromthepervading"MayLilac。"
CaptainJedstruttedpompouslyabout,monarchoftheday。Hegreetedmegenially。
"Hello,Ros!"hesaid。"Yououthere?Thoughtyou’dbebusyoverhaulin’George’srunnin’riggin’andmakin’surehewasallreadytoheavealongsidetheparson。"
"Ihavebeen,"Ianswered。"Iamonmywaybacktherenow。"
"Allright,allright。Matildygivemefitsfornotstayin’
upstairsuntilthestartin’gunwasfired,butItoldherthat,betweenherwithhereyesfulloftearsandOlindyCahoonwithhermouthfullofpins,’twasnoplaceforamaleman。SoIclearedouttilleverythingwasshipshape。Say,Ros,"helaidhishandonmyshoulderandbenttowhisperinmyear:"Say,Ros,"hesaid,"I’mgladtoseeyou’retakin’myadvice。"
"Takingyouradvice?"Irepeated,puzzled。
"Yes;aboutnotplayin’withfire,youknow。Iain’theardofyouandthePrincesscruisin’togetherforthepastweek。Thought’twasbestnottobetoofamiliarwiththeR’yalfamily,didn’tyou?That’sright,that’sright。Wecan’ttakechances。We’vegotDenboroandtheShoreLanetothinkabout,ain’twe?"
Ididnotanswer。Ididnotrisklookinghimintheface。
"She’sliabletobeheremostanytime,Ical’late,"hewenton。
"Nelliewouldinsistoninvitin’her。AndImustsaythat,tobehonest,thepresentshesentisthefinestthat’scomeaboardyet。
TheonlythingI’vegotagainstherisherbadjudgmentinpickin’
afather。If’twan’tforthatI——hello!Who——Why,Ibelieve——"
Therewasacommotionamongtheguestsandheadswereturnedtowardthedoor。Thecaptainstartedforward。Istartedback。Shehadenteredtheroomandwasstandingthere,lookingaboutherwithsmilinginterest。Ihadforgottenthat,consideringherfriendshipwithNellie,shewascertaintobeinvited。
Shewasdressedinasimple,butwonderful,whitegownandworeabunchofliliesofthevalleyatherbosom。Thedoorwaywasdecoratedwithspraysofhoneysuckleandgreenboughsandagainstthisbackgroundshemadeapicturethatbroughtadmiringwhispersfromthepeoplenearme。ShedidnotnoticemeatfirstandI
thinkIshouldhaveescapedbythesidedoorifithadnotbeenforSimEldredge。Simeonwasjustbehindmeandhedartedforwardwithoutstretchedhand。
"Why,howd’yedo,MissColton!"exclaimedSim。"You’rejustintime,ain’tye!Letmegetyouachair。Alvin,"toMr。Baker,who,perspiringbeneaththeunaccustomeddignityofastarchedshirtfront,occupiedafrontseat,"getupandletMissColtonsetdown。"
ShelookedinSim’sdirectionandsawme,standingbesidehim。I
hadnoopportunitytoavoidherlooknow,asIhaddonewhenwemetinthestreet。ShesawmeandIcouldnotturnaway。Ibowed。
Shedidnotacknowledgethebow。Shelookedcalmlypastme,throughme。Isaw,orfanciedthatIsaw,astonishmentonthefacesofthosewatchingus。CaptainJedsteppedforwardtogreetherandIwentintotheadjoiningroom,whereGeorgewasanxiouslyawaitingme。
"Goodland,Ros!"heexclaimed,withasighofrelief,"Iwasbeginningtobeafraidyou’dskippedoutandleftmetogothroughitallalone。Saysomethingtobracemeup,won’tyou;I’mscaredtodeath。Say,"withawonderingglanceatmyface,"what’sstruckYOU?YoulookmoreupsetthanIfeel。"
IbelieveIorderedhimnottobeanidiot。IknowIdidnot"bracehimup"toanyextent。
Itwasaveryprettywedding。Atleasteveryonesaiditwas,althoughtheysaythesameofallweddings,Iamtold。PersonallyIwasverygladwhenitwasover。NelliewhisperedinmyearasI
offeredhermycongratulations,"Weoweitalltoyou,Roscoe。"
Georgesaidnothing,butthelookhegavemeashewrungmyhandwassignificant。ForamomentIforgotmyself,forgottobeenviousofthosetowhomthedoorforhappinesswasnotshut。
AfterallIhadopenedthedoorforthesetwo,andthatwassomething。
IwalkedasfarasthecornerwithLuteandDorinda。Dorinda’seyeswereredandherhusbandcommenteduponit。
"Ithoughtaweddin’wassupposedtobeajoyfulsortofthing,"hesaid,disgustedly。"It’susuallycal’latedtobe。Yetyouandtherestofthewomenfolkssetandcriedthroughthewholeofit。
Whatintimewastheretocryabout?"
"Oh,Idon’tknow,Luther,"repliedDorindain,forher,anunusuallytoleranttone。"Perhapsit’sbecausewe’veallbeenyoungonceandcan’tforgetit。"
"Idon’tforget,nomore’nyoudo。Iain’tsooldthatIcan’trememberthatfurback,Ihope。Butitdon’tmakemefeellikecryin’。"
"Well,allright。Wewon’targueaboutit。Let’sbepleasantaswecan,foronce。"
NowthatiswhereLuteshouldhavetakenthehintandremainedsilent。Atleastheshouldhavechangedthesubject。Buthewashotanduncomfortableand,Isuspect,hisSundayshoesweretight。
Hepersisted。
"Huh!"hesniffed;"Idon’tsee’syou’vegivenmenosensiblereasonforcryin’。IfIrecollectrightyoudidn’tcryatyourownweddin’。"
Hiswifeturnedonhim。Shelookedhimoverfromheadtofoot。
"Didn’tI?"shesaid,tartly。"Well,maybenot。ButifI’drealizedwhatwashappenin’tome,Ishould。"
"Lute,"saidI,asIpartedfromthematthecorner,"Iamgoingtothebankforalittlewhile。ThenIthinkIshalltakeashortrundownthebayintheComfort。DidyoufillhertankwithgasoleneasIaskedyouto?"
Lutestoppedshort。"There!"heexclaimed,"Iknewtherewassomethin’Iforgot。I’lldoitsoon’severIgethome。"
"Whenyougethome,"observedDorinda,firmly,"you’llwashthathenhousewindow。"
"Now,Dorinda,ifthatain’tjustlikeyou!Don’tyouhearRoscoeaskin’meaboutthatgas?I’vehadthatgasinmyheadeversinceyesterday。"
"Um—hm,"wearily。"Well,Ishouldn’tthinkalittleextrymoreorlesswouldmakemuchdifference。Nevermind,don’twasteanymoreonme。Getthegasoutofyourhead,ifRoscoewantsyouto。Youcanwashthewindowafterward。"
Lute’spartingwordswerethathewouldfillthattanktheveryfirstthing。Ifhehad——butthere!hedidn’t。
CHAPTERXVIII
Thefoghadcomealmostwithoutwarning。When,afterleavingthebank,atfouro’clockorthereabouts,IwalkeddowntotheshoreandpulledmyskiffouttowheretheComfortlayathermoorings,therehadnotbeenasignofit。NowIwasneartheentranceofthebay,somewhereabreastCrowPoint,andallaboutmewasgray,wetblankness。SittinginthesternofthelittlelaunchIcouldseeperhapsascanttenfeetbeyondthebow,nomore。
Itwasthesuddenshiftofthewindwhichhadbroughtthefog。
WhenIlefttheboathousetherehadbeenalightwesterlybreeze。
Thishaddieddowntoaflatcalm,andthenanewbreezehadsprungupfromthesouth,blowingthefogbeforeit。Itrolledacrossthewaterasswiftlyasthesmokecloudsrollfromafreshlylightedbonfire。ItblottedDenborofromsightandmovedacrossthebay;
thelongstretchofbeachdisappeared;theCrowPointlightandBenSmall’sfreshlywhitewasheddwellingsandoutbuildingswereobliterated。IntenminutestheComfortwas,toallappearances,aloneonashorelesssea,andIwastheonlylivingcreatureintheuniverse。
Iwasnottroubledoralarmed。Ihadbeenoutintoomanyfogsonthatverybaytomindthisone。Itwasanuisance,becauseitnecessitatedcuttingshortmyvoyage,althoughthatvoyagehadnoobjectivepointandwasmerelyanaimlesscruiseinsearchofsolitudeandforgetfulness。ThesolitudeIhadfound,theforgetfulness,ofcourse,Ihadnot。Andnow,whenthesolitudewasmorecompletethanever,surroundedbythisgraydismalness,withnothingwhatevertolookattodivertmyattention,IknewI
shouldbemorebitterlymiserablethanIhadbeensinceIleftthatwedding。AndIhadbeenmiserableandbitterenough,goodnessknows。
Homeandthevillage,whichIhadbeensoanxioustogetawayfrom,nowlookedinvitingincomparison。Isloweddowntheengineand,withanimpatientgrowl,bentoverthelittlebinnacletolookatthecompassandgetmybearingsbeforepointingtheComfort’snoseinthedirectionofDenboro。Thenmygrowlchangedtoanexclamationofdisgust。Thecompasswasnotthere。Iknewwhereitwas。Itwasonmyworkbenchintheboathouse,whereIhadputitmyself,havingcarriedittheretoreplacethecrackedglassinitstopwithanewone。Ihadforgottenitandthereitwas。
Icouldgetalongwithoutit,ofcourse,butitsabsencemeantdelayandmoretrouble。InageneralwayIknewmywhereabouts,butthechannelwaswindingandthetidewasebbingrapidly。I
shouldbeobligedtorunslowly——tofeelmyway,sotospeak——andI
mightnotreachhomeuntillate。However,therewasnothingelsetodo,soIputthehelmoverandswungthelaunchabout。Isatinthesternsheets,listeningtothedreary"chock—chock"ofthepropeller,andpeeringforwardintothemist。Theprospectwasascheerlessasmyfuture。
Suddenly,fromthewet,grayblanketaheadcameacall。ItwasagoodwayoffwhenIfirstheardit,acallinaclearvoice,afemininevoiceitseemedtome。
"Hello!"
Ididnotanswer。Itookitforgrantedthatthecallwasnotaddressedtome。Itcameprobably,fromthebeachatthePoint,andmightbeMrs。Smallhailingherhusband,thoughitdidnotsoundlikehervoice。Severalminuteswentbybeforeitwasrepeated。ThenIhearditagainandnearer。
"Hello!Hello—o—o!Whereareyou?"
ThatwasnotMrs。Small,certainly。UnlessIwasawayoffinmyreckoningthePointwasatmyright,andthevoicesoundedtotheleft。Itmustcomefromsomecraftafloatinthebay,thoughbeforethefogsetinIhadseennone。
"Hello—o!Hello,themotorboat!"
"Hello!"Ianswered。"Boatahoy!Whereareyou?"
"HereIam。"Thevoicewasnearerstill。"Whereareyou?Don’trunintome。"
Ishiftedmyhelmjustabitandpeeredahead。Icouldseenothing。Thefogwasthickerthanever;ifthatwerepossible。
"Whereareyou?"repeatedtheunseenvoyager,andtomydismay,thehailcamefromtherightthistime。
"Don’tmove!"Ishouted。"Staywhereyouare。Iwillkeepshouting……LOOKOUT!"
Outofthefogtostarboardalongdarkshadowshot,silentandswift。ItwasmovingdirectlyacrosstheComfort’sbow。Ijammedthewheeloverandthelaunchswungoff,butnotenough。Itstruckthecanoe,foritwasacanoe,aglancingblowandheeleditdowntothewater’sedge。Therewasascrape,alittlescream,andtwohandsclutchedattheComfort’srail。Iletgothewheel,sprangforwardandseizedtheownerofthehandsaboutthewaist。Thecanoe,halffullofwater,disappearedsomewhereastern。IswungMabelColtonaboardthelaunch。
Ithinkshespokefirst。Idonotremembersayinganything,andI
thinkitmusthavebeenatleastafullminutebeforeeitherofusbrokethesilence。Shelay,orsat,uponthecockpitfloor,hershoulderssupportedbythebenchsurroundingit,justwhereIhadplacedherafterliftingherovertherail。Ikneltbesideher,staringasifshewereaspiritinsteadofareal,andratherdamp,younglady。Andshestaredatme。Whenshespokeherwordswereanechoofmythought。
"ItISyou?"shegasped。
"Yes。"
"This——thisisthethirdtime。"
"Yes。"
Anotherintervalofsilence。Thenshespokeoncemoreandhertonewasoneexpressingintenseconviction。
"This,"shesaid,slowly,"isgettingtobepositivelyridiculous。"
Ididnotdenyit。Isaidnothing。
Shesatup。"Mycanoe——"shefaltered。
Thementionofthecanoebroughtmepartiallytomysenses。I
realizedthatIwaskneelingonthedeckofalaunchthatwaspoundingitswaythroughthefogwithnooneatthehelm。Isprangtomyfeetandseizedthewheel。Thatmydoingsowouldbeoflittleuse,consideringthattheComfortmightbeheadedalmostanywherebythistime,didnotoccurtome。MissColtonremainedwhereshewas。
"Mycanoe——"sherepeated。
Iwasawakeningrapidly。Ilookedoutintothemistandshookmyhead。
"Iamafraidyourcanoehasgone,"Isaid。Andthen,asthethoughtoccurredtomeforthefirsttime,"You’renothurt,I
hope?Idraggedyouaboardhereratherroughly,Iamafraid。"
"No,Iamnothurt。But——wherearewe?"
"Idon’tknow,exactly。Somewherenearthemouthofthebay,thatisallIcanbesureof。You,arecertainyouarenothurt?Youmustbewetthrough。"
Shegotuponherfeetand,leaningovertheComfort’srail,gazedabouther。
"Iamallright,"sheanswered。"Butdon’tyouknowwhereyouare?"
"BeforethefogcaughtmeIwasnearlyabreastthePoint。IwasrunningathalfspeedupthechannelwhenIheardyourhail。Wherewereyou?"
"Iwasjustbeyondyourboathouse,outinthemiddleofthebay。
Ihadcomeoutforapaddlebeforedinner。Ididnotnoticethefoguntilitwasallaboutme。ThenIthinkImusthavebeenbewildered。IthoughtIwasgoinginthedirectionofhome,butI
couldnothavebeen——notifyouwereabreastthePoint。Imusthavebeengoingdirectlyouttosea。"
Sheshivered。
"Youarewet,"Isaid,anxiously。"Thereisastormcoatofmineinthelockerforward。Won’tyouputthataboutyourshoulders?
Itmaypreventyourtakingcold。"
"No,thankyou。Iamnotwet,atall;or,atleast,onlymyfeetandthebottomofmyskirt。Ishallnottakecold。"
"But——"
"Pleasedon’tworry。Iamallright,orshallbeassoonasIgethome。"
"Iamverysorryaboutyourcanoe。"
"Itdoesn’tmatter。"
Heranswerswereshortnow。Therewasadifferentnoteinhervoice。Iknewthereasonofthechange。NowthattheshockandthesurpriseofourmeetingwereoversheandIwereresumingouroldpositions。Shewasrealizingthathercompanionwasthe"commonfellow"whose"charmingandcultivatedsociety"wasnotnecessarytoherhappiness,thefellowtowhomshehadscornfullyoffered"congratulations"andwhomshehadcutdeadattheDeans’
thatveryafternoon。Imadenomoresuggestionsandexpressednomoresympathy。
"Iwilltakeyouhomeatonce,"Isaid,curtly。
"Ifyouplease。"
Thatendedconversationforthetime。Sheseatedherselfonthebenchneartheforwardendofthecockpitandkeptherheadturnedawayfromme。I,withonehanduponthewheel——auselessprocedure,forIhadnoideawherethelaunchmightbeheaded——
lookedovertherailandlistenedtotheslowandregularbeatoftheengine。Suddenlythebeatgrewlessregular。Theenginebarked,hiccoughed,barkedagainbutmorefaintly,andthenstoppedaltogether。
Iknewwhatwasthematter。BeforeIreachedthegasolenetankandunscrewedthelittlecoverIknewit。Ithrustinthegaugestickandhearditstrikebottom,drewitoutandfoundit,asI
expected,drytotheverytip。Ihadtrusted,likeanimbecile,toLute。Lutehadpromisedtofillthattank"theveryfirstthing,"
andhehadnotkepthispromise。
TherewasnotapintofgasoleneaboardtheComfort;anditwouldbemycheerfuldutytoinformmypassengerofthefact!
Shedidnotwaitformetobreakthenews。Shesawmestandingthere,holdingthegaugestickinmyhand,andsheaskedthenaturalquestion。
"Whatisthematter?"shedemanded。
IswallowedtheopinionofMr。Rogerswhichwasonthetipofmytongue。
"Iamsorry,"Istammered,"but——but——well,weareintrouble,Iamafraid。"
"Introuble?"shesaidcoldly。"Whattroubledoyoumean?"
"Yes。Thefactis,wehaverunoutofgasolene。Itoldmyman,Rogers,tofillthetankandhehasn’tdoneit。"
Sheleanedforwardtolookatme。
"Hasn’tdoneit?"sherepeated。"Youmean——why,thisboatcannotgowithoutgasolene,canit?"
"Notverywell;no。"
"Then——thenwhatarewegoingtodo?"
"Anchorandwait,ifIcan。"
"Wait!ButIdon’twishtowait。Iwishtobetakenhome,atonce。"
"Iamsorry,butIamafraidthatisimpossible。"
Iwasonmywayforwardtowheretheanchorlay,inthebow。Sheroseandsteppedinfrontofme。
"Mr。Paine。"
"Yes,MissColton。"
"ItellyouIdonotwishyoutoanchorthisboat。"
"Iamsorrybutitistheonlythingtodo,underthecircumstances。"
"Idonotwishit。Stop!ItellyouIwillnothaveyouanchor。"
"MissColton,wemustdooneoftwothings,eitheranchorordrift。
AndifwedriftIcannottellyouwherewemaybecarried。"
"Idon’tcare。"
"Ido。"
"Yes,"withscornfulemphasis,"Ipresumeyoudo。"
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Imean——nevermindwhatImean。"
"But,asIhaveexplainedtoyou,thegasolene——"
"Nonsense!DoyousupposeIbelievethatridiculousstory?"
"Believeit?"Igazedatheruncomprehendingly。"Believeit,"I
repeated。"Don’tyoubelieveit?"
"No。"
"MissColton,doyoumeanthatyouthinkIamnottellingyouthetruth?ThatIamlying?"
"Well,"fiercely,"andifIdid,woulditbesoastonishing,considering——consideringtheTRUTHSyouhavetoldmebefore?"
Imadenofurtherefforttopassher。InsteadIsteppedback。
"Wouldyoumindtellingme,"Idemanded,withdeliberatesarcasm,"whatpossiblereasonyouthinkImighthaveforwishingtokeepyouhere?"
"Ishalltellyounothing。And——andIwillnothaveyouanchorthisboat。"
"Isityourdesirethenthatwedrift——theLordknowswhere?"
"Idesireyoutostartthatengineandtakemehome。"
"Icannotstarttheengine。"
"Idon’tbelieveit。"
ForamomentIhesitated。ThenIdidwhatwasperhapsthemostsenselessthingIeverdidinallmylife,whichissayingconsiderable。Iturnedmybackonherandontheanchor,andseatedmyselfoncemoreinthesternsheets。Andwedrifted。
IdonotknowhowlongwedriftedbeforeIregainedmysanity。Itmusthavebeenagoodwhile。WhenIfirstreturnedtomyseatbythewheelitwaswiththefirmdeterminationtoallowtheComforttodriftintothebottomlesspitratherthantostirhandorfoottopreventit。Infactthatparticularportlookedratherinvitingthanotherwise。AnytormentsitmighthaveinstorecouldnotbeworsethanthoseIhadundergonebecauseofthisgirl。Isat,silent,withmygazefixeduponthemotionlessengine。Iheardmypassengermoveonceortwice,butIdidnotlookather。
Whatbroughtmetomysenseswastheboathook,whichhadbeenlyingontheseatbesideme,suddenlyfallingtothefloor。I
startedandlookedovertherail。Thewater,asmuchofitasI
couldseethroughthefog,wasnolongerflatandcalm。Therewerewavesallaboutus,notbigones,butwavesnevertheless,long,regularswellsinthetroughofwhichtheComfortrockedlazily。
Therewasnowindtokickupasea。Thiswasagroundswell,suchasnevermovedinDenboroBay。WhileIsattherelikeanidiotthetidehadcarriedusoutbeyondthePoint。
WithanexclamationIsprangupandhurriedforward。MissColtonwassittingwhereIhadlefther。
"Whatisit?"sheasked。"Whatareyougoingtodo?"
"Iamgoingtoanchor,"Isaid。
"Idonotwishyoutoanchor。"
"Ican’thelpthat。Imust。Pleasestandaside,MissColton。"
Shetriedtopreventme,butIpushedheraway,nottoogentlyIamafraid,andclamberedforwardtothebow,wheretheanchorlayuponitscoilofline。Ithrewitoverboard。ThelineranouttoitsveryendandIwaitedexpectantlyforthejerkwhichwouldtellmethattheanchorhadcaughtandwasholding。Butnojerkcame。
ReachingoverthebowItriedtheline。Itwastautandheavy。
ThenIknewapproximatelyhowfarwehaddrifted。WewerebeyondtheshoalmakingoutfromCrowPointoverthedeepwaterbeyond。
Myanchorropewasnotlongenoughtoreachthebottom。
StillIwasnotalarmed。Iwasprovokedatmyownstubbornnesswhichhadgottenusintothispredicamentandmoreangrythaneveratthepersonwhowasthecauseofthatstubbornness。ButIwasnotfrightened。TherewereothershoalsfurtheroutandIlefttheanchorasitwas,hopingthatitmightcatchandholdononeofthem。Iwentbackoncemoretomyseatbythewheel。
Thenfollowedanotherintervalofsilenceandinaction。Fromasternandagoodwayoffsoundedthenotesofabell。Fromtheoppositedirectioncamealowgroan,indescribablymournfulandlonely。
Mypassengerhearditandspoke。
"Whatwasthat?"shedemanded,inastartledtone。
"ThefoghornatMackerelIsland,theislandatthemouthofWellmouthharbor,"Ianswered。
"Andthatbell?"
"ThatisthefogbellatCrowPoint。"
"AtCrowPoint?Why,itcan’tbe!CrowPointisinDenboroBay,andthatbellisalongwaybehindus。"
"Yes。WeareamileormoreoutsidethePointnow。Thetidehascarriedusout。"
"Carriedus——Doyoumeanthatweareoutatsea?"
"Notatseaexactly。WeareinCapeCodBay。"
"But——why,wearestilldrifting,aren’twe?Ithoughtyouhadanchored。"
"Itriedto,butIwastoolate。Thewateristoodeepherefortheanchortoreachbottom。"
"But——butwhatareyougoingtodo?"
"Nothingatpresent。ThereisnothingIcando。Sitdown,please。"
"Nothing!Nothing!Doyoumeanthatyouproposetositthereandletusbecarriedouttosea?"
"Weshallnotbecarriedfar。Thereisnowind。Whenthetideturnsweshallprobablybecarriedinagain。"
"But,"sharply,"whydon’tyoudosomething?Can’tyourow?"
"Ihaveonlyoneoar。"
"Butyoumustdosomething。YouMUST。I——I——Itislate!itisgrowingdark!Mypeople!Whatwilltheythink?"
"Iamsorry,MissColton。"
"Sorry!Youarenotsorry!Ifyouwereyouwoulddosomething,insteadofsittingthereas——asifyouenjoyedit。Ibelieveyoudoenjoyit。Youaredoingitpurposelyto——to——"
"Towhat,pray?"
"Nevermind。"
"ButIdomind。Youhaveaccusedmeoflying,MissColton,andofkeepingyouherepurposely。Whatdoyoumeanbyit?"
"Imeanthat——that——Oh,youknowwhatImean!Youhatemeandyouhatemyfather,andyouaretryingto——topunishusfor——for——"
Ihadheardenough。Ididnotproposetohearanymore。
"MissColton,"Iinterrupted,sternly,"stop!thisissilly。I
assureyouthatIamasanxioustoendthis——excursion——ofoursasyoucanbe。YourbeingafloatinDenboroBayinacanoewasyourownrecklessnessandnotmyfault。Neitherwasitmyfaultthatthelaunchcollidedwithyourcanoe。Icalledtoyounottomove,buttostaywhereyouwere。And,moreover,ifyouhadpermittedmetoanchorwhenIfirstattemptedtodosoweshouldnotbeinthisscrape。IshallgetyououtofitjustasquickasIcan。InorderthatImaydosoIshallexpectyoutostopbehavinglikeachildanddoasItellyou。Sitdownonthatbenchandkeepstill。"
ThishadtheeffectImeantitto。Shelookedatmeasifshecouldnotbelieveshehadheardaright。ButImethergazesquarely,and,withashudderofdisgust,orfear,Idonotknowwhich,sheturnedherbackuponmeandwassilent。Iwentforwardtothecuddy,foundthetinhornwhich,untilthatmoment,Ihadforgotten,and,returning,blewstridentblastsuponitatintervals。Therewaslittledangerofothercraftbeinginourvicinity,butIwasneglectingnoprecautions。
ThebellatCrowPointsoundedfurtherandfurtherastern。Thetwilightchangedtoduskandthedusktodarkness。Thefogwasasthickasever。Itwasnearlytimeforthetidetoturn。
Suddenlytherewasajerk;thelaunchquivered,andswungabout。
"Oh!whatwasthat?"demandedMissColton,shortly。
"Theanchor,"Ianswered。"Wehavereachedtheoutershoal。"
"And,"hesitatingly,"shallwestayhere?"
"Yes;unless——"
"Unlesswhat?"
"Unless……Hush!listen!"
Therewasanoddrushingsoundfromthedarknessastern,asortofhissandlow,wateryroar。Irushedtothebowanddraggedtheanchorinboardwithallmystrength。ThenIrantothewheel。I
hadscarcelyreacheditwhenIfeltahandonmyarm。
"Whatisit?"askedtheyounglady,hervoicequivering。"Oh,whatisit?"
"Wind,"Ianswered。"Thereisasquallcoming。Sitdown!Sitdown!"
"But——but——"
"Sitdown。"
ShehesitatedandIseizedherarmandforcedherdownuponthebenchbesideme。Ithrewthehelmover。Therushingsoundgrewnearer。Thencameablastofwindwhichsentmycapflyingoverboardandthefogdisappearedasifithadbeenaclothsnatchedawaybyamightyhand。Aboveuswasablacksky,withstarsshowinghereandtherebetweenflyingclouds,andaboutuswerethewaves,alreadybreakingintofoamupontheshoal。
TheComfortrockedandwallowedinthetrough。Wewerebeingdrivenbythewindawayfromtheshoal,butnotfastenough。
Somehoworotherwemustgetoutofthatdangerousneighborhood。I
turnedtomycompanion。Shehadnotspokensincethesquallcame。
"MissColton,"Isaid,"givemeyourhands。"
IpresumeshecouldnotimaginewhatImeant。Nodoubt,too,mytoneandtherequestfrightenedher。Shehesitated。Iseizedherhandsandplacedthemonthespokesofthewheel。
"Iwantyoutoholdthatwheeljustasitis,"Icommanded。"I
mustgoforwardandgetsteeragewayonthiscraftsomehow,orweshallcapsize。Canyouholdit,doyouthink?"
"Yes;I——Ithinkso。"
"Youmust。"