"Iunderstand,"hesaid。"Ihaveheardaboutyou,Mr。Paine。
This,however,isadifferentmatter。Wearenothogs,Mr。Paine,butbusinessmen。Ifourplansgothrough,Denborowillbegratefultousandtoyou。"
"IFtheygothrough?Ithoughtyouwerecertainoftheirgoingthrough。"
"Certainly,certainly。Thereis,ofcourse,an’if’inallhumanplans,butourparticular’if’isasmallone。Ihopeyouwillnameyourfigurenow,atonce。Don’tbeafraid。Wearedisposedtobeliberal。And,understand,thisisentirelyacashtransaction。Youshallhavethemoneyinonehandasyousignthecontractwiththeother。Ha!ha!Whatisthepricetobe?"
ButIwouldnotnameaprice。IseemedtofeelasunreasonablyreluctanttoclosewiththeBayShoreDevelopmentCompanyasIhadbeenwithCaptainJedorColton。
"ShallImakeabid?"askedKeene。
"No,notyetatanyrate。Tellme,this:Whoselandhaveyoualreadybought?"
Heshookhishead。"That,ofcourse,"hesaid,withthesamegracioussmile,"Icanhardlytelleventoyou。Someofthedealsarenotyetclosed,and,asabusinessmanyourself,Mr。Paine,you——"
"Iamnotabusinessman,"Iinterrupted,impatiently。"Atleast,notmuchofaone。Yousaytherearecapitalistsbehindyourscheme。Whoarethey?"
Helaidhishandonmyknee。"Why,that,"hesaid,"isasecretnooneissupposedtoknow。Men——financierssuchasweareproudtoserve——permittheirnamestobeknownonlywhenthecorporationisreadytobeginactualoperations。Thatisnaturalenough。IfI
weretomentionnames——well,someofyourYankeeneighborswouldwanttobecomemillionairesbeforeselling。"
Therewastruthinthis。Iimaginethatheguessedhehadmadeanimpression,forhewentontoshouthispraisesofthecompanyandthegreatnessofitsplan。Hetalkedandtalked;infacthetalkedtoomuch。Ididnotliketohearhim。IdidnotlikeHIM,thatwasthetrouble。Hewastoosmoothandvolublealtogether。Andhemadeamistakeinpattingmyknee。
"Verywell,"saidI,risingfrommychair;"I’llthinkitover。"
Hewasplainlydisappointed。"Idon’twishtohurryyou,ofcourse,"hesaid,notmovingfromhischair,"butweareanxioustoclose。Thisistobecash,remember,andIstandreadytomakeanoffer。Iamsurewecanreachanagreement,satisfactorytobothsides,Mr。Paine。"
"Perhaps,butIprefertothinkthematteroverbeforenamingapriceorhearingyouroffer。"
AsamatteroffactIdidnotintendtosell,orconsiderselling,untilIhaddiscussedthewholeaffairwithMother。Buttherewasnoneedtotellhimthat。
"Iamsorry,Iconfess,"hesaid。"Ihopedthisparticulardealmightbeclosed。Wehavesomanyoftheselittledetails,Mr。
Paine,andtimeismoney。However,ifyouinsistuponit,I
presumethecompanywillbewillingtowaitafewdays。"
"Iamafraiditwillhaveto。"
"Verywell,verywell。Ishallbedownagaininadayortwo。Ofcourse,waitingmayhavesomeeffectupontheprice。To—dayIwasempoweredto……Youdon’tcaretohear?Verywell。Sogladtohavemetyou,Mr。Paine。Ofcourseyouwillnotmentionthesubjectofourinterviewtoanyone。Businesssecrets,youknow。
Thankyou,thankyou。AndIwillseeyouagain——Thursday,shallwesay?"
IrefusedtosayThursday,principallybecausehehadsaiditfirst。IsuggestedSaturdayinstead。Heagreed,shookhandsasifIwereanoldfriendfromwhomhepartedwithregret,andleftme。
No,IdidnotlikeMr。Keene。Hewastoopoliteandtoofamiliar。
And,asIthoughtoverhiswords,thewholeprospectusoftheBayShoreDevelopmentCompanyseemedsingularlyvague。Theproposaltobuymylandwasdefiniteenough,buttherestofitwas,apparently,verymuchintheair。Therewastoomuchsecrecyaboutit。Noonewastotellanyoneanything。IwasgladIhadinsistedupontimeforconsideration。Iintendedtoconsiderthoroughly。
CHAPTERXIV
WhenIlefttheboathouseIdidnotgodirectlyhome,butwanderedalongthebeach。IhadpuzzledmybrainwithMr。KeeneandhiserranduntilIdeterminednottopuzzleitanylongerthatday。IfmysuspicionswereunfoundedandexistedmerelybecauseofmydislikeoftheBayShoreCompany’srepresentative,thentheywerenotworthworry。IftheywerewellfoundedIhadalmostaweekinwhichtodiscoverthefact。Iwoulddismissthewholematterfrommythoughts。ThequestionastowhetherornotIwouldsellthelandatalltoanybody,whichwas,afterall,therealquestion,I
resolvedtoputoffansweringuntilIhadhadmytalkwithMother。
Iwalkedonbythewater’sedgeuntilIreachedtheLane;turningintothatmuchcovetedstripofterritoryIcontinueduntilIcameoppositetheColtonmansion,where,turningagain,Istrolledhomewardbythepaththroughthegrove。UnconsciouslymywanderingthoughtsstrayedtoMabelColton。ItwasherethatIhadmetherontwooccasions。IhadanoddfeelingthatIshouldmeetherhereagain,thatshewasherenow。Ihadnoreasonforthinkingsuchathing,certainlythewishwasnotfathertothethought,butateverybendinthepath,astheundergrowthhidtheway,Iexpected,asIturnedthecorner,toseehercomingtowardme。
Butthepathwas,saveformyself,untenanted。Iwasalmostatitsend,wherethepinesandbusheswerescatteringandthefieldofdaisies,nowinfullbloom,began,whenIheardaslightsoundatmyleft。Ilookedinthedirectionofthesoundandsawher。Shewasstandingbeneathagnarled,moss—drapedoldpinebythebluffedge,lookingoutoverthebay。
Istopped,involuntarily。ThenImovedonagain,asnoiselesslyasIcould。Butatmyfirststepsheturnedandsawme。Iraisedmyhat。Shebowed,coldly,soitseemedtomysupersensitiveimagination,andIreplacedthehatandcontinuedmywalk。I
thoughtIheardthebushesnearwhichshestoodrustleasifshehadmoved,butIdidnotlookback。
Then,closebehindme,Iheardhervoice。
"Mr。Paine,"shesaid。
Iturned。Shehadfollowedmeandwasstandinginthepath,abitoutofbreath,asifshehadhurried。Iwaitedforhertospeak,butshedidnot。
"Goodafternoon,MissColton,"Isaid,awkwardly。Someonehadtospeak,wecouldnotstandstaringateachotherlikethat。
Shesaid"Goodafternoon,"also。Thentherewasanotherintervalofsilence。
"You——youwishedtospeaktome?"Istammered。
"IDIDspeaktoyou,"withsignificantemphasisonthe"did。""I
thoughtyoumight,possibly,beinterestedtoknowthatDonandI
reachedhomesafelytheotherday。"
ConsideringthatshehadcalleduponMothersince,itseemedtomethatmyknowledgeofherreachinghomesafelymighthavebeentakenforgranted;butIsaid:
"Iamverygladtohearit,MissColton。"
"Wehadnodifficultyinfindingthewayafteryouleftus。"
Thewaybeingalmoststraight,andoverthemaintraveledroads,this,too,wasfairlyobvious。
"Ifeltsureyouwouldhavenotrouble——afterIleftyou,"I
answered,withasignificantemphasisofmyown。
Shedidnotreplyand,asIhadnothingfurthertosay,Iwaitedforhertocontinue,ortobreakofftheinterview。Shedidneither,butstood,asifirresolute,lookingdownandstirringwithherfoottheleavesattheedgeofthepath。Suddenlyshelookedup。
"Mr。Paine,"shesaid,"youaremakingithardformetosaywhatI
intended。ButIthinkIshouldsayit,andsoIwill。IbegyourpardonforspeakingasIdidwhenIlastsawyou。Ihadnorighttojudgeorcriticizeyou,nonewhatever。"
"Youdonotneedtoapologize,MissColton。Whatyoutoldmewasprobablytrueenough。"
Theconventionalanswertothiswouldhavebeenahalf—hearteddenialofmystatement。IpresumeIexpectedsomethingofthesort。Butthisgirlwasnotconventional。
"Yes,"shesaid,thoughtfully,"Ithinkitwas。IfIhadnotthoughtsoIshouldnothavesaidit。Butthatmakesnodifference。
YouandIarestrangers,almost,andIhadnorighttospeakasI
did。Iamimpulsive,Iknowit,andIoftendoandsaythingsonimpulsewhichIamsorryforafterward。Ioffendedyou。"
"Ohno,no,"Iputin,hurriedly。Shehadoffendedme,butthisfrankconfessiontouchedmemorethantheoffensehadhurt。Shewasdoingahardthinganddoingithandsomely。
"Yes,Ioffendedyou,"sherepeated,firmly。"Ihaveconsideredthematteragooddealsincethen,anditseemstomethatyouwererighttofeeloffended。YouhadbeenverykindtomeonseveraloccasionsandIhadbeenyour"——withahalfsmile——"yourguestthatday。Ishouldnothavehurtyourfeelings。Willyouacceptmyapology?"
"Why,yes,ofcourse,sinceyouinsist,MissColton。"
"Thankyou。"
Shewasturningtogo;andIcouldnotlethergothus。Althoughshehadapologizedforspeakingherthoughtshehadnotretractedthethoughtitself。Iwasseizedwithadesireforjustificationinhereyes。Iwantedtoexplain;forgettingforthemomentthatexplanationswereimpossible。
"MissColton,"Isaid,impulsively。
"Yes?"
"MayI——mayIsayaword?"
"Certainly,ifyouwish。"
Sheturnedagainandfacedme。
"MissColton,I——I——"Ibegan,andpaused。
"Well?"shesaid,patiently,"Whatisit?"
"MissColton,"Iblunderedon,"youshouldnothaveapologized。
Youwereright。Yourestimateofmewasprettynearlycorrect。I
realizedthatwhenyougaveitandIhavebeenrealizingiteversince。IdeservedwhatIgot——perhaps。ButIshouldnotwishyoutothink——thatis,I——well,Ihadreasons,theyseemedtomereasons,forbeingwhatIwas——whatIam。Idoubtiftheywerealtogethergoodreasons;Iaminclinednowtothinktheywerenot。
ButIhadcometothinkthemgood。Yousee,I——I——"
Istopped,facetofacewiththefactthatIcouldnotgivethosereasonstoheroranyoneelse。Shewaslookingatmeexpectantly,andwith,soitseemedtome,anexpressionofreal,almosteagerinterest。Ifaltered,triedtogoon,andthensurrendered,absolutely,tothehopelessnessofthesituation。
"Itisnouse,"Isaid,"Ican’ttellyouwhatthosereasonswere。"
IturnedasIsaidit。Ididnotcaretoseeherexpressionchange。IknewwhatshemustbethinkingandIhadnodesiretoreadthethoughtinhereyes。Istoodthere,waitingforhertoleaveindisgust。
"Ican’ttellyou,"Irepeated,stubbornly。
"Verywell。"HertonewasascoldlyindifferentasIhadanticipated。"Wasthatallyouwishedtosaytome,Mr。Paine?"
"MissColton,IshouldliketoexplainifIcould。ButIcannot。"
"Praydon’ttroubleyourself。IassureyouIhadnointentionsofaskingforyour——reasons。Goodafternoon。"
Iheardherskirtsbrushtheleavesattheborderofthepath。Shewasgoing;andthecontemptuoussluratmy"reasons"provedthatshedidnotbelievethemexistent。Shebelievedmetobealiar。
"MissColton,"Isaid,sharply;"wait。"
Shekepton。
"Wait,"Isaidagain。"Listentome。"
Sheseemedtohesitateandthenturnedherhead。
"Iamlistening,"shesaid。"Whatisit?"
"Youhavenorighttodisbelieveme。"
"Idisbelieveyou?WhyshouldyouthinkIdisbelieveyou?Iamnotsufficientlyinterestedtobelieveordisbelieve,Iassureyou。"
"Butyoudo。Youjudgeme——"
"_I_judgeyou!Youflatteryourself,Mr。Paine。"
"Butyoudo。Youapologizedjustnowforjudgingmewithoutahearingtheotherday。Youacknowledgedthatyoushouldnothavedoneit。Youaredoingthesamethingnow。"
"Iapologizedforpresumingtoofferadvicetoastranger。Ididnotapologizefortheadviceitself。Ithinkitgood。Idonotcaretoarguethematterfurther。"
"Youarenotaskedtoargue。ButyoursneeratmyreasonsprovesthatyoubelievethatIhavenoneandammerelytryingtojustifymyselfwithtrumpedupandlyingexcuses。Youarewrong,andsinceyoupresumedtojudgemethenyoumustlistentomenow。Ihave——
orhad——reasonsforlivingasIhavedone,forbeingtheidlerandgood—for—nothingyoubelievemetobe。Ican’ttellyouwhattheyare;Icantellnoone。ButIdoaskyoutobelievethatIhavethem,thattheyarereal,andthatmybeingwhatyoutermedambitionlessandacountryloaferisnotmyconditionfromchoice。
Itismyrighttoinsistuponyourbelievingthat。Doyoubelieveit?"
AtlastIhadmadeanimpression。Myearnestnessseemedtohaveshakenhercontemptuousindifference。Shelookedatmesteadily,frowningalittle,butregardingmelessasifIwereaclodandmoreandmoreasifIwerethepuzzleshehadoncedeclaredmetobe。Ididnotshunherlooknow,butmetiteyetoeye。
"Doyoubelieveme?"Idemanded。
Slowlyherfrownwasdisappearing。
"Doyoubelieveme?"Isaid,again。"Youmust。"
"Must?"
"Yes,youmust。Ishallmakeyou。Ifnotnow,atsomeothertime。
Youmustbelieveme,MissColton。"
Thefrowndisappearedaltogetherandshesmiled。
"IfyouordermetoIsupposeImust,"shesaid,withashrugofmockresignation。"Ishouldhavelearnedbythistimethatitisuselesstosaynowhenyousayyes,Mr。Paine。"
"Butdoyou?"
Sheturnedaltogetherandfacedme。
"Iamverygladtobelieveyou,"shesaid,withsimpledirectness。
Istammereda"Thankyou"andwassilent。Idarednottrustmyselftospeakatthemoment。Somehowthesincerityofherwordsmovedmefarmorethantheirtriflingimportwarranted。ShehaddeclaredherbeliefthatIwasnotaliar,thatwasall;andyetIstoodtherefightingdownallsortsofridiculousemotions。Thesituationwasdecidedlystrained,but,asusual,shesavedit。
"Itseemstome,"shesaid,withthetwinklewhichIhadlearnedtorecognizeasaforerunnerofmischiefonherpart,"thatyouareinclinedtomakemountainsoutofmole—hills,Mr。Paine。Wasthereanyneedtobequitesofiercelytragic?And,besides,Ithinkthatevennowyouhavenottoldthewholetruth。"
"Thewholetruth?Why,MissColton,Ihavejustexplainedthat——"
"Oh,notthattruth!Yourmysterious’reasons’arenotmyaffair。
AndIhavetoldyouthatIwaswillingtotakethoseontrust。Butyouhavenotbeenquitetruthfulinanotherparticular。Youintimatedthatyouwereanidler。Ihavebeengiventounderstandthatyouarefarfrombeinganidlerjustnow。"
Iwasrelieved。"Oh,Isee!"Iexclaimed。"Youmean——someonehastoldyouofmyemploymentatthebank。"
"Anumberofpersonshavetoldme。SurelyyoudidnotexpecttokeepTHATasecret——inDenboro?"
"Well,scarcely,"Iadmitted,withalaugh。"ThatwasknownalmostbeforeIwassureofitmyself。YoushouldhaveseenEldredge’sfacewhenIannouncedmyintention。AndLute——Mrs。Rogers’
husband——hasn’tcompletelyrecoveredyet。Thesightofme,actuallytryingtoearnaliving,wastoomuchforhim。Youseewhatamiracleworkeryouare,MissColton。"
"DidyoureallyacceptthepositionsimplybecauseofwhatIsaidtoyou?"
"Yes。Thechancehadbeenofferedmebefore,butitwasyourfranknessthatshockedmeintotakingit。"
"Notreally?Youarejoking。"
"No,I’mnot。Youareresponsible。Areyousorry?"
Heranswerwasaquestion。
"Areyou?"sheasked。
"No。Atfirstitseemedridiculousandstrange,eventomyself;
butnowIlikethework。Itislikeoldtimes。"
"Oldtimes?"
Iwasforgettingmyselfagain;talkingtoomuchwasadangeroustrain——forme。Ilaughed,withpretendedcarelessness。
"Why,yes;Iwasemployedinabankatonetime。IthinkItoldyouthat。Haveyoubeenmotoringmuchoflate,MissColton?"
"Yes。Tellme,please:Youreallylikeyourwork?"
"Yes,Ido。"
"ThenIwillansweryourquestion。Iamnotabitsorry。IamgladIwasimpertinentandintrusive,especiallynowthatIhaveapologizedandyouhaveacceptedtheapology。IamverygladI
toldyouyoushoulddosomethingworthwhile。"
"EvenifitwerenothingmorethantofollowThophNewcomb’sexampleandsellfish。"
"Yes,"laughingly,"eventhat。IWASimpertinent,wasn’tI!I
don’twonderyouwereoffended。"
"Ineededtheimpertinence,Iguess。Butfrankly,MissColton,I
can’tseewhyyoushouldbegladbecauseIhavegonetowork。I
can’tseewhatdifferencemyworkingoridlingcanpossiblymaketoyou。"
"Oh,itdoesn’t,ofcourse——exceptongeneralprinciples。Iamadreadfulidlermyself;butthen,Iamawoman,andidlenessisawoman’sright。"
IthoughtofDorindaandoftheotherhousewivesofDenboroandhowlittleofthatparticular"right"theyenjoyed;whichthoughtbroughtagainandforciblytomymindthedifferencebetweenthisgirl’slifeandtheirs——andMother’s——andmyown。
"Aman,"continuedMissColton,sagely,"shouldnotidle。Heshouldworkandworkhard——sothattherestofusmaybeasgoodfornothingasweplease。Thatisphilosophy,isn’tit?"
"Yes。"
"Youweregoodenoughnottosaywhatsortofphilosophy。Thankyou。Butseriously,Mr。Paine,Iamfondofyourmother——veryfond,consideringourshortacquaintance——andwhenIsawherlyingthere,sopatient,anddeprivedofthelittleluxuriesandconvenienceswhichsheneeds,andwhichalittlemoremoneymightbringtoher,itseemedtome……Gracious!whatalotofnonsenseIamtalking!Whatisthematterwithmethisafternoon?
Dolet’schangethesubject。Haveyousoldyourlandyet,Mr。
Paine?Ofcourseyouhaven’t!Thatismorenonsense,isn’tit。"
Ithinkshehadagainspokenmerelyontheimpulseofthemoment;
doubtlesstherewasnodeliberateintentiononherparttobringmetoarealizationofmyposition,thepositionIoccupiedinherthoughts;butifshehadhadsuchanintentshecouldnothavedoneitmoreeffectively。ShebelievedmetohavebeenneglectingMother,andherinterestinmy"doingsomethingworthwhile"wasinspiredmerelybecauseshewishedMothertobesuppliedwiththose"luxuriesandconveniences"shehadmentioned。Well,myquestionwasanswered;thiswasthedifferencemyworkingoridlingmadetoher。And,foraminuteortwo,Ihadbeenfoolishenoughtofancyherinterested,asafriend,inmysuccessorfailureinlife。I
mighthaveknownbetter。Andyet,becauseofthenoveltyofthething,becauseIhadsofewfriends,Ifeltapangofdisappointment。
ButIresolvedsheshouldnotknowshehaddisappointedme。I
mighthavebeenafool,butIwouldkeepmyfoolishnessasecret。
"No,MissColton,"Isaid,withasmile,"Ihaven’tsoldyet。"
"Fathersaidhesawyouatthebank。Didhesayanythingabouttheland?"
"Hesaidhisofferwasstillopen,thatwasall。"
"Youareresolvednottosell。"
"Tohim?Yes,Iamresolved。Ithinkheknowsit。Itriedtomakeitplain。"
"Yousaytohim。Areyouthinkingofsellingtoanyoneelse?Tothetown?"
"No。Probablynottoanyone。Certainlynottoyourfatherorthetown。"
Shelookedatme,withanoddexpression,andseemedtohesitate。
"Mr。Paine,"shesaid,slowly,"wouldyouresentmygivingyouanotherbitof——advice?"
"Notatall。Whatisitthistime?"
"Why,nothing。Imustnotgiveyouanyadviceatall。Iwon’t。
InsteadI’llgiveyouoneofFather’spetproverbs。Itisn’tanelegantone,butheisveryfondofrepeatingit。’Therearemorewaysofkillingacatthanchokingittodeathwithbutter。’
There!youwilladmititisnotelegant。"
"ButMissColton!Killingacat!Whatintheworld?"
"Youmustn’taskme。Ishouldn’thavesaideventhat。Butremember,itisfather’spetproverb。Imustgo。PleasegivemylovetoyourmotherandtellherIshallcallagainsoon。
Good—by。"
Shewalkedbrisklyawayanddidnotlookback。Iwenthome。I
thoughtagreatdealduringtheeveninganduntillatethatnight。
When,atlast,IdidgotobedIhadnotmademuchprogressintheproblemofthecat,butIdidbelievethattherewasaratinthevicinity。Iwasbeginningtoscentone。IfIwasnotmistakenitcalleditselftheBayShoreDevelopmentCompany。
IsaidnothingtoMotherofthenewproposaltobuyourland,butnextmorningatthebankIwrotealettertothecashierofabankinBoston,oneofourcorrespondents,andwithwhichourlittleinstitutionwasonveryfriendlyterms。IaskedthecashiertomakesomeguardedinquiriesconcerningtheBayShoreCompany,tofindout,ifpossible,whowasbehinditandalsotoinquireconcerningBarclayandKeene,therealestatebrokersofMilkStreet。
ThereplytomyletterreachedmeonFriday。Itwassatisfactory,eminentlyso。Andwhen,onSaturdayafternoon,Mr。Keene,blandandsmilingasever,madehisappearanceatthehouse,Iwasreadyforhim。Istoodonthestepandmadenomovetoinvitehimwithin。"Well,Mr。Paine,"hesaid,cordially,"areyoureadytotalkbusiness?"
"Quiteready,"Ianswered。
Hebeamedwithsatisfaction。
"Good!"heexclaimed。"Thenwhatisyourfigure?"
"Myfigureisanaught,"Ireplied,withemphasis。"YoumaytellyouremployerthatIdonotcaretosellthelandtohim,nomatterwhetherhecallshimselfJamesColtonortheBayShoreDevelopmentCompany。Ohyes;and,ifyoulike,youmayaddthatthisparticularcatdeclinestobechoked。"
Mr。Keeneshowedsignsofchoking,himself,andIshutthedoorandlefthimoutside。Lute,whohadbeenlisteningatthedining—roomwindowandhadheardonlyfragmentsofthebriefinterview,wasinastateofaddedincoherence。
"Well,bytime!"hegasped。"What——whatsortoftalkwasthat?
Chokin’acat!Acat!!Weain’tgotnocat。"
"Haven’twe?"Iobserved。"Why,no,sowehaven’t!PerhapsyouhadbetterexplainthattoMr。Keene,Lute。Itmayhelphimtounderstandthesituation。AndaddthatIsuggesthistellingthepersonwhosenthimherethatsoft—soapisnoimprovementonbutter。"
IthinkLutedidtellhimjustthat,doubtlesswithallsortsofexcusesformyinsanity,forthenextday,Sunday,asIwalkedalongthebeach,abigbodycameploughingdownthesandyslopeandjoinedme。
"Hello!"saidColton。
"Goodmorning,"saidI。
"Howareindependenceandpublicspiritthesedays?"
"Verywell,thankyou。HowareDevelopmentCompaniesdeveloping?"
Heputbackhisheadandlaughed。Hedidnotseemabitchagrinedordiscomfited。Thejokewasonhim,buthecouldenjoyit,nevertheless。InspiteofmyantagonismtowardthismanIcouldnothelpadmiringcertaintraitsofhischaracter。Hewasbig,ineveryway。Littlerepulsesorsetbacksdidnottroublehim。
"Say,"hesaid,"howdidyouknowaboutthatcat?"
"Sawhisfootprints,"Ireplied。"Theywerealloverthescheme。
AndyourfriendKeenepurredtooloud。"
"Idon’tmeanthat。Keenewasafool;thatwasplainenoughforanyonetosee。Ihadtousehim;ifBarclayhadn’tbeensickitmighthavebeendifferent。Buthowdidyoucometosendmethatmessageaboutthebutter?Man,thatisoneofmyfavoritesayings——