Shespoketothehorseandhebegantomove。Itookmycouragebetweenmyteeth,ranaftertheanimalandseizedthebridle。
"Youarenotgoingalone,"Isaid,decidedly。Iwassmiling,butdetermined。
Shelookedatmeinsurprisedindignation。
"Whatdoyoumean?"shesaid。
Imerelysmiled。Herchinliftedandherbrowsdrewtogether。I
recognizedthatlook;Ihadseenitbefore,onthatafternoonwhenIannouncedmyintentionofcarryingherfromthedingytotheskiff。
"Willyoubegoodenoughtoletgoofmyrein?"sheasked。Everywordwasasortofverbalicicle。Ifeltthechillandmysmilewasratherforced;butIheldthebridle。
"No,"Isaid,serenelyasIcould。Foraminute——Isupposeitwasnotlongerthanthat,itseemedanhourtome——weremainedaswewere。Thenherlipsbegantocurlupwardatthecorners,and,tomysurprise,sheburstoutlaughing。
"Really,Mr。Paine,"shesaid,"youarethemostimpossiblepersonIevermet。Doyoualwaysorderpeopleaboutthisway?IfeelasifIwereaboutfiveyearsoldandyouweremynurse。Arewetostandheretherestoftheafternoon?"
"Yes;unlessyoupermitmetogowithyouandshowyoutheway。"
"ButIcan’t。I’mnotgoingtospoilyourpicnic。Iknowyouwantyourlunch。Youmust。Or,ifyoudon’t,Iwantmine。"
"Ifyougoalone,thereareninechancesintenthatyouwillnotgethomeintimefordinner,tosaynothingoflunch。"
Shelookedatmeoddly,Ithought,andstartedtospeak。Whateveritwasshewasgoingtosaysheevidentlythoughtbetterofit,forsheremainedsilent。
ThenIhadanewidea。WhetherornotitwasherlookwhichinspireditIdonotknow。Ithinkitmusthavebeen;Ineverwouldhavedaredsuchathingwithoutinspiration。
"MissColton,"Isaid,hesitatingly,"ifyoureallyarenot——ifyouaresureyourpeoplewillnotworryaboutyou——I——Ishouldbegladtosharemylunchwithyou。Thenwecouldgohometogetherafterward。"
Shedidnotlookatmenow。Insteadsheturnedherhead。
"Are——areyousurethereisenoughfortwo?"sheasked,inacuriouslychokedtone。
BywayofanswerIledthehorsetothebushes,drewthelunchbasketfromtheshade,andthrewbackthecover。Dorinda’spicniclunchesweretriumphsandshehadneverputupamoretemptingone。
MissColtonlookeddownintothebasket。
"Oh!"sheexclaimed。
"Thereappearstobeenough,doesn’tthere?"Iobserved,drily。
"But——butIcouldn’tthinkof……AreyousureIwon’tbe……
Thankyou。Yes,I’llstay。"
BeforeIcouldoffermyhandtohelpherfromthesaddleshesprangtotheground。Hereyesweresparkling。
"Mr。Paine,"shesaid,inaburstofconfidence,"itisshamelesstotellyouso,Iknow,butIwasdreadfullyafraidyouweren’tgoingtoaskme。IamabsolutelySTARVED。"
CHAPTERXII
"Andnow,"continuedMissColton,afteranintervalduringwhich,Ipresume,shehadbeenwaitingforsomereplytoherfrankdeclarationconcerningmindandappetite,"whatmustIdotohelp?
ShallIunpackthebasket?"
Iwasstruggling,aswesayinDenboro,togettheshipundercontrol。IhadbeentakenabacksosuddenlythatIhadloststeerageway。Myslightexperiencewiththevagariesofthefemininemindhadnotpreparedmeforthelightningchangesofthiskind。Nottwominutesbeforeshehad,ifonemightjudgebyherlookandtone,beendeeplyoffended,almostinsulted,becauseI
refusedtopermitherwanderingoffaloneintothewoods。Myinvitationtolunchhadbeengivenonthespurofthemomentandwithnoideathatitwouldbeaccepted。Andshenotonlyaccepted,buthadexpectedmetoinviteher,hadbeenfearfulthatImightnotdoso。Shetoldmeso,herself。
"ShallIunpackthebasket?"sherepeated。Shewaslookingatmeintentlyandthetoeofherridingbootwaspattingtheleaves。
"Whatisthematter?AreyousorryIamgoingtostay?"
Itwashightimeformetogetunderway。Thereweresquallsonthehorizon。
"Oh,no,no!"Iexclaimed,hastily。"Ofcoursenot。Iamdelighted。Butyouneednottroubletohelp。JustletmeattendtoyourhorseandIwillhavelunchreadyinajiffy。"
IledDonovertothelittlegreenbeltofmeadowbetweenthetreesandthesandofthebeach,unbuckledthereinsandmadehimfasttoastoutbirch。Hebenthisheadandbegantopullbigmouthfulsoftherichgrass。He,too,wasevidentlygladtoacceptmyinvitation。
WhenIreturnedtomycampinggroundIfoundthebasketunpackedandtheyoungladyarrangingtheeatables。
"Youshouldn’thavedonethat,"Isaid。"Iamthehosthere。"
Shedidnotlookup。"Don’tbotherthetablemaid,"sheobserved,briskly。"Thatfireisnotkindledyet。"
Ilitthefireand,goingovertothebushes,selectedtwoofthefish,abassandapickerel。Icarriedthemdowntotheshoreofthepondandbegancleaningthem,usingmyjacknifeandaflatstone。Iwasnearingtheendoftheoperationwhenshecameovertowatch。
"Whyareyoudoingthat?"sheasked。"Youarenotgoingtocookthem——now——areyou?"
"Iamgoingtotry,"Ireplied。
"Buthow?Youhaven’tanythingtocookthemin。"
"Idon’tneedit。Youdon’tappreciatetheconveniencesofthishotel,MissColton。There!nowwe’reready。"
Irose,washedmyhandsinthepond,andpickeduptwootherflatstones,largeones,whichIhadpreviouslyputaside。TheseI
carriedtothefireand,rakingasidetheburninglogswithastick,laidthestonesinabedofhotcoals。
"Thoseareourfryingpans,"Iinformedher。"Whentheyarehotenoughtheywillcookthefish。Atleast,Ihopetheywill。Nowforthecoffee。"
Butshewavedmeaside。"Thecoffeeismyaffair,"shesaid。"I
insistuponmakingthecoffee。Oh,youneednotlookatmelikethat。Iamnotaltogetheruseless。IstudiedDomesticScience——alittle——inmyprepschoolcourse。AsmuchasIstudiedanythingelse,"laughingly。
"But——"
"Mr。Paine,Iamnotonhorsebacknowandyoucan’tholdmybridleasyoudidDon’s。Ifyouwillfillthecoffeepotandputitontoboil。Thankyou。Iamgladtoseethatevenyouobeyorders,sometimes。"
Ihadcookedfishinout—of—doorfashionoftenbefore,butIamquitesureInevertooksuchpainsasIdidwiththese。Theywerenotculinarytriumphs,evenatthat,butmyguestwaskindenoughtopronouncethemdelicious。Thelunchbasketcontainedtwoplates,butonlyoneknifeandfork。TheseIinsisteduponherusingandIgotonverywellwithsharpenedsticksandaspoon。
Thecoffeewas——well,ithadonequalification,strength。
Weconversedbutlittleduringthemeal。TheyoungladysaidshewastoohungrytotalkandIwassoconfoundedwiththestrangenessofthewholeaffairthatIwasgladtobesilent。Sittingoppositeme,eatingDorinda’sdoughnutsandapplepuffsandthefishthatI——_I_hadcooked,was"BigJim"Colton’sdaughter,theautomobilegirl,theheiress,the"incarnationofsnobbery,"theyoungladywhosefatherIhadbiddengotothedevilandtowhom,incompanywiththerestofthefamily,Ihadmanytimesmentallyextendedthesameinvitation。Andnowwewerepicnicingtogetherasifwewerefriendsoflongstanding。Why,NellieDeancouldnotappearmoreunpretentiousandunconsciousofsocialdifferencesthanthisgirlto—day!Whatwouldherparentssayiftheysawuslikethis?WhatwouldCaptainJed,andtherestofthoseinrebellionagainsttheEmperorofNewYork,say?ThatIwasatraitor,handandglovewiththeenemy。Well,Iwasnot;andIdidnotintendtobe。Butforherto——
Sheinterruptedmymeditations。
"Mr。Paine,"sheobserved,suddenly,"youwillexcusemymentioningit,butyouaredistinctlynotentertaining。Youhavenotspokenawordforfiveminutes。Andyouarenotattendingtomyneeds。Theapplepuffsareonyoursideofthe——table。"
Ihastenedtopassthepapercontainingthepuffs。
"Ibegyourpardon,"Isaid,hurriedly。"I——Iwasdaydreaming,I
guess。"
"SoIimagined。Iforgiveyou;thislunchwouldtemptmetoforgivegreatersinsthanyours。Didthatdelightfuloldhousekeeperofyourscookallthesenicethings?"
"Shedid。SoyouthinkDorindadelightful,doyou?"
"Yes。Sheissosincereandgood—hearted。Andsooddandbrightandfunny。Icouldlistentoherforhours。"
"Humph!Well,ifyouwereamemberofherhouseholdyouwouldhavethatprivilegeoften。Idoubtifherhusbandconsidersitsuchaprivilege。"
"Herhusband?Oh,yes!Imethim。Heisacharacter,too,isn’the?"
"Yes;aweakone。"
Sheputdownhercoffeecupandsighed,contentedly。
"IthinkInevertastedanythingsogoodasthislunch,"sheobserved。"AndI’mquitesureIneveratesomuchatonesitting。
Iamgoingtohelpyouclearaway,butpleasedon’taskmetodoitjustnow。Haveyoufinished?Youmaysmoke,ifyoulike。"
IhadbeenlongingforasmokeandnowIfilledmypipeandlightedit。
"Nowwecantalk,can’twe?"shesaid。"Iwantyoutotellmeaboutyourmother。Howisshe?"
"Justasshewaswhenyousawher,"Ianswered。"Motherisalwaysthesame。"
"Sheisadear。IhadheardsomanynicethingsaboutherandI
wasnotdisappointed。IintendedtomakeonlyashortcallandI
stayedandstayed。IhopeIdidnottireher。"
"Notatall。Motherenjoyedyourcallexceedingly。"
"Didshe?Iamsoglad。Ireallyam。Iwenttoyourhousewithagooddealofmisgiving,Mr。Paine。Ifearedthatmycomingmightbeconsideredanintrusion。"
"Itoldyouthatitwouldnot。"
"Iknow。But,underthecircumstances——Father’sdisagreementwith——
consideringallthe——the——Oh,whatshallIcallit?"
"Thelateunpleasantness,"Isuggested。
Againcamethetwinkleinhereye。Shenodded。
"Thankyou,"shesaid。"Thatisaquotation,butitwascleverofyoutothinkofit。Yes,consideringthelateunpleasantness,I
wasafraidmyvisitmightbemisunderstood。Iwasfearfulthatyourmotheror——someone——mightthinkIcametherewithanulteriormotive,somethingconnectedwiththattroublesomeLanedispute。Ofcoursenoonedidthinksuchathing?"
Sheaskedthequestionquicklyandwithintenseseriousness。I
rememberedLute’shintandmyownsecretsuspicions,butIansweredpromptly。
"Ofcoursenot,"Isaid。
"Youdidnotthinkthat,didyou?"
"No,"unblushingly。
"IcamebecausefromwhatIhadheardofyourmotherIwassureshemustbeawonderfulwoman。Iwantedtomeether。AndsheIS
wonderful;andsopatientandsweetandgood。Ifellinlovewithher。Everyonemustloveher。Youshouldbeproudofyourmother,Mr。Paine。"
"Iam,"Ianswered,simply。
"Youhavereason。Andsheisveryproudofyou。"
"Withoutthereason,I’mafraid。"
Shedidnotspeak。Hersilencehurt。IfeltthatIknewwhatshewasthinkingandIdeterminedtomakehersayit。
"Withoutthereason,"Irepeated。
"Ididnotsaythat。"
"Butyouthoughtit。"
Mystubbornpersistencewasamistake。Again,asatourmeetinginthegrove,Ihadgonetoofar。Heranswerwasascompletelyindifferentasspeechandtonecouldbe。
"Indeed?"shesaid,coldly。"ItisbarelypossiblethatIdidnotthinkaboutitatall……Now,Mr。Paine,ifyouarereadyshallweclearaway?"
Theclearing,mostofit,wasdonesilently。Iwashedtheplates,thecoffeepotandotherthings,inthepondandshepackedtheminthebasket。AsIreturnedwiththeknifeandforksIfoundherlookingatthecoffeepotandsmiling。
"Whatisthematter?"Iasked,sulkily。IwasprovokedwithmyselfforforgettingwhoandwhatIwas,andwithherformakingmeforget。"Isn’titclean?"
"Why,yes,"sheanswered,"surprisinglyso。DidtheyteachDomesticScienceatyourcollege,too?"
Istarted。"MYcollege!"Irepeated。"HowdidyouknowIhadbeenatcollege?DidMothertellyou?"
Shelaughedgleefully。
"DidMothertellyou?"Idemanded。"Ifshedid——"
"Well,whatifshedid?However,shedidnot。Butyouhavetoldmenow。Harvard,wasit?orYale?"
Itossedtheknifeandforkintothebasketandturnedaway。
"Princeton,perhaps,"suggestedMissColton。
Iwalkedoverandbegantounjointmyrod。Iwasafooltobetrappedlikethis。NooneinDenboroexceptMotherandGeorgeTaylorknewofmybriefcollegecareer,andnowIhad,practically,toldthisgirlofit。Shemight——ifsheweresufficientlyinterestedtoremember,whichwasfortunatelynotprobable——tellherfatherandhemightaskotherquestionsconcerningmyhistory。
Wherewouldthosequestionslead?
IwasangrilytuggingattherodwhenIheardherstepbehindme。
Ididnotturn。
"Ibegyourpardon,"shesaid。
Ipretendednottohear。
"Ibegyourpardon,Mr。Paine,"shesaidagain。
"It’sallright,"Imuttered。"Noapologiesarenecessary。"
Isaiditlikeasullenschoolboy。Therewasanothermomentofsilence。ThenIheardhermoveaway。Ilookedovermyshoulder。
ShewaswalkingtowardthemeadowwhereDon,thehorse,waspicketed。Therewasoffendeddignityineverylineofherfigure。
ForamomentIfoughtwithmyprideandinjuredself—respect。ThenIhurriedafterher。
"MissColton,"Isaid。
"Well?"sheneitherturnednorstopped。
"MissColton,Ishouldnothaveansweredlikethat。Iwasrude。"
Shestopped。"Youwere,"shesaid。
"Iknowit。Iamsorry。Iapologize。"
"Noapologiesarenecessary。"
Herewastitfortat。Ididnotknowwhatmoretosay,soIsaidnothing。
"DoIunderstandthatyouaskmypardon?"sheinquired,stillwithoutturning。
"Ido。Ifyouwillpermitme,Iwillexplain。I——"
Shewhirledaboutandfacedme。Tomyastonishmentshewassmilingoncemore。
"Ofcourseyouwon’texplain,"shedeclared。"Ihadnorighttoaskyouaboutyourcollege。ButIcouldn’thelpguessing。ItoldyouthatIlikedpuzzles。We’llsaynomoreaboutit。IhaveenjoyedthispicnicandIwon’thaveitspoiled。Nowwhyareyoutakingyourrodapart?"
"BecauseIknowyouwanttogohomeandIamgoingwithyoutoshowyoutheway。"
"ButIdon’thavetogoyet,doI?Itisnotlate。AndIthoughtperhapsyouwouldletmeseeyoucatchanotherbass。Won’tyou?
Please。"
Oncemoreshehadmeatadisadvantage。Ihadnodesireformorefishing,andIwasfearfuloffurtherquestions,butwhatcouldI
do?Anditwasnotlate——butalittlepasttwoo’clock。
SoIriggedtherodagainandledthewaydowntheshoretothespotwherethesedgeextendedoutintothepond,withthelilypadsbeyondit。Shewalkedbesideme。ThensheseatedherselfonafallentreeandIbaitedthehookwithalivelyminnowandcast。
ForsometimeIgotnotevenanibble。AsIwaitedsheandI
talked。ButnowitwasIwhoquestioned。
"DoyoulikeDenboro?"Iasked。
"Iambeginningtolikeitverymuch。AtfirstIthoughtitverydull,butnowIamgettingacquainted。"
"Therearefewcottagersandsummerpeoplehere。ButinHarnissthereisalargecolony。Verynicepeople,Ibelieve。"
"Yes,Ihavemetsomeofthem。ButitwasnotthesummerpeopleI
meant。Iambeginningtoknowthetownspeopleandtolikesomeofthem。ImetthatdelightfuloldCaptainWarrentheotherday。"
"Heisasgoodastheymake。"
"Indeedheis。AndIhadaninterviewwithanothercaptain,MissDean’sfather,yesterday。Wehadaninterestingencounter。"
"SoIshouldimagine。CaptainJed!Whew!ItMUSThavebeeninteresting。"
"Itwas。Oh,wewereveryfierceatfirst——atleasthewas,andI
foughtformysideashardasIcould。HesaidFatherwasaselfishpigforwantingtoclosetheLane,andIsaiditwasbecauseofitsusebythepigsthathewishedtocloseit。"
"Ha!ha!Howdiditend?"
"Oh,weagreedtodisagree。IrespectCaptainDeanforhisfight;
butFatherwillwin,ofcourse。Healwaysdoes。"
"Hewon’twinthistime,MissColton。"
"Whynot?Oh,IactuallyforgotIwastalkingtotheheadandfrontoftheopposition。Soyouthinkhewillnotwin,Mr。Paine?"
"Iamsureofit。HecannotclosethatLaneuntilIsellit,andI
shallnotsell。"
Sheregardedmethoughtfully,herchinuponherhand。
"Itwouldbeoddifheshouldnot,afterall,"shesaid。"Heprideshimselfonhavinghisownway。Itwouldbestrangeifheshouldbebeatendownhere,afterwinningsoofteninNewYork。
Yourmothertoldmesomethingofyourfeelinginthematter,Mr。
Paine。Fatherhasofferedyouagoodpricefortheland,hasn’the?"
"Hehasofferedmeadozentimeswhatitisworth。"
"Yes。Hedoesnotcountmoneywhenhehassethisheartuponanything。Andyourefused?"
"Yes。"
"ButNellieDeansaysthetownalsowishedtobuyandyourefuseditsoffer,too。"
"Yes。"
"Youdon’tseemtocareformoney,either,Mr。Paine。AreallCapeCodpeoplesounmercenary?Orisitthatyouallhavemoneyenough——……Pardonme。Thatwasimpolite。Ispokewithoutthinking。"
"Oh,nevermind。Iamnotsensitive——onthatpoint,atleast。"
"ButIdomind。AndIamsorryIsaidit。AndIshouldliketounderstand。IseewhythetownspeopledonotwanttheLaneclosed。
Butyouhavenotlivedherealways。Onlyafewyears,soMissDeansays。Shesaid,too,thatthatMr。Taylor,thecashier,wasalmosttheonlyintimatefriendyouhavemadesinceyoucame。Otherswouldliketobefriendly,butyouwillnotpermitthemtobe。
And,yetforthesepeople,mereacquaintances,youaresacrificingwhatFatherwouldcallaprofitabledeal。"
"Notaltogetherforthem。Ican’texplainmyfeelingexactly。I
knowonlythattosellthemoutandmakemoney——andheavenknowsI
needmoney——attheirexpenseseemstomedeadwrong。"
"Thenwhydon’tyouselltoTHEM?"
"Idon’tknow。Unlessitwasbecausetorefuseyourfather’sofferandacceptaloweroneseemedameantrick,too。AndIwon’tbebulliedintosellingtoanyone。Iguessthatisit,asmuchasanything。"
"My!howstubbornyoumustbe。"
"Idon’tknowwhyIhavepreachedthissermontoyou,MissColton。
yoursympathiesinthefightarewithyourfather,naturally。"
"Oh,no,theyarenot。"
Ialmostdroppedtherod。
"Not——with——"Irepeated。
"Notaltogether。Theyarewithyou,justatpresent。Ifyouhadsold——ifyouhadgivenintoFather,feelingasyoudo,Ishouldnothaveanysympathywithyouatall。Asitis——"
"Asitis?"Iaskedeagerly——tooeagerly。Ishouldhavedonebettertopretendindifference。
"Asitis,"sheanswered,lightly,"IrespectyouasIwouldanysincerefighterforalosingcause。AndIshallprobablyfeelsomesympathyforyouafterthecauseislost。Excusemybreakinginonyoursermon,provideditisnotfinished,but——Ithinkyouhaveabite,Mr。Paine。"
Ihad,verymuchofabite。Theminnowonmyhookhadbeenforgottenandallowedtosinktothebottom,andabigpouthadswallowedit,alongwiththehookandasectionofline。Idraggedthecreatureoutofthewaterandperformedasurgicaloperation,resultingintherecoveryofmytackle。
"There!"Iexclaimed,indisgust。"IthinkIhavehadenoughfishingforoneday。Supposewecallitoff。Unlessyouwouldliketotry,MissColton。"
Imadetheofferbywayofajoke。Sheaccepteditinstantly。
"MayI?"shecried,eagerly。"IhavebeendyingtoeversinceI
came。
"But——butyouwillgetwet。"
"Nomatter。Thisisanoldsuit。"
Itdidnotlookoldtomycountrifiedeyes,butIprotestednomore。Therewasarockalittlebelowwherewethenwere,oneofthetypicalglacialbouldersoftheCape——lyingjustattheedgeofthewaterandprojectingoutintoit。Ihelpedherupontothisrockandbaitedherhookwithshrimp。
"ShallIcastforyou?"Iasked。
"Noindeed。Icandoit,thankyou。"
Shedid,anddiditwell。Moreover,thelinehadscarcelystraightenedoutinthewaterwhenitwassavagelyjerked,thepolebentintoahalf—circle,andoutofthefoamingeddybeneathitstipleapedthebiggestbassIhadseenthatday,orinthatpondonanyday。
"ByGeorge!"Iexclaimed。"Canyouhandlehim?ShallI——"
Shedidnotlookatme,butIreceivedmyorders,nevertheless。
"Pleasedon’t!Keepaway!"shesaidsharply。
Fornearlyfifteenminutesshefoughtthatfish,inandoutamongthepads,keepingthelinetight,handlinghimatleastaswellasIcouldhavedone。Iranforthelandingnetand,asshebroughthercaptiveupbesidetherock,reachedforwardtouseit。Butshestoppedme。
"No,"shesaid,breathlessly,"Iwanttodothisallmyself。"
Ittookherseveralmoreminutestodoit,andshewasprettywellsplashed,whenatlast,withtheheavynetdraggingfromonehandandtherodintheother,shesprangdownfromtherock。Togetherwebentoverthefish。
"Afour—pounder,ifheisanounce,"saidI。"Icongratulateyou,MissColton。"
"Poorthing,"shemused。"Iamalmostsorryhedidnotgetaway。
HeISabeauty,isn’the!NowIamreadytogohome。"
Thatjourneyhomewasastrangeexperiencetome。SherodeDonandborethelunchbasketandthenetbeforeheronthesaddle。I
walkedalongside,carryingtherod,boots,andthefishintheotherwiseemptybaitpail。Thesunshine,streamingthroughtheleavesofthearchingboughsoverhead,dappledthenarrow,overgrownpathswithshiftingblotchesoflightandshadow。Arounduswasthedeep,livinggreenofthewoods,thesongsofbirds,thechatterofredsquirrels,andthescentofwildhoneysuckle。Andaswemovedonwardwetalked——thatis,shedidmostofthetalkingandIlistened。YetImusthavetalkedmorethanIknew,becauseI
rememberexpressingopinionsconcerningbooksandoperasandpictures,subjectsIhadnotdiscussedforyearsexceptoccasionallywithMother,andthenonlybecauseshewasstillinterestedinthem。
Iseemed,somehow,tohavebecomeadifferent,ayoungerman,undertheinfluenceofthesefewhourswiththegirlIhadprofessedtohatesocordially。Ourcompanionship——perfectlymeaninglessasitwas,themerecapriceofanidledayonherpart——hadrejuvenatedme。DuringthathomewardwalkIforgotmyselfentirely,forgotthatIwasRosPaine,thecountryloafer;forgot,too,thatshewastheonlychildofthecitymillionaire,thatwehad,orcouldhave,nothingincommon。She,also,seemedtoforget,andwechattedtogetherasunconsciouslyandeasilyasifwehadknowneachotherallourlives。