"Youmighthaveaskedhimtocomein,Ithink,Tamsie。
Hehasbeenverykindtoyoufirstandlast。"
"Iwillnow,"shesaid;and,actingontheimpulse,wentthroughthewickettowhereVennstoodundertheMaypole。
"ItisMr。Venn,Ithink?"sheinquired。
Vennstartedasifhehadnotseenher——artfulmanthathewas——andsaid,"Yes。"
"Willyoucomein?"
"IamafraidthatI——"
"Ihaveseenyoudancingthisevening,andyouhadtheverybestofthegirlsforyourpartners。Isitthatyouwon’tcomeinbecauseyouwishtostandhere,andthinkoverthepasthoursofenjoyment?"
"Well,that’spartlyit,"saidMr。Venn,withostentatioussentiment。"ButthemainreasonwhyIambidingherelikethisisthatIwanttowaittillthemoonrises。"
"ToseehowprettytheMaypolelooksinthemoonlight?"
"No。Tolookforaglovethatwasdroppedbyoneofthemaidens。"
Thomasinwasspeechlesswithsurprise。Thatamanwhohadtowalksomefourorfivemilestohishomeshouldwaithereforsuchareasonpointedtoonlyoneconclusion——themanmustbeamazinglyinterestedinthatglove’sowner。
"Wereyoudancingwithher,Diggory?"sheasked,inavoicewhichrevealedthathehadmadehimselfconsiderablymoreinterestingtoherbythisdisclosure。
"No,"hesighed。
"Andyouwillnotcomein,then?"
"Nottonight,thankyou,ma’am。"
"ShallIlendyoualanterntolookfortheyoungperson’sglove,Mr。Venn?"
"Ono;itisnotnecessary,Mrs。Wildeve,thankyou。
Themoonwillriseinafewminutes。"
Thomasinwentbacktotheporch。"Ishecomingin?"
saidClym,whohadbeenwaitingwhereshehadlefthim。
"Hewouldrathernottonight,"shesaid,andthenpassedbyhimintothehouse;whereuponClymtooretiredtohisownrooms。
WhenClymwasgoneThomasincreptupstairsinthedark,and,justlisteningbythecot,toassureherselfthatthechildwasasleep,shewenttothewindow,gentlyliftedthecornerofthewhitecurtain,andlookedout。Vennwasstillthere。
Shewatchedthegrowthofthefaintradianceappearingintheskybytheeasternhill,tillpresentlytheedgeofthemoonburstupwardsandfloodedthevalleywithlight。
Diggory’sformwasnowdistinctonthegreen;hewasmovingaboutinabowedattitude,evidentlyscanningthegrassforthepreciousmissingarticle,walkinginzigzagsrightandlefttillheshouldhavepassedovereveryfootoftheground。
"Howveryridiculous!"Thomasinmurmuredtoherself,inatonewhichwasintendedtobesatirical。"Tothinkthatamanshouldbesosillyastogomooningaboutlikethatforagirl’sglove!Arespectabledairyman,too,andamanofmoneyasheisnow。Whatapity!"
AtlastVennappearedtofindit;whereuponhestoodupandraisedittohislips。Thenplacingitinhisbreastpocket——thenearestreceptacletoaman’sheartpermittedbymodernraiment——heascendedthevalleyinamathematicallydirectlinetowardshisdistanthomeinthemeadows。
2—ThomasinWalksinaGreenPlacebytheRomanRoadClymsawlittleofThomasinforseveraldaysafterthis;
andwhentheymetshewasmoresilentthanusual。Atlengthheaskedherwhatshewasthinkingofsointently。
"Iamthoroughlyperplexed,"shesaidcandidly。
"IcannotformylifethinkwhoitisthatDiggoryVennissomuchinlovewith。NoneofthegirlsattheMaypoleweregoodenoughforhim,andyetshemusthavebeenthere。"
ClymtriedtoimagineVenn’schoiceforamoment;
butceasingtobeinterestedinthequestionhewentonagainwithhisgardening。
Noclearingupofthemysterywasgrantedherforsometime。
ButoneafternoonThomasinwasupstairsgettingreadyforawalk,whenshehadoccasiontocometothelandingandcall"Rachel。"Rachelwasagirlaboutthirteen,whocarriedthebabyoutforairings;andshecameupstairsatthecall。
"Haveyouseenoneofmylastnewglovesaboutthehouse,Rachel?"inquiredThomasin。"Itisthefellowtothisone。"
Racheldidnotreply。
"Whydon’tyouanswer?"saidhermistress。
"Ithinkitislost,ma’am。"
"Lost?Wholostit?Ihaveneverwornthembutonce。"
Rachelappearedasonedreadfullytroubled,andatlastbegantocry。"Please,ma’am,onthedayoftheMaypoleIhadnonetowear,andIseedyoursonthetable,andIthoughtIwouldborrow’em。Ididnotmeantohurt’ematall,butoneofthemgotlost。
Somebodygavemesomemoneytobuyanotherpairforyou,butIhavenotbeenabletogoanywheretoget’em。"
"Who’ssomebody?"
"Mr。Venn。"
"Didheknowitwasmyglove?"
"Yes。Itoldhim。"
Thomasinwassosurprisedbytheexplanationthatshequiteforgottolecturethegirl,whoglidedsilentlyaway。
Thomasindidnotmovefurtherthantoturnhereyesuponthegrass—platwheretheMaypolehadstood。
Sheremainedthinking,thensaidtoherselfthatshewouldnotgooutthatafternoon,butwouldworkhardatthebaby’sunfinishedlovelyplaidfrock,cutonthecrossinthenewestfashion。Howshemanagedtoworkhard,andyetdonomorethanshehaddoneattheendoftwohours,wouldhavebeenamysterytoanyonenotawarethattherecentincidentwasofakindlikelytodivertherindustryfromamanualtoamentalchannel。
Nextdayshewentherwaysasusual,andcontinuedhercustomofwalkingintheheathwithnoothercompanionthanlittleEustacia,nowoftheagewhenitisamatterofdoubtwithsuchcharacterswhethertheyareintendedtowalkthroughtheworldontheirhandsorontheirfeet;
sothattheygetintopainfulcomplicationsbytryingboth。
ItwasverypleasanttoThomasin,whenshehadcarriedthechildtosomelonelyplace,togiveheralittleprivatepracticeonthegreenturfandshepherd’s—thyme,whichformedasoftmattofallheadlonguponthemwhenequilibriumwaslost。
Once,whenengagedinthissystemoftraining,andstoopingtoremovebitsofstick,fern—stalks,andothersuchfragmentsfromthechild’spath,thatthejourneymightnotbebroughttoanuntimelyendbysomeinsuperablebarrieraquarterofaninchhigh,shewasalarmedbydiscoveringthatamanonhorsebackwasalmostclosebesideher,thesoftnaturalcarpethavingmuffledthehorse’stread。
Therider,whowasVenn,wavedhishatintheairandbowedgallantly。
"Diggory,givememyglove,"saidThomasin,whosemanneritwasunderanycircumstancestoplungeintothemidstofasubjectwhichengrossedher。
Vennimmediatelydismounted,puthishandinhisbreastpocket,andhandedtheglove。
"Thankyou。Itwasverygoodofyoutotakecareofit。"
"Itisverygoodofyoutosayso。"
"Ono。Iwasquitegladtofindyouhadit。EverybodygetssoindifferentthatIwassurprisedtoknowyouthoughtofme。"
"IfyouhadrememberedwhatIwasonceyouwouldn’thavebeensurprised。"
"Ah,no,"shesaidquickly。"Butmenofyourcharacteraremostlysoindependent。"
"Whatismycharacter?"heasked。
"Idon’texactlyknow,"saidThomasinsimply,"exceptitistocoverupyourfeelingsunderapracticalmanner,andonlytoshowthemwhenyouarealone。"
"Ah,howdoyouknowthat?"saidVennstrategically。
"Because,"saidshe,stoppingtoputthelittlegirl,whohadmanagedtogetherselfupsidedown,rightendupagain,"becauseIdo。"
"Youmustn’tjudgebyfolksingeneral,"saidVenn。
"StillIdon’tknowmuchwhatfeelingsarenowadays。
Ihavegotsomixedupwithbusinessofonesortandt’otherthatmysoftsentimentsaregoneoffinvapourlike。
Yes,Iamgivenupbodyandsoultothemakingofmoney。
Moneyisallmydream。"
"ODiggory,howwicked!"saidThomasinreproachfully,andlookingathiminexactbalancebetweentakinghiswordsseriouslyandjudgingthemassaidtoteaseher。
"Yes,’tisratherarumcourse,"saidVenn,intheblandtoneofonecomfortablyresignedtosinshecouldnolongerovercome。
"You,whousedtobesonice!"
"Well,that’sanargumentIratherlike,becausewhatamanhasoncebeenhemaybeagain。"Thomasinblushed。
"Exceptthatitisratherhardernow,"Venncontinued。
"Why?"sheasked。
"Becauseyoubericherthanyouwereatthattime。"
"Ono——notmuch。Ihavemadeitnearlyallovertothebaby,asitwasmydutytodo,exceptjustenoughtoliveon。"
"Iamrathergladofthat,"saidVennsoftly,andregardingherfromthecornerofhiseye,"foritmakesiteasierforustobefriendly。"
Thomasinblushedagain,and,whenafewmorewordshadbeensaidofanotunpleasingkind,Vennmountedhishorseandrodeon。
ThisconversationhadpassedinahollowoftheheathneartheoldRomanroad,aplacemuchfrequentedbyThomasin。
AnditmighthavebeenobservedthatshedidnotinfuturewalkthatwaylessoftenfromhavingmetVenntherenow。
WhetherornotVennabstainedfromridingthitherbecausehehadmetThomasininthesameplacemighteasilyhavebeenguessedfromherproceedingsabouttwomonthslaterinthesameyear。
3—TheSeriousDiscourseofClymwithHisCousinThroughoutthisperiodYeobrighthadmoreorlessponderedonhisdutytohiscousinThomasin。Hecouldnothelpfeelingthatitwouldbeapitifulwasteofsweetmaterialifthetender—naturedthingshouldbedoomedfromthisearlystageofherlifeonwardstodribbleawayherwinsomequalitiesonlonelygorseandfern。
Buthefeltthisasaneconomistmerely,andnotasalover。
HispassionforEustaciahadbeenasortofconserveofhiswholelife,andhehadnothingmoreofthatsupremequalitylefttobestow。SofartheobviousthingwasnottoentertainanyideaofmarriagewithThomasin,eventoobligeher。
Butthiswasnotall。Yearsagotherehadbeeninhismother’smindagreatfancyaboutThomasinandhimself。
Ithadnotpositivelyamountedtoadesire,butithadalwaysbeenafavouritedream。Thattheyshouldbemanandwifeingoodtime,ifthehappinessofneitherwereendangeredthereby,wasthefancyinquestion。
Sothatwhatcoursesaveonewastherenowleftforanysonwhoreverencedhismother’smemoryasYeobrightdid?Itisanunfortunatefactthatanyparticularwhimofparents,whichmighthavebeendispersedbyhalfanhour’sconversationduringtheirlives,becomessublimatedbytheirdeathsintoafiatthemostabsolute,withsuchresultstoconscientiouschildrenasthoseparents,hadtheylived,wouldhavebeenthefirsttodecry。
HadonlyYeobright’sownfuturebeeninvolvedhewouldhaveproposedtoThomasinwithareadyheart。Hehadnothingtolosebycarryingoutadeadmother’shope。
ButhedreadedtocontemplateThomasinweddedtothemerecorpseofaloverthathenowfelthimselftobe。
Hehadbutthreeactivitiesaliveinhim。Onewashisalmostdailywalktothelittlegraveyardwhereinhismotherlay,another,hisjustasfrequentvisitsbynighttothemoredistantenclosurewhichnumberedhisEustaciaamongitsdead;thethirdwasself—preparationforavocationwhichaloneseemedlikelytosatisfyhiscravings——thatofanitinerantpreacheroftheeleventhcommandment。
ItwasdifficulttobelievethatThomasinwouldbecheeredbyahusbandwithsuchtendenciesasthese。
Yetheresolvedtoaskher,andletherdecideforherself。
Itwasevenwithapleasantsenseofdoinghisdutythathewentdownstairstoheroneeveningforthispurpose,whenthesunwasprintingonthevalleythesamelongshadowofthehousetopthathehadseenlyingtheretimesoutofnumberwhilehismotherlived。
Thomasinwasnotinherroom,andhefoundherinthefrontgarden。"Ihavelongbeenwanting,Thomasin,"
hebegan,"tosaysomethingaboutamatterthatconcernsbothourfutures。"
"Andyouaregoingtosayitnow?"sheremarkedquickly,colouringasshemethisgaze。"Dostopaminute,Clym,andletmespeakfirst,foroddlyenough,Ihavebeenwantingtosaysomethingtoyou。"
"Byallmeanssayon,Tamsie。"
"Isupposenobodycanoverhearus?"shewenton,castinghereyesaroundandloweringhervoice。"Well,firstyouwillpromisemethis——thatyouwon’tbeangryandcallmeanythingharshifyoudisagreewithwhatIpropose?"
Yeobrightpromised,andshecontinued:"WhatIwantisyouradvice,foryouaremyrelation——Imean,asortofguardiantome——aren’tyou,Clym?"
"Well,yes,IsupposeIam;asortofguardian。Infact,Iam,ofcourse,"hesaid,altogetherperplexedastoherdrift。
"Iamthinkingofmarrying,"shethenobservedblandly。
"ButIshallnotmarryunlessyouassuremethatyouapproveofsuchastep。Whydon’tyouspeak?"
"Iwastakenratherbysurprise。But,nevertheless,Iamverygladtohearsuchnews。Ishallapprove,ofcourse,dearTamsie。Whocanitbe?Iamquiteatalosstoguess。
NoIamnot——’tistheolddoctor!——notthatImeantocallhimold,forheisnotveryoldafterall。Ah——Inoticedwhenheattendedyoulasttime!"
"No,no,"shesaidhastily。"’TisMr。Venn。"
Clym’sfacesuddenlybecamegrave。
"There,now,youdon’tlikehim,andIwishIhadn’tmentionedhim!"sheexclaimedalmostpetulantly。
"AndIshouldn’thavedoneit,either,onlyhekeepsonbotheringmesotillIdon’tknowwhattodo!"
Clymlookedattheheath。"IlikeVennwellenough,"
heansweredatlast。"Heisaveryhonestandatthesametimeastuteman。Heisclevertoo,asisprovedbyhishavinggotyoutofavourhim。Butreally,Thomasin,heisnotquite——"
"Gentlemanenoughforme?ThatisjustwhatIfeel。
IamsorrynowthatIaskedyou,andIwon’tthinkanymoreofhim。AtthesametimeImustmarryhimifImarryanybody——thatIWILLsay!"
"Idon’tseethat,"saidClym,carefullyconcealingeverycluetohisowninterruptedintention,whichsheplainlyhadnotguessed。"Youmightmarryaprofessionalman,orsomebodyofthatsort,bygoingintothetowntoliveandformingacquaintancesthere。"
"Iamnotfitfortownlife——soveryruralandsillyasIalwayshavebeen。Donotyouyourselfnoticemycountrifiedways?"
"Well,whenIcamehomefromParisIdid,alittle;
butIdon’tnow。"
"That’sbecauseyouhavegotcountrifiedtoo。O,Icouldn’tliveinastreetfortheworld!Egdonisaridiculousoldplace;butIhavegotusedtoit,andIcouldn’tbehappyanywhereelseatall。"
"NeithercouldI,"saidClym。
"ThenhowcouldyousaythatIshouldmarrysometownman?
Iamsure,saywhatyouwill,thatImustmarryDiggory,ifImarryatall。Hehasbeenkindertomethananybodyelse,andhashelpedmeinmanywaysthatIdon’tknowof!"
Thomasinalmostpoutednow。
"Yes,hehas,"saidClyminaneutraltone。"Well,I
wishwithallmyheartthatIcouldsay,marryhim。
ButIcannotforgetwhatmymotherthoughtonthatmatter,anditgoesratheragainstmenottorespectheropinion。
Thereistoomuchreasonwhyweshoulddothelittlewecantorespectitnow。"
"Verywell,then,"sighedThomasin。"Iwillsaynomore。"
"Butyouarenotboundtoobeymywishes。ImerelysaywhatIthink。"
"Ono——Idon’twanttoberebelliousinthatway,"
shesaidsadly。"Ihadnobusinesstothinkofhim——I
oughttohavethoughtofmyfamily。Whatdreadfullybadimpulsesthereareinme!"Herlipstrembled,andsheturnedawaytohideatear。
Clym,thoughvexedatwhatseemedherunaccountabletaste,wasinameasurerelievedtofindthatatanyratethemarriagequestioninrelationtohimselfwasshelved。
Throughseveralsucceedingdayshesawheratdifferenttimesfromthewindowofhisroommopingdisconsolatelyaboutthegarden。HewashalfangrywithherforchoosingVenn;thenhewasgrievedathavingputhimselfinthewayofVenn’shappiness,whowas,afterall,ashonestandperseveringayoungfellowasanyonEgdon,sincehehadturnedoveranewleaf。Inshort,Clymdidnotknowwhattodo。
Whennexttheymetshesaidabruptly,"Heismuchmorerespectablenowthanhewasthen!"
"Who?Oyes——DiggoryVenn。"
"Auntonlyobjectedbecausehewasareddleman。"
"Well,Thomasin,perhapsIdon’tknowalltheparticularsofmymother’swish。Soyouhadbetteruseyourowndiscretion。"
"YouwillalwaysfeelthatIslightedyourmother’smemory。"
"No,Iwillnot。Ishallthinkyouareconvincedthat,hadsheseenDiggoryinhispresentposition,shewouldhaveconsideredhimafittinghusbandforyou。
Now,that’smyrealfeeling。Don’tconsultmeanymore,butdoasyoulike,Thomasin。Ishallbecontent。"
ItistobesupposedthatThomasinwasconvinced;
forafewdaysafterthis,whenClymstrayedintoapartoftheheaththathehadnotlatelyvisited,Humphrey,whowasatworkthere,saidtohim,"IamgladtoseethatMrs。WildeveandVennhavemadeitupagain,seemingly。"
"Havethey?"saidClymabstractedly。
"Yes;andhedocontrivetostumbleuponherwhenevershewalksoutonfinedayswiththechiel。But,Mr。Yeobright,Ican’thelpfeelingthatyourcousinoughttohavemarriedyou。’Tisapitytomaketwochimleycornerswherethereneedbeonlyone。Youcouldgetherawayfromhimnow,’tismybelief,ifyouwereonlytosetaboutit。"
"HowcanIhavetheconsciencetomarryafterhavingdriventwowomentotheirdeaths?Don’tthinksuchathing,Humphrey。AftermyexperienceIshouldconsiderittoomuchofaburlesquetogotochurchandtakeawife。
InthewordsofJob,’Ihavemadeacovenantwithmineeyes;
whenthenshouldIthinkuponamaid?’"
"No,Mr。Clym,don’tfancythataboutdrivingtwowomentotheirdeaths。Youshouldn’tsayit。"
"Well,we’llleavethatout,"saidYeobright。"ButanyhowGodhassetamarkuponmewhichwouldn’tlookwellinalove—makingscene。Ihavetwoideasinmyhead,andnoothers。Iamgoingtokeepanight—school;
andIamgoingtoturnpreacher。Whathaveyougottosaytothat,Humphrey?"
"I’llcomeandhear’eewithallmyheart。"
"Thanks。’TisallIwish。"
AsClymdescendedintothevalleyThomasincamedownbytheotherpath,andmethimatthegate。
"WhatdoyouthinkIhavetotellyou,Clym?"shesaid,lookingarchlyoverhershoulderathim。
"Icanguess,"hereplied。
Shescrutinizedhisface。"Yes,youguessright。
Itisgoingtobeafterall。HethinksImayaswellmakeupmymind,andIhavegottothinksotoo。
Itistobeonthetwenty—fifthofnextmonth,ifyoudon’tobject。"
"Dowhatyouthinkright,dear。Iamonlytoogladthatyouseeyourwaycleartohappinessagain。Mysexowesyoueveryamendsforthetreatmentyoureceivedindaysgoneby。"*
*ThewritermaystateherethattheoriginalconceptionofthestorydidnotdesignamarriagebetweenThomasinandVenn。Hewastohaveretainedhisisolatedandweirdcharactertothelast,andtohavedisappearedmysteriouslyfromtheheath,nobodyknowingwhither——Thomasinremainingawidow。Butcertaincircumstancesofserialpublicationledtoachangeofintent。
Readerscanthereforechoosebetweentheendings,andthosewithanaustereartisticcodecanassumethemoreconsistentconclusiontobethetrueone。
4—CheerfulnessAgainAssertsItselfatBlooms—End,andClymFindsHisVocationAnybodywhohadpassedthroughBlooms—Endabouteleveno’clockonthemorningfixedfortheweddingwouldhavefoundthat,whileYeobright’shousewascomparativelyquiet,soundsdenotinggreatactivitycamefromthedwellingofhisnearestneighbour,TimothyFairway。Itwaschieflyanoiseoffeet,brisklycrunchinghitherandthitheroverthesandedfloorwithin。Onemanonlywasvisibleoutside,andheseemedtobelateratanappointmentthanhehadintendedtobe,forhehasteneduptothedoor,liftedthelatch,andwalkedinwithoutceremony。
Thescenewithinwasnotquitethecustomaryone。
StandingabouttheroomwasthelittleknotofmenwhoformedthechiefpartoftheEgdoncoterie,therebeingpresentFairwayhimself,GrandferCantle,Humphrey,Christian,andoneortwoturf—cutters。Itwasawarmday,andthemenwereasamatterofcourseintheirshirtsleeves,exceptChristian,whohadalwaysanervousfearofpartingwithascrapofhisclothingwheninanybody’shousebuthisown。
Acrossthestoutoaktableinthemiddleoftheroomwasthrownamassofstripedlinen,whichGrandferCantlehelddownononeside,andHumphreyontheother,whileFairwayrubbeditssurfacewithayellowlump,hisfacebeingdampandcreasedwiththeeffortofthelabour。
"Waxingabed—tick,souls?"saidthenewcomer。
"Yes,Sam,"saidGrandferCantle,asamantoobusytowastewords。"ShallIstretchthiscornerashadetighter,Timothy?"
Fairwayreplied,andthewaxingwentonwithunabatedvigour。
"’Tisgoingtobeagoodbed,bythelooko’t,"continuedSam,afteranintervalofsilence。"Whomayitbefor?"
"’Tisapresentforthenewfolksthat’sgoingtosetuphousekeeping,"saidChristian,whostoodhelplessandovercomebythemajestyoftheproceedings。
"Ah,tobesure;andavaluableone,’ab’lieve。"
"Bedsbedeartofokesthatdon’tkeepgeese,bain’tthey,MisterFairway?"saidChristian,astoanomniscientbeing。
"Yes,"saidthefurze—dealer,standingup,givinghisforeheadathoroughmopping,andhandingthebeeswaxtoHumphrey,whosucceededattherubbingforthwith。
"Notthatthiscouplebeinwantofone,but’twaswelltoshow’emabitoffriendlinessatthisgreatracketingvagaryoftheirlives。Isetupbothmyowndaughtersinonewhentheywasmarried,andtherehavebeenfeathersenoughforanotherinthehousethelasttwelvemonths。
Nowthen,neighbours,Ithinkwehavelaidonenoughwax。
GrandferCantle,youturntheticktherightwayoutwards,andthenI’llbegintoshakeinthefeathers。"
WhenthebedwasinpropertrimFairwayandChristianbroughtforwardvastpaperbags,stuffedtothefull,butlightasballoons,andbegantoturnthecontentsofeachintothereceptaclejustprepared。Asbagafterbagwasemptied,airytuftsofdownandfeathersfloatedabouttheroominincreasingquantitytill,throughamishapofChristian’s,whoshookthecontentsofonebagoutsidethetick,theatmosphereoftheroombecamedensewithgiganticflakes,whichdescendedupontheworkerslikeawindlesssnowstorm。
"Ineversawsuchaclumsychapasyou,Christian,"
saidGrandferCantleseverely。"Youmighthavebeenthesonofamanthat’sneverbeenoutsideBlooms—Endinhislifeforallthewityouhave。Reallyallthesoldieringandsmartnessintheworldinthefatherseemstocountfornothinginformingthenateroftheson。
AsfarasthatchiefChristianisconcernedImightaswellhavestayedathomeandseednothing,likealltherestofyehere。Though,asfarasmyselfisconcerned,adashingspirithascountedforsommat,tobesure!"
"Don’tyeletmedownso,Father;Ifeelnobiggerthananinepinafterit。I’vemadebutabrucklehit,I’mafeard。"
"Come,come。Neverpitchyerselfinsuchalowkeyasthat,Christian;youshouldtrymore,"saidFairway。