首页 >出版文学> THE RETURN OF THE NATIVE>第4章
  Onethingatleastwasobvious:shewasnotmadetobelookedatthus。Thereddlemanhadappearedconsciousofasmuch,and,whileMrs。Yeobrightlookedinuponher,hecasthiseyesasidewithadelicacywhichwellbecamehim。
  Thesleeperapparentlythoughtsotoo,forthenextmomentsheopenedherown。
  Thelipsthenpartedwithsomethingofanticipation,somethingmoreofdoubt;andherseveralthoughtsandfractionsofthoughts,assignalledbythechangesonherface,wereexhibitedbythelighttotheutmostnicety。
  Aningenuous,transparentlifewasdisclosed,asiftheflowofherexistencecouldbeseenpassingwithinher。
  Sheunderstoodthesceneinamoment。
  "Oyes,itisI,Aunt,"shecried。"Iknowhowfrightenedyouare,andhowyoucannotbelieveit;butallthesame,itisIwhohavecomehomelikethis!"
  "Tamsin,Tamsin!"saidMrs。Yeobright,stoopingovertheyoungwomanandkissingher。"Omydeargirl!"
  Thomasinwasnowonthevergeofasob,butbyanunexpectedself—commandsheutterednosound。Withagentlepantingbreathshesatupright。
  "Ididnotexpecttoseeyouinthisstate,anymorethanyoume,"shewentonquickly。"WhereamI,Aunt?"
  "Nearlyhome,mydear。InEgdonBottom。Whatdreadfulthingisit?"
  "I’lltellyouinamoment。Sonear,arewe?ThenI
  willgetoutandwalk。Iwanttogohomebythepath。"
  "Butthiskindmanwhohasdonesomuchwill,Iamsure,takeyourightontomyhouse?"saidtheaunt,turningtothereddleman,whohadwithdrawnfromthefrontofthevanontheawakeningofthegirl,andstoodintheroad。
  "Whyshouldyouthinkitnecessarytoaskme?Iwill,ofcourse,"saidhe。
  "Heisindeedkind,"murmuredThomasin。"Iwasonceacquaintedwithhim,Aunt,andwhenIsawhimtodayIthoughtIshouldpreferhisvantoanyconveyanceofastranger。
  ButI’llwalknow。Reddleman,stopthehorses,please。"
  Themanregardedherwithtenderreluctance,butstoppedthemAuntandniecethendescendedfromthevan,Mrs。Yeobrightsayingtoitsowner,"Iquiterecognizeyounow。
  Whatmadeyouchangefromthenicebusinessyourfatherleftyou?"
  "Well,Idid,"hesaid,andlookedatThomasin,whoblushedalittle。"Thenyou’llnotbewantingmeanymoretonight,ma’am?"
  Mrs。Yeobrightglancedaroundatthedarksky,atthehills,attheperishingbonfires,andatthelightedwindowoftheinntheyhadneared。"Ithinknot,"shesaid,"sinceThomasinwishestowalk。Wecansoonrunupthepathandreachhome——weknowitwell。"
  Andafterafewfurtherwordstheyparted,thereddlemanmovingonwardswithhisvan,andthetwowomenremainingstandingintheroad。Assoonasthevehicleanditsdriverhadwithdrawnsofarastobebeyondallpossiblereachofhervoice,Mrs。Yeobrightturnedtoherniece。
  "Now,Thomasin,"shesaidsternly,"what’sthemeaningofthisdisgracefulperformance?"
  5—PerplexityamongHonestPeopleThomasinlookedasifquiteovercomebyheraunt’schangeofmanner。"Itmeansjustwhatitseemstomean:I
  am——notmarried,"sherepliedfaintly。"Excuseme——forhumiliatingyou,Aunt,bythismishap——Iamsorryforit。
  ButIcannothelpit。"
  "Me?Thinkofyourselffirst。"
  "Itwasnobody’sfault。Whenwegottheretheparsonwouldn’tmarryusbecauseofsometriflingirregularityinthelicense。"
  "Whatirregularity?"
  "Idon’tknow。Mr。Wildevecanexplain。IdidnotthinkwhenIwentawaythismorningthatIshouldcomebacklikethis。"Itbeingdark,Thomasinallowedheremotiontoescapeherbythesilentwayoftears,whichcouldrolldownhercheekunseen。
  "Icouldalmostsaythatitservesyouright——ifIdidnotfeelthatyoudon’tdeserveit,"continuedMrs。Yeobright,who,possessingtwodistinctmoodsinclosecontiguity,agentlemoodandanangry,flewfromonetotheotherwithouttheleastwarning。"Remember,Thomasin,thisbusinesswasnoneofmyseeking;fromtheveryfirst,whenyoubegantofeelfoolishaboutthatman,Iwarnedyouhewouldnotmakeyouhappy。IfeltitsostronglythatIdidwhatIwouldneverhavebelievedmyselfcapableofdoing——stoodupinthechurch,andmademyselfthepublictalkforweeks。Buthavingonceconsented,Idon’tsubmittothesefancieswithoutgoodreason。
  Marryhimyoumustafterthis。"
  "DoyouthinkIwishtodootherwiseforonemoment?"
  saidThomasin,withaheavysigh。"Iknowhowwrongitwasofmetolovehim,butdon’tpainmebytalkinglikethat,Aunt!Youwouldnothavehadmestaytherewithhim,wouldyou?——andyourhouseistheonlyhomeI
  havetoreturnto。Hesayswecanbemarriedinadayortwo。"
  "Iwishhehadneverseenyou。"
  "Verywell;thenIwillbethemiserablestwomanintheworld,andnotlethimseemeagain。No,Iwon’thavehim!"
  "Itistoolatetospeakso。Comewithme。Iamgoingtotheinntoseeifhehasreturned。OfcourseIshallgettothebottomofthisstoryatonce。
  Mr。Wildevemustnotsupposehecanplaytricksuponme,oranybelongingtome。"
  "Itwasnotthat。Thelicensewaswrong,andhecouldn’tgetanotherthesameday。Hewilltellyouinamomenthowitwas,ifhecomes。"
  "Whydidn’thebringyouback?"
  "Thatwasme!"againsobbedThomasin。"WhenIfoundwecouldnotbemarriedIdidn’tliketocomebackwithhim,andIwasveryill。ThenIsawDiggoryVenn,andwasgladtogethimtotakemehome。Icannotexplainitanybetter,andyoumustbeangrywithmeifyouwill。"
  "Ishallseeaboutthat,"saidMrs。Yeobright;andtheyturnedtowardstheinn,knownintheneighbourhoodastheQuietWoman,thesignofwhichrepresentedthefigureofamatroncarryingherheadunderherarm,beneathwhichgruesomedesignwaswrittenthecoupletsowellknowntofrequentersoftheinn:——
  SINCETHEWOMAN’SQUIET
  LETNOMANBREEDARIOT。[1]
  [1]Theinnwhichreallyborethissignandlegendstoodsomemilestothenorthwestofthepresentscene,whereinthehousemoreimmediatelyreferredtoisnownolongeraninn;andthesurroundingsaremuchchanged。
  Butanotherinn,someofwhosefeaturesarealsoembodiedinthisdescription,theREDLIONatWinfrith,stillremainsasahavenforthewayfarer(1912)。
  ThefrontofthehousewastowardstheheathandRainbarrow,whosedarkshapeseemedtothreatenitfromthesky。
  Uponthedoorwasaneglectedbrassplate,bearingtheunexpectedinscription,"Mr。Wildeve,Engineer"——auselessyetcherishedrelicfromthetimewhenhehadbeenstartedinthatprofessioninanofficeatBudmouthbythosewhohadhopedmuchfromhim,andhadbeendisappointed。
  Thegardenwasattheback,andbehindthisranastilldeepstream,formingthemarginoftheheathinthatdirection,meadow—landappearingbeyondthestream。
  Butthethickobscuritypermittedonlyskylinestobevisibleofanysceneatpresent。Thewateratthebackofthehousecouldbeheard,idlyspinningwhirpoolsinitscreepbetweentherowsofdryfeather—headedreedswhichformedastockadealongeachbank。Theirpresencewasdenotedbysoundsasofacongregationprayinghumbly,producedbytheirrubbingagainsteachotherintheslowwind。
  Thewindow,whencethecandlelighthadshoneupthevaletotheeyesofthebonfiregroup,wasuncurtained,butthesilllaytoohighforapedestrianontheoutsidetolookoveritintotheroom。Avastshadow,inwhichcouldbedimlytracedportionsofamasculinecontour,blottedhalftheceiling。
  "Heseemstobeathome,"saidMrs。Yeobright。
  "MustIcomein,too,Aunt?"askedThomasinfaintly。
  "Isupposenot;itwouldbewrong。"
  "Youmustcome,certainly——toconfronthim,sothathemaymakenofalserepresentationstome。Weshallnotbefiveminutesinthehouse,andthenwe’llwalkhome。"
  Enteringtheopenpassage,shetappedatthedooroftheprivateparlour,unfastenedit,andlookedin。
  ThebackandshouldersofamancamebetweenMrs。Yeobright’seyesandthefire。Wildeve,whoseformitwas,immediatelyturned,arose,andadvancedtomeethisvisitors。
  Hewasquiteayoungman,andofthetwoproperties,formandmotion,thelatterfirstattractedtheeyeinhim。Thegraceofhismovementwassingular——itwasthepantomimicexpressionofalady—killingcareer。
  Nextcameintonoticethemorematerialqualities,amongwhichwasaprofusecropofhairimpendingoverthetopofhisface,lendingtohisforeheadthehigh—corneredoutlineofanearlyGothicshield;
  andaneckwhichwassmoothandroundasacylinder。
  Thelowerhalfofhisfigurewasoflightbuild。
  Altogetherhewasoneinwhomnomanwouldhaveseenanythingtoadmire,andinwhomnowomanwouldhaveseenanythingtodislike。
  Hediscernedtheyounggirl’sforminthepassage,andsaid,"Thomasin,then,hasreachedhome。
  Howcouldyouleavemeinthatway,darling?"AndturningtoMrs。Yeobright——"Itwasuselesstoarguewithher。
  Shewouldgo,andgoalone。"
  "Butwhat’sthemeaningofitall?"demandedMrs。Yeobrighthaughtily。
  "Takeaseat,"saidWildeve,placingchairsforthetwowomen。
  "Well,itwasaverystupidmistake,butsuchmistakeswillhappen。ThelicensewasuselessatAnglebury。
  ItwasmadeoutforBudmouth,butasIdidn’treaditI
  wasn’tawareofthat。"
  "ButyouhadbeenstayingatAnglebury?"
  "No。IhadbeenatBudmouth——tilltwodaysago——andthatwaswhereIhadintendedtotakeher;butwhenIcametofetchherwedecideduponAnglebury,forgettingthatanewlicensewouldbenecessary。
  TherewasnottimetogettoBudmouthafterwards。"
  "Ithinkyouareverymuchtoblame,"saidMrs。Yeobright。
  "ItwasquitemyfaultwechoseAnglebury,"Thomasinpleaded。
  "IproposeditbecauseIwasnotknownthere。"
  "IknowsowellthatIamtoblamethatyouneednotremindmeofit,"repliedWildeveshortly。
  "Suchthingsdon’thappenfornothing,"saidtheaunt。
  "Itisagreatslighttomeandmyfamily;andwhenitgetsknowntherewillbeaveryunpleasanttimeforus。
  Howcanshelookherfriendsinthefacetomorrow?Itisaverygreatinjury,andoneIcannoteasilyforgive。
  Itmayevenreflectonhercharacter。"
  "Nonsense,"saidWildeve。
  Thomasin’slargeeyeshadflownfromthefaceofonetothefaceoftheotherduringthisdiscussion,andshenowsaidanxiously,"Willyouallowme,Aunt,totalkitoveralonewithDamonforfiveminutes?Willyou,Damon?"
  "Certainly,dear,"saidWildeve,"ifyourauntwillexcuseus。"
  Heledherintoanadjoiningroom,leavingMrs。Yeobrightbythefire。
  Assoonastheywerealone,andthedoorclosed,Thomasinsaid,turningupherpale,tearfulfacetohim,"Itiskillingme,this,Damon!IdidnotmeantopartfromyouinangeratAngleburythismorning;
  butIwasfrightenedandhardlyknewwhatIsaid。
  I’venotletAuntknowhowmuchIsufferedtoday;anditissohardtocommandmyfaceandvoice,andtosmileasifitwereaslightthingtome;butItrytodoso,thatshemaynotbestillmoreindignantwithyou。
  Iknowyoucouldnothelpit,dear,whateverAuntmaythink。"
  "Sheisveryunpleasant。"
  "Yes,"Thomasinmurmured,"andIsupposeIseemsonow……Damon,whatdoyoumeantodoaboutme?"
  "Doaboutyou?"
  "Yes。Thosewhodon’tlikeyouwhisperthingswhichatmomentsmakemedoubtyou。Wemeantomarry,Isuppose,don’twe?"
  "Ofcoursewedo。WehaveonlytogotoBudmouthonMonday,andwemarryatonce。"
  "Thendoletusgo!——ODamon,whatyoumakemesay!"
  Shehidherfaceinherhandkerchief。"HereamIaskingyoutomarryme,whenbyrightsyououghttobeonyourkneesimploringme,yourcruelmistress,nottorefuseyou,andsayingitwouldbreakyourheartifIdid。
  Iusedtothinkitwouldbeprettyandsweetlikethat;
  buthowdifferent!"
  "Yes,reallifeisneveratalllikethat。"
  "ButIdon’tcarepersonallyifitnevertakesplace,"
  sheaddedwithalittledignity;"no,Icanlivewithoutyou。
  ItisAuntIthinkof。Sheissoproud,andthinkssomuchofherfamilyrespectability,thatshewillbecutdownwithmortificationifthisstoryshouldgetabroadbefore——itisdone。MycousinClym,too,willbemuchwounded。"
  "Thenhewillbeveryunreasonable。Infact,youareallratherunreasonable。"
  Thomasincolouredalittle,andnotwithlove。Butwhateverthemomentaryfeelingwhichcausedthatflushinher,itwentasitcame,andshehumblysaid,"Inevermeantobe,ifIcanhelpit。Imerelyfeelthatyouhavemyaunttosomeextentinyourpoweratlast。"
  "Asamatterofjusticeitisalmostduetome,"saidWildeve。
  "ThinkwhatIhavegonethroughtowinherconsent;
  theinsultthatitistoanymantohavethebannsforbidden——thedoubleinsulttoamanunluckyenoughtobecursedwithsensitiveness,andbluedemons,andHeavenknowswhat,asIam。Icanneverforgetthosebanns。
  AharshermanwouldrejoicenowinthepowerIhaveofturninguponyourauntbygoingnofurtherinthebusiness。"
  Shelookedwistfullyathimwithhersorrowfuleyesashesaidthosewords,andheraspectshowedthatmorethanonepersonintheroomcoulddeplorethepossessionofsensitiveness。
  Seeingthatshewasreallysufferingheseemeddisturbedandadded,"Thisismerelyareflectionyouknow。
  Ihavenottheleastintentiontorefusetocompletethemarriage,Tamsiemine——Icouldnotbearit。"
  "Youcouldnot,Iknow!"saidthefairgirl,brightening。
  "You,whocannotbearthesightofpaininevenaninsect,oranydisagreeablesound,orunpleasantsmelleven,willnotlongcausepaintomeandmine。"
  "Iwillnot,ifIcanhelpit。"
  "Yourhanduponit,Damon。"
  Hecarelesslygaveherhishand。
  "Ah,bymycrown,what’sthat?"hesaidsuddenly。
  Therefellupontheirearsthesoundofnumerousvoicessinginginfrontofthehouse。Amongthese,twomadethemselvesprominentbytheirpeculiarity:onewasaverystrongbass,theotherawheezythinpiping。
  ThomasinrecognizedthemasbelongingtoTimothyFairwayandGrandferCantlerespectively。
  "Whatdoesitmean——itisnotskimmity—riding,Ihope?"
  shesaid,withafrightenedgazeatWildeve。
  "Ofcoursenot;no,itisthattheheath—folkhavecometosingtousawelcome。Thisisintolerable!"Hebeganpacingabout,themenoutsidesingingcheerily——
  "Hetold’herthatshe’wasthejoy’ofhislife’,Andif’
  she’dcon—sent’hewouldmakeherhiswife’;Shecould’
  notrefuse’him;tochurch’sotheywent’,YoungWillwasforgot’,andyoungSue’wascontent’;Andthen’
  wasshekiss’d’andsetdown’onhisknee’,Noman’
  intheworld’wassolov’—ingashe’!"
  Mrs。Yeobrightburstinfromtheouterroom。
  "Thomasin,Thomasin!"shesaid,lookingindignantlyatWildeve;
  "here’saprettyexposure!Letusescapeatonce。Come!"
  Itwas,however,toolatetogetawaybythepassage。
  Aruggedknockinghadbegunuponthedoorofthefrontroom。
  Wildeve,whohadgonetothewindow,cameback。
  "Stop!"hesaidimperiously,puttinghishanduponMrs。Yeobright’sarm。"Weareregularlybesieged。
  Therearefiftyofthemoutthereifthere’sone。
  YoustayinthisroomwithThomasin;I’llgooutandfacethem。Youmuststaynow,formysake,tilltheyaregone,sothatitmayseemasifallwasright。
  Come,Tamsiedear,don’tgomakingascene——wemustmarryafterthis;thatyoucanseeaswellasI。Sitstill,that’sall——anddon’tspeakmuch。I’llmanagethem。
  Blunderingfools!"
  Hepressedtheagitatedgirlintoaseat,returnedtotheouterroomandopenedthedoor。Immediatelyoutside,inthepassage,appearedGrandferCantlesinginginconcertwiththosestillstandinginfrontofthehouse。
  HecameintotheroomandnoddedabstractedlytoWildeve,hislipsstillparted,andhisfeaturesexcruciatinglystrainedintheemissionofthechorus。Thisbeingended,hesaidheartily,"Here’swelcometothenew—madecouple,andGodbless’em!"
  "Thankyou,"saidWildeve,withdryresentment,hisfaceasgloomyasathunderstorm。
  AttheGrandfer’sheelsnowcametherestofthegroup,whichincludedFairway,Christian,Samtheturf—cutter,Humphrey,andadozenothers。AllsmileduponWildeve,anduponhistablesandchairslikewise,fromageneralsenseoffriendlinesstowardsthearticlesaswellastowardstheirowner。
  "WebenothereaforeMrs。Yeobrightafterall,"
  saidFairway,recognizingthematron’sbonnetthroughtheglasspartitionwhichdividedthepublicapartmenttheyhadenteredfromtheroomwherethewomensat。
  "Westruckdownacross,d’yesee,Mr。Wildeve,andshewentroundbythepath。"
  "AndIseetheyoungbride’slittlehead!"saidGrandfer,peepinginthesamedirection,anddiscerningThomasin,whowaswaitingbesideherauntinamiserableandawkwardway。
  "Notquitesettledinyet——well,well,there’splentyoftime。"
  Wildevemadenoreply;andprobablyfeelingthatthesoonerhetreatedthemthesoonertheywouldgo,heproducedastonejar,whichthrewawarmhaloovermattersatonce。
  "That’sadropoftherightsort,Icansee,"
  saidGrandferCantle,withtheairofamantoowell—
  manneredtoshowanyhurrytotasteit。
  "Yes,"saidWildeve,"’tissomeoldmead。Ihopeyouwilllikeit。"
  "Oay!"repliedtheguests,intheheartytonesnaturalwhenthewordsdemandedbypolitenesscoincidewiththoseofdeepestfeeling。"Thereisn’taprettierdrinkunderthesun。"
  "I’lltakemyoaththereisn’t,"addedGrandferCantle。
  "Allthatcanbesaidagainstmeadisthat’tisratherheady,andapttolieaboutamanagoodwhile。
  Buttomorrow’sSunday,thankGod。"
  "Ifeel’dforalltheworldlikesomeboldsoldierafterIhadhadsomeonce,"saidChristian。
  "Youshallfeelsoagain,"saidWildeve,withcondescension,"Cupsorglasses,gentlemen?"
  "Well,ifyoudon’tmind,we’llhavethebeaker,andpass’enround;’tisbetterthanhelingitoutindribbles。"
  "Jowntheslipperyglasses,"saidGrandferCantle。
  "What’sthegoodofathingthatyoucan’tputdownintheashestowarm,hey,neighbours;that’swhatIask?"
  "Right,Grandfer,"saidSam;andthemeadthencirculated。
  "Well,"saidTimothyFairway,feelingdemandsuponhispraiseinsomeformorother,"’tisaworthythingtobemarried,Mr。Wildeve;andthewomanyou’vegotisadimant,sosaysI。Yes,"hecontinued,toGrandferCantle,raisinghisvoicesoastobeheardthroughthepartition,"herfather(inclininghisheadtowardstheinnerroom)
  wasasgoodafelleraseverlived。Healwayshadhisgreatindignationreadyagainstanythingunderhand。"
  "Isthatverydangerous?"saidChristian。
  "Andtherewerefewinthesepartsthatwereupsideswithhim,"
  saidSam。"Wheneveraclubwalkedhe’dplaytheclarinetinthebandthatmarchedbefore’emasifhe’dnevertouchedanythingbutaclarinetallhislife。Andthen,whentheygottochurchdoorhe’dthrowdowntheclarinet,mountthegallery,snatchupthebassviol,androzumawayasifhe’dneverplayedanythingbutabassviol。
  Folkwouldsay——folkthatknowedwhatatruestavewas——’Surely,surelythat’sneverthesamemanthatIsawhandlingtheclarinetsomasterlybynow!"
  "Icanmindit,"saidthefurze—cutter。"’Twasawonderfulthingthatonebodycouldholditallandnevermixthefingering。"
  "TherewasKingsberechurchlikewise,"Fairwayrecommenced,asoneopeninganewveinofthesamemineofinterest。
  Wildevebreathedthebreathofoneintolerablybored,andglancedthroughthepartitionattheprisoners。
  "HeusedtowalkoverthereofaSundayafternoontovisithisoldacquaintanceAndrewBrown,thefirstclarinetthere;
  agoodmanenough,butratherscreechyinhismusic,ifyoucanmind?"
  "’Awas。"
  "AndneighbourYeobrightwouldtakeAndrey’splaceforsomepartoftheservice,toletAndreyhaveabitofanap,asanyfriendwouldnaturallydo。"
  "Asanyfriendwould,"saidGrandferCantle,theotherlistenersexpressingthesameaccordbytheshorterwayofnoddingtheirheads。
  "NosoonerwasAndreyasleepandthefirstwhiffofneighbourYeobright’swindhadgotinsideAndrey’sclarinetthaneveryoneinchurchfeeledinamomenttherewasagreatsoulamong’em。Allheadswouldturn,andthey’dsay,’Ah,Ithought’twashe!’OneSundayI
  canwellmind——abassvioldaythattime,andYeobrighthadbroughthisown。’TwastheHundred—and—thirty—thirdto’Lydia’;andwhenthey’dcometo’Randownhisbeardando’erhisrobesitscostlymoistureshed,’
  neighbourYeobright,whohadjustwarmedtohiswork,drovehisbowintothemstringsthatgloriousgrandthathee’ena’mostsawedthebassviolintotwopieces。
  Everywinderinchurchrattledasif’twereathunderstorm。
  OldPa’sonWilliamsliftedhishandsinhisgreatholysurpliceasnaturalasifhe’dbeenincommonclothes,andseemedtosayhisself,’Oforsuchamaninourparish!’
  ButnotasoulinKingsberecouldholdacandletoYeobright。"
  "Wasitquitesafewhenthewindershook?"Christianinquired。
  Hereceivednoanswer,allforthemomentsittingraptinadmirationoftheperformancedescribed。
  AswithFarinelli’ssingingbeforetheprincesses,Sheridan’srenownedBegumSpeech,andothersuchexamples,thefortunateconditionofitsbeingforeverlosttotheworldinvestedthedeceasedMr。Yeobright’stourdeforceonthatmemorableafternoonwithacumulativeglorywhichcomparativecriticism,hadthatbeenpossible,mightconsiderablyhaveshorndown。
  "Hewasthelastyou’dhaveexpectedtodropoffintheprimeoflife,"saidHumphrey。
  "Ah,well;hewaslookingfortheearthsomemonthsaforehewent。Atthattimewomenusedtorunforsmocksandgown—piecesatGreenhillFair,andmywifethatisnow,beingalong—leggedslitteringmaid,hardlyhusband—high,wentwiththerestofthemaidens,for’awasagood,runneraforeshegotsoheavy。
  WhenshecamehomeIsaid——wewerethenjustbeginningtowalktogether——’Whathaveyegot,myhoney?’
  ’I’vewon——well,I’vewon——agown—piece,’saysshe,hercolourscomingupinamoment。’Tisasmockforacrown,Ithought;andsoitturnedout。Ay,whenIthinkwhatshe’llsaytomenowwithoutamosselofredinherface,itdoseemstrangethat’awouldn’tsaysuchalittlethingthen……However,thenshewenton,andthat’swhatmademebringupthestory。Well,whateverclothesI’vewon,whiteorfigured,foreyestoseeorforeyesnottosee’
  (’acoulddoaprettystrokeofmodestyinthosedays),’I’dsoonerhavelostitthanhaveseenwhatIhave。