"Talk?Idon’tunderstand,"saidLingard,slowly。
ButBelarabhadturnedtowardhisthreeattendantsinwhiterobes,withshavenpollsunderskull—capsofplaitedgrass,withprayerbeadshangingfromtheirwrists,andanairofsuperiorcalmontheirdarkfaces:companionsofhisdesperatedays,menofbloodonceandnowimperturbableintheirpietyandwisdomoftrustedcounsellors。
"Thiswhitemanisbeingbetrayed,"hemurmuredtothemwiththegreatestcomposure。
D’Alcacer,uncomprehending,watchedthescene:theManofFatepuzzledandfiercelikeadisturbedlion,thewhite—robedMoors,themultitudeofhalf—nakedbarbarians,squattingbytheguns,standingbytheloopholesintheimmobilityofanarrangeddisplay。HesawMrs。Traversontheverandahoftheprisoners’
house,ananxiousfigurewithawhitescarfoverherhead。Mr。
Traverswasnodoubttooweakafterhisfitoffevertocomeoutside。Ifithadn’tbeenforthat,allthewhiteswouldhavebeeninsightofeachotherattheverymomentofthecatastrophewhichwastogivethembacktotheclaimsoftheirlife,atthecostofotherlivessentviolentlyoutoftheworld。D’AlcacerheardLingardaskingloudlyforthelongglassandsawBelarabmakeasignwithhishand,whenhefelttheearthreceiveaviolentblowfromunderneath。Whilehestaggeredtoittheheavenssplitoverhisheadwithacrashinthelickofaredtongueofflame;andasuddendreadfulgloomfellallroundthestunnedd’Alcacer,whobeheldwithterrorthemorningsun,robbedofitsrays,glowdullandbrownthroughthesombremurkwhichhadtakenpossessionoftheuniverse。TheEmmahadblownup;andwhentherainofshatteredtimbersandmangledcorpsesfallingintothelagoonhadceased,thecloudofsmokehangingmotionlessunderthelividsuncastitsshadowafarontheShoreofRefugewhereallstrifehadcometoanend。
AgreatwailofterrorascendedfromtheSettlementandwassucceededbyaprofoundsilence。Peoplecouldbeseenboltinginunreasoningpanicawayfromthehousesandintothefields。Onthelagoontheraftofboatshadbrokenup。Someofthemweresinking,otherspaddlingawayinalldirections。WhatwasleftabovewateroftheEmmahadburstintoaclearflameundertheshadowofthecloud,thegreatsmokycloudthathungsolidandunstirringabovethetopsoftheforest,visibleformilesupanddownthecoastandovertheShallows。
ThefirstpersontorecoverinsidethestockadewasBelarabhimself。Mechanicallyhemurmuredtheexclamationofwonder,"Godisgreat,"andlookedatLingard。ButLingardwasnotlookingathim。Theshockoftheexplosionhadrobbedhimofspeechandmovement。HestaredattheEmmablazinginadistantandinsignificantflameunderthesinistershadowofthecloudcreatedbyJorgenson’smistrustandcontemptforthelifeofmen。
Belarabturnedaway。Hisopinionhadchanged。HeregardedLingardnolongerasabetrayedmanbuttheeffectwasthesame。Hewasnolongeramanofanyimportance。WhatBelarabreallywantednowwastoseeallthewhitepeopleclearoutofthelagoonassoonaspossible。PresentlyheorderedthegatetobethrownopenandhisarmedmenpouredouttotakepossessionoftheSettlement。
LaterTengga’shousesweresetonfireandBelarab,mountingafierypony,issuedforthtomakeatriumphalprogresssurroundedbyagreatcrowdofheadmenandguards。
Thatnightthewhitepeopleleftthestockadeinacortegeoftorchbearers。Mr。Travershadtobecarrieddowntothebeach,wheretwoofBelarab’swar—boatsawaitedtheirdistinguishedpassengers。Mrs。Traverspassedthroughthegateond’Alcacer’sarm。Herfacewashalfveiled。Shemovedthroughthethrongofspectatorsdisplayedinthetorchlightlookingstraightbeforeher。Belarab,standinginfrontofagroupofheadmen,pretendednottoseethewhitepeopleastheywentby。WithLingardheshookhands,murmuringtheusualformulasoffriendship;andwhenheheardthegreatwhitemansay,"Youshallneverseemeagain,"
hefeltimmenselyrelieved。Belarabdidnotwanttoseethatwhitemanagain,butasherespondedtothepressureofLingard’shandhehadagravesmile。
"Godaloneknowsthefuture,"hesaid。
Lingardwalkedtothebeachbyhimself,feelingastrangertoallmenandabandonedbytheAll—KnowingGod。BythattimethefirstboatwithMr。andMrs。Travershadalreadygotawayoutoftheblood—redlightthrownbythetorchesuponthewater。D’AlcacerandLingardfollowedinthesecond。Presentlythedarkshadeofthecreek,walledinbytheimpenetrableforest,closedroundthemandthesplashofthepaddlesechoedinthestill,dampair。
"Howdoyouthinkthisawfulaccidenthappened?"askedd’Alcacer,whohadbeensittingsilentbyLingard’sside。
"Whatisanaccident?"saidLingardwithagreateffort。"Wheredidyouhearofsuchathing?Accident!Don’tdisturbme,Mr。
d’Alcacer。Ihavejustcomebacktolifeandithasclosedonmecolderanddarkerthanthegraveitself。Letmegetused……I
can’tbearthesoundofahumanvoiceyet。"
VIII
Andnow,stoicalinthecoldanddarknessofhisregainedlife,LingardhadtolistentothevoiceofWasubtellinghimJaffir’sstory。Theoldserang’sfaceexpressedaprofounddejectionandtherewasinfinitesadnessintheflowingmurmurofhiswords。
"Yes,byAllah!Theywereallthere:thattyrannicalTengga,noisylikeafool;theRajahHassim,arulerwithoutacountry;
Daman,thewanderingchief,andthethreePangeransofthesea—robbers。Theycameonboardboldly,forTuanJorgensonhadgiventhempermission,andtheirtalkwasthatyou,Tuan,wereawillingcaptiveinBelarab’sstockade。TheysaidtheyhadwaitedallnightforamessageofpeacefromyouorfromBelarab。Buttherewasnothing,andwiththefirstsignofdaytheyputoutonthelagoontomakefriendswithTuanJorgenson;for,theysaid,you,Tuan,wereasifyouhadnotbeen,possessingnomorepowerthanadeadman,themereslaveofthesestrangewhitepeople,andBelarab’sprisoner。ThusTenggatalked。Godhadtakenfromhimallwisdomandallfear。AndthenhemusthavethoughthewassafewhileRajahHassimandtheladyImmadawereonboard。Itellyoutheysatthereinthemidstofyourenemies,captive!TheladyImmada,withherfacecovered,mournedtoherself。TheRajahHassimmadeasigntoJaffirandJaffircametostandbyhissideandtalkedtohislord。ThemainhatchwasopenandmanyoftheIllanunscrowdedtheretolookdownatthegoodsthatwereinsidetheship。Theyhadneverseensomuchlootintheirlives。JaffirandhislordcouldhearplainlyTuanJorgensonandTenggatalkingtogether。Tenggadiscoursedloudlyandhiswordswerethewordsofadoomedman,forhewasaskingTuanJorgensontogiveupthearmsandeverythingthatwasonboardtheEmmatohimselfandtoDaman。Andthen,hesaid,’WeshallfightBelarabandmakefriendswiththesestrangewhitepeoplebybehavinggenerouslytothemandlettingthemsailawayunharmedtotheirowncountry。Wedon’twantthemhere。You,TuanJorgenson,aretheonlywhitemanIcarefor。’TheyheardTuanJorgensonsaytoTengga:’Nowyouhavetoldmeeverythingthereisinyourmindyouhadbettergoashorewithyourfriendsandreturnto—morrow。’AndTenggaasked:
’Why!wouldyoufightmeto—morrowratherthanlivemanydaysinpeacewithme?’andhelaughedandslappedhisthigh。AndTuanJorgensonanswered:
"’No,Iwon’tfightyou。Butevenaspiderwillgivetheflytimetosayitsprayers。’
"TuanJorgenson’svoicesoundedverystrangeandlouderthaneveranybodyhadhearditbefore。ORajahLaut,Jaffirandthewhitemanhadbeenwaiting,too,allnightforsomesignfromyou;ashotfiredorasignal—fire,lightedtostrengthentheirhearts。
Therehadbeennothing。RajahHassim,whispering,orderedJaffirtotakethefirstopportunitytoleapoverboardandtaketoyouhismessageoffriendshipandgood—bye。DidtheRajahandJaffirknowwhatwascoming?Whocantell?ButwhatelsecouldtheyseethancalamityforallWajomen,whateverTuanJorgensonhadmadeuphismindtodo?Jaffirpreparedtoobeyhislord,andyetwithsomanyenemies’boatsinthewaterhedidnotthinkhewouldeverreachtheshore;andastoyourselfhewasnotatallsurethatyouwerestillalive。ButhesaidnothingofthistohisRajah。Nobodywaslookingtheirway。Jaffirpressedhislord’shandtohisbreastandwaitedhisopportunity。Thefogbegantoblowawayandpresentlyeverythingwasdisclosedtothesight。
Jorgensonwasonhisfeet,hewasholdingalightedcigarbetweenhisfingers。Tenggawassittinginfrontofhimononeofthechairsthewhitepeoplehadused。Hisfollowerswerepressingroundhim,withDamanandSentot,whoweremutteringincantations;andeventhePangeranshadmovedclosertothehatchway。Jaffir’sopportunityhadcomebuthelingeredbythesideofhisRajah。Intheclearairthesunshonewithgreatforce。TuanJorgensonlookedoncemoretowardBelarab’sstockade,ORajahLaut!Buttherewasnothingthere,notevenaflagdisplayedthathadnotbeentherebefore。Jaffirlookedthatway,too,andasheturnedhisheadhesawTuanJorgenson,inthemidstoftwentyspear—bladesthatcouldinaninstanthavebeendrivenintohisbreast,putthecigarinhismouthandjumpdownthehatchway。AtthatmomentRajahHassimgaveJaffirapushtowardthesideandJaffirleapedoverboard。
"Hewasstillinthewaterwhenalltheworldwasdarkenedroundhimasifthelifeofthesunhadbeenblownoutofitinacrash。Agreatwavecamealongandwashedhimonshore,whilepiecesofwood,iron,andthelimbsoftornmenweresplashingroundhiminthewater。Hemanagedtocrawloutofthemud。
Somethinghadhithimwhilehewasswimmingandhethoughthewoulddie。Butlifestirredinhim。Hehadamessageforyou。Foralongtimehewentoncrawlingunderthebigtreesonhishandsandknees,forthereisnorestforamessengertillthemessageisdelivered。Atlasthefoundhimselfontheleftbankofthecreek。
Andstillhefeltlifestirinhim。Sohestartedtoswimacross,forifyouwereinthisworldyouwereontheotherside。Whileheswamhefelthisstrengthabandoninghim。Hemanagedtoscrambleontoadriftinglogandlayonitlikeonewhoisdead,tillwepulledhimintooneofourboats。"
Wasubceased。ItseemedtoLingardthatitwasimpossibleformortalmantosuffermorethanhesufferedinthesucceedingmomentofsilencecrowdedbythemuteimagesasofuniversaldestruction。HefelthimselfgonetopiecesasthoughtheviolentexpressionofJorgenson’sintolerablemistrustofthelifeofmenhadshatteredhissoul,leavinghisbodyrobbedofallpowerofresistanceandofallfortitude,apreyforevertoinfiniteremorseandendlessregrets。
"Leaveme,Wasub,"hesaid。"Theyarealldead——butIwouldsleep。"
Wasubraisedhisdumboldeyestothewhiteman’sface。
"Tuan,itisnecessarythatyoushouldhearJaffir,"hesaid,patiently。
"Ishegoingtodie?"askedLingardinalow,cautioustoneasthoughhewereafraidofthesoundofhisownvoice。
"Whocantell?"Wasub’svoicesoundedmorepatientthanever。
"Thereisnowoundonhisbodybut,OTuan,hedoesnotwishtolive。"
"AbandonedbyhisGod,"mutteredLingardtohimself。
Wasubwaitedalittlebeforehewenton,"And,Tuan,hehasamessageforyou。"
"Ofcourse。Well,Idon’twanttohearit。"
"Itisfromthosewhowillneverspeaktoyouagain,"Wasubpersevered,sadly。"Itisagreattrust。ARajah’sownwords。ItisdifficultforJaffirtodie。Hekeepsonmutteringaboutaringthatwasforyou,andthatheletpassoutofhiscare。Itwasagreattalisman!"
"Yes。Butitdidnotworkthistime。AndifIgoandtellJaffirwhyhewillbeabletotellhisRajah,OWasub,sinceyousaythatheisgoingtodie……Iwonderwheretheywillmeet,"hemutteredtohimself。
OncemoreWasubraisedhiseyestoLingard’sface。"ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers,"hewhispered,firminhissimplefaith。
ThemanwhohadbeenundonebyaglimpseofParadiseexchangedaprofoundlookwiththeoldMalay。Thenhegotup。Onhispassagetothemainhatchwaythecommanderofthebrigmetnooneonthedecks,asifallmankindhadgivenhimupexcepttheoldmanwhoprecededhimandthatothermandyinginthedeepeningtwilight,whowasawaitinghiscoming。Below,inthelightofthehatchway,hesawayoungCalashwithabroadyellowfaceandhiswiryhairstickingupinstiffwispsthroughthefoldsofhishead—kerchief,holdinganearthenwarewater—jartothelipsofJaffirextendedonhisbackonapileofmats。
Alanguidrollofthealreadyglazedeyeballs,amerestirofblackandwhiteinthegatheringduskshowedthatthefaithfulmessengerofprinceswasawareofthepresenceofthemanwhohadbeensolongknowntohimandhispeopleastheKingoftheSea。
LingardkneltdownclosetoJaffir’shead,whichrolledalittlefromsidetosideandthenbecamestill,staringatabeamoftheupperdeck。Lingardbenthiseartothedarklips。"Deliveryourmessage"hesaidinagentletone。
"TheRajahwishedtoholdyourhandoncemore,"whisperedJaffirsofaintlythatLingardhadtoguessthewordsratherthanhearthem。"Iwastotellyou,"hewenton——andstoppedsuddenly。
"Whatwereyoutotellme?"
"Toforgeteverything,"saidJaffirwithaloudeffortasifbeginningalongspeech。AfterthathesaidnothingmoretillLingardmurmured,"AndtheladyImmada?"
Jaffircollectedallhisstrength。"Shehopednomore,"heuttered,distinctly。"Theordercametoherwhileshemourned,veiled,apart。Ididn’tevenseeherface。"
LingardswayedoverthedyingmansoheavilythatWasub,standingnearby,hastenedtocatchhimbytheshoulder。Jaffirseemedunawareofanything,andwentonstaringatthebeam。
"Canyouhearme,OJaffir?"askedLingard。
"Ihear。"
"Ineverhadthering。Whocouldbringittome?"
"Wegaveittothewhitewoman——mayJehannumbeherlot!"
"No!Itshallbemylot,"saidLingardwithdespairingforce,whileWasubraisedbothhishandsindismay。"For,listen,Jaffir,ifshehadgiventheringtomeitwouldhavebeentoonethatwasdumb,deaf,androbbedofallcourage。"
ItwasimpossibletosaywhetherJaffirhadheard。Hemadenosound,therewasnochangeinhisawfulstare,buthispronebodymovedunderthecottonsheetasiftogetfurtherawayfromthewhiteman。LingardgotupslowlyandmakingasigntoWasubtoremainwherehewas,wentupondeckwithoutgivinganotherglancetothedyingman。Againitseemedtohimthathewaspacingthequarter—deckofadesertedship。Themulattosteward,watchingthroughthecrackofthepantrydoor,sawtheCaptainstaggerintothecuddyandfling—tothedoorbehindhimwithacrash。FormorethananhournobodyapproachedthatcloseddoortillCartercomingdownthecompanionstairsspokewithoutattemptingtoopenit。
"Areyouthere,sir?"Theanswer,"Youmaycomein,"comfortedtheyoungmanbyitsstrongresonance。Hewentin。
"Well?"
"Jaffirisdead。Thismoment。Ithoughtyouwouldwanttoknow。"
LingardlookedpersistentlyatCarter,thinkingthatnowJaffirwasdeadtherewasnooneleftontheemptyearthtospeaktohimawordofreproach;noonetoknowthegreatnessofhisintentions,thebondoffidelitybetweenhimandHassimandImmada,thedepthofhisaffectionforthosepeople,theearnestnessofhisvisions,andtheunboundedtrustthatwashisreward。BythemadscornofJorgensonflamingupagainstthelifeofmen,allthiswasasifithadneverbeen。Ithadbecomeasecretlockedupinhisownbreastforever。
"TellWasubtoopenoneofthelong—clothbalesinthehold,Mr。
Carter,andgivethecrewacottonsheettoburyhimdecentlyaccordingtotheirfaith。Letitbedoneto—night。Theymusthavetheboats,too。Isupposetheywillwanttotakehimonthesandbank。"
"Yes,sir,"saidCarter。
"Letthemhavewhattheywant,spades,torches……Wasubwillchanttherightwords。ParadiseisthelotofallTrueBelievers。Doyouunderstandme,Mr。Carter?Paradise!Iwonderwhatitwillbeforhim!Unlesshegetsmessagestocarrythroughthejungle,avoidingambushes,swimminginstormsandknowingnorest,hewon’tlikeit。"
Carterlistenedwithanunmovedface。ItseemedtohimthattheCaptainhadforgottenhispresence。
"Andallthetimehewillbesleepingonthatsandbank,"Lingardbeganagain,sittinginhisoldplaceunderthegiltthunderboltssuspendedoverhisheadwithhiselbowsonthetableandhishandstohistemples。"Iftheywantaboardtosetupatthegraveletthemhaveapieceofanoakplank。Itwillstaythere——tillthenextmonsoon。Perhaps。"
Carterfeltuncomfortablebeforethattensestarewhichjustmissedhimandinthatconfinedcabinseemedawfulinitspiercingandfar—offexpression。Butashehadnotbeendismissedhedidnotliketogoaway。
"Everythingwillbedoneasyouwishit,sir,"hesaid。"I
supposetheyachtwillbeleavingthefirstthingto—morrowmorning,sir。"
"Ifshedoesn’twemustgiveherasolidshotortwotolivenherup——eh,Mr。Carter?"
Carterdidnotknowwhethertosmileortolookhorrified。Intheendhedidboth,butastosayinganythinghefounditimpossible。ButLingarddidnotexpectananswer。
"Ibelieveyouaregoingtostaywithme,Mr。Carter?"
"Itoldyou,sir,Iamyourmanifyouwantme。"
"Thetroubleis,Mr。Carter,thatIamnolongerthemantowhomyouspokethatnightinCarimata。"
"NeitheramI,sir,inamannerofspeaking。"
Lingard,relaxingthetensenessofhisstare,lookedattheyoungman,thoughtfully。
"Afterall,itisthebrigthatwillwantyou。Shewillneverchange。Thefinestcraftafloatintheseseas。Shewillcarrymeaboutasshedidbefore,but……"
Heunclaspedhishands,madeasweepinggesture。
Cartergaveallhisnaivesympathytothatmanwhohadcertainlyrescuedthewhitepeoplebutseemedtohavelosthisownsoulintheattempt。CarterhadheardsomethingfromWasub。Hehadmadeoutenoughofthisstoryfromtheoldserang’spidginEnglishtoknowthattheCaptain’snativefriends,oneofthemawoman,hadperishedinamysteriouscatastrophe。Butthewhyofit,andhowitcameabout,remainedstillquiteincomprehensibletohim。Ofcourse,amanliketheCaptainwouldfeelterriblycutup……
"Youwillbesoonyourselfagain,sir,"hesaidinthekindestpossibletone。
WiththesamesimplicityLingardshookhishead。HewasthinkingofthedeadJaffirwithhislastmessagedeliveredanduntroublednowbyallthesemattersoftheearth。Hehadbeenorderedtotellhimtoforgeteverything。Lingardhadaninwardshudder。InthedismayofhishearthemighthavebelievedhisbrigtolieundertheverywingoftheAngelofDesolation——sooppressive,sofinal,andhopelessseemedthesilenceinwhichheandCarterlookedateachother,wistfully。
Lingardreachedforasheetofpaperamongstseverallyingonthetable,tookupapen,hesitatedamoment,andthenwrote:
"Meetmeatday—breakonthesandbank。"
HeaddressedtheenvelopetoMrs。Travers,YachtHermit,andpusheditacrossthetable。
"Sendthisonboardtheschooneratonce,Mr。Carter。Waitamoment。Whenourboatsshoveoffforthesandbankhavetheforecastlegunfired。Iwanttoknowwhenthatdeadmanhaslefttheship。"
Hesatalone,leaninghisheadonhishand,listening,listeningendlessly,forthereportofthegun。Woulditnevercome?Whenitcameatlastmuffled,distant,withaslightshockthroughthebodyofthebrigheremainedstillwithhisheadleaningonhishandbutwithadistinctconviction,withanalmostphysicalcertitude,thatunderthecottonsheetshroudingthedeadmansomethingofhimself,too,hadlefttheship。
IX
Inaroomycabin,furnishedandfittedwithausterecomfort,Mr。
Traversreposedateaseinalowbed—placeunderasnowywhitesheetandalightsilkcoverlet,hisheadsunkinawhitepillowofextremepurity。Afaintscentoflavenderhungaboutthefreshlinen。ThoughlyingonhisbacklikeapersonwhoisseriouslyillMr。Traverswasconsciousofnothingworsethanagreatfatigue。Mr。Travers’restfulnesshadsomethingfaintlytriumphantinit。Tofindhimselfagainonboardhisyachthadsoothedhisvanityandhadrevivedhissenseofhisownimportance。Hecontemplateditinadistantperspective,restoredtoitspropersurroundingsandunaffectedbyanadventuretooextraordinarytotroubleasuperiormindoreventoremaininone’smemoryforanylengthoftime。Hewasnotresponsible。Likemanymenambitiousofdirectingtheaffairsofanation,Mr。
Traversdislikedthesenseofresponsibility。Hewouldnothavebeenaboveevadingitincaseofneed,butwithperverseloftinesshereally,inhisheart,scornedit。Thatwasthereasonwhyhewasabletolieatrestandenjoyasenseofreturningvigour。Buthedidnotcaremuchtotalkasyet,andthatwaswhythesilenceinthestateroomhadlastedforhours。
Thebulkheadlamphadagreensilkshade。Itwasunnecessarytoadmitforamomenttheexistenceofimpudenceorruffianism。A
discreetknockingatthecabindoorsoundeddeferential。
Mrs。Traversgotuptoseewhatwaswanted,andreturnedwithoututteringasinglewordtothefoldingarmchairbythesideofthebed—place,withanenvelopeinherhandwhichshetoreopeninthegreenishlight。Mr。Traversremainedincuriousbuthiswifehandedtohimanunfoldedsheetofpaperwhichhecondescendedtoholduptohiseyes。Itcontainedonlyonelineofwriting。Heletthepaperfallonthecoverletandwentonreposingasbefore。Itwasasickman’srepose。Mrs。Traversinthearmchair,withherhandsonthearm—rests,hadagreatdignityofattitude。
"Iintendtogo,"shedeclaredafteratime。
"Youintendtogo,"repeatedMr。Traversinafeeble,deliberatevoice。"Really,itdoesn’tmatterwhatyoudecidetodo。Allthisisofsolittleimportance。Itseemstomethattherecanbenopossibleobject。"
"Perhapsnot,"sheadmitted。"Butdon’tyouthinkthattheuttermostfarthingshouldalwaysbepaid?"
Mr。Travers’headrolledoveronthepillowandgaveacovertlyscaredlookatthatoutspokenwoman。Butitrolledbackagainatonceandthewholemanremainedpassive,theveryembodimentofhelplessexhaustion。Mrs。Traversnoticedthis,andhadtheunexpectedimpressionthatMr。Traverswasnotsoillashelooked。"He’smakingthemostofit。It’samatterofdiplomacy,"
shethought。Shethoughtthiswithoutirony,bitterness,ordisgust。Onlyherheartsankalittlelowerandshefeltthatshecouldnotremaininthecabinwiththatmanfortherestoftheevening。Foralllife——yes!Butnotforthatevening。
"It’ssimplymonstrous,"murmuredtheman,whowaseitherverydiplomaticorveryexhausted,inalanguidmanner。"Thereissomethingabnormalinyou。"
Mrs。Traversgotupswiftly。
"Onecomesacrossmonstrousthings。ButIassureyouthatofallthemonstersthatwaitonwhatyouwouldcallanormalexistencetheoneIdreadmostistediousness。Amercilessmonsterwithoutteethorclaws。Impotent。Horrible!"
Sheleftthestateroom,vanishingoutofitwithnoiselessresolution。Nopoweronearthcouldhavekeptherinthereforanotherminute。Ondeckshefoundamoonlessnightwithavelvetytepidfeelingintheair,andintheskyamassofblurredstarlight,likethetarnishedtinselofaworn—out,veryold,verytediousfirmament。Theusualroutineoftheyachthadbeenalreadyresumed,theawningshadbeenstretchedaft,asolitaryroundlamphadbeenhungasusualunderthemainboom。Outofthedeepgloombehinditd’Alcacer,along,loosefigure,loungedinthedimlightacrossthedeck。D’AlcacerhadgotpromptlyintouchwiththestoreofcigarettesheowedtotheGovernorGeneral’sgenerosity。Alarge,pulsatingsparkglowed,illuminatingredlythedesignofhislipsunderthefinedarkmoustache,thetipofhisnose,hisleanchin。D’Alcacerreproachedhimselfforanunwontedlight—heartednesswhichhadsomehowtakenpossessionofhim。Hehadnotexperiencedthatsortoffeelingforyears。Reprehensibleasitwashedidnotwantanythingtodisturbit。ButashecouldnotrunawayopenlyfromMrs。Traversheadvancedtomeether。
"Idohopeyouhavenothingtotellme,"hesaidwithwhimsicalearnestness。
"I?No!Haveyou?"
Heassuredherhehadnot,andprofferedarequest。"Don’tletustelleachotheranything,Mrs。Travers。Don’tletusthinkofanything。Ibelieveitwillbethebestwaytogetovertheevening。"Therewasrealanxietyinhisjestingtone。
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